#brought to you by The Agonies
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Laying so sweetly in bed
I love you adjustable cane you never do me dirty you’re always right by the door when I need you and your wrist strap is sexy and handy and I will NOT take you for granted when I have to go down the scary stairs and I’m having The Agonies but I still need to move about for my health I am kissing you metaphorically with tongue
#brought to you by The Agonies#not the usual suspect this time. somehow i have made my ankle furious with me but thankfully not my back I think if they were both mad at#the same time I would burn to ashes and our poor dog would wail and cry and not understand why I wasn’t going on our daily walkies#anyways. yeah I don’t have a fancy fancy cane it’s a collapsible one from Walgreens but it continues to be a worthwhile purchase for when#the Agonies kick up. which is. yknow. 🤷 it is.
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oh, your love is sunlight!
#mdzs#mdzs fanart#wangxian#mo dao zu shi#lan wangji#wei wuxian#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#hanguang jun#lan zhan#wei ying#jessbye#egg#another illustration brought to you directly from my beloved wangxian playlist 🫶🏻 this time fr hozier’s sunlight!#im scared that its not too obvious but i hope u noticed wy curled up on the statue’s lap#the sun rays showing through the cracks falling directly on him :’)#made sure the biggest crack is in lwj’s heart region… ahaha…#anyways pls listen to the song and then look at this PLS UNDERSTAND the agony i went through while drawing this ksdabjksd
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Do you ever think of Achilles and Patroclus helping each other with their armour every single day, going through that same ritual each morning....... fitting their breastplates and tenderly tightening those leather straps, handing each other their helmets and their spears before leaning in for a last kiss before the battle.....up until the very last time Achilles helped Patroclus don his own armour before facing the Trojans...... but then who helped Achilles with his armour after Patroclus was gone
#patrochilles#achilles#patroclus#whoever it was it can't have been the same i'll tell you that#thinking of achilles taking the new arms thetis brought him and just staring at the pieces like.... patroclus used to help me with those...#and not wanting anyone else to do it#and then it's agony all over again#yeah#it's sad patchilles hours in this house#tagamemnon#the iliad
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Ok but. Looking back at the scene where crowley is torturing gadreel in Sam’s body. And dean runs away because he can’t bear to see Sam’s body in agony (all because of a choice dean made). And instead of supervising Crowley torturing Sam’s body castiel goes to check on deans emotional state. That’s it that’s a metaphor for the entire plot of supernatural.
#supernatural#sam winchester#dean winchester#castiel#gadreel#crowley#sam suffering bodily harm brought on by dean in unspeakable agony:#dean; wah wah wah wah#cas: Uwu dean are you ok???
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reblog to give lloyd allen your period cramps
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here together
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#lobotomy corporation spoilers#abram lobcorp#i didnt know that the song that plays during day 48 ending is called 'here together'.#couldnt hear it well because i typically have my sound low (sensetive to louder sounds) and also the dialog fucked me up#so when i pressed on it to hear it. to actually listen to it. then to see the name and remember what it Looked like#i got teary eyed. sorry.#it happened quite. afew times when finishing this shitty thing#i was thinking of how camren's not quite corpse looked as if it were reaching out to him inside the container#how it looked as if she had wings. abrams words. the line from one story that was--#something like 'we were hoping it was just one big prank and she would hop out fro. around the corner with a smile on her face'#how do you move forward when all you think you cause is pain? when everything else youve done only brought to bring people you love to thei#downfall and demise inside agony and fear as they lay dying. none of that was merciful. none of that was just. they were told to carry on#her dream and he views as if all he had done was to become cruel and wasnt fit and never even began to finish what she started.#it was so striking to me. the language he used. sleeping. alseep. waken. when all the others never sugarcoated it#in lobcorp they always said it straight. 'suicide' 'killed' 'dead'. but he used something far more.. peaceful? kind in wording in a way.#softer. describing death as if it were a merciful thing. an end that suits them and not something to be afraid of. to just... sink. to slee#to be with carmen again. to put everything to an end#the place they built with their hands. to have it just... stop. not in a way of repeating and staying in the moment#but of a permanent end. to 'sleep'. to die. to just.... stop. forever. to see no more. to do no more#to not be able to do Anything for when ever he had done Something it just cause agony. cruel hands partaking in acts he so deeply#regrets. everything is just regret. it sounds nice. to move on. to just move forward. but how can you move forward when all you think you#bring to those you cherished and couldnt leave behind is pain?#ill likely move this somewhere else as well. ive been meaning to talk about abram#the rest as well actually. mostly just the few final days w abel adam and abram since i am STUCK ON DAY 49#oh dear i uh typed a lot in the tags. oops
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thinkign about how alone and unloved morty was for all his life and rick was the first time anyobdy ever put such an amount of intense attention and dependency onto him . and rick had a whole new family and losing them made him stop seeing the value in other people as a whole and morty was the one and first thing that woke him up
