#btw they are not related in my take so don't freak out

[azul1462]

I don't think I posted this here yet.

I redesigned my John Doe and Jane Doe takes.

[chaostudee]

dancing with our hands tied, franco colapinto

summary : franco comes across y/n a small singer, songwriter online and it isn't long before the two strike up a friendship. little do they know their friendship will blossom into much more, and with a life in the public eye it is hard for the media not to catch on. fc : lexi jayde warnings : language, suggestive content. a/n : im so delulu that i acc think that franco will get the vcarb seat 😭 also rly long i apologize i always get so carried away i can'ttt

y/nusername just a girl and her guitar

like by alessirose, clairo, fangirltingz58 and 14,793 others.

user44 me core

username0 so fucking gorge

alessirose we don't give enough credit to our guitars

user99 this guitar doesn't know that you are a lyrical genuis

username my living legend 🙌🙌

user88 omggg lana reference i see you

francocolapinto austin 🇺🇲

liked by alexalbon, williamsracing, landonorris and 843,782 others.

user728 i love him sm already

username rly rly hope he's on the grid next year :)

f1fan what a cutie

username62 okay so we can all collectively agree that he is fine asfff

user00 yesssss

f1lover hopefully he can get points next week.

landonorris 🐐🐐

user89 lando knows what's up

messages between franco and lando

y/nusername

liked by alessirose, clairo, francocolapinto and 32,982 others.

clairo my gorgeous gorgeous girl

user728 i need her wardrobe so bad actually

username love her so bad

user62 my fav alwayssss

francocolapinto 😍😍

user738 SIR WHAT ARE U DOING HERE

username81 we need the hair routine because girl that volume is so insaneee

f1fan franco liking and commenting is so insane like whaaaaa

y/nusername felt pretty (btw my new song homesick comes out on friday)

liked by francocolapinto, lizzymcapline, alessirose and 27,201 others.

francocolapinto so beautiful

user HUH WHAT username82 francooo what are you doing here f1fan so the whole f1 community has just come here?? user99 yup pretty much 😭

user882 OMG NEW SONG WHAT

username91 FREAKING OUT

user00 ugh wish it was friday

user910 that bod 🔥🔥

messages between y/n and franco

y/nusername small show in ny next week !! tickets on sale now

》 OMG OMG I JUST BOUGHT THEM CAN'T WAIT

》 girl never sleeps (but we love it)

》 stopp they sold out in like 2 mins

》 crying in international fan

y/nusername had the best time 🫶

liked by alessirose, francocolapinto, laufey and 52,950 others.

user892 cryinggg because why are u acc the cutest

fangirl52 take me back 🫠

username the pcd is hitting hard rn

user22 love u smm !!

username55 you deserve this sm y/n you deserve all the love

y/nusername 💕💕

y/nusername i'm so glad you are all loving my new song 'homesick' love you all sm 💋💋

liked by francocolapinto, reneerapp, lizzymcalpine and 47,920 others.

username135 the famous lip pout we lovee

user52 i love homesick so bad i relate smm

username12 frrr like did y/n read my journal?!? y/nusername 😈

user89 love u too girl....BUT WHO'S THE BOY

f1fan franco i think user26 who?? f1fan he's an f1 driver he recently followed y/n and liked and commented on her posts and was at her show last week user26 omfggg

reneerapp girl whoo tfff is that

user92 off topic but those lillies are so gorge (the girls that get it get it)

williamsracing just a guy who loves mate

liked by francocolapinto, y/nusername, alexalbon and 253,821 others.

user727 TELL FRANCO I LOVE HIM

f1fan and this is why williams have the best admin 🤭

user882 me but with coffee

f1lover you're a real one

user23 the concentration on his face is killing me

francocolapinto tysm for all the love x

liked by williamsracing, lewishamilton, landonorris and 473,139 others.

lewishamilton well deserved you have a bright future ahead of you 💪

francocolapinto my goat

user45 we lysm franco

username yayyy he knows that we appreciate him

anon poor logan

user45 james vowles knew what was up when he signed franco

user13 bro is just living THAT life

messages between y/n and franco

y/nusername

liked by landonorris, francocolapinto, alessirose and 289,012 others.

alessirose pretty pretty girl ilysm i miss u !!

y/nusername stopp i miss u too <33

user62 OUR GIRL IS TAKEN

username90 omgg white roses so so cute

f1fan i would recognize those eyes anywhere

user12 girl release the album

fangirl45 she just gave us a song give her a second 😭

francocolapinto fav song atm ;)

liked by landonorris, y/nusername, lilymunihe and 478,561 others.

landonorris what a simp

user82 OMG THIS IS Y/N'S SONG

username72 omggg wait is franco soft launching y/n stop that is so adorbs

user45 real real real AND THOSE LINES SPECIFICALLY

fangirl67 yesss he's one of us

user00 thought daughter core

francocolapinto gq spain

liked by y/nusername, landonorris, yukitsunoda and 1,054,783 others.

y/nusername damn.

user my reaction exactly f1fan wait y/n is actually funny asf y/nusername why thank u

landonorris im shook

user72 driver by day model by night

username he lowkey cooked tho

user90 HIS STYLIST NEEDS A RAISE

f1lover don't look at me like that

user34 proof that all f1 drivers are fine asf

y/nusername

》 OMG

》 future f1 wag perhaps

》 did franco invite you?

》 WHAT IS GOING ON

》 oh they are soo dating

francocolapinto nice weekend 😉

liked by y/nusername, landonorris, maxverstappen and 924,419 others.

user82 FRANCO THE THIRD PIC

username boi whatttt

user71 it's so obvious that it's this y/n girl

username12 awww cuteee

f1fan if he's not on the grid next year i'll cry

user83 girl i hate to break it to you but....

user34 his smilee omg im melting

username1 ugh y/n is so lucky

y/nusername took a little break from the studio 🏎🏁

liked by francocolapinto, lilymunihe, reneerapp and 142,914 others.

user82 what !

username00 GUYS SHE'S LITERALLY A CERTIFIED WILLIAMS WAG LIKE SHE'S LITERALLY HANGING OUT WITH LILY TF

f1fan omgggg lily and y/n

username92 wait that pic of franco is so cute ☺️

f1lover aesthetic queen

username23 help not the 0.5 of lily 💀

francocolapinto forgot to mention 🔒❤️

liked by y/nusername, landonorris, charlesleclerc and 1,292,441 others.

landonorris mate you weren't even discreet about it 🤦‍♂️

user73 FINALLY

username cutiesss

f1fan we knewwww but thank god they made it official

username727 giggling and kicking my feet rn

y/nusername mwahh lysm baby 💋

francocolpinto come to my apartment and i'll show you how much i love u 😌 user72 i- landonorris we spoke about this NO WHORING ON THE MAIN username28 oh ! f1lover i'll just pretend i never saw this.....

alexalbon keeping this for a secret for so long was torture

user62 confirmed y/n is a princess

username56 if anyone hates on them I WILL FIGHT YOU

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@janeh22

[emk4444]

Okay y'all I've regained strength.

Idk what it is about me creating these blogs. On the one hand: It's so damn fun, like writing into a digital idea board/diary thing that anyone can see. On the other hand, anyone can see it. And holy. Even as a certified cringy individual it's sometimes too much to bear.

Luckily more people still post Onceler stuff so yipeee :3

Here's something I've had in the works for some time:

👉🧐🎩

I have fixed that one painting atrocity. (not sure if someone else has done it too, all I've seen are complete repaints but not fix like this...)

He looks so handsome 😮‍💨

🥹 this brings me so much joy to compare. They did bro too dirty with the original excuse of a painting. Like, no offence to whoever made it, but it's THE Once-ler, for crying out loud. It's his ridiculously massive and pretentious painting set on a random hallway of his factory, like the greedy, smug show-off he was (I sincerely doubt that 1972-ler would hang a massive painting of himself.)

Anyways here's the (unedited) time lapse:

I might post some more things every now and then. I still do love Oncie but unfortunately my cringe receptors don't budge down, especially not at myself. Yes I'm cringe, yes I'm free to be cringe but ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Maybe I'll start posting non Onceler related art too :) (btw, yes you can use my edits if you want but, yk the drill, CREDIT ME >:( Or else.)

