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→ drawing the same pose over and over again and feels cringe
→ realizes that these drawings are simply pre-ref drawings to figure out one's design so I can Draw Them
→ no longer feels cringe
#jic ur wondering why all of them are drawn w that same arms out legs semi open pose#do i obsessively worry about this to an unhealthy degree? yeah#do people not verbally tell me that seeing me draw the same pose over and over again is Boring or Lame or stupid or smth? yes but i get#like. stupidly anxious and start thinking about things like that which i obviously know probably isn't the case and that in actuality#no one cares about how i draw more than i do#but it's still difficult not to ruminate on thoughts of people subconsciously rolling their eyes at my art because its so plain and boring#and static and stiff and it doesnt feel lively and dynamic like the artists i aspire to be like#but then i also remember im only just starting my art journey. by this year I'll only have been drawing for 4 years. 4 YEARS.#which seems like alot honestly? especially w the progress I've made#but most; if not everyone who isn't me have spent 7+ YEARS of drawing and i remind myself that. oh#yeah! im on the same path they were#maybe they had the same issues i did#but ill get through it :) i want to experiment more this year w my art#i say that but i need to COMMIT#i need to commit. to actually put in effort to learn posing and perspective instead of trying to lazily scrawl color on a digital canvas#but it all seems so daunting#but; you know; in time it'll come. seeing the difference only a few months has done to my art is also truly refreshing#it lets me know that im still learning and improving my technique and that really helps iron out any anxieties i have.#sorry this got super rambly super quickly lol
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#‘your john mark mcmillan listening peaked in march’ GIRL I KNOW… march 4th to be exact#driving the 210 back from my sister’s house with pilgrim on repeat tears pouring down my face sun pouring through the clouds#hebrews 12:1 2 timothy 4:7 carrying the fire well done good and faithful servant type beat. all because of one hange zoe#not to mention everything else that happened the day after that. dare i even speak about what forgiveness does to a mf#also i may have streamed neon brother more than the man comes around this year but i have the man comes around on vinyl#it was number one this year in my heart and in my ears#flesh and bone by the killers is. well. a killer. because i have it on my trigun playlist AND my levi playlist 💕#my battle-born baby you will always be famous#and baby by oh wonder…. well let’s just say i’m jusy afraid that i’m washed up and dried out and the water ain’t gonna save me.#(i miss you lyss (!!!) )#personal
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oh boy time to start yet another writing doc can't wait to see how long it'll take me to abandon it this time!!!!
#since 3 months ago#i've started noting down all the story ideas that pop into my head in a list#there's 7 entries on it right now and only one of them has had any real work done#and even then it's just a 4 page planning doc where i gradually go through the 5 stages of grief#as i slowly realize that i have no idea how i'd ever turn it into something coherent#but surely this time will be different. smile
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Miami truly said we're gonna write some really wild experiences for our main characters that make the ones other main characters actually die from seem minor.
Horatio: shot in the abdomen (roughly), lays there, proceeds to dive into the ocean to save Nat (who was fine btw) shortly after hallucinating his wife. He goes back to work. Collapses again after an arrest but he's fine don't worry
Speed: gunshot to the chest, gone within the minute 😭
Calleigh: severe smoke inhalation not once, but twice! Literally categorized as lung disease. A couple comas. Her heart stopped. Weren't even sure she could recover. But she did! And she's a mom now and I couldn't be happier for her
Jesse: inhaled the same gas as everyone else in the lab, but he was the only death because he... hit his head
And the biggest miracle, Eric: shot in the leg and then the head, where most if the bullet still is. He flatlined for several minutes. He was on plasma. But he pulled through eventually. Back to work in a few weeks, no big deal. Some amnesia, had to relearn some of the basics of being a csi. Even hallucinated a dead colleague for a bit (though it helped with the side case and I adore that ep cause SPEED MY BOY) but after some more minor trauma he achieves his happily ever after, don't worry guys
#csi miami#listen. I'm glad they pulled through. and I'm not trying to be dramatic#but also i am#me watching the eric ep(s) was literally like “and they killed speed so simply”#I'll never be over speed but eric is my boy in the later seasons#don't even get me started with jesse that was just. weak. idk what Eddie had to say about it#but i know rory thought the way the wrote put speed was pretty unimaginative. and he ain't wrong. he got done dirty.#mind you thats the theme of this show#i mean i like it its got a good base but some of the writing choices are just. why.#and by some of the writing choices that includes pretty much everything they did to ryan#and the entirety of season 4#the miserable life of eric season 4-6(7?)
