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i think tumblr was the first to show me i was not made for HL Lang&Lit
#because honestly#like i cannot#i CANTTTTT I HATE IB I HATE IT#btw hi guys im not dead#i took my first ib exams and i think i ddi like. passing. hehe. studied the entire year in like a week i almost died im not even kidding#it was kinda fun like id def do it again bu with time#also does anyone uhhh know abt the use of trigonometry in the sundial
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just how can i protect your smile?
#you guys like yaoi? can i get you some yaoi#pjsk#prsk#project sekai#proseka#tsukasa tenma#rui kamishiro#ruikasa#AUUUUUGH.#this is what finally makes me actually draw riks. vocaloid autism#putting the link in the caption because NOBODY FUCKIGN TLAKS ABOUT SCISSORHANDS EVER WHERES THE HYPE I NEED HER. SONG OF THE DECADE(2009)#this song makes me incredibly normal. my bad. i saw the miume choreography when i was like 11 and my brain shifted#i wanted their outfits to look like mikus in the mv so bad. Fuck my life for that btw stupid fuckign frill trim. why did she have to slay#tried to think of smth other than butterflies for kasa but i have no brain and tbh i hope his life is miserable so its fine#me posting this only to tmblr and not twt because i fucking hate twt#im drawing more song covers that live in my mind palace so i'll pist them there all together. and maybe here all together. who give a shit.#emnn skeleton orchestra next and it will fix me#Good lord. sorry. Im so caught up posting this for no reason. Get me out of here#im supposed to have a lecture in 3 hours but post covid symptoms say otherwise. im so fucked#i have a cyberpunk dead boy wip with them but idk i dont like posting wips on here its like an archive. n i want to actually finish it#but dear lord rendering it with their stupid outfits. clutches my chest falls to the floor. AUUUUGH#wxs killing me killing me taking damage augh auugh aughg
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Try Morse Core. Women Love Morse Code.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan jingyi#lan sizhui#jin ling#a-qing#ouyang zizhen#nameless red disciple#Girls speak in a series of clicks and trills that even the most adept linguists have difficulty decoding#Thankfully this rhythmic language can be translated to music notes#communication via specific vibrations of coiled metal wire is possible!#but- Ah shucks the guy with the guqin has his hands full. And also bloodied.#We need to resort to secondary girl communication. Blinking slowly at her. If she blinks slowly back - you're in.#if she blinks rapidly that's a threat. Is she does not blink at all you are already dead.#btw: Girls eyes translate lines of contrast to these series of air flow disturbances to create language. So they *can* read what we write.#This has been your daily GirlFacts tidbit.#Jokes aside. I get that the point was she has no tongue to speak with but it really does just come off as:#“5 teen boys in a room with a teen girl and dropping the ball so hard on how to proceed”#This is why men give up and kiss each other btw. (OKAY IM DONE SPREADING MISINFORMATION (for today))
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How do you feel about concepts for redeemed/good guy Ganondorf? I don't remember if you've said anything on it before, so I am curious to see what sorts of thoughts you have to share or if you've thought about the idea before (especially since you've worked on SoF so I assume you've thought about many possibilities of a "what if" Zelda game)
For my part: I have mixed feelings, and I think a lot of concepts end up being "I want a buff guy to ship Link with"; I also think a lot of criticisms of the racism in many depictions of Ganondorf have merit (though I don't speak on them in depth because I'm white) and would love to see a more favorable/complex portrayal of him and other characters of color in LoZ. I personally haven't seen many versions of good guy/redeemed Ganondorf that really engage with the base structure of the LoZ games but I would love to see one that did.
Anyways I love your blog and analysis and I love seeing someone who finds analysis as inherently a part of their engagement with fandom as me, it's really nice :) I hope you're having a good day
I never posted about it much but sof did actually have a somewhat redeemed ganondorf, or as close to "good guy" as i'm willing to go with him in my own writing. sof was/is very much about me exploring the religious aspects of the lore and issues of fate vs self-determination, so my ganondorf was a much younger version of the character (similar in age to link and zelda) born into an extremist hylia-worshipping doomsday cult. in sof, ganondorf finds the remains of DEMISE'S sword and believes it to be the master sword, so when it starts ordering him around he follows the orders without question, believing that he's hearing the voice of hylia, and basically everyone in his life affirms to him that this is the correct choice and he's hylia's chosen one. Because of the intensity of the religious doctrine he was raised with, he has no problem following the sword's orders even when they become progressively more and more violent, and by the time link and zelda get to him he's nearly past the point of no return. (this is also partially a product of the setting I chose to put sof in--it's one of if not the first cycles after sksw, so the hyruleans' understanding of the reincarnation cycle and their own general history isn't super solid.) So that's my personal take on a "good guy" ganondorf, and, i think, the way i'd like to see it done in canon if ever they choose to go that route--because loz deals so much with the concepts of fate and cycles, I think leaning into a ganondorf who isn't inherently evil but can't escape the fate that waits for him is a fun way to take it.