🩷 Pink-ler 💞

Take care and stay cringy you freaks ^⁠_⁠^

[certifiedsexed]

Hi! Is it true that your hymen will break/rip with like, the simpliest form of penetration? I know your can rip (i dont know if thats the right word sorry) it only by doing exercices and things like horse riding, and i know that i for some people their hymen doesn't change after penetration, but... im still curious, and don't know anyone besides you to answer that for me hahahha

Its because, like, i really want to buy a menstrual disc or a cup instead of having to buy pads every month. I'm a minor and unfurtunatelly kind of freak out my hymen will break and when i go see an ob-gyn that would be clear and my mom would somehow know? Omg now that im typing this thought its starting to sound so dumb lmao

And it isn't even like my mom would get mad at me? Is just that im ace and extremelly uncomfortable to have this tipe of talk with my parents. Having all of my sex ed being searched and studied by me and myself only. They don't talk about it :p

But yeaaah, how does it work? Please enlighten me qwq also if something i wrote sounded weird im sorry im not fluent hahah

Hi!

No. The hymen is literally just part of your vagina-It usually partially covers the opening of your vagina [though some people are born with it covering the entire opening of their vagina] and it can wear down with age but it does not "break" and it rarely tears at the simplest penetration.

It can tear, which usually causes no pain, and little blood. But it also stretches, like the rest of your vagina. There's a possibility it could tear but it's unlikely unless you're shoving something inside your vagina super hard.

Hymens can survive giving birth. As long as you're not violently inserting your menstrual cup/disk, you should be fine.

Let me be clear: if your hymen breaks enough to show and your OB/GYN sees it and tells your mom, your OB/GYN is a misogynist and a creep. It's their job to know that 1. hymen breakage can just happen sometimes and B. your hypothetical sex life is not your mother's business.

But this isn't me saying it can't happen. It's not a huge possibility but it's a possibility all the same. Hymens thin and can wear down over time, which can vary wildly from person to person. That can lead to tearing but you can hugely reduce that risk by being gentle and taking your time.

Having to tell your parents/your mom that you're using a menstrual cup/disc can definitely suck but you don't have to discuss anything sex related, Anon!

I'd say that trying out a menstrual disc/cup and seeing if it's more comfortable for you would probably be worth that.

This isn't stupid at all, btw. It's an understandable worry! And your english sounds fine! I hope this helps. Let me know if you have anymore questions. <3

[l-in-the-light]

Facing your own abyss in Silent Hill 2

Every save point is a red square. Looking at it is painful it's like... someone's... groping around my skull. Every hole James jumps into...

...is a square. The tv at the big reveal is an old crt one with a square screen.

Even the bathroom's mirror at the very beginning of the game is a square. Who cares about a bathroom's mirror, right? But the whole game starts with James staring at himself, into that mirror. He's staring at himself. Staring into the abyss. His mind is his own abyss. We've been looking at it the whole time, from the very start of the game.

"He who is not bold enough to be stared at from across the abyss is not bold enough to stare into himself. The truth can only be learned by marching forward."

James starts the game by staring at himself. He's not afraid of death. He thinks he wants to find out the truth, because things don't make sense to him, he can't understand anything, but he feels something is wrong.

But at the last save point, James looks away from the abyss. He was not ready to find out everything. He doesn't want to look into himself even deeper. He's afraid of what he can find. Please stop staring at me, I don't want for you to look into myself. I don't want to see any more.

A hot take: there's nothing wrong with that. Sometimes it might be better not to stare too long. Heck, it takes so much courage to do that. Many, many people would rather continue their lives by holding false ideas about oneself, choosing safety over feeling uncomfortable. It's a very human thing to do. Just sometimes you don't get that choice and you can't live normally unless you not only stare back, but also jump right into that abyss. It will be terrifying, you might find things you wish you never knew, you might find out nothing of what happened to you was ever your fault, but it won't make you feel any better anyway. It's when you're at your limit that you're literally forced to face it, when you buried what made you uncomfortable so deep that you feel overwhelmed and numbed, and you don't even understand why - because you hid the reasons. Or you can just run away. Some would prefer death over the truth.

This can happen because of our mental health crashing down. Unresolved traumas, feelings, belittling our own pain, trying to fit a circle into a square hole, unbelonging.

Ultimately, it doesn't even matter what is James' personal struggle, because anyone can relate to this in some ways. You can't escape abyss for forever, we've all been there and we all will be jumping into abyss again, and again.

But this has to be said, I'm sorry not sorry:

Sometimes you will get lost in your abyss to the point you will project your own issues on other people. It's a way to make you feel more secure, safe, when you tripped over some uncomfortable truth. Because you normalize it and it can't be overwhelming anymore if everyone can relate to it, in other words: you try to belittle the problem so that the "uncomfortable feeling" goes away. It becomes normal, familiar, tamed, nothing to be afraid of as the result. But is it really fair towards the people you did the projecting on? You're not helping them or respecting them if you just throw your own issues at them like that. And this applies to Silent Hill fandom as a whole, actually, because:

Every Silent Hill game (even the bad ones, even freaking Ascension) and movie: *shows clearly that the story is about PTSD, characters suffer from symptoms and hallucinations, are triggered by sounds, suffer from victim blaming etc.*

Every second fan on reddit: James is just sexually frustrated, he doesn't have any trauma, and even if he has one it doesn't matter, what are you talking about?! You're reaching! Everything is horny and sexy in this game, my interpretation is CANON! The town is evil and it punishes James and Eddie because they're bad people! Angela did a bad thing but didn't deserve it btw.

This is mostly me venting a bit, feel free to dislike it, but I need to get it off somewhere and I decided: tumblr it is.

Like, literally, all Silent Hill series entries share a theme of PTSD, but some people will go to extreme lengths to deny it and call it "reaching" WHILE saying "sexual frustration is canon". Alessa suffers from PTSD in SH1, James, Eddie and Angela suffer from it in SH2, freaking Heather, Claudia and even Douglas suffers from it in SH3, Henry and Walter in Silent Hill 4, Travis in Origins, Alessa in the movie, Heather in the movie, Cheryl in Shattered Memories (she's even in a therapy, come on, get a clue!), Alex in Homecoming, Murphy in Downpour etc. etc. etc. They all went through a trauma, Silent Hill reflects their traumatic experiences (that they don't want to remember!), they have to face their triggers putting them through the traumatic event again and again, and then delusions attemping to lull the mind into a fake sense of comfort. Their monsters are the delusions, not their horny desires!

Btw if you see your monsters as horny creatures, then maybe you're understanding it all wrong. It's supposed to be a delusion or fear, if you're horny and just want to hump things and that's why everything you see is sexy, then it's definiely not something you actually fear, and if it is, then I think you have bigger issues to deal with than sexual frustration here.

That being said, the creature monster designer, Masahiro Ito, called those monsters "delusions". Delusion is something that isn't an accurate representation of a concept in your mind. Delusion is far removed from reality. You want to believe a lie, because you can't handle the truth.

Now, if monsters are showing your sexual frustration that you don't want to admit you have, then they should be dressed like nuns instead. You want to deceive your mind, you want to believe you're not *that* horny and are faithful to your one and only, you can't handle the possibility that you're thinking of having an affair on the side.

Let's unpack this monster (Abstract Daddy/Ideal Father), having all of the above in mind:

It's a surreal creature consisting of two people, it has two heads and two mouths. And it's not literally showing intercourse like so many in "sexual frustration is canon" camp are claiming. Because that would be *a literal representation*, not a delusion. You would literally be seeing what happened, forcing you to face it in it's full horror and that can't make you believe in a lie (remember, the idea is that: you can't handle the truth, your mind is creating a delusion to calm you down). It's a self-defense mechanism fighting back against the trauma. You need to get rid of that delusion so you can face what actually happened!

There's one more description of Abstract Daddy in Japanese that is never truly translated into english. It's おぶさったとおちゃん (obusatta tōchan), loosely it means something like "piggyback daddy"; a dad carrying a child on their shoulders/back. Now look at the creature again. It looks like a smaller person is clinging to a bigger one, if you consider that the whole frame belongs to the person on the bottom and is "their body". Perhaps the door/bedframe person is carrying the smaller one on top of itself, but since the child is heavy/older now the frame ends up bending towards the ground. It's an image of a dad carrying his child.

