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* There’s something on your shirt.
#deltarune#deltarune animation#deltarune kris#kris dreemurr#flash warning#maybe? can’t tell but better safe than sorry#gif warning#gif#my art#this took me more time than I’d like to admit#wd gaster#gaster undertale#for the record I don’t actually think gaster is possessing kris#BUT I think he has something to do with the fuckery#and tbh it just looks cool.
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A reminder that Harrow didn’t HAVE to take Gideon with her in GtN. She very much could have taken Ortus but choose to let him escape to keep Gideon with her. She might have said that she had to take Gideon but she put herself in that position because she can’t let Gideon go.
Gideon was her pretty boy toy !! She got taken because Harrow likes her muscles and probably dreamed of kissing her under the moonlight when Gideon said the lights were busted because she didn’t know how the sun works
#ortus nigenad#the locked tomb#gideon nav#harrow nonagesimus#griddlehark#a couple of people mentioned this under my other post#‘harrow didn’t have options’#bro she did that shit to HERSELF#she LET Ortus go and made Gideon her only option because she can’t just admit that she wanted Gideon#tho I guess Harrow not really thinking things through because Gideon is involved is in character
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Thinking about how Diavolo’s feelings transcend time and how in the Nightbringer UR+ card Demon Lord’s Castle Tour this conversation happens.
When asked, “Do you wish to see your father?”
Diavolo responds:
“I suppose I do . . .” isn’t the typical reaction to how a child would feel about wanting to see their parent. Especially when said parent has essentially been in a coma for a year.
Along with how Diavolo describe his father.
It makes more sense why when you learn in Lesson 56 how Diavolo was treated by him growing up.
Diavolo can tell when others are lying but is unable to understand his father’s intentions.
Diavolo mentions that he lived a very sheltered life growing up. That from a young age his father never allowed him a chance to talk to anyone outside the castle.
His childhood friend was Mephistopheles. A demon literally RAISED to be his friend. Putting a barrier between the two because Mephistopheles would put Diavolo on a pedestal.
The isolating childhood he experienced riddled with his strict father constantly scolding him.
Despite everything MC is so important to him he wants to see his father again so we can meet.
#Demons and Humans can’t get married even in the present so it adds an extra layer him wanting to introduce us.#There’s a lot more you could add onto this (please do I’d love to hear other’s thoughts).#Like how Diavolo’s childhood affected him just look at the way he describes himself:#“The truth is I am a child in a way. A child who spends his time alone and never gets to do anything interesting.”#A lot of Diavolo’s poor behavior while not excused comes from his childhood.#How Diavolo admits to using his position to force others to do what he wants. Along with how he doesn’t like sharing.#Diavolo’s insecurities in his friendships with others.#Mainly Lucifer and Barbatos which makes sense with how they happened.#IE Forcing Barbatos to become his butler and the oath/deal with Lucifer regarding Lilith.#It’s clear Diavolo is very lonely and carrying a heavy burden.#I like that MCs presence is helping him change into a better person.#Also I don’t think Diavolo hates his father their relationship just isn’t good and very complicated.#Diavolo is such a wonderful character if you have any in-depth posts about him please tag me I’d love to read them!!!#I AM FILLED WITH SAPPY THOUGHTS ABOUT DIAVOLO TONIGHT!!!!#Obey Me#Obey Me Spoiler#Obey Me Nightbringer#OMSWD#Obey Me Diavolo#Diavolo#MaddyMajolish#Is it obvious I can’t sleep because I’m riddled with Blorbo thoughts
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straight up refusing to acknowledge star trek: generation’s existence. it didn’t happen
you mean to tell me, after an entire series and SIX movies dedicated to the triumvirate found family, kirk immediately goes missing, and then dies alone 80 years later because of time travel nexus bullshit?
bones and spock never see him again??? ever???