#im not into ganon/link for about a million different reasons but yeah a good 80% of the good guy ganondorf stuff out there is just#give that twink an agressive top with a huge package. like ok guys. happy for you. but uh. actually nvm im gonna keep my mouth shut#asks#i do intend to end sof with ganon alive btw. if i ever end it (unlikely)#but like. with sof ganondorf my thought was like. this is a kid who genuinely believes he's doing everything right#he doesn't see stealing the sages as kidnapping. he believes hes performing a ritual to revive his long-dead goddess#he believes LINK is the heretic being ordered around by a fake sword claiming to be the original#and by the time he starts being presented with irrefutable evidence that he's wrong he's in too deep#and he HAS to keep going because he can't admit that everything he's done up until now was based on lies#his crisis of faith becomes a literal life-and-death situation for the entire kingdom basically
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UM HEY- HEY- THIS SURE IS A SCENE
#SEVERAL THINGS#1) watson taking care of holmes <3#2) HOLMES WINCING LIKE THAT WITH THAT EXPRESSION AS WATSON-OOOGHH HEY GUYS IM NOT GONNA MAKE IT#3) the second time this episode that watson has sparked epiphany in holmes regarding the CASE AND THAT LOOK OF REALIZATION#4) HOLMES' FINAL LITTLE SMILE#HI#YEAH#OKAY#(movie is Dressed to Kill btw- not a favourite as a whole BUT GOD ARE THERE SOME GEMS)#anyways if anybody needs me i will be dead#sherlock holmes#john watson#rathbone holmes#wartime husbands
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putting him in the microwave
#shirt inspired by an anecdote my friend eli shared yesterday#matt tholomule#toh mattholomule#the owl house#toh fanart#steve made him the shirt btw. important you know this.#(he was sick of matt stealing HIS version of it. which was too big on matt anyway)#shoutout to my fave 10mk for inspiring this and encouraging me to draw it lmfao#i hate him. i need him dead. im shaking him. whyd i have to be obsessed with this guy (i love him)#steph draws#x
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VINCE IS SO DOWN BAD FOR RODY OH MY GOD??? LITERALLY KILLS HIS EX GIRLFRIEND TO MAKE HIM HAPPY???? THEYVE KNOWN EACH OTHER LESS THAN A WEEK??????
LITERALLY LIKE- MY MAN FELL HARD AND INSANELY. LIKE WHO DOES THAT? I wouldn't have it any other way. Just the way that as soon as Rody came into his life he was like 'I need this man to be so whole-y mine.'
When I was playing the game my pet theory was that he fell for Rody's brand of love, for how he loved Manon (he did say that he spoke of Manon when they first met) and Rody's personality.
(read more because I am so annoying about this game vv)
Something something, how Rody loves so intensely to the detriment of himself (Manon told him to stop giving, to for once in his life realise that he needed to take care of him self and be stable. He can't just account for the other person's needs <- barely know her but I get why Rody was head over heels). How Rody's love is similar to his cooking, burning, burning himself, burning and oh so overwhelming. And I do think Vince wanted the feel of that burn for himself, wanted to feel the warmth and devotion of which he had been so devoid of. To understand what it was he was lacking. How love and cooking go hand in hand in the story, how Vince's dishes were devoid of love, how he can't taste. How Rody's love surely would be strong enough, would be the missing ingredient to allow him to finally taste something. (Also lack of taste going hand in hand with what looks like depression of some sort, or perhaps just apathy for life. How bland his own life may be. How such a love, such a person could perhaps bring some taste to his life.) Vince seems to have killed Manon as a form of trying to show Rody a similar type of love. Giving him something, giving him a meal made out of Rody's own love. A gift since he couldn't give his own brand of love in a way that matters, couldn't give it without showing his own brand of devotion. I do think he 100% had an underlying jealousy and hatred of Manon, how Rody was still stuck up on her. How she never once mentioned Rody when her and Vince dated (though outside of Vince's pov I'm pretty sure Manon was just doing the healthy normal thing by not mentioning an ex?? but Vince is soooo gone) which is obviously a sin (he doesn't seem to take kindly to people who are mean to Rody. Such as the article and Rody's old college classmate) and proof she wasn't deserving enough of Rody's love. But alas she was still a gift and show of love to Rody.
