#but ‘he *is* gonna kill my dog’
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Just saw someone make a post about how Hanguang-jun was “beefing” with a child (Jin Ling), and while the response I saw to it was fantastic—pointing out how Jin Ling was a spoiled brat who was constantly, knowingly putting others in danger and Lan Wangji served as one of the first adults in his life (the other being Wei Wuxian) who actually disciplined him for his unruly actions in order to teach him to be a better person—it made me think of something I never really took notice of: Jin Ling is afraid of other adults.
Now, obviously Jin Ling isn’t afraid of all adults. He’s unhesitant about bossing around the adult Jiang disciples when his uncle isn’t around. He treats “Mo Xuanyu” very disrespectfully until Wei Wuxian puts him in his place. He’s fine with yelling back at the adult rogue cultivators whose lives he’s endangered. But he reacts to Hanguang-jun as if Lan Wangji is going to kill him (or Fairy) for stepping out of line. Why? There are two reasons for this: 1) Jin Ling is afraid of adults that his uncles will not protect him from and 2) because he has not had any positive examples of care or discipline in his life, discipline, in his mind, carries an inherent threat of violence.
Let’s discuss point one. Outside of Lan Wangji, every adult listed above has been successfully suppressed by either Jiang Cheng or Jin Guangyao, Jin Ling’s uncles. The Jiang disciples are under Jiang Cheng’s control. The rogue cultivators are cowed by the threat of Jiang Cheng’s Zidian. Mo Xuanyu has been expelled by Jin Guangyao with the full weight of the Jin Clan behind him. So Jin Ling, the nephew who they allow to run wild, has nothing to fear by disrespecting them. However, Lan Wangji does not fall into this category. Lan Wangji is the younger brother of Jin Guangyao’s sworn brother, and as the uncle who does not step in to protect Jin Ling from violence, Jin Ling is well aware that Jin Guangyao would likely not side with him if he crossed Lan Wangji. At most, he would play peacemaker, as he does to discourage Jiang Cheng from reprimanding Jin Ling in his presence. This only works for individuals who care about reputation, though, and Lan Wangji is no such individual. That leaves Jiang Cheng as the only one who could potentially suppress Lan Wangji, but immediately upon confrontation, Jiang Cheng backs down from conflict and instead chooses to throw Jin Ling under the bus, probably for the first time in the child’s life. Neither of his powerful uncles will defend him against this adult, and this adult, himself, is unafraid to run afoul of Jin Ling. This, then, leads to the second point.
Jin Ling has only known violence as a form of discipline. It is notable that neither of Jin Ling’s uncles discipline him when he is in the wrong for his actions: Jin Guangyao coaxes Jin Ling while deflecting criticism while Jiang Cheng encourages Jin Ling’s bad behavior…except when directed at himself. Thus, let’s remove Jin Guangyao from this “discipline” conversation. What does Jin Ling know of Jiang Cheng’s discipline methods? Well, he whips first and asks questions later. He belittles Jin Ling with verbal abuse and resorts to physical violence against his nephew when under stress. He runs his sect with such an iron fist that his disciples are afraid to tell him things he does not like. Jin Ling has never known him to be anything but cruel and cold. And if we take into account how both the Jin and Jiang clans treat outsiders, we see that most situations of disagreement or discontent end in violence, with the Jiang and Jin as the ultimate victors. Therefore, with these stunning examples of “discipline” from his childhood guardians and their clans, it is no wonder that Jin Ling fears what being “disciplined” entails from the hands of an adult that neither of his uncles will fight for him against.
It is perfectly reasonable—in the most tragic of ways—that Hanguang-jun terrifies him at the beginning if the story. This is why the introduction of Lan Wangji and Wei Wuxian into his life was imperative: Jin Ling got to learn that discipline—be it criticisms or reprimands—is not inherently violent and thus was made safe enough by his two unlikely mentors to listen to them in order to transform into the better person he is by the end of the novel.
