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stylishanachronism · 2 years ago

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The problem with giving up takeout for lent is that I’m not actually up to cooking anything right now and I’m out of instant stuff, which would normally be solved by takeout But

#like yeah I can and will break it if I’m not feeling better by this evening im stubborn not stupid #and it’s not a guilt thing either it’s a trying to build better habits thing #this is not like the year I gave up espresso and didn’t realize until may I’d basically taken myself off my meds cold turkey #im allergic to fucking everything so I can’t do actual adhd meds because the risks are too high #but I can do caffeine so #and I’d accidentally gotten a really good balance going while I was at Starbucks because my drinks were free #but yeah this is not that situation Im just working on a migraine #probably a combo of another storm blowing in and the return of the ear infection this time with pus #it’s very gross and painful and im having a hell of a time with my new insurance #tech difficulties the insurance itself is fine but I can’t schedule an appointment #basically the button to actually schedule the thing isn’t loading and tech support was like ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ good luck!

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mblue-art · 9 months ago

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once again i was fueled with coffee (did not sleep the whole night) but this time i doodled college au to cope bc ofc i did (also did not feel like sleeping wooo)

#self insert #cross!sans #epic!sans #mblue art #cm #m rambles #(that tag is needed bc hoo boy u can tell i did not get sleep and is fueled by caffeine)#(do not be like me!!!!!!!!! do not deprive urself of sleep 💀💀💀)#(get a good 6-7hrs a day if u can. if 4-5hr works better for u then im not forcing u to sleep more 😤😤😤 as long as u rest well 😁👍)#(AND HYDRATE... if ur reading this try to take a sip rn 🥤)#campus au #(college au scenarios will be tagged that heehoo)#not colored just lines bby 😎😎😎#idiots to lovers type shit where they both confide in epic n he's just chillin #waiting for the time when these dummies will finally confess to eachother themselves #(look i think it's rlly funny seeing cross be all cool calm collected in public but when he talks to epic abt his crush)#(he goes insane with a million different flustered/blushing emojis)#( 'they told me good luck on my test and gave me the nicest smile ever how was i gonna live after that' goofy ass. idiot /aff)#( 'DUDE THEY GAVE ME A MOTIVATIONAL NOTE. IN /PINK/ PAPER. ON CHOCOLATE. DOES THIS...... 😳' guys i love silly dorky cross to bits so much)#(man fucking explodes w his simping n epic just goes LMAO but he's v supportive for his bruh 💪😤)#(on the other hand my sona thinks he's sooo cool and awesome and smart and honestly fucking charming HHELLO THE TIMES WHEN HE LAUGHS AND)#(AND SMILES HELLOOO MR HANDSOME I MEAN WHATT)#( 'stars if he likes me back i wouldn't know what to do with myself. fucking EXPLODE? YIPPEE CONFETTI??' lots of flushge )#(going ueueue at big bro epic bc they got a super massive crush on his bestie but)#(but the head is entertaining 'what-if's BUT i think kuya epic knows how to steer the thoughts away from those and smack em w teasing 😎✨)#(ultimately distracting and successfully reassuring them 😎😎😎)#(tsundere mblue no way not in here im down bad astronomically full on simping my guys)#(he might be a dumbass sometimes but he's my dumbass) (ok i'll shut up now fr)#anywayz campus au is the my highschool au but we're all adults and more tired yippeee

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literaryvein-reblogs · 3 days ago

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Do you use AI generators to compile or scrape this information?

no

#anonymous #ai has nothing on an over-caffeinated human being copy pasting & taking screenshots past 3 in the morning & queuing everything #no but on a serious note most of these is the product of years of compilations stuck in my drafts & old files as a student #been going through my old bookmarks as well (bc need more space) so there may be random study notes or tips sometimes #thats also why i have a lot of grammar related stuff that i used at school --- still handy notes though #as for the requests i usually do them in one sitting & queue them -- not claiming to be an expert on those topics #i just try to look for the best sources i can -- which is fun bc i learn a lot as well &#i always appreciate when people send me more info or corrections #this genuinely made me a bit self conscious of my posts tho like do they look AI generated #just shoved a lot of queued posts back to my drafts lol will try to edit them better soon i know its a mess here !#also acccidentally clicking the 'shuffle' queue messed up the chronology at one point -- so been trying to schedule posts #instead of adding to queue ---- but will reorganise when i find more time #but yeah most of these are my literal notes -- excerpts / literally copy pasted from my references that may be quite outdated #that i need to delete but still wanted to save elsewhere

