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love elizabeth s.
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Franz Kafka & love
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canât stop thinking about that book club in control where everyoneâs reviews were about a seemingly different plot entirely and predicted how they would die in the actual game. actually incredible to piece together while playing and inherently a little funny. haunted book
#seeing that guy get hit on the head with a canister dying instantly (jesse is simply stronger)#then immediately reading the book review that was like âmy fav character got a ridiculous death đ idiot got hit in the head with a batteryâ#control 2019#control remedy#penny bartwell being the dead letters head archivist and also leader of the book club#imagine dedicating an entire unit to uncovering haunted letters only for the book club to be the most insidious
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If I had a dollar for every horror book I read this year (that was also published this year) in which a conservative cult used powers beyond mortal ken to enforce their conservative agenda onto a bunch of queer and neurodivergent children who then turned that power around to decimate the cult at some point in their lives, I would have two dollars, which isn't a lot but it's great that it happened twice.
Anyway, read Camp Damascus by Chuck Tingle and Mister Magic by Kiersten White.
#jasper post#review#books#authors#chuck tingle#tingleverse#camp damascus#kiersten white#mister magic#mister magic was also fun because it read as a sort of love letter to the candle cove creepypasta
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The moment you wake up, you have two choices. Either you chase the dream you've been watching, or you keep watching it
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â Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena
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Letters to Half Moon Street by Sarah Wallace
Queer. Cozy. Comfort. Truly a book that puts the romance in romantasy. Reading this felt like sinking into a hot bubble bath. A wonderfully immersive experience with some delightful surprises.
For those who enjoyâŚ
historical fantasy
queernormative worldbuilding
hurt/comfort
First in a series and I cannot wait to read the rest.
(Also, guess what? The ebook is permafree!)
#gay romance#historical romance#mm romance#mlm romance#queer romance#regency romance#historical fantasy#book review#romantasy#letters to half moon street#meddle and mend#sarah wallace
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just finished divine rivals, speechless đŤśđź
i made a full review in my goodreads!
https://www.goodreads.com/review/show/5701839071?type=review#rating_648553231
#divine rivals#rebecca ross#letters of enchantment#bibliophile#booklr#books & libraries#bookworm#books#book review#taylor swift#goodreads#reading#currently reading
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To my manga, manhua, comic, webtoon readers out there, I IMPLORE YOU TO READ YOUR LETTER BY HYEON CHO đ¤đ˝.
This is a BRILLIANT, ONE OF A KIND, HEART WRENCHING, HIGHLY RECOMMENDED story of school life and friendship đ¤đ˝ thank you so much to the author for this wonderful story đŠˇ
Go get yourself a webtoon app now and read this. This will also be published in physical and digital form on July 23, 2024 by Ize Press, so get yourself a copy by preordering if you prefer to have your own physical copy â¨ď¸
TW: bullying and illness
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love elizabeth s.
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September books review :
Ninth house ââââ: Everything was great, from the characters to the plot.
The scarlett letter ââ: Not for me. The story is good but the writing style is terrible, it took me forever to finish.
Pride & prejudice ââââ : never thought I'd say this but i enjoyed the movie much better, it's still a great book though don't get me wrong, it's just i could've gone living without reading it. One of my least favorite jane austen books (controversial, i know)
A room of one's own âââââ : a book every woman should read in my opinion.
White nights âââââ : a short romantic novela. I think it's less of a love story and more of a depiction of lonliness. Finished it in a couple of hours.
An ideal husband ââââ : a comedic play by oscar wilde,short & easy to read, i enjoyed it.
