#brb I need a good cry
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Tao having separation anxiety because of his Dad's death. Tao wanting to be a part of his friends' lives to the point where he comes off as clingy or nosy, because what if they're going through something life threatening. Tao who's afraid of drifting apart from his friends because he may lose them without being able to say goodbye. Tao who's afraid of falling to deep in love (romantically) with people because he saw how crushed his mother was when his dad died. Tao who just wants his friends to be happy and protected.
#heartstopper#heartstopper netflix#heartstopper series#heartstopper season 1#heartstopper season 2#charlie spring#nick nelson#elle argent#isaac henderson#nick and charlie#tao and elle#tao xu#will gao#brb I need a good cry
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#windscream#starblade#humanformers#maccadam#i designed them the way i would want to get with both so dont @ me#dude i cant find my old transformers sketchbook#im so mad because i already had human windscream designs#let me be lazy pleaaaaaaaaaaase#whatever its ok its ok i have 3 designs for human starscream and 1 for human windblade.#hes high maintenance#starscream#windblade#wait so now that ive drawn this can i get another fellow shipper to hold my hand when i reread TAAO for this year? its time for annual read#i cry about it for days. i need emotional support. or at least someone else to cry with me#i like to specifically read until TAAO and then stop#and then i rot in bed daydreaming about post-canon fix-its. where i dont fix shit. theyre both in extreme pain#but right now yknow what i want? i want ss locked up in wbs house. bro has good mental health. gains a little happy weight#and i want wb re-elected again and again and cybertron in the golden again. arts and culture thriving. many institutes for higher education#the titans are chilling and not ruining wbs life. much luck and prosperity to them both#hitting my head against a wall. why cant i have this#ok brb time to read hurt/comfort fanfic of wbss
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RRRRAAAAAHHHH JUST FINISHED GOOD OMENS SEASON 2 AND EVEN THO I KINDA SPOILERED IT TO MYSELF SEARCHING FOR EDITS RAAAGH I DIDN'T EXPECT IT- LIKE SJGWIDGWOWH AZIRAPHALE IS SO SBWJDJOS HE BELIEVES SO MUCH IN THE GOODNESS OF HEAVEN AND CROWLEY DOESN'T CUZ HE GOT BETRAYED BY IT OR WHATEVER YOU WANT TO CALL IT AND HE JUST WANTED TO GO AWAY AND OH MY LORD- BUT ALSO THE CHORUS OF ANGELS WHILE THEY KISS AND WHAT THE HECK IS I FORGIVE YOU AND TF JESUS 2.0 IN SEASON 3??? I'M I IDK. Aaalso GLADLY they didn't put love of my life at the end or I really would have broke down crying.
#neil ur gonna pay for my therapy#that wasn't fair#really not at all#not cool#brb gonna go sob#and cry#really badly#good omens#ineffable husbands#now i need s3 fic recs tysm
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not me dithering for 2 months on whether to buy the Asobi store-exclusive physical items only for them to sell out 😭💔😭💔😭💔
#dolphin noises#remaster#i am stingy to a fault even when i want something and know i want something it takes me a long time to convince myself i can buy it ;_:#the more expensive/useless the item is the more anxiety i get about buying#wish i could be more like my internet friends who probably spend too much on merch 😅#but all i hear is my parents' voice saying 'you don't need that you have merch at home' 'you dont need comissions you're an artist arent yo#i had several tabs of sellers open on my laptop for literal months and now that i finally got over my anxiety they're all sold out 😭😭😭😭😭#if anyone knows of good sites that sell japanese merch abroad lmk. i'll keep an eye out too to see if any of these listings change#maybe it's still being sold somewhere im not tech savvy/japanese fluent enough to find#but in the meanwhile i think i need to cry actual tears brb ;_;
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its hard to post at all so be nice if you can please
have some inside out dogs
afghan, toy poodle, brussels griffon
smth smth brussel sprout joke
#my art#inside out 2#art#nobody notices or cares idk why i bother#i cant wait to not be good enough again#no rbs no comments etc#why do i bother#brb i need to cry
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My mom had two linen-cotton blend shorts she wanted pockets put in, and after my aunt said she would and then realized she didn't know how, I was called in. And I said yes, because, hey, it's pockets. Those take like maybe half an hour per pair. Easy peasy. Right?
Did she have fabric? Uhhh.. no. She'd go to the store last week. This week. Thursday. (It was Friday afternoon.) Matching thread? Eh, we'd find something.
When I got there, it was three shorts. One of them a true fuchsia that resisted matching any purple or pink thread in three seperate sewing stashes. But definitely, definitely cotton linen, all natural fibers. Except they stuck to the iron if you had it on too high. And wouldn't take a crease no matter what. Also, no idea what the bought fabric's fiber content was. Something slinky. Aaaand in the last few weeks, the butt seams were starting to stretch weird.