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anna-scribbles · 8 months ago

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h-how do you ever finish any of your work? genuine question because you seem to be productive despite your agreste syndrome and I need to learn your ways. but also how do you ever finish any of your work

unclear. last night i stayed up and finished a report worth 25% of my grade at about 5am, arrived on time for my 9am lecture, and spent about half of it zoned out while thinking about seventeen year old emilie agreste. and i was one of the most active participants in the class discussion

#in some ways it IS the move to go to grad school right out of undergrad #because your body can still sort of operate like a college kid #i’m on about 3ish hours of sleep rn and this morning it felt SO over but now i’ve eaten something and we’re so back #i also don’t really do caffeine. except sometimes i’ll go get one of those panera death lemonades #i might be able to snag a short nap before work #but anyway about seventeen year old emilie. i was thinking abt how she was in that movie solitude and adrien said she was seventeen #WAIT. NO. HE SAID SHE WAS SEVENTEEN IN THAT PHOTO ON HIS DESKTOP NOT IN THE MOVIE #well. okay whatever i’m gonna tell you what i was thinking about anyway #OKAY i’m back i just checked the wikipedia page and then i watched the end of gorizilla. to make sure i’m not lying. because i’m normal.#anyway i was thinking about the solitude film and how it’s super rare and old and obscure and whatever. and how apparently #emilie wrote it herself and andre produced it #and i’m thinking about how gabe was discovered by audrey and that’s how he got his start in the fashion industry #so now i’m like?? did gabe and emilie first meet on the set of solitude? because gabe was designing costumes or whatever?#and that’s how audrey found him? have people already thought about this??#also i just checked and it doesn’t say emilie’s last name in the credits and also it’s ‘graham films’ with the twin rings logo m #so i’m assuming she’s still emilie graham de vanily at that point #anyway it comes back to seventeen year old emilie because i started imagining seventeen year old runaway emilie having her new life in pari #after escaping her british nobility life #and the first thing she does is write and star in an original movie. of course.#and she meets this repressed bisexual punk upstart costume designer who is so the opposite of everyone she’s ever known #and he’s immediately so unhealthily obsessed with her. which she appreciates.#and then they proceed to have the most toxic doomed evil relationship of all time #also she gets cheated because once gabe gets money he represses himself SO hard that he is now exactly like all the people emilie grew up w #but at least he’s still obsessed with her #this is what i was thinking about during class today. i don’t know how i get anything done either.#ml #anna rambles #asks

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figofswords · 11 months ago

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wow I didn’t think reblogging that tea post and then seeing people’s tags would deal me such strong psychic damage. come over I can fix you I can find a tea you will like. “I don’t like tea” how can you say that as a blanket statement when there are so many vastly different kinds of tea. head in hands

#‘it’s like coffee but not good’#while a cup of black tea does have a great deal less caffeine in it than coffee #it also has a stimulant called l-theanine which is NOT found in coffee #and the more complex combination of the two stimulants hit your system much more slowly #which is why tea doesn’t give you jitters like coffee does #anyone who’s like wow I need my coffee to survive but I hate that it makes me nauseous and gives me heart palpitations and bad breath #to you I say. wean yourself off coffee and onto tea!!!!!!!#but WAIT I can keep going. nauseous? ginger tea. sore throat? peppermint contains menthol which works as a numbing agent #green and black teas are both very high in antioxidants #chamomile and lavender do both have a calming affect #BUT WHAT ABOUT THE TASTE I hear you say #IT TASTES LIKE GRASS. try a floral tea or a black tea or chai or Thai tea #ITS SO BITTER you’re either steeping it for too long or the water you’re using is too hot #not to sound like I’m fucking uncle iroh or something I just apparnerlt have strong thoughts and feelings about tea #I can’t handle ppl going ugh I hate tea and it’s like. overbrewed lipton in microwaved tap water.#anyway MY favorites are jasmine and lavender earl grey #and currently I’m really into this corn silk tea my brother bought me at h mart #it’s like gen mai cha but even more #congrats for making it this far into my tea rant tags. if you comment your tastes I can give you a personalized tea recommendation

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safety-pin-punk · 4 months ago

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yall Im so fucking tired. This month has been exhausting. I promise Im alive, just barely functional atm.

