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my-autism-adhd-blog · 6 months ago

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Autism and Being Constantly Exhausted

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#autism #actually autistic #exhaustion #bring constantly tired #burnout #masking #managing sensory overload #insomnia and sleep issues #executive function #neurodivergence #neurodiversity #actually neurodivergent #feel free to reblog #neurodivergent lou (facebook)

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nerdy-hyperfixations · 4 months ago

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He just wants to be missed

#gravity falls #bill cipher #ford pines #stanford pines #billford #shitpost #the amount of times Bill asks if people will miss him is something he needs to bring up in therapy #did your parents not love you enough Bill?#your issues are showing #ignore the mistakes #I’m too tired to fix them #and honestly not emotionally stable enough #feeling like a piece of shit rn and I haven’t even done anything wrong #…um but #did you guys miss me? 🥺🥺🥺#one day I’m gonna stop posting entirely and wait patiently for the ‘omg are you okay’ messages that will never come in #and then give up and post again #I never said I was any better than him here #I too constantly crave validation from others and really want to be missed

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stiffyck · 8 months ago

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Saw a post that made me furious yesterday so if people STILL don't understand this:

Aspec people are queer.

And no, it's not our love that makes us queer, it's our LACK of certain types of love that make us queer.

There is of course aspec people who are queer both because of their love and their lack of love, but being aspec is queer because of the lack of love.

Saying "but aspecs love too! Their love is also important! Aro and ace people have love and their love is also important!" is not the support you think it is for a lot of aspec people.

My love for my mother isn't what makes me queer. My love for my friends isn't what makes me queer. It's my lack or romantic love that makes me queer. Yea love is important to me, especially platonic love, but that is not what makes me queer.

And let's not forget about loveless aros.

For the love of god stop going "but aros love too!" just so you can relate to us somehow or just so you can include us. We don't need love to be included.

And because some people are going to take this as a personal attack: no, there is nothing wrong with being gay. There is nothing wrong with love is love. Love is important to a lot of people and I am not saying love is bad.

Happy pride everyone

#stiff talk #sorry the post pissed me off SO MUCH #i wanted to argue wjth the op bht i just blocked them #i did not have the strength to argue #aromantic #asexual #aspec #aroace #sincerely: someone who is tired of seeing others try to constantly bring love into queer identities who are about the lack of love.#also please note i will not be arguing wjth any exclusionists #if you say shit on this post youre getting blocked i dont need go argue with someone whos not here to listen but to be hateful

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cinnamon-flame · 1 year ago

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I was going through my art folder again and I saw one of the oldest wof stuff I've ever drawn (the fourth one ever I think?) and I redrew it! I love Turtle and I just took this excuse to draw him again

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lale-txt · 13 days ago

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Love the bingo event but 2 cards for readers vs 6 cards for writers is foul, why not more 😭😭😭

is it really foul or do just have no idea how long it takes to write sth

#there's 8 writing prompts per card. that's A LOT for the span of two weeks while this event lasts #it's not like i expect anyone to actually write all 48 of these prompts. i just wanted to have some variety within them #and bc they're all based on things i enjoy in fiction and that's a lot of things apparently lmao #so no i don't think it's foul and honestly i don't appreciate the reader vs. writers mentality 👍#writers ALWAYS get the short end of the stick in fandom circles and this goes especially for x reader writers #bc it's a genre that constantly gets clowned on from all sides and it's tiring. so much.#so as a writer myself i want to create events where other writers feel seen and appreciated! where they connect and bond over sth they love #bring a little fun into a space that often feels like you're all by yourself you know #really all i want. it's not a matter of playing favorites or forgetting about other essential parts of fandom (readers)#i think i balanced these cards out really well and everyone got a fair chance in the raffle #plus no one is forced to participate to begin with so lmao.#sorry this turned into a bit of a rant but it's a touchy topic for me #-`♡´- ask

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smhalltheurlsaretaken · 27 days ago

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#people make me. so tired #people tagging the prince of egypt post with 'i don't support zionism but-' make me tired.#who mentioned zionism. where is it even referenced in the post.#i'm not the one who brought it up you are #WHO SAID ANYTHING ABOUT ZIONISM #UNLESS YOU *KNOW* ZIONISM IN THE CONTEXT OF PoE COULD ONLY REFER TO JEWISH PEOPLE YEARNING FOR FREEDOM IN THEIR LEVANTINE HOMELAND #in which case how could you POSSIBLY object to it #if you take zionism to mean a modern oppressive colonialist ideology *which is what you all are doing* then PoE has NOTHING to do with that #so by constantly bringing up zionism and prince of egypt you MUST be meaning the jewish hope for liberation. and if you don't like THAT...#then you're antisemitic.#no two ways about it #i dunno how to break it down more clearly #if you say 'prince of egypt = zionist and zionism = bad'#you're not protesting any modern state or current war or oppressive ideology #you're saying 'the story of jewish people finding freedom and going home = zionism = bad'#IT CAUSES HARM TO YOUR OPPOSITION TO ZIONISM TO BRING IT UP UNPROMPTED ON A PRINCE OF EGYPT POST #YES IF YOU HAVE KNEE JERK REACTION TO THE QUINTESSENTIAL JEWISH STORY YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH JEWISH PEOPLE #in WHAT LANGUAGE must you people hear it

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lucyvaleheart · 14 days ago

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how's that saying go, something something disaster lesbian? heh. keep up. im a disaster in general.