#book#book reviews#books and reading#classic books#books and coffee#september books#classic academia#dark acadamia aesthetic#autumn#pride and prejudice#fyodor dostoevsky#dark academia#ninth house#a room of one's own#virginia woolf#oscar wilde#white nights#the scarlet letter#bookish#bookblr#books and libraries#book recs#booklover#monthly wrap up#literature#english literature#literature aesthetics#quotes#dark academic#dark academia books
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Divine Rivals Book Review
Divine Rivals Book Review by Rebecca RossÂ
I have a feeling this book review might be short and sweet (quite unusual for me).Â
Divine Rivals is one one of those books that I avoided reading because it had so much hype. Itâs been topping the New York Times Bestsellerâs List for weeks and I justâŚcouldnât believe that it was worth all the attention it was getting.Â
I was wrong, but in my defense, the last book I read with tons of praise and accolades was Fourth Wing and that book was certainly not worth the recognition in any way, shape, or form.Â
Divine Rivals, however, to my utmost surprise, was a super enjoyable read, probably one of the best that Iâve read in awhile.
My school librarian (I work at a high school) finally convinced me to read it as she flew all the way up to Washington to attend Rebecca Rossâ book signing and couldnât stop singing its praises.Â
As a fellow YA reader inspired by her dedication, I finally bought Divine Rivals with lingering reluctance. Very quickly though, that reluctance turned into relief and then that relief transitioned into a rave review. That brings us to the present.Â
Divine Rivals is a true enemies-to-lovers. I feel like YA has been so over saturated with enemies-to-lovers lately, but theyâve all been subpar and disappointing.
The so-called âenemiesâ stage lasts all of five minutes before they immediately become lovers. Divine Rivals actually was a true enemies-to-lovers, and a good one at that.Â
Additionally, the main characters, Iris and Roman, donât suddenly change their feelings for one another overnight. Itâs a slow realization of coming to terms that the vitriol they felt for each other was always a razorâs edge away from love.
Theyâve always had passion, always driven each other, and that is what makes the best enemies-to-lovers: the deliberate and almost imperceptible change of hating one another to loving one another and then realizing itâs not all that different in the end.Â
Speaking of Iris and Roman, I like them as characters. Were they the best, most amazing characters of all time? No. But they were genuinely good.Â
Iris is passionate, caring, and brave. Roman is dedicated, persistent, and loving. My only gripe is that I do think Iris and Roman are a little too perfect.
The worst thing Roman did was fall asleep while his little sister was sleeping, only to have her drown. While this is terrible, it was also an accident. It wasnât actually anything intentional on Romanâs part.Â
I do think Iris has more moments of selfishness perhaps, especially when thinking about Forest and how sheâs been left alone, but even then itâs very understandable and not even that bad to begin with.Â
Theyâre both almost unflinchingly brave, kind, and altruistic, which is quite bothersome, but in this case itâs not a huge gripe that I have.Â
Other than the actually good enemies-to-lovers story device, my other favorite part of the novel was the plot, which astonished me, especially considering that this is a war novel.Â
I donât like war. Itâs violent, brutal, and heart-wrenching. Thinking about it, I donât believe Iâve actually read a YA novel centered around war before.
For that reason, I appreciated its uniqueness, especially in the sense that Roman and Iris were war correspondents and not soldiers.
I thought that was an interesting detail to include, one for the better as then we got to see the cruelty and ferocity of war, but it didnât take up the entire book and we got to explore other avenues as wellâlike the support side of war, their life before the war, etc.Â
Iris looking for her missing-in-action older brother was a great plot point as well, one that really drove her character and fueled a lot of her actions. Romanâs motivations were a bit weaker, as the unwanted arranged marriage as a device is a bit overused in my opinion.
He essentially just followed Iris because he liked her, but it would have been good if he had other reasons to motivate him other than his feelings for Iris.Â
The other characters in the novel are fine and play their roles well. However, I will make the blanket statement that they donât really matter in any significant way.
Marisol, Attie, any of the soldiersâtheyâre stock characters without too much development.Â
But thatâs okay. While I would have liked a little more development of Attieâs and Irisâ friendship, the focus really is on Roman and Iris and I accept that.Â
One facet of the novel I really liked was the small, almost easy-to-forget casual moments of magic. Fantasy elements are present throughout the whole novel, but theyâre small, curious tidbits instead of huge game-changing elementsâuntil the very end at least.Â
For example, the whole war is between two gods. You get this backstory as a reader that there used to be hundreds of gods, but that humans banded together to kill them.