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since i'm back in a vox machina headspace, at least for now, i'm looking back at all my old unpublished fic and, a) i may actually post some of these one shots i wasn't brave enough to originally
but more importantly b) for nano 2019 i wrote like 20-30k of a vm ava's demon au, didn't finish it, don't know if i will, but would people be interested in that if i polished it up a bit?
#it's over three years old so i am a bit looking at it and going oh i can write way better now#but also it does still have some great moments and concepts in it i just never posted it bc i hate abandoning works halfway through#and i wanted this to be done or not done#but either way it's still like 30k more than you'd get otherwise so im curious if people would read it#if you're not familiar with ava's demon it's a sci fi/fantasy webcomic with gorgeous art set in the far future#with a bit of horror and themes of identity and anticapitalism#the basic premise is that in order to try and win a losing war against an all powerful galactic empire#several rulers of conquered planets developed a powerful curse - which would kill them in their existing bodies#but bind their souls to the next soul anywhere in the universe to be born#and the doubled souls in one being means great amounts of power#but the story is set 15 years after that#which means it focuses on 4 (and later 7) teenagers who've grown up with angry ghosts in their head all of whom have different motivations#and. well. everyone in vm has an associated god except percy and that's fine he's brought his own
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ready to cry because I got to work at 8 this morning to do all my month-end managerial duties and my AM shift person called off (she had a good reason I’m not mad about that) so I had to watch the desk instead
I tried to call someone else in but they didn’t respond until I’d been here 4 hours. and they were still out of town. so I was like don’t worry about it someone will be here at 3 anyway it’s not worth it for like 2 hours of work
and now all the other managers have hop skipped and jumped out of here because THEIR departments were staffed today. so they finished month end stuff and they can go home. but my boss says all my stuff still has to be done today.
so I’ve been at work for 9 hours already and I still have several hours’ worth of work to do and I won’t even get to go to my D&D event tonight because this HAS to get done.
I love my staff and none of this is their fault, it’s just an alignment of unfortunate circumstances, but it just sucks and I am upset about it
#plus the sale of one of our buildings fell through#which means one of my options for advancement to assistant general manager also just fell through#my boss is also bummed about that though#we’re both waiting for the hotel ownership to get some deals done so we can move upward#I love my job and I love all my coworkers#but sometimes working in a 24/7 operation just really sucks#if someone calls out someone else has to work there’s no choice#you can’t leave stuff until the next day if someone is missing#I feel so left out when people talk about their 4 day work weeks and their 6 hour work days like LMAO#I could never#snurtz talks#work woes
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biting and attacking past me for being lazy with this .oto and only .otoing half of each sample so they could move on to the immediate gratification of hearing the vb in action
#for context this is a cvvc library recorded using a 7 mora string + 2 mora breakdowns#which yes is redundant BUT#well there isn't much but it was mostly me just being viscerally against pure 2 mora strings skdjfhgk#the 7 mora makes me feel like i'm going faster and ensures i have a backup if any of the 2 mora sound like ass#AND then i get both continuous samples and starting samples which i find really adds to the voice#ANYWAY#past me .oto'd only the 7 mora string part on most of these#and not even the VCs#so now i'm agonizingly having to go through and .oto out the remaining CVs and VCs#i keep thinking about the people who have offered to help#but i look at the redundancy hell in which i find myself (i.e. .oto contains ど1 ど2 ど3 ど4 and - ど)#and feel i cannot subject anyone else to it sdkhflgk#when it comes time to .oto primavera leftovers though i will gladly take up on the offer#← original half-made .oto was done in 2015 and i can't bear to make it again#but all the samples are standard 7 mora CVVC and clearly labeled with no repeats so PHEW#utau hell continues . . . .
