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halfdeadwallfly · 1 year ago

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i overestimated the amount of time i had before my meeting and i just had to ask my suitemate to finish doing my laundry for me :')

#she is so lovely and offered to help before i even finished explaining #but i feel so bad #i am awful at managing my time #boink

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reckless-rider · 1 year ago

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I did an oops at my job 😬

#its not anything big #but i feel so bad #like we aren't allowed to help with personal devices #and i forgor

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cherrysnax · 2 years ago

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stress triggered chronic pain let’s goooo

#idk something feels wrong #I should probably go to the doctors but idk #part of me is like. if something is wrong idk wanna know #just let me die ignorantly yanno #but I don’t want to die #and I don’t want to be in pain #I’m scared of bad news but I’m also scared they’ll just say there’s nothing wrong with me #I still have unpaid hospital bills I don’t #I don’t want to waste anyone’s time #but I feel so bad #and I have been and I know Inhave chronic pain but I’m tired of hurting all the time #I want to take a run or something #I want to walk or something idk I just. feel so bad I don’t want to be in pain anymore #and it’d be different if I was like thin or somethin #I could kinda sorta get away with it then (not really) to be disabled ur already treated like shit but to be disabled and fat? then its like #ooooh you did this to ur self n its like I think my weight is a symptom not a cause #I matured very fast because of csa and idk I think I have a hormone problem which causes months long heavy periods amoung other things #I had body hair when I was like. 6 and I’ve always had aches and pains and nerve issues since I was a child #getting stomped on by other kids when I was only like..5? and having an adult bend my legs higher than they could go probably didn’t help #however that’s a long time ago. I just think that things never got the chance to heal right and if they did that’d be half of my pain gone #I need to go outside and idk get fucked or something. need to clear my head #we went out a few days ago and my body still hurts from it and I barely did anything -_- sitting down hurts walking hurts laying down hurts #swimming doesn’t hurt tho. I miss swimming

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shyshyscott · 2 years ago

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guess who is experiencing heat exhaustion rn <3

#me. its me #ill be fine #but i feel so bad

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skrunksthatwunk · 9 months ago

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see 0 note flop posts aren't that bad when they're personal but 0 note fandom posts feel literally so bad. like if you don't wanna play toys with me anymore just say that. i'll pack up my super cool awesome things and go and i'll sit on the other side of the playground by myself and i won't even look at you. fuck

#yes i AM thinking about a particular post. no it wasn't that good but still. a moment of heartache for sure #like it feels so bad but im too prou dto delete it and also too lazy

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gongyussy · 6 months ago

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i'll let phie-san say it:

#the vids i've seen on tiktok picking at her immediately get a block...#bitter otaku sitting in their socks in their mom's basement feeling threatened/enraged by a hot successful black woman outnerding them-core #also this kind of criticism is so demoralising and damaging to people who are trying to learn another language #also. accents are NORMAL and not a bad thing #i don't think that the end goal of picking up a new language necessarily has to be sounding native #and i know sometimes the way japanese people react like SUGOIII? *W* when a foreigner says like one (1) word in japanese is joked about #but like... genuinely... i always love when someone clearly has made an effort and took the time to learn some of the language #anyway she can step on those haters <3 #also like. it’s just some lines in a song people need to relax…#megan thee stallion #autoplay warning #japan #japanese #language #mamushi

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thinmints-and-stars-in-your-eyes · 1 month ago

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I know restricting is bad and everything but I'm stuck in this mindset of needing to be skinny but also wondering if it's really worth it. Why can't I just eat normally. I haven't even been restricting for that long but it's the only thing I can think about and it's making me miserable by myself and around my friends

#i should probably invest in a diary #i just dont know because I know i feel so guilty after eating #but at the same time i love it #and I am very greatful that I can even have that mindset bc i know a lot of people can't #but i feel so bad

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ihavebeesinmybrain · 2 months ago

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i’m so fucking anxious holy fuck holy fuck i am not okay i am scared

#i woke up after only three hours of sleep on the verge of a full fledged panic attack #and i am trying to calm down #but it’s like the anxiety is too intense and stubborn nothing is helping #i’m so tired #but i feel so bad

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gibbearish · 1 year ago

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love when ppl defend the aggressive monetization of the internet with "what, do you just expect it to be free and them not make a profit???" like. yeah that would be really nice actually i would love that:)! thanks for asking