Eventually, only the most powerful gods remained until they were murdered as well, put to rest, and buried in gravesâŚuntil now. Two gods, Enva and Dacre, have risen and are ranging war, gods with a twisted past and even more twisted feelings.Â
The backdrop of the war is unique and interesting, but never too heavy. You get some exposition here and there, the occasional myth that crops up, but thatâs it.
I cannot state how much I appreciate Rossâ world-building here. Itâs light, but intriguing. It molds the story, but doesnât require massive amounts of chapters of mundane explanation.Â
Itâs perfectly well-executed.Â
Even the magic part is interesting. Itâs mentioned here and there that magic exists, but in small, unceremonious doses. An odd door here, an alley there, a magical typewriterânothing huge, but instead these small details that just add to the world and make it special.Â
I have a feeling that weâre going to learn more about the gods, their backstory, and the magic system in the next book and I canât wait.
One of the only things that downgraded this book for me was the ending. Spoiler alert for moving forward, as I will be discussing the conclusion in intricate detail.Â
It is beyond frustrating to me when authors take the whole book to finally get two characters together, two characters that they know their readers are rooting for and canât wait to see, and then finally deliver it only to shatter it one second later.Â
For instance, it takes Roman and Iris nearly the whole book to come to terms with their feelings and be shaped by world events before they finally unite in holy matrimony (literally). Itâs beautiful. As a reader you are overjoyed at finally having reached this point.Â
Then, through flimsy excuses, Ross separates the two almost immediately with the insinuation that Roman will turn into Dacreâs war puppet and they will once again have to fight to find each other and be together. Itâs my guess that this will take the entire next book.Â
It is so baffling and aggravating to me when authors do this. We want to see Iris and Roman together. Thatâs why weâre reading. Let me see their relationship blossom. Just because they got married doesnât mean the story is over.
Marriage is hard. Let me see them navigate this new stage of their relationship. That would be so interesting and just as complex.
When you separate them literally a few hours after they get married we get to see nothing.Â
What is the point?
Youâve undermined all the progress youâve made throughout the whole book and now weâre back at square one.
Iris literally is back in Oath, her hometown, living in the apartment where she started, working a journalistâs job.Â
It is beyond excruciating to feel like the progress, feelings, and events of the first book are all but wiped away just so that Ross can have something to write about again?
Iâve said it before and I'll say it again: couples can get together and still be interesting. Itâs not just about getting together, but staying together.Â
Urgh.Â
Up until the ending, I was so into this book. While the ending didnât ruin things, it really annoyed me to know that we will now take the whole next book to find Romana and he probably wonât even be his full self.Â
I can see it all clearly laid out. If this is not the case, I will be pleasantly surprised, but I donât count on it.
I didnât even get into the bit of Iris not recognizing Roman and mistaking him for Forest, but Iâll leave at: it was stupid and not believable, even with circumstances presented.Â
In general, other than the ending, Divine Rivals is fantastic. The morsels of magic that leave you wanting more, the successful enemies-to-lovers with a payoff (until itâs immediately ripped away from you), the background of war and raging godsâitâs all sublime in the best way possible.Â
Recommendation: If it gives you any indication on how I felt about this bookâI already started reading Ruthless Vows and I canât wait to sink my teeth into it and devour it from beginning to end.Â
Score: 8/10 (would have been higher without the idiotic and cliched ending).Â
P.S. (Turns out my book review was not short and sweet. Whoops.)
