#but I HATE HATE HATE LEAVING THINGS UNFINISHED
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my cutesy little room
(i'm ignoring the villager trading hall that's sitting unfinished behind a secret door) (fuck villagers i hate villagers) (also fuck everyone for blowing up the old base) (also fuck my teammates for being away and doing thanksgiving things) (just a joke aahahaha) (also no im not dumb enough to leave my spawn in this room. my spawn point is in a different room lolz) (although not that spawn points are that important in this server, but ever since that one time i got spawn killed until my armor broke i'm still cautious about it) (i love minecraft i love minecraft i love minecraft)
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if i dont get writing motivation by December i swear to god im gonna turn evil
#vivispeaks#December is HW2 month. which means#HW2 has almost been out a year... kill me?#my DCA hyperfixation hasn't been kicking lately and im MAD about it bclike oUGHH LEMME THINK ABT THE GUYS AGAIN OR IM GONNA DIE#surely my sb and ruin replay will fix this. along with me buying hw2 for the switch#still vr-less but maybe thats for the better for now.. I get motion sick too easily#but I HATE HATE HATE LEAVING THINGS UNFINISHED#maybe thats on me because i wasn't really super insanely invested in the future stares back at the start. 0 planning there#it was kinda just a few ideas I had in my head and thought “yeah I can work with this”#unlike claw at the stars where I had a whole outline and vision and everything#I do enjoy the future stares back. but a reread of it would flat out kill me bc my writing has changed so much#also you can 100% tell where I start floundering and trying to grasp at ideas and its sooo badddd lol#maybe a complete rewrite of it all would fix me. like just go in and overhaul the whole thing. idk im rambling
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blood, blood, blood, pump mud through my veins 🩸
#dark urge#baldur's gate 3#bg3 fanart#bg3 durge#bg3 bhaalspawn#have you ever had a throwaway character you didn’t plan on obsessing over#bc u went full evil with that character#i cannot stop thinking about her#i wanted to go full control with gortash and then the brain just 🧍#i’ll replay her a little bit more tame and a little bit less evil#bc while the game made playing evil fun#it also took a lot of quests away obviously lmao#the line is from in this moment’s blood#also artwise - i’m trying to find a balance between things looking good and leaving them unfinished#procreate#zazrichart#i hate how nasty gla/ze and night/shade look on some of my paintings#but we need it ugh 🗡️
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Episode 4 stills from the FLCL Collectors’ Disc
#FLCL#haruko#canti#mamimi#naota#collectors disc#long time no see! haven't been feeling great so have not been up to sift through my media as of late#but I want to get through a few more things. hate to leave an archive unfinished
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original + sketch ♡
#art#digital art#happy sugar life#tw happy sugar life#digital painting#hsl#satous aunt#redraw#anime#manga#manga redraw#manga panel redraw#hehehe#i hate it i love it idk#im happy to myself for constantly pushing myself to finish unfinished things#im happy to myself for never leaving things unfinished
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I cannot express enough how ready I am to be finished with all these legacy fandom projects. I don't want to exist in these spaces anymore. I'm so tired
#it's exhausting creating work for a fandom you dont care about anymore#but I don't like DNFing projects. i really don't#so im sitting here going *heavy sigh* as i work on stuff and everyone around me thinks i'm still happy and active in the fandom#someday i know it'll burn me out but i just... ugh i just hate leaving things unfinished it's the worst lmao. im too stubborn
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I really love your pink and blue comic
(just finished watched poketom dubbed it)
But I have a question a few questions
Is the comic going to continue?
When is the next chapter/pages
Love your artwork keep up
First off, thanks for enjoying it! Poketom did a great job dubbing it (specially as time went on) and, as I've said previous times, you should support and be nice to him, he's a genuinely nice guy!
Second, and something I need to leave clear on here too (not just my DA), the comic is on hold for now as I:
1- Manage my college time, and soon enough my working time as well, not only because I am having more responsabilities and not a lot of free time now, nut because I also am starting to care for the story 15 yo me was trying to write as I am now properly scripting pages, revamping character redesigns, and all of that. And
2- Have been getting so overwhelmed by people asking me to continue it almost every. single. day, that I´ve honestly just decided to focus on new proyects that come up and giving this one a rest for now. That and I also want to be recognized as more than "That cringy OC JSaB comic" woman and not be harassed by it (fair, it's not as bad as before, but it's still tiring considering everything going around in my life/country).
#yeah#let's just say it's all getting to me#no hate to those who are just genuinely curious#i get it#i am like that too#but as you grow up you realize people have lives#and adulting is difficult#so yeah#better to take it slow and not overwork yourself#also because i want to write/draw stories with more weight to them because of my own healing mental health#and also just focus on other things that i have in mind#*coughs*#*looks at all the unfinished art of my Evangelion KinitoPET and soon to be revamped Kirby AUs*#*cough*#that's not to say I'll leave jsab entirely#but i won't be posting as much#maybe mini comics here and there#but... yeah#hope you all understand#reply#reply post#watchy talks
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Drawing? I love that! Gorgeous. Beautiful. I can draw for hours on end.