#mdzs#human metas mxtx#it always struck me that jin ling’s immediate thought#to getting caught by hgj allowing fairy to run around biting people#was ‘he’s gonna kill my dog’#not ‘he’s gonna tell me off’ or ‘he’s gonna tell my uncle(s)’#but ‘he *is* gonna kill my dog’#with full confidence that this is just a thing that normal adults do to people who annoy them#absolute red flag for that kid’s entire childhood#example 18374728474 that jin ling’s childhood was abusive
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these are A BIT OLD but uhhh here check out these aggio doodles i did forever ago. still VERY happy w my colors :3
#this was back in uhhhh jan 2023!! hot dog!! and its still perfeclty good to eat!#i think kian and chip would get along. they could talk about feelings. kian could give chip the therapy he needs. maybe kiss? who said that#jay and rand could also get along i think. smoke buddies. cigarette fans. i bet they could play dnd together. or build a contraption togeth#also WAUHG the way i colored in kira here is SO PERFECT.. SHES SO SPARKLY N PRETTY. ALSO THAT HOOORNN i remember bleeding for that#shading is HARD lighting is HARD drawing a crazy unicorn is HARD but SOOOO WORTH IT I SITLL LOVE HOW IT LOOKES.....#waht else is there. oh yes the prime defender doodles#i love mark so much.... i miss being crazy and strange abt mark winters... i need to draw him killing more people someday#anyway i gotta go to bed soon to keep my sleep schedul on track but I DONT WAANNA!!!! recently relistened to bitb. that might release spore#im also chippin away at that am i in heaven animatic between workin on commissions. I GOT RLY FAR!! i think that i could finish it within#like. 3 or 4 more inspo waves. it wont be unfinished forevcer..... its so close... just 4 more full scenes to rly fleshh out#so basically another 2 years. YEAH BABy. in the meantime i have a backlog of things i can poast. i got plenty o drawings and doodles to sha#alrigh thats all the ramblin im gonna do for now. sleep well everyone hope shool or work goes easy on u in the coming week
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it’s honestly so funny to me, thinking back about how I originally got interested in bg3 due to astarion,,,and then I ended up restarting halfway through his romance because I fell more in love with gale💀 and then I found out the fandom calls gale ANNOYING
#I saw gales big brown puppy dog eyes and experienced his autistic wizardly rizz and couldn’t resist#wyll and karlach come at a close close second#I have no idea who’s route I’m gonna do next it’s so hard to decide#I still love astarion but he’s just…a little bit boring to me now#I feel like I could be killed for that comment#every mean joke I see about gale makes me sad#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate 3#bg3#baldurs gate gale#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#where my gale enthusiasts at
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i'm having hyperfixation drought so i did what i did best and created a crossover episode
#trafficblr#life series#hermitcraft#qsmp#the drought's been crazy i had to make qsmp x life series/hermitcraft you don't understand i literally had to#i literally cannot tag all of the cubitos without going over the limit so i'm gonna use them to rant about these doodles instead#when i tell you that i think dl!pearl would've loved tilín i'm telling you i think she would've LOVED them like.#something about just wanting to find love at every turn but feeling unwanted spdihgpisadhfpa. and also tilín's name is similar to tilly LOL#the jelly egg is just like if the double life jelly pandas were just an egg that scar loves with all his heart and grian reluctantly accept#i think out of all the duos in qsmp. the one i would want to see in the dl soumate premise the most is slimeriana. it's the dysfunctionalit#i made a post in the past about pac and tango being my fav cubitos bcs they were both crazy cartoonish and like scientists#but it kinda felt like a disservice to leave mike and zedaph out because to me they're argubly crazier and more cartoonish#missa and tim are paired bcs i just really wanted an excuse to draw the wet cats and it just so happened they both have relations to death#skizz and jaiden as the lawyers who were SHOCKINGLY good at their jobs like they cooked with that one#(was also gonna draw joe and roier as bad lawyers but i was running outta steam)#someone's already made a post about grian and (el) quackity and their eye entities so not much elaboration needed there#fit and etho just give the same vibe to be as a dude who has a reputation and is well-known and seems intimidating#i also made fit's arms way too skinny and i don't like it...but i'm not gonna go back and change it now i spent embarassingly long on this#but then his silliness is brought out by The Narrative#foolish and bdubs is one of my favorite drawings because i just knew i wanted to highlight the silly height difference#just realized they're also both god-like figures at least at some point#cellbit and rendog. cat and dog and lore. enough said about their connection.#i couldn't decide who fit etoiles combat hungry anime protagonist vibe best bcs martyn was originally paired with him#but i wanted martyn with phil so i went with my second options: joel and gem#i couldn't draw them mid rage but essentially the title is derived from “WHO KILLED EMPANADA” and “do me a favor. die for me.”#philza minecraft and martyn inthelittlewood. they feel like twins but one is evil (it's martyn)#SOMETHING I FORGOT THAT I WISH I ADDED: BBH AND BIGB AS THE ENTITIES WHO LIE. I HATE MYSELF HOW COULD I FORGET THAT#if i were to pair impulse with someone it would be tubbo? either him or scar would've been with tubbo#and then lizzie i just did not know who i wanted to pair her with. no one really does it like her in my opinion#scott's someone i also had no idea who to put him with he's just so...him...