no. kirk, spock, and bones retire and grow old together. they’re married. they have 2 cats and love to play 5d chess with multiverse time travel. that’s the ONLY canon i accept
#deforest kelley was right#they should have just LET THEM RETIRE!!! LET THEM BE HAPPY#IDEC BRO. IM NOT WATCHING THAT MOVIE#star trek#star trek tos#spock#james t kirk#jim kirk#s'chn t'gai spock#bones mccoy#leonard mccoy#mcspirk#spirk#mckirk#spones#i’ll admit the premise has tragic spones potential. but does bones even appear in that movie#i checked he is not in that movie. we don’t even get to see him react to kirk going missing#a travesty. a dishonor#not even getting into kirk’s dream nexus illusion. i can’t deal with this#rainspeak
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I just realized some people are confused about events in the alluded to past in Mouthwashing, particularly about how long the crew has been working together.
The only person who is truly new is Daisuke and it’s why his dynamic with the crew and role in the story is very unique and somewhat distant. Curly didn’t just get Jimmy this job on the Tulpar, he got him the job with the Pony Express. He’s been his copilot for probably a couple of years but still not as long as they’ve been friends. None of them are new with the freight industry, Anya and Swansea especially have been doing this for years, together.
Jimmy is the newest on the regular crew, maybe just a few assignments, but it’s not his first time working with them. I think it’s just something important because this isn’t just one bad mistake that snowballed with giving Jimmy the job. None of them thought Jimmy would do anything, no matter how off-put by him they could’ve been, since he hadn’t done a thing since being there. Generally unpleasantness isn’t a crime and he’d be aware of that.
It was a festering thing and a sort of forced trust they had to give him that he knowingly took advantage of. He was the black sheep and still a wolf under the wool. He expected when he lashed out, that he had been there long enough for it to be looked over completely. Got too comfortable in the space he inserted into and did a lot of damage with his claws when he felt he was going to get shaken out.
#I think acting like if Curly just didn’t give Jim the job this wouldn’t have happened is underplaying that they’ve all been working for PE#for a bit and that Jimmy got comfortable enough to do something horrible like#a lot of factors made the trip being out the worse parts of them but Jimmy was slowly letting his worse parts show and I think people assume#that this was one a few mission he went on with Curly and that he advocated for him completely when it was more likely#he pulled some strings so Jimmy could work right under him and stay out of trouble with a decent job and it back fired cause Jimmy is just#not a good person like I see people acting like his breakdown and choice to crash the ship was because this was probably one of the last#chances to fix his life and he couldn’t admit he fucked up soemthing literally handed to him so badly and cruelly#I think people forget that predators like Jimmy rarely do anything the first day. or week or month or year#they ingrain themselves into the schedule and dynamic and build a sort of stability that make it harder to knock them down or push back#he has Curly’s trust as the co pilot and as a friend#Swansea doesn’t like him but doesn’t trust him and Anya is just wary initially#he doesnt even attack her at the start of the trip it’s implied it happens after the psyche evals and when she confides in Curly how#patronizing he is to her and her position. he’s retaliating against a perceived slight to his stability to him it was pure act of power and#anger because he’s at his core an avoidant bully who can’t take responsibility#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#jimmy mouthwashing#I didn’t want this to be a Jimmy post but it is#more so about how abusers like Jimmy work but I digress cause most of it’s in the comments
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Trying to create all these intricate reasons as to why Rhys doesn’t like Nesta when it’s literally as simple as you aren’t going to like someone who mistreats your loved ones. There’s nothing more to it.
Y’all praise Nesta for having “human reactions” to the things she goes through but then demonize Rhys for displaying one of the most human emotions. Being defensive over your loved ones. If you’re protective over your family (which most humans are) you don’t have a hard time understanding why Rhys just doesn’t like Nesta.
