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You know those situations where the parents have to choose between saving the baby or the one carrying the baby? What if S/O chooses their own life over the baby's? 💀
Normally I wouldn't write something like this, since it's a bit too dark, but I figured hey, why not? I didn't go through too much detail or anything.
Error: Good. Error hates that this had to happen, of course, but they never really like the idea of having children, and they would rather have you rather than have the baby. They'll comfort you during the whole thing,and try to make you feel better, but they're not really heartbroken about this…
Ink: It does suck, he did want children, but hey! They could try again later. No use in being sad about something that they could try again on. Yeah, it won't be the same but it is a new version, right?(he's not that good at this sorta thing ^^')
Yanberry: Berry thinks that you made the right choice. It is very sad that the baby couldn't be saved, but honestly, he would have rather had you anyway. It would have been dangerous for the baby if you died and the baby didn't… so! He'll tell you that he still loves you, and if you want a baby, they could always just adopt! Or try again later.
Hound: Their soul has a ping of pain shooting through it when they heard that the baby passed, then they heard that you were still alive. Their soul still hurt, but they were… pleased to hear that you were still alive. They helped you feel better, talking to you and listening to you talk about your feelings. They aren't sure that they would want to try again.
Axe: When he hears that the baby died, his mind rushes to the worst ending but then he hears that you lived. He's really happy that you lived, but he can't help but feel kinda… sad that the baby didn't. He feels a little guilty thinking that. Did he not deserve to have a big happy family? Did he not deserve babybones?
Lover: It hurts. It hurts a lot. He knew that this was going to happen but he allowed himself to hope. He let himself dream of a family… he'll come in, and hold your hand, and you two can cry together. You two knew that this was a chance… the baby just didn't have enough magic to form fully.
#Error#Error Sans#Ink#Ink Sans#Swapfell Emerald#Swapfell Emerald Papyrus#Horrortale#Horrortale Sans#Underlust#Underlust Sans#Yanberry#Child Death#miscarriage#I don't really like writing these kinda asks#but I felt bad deleting it#angst#I don't know how to tag this
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Dracula Character Headcanons-- John "Jack" Seward
#(Please disregard the previous deleted version of this post. I didn't properly source the other reference photos and I felt bad about it.)#marghen#dracula#re: dracula#gothic literature#friend john#noodle-in-chief#Aynvs Mwa Tjqvsjqrl zqb xkm qxwgzxlwa uov S advgxx vy qdsr loto crc fmutdig zrtxkxk
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Figured I should post my first batch of (late) Christmas drawings
#okay the app is being deleted again now I promise#I just felt bad I didn’t share them#resident evil#luis serra#ada wong#leon kennedy#rebecca chambers#my art
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The more I think about it, the more I question Arcane S2's politics and themes, which were so foundational to S1. Like, a tiny example [SPOILERS AHEAD]:
Singed wins. He gets exactly what he wants in the end. All his "efforts" are rewarded. What does that say about people who share his ideology of eugenics? He is the source of nearly every horrible thing and conflict that happened (Shimmer, the factory deaths, Jinx, Vander as Warwick, the corruption of Viktor), and he gets a happier ending than any other character. Not even a 'he got what he wanted but he has become completely unrecognizable/monstrous to his daughter' tag at the end. You can say they're setting him up and need to open his daughter to future shows, but the way you end a character's story says something about what you think about that character. What does it say when the eugenicist war criminal gets the happy ending he doesn't deserve?
