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therealdistortion · 4 months ago

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DOES THIS MEAN THERE ARE OTHER ARCHIVISTS

idk, the use of “An Archivist” instead of “The Archivist” feels super specific to me

#I could probably make this into an actual theory #or whatever #but I just wanna scream about this rn #tmagp spoilers #the magnus protocol #tmagp #tmagp 26 #the archivist

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bunnyboy-juice · 6 months ago

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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???

#personal #i am emotional yes #over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme #nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post #and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity #especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making #if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care #i just needed to scream #and this is one small thing #but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks #saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that #my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten #i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked #-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also #and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb #a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u #idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit #im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved #im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does #wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun

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flowercrowngods · 2 years ago

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steve ‘floor time’ harrington and eddie ‘no one touch or perceive me’ munson. they flinch at every noise even though they expected a good night, a stable night, but something changed and they’re in sensory overload. steve tries to take eddie’s hand but he pulls away immediately, shrinking in on himself. steve hums and cocks his head, signalling eddie to follow him.

they leave the loud and lively living room, the kids yelling all over each other, and find a dark and empty room and just lie on the floor for a while before they’re ready to come back. they don’t talk, don’t touch, just lie there next to each other. eddie takes steve’s hand when he’s ready for touch again. they start talking in hushed voices, bringing noise back, rebooting their senses, slowly and gently easing each other in again.

when they come back, hand in hand, mike turns down the music and lucas makes sure to remind people not to talk too loudly. the boys are drained, but the kids try their best. they’re all trying their best.

#steddie #neurodivergent steddie #i am in absolute sensory overload but it’s my brother’s birthday and people are talking about things i can’t add to #and asking stupid questions when i need silence and they bump into me and i’m about to snap and i don’t wanna #because officially i’m Fine™️#i’m screaming i’m yelling but i silence and just thinking about neurodivergent steddie to stay sane. the usual etc etc #just a concept i might work on later when i have my words back. i cannot make them work rn

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todayisafridaynight · 9 months ago

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2024 redraw

2022 ver below

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 3 #yakuza series #yakuza 3 #yoshitaka mine #snap sketches #i had a crisis about how i draw mine again so i wanted to redraw like. the first couple times i drew him #i cant believe its already been like two years .... tf .....#anyway i wanna do a mine comic. no idea in mind rn i just wanna try drawin him in b/w again #i THIINK i really like how i drew him in my redraw. i mean OBVI more than in 2022 jaREJGLKEJ #i think i have his head and hair shape but .... catch me complaining three posts from now 💀💀#for now. for now. if i look at this any longer im gonna scream and find mistakes #ok bye my last class for the day is startin jeRLGK

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loganswdc · 6 months ago

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i don't even have words for today's trainwreck lol !!! i'm just at a loss this weekend and i need news about where logan is going soon because i don't think i can wait until winter break to know lol .

on another hand , logan seemed so mad on the radio after quali and he didn't apologize and i'm so proud of him for that !!!!! there's no need for him to apologize when he did what he could with the shit car he has . i'm so so proud of him :')

anyways , here's logan being cutie patootie because i'm so mad about today that i can't form any words other than screaming !!!

via logan_defender on twitter

#f1 #formula 1 #formula one #logan sargeant #williams racing #logie bear #logan sargeant rants #venus defends logan 𖦹*ੈ‧ 𓇼 ₊˚𓆝 #he deserves the world #i love him sm #he's so cute #praying this weekend ends with happy logan #and hopefully news about his future #i actually can't wait any longer lol #i'm so mad about today i just can't #like i'm genuinely on the verge of screaming into my pillow #and crying !!!#like yk when you're so mad you wanna cry ?? yeah that's me rn #logan save me logan please

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bakaramia · 8 months ago

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Me and Alastor looking at Vox (REAL) (NOT CLICKBAIT)

#I’M SORRY THIS ACCT IS LIKE THIS RN #My brain is just on the ‘VOX C U T E’ channel and I must Scream about it #I need to eat him it’s my only option #<- Said Alastor #Vox gives me cute aggression I wanna pull his face and squeeze him

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masterfuldoodler · 3 months ago

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girlbossed too hard.... unless...