#rhysand#pro rhysand#feyre archeron#pro feyre#nesta archeron#’its because he can’t control her’ one of the first things we learn about cassian is that he’s wild. he’s hard to control too yet he’s also#one of the closest people to Rhys. Rhys also admitted to getting turned on when Feyre gives him tongue lashings so I don’t think he has an#Issue with getting along with those who don’t obey him. He’s just deadly protective of his family and that’s it. I’m the same so I#Understand where he’s coming from idk#high lady feyre#high lord rhysand#archeron sisters#feyre cursebreaker#feyre darling#acotar#acomaf#acowar#acofas#acosf
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hawkeye who makes jokes that are followed with an uncomfortable silence hawkeye that says awkward things a little too loud hawkeye who is over exaggerated and does childish things that anyone else would be embarrassed to be caught doing or be around and trapper who always catches his eye and smiles at every flat joke trapper who sometimes mouths things at the same time hawkeye says them because he knows him that well trapper who happily indulges in hawkeye’s silly shenanigans . i am sick . i am sick
#i can’t even explain to you guys how trapper just going along with hawkeye makes me emotional#when you grow up as the weird kid with people looking at you funny when you did silly things it is more upsetting than i’d care to admit#it’s implied that trap is more ‘ normal ‘ so the fact that he just goes along with hawkeye#i .#y’all i .#he’s important to me#mash#m*a*s*h#mashposting#mash 4077#mashblr#hawkeye pierce#hawkeye#trapper john mcintyre#trapper john#john mcintyre#trapper mcintyre#piercintyre#piercentyre#hawktrap#traphawk#lgbt#lgbtq
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since i mentioned girl dad satoru today . . . look what dropped 🥹
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#— ai rambles#girl dad satoru supremacy 😤 he’s literally everything!!!!!!!!#i don’t mean to boo on boy dad toru but this just hits different and you can’t deny it ✋#like heart to heart you gotta admit girl dad satoru > boy dad satoru#tw children
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this is a controversial take but i don’t really think sexual wincest dynamic would be the same as the dynamics they have with girls. mostly because this interpretation tends to ignore canonical nuances that define sam and dean’s relationship, which includes dean’s extreme possessiveness, sam’s willing submissiveness with dean (especially when it comes to physical touch), the fact that dean is the only one with whom sam is able to be physically vulnerable in a way he can’t with anybody else, the fact that dean genuinely loves taking care of his little brother. it’s an essential part of their relationship, and it just makes sense for it to be part of their sexual dynamic too
#i’m not trying to say it’s definite canon bc we all have our own interpretations#but i do find it a bit weird that the fandom uses their scenes with girls as proof that dean is sub bottom or that sam is domtop#because samdean is way more complicated than sxual relationships they have with random girls like it’s not just about fucking#dean loves taking care of sam and he also needs to know that sam belongs to him at all times and sam loves being taken care of by dean#it’s something they need from each other and they don’t/can’t have that with anyone else#plus they’re canonically each other’s exceptions. dean might be subby with everyone except for his brother#and sam might be toppy with everyone except dean#also if you wanna compare ruby to dean then you gotta admit that sam let her softdom him <3#wincest#spn
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Being a Forcefem hacker really got so easy since July
Back in my day we had to take over their YouTube account, make it push femboy videos, push TG comics on their twitters, make them win Guilty Gear give always, put Blahaj’s in their carts when shopping for furniture, make up tutorials, cosplay guides, so so much effort for just one cute girl
Now all I do is take over the pc, put on “I watched the TV glow” and it does the rest
#back in the day we had phases!!!#I had to gradually introduce them to being an Ally#who just cares a lot about trans folks#then make them intrastate in femboys#maybe take a side step in furry-dom#and only THEN could I make the final step to getting her to admit her girlhood#but *noooo* now all we need is one movie#no blackmail#not even a forceful takeover!#just put it on and it does the rest!!!#kids these days have it so easy#but I can’t deny results :/#.#gentle#forcefem#i-like-talking#..#GO WATCH I THE TV GLOW RIGHT NOW!!!#DO IT!!!!!
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Rug update: it has yellow now!!!