#......technically a vent post.#....but I'm tired of spitting out useless blank posts with some awful tags and calling it a night #.....i kinda hate that this works even. cuz it encourages me to do it again next time i feel awful #......but......i mean....its working? I guess?#....getting the feelings out...seeing lots of likes in support.....#........sigh.#........anyway. disaster. feel it very hard tonight.#....feel the same way as the last few vents....like I'm doing things wrong #like *I'm* wrong #......inescapable sense of dread #sense that I'm constantly fucking it up #not even sure what 'it' is. Just....just know I'm doing it badly.#....i don't know why the people in my life who love me.....love me #i can't comprehend it. the idea that someone.....likes me? *me?*#.......im a colossal waste of space and nothing i bring to the table could possibly be worth dealing with me #................sigh.....#.......the.....the suicidal thoughts are coming back again #...................................i....#.........i won't do it....I'm a coward. I couldn't ever make myself follow through #.........but goddess above i #i kind of. i kinda want to kill myself #....just.....just end this farce before i hurt someone else yknow #.......christ i feel weak. ugh.#......I'm so tired....

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deoidesign · 8 months ago

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#ok finally making a post about meds #I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset #so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but #it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways #so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone #like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus #my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night #sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired #it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted #but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too #but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared #so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow #anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING #that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up #I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world #and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on #and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!

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reel-fear · 5 months ago

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Mike's posting on Youtube now. If you're a Bendy fan very unhappy with the awful decisions he's been making recently or the way he spoke to his fans.... I would heavily consider making a somewhat civil comment about how fucking annoying his constant stubbornness to keep posting on social media no matter how fucking poorly it goes for him Every Time is, and how just because he's moved to a new platform we aren't going to stop criticizing his actions nor forget how awful he was on Twitter/X

Here's the comment I left, no I wasn't super kind because Mike is rich and a bigot, he'll be fine if I'm a little rough on him. Wonder how long he'll let it stay up lmao.

#batim #batdr #bendy and the dark revival #bendy and the ink machine #batim bendy #bendy and boris in the inky mystery #I am genuinely so tired of this man dear god #please discourage him from using social media in the comments its so tiring to constantly have to worry or hear about the stupid shit #he does and says constantly I was so relieved when he deleted his twitter cause it meant I no longer had to constantly read and then make #a post informing people on what stupid fucking things he said now #also I didnt bring it up in this comment but lmao lol to promise quality to his fans when the graphic novel literally has #coloring mistakes in it like it has multiple what a joke he is #somebody please point that out in the comments Im begging you guys-#ramblez #for the record I wouldnt consider this bullying bc mike is an asshole but also bc #using social media clearly upsets him greatly esp with how he speaks to people on it #its clearly bad for both his mental health and the mental health of the fans or in particular me #for the love of god tell him this is a bad idea

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hesgomorrah · 7 months ago

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every time i see someone make the "trapper didn't leave a note" argument i lose 5 years off my life fr

#you people are willfully misinterpreting that scene to make your ship look better and it's so obvious #HAWKEYE IS THE ONE WHO WAS LATE #radar could not have been clearer that trapper waited until the last possible second #what the fuck was he supposed to do; not go home????#if he was waiting for hawkeye so he could say goodbye in person and hawk didn't show up i'm sorry but that is simply not on trapper #and you're doing both of their characters a huge disservice by taking it that way #and that's not even bringing up the kiss #that doesn't scream 'he never cared about hawkeye in the first place' which is how i see people talk about that scene constantly #do i think hawkeye has 0 right to be upset? no!#but trapper isn't evil for wanting to go home to his wife and children you dense motherfuckers that's what the whole show is about #tumblr users love to find a guy they already don't like and reverse engineer reasons that they're actually morally superior for it #sorry i don't usually get Confrontational on here but i'm so goddamn tired of this #mash #my posts

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kedreeva · 2 years ago

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I was vending at the reptile expo when I felt a little tug on the back of my shirt and suddenly I had a baby to keep me company. He was very tired of being manhandled by the small child he belonged to, and slept up on my shoulder in peace for about an hour before stealing some of my water and heading back to his own people.