Kinda like this (Inu Yasha is here just to illustrate the concept). That's why the limbs are hanging loosely like that on the monster's design.

Wait a moment, but why is the frame so big under the top person? It doesn't look like part of a body at all. That's because of the subjective perspective. When you're a small child, your dad looks especially big to you. When you cling to his back, you feel like it's so broad, strong and big; so big your hands won't meet when you embrace him. And most importantly, makes you feel safe and secure, because a father should protect his child. I could swear I even read lines like that in mangas or heard them in movies before, because that's definitely not my own impression there I thought up on my very own.

In order to see the truth that your parent was an abuser, you need to get rid of that "safe and secure" feeling of delusion you're experiencing. The monster is wrapped in cloth btw to obscure the truth, what you see on the surface is incorrect, the truth is trapped underneath (and if you want to, then NOW is the moment to jump to your intercourse thoughts or draw a parallel to Mary on sickbed. Let's call it an extra layer to this monster). Literally uncovering it would be the very definition of a horror.

Extra thought: the monster attacks James like it wants to protect Angela from the possible stranger (what an Ideal Father should do, indeed). Makes the whole scene afterwards have a lot more sense too, with Angela calling James a disgusting pig who is also only after "one thing". She considered James a threat, but it wasn't a conscious fear until the defeat of the monster. Next time they will meet, Angela starts to mistake James as her mom instead, so the whole paranoid delusion of James being a threat (because he's a male and males became her PTSD trigger) got dissolved and it's the result of Abstract Daddy's defeat. Angela now knows who was the real threat.

Finally, after 10+ years I solved the mystery of Abstract Daddy. You're welcome if you enjoyed the ride. I don't even like this monster's design all that much (I find Mandarins way cooler). But this isn't the end. If Abstract Daddy is a delusion, it means all the other monsters are also delusions and HIDE the truth, not "expose" or "manifest" it in straightforward manner. Only getting rid of them by unwrapping the actual thing underneath will lead you towards truth, believing the surface level will leave you delusional. There's still a lot to unwrap about the 9 delusions of James.

Yes, Abstract Daddy is how the monster looks like for James. We never knew how it looked like for Angela. Just the name alone suggests James has some trauma related to his father as well, which is a link that connects James to Angela.

And you know what, it's fine if you thought all this time that James is just sexually frustrated. I don't know how you can explain to yourself the fact that he needs to fight the sexy creatures instead of being overjoyed he can "'get some" finally. I thought that's how touch starvation works? But even if you somehow projected your own fears onto James it's alright. You just caught a glimpse of your own abyss and maybe you're not yet ready to stare back at it. We all keep doing those mistakes. It's just human.

Yes, of course me too. Why else do you think it took me 10+ years to solve this mystery? And it's only a start of it, we barely made it under the surface of this iceberg. But I feel like most Silent Hill fans aren't even remotely interested in any interpretation that opposes "sexual frustration" angle, especially now after Masahiro Ito denied that's it's not a canon interpretation, yeeting it back to "headcanon" category where it always belonged.

Yes, sexual themes are there in the game to make you uncomfortable, but if you know the sources of inspiration (Jung), then you know the uncomfortable levels get much deeper than your post-pandemic touch starvation. Maybe you're not ready or not interested to go that far and it's alright. I'm actually not so sure I'm ready to face the deepest depths of James's abyss myself. It both fascinates and terrifies me. We might have to go full Lynch on Silent Hill 2 and realize that nothing is what it actually seems.

Link to my previous interpretation essay on Silent Hill 2, in case anyone is interested (it's about merging of Otherworlds): https://www.tumblr.com/l-in-the-light/765829615005597696.

[liykaii]

ABH-HSR Lore

I think the beast from abh and cain's "patron" is the same entity. After the Jan update there are a lot of things hinting (more like shoving) that implications right at our faces, I don't have all the screenshots, some of them i gathered from the YouTube as I was madly looking for stuff to post here so well, this is what I've gathered

This update Mikael mentions a "Book" that beast's followers have, and how it's not just any of the beast's follower but someone who knows what's in the book and exactly how to "use it" I guess, Raphael goes on saying that mortals can't read it and they haven't sensed the presence of any immortal near the beast's followers, to which Furius says that they need to pay more attention to their senses

Now taking into account that ABH is also set in HS universe there are a few languages the "Book" mentioned here could be in (Old Angelic, Demonic, the language of darkness, the language of Heaven) And if i remember correctly the Book of Apocalypse (which was given to Lane by Audrey) was also in one of these languages, hence Lane having to ask Cain for help/make a deal with Pileon to get his help

Later in ABH ep 9 when Audrey is visiting Malek with Felonia to get a "list" of names, she stumbles upon some interesting things in his "hidden office"

And if i remember correctly Cassiel gave Audrey this necklace so that it would warn her if anything was threatening her life/beast was near

And lo and behold it IS the Book of Apocalypse, and Audrey says it's "the symbol of the Beast" which Cain is also connected to

Earlier in the episode Mikael also said this

At first i thought this might be related to Malek but no, I think this is about Cain, because Cain did live among humans disguising himself, he grew up in a church and who are the followers of the beast? the fucking freaks of the church, they've been cutting up people, taking out organs, draining the blood for their rituals for the beast

sound similiar? that's exactly whats happening with the HSR cults they are cutting up organs, draining blood for some "ritual" to summon and "entity", which in my opinion is just the extention of the beast's or as I can now confidently say Bhaal's cult. WHICH also btw need 7 parts of the body to make it and in ABH there are 7 children of the sinners destined to be sacrificed to the beast

anyways thankyou to coming to my insanity info dump the abh screenshots are from HIMEME's channel on YouTube

tagging my amazing wifey: @mikaelsrose

[usernamesuggestionsarefunny]

No Penelope hater will ever convince me that lying about being a petty gossip writer who writes things people don't like is even anywhere remotely near a quarter of a quarter (of a quarter of a quarter, and I mean it) of the EVIL trying to commit paternity fraud is.

I can't count how many times I have read Marina defenders and Penelope haters saying shit like: "Fans of Penelope love criticizing Marina for lying to Colin, but Penelope also lied to him about Lady Whistledown haha gotcha I am so smart."

You people truly don't understand, perhaps because most of tumblr is women so you would never ever be in that position, but that shit HURTS fathers and children.

Imagine having your baby switched at birth and later discovering it, and finding out that the child you raised and love isn't yours, but that is not even counting the "betrayal by someone you thought loved you and had your happiness and best interests at heart" aspect. Imagine BEING that child, and loosing your father figure if your father happens to react badly to the trauma of that betrayal, by shutting off or growing distant.

It is foul, it is a despicable violation of trust. It IS taking advantage of someone and it is NOT the same as being a mean gossip idgaf what you think.

"But it was other times, women in society, she had little choice and blah blah." Context has never stopped fandoms from bashing characters IF they TRULY consider their actions despicable. Daphne's lack of modern sex ed knowledge and the power imbalance between her and Simon hasn't stopped the fandom from hating her for what she did to him, rightfully so.

And Marina did have choices, granted none nearly as selfishly appealing as taking advantage of someone else not at fault for your situation to make the best for yourself, granted perhaps I would have been as foul, cynical, cowardly, and lacking of empathy as her if pushed hard enough by the circumstances, but she did have choices, and just because I see myself taking the easy road doesn't mean that path is any less evil. Bad things you see yourself doing are still bad folks, evil is no less evil because it is relatable.

The only reason Marina isn't hated as much is that the fandom simply doesn't think paternal fraud is that much of a big deal and that many see themselves doing the same thing, to which I can only say... don't your freaking assholes lmao.

Btw genuine question, in case I am wrong and the fandom DOES bash Marina, where are they? Where the hell are those Marina haters people keep complaining about? Where is the bashing I keep hearing about? Whenever I search for stuff analysing that time Penelope saved Colin's ass (Which is what she did and is rarely framed s such, bite me), all I see is people excusing and shamelessly trivializing Marina's actions by comparing them to being a freaking gossip writer of all things. Where are her haters? Where are my people so I can follow them?!