It’s about 12” by about 21”
#the person behind the yarn#handmade#fabric#scrap management#though I freely admit I am no longer just using scraps#and am now ripping strips off of stash fabric to use in this#which I guess is still a kind of scrap management?#I can’t even begin to estimate how many hours I’ve already spent making this#or how many more it’ll take#but I am loving how it’s turning out#also I genuinely thought this would be like a two hour project tops when I started#I was very wrong lol
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Outlander quotes that feel so Elucien coded to me:
“I can bear pain, myself, but I couldna bear yours. That would take more strength than I have.”
“Ye werena the first lass I kissed,” he said softly. “But I swear you’ll be the last.”
“I wanted ye from the first time I saw ye—but I loved ye when you wept in my arms and let me comfort you, that first time at Leoch.”
“I am your master…and you’re mine. Seems I canna possess your soul without losing my own.”
“It has always been forever, for me, Sassenach.”
“Do ye not understand?” he said, in near desperation. “I would lay the world at your feet, Claire—and I have nothing to give ye!”
“You are my courage, as I am your conscience,” he whispered. “You are my heart—and I your compassion. We are neither of us whole, alone. Do ye not know that, Sassenach?”
“Your face is my heart Sassenach, and the love of you is my soul.”
#lol don’t ask me why but it’s just the vibes im getting#but also blame Sarah for admitting she based Lucien off of Jamie#lol how can I not believe that Elucien will have a love like their#you just minus them always getting separated/thinking the other is dead parts#elucien#pro elucien#diana gabaldon#outlander#voyager#drums of autumn#jamie fraser#jamie x claire#ps I saw a post early of someone comparing a Jamie quote to Lucien that made me want to do this with Elucien as well#😭 I can’t remember who it was so I could tag you#but if you see this. thank you for making spend a few hours today looking through a few of my outlander books to find these quotes#lol I had to stop myself before I went through a deep dive through all the books looking for quotes#I might do that after the holidays and have people become very annoyed with me lol#ps. yes I know some of these are currently headcanon related but I also don’t care. Let me have my fun
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I’m just gonna say it, I wish the people who hate Essek with a troubling intensity and violence would grow a spine and actually directly say they hate the character Mercer created and his storytelling choices for that character instead of doing that awkward thing where they try to hate on the character by acting like he just manifests in the narrative spontaneously and outside of the control of the DM and players
#cr discourse#critical role#I’m just so sick of it like be honest and admit you think Matt’s choices suck#and Liam’s choices suck for having Caleb romance him#and Laura sucks for getting excited he showed up#grow a spine and grow up#also it’s ok to reblog this I can’t be the only one feeling this way#hate a character all you want but just be honest#cr spoilers
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Mihawk, King and Cavendish all definitely shop at the same bespoke members only warehouse that only specially invited people can find (we know this because shanks is forever trying to find this warehouse so he can get gifts for Mihawk that he will actually wear but shanks’ fashion is so atrocious he can never find it)
And I refuse to hear otherwise. I don’t make the rules 🤷🏿♀️
#Mihawk would probably be Cavendish’s fashion icon if he admitted to that kind of thinkmg#just a Pinterest board filled with Mihawk’s best fits in blue#they all have the same fucking blouse I can’t#throwing thoughts to the void#they are just the only place that sells that much leather so that’s why King goes there#one piece#I love the idea that there’s just one extremely hard to find warehouse shop that sells all their fancy shit#because god forbid Mihawk go to a regular fucking tailor#dracule mihawk#op#hawkeye mihawk#Mishanks#cavendish one piece#king the wildfire#alber one piece#akagami no shanks#shanks#akataka#cavendish of the white horse#one piece shitpost#one piece funny
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Curly not immediately punishing Jimmy for assaulting Anya is something I don’t think a lot of people are viewing in the complex context for Curly as the superior to both of them and closest confidante they had.
Like I am in no way saying he didn’t under react or fail Anya by not being harsh or direct with Jimmy but it really is the case that he really couldn’t. Imagine being stuck in such a confined space with very little areas to genuinely hold someone if they commit a crime. It’s not like this was an event that occurred before they departed or that they have easy communication with The Pony Express to ask for how to proceed when something like this arises. Not to mention, Jimmy’s relative power in relation to Anya as the co-pilot and second in command, he has the knowledge and access to do something to her had Curly directly punished him in this setting.