#personal #rant below #begining of the month docs said dad had less than a month. Hes still around but declining #been taking care of him and my mom #along with working full time #and my boyfriend doing his damndest to keep me busy when Im not helping with dad #which is great except Im so tired #but also I havent been able to sleep much #and I've lost my appetite which apparently is a grief thing I didn't know about #So I've managed to get all the physical grief symptoms and it is taking a fucking toll #so your girl is sleeping in tomorrow and spending the day doing my own little crafts and avoiding people as much as I can #a girl just wants some sleep and a fulfilling snack but all she is being given are slight naps and unappealing food. send help.#anyways after this experience Ive decided that I no longer give any fucks because you only live once so Im just gonna do what I want foreve #and actually live life instead of being constrained by societal standards #after all this is over of course. gotta take care of dad first #also I got to paint the door because he was sick of staring at the porch. so its a lake view now #woooo #yeah so thats my life update for you all #also I saw a girl for the first time in 9 years today who completely changed the tradgetory of my life and didn't know it. so that was fun.#exhausing but fun #also idgaf about spelling right now I am running on caffeine and pure will power atm

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ninadove · 7 months ago

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I missed you Daniel Sempere I missed you Julián Carax I missed you Cementerio de los Libros Olvidados I missed you blue morning fog stretching over the streets of Barcelona that Carlos Ruiz Zafón loves so much he mentions it every three pages

#Excellent news!!! I can still read Spanish and am having a much easier time than anticipated!!!#So many things to read and write and watch and play so little time #Which is an excellent problem to have #I’m experiencing a form of restlessness I haven’t felt in years and that might be due to my increased caffeine intake OR #It could be a growth spurt… because these never end do they #I don’t know!!! My brain is bouncing off the walls and I like it #literature #spanish literature #carlos ruiz zafón #la sombra del viento

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incorrect-ikevamp-quotes · 1 year ago

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The woman's voice in earbuds: Battery Low Arthur: So you're just going to leave me. Just like everyone else

#ikevamp #ikemen vampire #ikevamp arthur #ikevamp incorrect quotes #im going to preface this one by saying #1. i'm so sorry #2. I am also not remotely sorry #these two things can be true at once and are not remotely in conflict with each other <3 #in all seriousness though i saw this post days ago and i just couldn't stop relating it to him #he's so damn dramatic and desperate for attn PLS #i also just can't get over the thought of him muttering this while everyone looks at him like he's nuts #theo like 'im not touching that with a forty foot pole'#theo: yeah just like i'm doing right now **goes to work**#man the way i just imagine dazai holding a hose over arthur to make it look like its raining until the camera panels back #isaac walking out of sbux with everyone's coffee like 'wtf happened here???'#shhhhh isaac no questions only caffeine #source: foodandfriends #(yes i am aware of the tragic meaning this can take on no i will not be broaching it)#(I Do Not See It. Let the Children Sleep.)

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redyarns · 11 days ago

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HELL WEEK IS OVER HOLY SHIT HAHAHAHHAHAA I LIIIIIIVE

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mycological-mariner · 7 days ago

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My carer’s b-day is this weekend and she loves Victorian clothing and fashion so I doodled her a little picture in her card using a portrait as reference

#I struggle with big fluffy dresses and lace even more so #it was 6am and I was in a caffeine and depression fuelled creative grind #I’ve really missed doing Victorian stuff #the things you can do with a no. 2 pencil and a pen from the post office

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heros-shade-fanclub · 3 months ago

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a single cutscene is something that can be so personal. a text box even. a sound effect

#THE ONE IN SKYSWORD......WHERE LINK STARTS CRYING AFTER ZELDA SEALS HERSELF...............#the Majora one where link salutes captain keeta……….sniffles and sobs……#“Go and do not falter”. MANNNNNNNN. MAN #just the. bells. that ring during the final shot of the master sword in oot that you don't hear anywhere else in the game. lies down #just. thinking abt games man #this post brought to you courtesy of metroid actually. sorry i shrimply cannot shut up about it on any of my blogs #seeing samus shaking in pain and throwing up radioactive sludge was a big one for me #as a kid who’d only played Zelda and Spyro it was so visceral #i was like WHAT!!!!! YOU CAN DO THAT IN A GAME!!!!!!!!#talkin #I had caffeine. sorry

