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i love love the costume redesign you gave midnight! have you thought about a winter version or a You're-Teaching-Minors-So-Can-You-Be-PG-For-Once-Nemuri-Please version?
i kinda like the idea that she just puts on a coverup while teaching like she puts on the costume as normal but just pulls on a sundress or something so it's more appropriate for school
but that might not work for actual hero stuff but i thought it was cute
Yeah in my canon (and everyones canon if horikoshi would just PICK UP THE PHONE) she throws on a pair of pants over her costume and bam. Instant PG tank top outfit
#hi guys reminder im not dead just becoming an academic victim#anyways midnight my BELOVED i love her so much#I have two mental images of her. one would not gaf about wearing a leotard in front of kids#but this one does#both matter a lot to me in different ways#yes the pants are red leather btw i tried drawing it with no references in under five minutes and it shows#ughhhh im feeling so wlw rn#I JUST REALISED I DIDNT POST ANYTHING FOR VALENTINES#NOOOOO HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN#ok hold on ill find something in my procreate to post as a treat#midnight#nemuri kayama#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#chiquilines draws
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lets talk: popular iwwv criticism
(disclaimer: i know criticism is subjective and thats why im doing this, i wanna look at some common points made against iwwv and dissect them just a little bit in the opposite direction. also none of this is directed at any individual- itâs all based on the general talking points iâve seen surrounding the book.)
SPOILER WARNING !!
lack of exploration into james and oliver (+ gay characters feel performative)
iâve seen loads of people say that oliver and jamesâ relationship felt very performative, a way of including the queer romnce which clearly is very important to the plot but not actually giving it any space in the novel, nor developing it to the same extent which meredith/oliver was.
oliver and meredith had a very strictly physical relationship and while he did love her, he wasnât in love with her the way he was with james. the juxtaposition in the way that oliver/james is delivered and the way meredith/oliver is delivered is, i believe, far too repetitive to not be intentional. i actually realised upon re-reading how much focus there really is on meredithâs sexuality, even in subtleties in the book. meredith and oliver get more blatant sex scenes, get more physical parts because oliver was (to an extent) using his attraction to meredith to distract himself from his infatuation with james.
we also have to remember that oliver and james didnât get their real moment of honesty about their relationship till extremely late into the book. iâd honestly see it as more âperformativeâ to then after or in the middle of kind lear throwing in some wild sex scene between the two. it wouldn't have fit.
âwhy didnât james and oliver get together earlier then >:(((â because the slow burn between them, the subtext, the subtle-ness, the yearning, they were all crucial to the decision which oliver made at the end. the fact that they burned so bright for each other but (oliver particularly) were so desperately repressed, that was what made this such a tragic romance. yes its tiring to read stories about queer people being repressed, yes its tiring to see the bury your gays trope. but like oliver says, it goes beyond gender.
if oliverâs second love interest was a girl, and treated this way, weâd be a lot more on board with these tropes- but the fact that james is a man, and this therefor becomes a queer relationship, makes it feel performative. i canât convince you of anything- but i like to believe that their relationship being treated like this not only makes it so much more âheart wrenching because why! why couldnât it work out, why couldnât it be better!â - not because its a queer relationship but because they were soulmates.
alexander wasnât performative. not in the slightest, rio just didnât make being gay his entire identity. same goes for colin. just because theyâre queer doesnât mean it needs to be the only thing about them. this isnât a lgbt novel- characters dont have to be gay just for plot. they can just be gay.
iâve also seen people complain about not just making oliver bisexual. guys. did you read the book? he was bisexual. he was emotionally and physically attracted to both meredith and james. guys thatâs literally what bisexual means.
i'm totally on board with the coming out scenes! and realisation of feelings and all that stuff- but again, not an lgbt centric novel and also- these were things oliver probably did and realised far before this book. remember that its set in 4th year, at an art school. he knew he was fruity ok. not every queer character in every queer book have to have these grandious coming out scenes or realisations. the lack there of doesnât equal performance.
the ending was rushed and bad
believe what you will, but i donât think james is dead. thereâs a little too much ambiguity in that ending, in the extract he leaves oliver, in the âhis body was never found.â so if your main quarrel with the ending is that âbury your gaysâ situation- please know thereâs a chance- and that giving it that chance opens up so much more discussion and reader response.