They were also Curly’s friends. It’s not just the case of him mediating something between his subordinates but people he is personally invested in don’t want to see spiral further in Anya’s case while also not wanting believe his friend go that bad in Jimmy’s actions. They were both suicidal and Curly putting Jimmy’s stability first is both out of bias but also the fact he’s aware at some level Jimmy is a danger to himself and others if not constantly placated. Combined with the fact he was in denial or just not piecing together what Anya said it’s hard to say what he buying time for and what he had treat as urgent. This isn’t even saying he doesn’t care about Anya but he’s not going jump to the worst conclusions about his friends even if part of him acknowledges the evidence saying so. It’s a complicated thing but he’s still human and needed to process it on top of trying to keep a ship that already took on a lot of water from further sinking, metaphorically.
I just personally think that while Curly failed Anya, it was a scenario where there wasn’t much he could do to the best thing by her safely and like Jimmy, we are underestimating what a good leader would do in a very fragile and tense situation like he was in. By the time he may have been ready and had a plan, things were much too late.
#like in my one Anya still respected Curly after he didn’t punish Jimmy so I assume he still respected her or reassured her he’d do something#it just was never enough because sadly Jimmy just needed to be removed from the ship and that’s not possible#cause no matter what Jimmy was going to do something stupid to fix it and Curly had to be thinking of a way to avoid that but also trying to#play the subjective role of friend and objective role of captain with two of the people he is currently closest with#not to mention how he’s a big picture guy and it’s not an excuse but those little detail and subtle behaviors are probably lost if the big#picture looks fine still and he admits he’d drive himself crazy trying to look for it#like weirdly Curlys character is only seen through the people he tried to protect and we judge him on his failures but we don’t get too much#on his insights directly as Jimmy is unreliable and he tries hard to be gentle with Anya#personal note is I don’t think Curly underplaying Anya’s trauma is a guy code protecting my bud thing but more a flaw in his personal#character in where he just wants everything and everyone to be ok in the end and taking responsibility that isn’t his to bare like he can’t#make up for what Jimmy did but he tried and that’s the problem really cause he’s just used to actually fixing it for him and it’s the case#this is the one thing he really couldn’t like I think he’s a good guy but he’s trapped in his and a bunch of other peoples worse moments#anya mouthwashing#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#mouthwashing curly#curly mouthwashing#mouthwashing anya#jimmy mouthwashing#captain curly#nurse Anya#mouthwashing spoilers#rape tw#suicide tw#also last thought is how he like also was being emotionally drained by Jimmy constantly like Anya and his relationship with Jimmy parallel#each other in such a way that both him and Anya warily follow the words of the others abuser because they fear the physical or emotional#repercussions if they don’t like her not being able to really tell curly what happened and then curly not being able to do the same and how#jimmy assaults and dehumanizes both when they are no longer a service to him like god they are more adjacent than Jimmy and Curly like Curly#messed up in a already messy pile Jimmy mad it into a dumpster fire in a landfill they are not the same
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They say an event starts at 18:30 but they don’t arrive at this time, they arrive after. You become the early bird for doing what they say to do. You learn that this punctuality is not typical, and try, just once, to follow the observed social convention. On the dot, you arrive ten minutes after the listed start time: 18:40. Except this is the one occurrence in history that everyone arrived on time. You are not entering in an appropriate window of time, you are now late and everyone is looking at you.
#PICK ONE AND STICK TO IT WHY SAY A TIME WHEN YOU DONT MEAN IT WHY IS YOUR INVITATION THE ENIGMA CODE#this is not an imagined nightmare I lived this please join me in my suffering#do you know how old I was before I realised peoole did not craft their sentences to mean exactly what they intended?#older than I’m willing to admit#autistic things#nah but this is a nightmare dealing with AuDHD#the invisible social window of time where sometimes it’s okay to be late and not even considered lateness vs your lateness is your flaw#I hate it here why can’t we all just say what we mean!
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