[shadysubject06]

Hii hii!! Not sure if your asks are open per se? But I’ll shoot something over anyways! Don’t feel pressured to respond ^^ (these are gonna be relating to your fnaf:sb au!!!)

Firstly, what inspired you to give the DCA a frozen half mask? I honestly find it to be SUCH a cool design choice and I wanna know your design process! :D

Secondly (DCA related again </3), what’s your interpretation on Eclipse within your universe? Do they exist? Are they a third entity, a combination of Sun and Moon, a security program with no learning AI, or perhaps something else entirely? I’d love to hear your thoughts! (Personally I interpret them as a combination/security program :0!)

Lastly (yes… once more… DCA related…), do you have any fun facts about Sun, Moon, and Chica’s friendship that you’ve been itching to share? Or haven’t gotten the chance to touch on yet? This AU honestly made me grow really attached to the idea of the DCA and Glam Chica being friends! It’s so so SO sweet!

That’s it for now!! Thank you so much for making your AU btw!! It’s been awesome to binge <3

GOLLY HI!!! Sorry, I didn't see this till now! I'm so glad you're enjoying my stuff, thank you!!! I don't have a name for this "AU" since it kinda started as just this series of snippets of the DCA and Chica being besties and then it started bleeding into all the feelings I had about SB's corporate horror subtext and all of the assumptions I'd had about the direction they would take the story after Help Wanted, and now it's kind of a….retelling-slash-one off comics story. If you or anybody else has name ideas for this on-going saga I'd love to hear them so that I could put it all in a dedicated tag! Now that I've got that ramble out of the way I'll answer your questions! (I lied I'm gonna ramble more cuz I'm really good at it ksfdlnlksdfnlksndf)

1) I have a tendency to redesign characters a bit when I make fan art because trying to stay on model to the original design makes my art come out a bit stiff. I'd seen a lot of fan art for the DCA where they had their whole mouth move, but with the way their faces have a "moon" side, it made me think of a Phantom of the Opera mask. Then I heard that in the Pizzaplex books they were apparently a theater robot that was repurposed for the daycare, so I just decided to lean into it! I've been playing with the idea of making the eye holes on Sun and Moon's mask different to mimic the tragedy/comedy masks!

2) Ooooh the security program is an interesting idea!!! So, I don't know how actual programming stuff works. And since I believe that the robots in FNAF have been sentient since Sister Location, meaning that they've been advancing robo sentience in-universe further for years, I tend to play around with the sentience and the programming fighting with each other at times. When it comes to what I think Eclipse is…. I'm actually gonna put that under a spoiler because it's something I've been teasing at and I can't keep story secrets to save my life, so you can look at that answer ~ at your own risk oooOOOooooOOOooo ~ Now. To answer the third point and give you that Eclipse spoiler. I need to add it in a reblog. Because I was writing out this whole thing....and I wrote so much that I hit the text limit. Which I have never done before. Which also freaked Tumblr out and it wouldn't let me post this no matter how much I erased. So please give me just a few minutes and I'll get you the rest of the answer FDLKSNLSFKDNSLFKN

[memoirofasparklemuff1n]

no body, no crime- r.c. x reader

chapter 1- back from the dead

summary: three years after your disappearance you return to the outer banks, only with no recollection of your time away. now that you're back, weird things start happening and everyone seems to be hiding secrets. the nightmare is far from over.

warnings: 18+ MDNI because of dark themes like mentions of murder, violence, possibly drugs, etc. swearing and possible sexual themes. guys, i'm gonna mark this as mature because there are still things from the story that i have no idea whether or not i'll include them. just know that if you aren't ok with topics related to crime then don't read it <3 take care of yourself first!! BTW rafe is the love interest so for obvious reasons he's included as a warning lmaooo

a/n: it's the first chapter so it's kind of boring but the next one i think will be better. alsooo my first language isn't english so bear with me, ok? i think i can handle myself pretty well but just in case. eeee i'm so excited for this story, it's been in my head for a while ever since i saw the announcement for gone girl (her other works are included as well) by @sematarygirls, like it's amazing. GO READ IT. I'M SO INTRIGUED. yes, i'm a groupie, sue me.

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okkk here we goooo.

Beep, beep, beep.

God, my back is killing me. Why is it so cold? Ugh, and what is that smell?

Beep, beep, beep.

I open my eyes and am greeted with a Styrofoam ceiling. What the fuck? I turn my head and see a heart monitor at my side.

Beep, beep, beep.

I lift my right arm, only to be held back by an IV.

Beep beep beep, beep beep beep, beep beep beep.

My heartbeat started to rise, the monitor starting to shriek. Why am I in the hospital? I try to sit up only to be met with dizziness and a headache.

Beep beep beep beep beep.

Oh my god, oh my god. Tears sprung to my eyes and I started to hyperventilate, but right when I was about to scream a nurse came rushing inside of the room.

“Honey, honey. Its ok. You’re ok.” She tried to soothe me, but I wasn’t having it. Why couldn’t I remember anything?

The beeping sound was beginning to drive me insane.

“Why am I here? What happened?” I asked.

“Honey, everything is fine. You’re just recovering, ok?” She looked at me with kind eyes, sort of like a motherly stare. “Take deep breaths, alright? I will explain everything, but I need you to remain calm. Can you do that for me?”

I did as she asked and nodded. She searched my face to see if I was better and when she seemed satisfied, she sat down.

“first of all, how are you feeling?” I’m freaking out here, that’s what.

“I feel dizzy and my head and back hurt a lot.” I closed my eyes because I was starting to get nauseous.

I heard her stand up, “I'll be right back, honey.”

I nodded but when I opened my eyes she was gone. As I waited, I looked around my hospital room. I saw a vase full of dying red and white roses with a “Get well soon!” Balloon attached on top of a desk and a small refrigerator under it. There was a windowsill with a recliner chair to its side with a brown woman’s bag sitting on it and a grey hoodie, like someone had stepped outside for a minute. The walls were light blue, almost white with generic paintings and a flatscreen tv, with a clock above it, perched on the one opposite of my bed. The room smelled of alcohol and medicine, with something else mixed that seemed to be characteristic of hospitals. I hated it.

I heard the door click open and a middle-aged doctor with greying hair stepped inside, alongside the nurse from earlier. She looked at me sympathetically while the doctor came to my side. His voice was deep when he spoke, “Hello, I’m Dr. Geller and I oversee your medical treatment. Can you tell me how you are feeling?”

I frowned, “Hi. Um, my head hurts and my entire body.”

He nodded, “That is to be expected of your condition.” I waited for him to elaborate but he began writing on a file I hadn’t noticed he’d brought in with him. “Ms. Clark, can you please give Ms. Gilbert her medication? The effects are wearing off.”

The nurse nodded and left only to return a minute later. She approached my IV silently, before injecting whatever it was into it. I assumed it was morphine or something. She smiled at me kindly, “you’ll be feeling better soon, dear.” I smiled and thanked her while she stepped aside to leave the doctor some space. I looked at her while the doctor kept writing and saw that she had a tattoo that I couldn’t quite distinguish on the inside of her wrist. Her hair was dark brown, falling on soft waves down to her shoulders. She couldn’t be more than 30, but there was a mature air to her that intrigued me.

Finally, Dr. Geller turned to me only to tell me that we should wait until my mother returned from wherever she had gone. That must’ve been her things on the recliner, then. I was beginning to feel drowsy from the medication, so I simply agreed and closed my eyes. I heard the doctor tell the nurse that they should leave me to rest and then the door close. Then it all went black.

I heard faint voices near me. My lids were heavy, so I just lay there listening.

“Mrs. Gilbert. You cannot take her home just yet. Her condition is very fragile still. She’s just been awoken from the induced coma; her body needs time to recover,” I realized it was Dr. Geller from earlier and he sounded frustrated.

A woman’s voice replied, “My daughter can continue her treatment from our home. You don’t understand, she’s still in danger and there’s not much I can do to protect her here.” Protect me? From what?