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Since I’m visiting back home I have stolen borrowed my sister’s switch to play Pokemon and animal crossing, and that, of course, got me thinking about if Pokemon existed in the avatar universe, which ones would my OCs have
(Up front, I don’t see either of them going into competitive championships, too much shit going on in their lives to even consider it. Oh, and also, my knowledge of Pokemon comes entirely from my sister infodumping, me watching the entire first season of the anime twice, getting a bit too invested in Hanamusa fanart and playing Y, Moon and Shield (never getting to the end of a single one rip) so keep that in mind)
For Midori I feel like she’d have the ones that she could naturally find in the backyard while doing gardening or other work – oddish and bellsprout and budew and the like. Maybe a sandshrew or caterpie or rattata. I’m completely obsessed with eeveelutions so if she had an eevee, it’d evolve into a sylveon bc of how much love Midori has to give. Starter-wise, if she had one despite not doing competitive battling, definitely a bulbasaur, but since she doesn’t use it for anything but help around the garden it probably wouldn’t ever evolve, though they’re both okay with that. And I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t shoehorn some angst in, so before the RL left for the South Pole, Ghazan gave Midori his camerupt for safe keeping, saying it would protect her in case she needed it. She hides the pokeball with it from Haya and only lets it out of she knows no one will see her, terrified Haya would do something to such a blatant reminder of her brother
Suiren’s a bit harder since she has enough to worry about without getting a bunch of animals involved, but theoretically, I’m thinking squirtle for a starter that she has managed to evolve into a wartortle but not further yet. Eeveelution wise vaporeon would be the obvious choice but with her cold nature I think she’d invest in an ice stone instead and get a glaceon. I like to imagine that while she was travelling for a mission one day she ran across an absol in the mountains and took it home despite knowing the rumours it was a bringer of disasters and a bad omen (she relates to it, but you couldn’t waterboard that out of her). Maybe she found a yanma in the swamp at some point and kept it once she found out how cool its evolution looks. Likewise, she found a phantump and, remembering how phantumps come to be, couldn’t bear the thought of leaving it (and, well, its evolution and how it controls trees through roots reminds her of the swamp). Back with the angst, she inherited her mom’s milotic (Ming-Hua was a kid when she found the ugliest fucking fish she’d ever seen in a swamp lake and snuck it food. It warmed up to her and eventually she stole a pokeball and caught it. Fast forward a few years and it suddenly became the most gorgeous pokemon in existence. Shit happens). She hides it too but once she learned how to navigate the swamp she takes it to that very lake.
Suiren leaves her pokemon with Midori when she goes on missions, not wanting to endanger them, and every time Midori is scared that those pokemon will end up being the last things she has left of her sister, just like the camerupt and milotic are the last things left of her parents
#this post is very ironic considering there are characters named Suiren and Midori in pokemon#Midori was a girl from season 1 who took care of a bulbasaur and a bunch of oddishes and rattatas and the like#ash got his bulbasaur off her#and Suiren is the gen 7 water type gym leader#the Pokemon characters actually parallel what my Suiren and Midori are like lmao#though in the English dub of pokemon Midori and Suiren are called Melanie and Lana#so I didn’t even know for the longest time lol#idk it’s past 4 a.m maybe I’m being completely incoherent#I’m sorry it seems like I gave Midori less thought#she’s just genuinely the type to care for every living creature that passes through her garden#so it’s easy to name a few and be done with it#while Suiren is not only very selective but also not prepared to care for a lot of Pokemon#so it’s a lot more concrete for the ones she finds and does keep#again I’m running on six hours of sleep and have a pounding headache maybe I’m not making any sense#seeds of the red lotus#sotrl suiren#sotrl midori#pokemon#also of course this devolved into angst have you forgotten who I am#kinda have the urge to draw smth based on this tbh#but not rn bc I’m exhausted
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you should read Dai Dark. it's about skeletons in outer space.
