#i plunge myself into art and into fictional worlds into some sort of creative production
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sometimes i feel compelled to delete this account
#every time i open tumblr i feel so inadequate and irrelevant#it's suffocating honestly#this site is so great at archival. i wish i could use it without feeling sick#someone on strawpage asked me what its like being popular#i dont know. i wish i felt like i had any impact on this fandom and the people around me#i dont think ive inspired anyone or contributed much of value#especially not on here#sorry. my mental and physical health are pretty terrible#every day i feel like im dying#i plunge myself into art and into fictional worlds into some sort of creative production#to try and drown out the inescpable dread#i would like to do something. i need to improve my organizational skills. i need to work harder#i need to improve myself. sorry#im not sure why im sharing this. i dont really want to worry anyone or make anyone feel bad for me#vent#delete later#expressing myself is nice. but i shouldn't because it might hurt people.#life is difficult isn't it? let's all forget about this tomorrow.
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