#really long Tag rant down there#one of the most Things Ever about them to me is how morty barely even understands just how much rick loves him. more than anything#and its something ricks done on purpose hes made sure of it#because hes so weak he cant handle it#them being together is agony in avsolutely every way and sense but also theyre the best part of eachothers lives#morty because nobodys payed attention to him quite like rick has and all the exciting space adventures and rick just cause. he literally#just likes him thats it. and he never knew it#also i was thinking of this earlier. one of the reasons season 1 is soooo good to me is cuz you get to see morty grow on rick in real time#stuff like that moment where morty walks through the door and rick is instantly at the sight of him SUPER excited and he goes hey!!! but#then he clears his throat and goes Hey trying to pretend like this dumb scaredy kid isnt becoming his favourite thing hes ever known day af#er day#and goddamn night shaym aliens. in that moment where he realised morty had been fake the whole time i rlly wonder what he was thinking and#how he felt. like. oh man this is messing with me way too much this is Bad#and then he got drunk over it and yknow. that . is it post credits. i think. that scene#n literally At the Very beginning he was tired n drunk n stupid thinking like man fuck this im gonna blow this place up and do what prime#did to me. But he brought morty with him Even just at that point it flashed in his mind and he absolutely could not bear to let morty die#Breathes in#im rewatching in October bc anniversary month. i literally can’t wait im so actually impatient i considered just doing it today So hard#odiespeak
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There's some decent support for a textual reading of Tim as having ADHD. I'd like to throw in the headcanon of all three Drakes having it. Tim, Jack, Janet, all of them with undiagnosed ADHD.
Jack would be offended if you suggested it. As an adult he can structure his life in ways that work for him, and he's forgotten what school was like. Any of Tim's struggles are dismissed with "everyone deals with that, Tim just needs to try harder," because it would never occur to Jack Drake that he himself was anything but normal.
If Janet had lived, she'd be more empathetic, and willing to entertain the idea when a teacher suggests an assessment. Three months to a year after Tim gets diagnosed, Janet does too.
#if any of the Drakes get bored they are in AGONY#DC#Batfam#Tim Drake#Janet Drake#Jack Drake#this post brought to by not getting diagnosed until adulthood#and promptly looking at all the trait I have in common with one of my parents and going YOU KNOW WHAT
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who else in the sugar bowl gen do you think has committed murder. like I think all of them are, conceivably, capable of it, bc of growing up in vfd, I think they all have that potential, but I still dont think all of them WOULD. whether bc they just haven't had the opportunity or they would actually decide against it. but I feel like. maybe someone else has
#this post brought to you by me suddenly getting smacked with like four sbg posts i wanted to make and trying to pick which one would appear#related thoughts -- the fact that lemony and bea and bertrand have all canonically killed on purpose. screaming crying in agony#like. would ernest murder? idk. but i also think. he and bea have some similarities (and didnt like hanging out bc of it) and#is this a point they also converge on or would ernest not do it. like personally i dont......think he would. i don't think.#lulu talks about the sad lemon man
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blame @seeking-elsewhither for this one. it's echo time and i'm having thoughts (tm)
#yeah it's more hfsw bad batcher time. this means suffering on the part of echo#...whose armor design i kind of hate but at the moment i haven't had time to give him a definitive design so we're stuck with this for now#star wars#margin doodles#hfsw#look at my guys#handprinted#okay but i am not going to lie. i have so many thoughts about echo. ESPECIALLY in hfsw#like. you were supposed to die. but you didn't. you were brought back and it was the most painful thing you've ever experienced#and you have to endure months on end of torture practicing the very black arts you were born to fight against#so that the monsters who saved your life can use your knowledge to kill your brothers#and the only thing keeping you from completely giving up is the memory of a supernova smile that grows fainter every day#and then you're finally rescued after an eternity of torment but something is wrong because the person who was supposed to rescue you...#isn't there#and he never will be again#and you'll never see his smile again#(but you could. you could you know. you have that power now. you could bring him back. if you really wanted.#but you could never. you would never forgive yourself for dredging him back up from his well-deserved rest for such a selfish reason.#you'd never forgive yourself for putting him through that pain and white-hot agony just because you miss him. so you don't.)#and you love your new brothers. really you do. and you love your little sister; you love her so much that your wrongly-beating heart aches#and you love what you do; even if it's terrifying and dangerous saving your brothers from a fate worse than death (and you would know)#but... there's a sour knot that throbs in your gut every time your vision snags on your skeleton hand or bony feet#and every time you look in the mirror and see the unnaturally glowing green crackles in your irises#you're not of this world anymore. and you're not sure you'll ever be okay with that.