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Tfw when I realize I’ve known this whole time my dazai and general bsd hyperfixation was self destructive and I kinda don’t care
#I saw dazai and went oh shit we are quite literally the same person#He’s just killed more people#But otherwise we’re the same#In the sense of like almost everything else#And yeah I’ll read angst fanfics because every little fucked up tell dazai has in those I have#And it’s like a little fucked up bouncing off of each other because I’m just like him and my headcanons of him reflect me#And I know it’s self destructive#I know I was doing better and now i can barely avoid the itch#But it’s fucking addictive#Just gonna drown myself in our matching sorrows#lol#bsd#bungo stray dogs#dazai kinnie#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#dazai bsd#bsd dazai#bungou stray dogs#bungou gay dogs#bungou sd#actually mentally ill#When I read no longer human I had to take a moment to process that other people feel that alienation he describes#Like I didn’t know how to explain that I don’t feel fucking human but irl dazai somehow managed to#And yeah he’s a horrible person and I’m no where near that horrible but it wouldn’t startle me to discover I have the potential to be
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jeremy knox?
wholesome and mysterious in equal measure... how does he do it
#jeremy tell us your secrets#tell us your loooooooore#i think he killed someone#maybe his brother?#probably on accident though#or at least it was passed off that way by his rich family#and now he avoids the cops like the plague and has his family hating his guts and breathing down his neck#“hey everyone check out my yo-yo and cardboard dog! haha! no don't pay attention to my evasive references to a troubled past.”#“yeah i go to therapy and no im not gonna tell you why. me? having problems? not if I don't think about them!! :)”
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Oh, bucktimmies don't make that face
#911 abc#bucktommy#tommy kinard#tommy kinard killed my dog#anti bucktommy#lou ferrigno jr#lfjr#he couldnt even find a recent pic#that break up over phone is gonna be sweet#eddie diaz#evan buckley#buddie#911 spoilers
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So I've played that game with my brother were you're supposed to make a list of characters that remind you of each other and-
This is how I see him
This is how he sees me
What do y'all think? He's trying to insult me or make me cry out of tenderness?
#I think it's both#Im gonna kill that brat but also I love him so much you don't underSTAND#He's the pain in my ass he's the light of my life#I WILL snitch on him for not showering and I WILL simultaneously help him study at 3am and make spaghetti how he likes and I better stop#Im getting emotional let me be#Please have a brother it's such an experience#trincketbox#dc#dc comics#Tim Drake#Vector#Bmo#Vilma#Willy wonka#Megamind#31 minutos#The Michelle's vs the machines#victor van dort#gumball watterson#Shaggy#jessie pinkman#Ben 10#jon kent#Rigby#Jake the dog#Ask game#Cartoon characters#How they see me vs how I see them
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took me 2 hours dont judge, but i spend the day watching old greek tv reruns and i just had to draw Dazai with the suicidal bisexual (our lord and savior mihalakis)
#maybe i ll do more like#"He only wanted one thing in life#to kill himself and he couldnt even do that *violent sobbing*#“is it true he is gonna be buried with honors from the theban army?” “ofc he was always a lover of army boys”#top tier#bsd#bsd dazai#bungou stray dogs#bsd fanart#my art
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#dies dies dies dies die-#mushimizo#fukufuku#GOD YOKOMIZO’S ACTUALLY FUCKING INSANE LIKE BRO WHYYY#also fukuchi my man YOUR mental health is NAWT fukuzawa’s issue#and before someone comes at me with fukuzawa not going to war-no.no. he assassined. he has one order.#fukuchi violently killed himself infront of fukuzawa to change the trajectory of his life.#mister ‘all men are equal’ is gonna have to do a facism against his consent now#bungou gay dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd#web weave#bsd yokomizo#bsd mushitaro#bsd fukuchi#bsd fukuzawa#fukuzawa yukichi#fukuchi ouchi#fukuchi genichirou#mushitaro oguri#president fukuzawa#zskk#zenki soukoku#toxic old man yaoi
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The adventures of my mother watching BSD (part 1 of ?)