Turns out the entire thing was assembled on an overlock-type machine using "thread" that dissolves into fluff if it comes loose in any sense of the word. The stitches were so loose, one snip of the seam ripper had 7 cm coming undone.
Had I lugged along my 8 kilos of overlocker? I was told it's 4 pockets, of course not.
Did I mention all 3 shorts had been a "steal" at 20 bucks? Oh, and that they sparkle like Christmas tinsel under my sewing machine in a way no linen or cotton has done ever? The bought fabric was less plasticky than the shorts, and despite not being expensive either, would have probably made for twice as expensive shorts.
Whatever, at least my aunt had already printed the pocket pattern and we just... She had not. Fine. I copied the one off my mom's favorite pocketed dress, since those pockets met with approval. My aunt is the queen of scissors, so she cut pocket flaps, I undid side seams and reinforced some butt seams.
I pinned them on, sewed the first one and... Wrong side of the fabric. Whatever. Unpick, repin all 6 flaps, sew again. Aunt points out, these fabrics look like they'd fray in the wash; run a zigzag over it.
These wibbly wobbly bitches warp like I insulted their mothers the second they meet a zigzag in any capacity. Whatever. Aunt takes them away to be ironed out so I can pin and sew again.
One of the pocket flaps is up upside down. No one noticed this while sewing or ironing. And my machine apparently has very small stitches. Oh, and this thread came from my great-aunt, who never skimped on sewing supplies' quality. That seam is the strongest part of the entire pair of shorts at this point.
Aunt takes out the seam ripper and I work on the other two shorts. My mom comes back from an appointment and asks what's up. Can she help zigzag on her machine? Yeah, sure, but what's up? Please don't ask painful questions and just zigzag.
Those two other shorts? Zero issues. Straight seams, no messed up fabric sides, all pieces matching beautifully and blending into the original design like we had barely modified them.
That first pair? It took two hours to undo that one double-sewn seam. My uncle had to tap on to come help at one point. The unpicking stretched out one side of a half-sewn seam. And the pocket piece. The pattern markings, despite being just two and high contrast, disappeared twice. The fudging to get those seams even-ish was epic.
My aunt's knee is messed up. My hip is messed up. My mom's sewing machine resents being rethreaded. No one was having a good time by the time that pocket was done.
We spent 7 hours from start to finish, with two breaks for food. I have finished entire dresses in that kind of time frame. I have no idea what went wrong.
Oh, and I still had to shorten something for one of the nephews after. Which my aunt, blessedly, had ironed into shape for me.
It took 10 minutes.
And after all of that, my aunt tells me "I'm still not entirely sure how you put in pockets..."
#sewing#hubris gets punished#my hatred for polyester grows worse daily#my mom sews with blank steel pins on a gray floor#those pins tried to crawl into my machine#magnetic pincushion? whatever for?#“I see you prefer thicker thread like your great-aunt” I DO NOT IT IS JUST WHAT WAS THERE#brb crying into a pillow#my aunt got punished by having forgotten some mending she needed done#and also getting hella behind schedule despite doubling my optimistic “two hours at most”#crafting is good for your mental health#long post#rant#i just don't know what went wrong
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s04e12 of the good wife is so funny cuz everyone was like "i can't help you i'm busy" then when elsbeth was mentioned they all went "i'm coming". she's really everyone's fav <3
#we love a queen#elsbeth tascioni#the good wife#alicia: i need ur help will#will: no#alicia: it's elsbeth#will: brb#will: i need your help diane#diane: no#will: it's elsbeth#diane: brb#I'M CRYING ON THE FLOOR
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i always say "i'm gonna do this," or "i'm gonna do that" but the truth is i am just so so scared.
#i want to get back involved in theatre i want to do a play but im scared.#and truth is i think i need to be involved in a play for the first time in years before doing anything with goud but im too scared#to do literally anything. and i can't make it stop#you see this would have made good therapy content maar i didnt have it then#also goud is really personal lmao and i know i wrote a challenging play to put on set wise and also.... anglo wise#brb i might cry
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Coalescence
#I think the risk of rain soundtrack is weaker (still great) than the risk of rain 2 soundtrack in every way#the only exceptions are chanson d’automne (to a lesser extent) and coalescence (to a BIG extent)#coalescence might be chris’ best work#I was listening to it on the bus and started tearing up#obviously my knowledge of the story of providence and mithrix (both of whom I’ve killed now… I’m gonna need a second…)#helps#but the song is really just extraordinary#the whistle is so ethereal#brb gonna cry again#risk of rain#risk of rain 2#risk of rain returns#I hope rorr doesn’t TOUCH it#all the other songs? fair game#remaster away#I hope coalescence isn’t touched#it’s that good#ror#coalescence#providence#risk of rain providence#risk of rain mithrix#SoundCloud
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Binks’ Sake hits SO differently now
#The fact that they knew they were going to die.#The fact that Brook recorded their last moments together. Preserved for forever. So he can take it back to Laboon.#The fact that they kept playing. And they started to fall one by one as the poison finally took them. Until it was only Brook left. Alone.#The fact that Brook came back to life and had to bury all of his crew mates. His entire ship.#The fact that he was trapped for FIFTY YEARS on a ship that couldn’t sail properly. Stuck with the corpses of his friends.#The fact that he was so lonely and miserable and kept dreaming of his crew mates being alive.#THE FACT THAT HE’S STILL SO GOOD#HE’S STILL SUCH A GOOD PERSON. That he didn’t succumb to madness and bitterness#Compared to the Baron. Brook has suffered SO much more and yet is still so kind and giving and loyal#Actually crying my eyes out right now. I need a tissue brb lol#Shima speaks#One Piece
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Goddddd, Dorothy is waifu for laifu, I s2g. Can't wait to see what conditional saviour bullshit she pulls from this stunt.