“Elaine, I understand your fears, but she needs to stay. If her condition were to complicate, we can help her here right away, whereas if she leaves, she won’t have the necessary resources at her disposal. It would not be right on my part nor recommended to allow her to go home. It puts her health at risk, her brain and body are still very fragile.”

“I can pay you anything to continue her treatment from our home, but I cannot allow her to disappear again,” the woman, my mother, started sobbing. Disappear? What the fuck is going on?

I was finally able to open my eyes, and I managed to speak, “Mom?”

“Oh honey!” She ran to my side and hugged me softly, careful not to pull the IV. Her tears spilled and wet my hospital robe. She pulled back to brush my hair out of my face, “how are you? I’ve missed you so much.”

“I’m tired and I have this horrible back pain. I feel like I’m 80,” I chuckled awkwardly. She laughed as well and kissed my forehead, “I missed your stupid jokes during serious times.”

“Ms. Gilbert. I have a few questions for you,” the doctor interrupted something else my mother was going to say. She stepped back to allow him to come into my view.  He looked tired, dark circles under his eyes and what seemed like a permanent sour expression on his face, aggravated by my mom’s nagging.

“Can you tell me your first and last name?”

I nodded, “Y/n gilbert.”

“Your date of birth?”

“Your birthday, 2003.”

“Can you tell me what year it is?”

“Um, 2022?” He frowned and I saw my mother and him share a glance.

“Do you have any recollection of the events that led to your current state?” His eyes scanned my face in search of something, though I couldn’t think of what.

“I don’t, but it must’ve been tough for how recked I feel,” I chuckle but they don’t reciprocate my attempt at lightening the mood. Gosh, why are they so sullen?

“Do you remember anything prior to your waking up?” I racked my brain for a quick answer.

“Well, the last thing I remember was going to the beach with my friends.” I really don’t know, it’s just the first thing that popped into my head and all this questioning was beginning to bother me.

“Do you remember what day it was?” He narrowed his eyes in suspicion. God, dude lay off.

“Um, no?”

“Do you remember which friends?”

I sighed and said the first names that popped into my head, “Sarah and Kiara?”

“Anybody else?” Dude.

“No, sir.” He seemed like he wanted to ask more so I just said my head was starting to feel foggy.

“Alright, I’ll leave you to rest.” He turned to my mom and said, “Could you accompany me outside?”

She glanced at me to see if I was good with that and I nodded, “I’m ok, go.”

She smiled softly and leaned down to kiss my forehead, “I’ll be right back.”

“Ok.”

As soon as they left, I relaxed. I tried to come up with more memories but their voices outside distracted me.

My mom spoke first, “She said it was 2022. She doesn’t remember anything from the past three years. Is that possible?” Three years? It was 2025?

The doctor sighed, “Temporary memory loss and mental fogginess are possible when a patient has a third-degree concussion. It is important to remember that the events of these past three years have been very traumatic. Therefore, her brain might have blocked said memories to protect itself. We must give her time to recover, which is why I recommend she stays until her condition is stable enough to return home.”

I heard my mother sigh, “alright, but I should call the police now that she is awake. They can send someone to guard her.” The police? Alright, maybe this is just a fever dream because nothing makes sense.

“Yes, you should let them know, but I wouldn’t suggest they question her yet. It might make her anxious and affect her progress. Patients in these circumstances need to be in a peaceful environment to heal.” His tone left no space for discussion.

My mom sighed and agreed. I heard her thank him and she came back inside. I closed my eyes quickly and pretended to be asleep. I really didn’t want to face scrutiny right now, much less her hovering. I felt her looking at me and then heard her sit down on what must’ve been the recliner chair. I opened my eyes slightly and I see that she is typing rapidly on her phone, only to be followed by a buzz. That continues for a while until she looks at the clock on top of the tv and mutters something to herself. She then got up and went to what I could only assume was the bathroom. I heard the faint noise of the faucet and slowly started drifting to sleep.

“How do you like it?” I turn and see my mom standing behind me at the door of my bedroom. I figured she’d changed something while I was gone so I said, “its really nice, mom. Thanks.”

I could tell she didn’t quite believe me but ignored it. She set my bags on the ground with a small smile, “I’m so happy you’re back. We’ve all missed you so much.” I assumed she meant my dad and my sister. She is 18 now. She’d been 15 when I left disappeared.

“I missed you guys too.” She hugged me, careful not to hurt me as I was still a bit injured from the accident.

She stepped back and rested her hands on my shoulders, “I just want you to know that I am here for you. All of us, ok?”

I nodded and smiled softly, “I know, Mom. It’s going to be ok, don’t worry.” My words felt hollow because everything about this place wasn’t ok. I felt weird, like I didn’t belong.

“Alright, honey. I’ll leave you to settle in, I’m sure this is all very overwhelming. Your father will be home tomorrow from his business trip and Eleanor is out with Wheezie. She’ll be home later I assume.” I was a bit relieved at being practically alone in the house. My mother was more than enough to manage and at least I’d be able to craft possible answers that would get me the least number of questions.

“That’s ok, thanks mom.” She took that as her cue to leave so she nodded and closed the door behind her.

I sighed, “finally.” I was now able to get a clear view of my new living situation. The bedroom was huge, like everything in figure 8 seemed. The walls were white, which added to the expansiveness of the room. The golden bed frame with dark green sheets was pushed against the far-left corner of the room, leaving a clear view of the door, while opposite it was a wall with a built-in dark wooden bookshelf. It had a moving stair and all. Christ, talk about over the top.

Next to the bed was a window seat with frilly white curtains and dark red cushions on the seat that I normally wouldn’t prefer with the green from the bed, yet somehow managed to look cohesive. The dresser was beside me, next to the door and next to it was a small vanity with perfumes, makeup and jewelry. It was all very tasteful, and I surprisingly liked it. Next to the wall with the bookshelf was an entryway and when I stepped through, I saw it was a walk-in closet to my right and to the left a bathroom. I really wanted to check out the closet, but I really wanted to shower so I undressed and walked into the bathroom. It wasn’t very big, but it wasn’t small either. The walls had a beautiful forest mural, and the golden framed mirror faced the door. The faucet was a bird with clear knobs that matched with the mirror and candle sticks attached to the wall. The basin was set on dark green marble top and the cabinet underneath the same dark wood that was in the rest of the bedroom. I saw that inside the shower was a small shelf with shampoo and soap, so I opened the glass door and read the labels. Vanilla scented, huh. Whatever, I guess. I then turned on the water and let my muscles relax. It felt so good and when I started washing my hair, I realized the smell wasn’t overpowering. It was like a mix of caramel and chocolate underlying the vanilla scent. It made me hungry, fuck. I really didn’t want to go back downstairs under my mother’s hovering. After finishing, I went to the closet and turned on the light. Holy shit. It was every girl’s dream. Boots, sneakers, heels, sandals, you name it, lined the opposite wall of me. And to my left, well, dresses and bags of all different shapes and sizes. Jeans were next, with hoodies, and fancy shirts and pants, though they weren’t what I wanted to wear right now so I figured the comfortable clothes were in the dresser. I was proved right and settled for grey sweats and a matching top. I went back to the closet and found a pair of slippers, so I put them on and went outside, with my hair wrapped in a towel.

The smell of food immediately invaded my nostrils, and I felt like one of those cartoons that float when they smell something good. In the kitchen was my mother steering something on the stove and sitting on the seats by the island were two girls. They were all in deep conversation, so they didn’t notice me standing there awkwardly. I contemplated turning around and heading back upstairs but my stomach growled as if in protest. Traitor.

They turned and fell silent when they saw me. One of them had a face that was like my mom’s with her same-colored hair and skin tone and the other had dark hair and glasses with pale skin. Eleanor and Wheezie.

Eleanor stood up and ran towards me, engulfing me in a hug that caught me by surprise. After a second, I hugged her back and smelled the same scent in which I had bathed. She must have picked them out then. She then started shaking and I realized she was crying. My eyes welled up and I held her tighter to me.

“Hey, its ok.” I ran my fingers through her hair.

“I missed you so much, I thought I’d lost you,” her voice was muffled by my shoulder.

“I’m sorry,” I honestly did not know what else to say and I realized it was the best I could come up with to explain how I felt. I somehow could not shake that this was all my fault.