ive been recommended Dai Dark a few times now, and im very interested! though i tend to take really long to get around to things i think. i haven't read many mangas in a while, but it's definitely one i want to check out at some point
#ask#anon#ik its also got the genderless character with 6 eyes and.. i shouldnt say.#i do want to read it at some point. same with dorohedoro. same with the rest of the jojo parts after 6.#i still havent gotten around to finishing part 6s anime.#im very bad at this stuff i gotta say#one thing ive been watching a lot of is the yakuza series. i cant play them myself but ive just been watching playthroughs more or less#just got done with yakuza 3 and.. god.#im excited with yakuza 4#only just started watching a playthrough of it#id play them myself but. yknow#i still dont plan on spoiling myself on yakuza 0 since ive been watching holly play that one#watched kuu play through 7 and god damn.#i slightly wish i did 7 last but. i dont think i wouldve gotten as big into it as i am now currently#but yeah im very bad at dividing my attention on things#i still gotta get back to rewatching dbz cell saga. im still around cells second form. after tien blasts him into the ground over and over#and.... get back to beastars.#good heavens.#some day.#i also have trouble reading stuff after a long while since i feel like theres a moment where i miss information ive read#or like my brains slowly getting tired and im not comprehending whats going on.#i also have problems reading where if im reading a big paragraph. i tend to read one line over and over by accident#idk what any of that says about me though. i dont read a lot of media#anyway thank you for the ask anon :)
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the nature of mdzs is that if i don’t immerse myself in mdzs/the donghua/cql i go a bit insane and considering we’re coming up on a year of me finishing cql 👀
#i started watching cql again w/ my mom and then we all. got covid at different times and now we’re just busy#may or may not go through it myself#and then i have to read vol 4#which i’ve been putting off to finish scum villain first and i’m almost done w/ that so 👁👄👁#but lowkey have been debating whether to kick it w/ 7*s or do a fan one
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#idk if anyone else is struggling with this if it’s the incoming darker months or stress or whatever#but time is moving at an absolute breakneck speed for me and i have no idea what to do#20 minutes feels like 2 minutes and 7 hours feels like 2 hours and 4 days feels like 1 day#it feels like the beginning of September but we’re already halfway through#i may try to lessen my tumblr scrolling though i kind of already have and it doesn’t matter#it impacts me if i’m doing schoolwork or writing or watching tv or anything#maybe if i read a book that would help. idk it just feels hard to get anything done#rose.txt
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#they should make an august that is august. maybe next year#i love to Announce Things. so here is what i want to do in the last 4 months of the year#B2 level. should not be hard if i apply myself even a little#get through all the easily accessible movies on the lists#i have about 7 books that i want to get through. but 4 that i have been dragging out forever. they need to be read.#this is more of a task that needs to be done. but. driver's license + id card#also need to start learning computers for work. but thats a work thing#going to try and have an outside of apartment activity once a week. was better at doing this earlier in the year.
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I hate summer I hate summer I hate summer I hate summer I hate summer I hate summer
I hate long days I hate long days I hate long days I hate long days I hate long days
I hate bright sun I hate bright sun I hate bright sun I hate bright sun I hate bright sun
#I've forced myself into a day shift schedule for like a month#my head has ached 24/7 (not just migraines. this is a constant distracting pain)#i have been crying multiple times almost every day#i can not think. i struggle to do things i need to. my seasonal depression is nearly unbearable and has scared me a few times#i was up until after 5am earlier this week and between 12:30 and 4 i got SO MUCH DONE#like. i didn't get through *all* the tasks on my list for this month that require brain power#but i got through more in those few hours than i have all month so far#i am so angry about this shit#i hate that the world is set up so that if you aren't a day time person you're just completely fucked#and everyone views your struggles to adapt to *their* preferred schedules as a moral failing#like functioning better at night and in winter means you're closer to the devil or some shit 🙄
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Ngl this is a short one.