#personal#delete later#and you can say “it's not that deep it's just what makes sense to end his character” but lets not kid ourselves#this past month people have been chattering about microexpressions in animation or metaphors and symbolism in interactions#and random props and set details. the end of a character's arc MEANS something thematically.#and it just feels offputting that the most unforgivable character wins while everyone else is dead or suffers alone#and don't give me that “sometimes the bad guy wins” look this is an extreme lol.#i would be fine with this outcome for singed if literally EVERY other character wasn't suffering. only singed got what he wanted#honestly fans who have been completely unwilling to consider negative analysis and criticisms of arcane annoy me so much#y'all chirp about how amazing it is that arcane is so political until the politics get weird. then it's a completely apolitical show#specifically the final “dirt under you fingernails” line. that felt so weird and offputting coming from vi#a part of this is definitely just reactionary anger at a fictional character. like. you caused untold amounts of suffering and agony#all for your daughter. fuck you you don't get your daughter
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Been rewatching the early Marvel movies and apparently this is the time of my life where I just get re-obsessed with characters I love so here's some random thoughts about Loki/Thor the Dark World:
Why. In the world. In the universe. Did Odin not ask Loki ANY questions when Loki was brought before him for judgement in Dark World? Like, at the BAREST MINIMUM he should have asked where Loki got an ARMY, the last time he'd seen Loki was when Loki fell off the Bifrost and then he vanished for a year and showed back up with the glowstick of destiny and an army that Thor says "are not of Asgard or any world known". ODIN. WHY ARE YOU NOT ASKING QUESTIONS ABOUT THIS?!
Like, we are aware that Odin is. partial to giving his kids harsh punishments. He obviously doesn't care about Loki's motives. Like, a good parent would look at their kid who disappeared for a year and then came back insane and be like "hey so what happened to you when you disappeared? you didn't get captured by a super powerful being and tortured into submission did you?" (Thanos tortured Loki I have SOURCES and I WILL cite them upon request) But even a bad parent who was a decent king would wonder how their kid suddenly got an ARMY out of NOWHERE and yet Odin never questions this at all. Even Thor in Avengers at least asks Loki "Who showed you this power? Who controls the would-be king?" (which just shows Thor would honestly be a better king than Odin tbh) but Odin is just like "nah this is not important. imprisoning my son for life and telling him how worthless I think he is is more important in this moment."
I wonder if she'd had more time if maybe Frigga would have been able to get Loki to tell her what happened and if maybe that was part of her goal of visiting him (beyond just, you know, actually being a decent parent who cares about her child and wanting to keep him company) because we know she's clever (she's smarter than Odin good gravy, is there like an age difference between them is he going senile or something) so PERHAPS she thought if she talked to Loki she could puzzle out what had happened to him and find out if there was, you know, a potential universal threat Asgard should be aware of. And like, if she had found out anything what was Odin going to say? He can't actually punish his wife in any meaningful way (lol imagine he tries and she just grabs her two grown sons and leaves, help xD) especially if she found out IMPORTANT INFORMATION that he SHOULD have discovered on his own.
This does kind of highlight an underlying problem with Odin, where he seems to think that Asgard is invincible and is, well, lazy about defending it. Like, I've seen posts about how Loki letting the Frost Giants into Asgard in the first movie is actually him not just showing that Thor is not ready to be king, but also demonstrating that Asgard has dangerous holes in its defenses. Because yeah, Loki can HIDE HIMSELF FROM HEIMDALL and sneak into Asgard. Heck, he can sneak OTHERS into Asgard while he's not even WITH them. That- that is a security threat, because if anyone BESIDES Loki could do that then Asgard could easily be invaded and- wait a second, that happens in The Dark World! The Dark Elves hide themselves from Heimdall and sneak an invasion force into Asgard! Destroying it's defenses and KILLING ITS QUEEN. Like, my goodness, do you think Loki is the only person with these abilities? Are you even trying Odin? At all?
TLDR; Odin is an idiot for not questioning Loki about the Chitauri/where he was for a year between Thor and Avengers, not to mention an awful father and an incompetent king.
#long post#loki#thor#thor the dark world#odin#marvel#this is really just me dunking on odin akjlghjafhgsf#the more I rewatch the movies the more this stands out like#my dude why are you like this#he's multitasking he's being both a bad king and a bad father!#loki in the first thor movie is such a smol overwhelmed bean I want to give him a hug#thor 1 gets so much more interesting when you watch the deleted scenes with loki in them my word#I showed my parents the one where the asgardians made loki king and my mom was like 'THAT WAS TWO MINUTES WHY'D THEY LEAVE IT OUT'#because it was IMPORTANT#like. I'm not saying Loki was making great decisions that whole movie#but he was overwhelmed and highly emotionally compromised and felt trapped#he was doing his best#he's just quiet and doesn't yell his plans to everyone like thor so people suspect he's Up To Something#which might also be a little bit of commentary about how society favors extroverts#anyway#getting deep in these tags at almost 3am about movies that are 10-13 years old wheeeeeee
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am i… awake?