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JUNE 2024 WRAP UP
[loved liked ok nope dnf bookclub*]
The Language of Thorns ⢠Transitions: A Mother's Journey* ⢠Sipsworth ⢠The Watchmaker of Filigree Street ⢠Sunbringer ⢠Someone You Can Build a Nest In ⢠The Curse of Chalion ⢠The Adventures of Amina Al-Sirafi ⢠Heartstopper Vol 5 ⢠Knit One, Kill Two ⢠A Letter to the Luminous Deep
Slim numbers this month! But we had a few days off of work, and a couple of these were long -
The Language of Thorns (4 stars) - I don't really enjoy Bardugo's work anymore, but this survived my very first TBR poll by my interference because I love fairy tales and retellings! I think Bardugo had some cool stories, made some cool twists, the illustrations were nice to look at - I think she definitly has the structure of fairy tales down, but I don't think she quite has the language. I don't love her writing style, but it really doesnât fit here all of the time. I'm still trying to decide if I want to keep it, but I think I'm leaning towards not. I donât own it, but I also plan to read the Hinterland collection by Melissa Albert.
Transitions (3 stars) a graphic novel based on the real-life experiences of a mother coming to terms with her childâs transition. I could maybe see this being a helpful book for someone whose parent is also struggling, but it was a bit too short and occasionally abstract for me to really understand the motherâs behavior - we definitely struggled to find anything to talk about at the bookclub meeting.
The Watchmaker of Filigree Street (3.5 stars) - I wanted to like this more. I definitely liked parts of it, most of it even! I just really hated the entire Grace subplot and it dragged the rest of the book down for me. Also, major deja vu at the ending? I don't know why, I can't remember reading this before. Will probably read the sequel and more of the authorâs work, but I'd love to read KJ Charlesâ version of this.
Sipsworth (4 stars) - it was fine? But I was also bored enough on occasion that this really should only be 3 stars, and I only finished it because it was short. Overly sentimental.
Sunbringer (5 stars) - fun! Really wish I could have picked this up right after book 1, it gets right into things and Iâd forgotten a bit more than I liked. I didnât realize that this series was set up to be more than just a duology, so news on book 3 soon I hope!!!
Someone You Can Build a Nest In (4.5 stars) - also very fun, would recommend to fans of fairy tales if you donât mind some gore and body horror.
The Curse of Chalion (4 stars) - did I love this to the bottom of my heart? No. Did it hold my attention and keep me entirely engaged! Yes! So overall Iâd call it a great read, and I really need to get the next book(s) on my reading schedule.
The Adventures of Amina al-Sirafi (5 stars) - WHAT a delight!!! Sailing ships, a reluctant hero, non-romantic relationships at the forefront, whatâs not to love? I wish some of Aminaâs friends had gotten a bit more development, but I also dearly love her and her terrible cringe-fail husband. While we wait for the next book I should go back and actually finish the authorâs earlier series.
Heartstopper Vol 5 (5 stars) - also fun, and if I had more time I would have absolutely launched myself into a full Oseman read/reread (I wish her later novels had been released in the US when they first came out, but Iâm glad we have them now!)
DNF
Knit One, Kill Two (4%) - the problem with cozy mysteries, especially with the slightly older ones, is that they tend to give strong vibes of having been written by women of a certain social class with certain views, and the writing just does not age well. Within 4% we got a conversation about dieting and calories and a tasteless comment about a homeless individual, and I was out.
A Letter to the Luminous Deep (31%) - this oneâs been getting a lot of buzz, which, honestly, means it could have gone either way for me. It did not go, alas. The story was dragging, the back and fourth between timelines was frustrating, and the letters were not really convincing - if the siblings had set out to solve their siblings disappearance, maybe it would have had more pull, but it really felt like a lot of spilling your guts to a stranger and not much else. Too bad, because I do enjoy an unusual story structure if it works.