So Danny comes to Gotham. Down on his luck. But lo and behold, he still has access to the kingly vaults! He doesn't have to worry about money!!! He can just buy a small apartment and live out his miserable little life In luxury!
But then he is stopped on a horrible and a dark stump in his plan. How in the 7 hells is he gonna explain it to the IRS ??????
Money laundering????
Can't he just say he found a mysterious big pile of gold and be done with it?
No, Danny . How are you gonna explain the fact that you keep finding mysterious little gold files to the tax man . Jazz says emphatically through a video call . Which is a multi dimensional cuz I can't explain why sam wont just give him the money. And btw the just assume that the vaults has a magic function to give the money to him in the local currency.
Sso from that day onwards Gotham had a new little cafe in a quiet little nook. The prices are super cheap. And it by far has the best fudge in all of Gotham. If you exclude Alfred's.
The gothamites love it. It's a favorite college hangout. Everyone is pretty sure the cafe is a front. Everyone is 100% sure of it. But in this economy who the hell cares. At least it's not nfts.
People can actually benefit from this because we can get like a whole breakfast for like 4 dollars ( an au where like Danny's 2000s world is like super cheap compared to the modern Gotham city and nobody taught the poor boy common prices of this world. Danny's thinking like how do I keep accidentally going into these rich people stores with their ridiculous prices, Ughh guess I'll have to buy this I don't want to go farther) and the quality is good too. The scrawny little twink owner sure as hell does not know much about ingredients prices or did the bare minimum study of business.
Anyway when the bats came sniffing (the scrunkly little guy was innocent blame Fenton luck) and we'll tried to interrogate the owner people actually chained themselves to the front like the worlds most confused save the trees activists.
#dc x dp#dp x dc#danny fenton#danny phantom#danny phantom au#is this done yet?#dpxdc#wow i havet written a prompt in a long time#dcxdp#dp x dc prompt#is it obvious#that i dont know shit about the american taxation system?
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This case is making me so fucking angry. theyre using common transphobic language, and also theyre not even HIDING their BLATANT FUCKING TRANSPHOBIA-
Wanna see the poster that made me aware of this current bullshit going on?
The second paragraph. 'Roxy Tickle is a man that wants to be a woman.' Okay, well a simple google search says shes transgender. Going a bit more in depth? She has done Three years of hormone therapy and gender reaffirmation surgery. Like this isnt a transgender woman who has done nothing to change her identity, she's got surgery and 3 years of hormone therapy! And looking more into it? She has said;
"I am now legally a woman.
“I am already allowed to have a female gendered passport thanks to the letter from my GP confirming that they are treating me.
“I only have one step left - to update my birth certificate to say that I’m female.
“I needed two medical specialists saying they have seen my genitals and they both needed to sign a form in the presence of a JP.
"These are the most extreme levels of identity proof I’ve ever come across – to have to show your genitals to an MD is embarrassing to prove who you are. The documentation has all now been completed and I will mail it this weekend."
That was all 4 years ago. 7 years of this shit now. (as of today, april 11th, 2024)
And the poster still refers to her as a he?
And thats the picture they use. Now heres a better one.
That was deliberate. They used an unflattering photo of her, and a very flattering one of Sall, just to try and tip people to Salls side. Common marketing ploy.
More research shows that she now has her birth certificate identifying her as female.
And this isnt enough?
By her logic, shouldnt a trans man be allowed on giggle, no matter how far through transitioning they are, purely because they were born female? I get the feeling that she would say no. This is simply blatant transphobia. Personally, I cant do anything, being a minor. I'm not sure how far this case is along, seeing as it started 2 days ago.
But I simply cant let this slide. When I saw it this afternoon it made me so fucking angry.
This case could change a lot of things. Make a lot of changes that make everything far worse for non cis gendered people, potentially influencing things world wide
#roxy tickle#roxanne tickle#giggles for girls#sall grover#transphobia#trans rights#australia#australia politics#tw transphobia
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