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smalltimidbean · 13 days ago

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It's two thirty somewhere

#vent tag #oc: bean #sona tag #I think my wisdom teeth have been trying to get through again bc they're still in there for some reason #the pain is a little better today but it was like 'I cannot focus on anything other that pain' the past day or so #and it does not help I tense my jaw and grind my teeth a lot so I just end up with the whole of my face hurting and get a migraine #and the only painkillers I have have caffeine in them so that's not great for when the pain is so bad I can't sleep hhhfdhjjhkdfsj #but again it's been better today - can actually do things and like think - but if it does get worse again then I'll go to the dentist #which is not ideal bc I am so very tired of dealing with medical stuff but y'know #but if I am gone a bit longer then that is why probably #okay time to sleep with my cold bag of peas bc I don't have an ice pack

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valewritessss · 2 months ago

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My life rn can be described perfectly by the phrase “I bit off more than I can chew”.

#except I keep taking more bites bc that’s just the stubborn person I am #well actually no #some say stubborn I say determined☺️#random post #late night post #everyone talking about the winter arc shit but my winter arc is trying to get 8 hours of sleep at least twice a week #my friends ask me how I function with so little sleep and I literally don’t know what to say bc I run on pure anxiety #like it actually keeps me going #natural pre-installed caffeine #in my body #also if you promote the winter arc thing but it’s just ed glamorization you immediately deserve to be absolutely attacked by the people who-#come across it #bc let’s not #they know what they’re doing #especially when they say: this will be you if you don’t start now #and then what they mean to start with is eating frozen grapes only or is just so obviously the glamorization of ed #idk why I had to mention that #as someone who has recently started eating breakfast after being terrified of the thought of going to school without an empty stomach #and I congratulate myself for this #it’s disturbing and really annoying #mention of ed #tw mention of ed #that’s not even what the post was about😭#bit off more than I can chew #whoever came up with that phrase needs to stand up bc they devoured

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averlym · 1 year ago

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from this post by @caligulas--aquarium

(if she keeps this up, she might even get a real desk!)

#portia elizabeth harper #adamandi #fun fact: this is saved on my laptop as re-portia harper. like the awful pun it is #we never do see sophie. so she never appears.#ok i would write stuff but i am Tired you can all conclude yourselves #and also idk how it evolved into whatever this is it was supposed to only be a haha funny thing #i have drawn so many portia harpers she never stays consistent... ah well #the reinterpretation of the lines happens most strongly in the vincent and bea portion #never thought he'd do it -> he as in ambrose /// could help them more -> them as in beatrix #so as to politely go with canon portia's knowledge #i'm back!! a bit. briefly. running on maybe a bit too much caffeine. i think somewhere subconsciously i might have characterised portia #as a bit awkward. trying to do her best. maybe crumbling under the Ardess pressure but still optimistic under it all #idk!! i think there's something very earnest about her and i love her for that #shoutout also to the newspaper in pg 1 that says (am and the bros)... laughed at that one

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machinavocis · 2 months ago

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yeah no i refuse to believe that 170+ people have now successfully done all their remote learning course completions + tradesperson business license renewals on my stupid god damn web app.

#but like. that is actually a demonstrably true fact. i'm looking at the database now.#but like! it is a fact that SHOULD NOT BE.#insert guy in corner of party meme like do they know this thing was coded in like four 36hr caffeine stress delirium fugue states #at some point i knowingly launched a version of the live beta with one feature that was just a loading spinner that did nothing.#because i ran out of time and it was like a super rare use case feature.#so i was like alright ok 9 out of 10 chance no one reports this for like a week at which point i can have the finished version ready.#(i confessed this to coworker recently lolol. I WAS CORRECT AT THE TIME & WAS NEVER CAUGHT.)

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puphoods · 8 months ago

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tea drinkers are crazy "best enjoyed without milk" if im just going to sit here and smell it for a while and then pour it down the drain maybe

#et cetera #tastes like nothing water without milk soryr... trying to start drinking tea so i can reduce my caffeine intake but im really just #not that big a fan of it. but i will persevere #they do smell sooo nice but ugh taste like nothing

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