#parrots #birds #personal #i 100% do not think people should be letting their hookbills out #they shouldn't be bringing them to reptile expos in the first place #but they shouldn't be free ranging #because for one they actually do make me extremely anxious #and for two diseases are a thing??#like i have birds and you don't know what i could be bringing with me #i don't know what I'm bringing home!#but it's also not the bird's fault #so i was not going to be mean to him over it #and i was tired of watching the kid constantly harass him so #he got to stay as long as he wanted

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dellamortte · 11 days ago

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oh save me lucanis dellamorte save me

#katie.txt #i’m not feeling very well tonight and earlier i stumbled upon a few hate posts about veilguard which put me in an even worse mood #but then i got all cosy in bed and played lucanis’ bloodbath quest…. and gosh i truly do love this game with my whole heart #it can be disheartening and tiring constantly seeing negativity surrounding something i love so dearly…#but i simply refuse to let it ruin my love for this game… the amount of joy and happiness it brings me is all that matters

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boycritter · 1 month ago

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sorry. im still pissed off about my english class today. can everyone shut the fuck up about the holocaust forever. please. holy shit.

#boycritter et al #STOP BRINGING IT UP WHEN YOU NEED AN EXAMPLE OF A BAD THING.#ITS NOT EVEN RELEVANT #fucking. talking about heroes/villains and how the pov of the narrator influences how you view the story.#bc everyone sees a situation differently. basic ass shit this is a college level english class but whatever.#'yeah like nazi germany thought they were in the right' YEAH WE ALL FUCKING KNOW. WE KNOW THEY THOUGHT THAT.#can we all stop rehashing basic fucking facts about the nazis and talk about something that is a) relevant to this class #b) not super upsetting to hear about constantly as a jewish person #idk im just. im TIRED of hearing about it and im tired of it being tossed around in casual conversation #and im tired of it being treated as some easy thing to point to when you need an example of something horrific #because a lot of people in my high school in indiana have not been impacted by it!!!#but i have!! it happened less than a century ago to my great grandparents and its fucked up that you seem to forget #thats even a possibility #idk. ive just also been really pissed off about everything ever #bc my period is soon and im stressed about finals and seeing family #and this feels like the one thing ive gotten pissed about that actually feels justified to get upset by

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fishareglorious · 4 months ago

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i was in tagaytay a few days ago and holy FUCK was the humidity there insane. my glasses were fogging the fuck up almost the entire time i was there.

but at the same time it gave me the spiritual experience of coming out of a 7-11 at a rainy evening, instantly becoming blinded by the sheer humidity and having my glasses covered in an absurdly thick layer of fog.

oh, to be bathed in the cold light of a seven eleven as rain poured down on my head, unable to see while wandering out to a place you do not know while there's no one in the streets at almost midnight. something happened to my soul there.

honestly i think it was left behind in that very spot.

#random #me #i was there bcause i forgot to bring my goddamn toothbrush and only realized it when it was literally like. what now. 11 pm?#also was tired as hell because i finally ran out of those kopiko candies. granted i think they did nothing to me lmao but they #tasted exactly like coffee #it was really deliciously cold there. i was shivering all the time and my hands were constantly icy but. i think i would enjoy living there #granted i would be wearing a jacket all the time but jackets are cool.

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sw33t-oubliette · 3 months ago

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doing shitty again wooo yay.

#personal #can my grandma shut the fuck up for once thank youuu #nothing i ever fucking do is good enough for her ! sorry for having a messy room even though you know im actively suicidal and -#-so sick i cant stand right now !#sorry for having 2 missing assignments ! two ! fucking two ! even thought you know i have depression ! im so sorry my highness !#sorry for having the worst fucking year of my life last year can you PLEASE stop FUCKING bringing it up ALL THE TIME #im not allowed to fucking have emotions near her . im not allowed to be anything but constantly happy im so fucking tired #im not allowed to have issues . im not allowed to not eat for 3 days without the passive aggressive ''look who's finally eating'' and the-#- speech on why i shouldnt have the problems i have . I KNOW . I DONT FUCKING WANT THEM EITHER.#she just expects me to be the perfect daughter after 14 years of abuse . you dont just fucking bounce back from something like that .#sorry ill be normal after this . ill shut up #ed tw #suicide mention

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spidrboots · 3 months ago

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#( ooc . mun speaks . )#tw vent #tw negativity #tw negative #i am. so tired of my brain constantly terrifying me.#i get so warped up & upset over the idea that ppl don’t like me as much as i like them. or don’t actually want to be friends.#or that they’re secretly mad at me ?? somehow ????#and i just feel. so yucky & inferior.#& that’s not the way rp is supposed to feel :((#we all bring unique aspects to these characters & show our talents differently & it’s genuinely a fun & beautiful thing.#& i am so tired of feeling this way & also just talking abt it dhshsjdjdj #my head is full & i just needed to get it out i fear.#i don’t want my only presence on the dash all the time to be me anxious & sad. yk?#but. anyway. we persevere!#tbd .

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