On the personality topic (thought I forgot about that did you?), Rody is such a brash and kind person. A perfect foil for Vincent's more stoic nature. Rody willing to try and befriend Vincent, running into the kitchen to talk to him. He showed a bit of said love to Vince by trying to befriend him and how could Vince not want more? (why wouldn't Vince try to reciprocate in his own way. Make him happy) I mean he seems pretty feared by his cooks, and the people at the party have mentioned that Vince is pretty ruthless, not at all a person many wish to get to know. But Rody is willing to, yet Vince wants his undivided attention...
Okay wow this has gone on way too long uhh I'm 100% open to further discussion especially if I forgot something! And I haven't really looked too much into the game past playing it, so any reveals the creator may have given I'm mostly unaware of and would love to be informed of more!
Anyways tiny Vincent attack!
#dead plate#long post#limon answers#sorry omg im so like mentally ill#i could go into symbolism more but my ass like- i realised i already wrote a nonsensical essay#something something. vince fell fast and hard and tried to cope in his own way#im so curious as to both of their backstories actually#only negative about the game is that they're french. losses here. but i forget like the whole time about their frenchness#i just woke up btw. so first thing on my mind today is them <3#have i mentioned that vince is my favourite character. idk if thats obvious?#oh and also how cannibalism isnt actually inherent to vince's character like. idk something about that is so interesting.-#how he finds the concept of serving others to his customers vile and just randomly eating others distasteful. like do you guys understand.#the devotion#sorry guys this is cakeverse to me....#thank you beloved mutual for allowing me to be ill about them#tw blood#limon.txt
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i love love the costume redesign you gave midnight! have you thought about a winter version or a You're-Teaching-Minors-So-Can-You-Be-PG-For-Once-Nemuri-Please version?
i kinda like the idea that she just puts on a coverup while teaching like she puts on the costume as normal but just pulls on a sundress or something so it's more appropriate for school
but that might not work for actual hero stuff but i thought it was cute
Yeah in my canon (and everyones canon if horikoshi would just PICK UP THE PHONE) she throws on a pair of pants over her costume and bam. Instant PG tank top outfit
#hi guys reminder im not dead just becoming an academic victim#anyways midnight my BELOVED i love her so much#I have two mental images of her. one would not gaf about wearing a leotard in front of kids#but this one does#both matter a lot to me in different ways#yes the pants are red leather btw i tried drawing it with no references in under five minutes and it shows#ughhhh im feeling so wlw rn#I JUST REALISED I DIDNT POST ANYTHING FOR VALENTINES#NOOOOO HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN#ok hold on ill find something in my procreate to post as a treat#midnight#nemuri kayama#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#chiquilines draws
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born to bite
#waaah waaaah edgy oc art#im aware he looks ugly af but thats kinda the point. hes ugly.#human art#red dead online#this is a red dead oc btw <3 his name is clifford n i love him hes crazy#experimental art btw im trying some stuff out#experimental art#my art#human oc#red dead oc#red dead redemption oc#red dead redemption 2#red dead 2#red dead redemption#rdr2#rdr#rdr oc#rdo#rdo oc#le cringe art from me guys.#btw the “dog” in the background and the skeleton is a coyote ! his animal that i represent him w is coyotes and jackrabbits#im silly#btw the person behind him is just younger him prior to all the fucked up shit that happened to him. he was Normal (he had a mullet tho so )#idk exactly how normal you can be w a mullet.. im just sayin..