My mother started watching bungou stray dogs, and within a minute of seeing Dazai said: "He's either a nepo baby or a priest"
(She then proceeded to be shocked by the fact he used to be in the mafia)
Part 2 | Part 3
#she also turned to me after watching murder on d street and said “Ranpo’s autistic isn't he?#my mother also now calls Ranpo’s ability ultra autistic#she's convinced kunikida is either gonna have a stroke or kill someone (hes alsi kniw as the angry one#she hasn't met Chuuya yet#bsd dazai#bsd#dazai osamu#bungou stray dogs#bsd kunikida#kunikida doppo#bsd chuuya#bsd ranpo#ranpo edogawa
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DOODLE TIME
Ft. wip of a murder drone oc and also Nori and Cyn. The sillies-
And Venus! Sorta gore? I think I’ll tag it anyway because Nori is here.
Anyway yea that’s it that’s the post.
GOODBYE-
#yea I drew nori because today was#dronetober#day 2#so there’s that..#YOU DONT KNOW ME AUGH- BYE#cyn is so silly#that’s Venus when there’s no one inside and she’s rotting alone.#no that’s not gonna happen in the fic..#Abálle with alastor because heck it#(yes that was after he killed her plant)#I have another sketch of her but idk man I don’t really like it#but I mean all of these are sketches anyway..#so yea my fandoms!#I would’ve added a bill cipher doodle note#but uh.. my dog ate it?#that was fun to find#anyway time for the actual tags.#artists on tumblr#murder drones#murder drones oc#md oc art#murder drones cyn#nori doorman#nori murder drones#fnaf dca oc#hazbin original character#hazbin alastor#(I know it’s just his backside and f-ass bob but I’m still tagging him.)#md oc yet to be named. but she’s probably gonna be V or P. no she’s not a self insert… ofc not..#tw: gore
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i love you animal symbolism
#like obviously i’m the dog motif guy but literally any animal symbolism is sooooo#like mq animal symbolism >>>#sharks and mice and wolves and butterflies#what that says about you — not just what you get but what you wanted to get#i’m a shark and i’m going to take you down. he smells blood in the water he’s gonna kill my pig and there’s nothing i can do#because i’m soft i’m a kid again im a mouse and im loyal and humble and a real team player! and that’s what will be my downfall#but it’s also what’s going to save me#why would a mouse choose foam over a delicious cookie? i don’t know. why would he? why would i?#i just got a little upset when you said i wasn’t a lion. you’re nothing without me#lions hunt in packs they’re sthe leaders. but i’m telling you that you dont get a pack you dont get someone to lean on and you will always#be alone.#then succession animal symbolism is like: youre a scorpion and i’m a snake and we are going to die at each others hands#it’s already written. we know the ending#im a dog and i’m mean and sharp and vicious#i’m a dog and i’m loyal and trusting#i’m a dog and i need to be kicked and i beg you to kick me because it’s all i know#you come for me with love?#lock me in a cage and feed me dog food (or chocolate cake but who knows) and i’ll never eat again#send me away until everyone knows their place#beat me with a slipper in gstaad for ordering lobster because it’s rude to order the most expensive thing on the menu when you’re not payin#because dogs don’t get a sliver platter they get a bowl of dog food in a cold wire cage#they get the scraps and they thank you for it#so you come for me with love?#you come in here guns ablazing to find they’ve turned to fucking sausages and you come for me with love?#jeez that’s a lot of tags#mythic quest#mq#succession#succession hbo
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You know a silly thing I want?