As if she read my thoughts, she lifted her head and frowned, “Don’t apologize, it’s not your fault.”

My mother interrupted before I could respond, “Honey, are you hungry? I made your favorite.” Which was?

“Yeah, I could eat,” I laughed when my stomach growled again. Eleanor let me go but took my hand as if afraid I might disappear again. I sat down next to her as my mom served us. I thanked her and started eating. God, it was so good. I could see why it was my favorite.

“Oh, this is Wheezie. Sarah’s little sister.” I looked up and smiled at her.

“Hey, how’s it going?” Now that I was closer, I could see the similarities with her sister, specifically her eyes.

She smiled at me shyly, “I’m good. How are you?” No fucking clue.

“I’m alright, tired mostly. How’s school?” I attempted to shift the conversation away from me and I could tell she noticed.

“Meh. At least its our final year and then we’re off to college.”

“College? Already?” I looked at my mom and she lowered her gaze, avoiding mine.

Eleanor spoke softly, “Yeah, you were gone awhile.” Right.

I stared at my plate in silence, feeling sick. The kitchen suddenly felt too hot, and my clothes were too close to my skin and my heart started beating rapidly, overcoming any other sound. My mom noticed and hurried to my side, lifting me up and catching me when my legs gave out.

And then everything went black.

dividers by: @yeossemble tyyyy

if anyone wants to be tagged lmk <3

also why is tumblr low-key a pain in the ass to write in? holy shit man.

[ziekkfreak2-0]

Obligatory procrastination posting.

Too lazy (and busy) to draw out all my ideas, but I really want them outta my head. So have a bunch of unorganized thoughts abt my MD Swap AU. Don't take any of them as final or canon tho.

Below the cut ofc hehehehehe

THE BUNKER:

🚪 No joke, I forgot if they ever mentioned what the name of the bunker Uzi lives in is called.

🚪 ANYWAY, what if besides making big ahh doors, the Worker Drones also used the DDs' overheating issue against them? So their colony is designed to be very warm, not enough to overheat a regular Worker Drone, but just enough to gradually affect a DD. Sorta like a contingency for if they ever infiltrate the bunker.

🚪 Could also add an aspect of the bunker having a lot of lights and being very vibrant, to play with the fact that the DDs are bug themed in this. This + the idea above would kinda make the colony like a big ahhh bug zapper.

🚪 Does this mean that the colony is a lot more serious about the DD issue and not just playing cards all the time? Nope! Still a bunch of incompetent silly billys.

NEXUS:

🐾 Finally figured out his trauma: Extremely knowledgeable with vehicles and zoology, but given that no one seems to care about cars and all biological life on Copper-9 is dead, his knowledge is almost entirely useless.

🐾 Puts up with all the bullying bc he sees it as his own punishment for being a burden on his peers.

🐾 I need to make his backpack bigger. I want it to be big enough to fit all his friends in (well at the beginning of the story, I guess it does since he has no friends). Note to self: make a doodle of this.

🐾 Might scrap the school bus idea and instead have him find a military car of sorts?

SERIAL DESIGNATION Z:

🪰 Oh god I haven't made her solo yet. Sorgi I frogor 🫶🫶🫶

🪰 DDs aren't as short as her. In fact, she was a little taller as a Worker Drone. L and T got a lot taller tho LMAO

🪰 I like to imagine she would get along well with Tessa and inevitably picked up some of her characteristics. Thus, Z is now "The Scavenger" of the DDs, looting the carcases of her victims and using it to build... Something.

🪰 She always loses to her teammates if they ever spar, even though she's a really good fighter. L just likes to take advantage of her low self-esteem, and T disturbs her, to say the least.

🪰 Dies the most frequently bc of the points above + her experiments.

DISASSEMBLY DRONES:

🔺 Okay but listen, I am absolutely crazy about their overheating weakness. So it's like their DD specific features (interchangable hands, wings popping out of nowhere, and nanite acid tail) all require a lot of power, but they're still working on the same amount of power they had as Worker Drones.

🔺Rarely ever gonna draw em, but the DDs should all have different insect wing types. Just to show I did like. At least a little research.

🔺 Antennae for receiving signals from their other squad mates. Possible to intercept and listen into.

🔺 Possibly giving each of the DDs a unique ability related to their titles. Small hints to the others, but I'm considering "The Watcher" for L and "The Travesty" for T.

🔺 The titles aren't an in universe thing btw, I just like foreboding names.

edit: Frogor to add the intro post to the AU

[luminouslywriting]

Hey- hope the recovery process is going well for you. I wanted to request a pregnancy headcanon for the Pacific boys. Love all your work btw!

A/N: Hello darling! I'm so sorry it's been forever since you sent this in! Seeing as how I'm recovering from the flu, now seemed like a good time to post this haha! Here you are! Gif does not belong to me, it belongs to lucky-bastards

Please note that my requests remain open and I don't mind spam! Set in paragraph form for simplicity!

Robert Leckie: This man is a whole wreck, lemma tell ya. It's not that he's not excited, because he totally is! It's just that he loved the idea of you being pregnant as opposed to there being an actual living tiny thing growing inside of you. 20/20 hindsight haha. All in all, this man steps up and does a wonderful job. He's out here getting excited about the paint for the nursery, betting on the baby being a boy, talking to everyone about the baby—and overall a very excited father.

Snafu Sheldon: PANIC?! Silence?? It takes him some time to process, it's nothing against you babe. It's just that it was definitely an accident and was not planned and he doesn't even feel like a good enough person to deserve a kid. It takes him some time, but he wraps his head around it. He's very soft-spoken about having a child and being a father, but shows his love through the little things (little trinkets for the baby, goes out and gets your weird cravings).

Eugene Sledge: Also panics, bless your heart. But changes his tune very very quickly—he only panics because he doesn't know what to do about a baby. But then he starts talking to his parents and he realizes how excited he is for the baby. Definitely has reassurances for you that things are gonna be so great. Is happy whether the baby is a boy or a girl—just wants them to live a happy and a soft life tbh.

John Basilone: LITERALLY SO THRILLED. This man is out here whooping and hollering and kissing the living daylights out of you. It's like a dream come true and he is so so proud of you and the baby. Wants it to be a little girl because he wants the baby to be just like you—but also would love for it to be a boy. He's out here figuring out how to build a crib day freaking 3—this man wastes no time in getting the stuff that you need.

Runner Conley: You probably have to repeat it twice for the actual words to take effect. And then he's out here nervously buying baby food months in preparation that will have expired by the time the baby actually gets here. Does, in fact, blurt the news to everyone that he knows because he's so excited. Probably randomly reads a parenting book? For funsies? But then panics more over what the parenting book says.

Hoosier Smith: Super sweet and gentle about the entire thing. Takes the time to reassure you that you are in this together and he's gonna take care of you and the little peanut (yes, that's what he calls the baby). He's so mentally prepared for the entire thing, it's almost unnerving. But he's smooth as hell and calm getting things ready for the baby, ensuring that you're doing okay, and that you have whatever you need whenever you need it. 10/10 recommend this man.

Lew Chuckler: A baby? He takes a whole 10 seconds to process those words and has to legitimately think about how it happened haha. But once he's over the initial shock, I think he gets really excited. He's out here asking all sorts of pregnancy related questions and just wants to know that both you and the baby are going to be okay. He'd be more prepared than you are for the actual labor btw, he's got a go-bag and everything.

Sid Phillips: Doesn't panic, but he definitely processes what that means. Is very sweet and probably kisses you and your stomach—and promises that things are going to be the best for you two. He's so excited to be a dad that he won't even care on the gender of the baby as long as the baby is healthy. He's out here digging out his baby toys and sentimental things that he can give to the baby just for kicks and giggles.

[andaniellight]

Noh sangcheol is such a simple character to me, I don't know how you can make him seem really complex when it's always been go jeongu who has all the layers in my opinion, which makes me seriously want to read a character study fic made by you if you're interested

(No pressure btw, only if you're interested)

(TL;DR at the end)

Well, he's a cop, so I don't blame you :D

The black-and-white mindset on the surface (intentionally or not, can't be helped regardless) is what makes him simple, isn't it? "Simply Understandable (Although Not Always Relatable)" characteristic that will always make me return to the factual thing, in real life, about cops typically: Trained to be paranoid of external patterns. Trained to fear with Us versus Them mentality.