#like a lot of stuff about kh. one thing being its sprawling plot. love it all fitting together like that #anyway wanted to write a story like that. here i am with my ocs. and now im worried ive made it too confusing #1. maybe it's just because I haven't finished fixing plot holes? 2. maybe it's bc im not telling it in the right order? (random comics)#3. maybe it's because I assume ppl know more than they probably remember? 4. maybe im bad at explaining it?#anyway I talk to ppl about it and they're like ???? about things so now im like hm. i done messed up #problem is. it all makes perfect sense in my head #nomura is this how you felt? is this just the consequences of my actions??#anyway rip me. doomed to pain and suffering since the days of my youth #wanna get better at talking and expressing things but ACK. so hard!!!!#august rambles #text #you may be thinking huh?? you're expressing something rn. and yes. you see. my disease is so annoying. it is not consistent #sometimes I think about it enough i think about ways to talk about it. sometimes I think about it enough and it soaks into my life so...#someone else goes 'hey whats that?' and i go 'oh tiny info about it' as if secretly the person knew everything else because uh #i thought about it so hard. it must be common knowledge??? i don't know things other people don't??#anyway screaming crying i feel like I'm not expressing this right. doomed.

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aceyanaheim · 20 hours ago

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My real Christmas present was Athena coming back for this saga anyways ty Jorge

#epic the musical #the ithaca saga #Athena epic #yall dony understand ive been squealing about her for hours i just love her so fucking much #it's about Learning To Be Human like i just love her sm i can't even be coherent about it #it may be called The ODDYSey but like dead ass no one else exist to me right now #sorry i live here now ( i saw as though Warrior Of The Mind wasn't what Grabbed Me from fucking Jump )#shes This Close to being the character i Doodle fucking everywhere like I don't Have favorites bc i identify w oddy and Telemachus Ple n ty #and also Circe could step on me and id thank her #but also Athenas My Favorite i know no favorite but her rn she's beeny girl from jump and like #nah i screamed when she was revealed ots im fucking Gone mam hyper fixation go Brrrr #i keep thinking of shit i wanna add here thats how bad im gone lmao #( and i have so many thoughts about circe and looking at her as A Victim Of Violence and her interactions with Odysseus there are actually #i could make tiktoks at full length #but rn athenas all i think about so rip #i just love her okay i just love her

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frnkiebby · 9 months ago

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OKOK I HAVE A VISION

FRANKIE IN THIS

ARE U SEEING IT YET ??

current frank and his perfect (U G H) chest~🎃

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sarumint · 1 year ago

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pop!

#hunter x hunter #kurapika kurta #leorio paladiknight #leopika #hxh fanart #art #i was a hardcore leopika fan back in 2020 and now I’m back in the pit #1999 had me screaming and crying #and the drama cds⁉️#even looking back at my leopika art from 3 years ago had me maniacally laughing in my room #I have so much old hxh art in my little shoe box it was mentally HEALING looking through them again #it was clear how much I loved hxh and honestly I’m so glad I got into it again #I was just 15 when I drew all those silly things but why does it feel like it was just yesterday #I started this acc when I was 16 so most of my oldest drawings on here was made when I was just 16 #and now I’m 18??this is so weird idk why I’m rambling about my age rn but life just flies too fast #I don’t like it #I just wanna be in my room drawing away my self indulgence #and daydream about stories I’ll write later #and decorate my silly room and dress myself up in the mirror #I am NOT built for society

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hauntingblue · 9 months ago

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making a collection

making another collection with a threatening aura

#davy back fightbpart 3 letsgo #HOW do the three big guns get wasted on the eating contest... horrible plan.... luffy is fine bc well... but not sanji and zoro like damn.#luffy DOESNT WANNA EAT??? CALL THE NAVY!!!!#what was i saying.... bad idea putting the three beasts there #FRANKY FRANKY FRANKY!!!! they captured the two princesses :(#one sided beef squashed between luffy and foxy. friendship ended with random ex marine guy. now luffy is my best friend #usopp and franky bonding time hell yeah. throw usopp by the head once more pelase #nami with zoros swords just like holding them looks so cool like she should get a few swords too... nami three sword style oda drawing pls #i think this man underestimates nami and luffys power together he doesnt know about shiki #luffy saying he knows its a trap and sorry for being late.... lets go on an adventure all nine of us.... usopp yes anding his lie..... omg #cant believe nami isnt there yet. she could take this guy. oh there she is!!!!! she does look cool with the swords and jumping to get luffy #zoro screaming in agony from luffy getting shot omg THIS FUCKING GUY OF COURSE!!! this looks like its so over #zoro and sanji must feel so useless rn. they didnt even get the chance to fight like damn #komei-kakka??? more like come caca. boom #luffy face down dead on the floor akdjkaa chopper have you tried looking at the wound to see if it harmed him idk #it hit the face akdjskn usopp that was coom also #was robin flirting with the other guy and zoro caught her and she told hum to shut up???#'your friends got the best of me but you are still in my arms an-' 'HEAT EGG!! ALSO YOU'RE ON FIRE!'#flare maneauver that was so slay also luffy and nami in the same frame so twins of them. my children. birthed them one right after the othe #zoro and sanji fighting back to back. back to back to back to you i dont wanna fall right back to us maybe you should run right back to her #that is such a bop song. also post wano zosan. and post wci. see the recurrent theme #fighting in water.... being on top of the sword that was a slay... red hawk ace i will never forget you it seems #foxy liking his jolly roger omg nami fooled him ahdhsjs i think they should have pirate game event every year they yearn for contests #now since this experience foxy should make monthly multitudinary pirate games olympics hoping the strawhats join them a la gatsby #the faces at the mushroom akdhaksjs #talking tag #watching one piece #watching one piece movies #kinda loved how robin betted on franky against usopp.... i will take the crumbs