Rendering? My mortal enemy. My arch nemesis. The bane of my existence.
#as such most of my art remains unfinished#i can never render anything consistently and i hate that#but also i don’t like leaving things with just flat colours#artist problems#artist vent
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I want to write Mirrored Walls so baddddd but I’m trapped in Just Moved Across The Country And Still Setting Things Up And Adjusting To A 40-Hour Work Week hellllllll
#libra complains#well im also hesitant to write cuz of The Lore Incident but who am I kidding#I hate leaving things unfinished#even if mirrored walls ends up being my last jd fic I wanna finish it#unless jd actually confirms something#if they’re confirmed related I’ll probbbbably vanish from this fandom entirely#well#who knows#I’m rambling again#anyway having a job is hard
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Every time I think about returning to Inuyasha and finishing the stories I started I am reminded that Yashahime exists and instantly loose all motivation.
#I keep wanting to just go back and finish old projects#because I hate leaving things unfinished#but I just can’t bring myself to do it
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SHHH SH HEYYY HEY DONT TELL ANYONE BUT... ive been workin on smth since BITB came out..... itsa lil musical animatic involvin kian and becky.... ITS NO WHERE NEAR DONE YET but loooook look im puttin lil screenshots under the cut. its supposed to go along with Am I In Heaven? by King Gizzard n the Lizard Wizard. infact yknow what cmere come sit with be bc ALOT of songs from the 'IM IN YOUR MIND FUZZ' album makes me think about becky and kian. oh my god. those two make me so damn emotional. like Her and I was the first one to rly resonate with me, and EMPTY was another good one, all just stuff about. yknow LOVE!! doomed by the narrative yet burning SO SO brightly in its last moments, holding hands, playing music, THEY WERE SO IN LOVE WITH YOU THAT THE COPY OF THEM LOVED YOU, AND YOUR COPY LOVES THEM TOO. WHAT A BEAUTIFUL, CRUMBLING, BURNING, HISSING, SQUIRMING, MELTING, CLICKING LOVE STORY..
GET OVER HERE N SCREAM WITH MEEE I LOVE SCREAMING ABOUT THINGS
#THIS IS A DRAFT that i made like. months ago. woopsie.#BUT IM CHIPPING AWAY AT IT AGAIN. IT CANT STAY UNFINISHED FOREVER. ONE DAY YOU WILL ALL SEE! YOULL ALL SSSEEEE!!!!!!!#no reblogs either this stays between US!!!!!!!!!!#and if you guys like it enough i might post an old fuckin wip i have all packaged together on youtube. its a VIDEO it goes w the MUSIC!!#SOUND WITH THE MOVING IMAGE?? IVE ONLY EVER DONE IT ONCE!!!#ill post the Lord of Lightning animatic i made on tumblr when i get the chance. in the meantime i ahve it posted on twitter. GO FETCH#but THIS SECOND ONE is out there.. all synced together..#but its a wip and its rough and old and scuffed and i HATE IT. my son whom i wish was dead#but you can see it. for the small small price of uh. begging.#also ouuhh my god i love becky and kian so much... they make me so emotional.. SOMETHING ABT DOOMED SHIPS...#even as the boat sinks these two clung together so tightly. they really really did love eachother so much. even after ten years of ROTTING#of sitting and waiting and wondering 'where is she?' is she lost? hurt? did something happen? is she okay? did she even want to be here?#does she hate me? did she leave because she hated me? she never wanted to see me again? where is she? where is she? guess ill write a song#FOR TEN YEARS. when i was just busy. i was distracted. so much came up. things got serious. my dream became clear and i had to chase it#i didnt know you were waiting. im sorry. i should have chased the thought of you more. but i was busy. i was just busy.#i wish that i could apologize with the throat that was my own. i hope this copy will suffice. i hope this copy will suffice. UGH
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also me being like "im going to study!!" [either gets distracted every 3 seconds of this lecture or i lock in for 5 videos at a time no inbetween]
#aster musings#im chatty today haha#anyway even if im progressing slowly at least im progressing. i want to get this course out of the way so the org that got me in it isnt#screwed over by me not finishing (life got rly fuckin nasty)#i think i can finish it by the deadline bc i also hate leaving things unfinished :')) its just been so hard