But the black-and-white mindset itself has layers in the first place, don't you think? Mindset isn't the same as human emotion after all - he can be gentle to those who he sees as vulnerable (victims, civilians and the harmless):

Sympathizing and unbiased by Jung-woo's "ex-convict" title because he didn't know at the time, perceiving him merely as a person who's wronged so he feels the need to make this right for him, to put it simple (because, other than that's what his profession demands him, it is also something that he's been in before - never mind the absence of similarities for the case).

But he is also like this:

His dialogues were always ruthless as Hell to those he perceives as "takers" who always take, take, take to the point of harm to others, which is entertaining in the most offensive way to me. Hilarious to no end that made me expect for more aggression just to see if he'll be like the rest of them or not (which quite unlikely, because someone has to aid the tragic main character one way or another to make a progress so the story can keep on being interesting).

But no. Sang-cheol withdrew after that, like, sure, he must be paranoid (re: ✨traumatized✨) after what happened in the past, but he only pushes or jabs at his target, never shoving an forceful attack first to play it safe. So unfortunately very cop of him. But also, he withdrew because he's seeing a pattern that doesn't make sense on this ex-convict.

Only Jung-woo can match his freak ruthlessness. Shown in so many of his dialogues, if not just his action, and how he's never backed down for justice. For anyone who deserves it even when he doesn't consider he is one. Neither of them are submissive when it comes to nonsense that's harmful. And that's all for now, because I am trying to do the character study fic thing. It's undergoing, but it's going to take time because, opposite to the way Jung-woo always wears his heart on sleeve, Sang-cheol masks the shit out of himself on daily basis except when he's with "the vulnerable".

Anyways. TL;DR: As what a wise lesbian friend of mine always says....

😁 Hope this helps 👍🏻

[atlas-library]

Giggling and kicking my feet and twirling my hair and going "oh my gawd" every time I re-read the nsfw alphabet that you did of toge your brain is so huge💞 gigantic even. You said you don't think he talks during those times (understandable), but do you think he doesn't even like...say tuna? If he has to say something (best dirty talk ever)? Actually, do you think he ever has to fight off the urge to actually speak and say something during sex, and then gets like. Upset at himself inside?

Okay so first of all, I'm gonna cry, this is the sweetest comment ever omg 🥹🥹 I haven't given up on this blog btw, I haven't posted in a while but I just got sick + I have a new job starting soon + somehow the creative juice got sucked out of me, BUT I'M STILL HERE AND THIS COMMENT!!! IT GIVES ME MORE REASONS TO KEEP PESTERING Y'ALL!!! 😭😭😭 so yeah tysm for your comment it just made my night 🥹🥹💗💗

Okay, regarding your questions (nsfw, so find it under the cut!!)

I actually think he would use some rice-ingredient words!

In-between the moans and whimpers, the pants and grunts coming from you both, he would probably ask how you're doing— A small "Mustard leaf?", or even some "Tuna tuna!" when he feels you drift away. And if you ask him how he's holding up, he'd try to give you a shaky "S-salmon..!" so you keep going.

I just think overall he tries to keep quiet, mostly because of how insatiable he is and thus how long sessions can be— If it's his first or second orgasm, he's not necessarily going to slip out. He has enough control to remember he can't fully let go. The more you go on, though... well, you both remember the time when he screamed of pleasure— That was wild, even for him. Sometimes you leave him a crying mess, and all you can do is watch as he pants and lets out unintelligible whimpers.

I also definitely think he would try to say your name. I headcanon Toge with a speech impediment, mainly him stuttering and stammering because he doesn't often get to pronounce new words; he knows his commands by heart, as well as Yuuta's name (and even then, he would pronounce it "Yuuda" at first). However, I think he'd try very hard to pronounce everyone else's names correctly, especially if he got caught doing it and basically got the equivalent of a pat on the head. For his significant other, it's clear he'd try his hardest: he can't tell you how important you are to him, so he'll try to do something simple yet very meaningful for the both of you. He'll try to pronounce your name, without stuttering— And it might slip out during sex.

Whenever he uses it, even though it doesn't seem to affect him, it does affect you: you can't say if it's actual cursed energy or simply your feelings for him, but you find yourself staring at him, admiring his features and drinking any sound leaking from his lips.

🍵 Okay, let's take a breather now. 🍵

...

🍵 Breathe in.. breathe out. 🍵

About your last question— Toge's curse is being a passionate soul forced to silence. He hides it well, but he feels a lot; he's a control freak, similar to Maki (even though they'd never admit it), because that's how he hurts the least amount of people. Before the school, before Gojo, before Panda (his first friend)— Toge was alone. He wouldn't say a word, hands would be shoved against his mouth if he dared breathe too loud. The only person who never shushed him nor feared him ended up being cursed by him— Clearly, everyone's better off far away from him.

The problem is, Toge is a lover. I'm an Inuokko shipper first and foremost so this might be where this idea comes from, but, even platonically, I think Toge would be the one to relate most to Rika. They're like two sides of the same coin when it comes to love. @gelatosushix made a wonderful post about it, so I won't dive too deep into this, but basically: Rika kills when she loves, but Toge dies when he loves.

A common mistake would be comparing Toge to a moth, drawn to fire and getting burnt by it. Toge isn't the moth; he's the flame. You're the moth. He's captivating, he has this mysterious aura yet somehow seems like an open book, but only if you ask the right questions— Only if you learn his language (and I'm not talking about rice ingredients). He intoxicates you, draws you in with his gaze (whether a purple wine with violet droplets, or a fiery brown with amber lights).

Then, he pulls his collar down: tattoos, or maybe burn scars, marking his cheeks and tongue as death takes the form of a baby-faced man. He's a weapon, one even Maki can't wield. He's feared. And yet— The raspiness of his voice, the deep accents scratching his throat— They get to you. Stupid moth flying to its death. At least it'll be sweet, you think.

Toge kills for people, because killing goes hand-in-hand with dying in his case. Toge loves by pushing away; that's how it's always been, that's what he's been taught. Yet you're here— You're holding him, stroking his cheek, singing his name, giving yourself to him. It feels right, it feels like everything he's ever wanted, it feels like so little yet so much to him— And he hates it.

You deserve it all and he deserves nothing. You deserve words. Not silly ones, actual words— But he can't say it. He can't stutter that he loves you, because what if? He could curse you. He could ruin your life, and Toge's already ruined so many lives in the past— It weighs on his soul, yet he can endure it; as long as you're not the next accursed.

So he bites down. On your skin, on his hand, on the pillow— Anything, anywhere. He bites down to keep the sounds from coming out. And if you reassure him, tell him that you know, he doesn't need to say it— He starts crying. He hates himself, he hates his curse, he hates the fucking marks on his face.

His hips slam against yours, he grabs at your skin; you're near, he knows it. He knows you by heart, that's the least he can do.

Deeper, deeper, deeper— You reach the stars first, but he follows soon after. And he keeps crying. He cries the rest of the night, even with you holding him and whispering against his lips. He has to grab onto you so he doesn't run to the bathroom to desperatly try and wash his markings off.

Toge is a lover, a passionate soul forbidden from opening his heart; he hates emotional sex because of how much his heart bleeds from it. It ignites his flame, lures you in even more; and when his cries fill the room, when he hugs you tight— It's like you're a butterfly, pinned by the thorns of a rose you were drinking from.

[deathbxnny]

Hi hi hiiii

I believe I've already sent this request to you. But that was around when you decided to purge your requests and go on the mental health break (no judgements on my end, ones mental health is more important than anything on the internet), so I figured I'd redo the request if you're cool with that!

Might I request something platonic with the leading lady trio of HI3rd. Basically them (seperately) with a younger sibling!reader (in the case of Bronya, maybe younger sibling figure?) who they discover is a herrscher, and they (younger sibling!reader) is all freaked out because they aren't sure what's going with themself. What is this "voice", why does it want them to hurt the people around them?!

Onee-san(s) halp!

Could be drabble, could be headcannon, whichever you feel like doing more.