#catra#adora#catradora#she ra#she ra and the princesses of power#spop#probably catra lucid dreams when she was in the horde#had this unfinished sketch and I felt bad to delete it#she-ra
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Hi there !!! I wanted to let you know your bad batch art is BEAUTIFUL I'm always happy to see it cross my dash!! Your art style is so pretty and I love the way you draw Tech!!
Do you have anymore sketches of Tech we haven't seen yet? No pressure <3!!! Have a lovely day :DD
Oh my that's so sweet thank you! éAè <3 <3 <3 Hughhhhh well since you ask nicely I dug into my wip folder and found a sketch ^^
#star wars#star wars the bad batch#the bad batch fanart#tbb fanart#Thank you for the ask!!#I had the worst day#Like every EU person right now hahahhahah *cries#Then I Fk up my hair coloration#Never use blue dye to tone white hair folk#I fucked up my cut too#How do you use a clipper on yourself#this close to go into a hair saloon with a picture of crosshair#(I can't I'm broke)#Then I broke a bottle of oil in my workshop#my favorite skincare oil TAT#It was a gift add to that#limited edition#will never find it again#then I made zero progress on my portfolio#then I went on my favorite job website#Ofc everyone want people with 10+ years senior xp#then it was too late to do sport so I felt bad for not doing sport#then started to draw a meme for reddit#reddit deleted it 'cause my karma's to small#then started to draw tbb to forget#and it was 2 am#but then nice people send me nice messages TAT <3#tbb fandom know you're the only thing motivating me theses days haha XD#ok good night
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Digimon Adventure 02 Hurricane Touchdown!! (2000)
Seraphimon & Holydramom
#digimon#digimon adventure 02#digimon 02#hurricane touchdown#the golden digimentals#seraphimon#holydramon#mega angemon#magnadramon#angemon#angewomon#now this is nothing but a shameless repost HOWEVER#i've come a long way since I started making gifs for Tumblr; i used to only used the tumblr feature for gifs#only 3 seconds long and they look glitchy af#i posted this sequence before; but its like 7 gifs;yet glitchy AF 🤣#also it has 1000 notes so i felt bad deleting it#my own post#aesthetic#art#anime#2000s internet#gif#my gif#DAVD02ES#hikari yagami#kari kamiya#tk takaishi#takaishi takeru#anime movie#also i slowed them a little because it was SO FAST DANG SLOW DOWN BTCH TF🤣 anyways stan
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I just had the absolute shittiest day of my life so I need to think extra hard about my soppy wet cat blorbos to cancel out the shit
Sorry for the tmi in the tags <3
#I HAD A 13 HOURS FLIGHT AND THEN I FORGOT MY SUPER IMPORTANT DRAWING TUBE THAT HAD HALF MY UNIVERSITY PORTFOLIO IN IT#AND I FREAKED OUT SO HARD AND RAN SO FAST THAT I FELT FUCKING RANCID SICK- and then I got on the airport bus like:#huh I actually dont feel that bad BLAKROEYCJWIF#<- that was me puking because i puked in front of a bus full of people#I'M SORRY MR. BUS DRIVER FOR YOUR BUS#Anyways#i love you mom for dealing with my bullshit so nicely#you are the best mom ever i love u so much <3<3<3 ouagdh#tw vomit#tw emetophobia#tw emeto ment#<- i think that's the puke phobia idrk- pls let me know!!#anyways sorry for the tmi <3#delete later
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#pit babe#pit babe the series#charliebabe#pitbabeedit#sasa gifs#i hate this so much but i cant keep fighting the lighting in this scene forever and felt bad deleting it so#whatever into the void it goes#(said whilst crying)
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23.12.2024
• Finally studied. It felt so painful but I managed to push through. I’m reading about thermometers again and I’m trying to be excited but damn. The later topics are much better so I just have to push through.