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every time i think of a scene that doesn’t fit into the core narrative/meticulously whittled structure of my weird novella, i make a little note of it. jot it down, maybe write it in full and set it somewhere else. save it to a separate doc for safekeeping. generally good writing practice, good to save nice ideas to perhaps rework for other projects, turns of phrase that don’t quite fit but are themselves good, etc etc etc, sure yeah totally
but really. one day. one day i will make a secret second ao3 acct. burner gmail. indecipherably vague username. accessed only via a vpn. unaffiliated with me in every possible way. buried entirely. and i will write those scenes. and i will post them. and in one (1) book tour interview, i will say, precisely, “well, haha, of course, the editing process is always tough for me, i just hate getting rid of stuff, haha, so what i do is, for fun, i write and post, let’s say, b-sides :) just somewhere online :)”. and at last, i will know peace
#this post brought to you by the crippling agony of thinking of a perfectly dandy scene#that simply does not fit into my carefully crafted arc#but would be so fun to write#just for me personally#for me as an individual#and i cannot use it because my inner editor is right on this one and it would decimate my superstructure#lord why did you build me to suffer (have to edit)#vergil says things#writing#i suppose this is a writing tag post
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nanami kento i have so much love for you in me
#— ai rambles#i wish gege treated you better </3#i feel so crushed#:(#i feel slapped punched kicked stabbed beaten to a pulp knocked unconscious and then brought back only to be agonizingly and brutally#dismembered by jjk do you even understand me....#it causes me physical pain and agony idk why i keep reading and watching this tomfoolery atp#p.s.: pls don't come @ me for calling jjk tomfoolery im not dissing it i am mourning leave me alone
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[18+ Blog || Minors/Ageless blogs block or get blocked.]
The overwhelming need to be swooned and fucked by a robot in leather gear.
#nsft#nsft thoughts#robophilia#robotfucker#robot fucker#leather#brought to you by me trying to browse for references#yknow so i can draw the shit to get off#the feeling flowing through my veins right now is agony#lust with no release
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Idk who said that cursing a group of kids who belonged to your sister (who was married to him before you, died in labor, and was loved for both her mind and beauty), because your grieving husband loved his own kids deeply and had a hard time opening up to you (who YOU agreed to marry to make sure the kids had both a mother and father growing up) , was a feminist power move.
I do not agree with you. Feminism is about equal societal rights (like pay for just one example) its about the empowerment of women, and having autonomy over ones own body. (etc)
Cursing the kids of the grieving man you claim to love, because he's grieving over his dead wife is not a feminist power move. Doing bad things in the name of feminism only makes feminists look bad when they are doing great things. Just having women do bad things and calling it feminism isn't always feminism. Women can be bad people too, and can inflict pain onto men.
Labeling something as feminist purely because it has a female lead (looking at you COHO) does not make something feminist! I am actually kinda shocked about the way books are labeled as feminist when theyre really not <3
#yes i am talking about the children lir#why was there a feminist rewrite Aoifee wasnt a great person#anti booktok#anti coho#writing#what even are rewrites?! like please do your research#this text post is brought to you by my agony#looking back i was very hungry and avoiding studying for finals#still not a fan though
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he is so normal, promise
#art tag#witcher au#for every vampire post i see this au always comes to mind which is so fun i love it#fell too hard for the vampire now your entire brain is one big mess 😔#anyway say hi to draven . jayces mentor during his young witcher days <3 you may never see him again#he wasnt the one who brought jayce to the keep but he did train him and at best was like a father figure to him overall a decent fellow#this is at least after they reunite its been a looong time since jayce last saw him and thought the dude was dead but nope#just living life unfortunately that changes <3 because agony#lost your boyfriend and your father figure life is rough isnt it bud.. anyways#if i dont end up getting very nervous and deleting this because fear . enkoy <3
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Strength To Wield Cosplay Show from the Granblue Fantasy Festival of 2021, Recursion and Reunion
with subtitles (translation coming straight from how those lines were translated in game)
#sorry i'm having a moment#AND ALSO HAVING TO CHECK IT IN GAME AT THE SAME TIME#REALLY MEANS ///I//// PERSONALLY DIDNT HAVE THE LUXERY TO PAUSE WHEN THIS SCENE DOES IN THE COSPLAY SHOW#god StW is so good and for what? for me to cry over those kids non stop?#(also funfact to my a3folks following me those are Homare and Masumi's VAs you're WELCOME (and cameo from Tenma's va also))#(cosplay shows are made with the cosplayers lipsynching to the game recording fyi)#(and for those who don't know the scene the cosplay shows ends on is Arthur almost killing himself)#(the power he unleashes is too big and it destroys him and he screams in agony for the whole time after that)#(you have to fight him and tell him Mordred is going to survive for him to be brought back to his sense and tame the power)#(what an event. i'm crying again and making it everyone's problem.)#ichablogging gbffest#ichatalks about gbf#ichablogging 4kishi#(sorry also i cut the whole Vane intro i really wanted to focus on the kids)
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