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#thanks everyone for all the kind messages#like seriously thank you#I guess it was one of those things where I was having a really shitty week and then I came on tumblr and just the one thing set me off#and affected me way more than it usually would have#this past week was good for me though#I had three interviews and two of them were for jobs I really really want#and one of them is my dream job so hopefully I get it!#but even if I don’t… I genuinely think the interview went really good like all three of them! so I’m happy for that like#it gave me more practice#anyways with five days away I guess I made my point lmfaooooo#I was angry and upset but tbh anon hate is nothing new and it’ll keep happening sooooo#I was genuinely touched by all the sweet messages!#and also laughed at the ones which were just begging me not to leave poyt unfinished 😂😂😂 like I love the honesty there#but I laughed in a touched way bc I understand that even those asks came from a good place like the intention was good#ANYWAYS yes I was very very upset but this week went good for me so I’m in a much better place#I guess I’m going through a very rocky time irl so it’s making me more sensitive to small things that didn’t affect me before#like anon hate I mean usually I honestly find it entertaining and funny 😶😶😶#but yeah that one thing got to me but whatever!!! we move#anyways how r y’all!#I’m free this weekend so I’ll be active on here as usual hehe
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tbh tho i think my art is fugly af LMFAO
#not in a '>w< eeeek! i wish i could drawww 🥺 i can only cobble such measle crap with my lowly peasant paws.. *unveils mona lisa*'#sense but like a my style makes me want to hurl whenever i look at it bcs it's a constant reminder that it can only be what i can make it be#and bcs it looks bad to me then that means i cant make things look good if u get my sense like#idk man 😭!! im just sick of being scribbly!! and not clean! i wanna ink my art! have crisp lines! dark lines!!#not have to put stupid darkening filters on everything bcs i cant color or shade so my art is just stuck with the blinding white background#well the frustration is more how i CAN color and shade.. i CAN ink my lines with a darker one#lets not excuse my laziness now cmon ted omg dumbass bitch#it's just that doing so makes me . crazy#my attention span like. crumbles when i try to add color or ink over lines bcs thats Such a commitment to me#i HATE leaving things unfinished when it seems so monumental#like unfinished sketches or prompts? fine. those are sketches. little prompts. even if u post it it's shit#but starting big things is a COMMITMENT.. with CONSEQUENCES ! ! i just want to avoid them ig#it's like im stuck between art being a fun lil past time and being a perfectionist actually so no. no it is not#but also i NEED to draw i NEED to write SOMETHING! SOMETHING!! then i realize the weight of things and purposefully hinder myself#then later hate myself for hindering even tho it felt so good and right in the beginning ORGHH or WHATEVER#idk one of my friends told me my style reminded them of the new tmnt movie (which has been praised yeah#for like beautiful ugliness tho) and like. i KNOW it's a compliment... but. why did it make me Feel 😭 like i wanted to rip my art 2 shreds#once i lined my art and my friend (an artist i admire) said smthin like 'omg finally! ted lined art! gorgeous!'#& i KNOW. I KNOW IT'S A COMPLIMENT. BUT WHY AM I THINKING LIKE. SO VIOLENT. NOT ABT THEM. BUT MY SHIT NOW#like UGHHH i just HATE feeling trapped and helpless when actually theres help available but im just DUM!! JUST LINE UR ART TED#art is like playing sport is like making good grades is like working well is like being a good friend is like being a good person#literally. just be GOOD.#it's all a performance to me ARGHARGH! I HATE THE JOKER! I HATE BEING CRINGE@! RAGGHH I HATE THIS SHIT#<- mfs when no basketball#mfw i cannot avoid enlightenment via the meaningless distractions i codepently craveRAGGHG!!!!!!1!
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no. you don't understand. i need all those metas you have on River. but not the she's the Doctor's rebound girl kind of meta because gurl(?!!) that is factually incorrect and may your honor rest in peace
#i actually may have a thing or two in my drafts#which i somehow always end up leaving unfinished?#anyway#hate is always foolish#especially when it's infactual infactual infactual#you're already hating you also had to be wrong about it?#please#river song#doctor who#hate properly#dw meta#meta#gimme all your river song metas#explain to me why she went on to honor her parents by becoming space robin hood
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hellooo would u ever update back to december again 🥹 if you won’t, it’s fine! you owe nothing to us. i just wanna let you know that i love the plot so much! you’re really a great writer :) have a great day <3
helloo! yes, i would 🥺 that’s why it’s on an indefinite hiatus and i didn’t straight up discontinue it. i used to be really excited over that story and sometimes i will be like !!! i wanna write for it !!!! but i’m kinda stuck on the next part so kdlajñs i hope i can get past that soon and finish it :(
thank you so much<3 i’m really happy that you love the plot, and thank you for thinking i’m a good writer 🥺 i hope you have a great day too!
#i might have to change a few things around to make it work idk#but i do wanna finish it i hate leaving works unfinished 💔#ask#au: btd
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