#bec posts#book log#wrap up 2024#books#booklr#bookblr#book review#book reviews#the language of thorns#Leigh Bardugo#transitions#sipsworth#the watchmaker of filigree street#Natasha pulley#sunbringer#someone you can build a nest in#the curse of Chalion#the adventures of Amina al-sirafi#heartstopper#knit one kill two#a letter to the luminous deep
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âŠđď¸âď¸Series Review:
â Historical romantasy
â Rivals to lovers
â Found family
â Dual pov
You know those books that just speak to your heart and soul? The ones that are so good that you feel numb afterwards and think about them for days? âDivine Rivalsâ and âRuthless Vowsâ are those books for me. From page one, Ross sucked me in with her lyrical prose and atmospheric writing. I hungrily devoured each line, immersing myself in her seamless world-building and the high stakes atmosphere. Iris and Romanâs love story was just the icing on the cake! Their development from rivals at the Oath Gazette to lovers desperately clinging to each other on the battlefield is well paced, emotion filled, beautifully done in every other respect. Watching the two fall in love over letter correspondence and in-person despite the war forcing them apart tugged my every heartstring. I cannot wait to devour Rossâ backlist and get my hands on her newest project once it has been released!
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#divine rivals#ruthless vows#letters of enchantment#iris at the front#iris winnow#roman kitt#thea attwood#tobias bexley#rebecca ross#found family#rivals to lovers#dual pov#slow burn#ya romance#historical fantasy#fantasy romance#romantasy#ya fantasy#ya romantasy#book recs#book review#booklr#book blog#book blogger#young adult fantasy#young adult romance
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Letters by Oliver Sacks
The kaleidoscopic world and polymathic interests of a great neurologist brought to life in his correspondence
In 1960, Oliver Sacks, a 27-year-old University of Oxford graduate, arrived in San Francisco by Greyhound bus. Born in Cricklewood, London, Sacks spent the better part of his 20s training to be a doctor, but came to feel that English academic medicine was stifling and stratified. A âtight and tediousâ professional ladder, he thought, was the only one available to aspiring neurologists like him.
A young queer man with a growing interest in motorcycle leather, Sacks had other reasons to leave. The revelation of his sexuality had caused a family rift: his mother felt it made him an âabominationâ. And so he looked for escape across the Atlantic. America, for him, was the wide open west of Ansel Adams photographs; California was Steinbeckâs Cannery Row. The new world promised âspace, freedom, interstices in which I could live and workâ. This is how we meet Oliver Sacks in Letters: as an immigrant undertaking an internship at Mount Zion hospital, the first step in a career on US soil that would span another five decades.
Sacksâs San Francisco years also marked the beginning of his life as a writer. The city wasnât an arbitrary choice. As he eagerly confessed to a one-time lover, JenĂś Vincze, his true motivation for travelling to California was to force a meeting with an artistic idol, the British-turned-Haight Ashbury poet, Thom Gunn. Gunnâs The Sense of Movement (1957) spoke to and stirred Sacksâs predilection for motorbikes. Moreover, it performed on Sacks the kind of private miracle only poetry can: it helped decode âthe babbleâ of his emotional life. âThere is a queer, colossally big London Jew called Wolf,â Gunn wrote to his partner in 1961, after first meeting Sacks (who used his middle name, Wolf, as a nom de guerre when frequenting the cityâs gay bars, wise to its lycanthropic resonances). â[He] came out to be a doctor here because I live here.â Sacks shared his writing with Gunn, whom he found a ruthless but tender critic, later crediting the poet with first impressing on him that he had real literary talent; a pivotal moment for a man who would go on to publish a dozen books.
âI am not a good correspondent,â Sacks wrote to his parents in 1961, âbecause I speak and write at people rather than to them.â This is an apt summation of Letters: 52 years of outgoing mail sent (or left unsent) to family, friends, scientists, writers and later, fans and celebrities, a panoply of addressees as diverse as the subjects Sacks writes âatâ them about. Unleashed in a self-described âvolcanic logorrhoeaâ that typifies his writing style, these letters variously consider botany, etymology, entomology, geology, neurology, and literature; the tussle between xenophobia and xeniality in Star Trek; the âphantasmagoric-comic unconsciousâ of actor Robin Williams. Edited by Kate Edgar, who worked as Sacksâs editorial assistant for over 20 years, Letters represents a mere fraction of the total in his archives, which runs to more than 200,000 pages.