yes, the ending is sad. but itâs not rushed. âbut that is how a tragedy like ours or king lears breaks your heart- by making you believe the ending might still be happy until the very last second.â doing king lear, doing macbeth, doing romeo and juliet, the plays are chosen not only for reader convenience (theyâre plays readers will most likely be familiar with) but also because they all, so very deeply, foreshadow a âbadâ ending. killing james, makes sense. as much as people donât want to hear it, from an authorial perspective- from the readerâs perspective and as a human being it makes sense. why do keep arguing that he âshouldâve stayed alive for oliverâ or that âif he really loved oliver he wouldnât have done itâ - why are we limiting a characterâs entire existence down to their love interest. yes, they were best friends, yes they were set up as lovers but that doesnât mean that that would be enough to keep james around. james was a fragile character- he was always checking with oliver if he had upset him, he was always worried, overthinking, james wasnât strong minded- and he was suffering. the only person he had left to depend on was in prison, he was plagued with the guilt of causing the death of a classmate and letting oliver take the blame, if he did kill himself, it sure as hell doesnât have any reason to sound forced.
âits not nearly as good as the secret history!!!!â
to be honest here buds, why the fuck do we keep comparing them so insistently. they are not the same book. iwwv wasnât trying to be tsh 2.0, yes there are similarities because hey! guess what! books in similar genres tend to do that! always comparing it tsh when they have different motives, different plots and vastly different execution makes no sense. the only reason that they are compared is because tumblrtm dark academics like to group the two together. and yea- makes sense, but stop trying to belittle iwwv because it isn't as grandiose as tsh, because itâs a little more literal, because itâs not as intertextual as tsh. half the people saying iwwv isnât as good as tsh are practically just subtly going âshakespeare isnât as complicated as ancient greek huehueâ stop forcing the two together and let them be separately appreciated.
the characters were flat/archetypes/etc
sigh. okay.
these characters are actors. this book shows us their transition from themselves entirely into a conjunction of the roles theyâve played and the stereotypes theyâve portrayed.
âwe were so easily manipulated - confusion made a masterpiece of us.â
âfor us, everything was a performanceâ
âimagine having all your own thoughts and feelings tangled up with all the thoughts and feelings of a whole other person. it can be hard, sometimes, to sort out which is which.â
âfar too many times i had asked myself whether art was imitating life or if it was the other way aroundâ
âitâs easier now to be romeo, or macbeth, or brutus, or edmund. someone else.â
are you seeing it now? this focus on their archetypes, this focus on the character they are; the way they see themselves not merely as human but as a walking concoction of every character they have turned into and out of. they depend on their archetypes to give them meaning. rio uses these archetypes to remind us of the submersion of her characters. they werenât flat, their intentional lack of dimension due to their pasts is what makes them so intricate. furthermore, there's an evident subversion- the tyrant becomes a victim, the hero becomes a villain (they all become villains really), the ingenue becomes corrupted. like mentioned before, i think we forget ourselves easily reading this book but there is a great deal of emphasis on this being their last year- which is so important. the damage has been done and a lot of the issues people have with the content (or lack thereof) in this book has to do with the fact that itâs all things that would have occurred in books focusing on previous years at delletcher.
âit didn't live up to expectationâ (also leading on from read tsh to this and being âdisappointedâ)
i cant argue this because its entirely subjective. whatever expectation was created for you, i cannot know that and appropriately respond however- if you liked the secret history and understood the secret history then there's a good chance you also liked and understood this book- even if not to the same extent but you must be able to recognize the authorial approach and its significance. i think a lot of ppl read iwwv (and a lot of âdark academiaâ texts and films) and hope to be able to romanticize the aesthetic or the concepts and then are disappointed when they are presented with mildly unlikeable and overwhelmingly human characters who arenât easy to romanticize.
a great majority of these books are criticisms of the very culture youâre trying to romanticize, and the only time youâre willing to admit that is when boasting about the âself-awarenessâ of the people indulging in them, and then a moment later complain about those same qualities because they donât serve this idealized expectation.
bad rep for arts/liberal arts/ humanities students as being pretentious/cultish
as a humanities student with a great love for eng lit- all of these things are indeed pretentious and cultish. not all the time and not always and not every person- but it is a common theme. academia is overwhelmingly obsessive and extremely white-washed. people become so fast to believe that they are indulging in finer arts and are therefore a higher standard of person. academia is problematic. and the recent influx of people interested in it is good, very good because hopefully, weâll be more diverse, more open-minded, more accepting. that's what i hope at least. if you know, as an individual, that youâre not a pretentious academic who places themselves above non-academics then that's wonderful- but there are dangers and negative sides to academia that need to be understood so that we can see to not perpetuating them.
i cant refute all points, mostly because there's a lot of good and well-explained criticism because no book is perfect. and my intentions are not to belittle anyone's opinion. these are merely opposing arguments, food for thought and to be fair- a critical look into why not everything is always going to be what we expect of it and why every âproblemâ can be assessed.
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