• Watched a very inspiring video. Actually watched it twice so I could take some notes lmao. My current journal was intended to also serve as a commonplace book and for anything else I’d like to jot down but I haven’t done a lot of that. I’ll try to work on it and get more comfortable writing whatever.
• I tried chocolate covered strawberries for the first not long ago and they’re sort of odd. It felt like the two refused to mix in my mouth and I was eating them separately even though I wasn’t. I think it’s a very stupid odd concept lmao, chocolate and strawberries are sweet in very different ways. I honestly expected it to be disgusting but it was fine.
• I dont know if I’ve mentioned it here already, but I might switch to the viola. I also missed my performance at the Christmas concert cause I’m an idiot😭. I felt sort of bad for stressing my teacher out but asides from that I didn’t care that much. My playing has been sort of shit recently and my shoulder and elbow have been hurting.
• My sister is coming to visit on Friday and I’m excited but also dreading it, and I feel sort of bad for that. Probably cause I’m not sure what to expect. I’m just hoping nothing dramatic happens.
#I was going to call the strawberries and chocolate stupid#then I felt bad and deleted it#then o realized that was silly so I put it back but with the strike through#as compromise#studyblr#study motivation#studyinspo#studyspo#university#study#study hard#study tumblr#study blog#exam season#studying#stemblr#stem blog#stem academia#nanthegirl
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sometimes i feel compelled to delete this account
#every time i open tumblr i feel so inadequate and irrelevant#it's suffocating honestly#this site is so great at archival. i wish i could use it without feeling sick#someone on strawpage asked me what its like being popular#i dont know. i wish i felt like i had any impact on this fandom and the people around me#i dont think ive inspired anyone or contributed much of value#especially not on here#sorry. my mental and physical health are pretty terrible#every day i feel like im dying#i plunge myself into art and into fictional worlds into some sort of creative production#to try and drown out the inescpable dread#i would like to do something. i need to improve my organizational skills. i need to work harder#i need to improve myself. sorry#im not sure why im sharing this. i dont really want to worry anyone or make anyone feel bad for me#vent#delete later#expressing myself is nice. but i shouldn't because it might hurt people.#life is difficult isn't it? let's all forget about this tomorrow.
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Thinking about the Don Suave scene and what it means in terms of LGBTQ+ representation because my brain does nothing if not torment me with random topics to ramble about on the regular.
Anyway, I just wanted to ramble about why I like the scene but to get it out of the way - the scene can very easily be interpreted in so many different ways, and all of them are valid. I personally see it as Leo having at least some attraction to a man. And the following is an explanation of my own interpretation and thoughts on it and what it means especially for Leo’s portrayal in the grand scheme of things.
Long-winded interpretation under the cut!
Now, to start with, it’s important to me that in the scene Leo looks at Don Suave in the very beginning and then for the entirety of the rest of the time the man is on screen, Leo’s eyes are closed. Yet, in the end, he is still visibly enamored with Don Suave, happily cuddling up to him as he’s being carried away.
You can very easily interpret this as Leo being spellbound and that’s honestly super valid and I believe he likely was at least somewhat in the beginning, but considering how fast he looked away and how he never looked again, I personally think it makes more sense to read it as Leo just finding the man attractive, at least somewhat. (For the record, I personally headcanon Rise Leo as bisexual with a heavy preference for men, but I want to be blunt when I say that any interpretation is valid. Literally any. Ace, pan, gay, bi, none of the above or a mixture of something new literally all of it is more than okay and fair. Hell you could even interpret this entire scene as more romantic attraction than physical and it would still work. Anything goes!! Don’t bother people, guys, really.)
The main reason I take this scene to be at the very least LGBTQ+ adjacent isn’t just because of how it’s portrayed, but because of who Leonardo is. Not in terms of Rise of the TMNT, but in terms of the entire Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles™️ franchise.