Many of the included letters are incomplete, with ellipses denoting gaps whose editorial logic we must take on faith, even when they occasionally appear to interrupt tantalising trains of thought. In a 1984 letter to Lawrence Weschler, for instance, Sacksâs conflicted reflections on strike action in hospitals that might put vulnerable patients at risk feel prematurely curtailed. Despite these excisions, Letters leaves one with the overwhelming impression of a brilliant and vivid mind, a man whose intellectual appetite was vast, and whose professional and creative passions â far from being the self-absorbed obsessions of a pedant â were first and foremost an act of reaching out, the means through which he sought to communicate with others, a âlove affair with the worldâ.
Sacks is an endearing and entertaining prose stylist â inquisitive, often funny, never obtuse â and the organisation of Letters, separated into broadly thematic, chronological chapters with concise editorial introductions, provides narrative momentum. The resulting book is far more engaging than the unwieldy reference text for Sacks specialists it could have been. It might, in fact, serve as a more affecting autobiography than his On the Move (2015), which occasionally slides into sentimentality. Letters is crammed with off-the-cuff profundities, moments of elevated perception that briefly unriddle the more inscrutable aspects of human nature. Here he is on grief, after the passing of his mother in 1972, an emotive state he deems âso unlike depression: it is so filling and real and expanding and uniting and â (it sounds an almost blasphemous word) â nourishingâ.
Letters also draws an illuminating line from Sacksâs neurological career to his unlikely emergence as a bestselling author. In the late 60s, having relocated to New York, Sacks treated a group of patients suffering from encephalitis lethargica, also known as âsleeping sicknessâ, with an experimental drug, L-dopa. This experience informed his second book, Awakenings (1973), which married scientific research with storytelling through case studies of his patientsâ lives and their responses to the treatment â a hybrid genre that irritated his colleagues just as it struck a chord with general readers. The literary attention Awakenings received set Sacks on a course to public renown.
âBrevity has never been a quality of mine,â he wrote to Mrs Miller, a physical therapist who helped him regain mobility after a leg injury in 1974. Indeed superabundance â the instinct toward excess â is everywhere in these letters. As a man of 30, dallying with powerlifting, Sacks routinely bragged to his parents about his weight, how much he could lift, the amount he ate â âI love to shake the pavement as I walk, to part crowds like the prow of a ship.â At Mount Zion, special scrubs had to be made to accommodate his bulk, and he found himself in disfavour with his superiors for stealing patientsâ food.
But his overconsumption wasnât always dietary. During the following 10 years or so, Sacks took a prodigious amount of amphetamines and psychotropics â âevery dose an overdoseâ â with one trip producing visions of the âneurological heavensâ so intense it inspired him to write his first book, Migraine (1970). By the 80s, following Awakenings and an appearance on The Dick Cavett Show that boosted his profile, pumping iron and popping pills had been replaced by correspondence. âI receive at least fifty or sixty letters and phone-calls a day,â he told his father with the same pride he formerly felt after squatting 575lb, âand, if anything, this number is increasing!â
What was Sacks trying to satiate? His substance abuse, the workaholism that eventually displaced it, speaks of the addictâs need to fill or stuff a void, an effort to forestall the unbearable loneliness that might accompany a momentâs rest. And loneliness certainly runs through these pages. Sacks once felt that his very existence was only made tolerable by rejecting intimacy and becoming âimpersonal or supra-personalâ; relationships, he said, were a forbidden area for him.
Late in life, he cited internalised homophobia as the driving force behind this isolation, a heart-rending admission, given that he temporarily felt liberated from this oppressive âsocial matrixâ during that short-lived 1965 love affair with JenĂś. It wasnât until 2008, after 30-odd yearsâ celibacy, that an epistolary meet-cute with the writer Bill Hayes precipitated a loving, intimate companionship, one that would last the remainder of Sacksâs life. Itâs a touching if bittersweet moment that arrives towards the end of Letters, the coda to this portrait of a man who, half a century earlier, had travelled across the world hoping to meet a poet who might truly understand him.
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