Oh, and btw, might I offer you some water in these trying times? 🌊🌊🌊

Hello there, Anon! I don't mind you resending the request at all, and thank you for understanding! I love your request and hope you'll like this! Also, thank you for the water!<33

Content: slight angst, fluff, this is Pre-Sirin awakening again for simplicity sake, child reader, main trio are older sister figures, sfw

Reader has no set pronouns!

((Not fully proofread))

《Kiana Kaslana》

Kiana was stunned, when she found out that you were a Herrscher. The signs were there, but perhaps she had just hoped for your sake that it wasn't true. But alas, seeing the sheer panic on your face made her determined to help you as much as she could. She had sworn to take care of you ever since you first got here and this revelation wouldn't change that.

Once she fully understands the situation, she begins trying to calm you down, fully understanding and relating to how you feel. She most likely will ask Himeko for help, if her words aren't enough. She just wants you to know that you aren't alone and that you being a Herrscher doesn't make her love you as her little sibling any less.

She tells you to come to her, whenever the "voice" is being mean or trying to make you do bad things, so she can "kick it's ass". In reality, she'll just take you somewhere nice to distract you, so the Herrschers power over your mind wears off. She tries her best to help you with the knowledge she has, even if her methods may be chaotic or immature. But seeing you smile or laugh as a result always makes it worth it.

《Raiden Mei》

Mei is calm and collected, when she sees the fear on your face and realises what you really are. At first, the thought of having to take you down, if the Herrscher took over, scared her, but she didn't let it overpower her senses. Instead, she helped you contain it and reassured you, that she'd never let it take over you. She gives you a warm hug, her mind trying to remember if there were any signs. Perhaps she just didn't want to think about the possibility.

Either way, she doesn't visibly treat you differently. If anything, she coddles you more than she already did, making you warm meals and taking you out for some training exercises outside every day. She wants you to learn how to self-discipline yourself so that you never let the Herrscher in you win.

Whenever you need emotional help, she'll be there to calm and love you. She listens to your concerns, quells your fears, and tries to come up with solutions to your problems. If you just need to be held, then she'll be there for it too, of course. Doesn't matter for how long, either.

《Bronya Zaychik》

Bronya didn't know what to do. She wasn't good with emotions, nor did she particularly ever calculate something like this ever happening. The possibility never crossed her mind and now that it has, she found herself freezing up for a moment to process the situation. Your screams for help make her quick to act once more however, as she simply pulled you into a hug, quietly trying to convey that she's there for you.

She doesn't treat you any differently and instead comes up with solutions around your issues. She tries accommodating you the best she can, although that makes her lack the emotional side you'd need from her. Bronya tries her best however to listen to your worries and fears, so that she can quell them in the best way she can.

Ultimately, she simply makes sure you know that you can rely on her. She'll save you from yourself when the day comes, if she really has to. But for now, she just wants you to hug her and cry it out, whilst you let her handle everything.

Alrighttt! I hope this was okay for you and that you liked it, Anon! Thank you again for your request and patience!<33

[hyuneskkami]

IF U SEEK AMY ! ִ ࣪𖤐

stop ahhh 1. im so proud of you !! 2. you deserve literally every litte follower ngl 🦘

Here's my description, I guess: I can't stand social media, but I use it every day. I've been obsessed with Greek mythology since I was a child—I can't live without it. English is my third language, so I'm still not great at it, even though I speak around seven languages. I'd say I'm a pretty extroverted person. I don't have any specific hobbies, but I enjoy engaging in art a lot since I go to an art school.

My favorite artist is probably Caravaggio, and when it comes to music, my favorite artist is Lana Del Rey. I love her dreamy, melancholic style. I enjoy reading, especially books related to mythology and history. Some of my favorite books include "The Song of Achilles" , "Circe” , any murakami & rick riordan book and “The Secret History”

I'm passionate about learning and exploring new cultures, and I hope to travel more in the future. I’m also interested in psychology and how people think and behave.

I'm turning 17 this year, and I'm so freaking scared about what the future holds... i think that would be all ( btw im a straight female 🙌 )

⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖

HENRY WINTER ⭑.ᐟ

⟢ “but if you send for me, you know i’ll come; and if you call for me, you know i’ll run!”

I think henry winter (tsh) would be the best book bf for you (:

he’s such a grandpa when it comes to social media. you teach him how to operate on insta, youtube, etc.

you guys probably definitely met in julian’s class and it was not love at first sight at all—he was jealous you were so good at greek; so much better than him

but slowly, as you started hanging out outside the friend group, he finds so many similarities that he can’t help falling for you

the time he confessed to you was surprising and funny—he had said it in another language, hoping you didn’t speak it (but how stupid was he to take chances with a polygot like you?)

you compliment his introvertedness with your bubbly extroverted personality

being greek students, you both loved visiting museums—for the statues and the art; so expect a lot of museum dates!

also, library dates!!!! since you both love greek mythology and reading, why not? because you both definitely debate on key themes in many retellings and have a great time doing it

you share the same favourite artists—in art and music—driving you even more together

you guys go on a world tour for your two year anniversary!!

whenever thoughts of the future overwhelm you, he’s always there to reassure you that no matter what, you’ll face it together

+ both of you probably definitely grow older together and become heads of the psychology departments in two different ivy leagues <3

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[scrunglepaws]

I accidentally made Tails' siblings in the Folklore au way too endearing for mere background characters. Oops but also I would die for Manny.

Silas (Sails) is a hardworking sailor and musician. He loves adventure and his wife (and kids)! He's buff, sweet, and dumber than a box of rocks- aka a himbo to a T. He and Rose (based on Black Rose) have a bunch of kids, with another one on the way. I made one of the kids Skye just because [he's cute :3]. Pretty straight forward and simple couple, but they're very sweet. <3 It was nice to have Sails/Black Rose rep since that wasn't endgame in my Someplace au. Tails' oldest sibling.

Manny (Mangey) is an awkward, introspective farmer and gardener. He loves the feeling of mud/soil on his fur/skin and is often covered in dirt (this has an added bonus of being great bug repellant). Conversely, tight-fitting clothing (especially hair ties) bug the shit out of him, so he wears oversized shirts and lets his long hair go wild. This gives him the appearance of being disheveled and... I mean, he kinda is, but it's not because he doesn't take care of himself! He's always wide-eyed and frowning regardless of how he's feeling. He doesn't emote.

He's very quiet and shy, but can speak very well once in conversation (though he tends to talk kind of fast). Eye contact seriously freaks him out and he very pointedly stares at the ground when talking to others. He's observant and thoughtful, but can easily zone out in the middle of a conversation, drifting off into his inner world. As much as he enjoys socializing, he can very easily get overwhelmed by related stimuli- sometimes to the point that he curls up on the floor and makes weird noises right then and there. He is almost always fidgeting in some way, especially with his hands and swooping his head down/around. Because of his unusual mannerisms, he's often talked down to and infantilized by people that don't know him. His siblings know better, as does his wife (who I'll elaborate on in a different post). Overall just a super cool dude. One of Tails' older siblings.

Nina Nine (the name is NINE! >:0) is a fiery and passionate tomboy. There is no rhyme or reason for Nine being a girl in this au; my brain just said "btw Nine's a girl in this" and I was just like "well, okay then." She's kind of... Oh dear, she's um. Sort of got the "not like other girls" thing going on, but! She's very young! Go easy on her; give her a chance to grow. <3 As the youngest sibling, she just wants to stand out and make her mark. Kind of contrarian for the sake of it, going against the grain of what everyone wants (especially her parents). One of Tails' closer siblings because they're similar in age and being outcast-ish (the difference being that she does it on purpose while Tails can't really help it). Also, nickname bros! Nine absolutely INSISTS her parents call her Nine and badgers them if they don't. It bothers Tails when they call him Miles, but he's just like "okay... 8C" and puts up no fight. She sort of made a pact with Tails to be cool and single forever... But unfortunately (for Tails/their pact), she met a smokin' hot baddie and was immediately smitten despite herself. Her girlfriend's name is Fiona. Yes, That Fiona.

There are even more siblings, but these are the only ones I'm giving characterization to. Tails being from a big family is super weird to think about.