Leo’s a character who, while changing with each iteration, has still at his core been around for decades upon decades as “the blue one”. One fourth of the team. He’s the one most are going to look at as the Leader, and oftentimes he is the one closest to having the title of Main Character. Not to say the others aren’t just as important, but Leo’s presence in the A plots of basically all TMNT media is often something very main character-esque.
And that’s very, very important to note. Here we have a Main Character of a prolific and decades long-running franchise distributed by a children’s television network. You can play around with his and his brothers’ characters all you like, but there is always going to be challenges to dodge around, especially since this was still in 2018-2019.
For example, you can play around with their designs so long as they’re color coded turtles, but their sexualities? Now that’s tricky.
“But what about Hypno and Warren?” Not main characters and also they’re Rise originals. They have a lot more room to play around with than a character like Leo does. But even talking about main characters in the franchise, you could arguably have an easier time playing around with Donnie or Mikey’s sexualities than Leo or even Raph, as (unfortunately) the former two tend to get more B plots, so they’d likely have had a little more leeway (still not a lot though.)
So, where does this leave us?
It leaves us in a place where outright stating and/or showing undeniable proof of Leo’s attraction to men is very, very difficult. So, workarounds!
Workarounds like the entire Don Suave situation.
To be honest, as left up to interpretation and lowkey and deniable as it is, this whole scene means a lot to me because of who Leo is as a character. It’s just nice when we get so see even the bare bones of representation with characters that have been such a large part of pop culture for decades, y’know? Even if more would be so much nicer, this is better than I thought we’d ever get for these boys.
And, again, literally nothing I’ve said is the only way to interpret it, I’m more than happy when people interpret media on their own honestly, it’s just something I’ve been thinking of lately and I was wondering if others felt the same way.
Whatever you think when you interpret this scene or Rise Leo as a whole, I just thought this would be interesting to think about, even if it was ramble-y, haha.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt headcanons#rottmnt leo#rise leo#rise don suave#rottmnt don suave#I lied I’m back to ramble because I’m just#so bad at keeping my mouth shut#or uh#not typing word vomit#anyway- yeah this is my personal interpretation#I believe Leo was legitimately mesmerized by Don Suave’s powers…in the beginning#but even the series’ creator says it was ‘at least PART of what was going on with Leo’ so#idk it’s something that’s been on my mind and I was wondering if anyone else felt the same??#may delete this later who knowssss#pleaaaase feel free to disagree I just like to talk lol#but yeah sometimes I look around at how much media has LGBTQ+ rep in it now and it honestly makes me emotional??#(we always always ALWAYS could use more but)#we did not have even a crumb of this as kids#but also like most of that rep is new properties#and I just was thinking about what that could mean#idk man idk#once again please don’t take this as facts it is VERY MUCH NOT#man I was looking around for good images to use and found jack all#anyway tho did you know Donnie often has bi colors around him and Leo is often dressed in the colors of the trans flag-#okay anyway back to the caves I go this comic won’t draw itself#I gotta spray myself with water any time I go to type long winded essays because they’re not great for the mental health fr
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Got called obnoxious and annoying for saying a post was satire, because “who wouldn’t understand that this is satire?”
*autism stares into the camera*
#no seriously#I only knew it was satire because of who OP was#otherwise I would not have guessed it#sorry some of us need things to be clearly written for us#I felt bad and deleted my reblog#actually autistic
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I made some eggies plus squishy in a box on munchymc gm <3
#Drawing on gm has been so much fun I've made more art than the last few days than I have in the past month#But one of the things of drawing there is it is incredibly unperminant you cant save art at all unless bad is there to do it#Normally this is fine XD I take screenshots and move on. Cant hold onto everything right#This one hurt#Having to leave the map and delete it myself felt like stabbing a knife into my gut#Just aaaaa#I got so many pictures <3#Bug art 🐛🖍
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I love that episode 14 included the human version of a snake in a can prank
#tmagp#really hope no one made this post#i made a animorphs joke and then after saw someone beat me too it#so felt bad and deleted it#the magnus protocol#tmagp spoilers
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