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Last night I cried, and I mean UGLY cried at a foul hour because I love Albert Wesker and I hate it. (/Lh)
Like first off, the man's name is Albert??? Need I say more? But then, his name is kinda gothic when you say his full name. I don't know if that's just me. But just simply referring to him as Albert is goofy as fuck considering he's supposed to be a villain in RE. Not only that, he's got paper thin lips. How's he gonna get a kiss kiss??☝️🤨/ref
But it wasn't only that, mind you, it's also because this absolute FUCK, this evil David Bowie and Johnny bravo looking mother fucker, has consumed my life and every waking thought that sometimes it genuinely hurts and that's what I hate about being autistic. It's just how much I want to consume of something once it becomes a special interest and/or hyperfixation. On top of that, Wesker is a special case for me because I found out I technically trauma bonded to him as a comfort character. For the past year and a half now, I got back into RE because of the RE4R and began hyperfixating on said game then it spiraled into hyperfixating about the Wesker's storyline, with project W and so on. I already have a tendency to go back to RE periodically every like two or so years but this has low-key been probably the longest I've consistently fixated on RE without a single break in-between. My dad and I bonded over resident evil, he's one of the people who got me into RE, albeit he watched the movies and I got into the game's. Which means RE means a whole lot to me and since he passed my fixation on it only heightened as a source of comfort. I also found out when you have a comfort character during a horrible period in your life, you very well can trauma bond with said character. So that means out of all characters, I have trauma bonded to Albert Wesker and I am two seconds away from tweaking. 🤩
On top of that, every time @rainbowroadonsteroids sends me something remotely Wesker related I start punching my wall and they bully me for it smh./Lh+nm
Shout out to my favorite human nightlight, Albert Wesker. ☝️🗿
#comet rambles#putting in queue to deploy later#have some misc wesker images because hes an absolute enigma of a man#i wanna put him in a test tube or some kind of containment and study him#hes so strange 🥰#albert wesker#albert wesker dead by daylight#wesker#resident evil#resident evil 5#resident evil wesker#resident evil albert wesker#project w#im scared of tall people what if Albert leans down and licks my head 😔/ref+j#Calling him by Albert is diabolical but also insanely hilarious to me#like his name is so gothic to me but also very dorky/lh+nm#i love bullying my comfort characters btw if you're new here its just my cuteness aggression smh#i also have to post some psychoanalysis on this guy because he makes me go insane ffs#I also have a wesker collection and it's ever growing#like I have a coffin it's bag and I've ordered several pins for it for example. 😟#ita bag not its bag the fuck i aint fixing that shit#edit: found some typos and.fixed them in post lmfao#was also crying because i want a wesker figure so bad but they're so fucking expensive on ebay etc :“)#rebhfun
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fun youngblood chronicle idea: patrick dies of his injuries in the phoenix music video and the only thing keeping him alive is the drugs from young volcanos/demon possessing him
#that man realistically should have been dead in the phoenix its a MIRACLE he managed to live#but ive just been toying around with the idea that he is the first one to die#turns out im living in a horror film where im both the killer and the final girl type of shit#like. theres some element of magic to the youngblood chronicles so its not totally unrealistic in that universe#to say the drugs from young volcanos keep his body alive until he gets possessed#of course patrick doesnt KNOW hes dead obviously#he doesnt learn that until pete stabs him a bunch of times in the desert and demon possession can Only Do So Much to keep a guy alive#and hes in heaven and elton is like oh yeah youve been dead this whole time btw#and like instead of gettinh flashbacks to the young volcanos party he gets these little white flashes of heaven#until wdtpg and he hallucinates that hes in hell#<- because his soul is already trying to get to heaven but since hes. possessed. and yknow murders people. he cant get there#until he finally dies for real and he is tested#fall out boy#fob#patrick stump#youngblood chronicles#the youngblood chronicles
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"we come back to my house, sun comes up, people in my canal—theres like 3 guys driving at 6am to go you know do the sunrise fishing excursion"
"—and it just like driving out of my like canal, i was like this is incredible! it was the most sereal feeling ill ever feel in my life"
"i could use a canal to drive out of like what is going on? you said that twice now! most people drive out of their street, out of their driveways—" "just a subtle flex" "he lives on a canal!" "hes like, lives in a canal this guy!" "im tryna paint the picture for you guys!
alternatively the canal cut or maffhew lives in ft lauderdale and it is absolutely impossible to not mention the canal infrastructure of the area during storytime and he gets chirped for it
#mr maffhew and his canal#i love him bringing up his canal#“im tryna paint the picture for you guys!” okay mr whiner mcwhinerson#i get invited over a lot to my friends family events and his folks moved to ft lauderdale so i understand the whole canal debacle#he'll just casually go so you wanna take the kiyak out on the canal? or maybe the boat? and im like the what#the canal. at the back of my parents place.#and im like you can just. go out on that. you dont get in trouble by like authorities.#(man whos experience with canals is dead bodies found in them and like boogieman tales of gators in those things)#(so much so i refuse to take the shortcut thats right beside it because of the said gators for like 16 years. no gators are there btw.)#and also the canals i live near arent used recreationally so you really cant just. go in em. willy nilly.#so ft lauderdale to me is like a place that shouldnt exist but does somehow#the canal infrastructure of ft lauderdale is fascinating go look at a map of it even if you arent near the ocean there is. canal.#how does canal? where does it feed from? idk canal!