I think that Naomi and Gin should team up and be a non-superpowered version of Soukoku. They're already enemies via being on different sides but more than that....Naomi's intelligence and quick thinking + Gin's almost supernatural skill with knives? That's more soukoku-y than the more fighting-based partnership Akutagawa and Atsushi have.
But even more than that...they are both sisters to powerful members of their organisations, they are both the only significant character-based rather than author-based characters, and they both have that whole illusion/more than they seem thing going on. Also, IRL Akutagawa and IRL Tanizaki bickered or something about literature, didn't they?
Anyway, yeah...it would be cool to me to see them team up....
#its probably not gonna happen BUT IT SHOULD#they are the more fictional of all these fictional people#and partnering up to shake their world would honestly be symbolically cool#like the way characters kind of surpass their author in a sense...though that could also be orv brainrot speaking#and dont kill me for this but if we go by that...then akutagawa dying and then tanizaki dying...#death of the author anyone?#(yeah def orv brainrot infecting my bsd thoughts sorry)#idk i do absolutely love atsushi and weirdly think he deserves more despite being the mc...#...but i also VIOLENTLY want side characters like half of the agency and pm and guild to be explored more#anyway i blame tachiguin for their amazing tanizaki sibs metas#and also orv for the tags....#and yes with this post i am officially back on tumblr yay!#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd musings#bsd naomi#bsd gin#character analysis#anyway watch as i get attached to this silly desire
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I wrote a short fic about Jedidiah Wicker, but it feels too short to put up on ao3 so I'm sharing it here instead (writing under the cut)
Jedidiah’s gently holding a beetle. It’s smaller than most of the bugs he finds, but in his eyes it deserves the chance for a better life just as much as any beetle he finds scurrying through the room he shares with his brothers. Away from stinky loud teenage boys.
It doesn’t understand, however, that he’s trying to help it, and keeps trying to get through his fingers or crawl out of his cupped hands. He whispers little assurances to it, promising that he'll bring it to a better life, that if it stays inside, someone will crush it, but it doesn’t understand him.
He releases it a few feet outside, and it disappears into the grass. It will never know that he saved it. It will always be scared of him. This makes him sad. He wishes that he could talk to bugs, so it could understand why he took it outside.
When he walks back inside, Joshua and Jocelyn are still sitting on the floor talking about whatever teenagers talk about, Joshua looks up at him.
“What were you doing out there, buddy?” He asks, trying to sound nice.
“I was bringing out a little bug I found in our room, so it could be free,” Jed explains.
Joshua makes a face that he can’t quite interpret, “It would have been easier just to kill it.”
“I know,” Jed responds plainly. He wants to tell him that that defeats the point, but Joshua doesn’t understand that even little bugs deserve a chance to have a better life.
#spoilers in the tags (so don't read further if you haven't listened to season 4 yet)#I wrote this while listening to The Chapel by Madilyn Mei on loop#I feel like that's an important detail#(It's a very Jed coded song)#anyways I had a thought about him but didn't know how to explain it normally so I wrote this instead#He deserves better than he has#hell he deserves the world#I feel normal feelings about him.#hello from the hallowoods#hfth#writing#Jedidiah Wicker#(my baby)#I was gonna say it's kind of darkly ironic that the guy suggesting that he kills the bug is the guy who got murdered for harassing a dog#but Joshua didn't actually harass the dog#it was mostly Blythe who did that Josh was just there#but whatever
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Idk how to make GIFS but I need one desperately of Hank throwing his little tantrum with his notebook during the Madam Loathing scene.
#plz it’s my bday this weekend#dimension 20#d20#Mentopolis#ooooh I felt it in my soul#also Brennan with that choice back lighting and then he leans into the light perfectly to yell GONNA KILL THAT DOG#I love villain GM Brennan “Im all the bad guys Lee Mulligan
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