#not starting the next chapter yet ive been playing too long already today#but damn i was so excited as soon as i saw the light beam like THATS MY WAIFU HELL YEAH#god i fucking love her so much this just overshadowed the current game event for me lmao#nikke#dorothy nikke#nikke goddess of victory#goddess of victory: nikke#goddess of victory nikke#nikke spoilers#i guess idk chapter 22 or 23 (idr) has been out for a while im just slow on playing the main story#i love my ice queen so much holy shit#i keep forgetting what her main outfit looks like bc i have the pink tea time skin equipped. theyre both so pretty ughhh#i want to use the main skin but im a ho for the pink skin cutscene and victory screen like ughhh the despair is so good#i need to replay over zone but ill cry and im not ready to cry about that again yet its too soon lol#i already played it like 4 times when the event was on#Cori.exe#Image.exe#brb tho making her my new phone bg lmao sorry v cyberpunk my waifu needs the spotlight rn#wish i had a higher quality screenshot i gotta go look for one#CoriPlaysNikke
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agnes by glass animals you will Always be special
#crying brb. wah#youd think i was on my period or smth ive been SOO wild in my mood swings past 2 days#maybe this state isnt good for me. maybe need to get out. but where would i even go#maybe i need new meds..#talk tag
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Im in so much fucking agony rn
#i fucking hate rule of three#are you kidding me#this shit makes no sense to me#brb im CRYING???#how can a man be so good at some dificult stuff in math while failing miserably is this SIMPLE STUFF#IM KILLING SOMEONE TONIGHT#I NEED TO TEAR OUT SOMEONES GUTS I AM IN SO MUCH ANGER AND AGONG WARGHHHHHHHHH#ok im better now
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Sometimes I feel normal and then I remember that Daniel fucking Wagner winked at me and gave me his guitar pick and I want to combust and explode and die violently
#brb crying#greta van fleet#danny wagner#daniel wagner#danny gvf#danny wagner is my boyfriend!! and i love him!!!#gvf#the boyfriend#need him biblically#sorry#good fucking bye
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so james’ tattoos are obvs the antlers along his v-line, matching with sirius’ flower v-line tats, his gryffindor quidditch jersey number on his bicep, and then constellations across his chest for sirius and reg. regulus has stars tattooed around his moles, on his collarbone, arms, and back, all in slightly different styles, since some have been done by different artists and some have been done by his friends. he also has a sun over his heart with long rays reaching out across his body.
#open to other ppl’s ideas but personally i love this#saw a post like this for wolfstar (last reblog) and wanted to give my hcs for jegulus#i love tattoo headcanons#also if it needed more explanation#james isn’t super attached to his tattoos he got them for jokes (the antlers) and to make sirius and reg feel appreciated (constellations)#like he likes them but he was also fine not having tattoos#for regulus it’s actually therapy#the first tattoo he got was one sirius gave him with his personal tattoo kit#a star drawn around one of the moles and it was something they did as part of their reconciliation and bonding#and from then on reg would get a star tattoo around a mole to remind him of a friend or of a good memory#and a lot of the tattoos would actually be done by his friends barty and evan and pandora and eventually people like andy and cissa#so the quality varies#but the emotion is already real#and then he spent months designing the sun tattoo with james#james would help draw the stencil so not only is it a symbol of james but it’s his actual artwork as well#and everytime reg sees it he’s reminded how much james loves him and the effort and care he’s always happy to give#sorry brb crying#james potter#regulus black#marauders#jegulus
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i just watched "the boy, the mole, the fox and the horse" and I'm violently sobbing now holy shit that felt so viscerally comforting
#i'm crying people#this is everything i've ever needed to hear#i feel healed yet very raw#i want to tattoo this movie onto my brain#brb im going to recommend this to all my mentally ill and emotionally neglected friends this is for us#in all seriousness it was actually so good please watch it
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