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(guy who's so normal about his show voice) if you listen really close during this scene with a lot of background noise there's something that sounds like a sneeze. Did you hear the sneeze? Lemme rewind- there's a sneeze. You gotta believe me man
#im like those guys you watch lotr with who are like “he broke his toe in this scene btw-”#“like” i say as if i haven't done that#dead boy detectives#dbda
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attacks i made this 2024 artfight :3 in order of images, the characters belong to: @maripapercat, @adxmanial, ~AHHHHHhhhhhh664, ~M_the_little_mouse, @returnflame, @jules-makes-stuff, @gothoctopus, ~Sarahfox14, @mx-lamour, faun.draws, ~alkanones, @nouveaumoon, DevotedlyStar, ~Faildemon, cute-l0ve
#i uh. got range#artfight 2024#my art#artfight#team stardust#i think i found a few brushes that i am into and that in itself a win#which was my goal with artfight this year#also yes my beloved cos mutuals that is in fact an alek & strahd piece#god. looking at this im just. there is such a clear curve here with how seriously i was taking it#starting out fun yippee. an easy one here a meme there.#dead serious gripping the pen hours on lighting#bottlecap.#vice s. evened it out to my regular art abilities after whatever possessed me on the prev 3-4#and then it was whatever i can do in the last 5 hours#also i think you can tell how often i draw cats based on this (the answer is very very rarely)#i gotta stare at this and figure out what i like and what i don't#also the background on the guy with the missing assplate is an infernal warmachine the guy's our beloved cleric from our avernus party#and i have been dying to do some kind of pinup-y pose with him for ages. yes those are hammers on his underwear#shoutout to old balding men who can crush you with one hand (or hammer) who show only as much skin as their balding allows <3#also i have no idea how i managed this many#i thought i'd at most be able to pull off like. 5#also also!!! HUGE thank you to everyone that attacked me <3#(mostly posting this for fun btw. and cuz i barely ever post any art.)
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the ellis debate has gone on for so long “hes not dumb hes just silly” “hes not silly hes just stupid” here is my take. hes just dedicated to The Bit above all else. hes a lil dumb but more than that he is just off the shits simply for the fun of it. my man is just here for a good time not a long time and puts all hes got into it🫡
#also major undiagnosed autism vibes but thats another conversation LOL#basically i think hes no genius but hes definitely not as utterly unintelligent as everybody percieves him to be imo#we know he loves chasing thrills and prioritizes it over his and others’ safety#(and others’ sanity lol)#i dont think hes actively playing a role but 1) extreme dedication to having the most fun time ever#and 2) being in major denial (poor guy💀)#foster a fuck it we ball type attitude lmao#oh and also ik the fanbase typically characterizes him as this innocent ball of sunshine but people often forget that he can be kinda -#- snotty snarky and out of pocket sometimes💀💀not to the degree of nick obviously#but to the point where rochelle has a line calling him a complainer#and theres a few misc bits of dialogue along those same lines which is so funny to me#im probably waaay overanalyzing this but its fun to me !! i like when the curtains arent JUST blue#they probably were intended to be but they arent to me ^.^#all this is lighthearted btw i dont give a shit that much interpret him as you want have fun w it !! ^_^#l4d2#l4d#left 4 dead#left 4 dead 2#ellis l4d2#headcanons#left4dead#ellis left 4 dead 2#l4d2 ellis
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Santino appreciation post ‼️‼️‼️
I'll post some of my favorite pics of him (my silly screenshots) and why I love those pics
He looks fucking beautiful here
How he was happy to see the dog and petted him
He looks so fucking cool
He can use a GRENADE LAUNCHER
The way he said "How exciting"
This little smirk
This pose and just... him in this scene overall
Something so wild and hot and makes me wanna go feral about this pic
Gonna make another part of this
#santino d’antonio#santino d'antonio#john wick chapter 2#riccardo scamarcio#santino appreciation post#GIVE HIM LOVE OMG#im dead serious give him love#Look at my italian silly#btw i see you little sneaks using my screenshots#i think i saw few on his Wikipedia page BAHSHSH does it mean im famous with him??#yeah im carrying his screenshots and content give me a little credit <3#i dont mind it that much bc is you guys and it means yall actually like him :p
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