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nonomives · 2 years ago

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It's been a while, but I'm still not out of my break so I just wanted to drop a lil idea I had earlier

For the peeps who know Paris from the WEBTOON Dummy's Dummy, I think him and Wally can hang out

Reference pic below:

And the webtoon itself:

#art idea #i cant art rn so im just tossing this idea to yall #also subtly #not really #persuading peeps to join the dummy's dummy fandom #pls i wanna scream about this wentoon for so long--#dem queer ass puppets /affectionate

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httpiastri · 1 year ago

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king of looking so unbothered and just straight out bored in all of his gf's tiktoks

#liam pls #the way he forces a smile and then goes back to 😐 instantly #still cute tho #:))) i love him #i also wanna take this opportunity to say biggest fattest i'm sorry for being so so so shitty at answering dms.... my biggest weakness #i dont even know why aaaaa i just dont get the notifs and then i don't go in there and all of a sudden i haven't answered in weeks #very much sorry :(#also aaaaa i feel a very bad mood drop on its way.....#life just really sucks rn and things are about to get even worse #at least i have a new screaming meals ep to listen to tomorrow #liam lawson #f1

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butchdykecxck · 2 months ago

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have you ever had somebody you want to be near so bad you fight through everyday tooth and claw for the chance to make it so? have you ever longed so deeply it tears at your chest and fills all your waking thoughts and everything is fog but them? yeah ahaha me either-

#im feeling very normal #about my gf #i just wanna be near them so bad rn i should not be working #its cold and raining and PERFECT weather for snuggling and im pissed #🧡🖤#screams and screams and screams and screams and screams and-

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campbenji · 1 year ago

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just watched the swrve video. need a few minutes to scream.

#adding random tags just bc i wanna scream things but i'm planning on making a coherent post later so #decisions decisions #it's. it's insane #currently unwell but like good unwell dw #c rambles about jwcc #camp cretaceous #jurassic world chaos theory #JUNE #FUCKING JUNE #WHAT THE FUCK I'M SHAKING UNCONTROLLABLY RN #I'M TRYING SO HARD NOT TO TELL EVERYONE WITHIN HEARING RANGE #FUCK. HOLY FUCKING SHIT

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sirenium · 5 months ago

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I will never forgive the people who went after teenagers for going by Arson. It's a genuinely cool name fuck you, just admit you're allergic to teens having fun with self expression (or teens having fun at all) and stop trying to make it a morality issue

#'it's a crime!!! you can't name yourself after a crime!!!' me and my homies tax evasion and vehicular manslaughter laughing so hard rn/j #you have to be a massive snowflake if you piss yourself over someone's name bro #and I'm not even fond of calling people snowflakes but when someone's self expression upsets you that much it's just... come on man #I never once looked at the tiktok teens with their edgy appearances named Arson and thought 'oh my god they wanna be quirky so bad'#or 'I'm gonna scream at this literal child because I think they're cringe'#says a lot more about the person going after a self expressing teenager than the 15 year old named Arson tbh #even if the bully is a teenager themself #also the Arson bunnyhat kids were cool as hell. they inspired me to experiment more with my own fashion as a teen #never forgive and never forget how people went after tiktok alternative kids just because it was a 'trend'#emo and scene were 'trendy' at one point. does that discredit THAT alt subculture as well? fuck no #transgender #self expression #alternative

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