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sad-gay-vampire Ā· 2 months ago
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LESTAT & ARMAND | Vampire Chronicles
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mulderscully Ā· 4 months ago
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ā€” ANNE RICE, "Blood Communion" (2018)
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nocontextlestat Ā· 5 months ago
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the fact that both louis AND armand said these words to lestat in the same bookā€¦ thatā€™s how you know lestat is That bitch
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cuntyvampires Ā· 2 months ago
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Lestat and Louis, Blood Communion
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v-e-l-v-e-t-g-o-l-d-m-i-n-e Ā· 9 months ago
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Lestat/Armand + Moments that makes me feel Insane
If there had been a summons, I never heard it. If there was a greeting, I didn't sense it now. He was merely looking at me, a radiant creature in jewels and scalloped lace. And it was Cinderella revealed at the ball, this vision, Sleeping Beauty opening her eyes under a mesh of cobwebs and wiping them all away with one sweep of her warm hand. The sheer pitch of incarnate beauty made me gasp. Yes, perfect mortal raiment, and yet he seemed all the more supernatural, his face too dazzling, his dark eyes fathomless and just for a split second glinting as if they were windows to the fires of hell. And when his voice came it was low and almost teasing, forcing me to concentrate to hear it: All night you've been searching for me, he said, and here I am, waiting for you. I have been waiting for you all along. - The Vampire Lestat
He looked to Gabrielle, who stood near the fire, and then to me. And silently, he said, Love me. You have destroyed everything! But if you love me, it can all be restored in a new form. Love me. This silent entreaty had an eloquence, however, that I can't put into words. "What can I do to make you love me?" he whispered. "What can I give? The knowledge of all I have witnessed, the secrets of our powers, the mystery of what I am?" It seemed blasphemous to answer. And as I had on the battlements, I found myself on the edge of tears. For all the purity of his silent communications, his voice gave a lovely resonance to his sentiments when he actually spoke. - The Vampire Lestat
"It wasn't that I wanted vengeance," he whispered. His face was stricken, his heart broken. He said. "But you came to be healed, and you did not want me! A century I had waited, and you did not want me!" And I knew, as I had all along really, that my restoration was illusion, that I was the same skeleton in rags, of course. And the house was still a ruin. And in the preternatural being who held me was the power that could give me back the sky and the wind. "Love me and the blood is yours," he said. "This blood that I have never given to another." I felt his lips against my face. "I can't deceive you," I answered. "I can't love you. What are you to me that I should love you? A dead thing that hungers for the power and the passion of others? The embodiment of thirst itself?" [...] Yet memory plays its tricks. Maybe I imagined it, his last invitation, and the anguish after. The weeping. I do know that as the months passed he was out there again. I heard him from time to time just walking those old Garden District streets. And I wanted to call to him, to tell him that it was a lie I'd spoken to him, that I did love him. I did. - The Vampire Lestat
In a way, he made me think of a child doll, with brilliant faintly red-brown glass eyesā€”a doll that had been found in an attic. I wanted to polish him with kisses, clean him up, make him even more radiant than he was. ā€œThatā€™s what you always want,ā€ he said softly. His voice shocked me. If he had any French or Italian accent left, I couldnā€™t hear it. His tone was melancholy and had no meanness in it at all. ā€œWhen you found me under Les Innocents,ā€ he said, ā€œyou wanted to bathe me with perfume and dress me in velvet with great embroidered sleeves.ā€ ā€œYes,ā€ I said, ā€œand comb your hair, your beautiful russet hair.ā€ My tone was angry. ā€œYou look good to me, you damnable little devil, good to embrace and good to love.ā€ We eyed each other for a moment. And then he surprised me, rising and coming towards me just as I moved to take him in my arms. His gesture wasnā€™t tentative, but it was extremely gentle. I could have backed away. I didnā€™t. We held each other tight for a moment. The cold embracing the cold. The hard embracing the hard. - Memnoch
Lestat, not a bad friend to have, and one for whom I would lay down my immortal life, one for whose love and companionship I have ofttimes begged, one whom I find maddening and fascinating and intolerably annoying, one without whom I cannot exist. - The Vampire Armand
I wanted to take him in my arms. I wanted to comfort him, to tell him wherever he'd gone and whatever had taken place, he was now safe again with us, but nothing could quiet him. A deep exhaustion saved us all from the inevitable tale. We had to seek our dark corners away from the prying sun, we had to wait until the following night when he would come out to us and tell us what had happened. Still clutching the bundle, refusing all help, he closeted himself up with his wound. I had no choice but to leave him. As I sank down that morning into my own resting place, secure in clean modern darkness, I cried and cried like a child on account of the sight of him. Oh, why had I come to his aid? Why must I see him brought low like this when it had taken so many painful decades to cement my love for him forever? - The Vampire Armand
Two hundred years ago he stripped me of illusions, lies, excuses, and thrust me on the Paris pavements naked to find my way back to a glory in the starlight that I had once known and too painfully lost. But as we waited finally in the handsome high-rise apartment above St. Patrick's Cathedral, I had no idea how much more he could strip from me, and I hate him only because I cannot imagine my soul without him now, and, owing him all that I am and know, I can do nothing to make him wake from his frigid sleep. - The Vampire Armand
Of course I knew the very moment that he left this world. I felt it. I was in New York already, very near to him and aware that you were there as well. Neither of us meant to let him out of our sight if at all possible. Then came the moment when he vanished in the blizzard, when he was sucked out of the earthly atmosphere as if he'd never been there. Being his fledgling you couldn't hear the perfect silence that descended when he vanished. You couldn't know how completely he'd been withdrawn from all things minuscule yet material which had once echoed with the beating of his heart. - The Vampire Armand
ā€œArmand,ā€ I said. ā€œPlease.ā€ I dropped down on my knees in front of him, looking up into his face. All the emotion he had held back was printed there now. He was in a rage. ā€œIs your heart totally turned against me?ā€ I asked. ā€œDo you have no faith in what we seek to build here?ā€ ā€œFool,ā€ he said again. His voice was roughened now by emotion he couldnā€™t suppress. ā€œI have always loved you,ā€ he said. ā€œI have loved you more than any being in all the world whom Iā€™ve ever loved. I have loved you more than Louis. I have loved you more even than Marius. And you have never given me your love. I would be your most faithful counselor, if you allowed it. But you donā€™t. Your eyes pass over me as if I donā€™t exist. And so they always have.ā€ - Blood Communion
ā€œI love you still,ā€ he said. ā€œYes, even now, I love you, as they all love you, your minions seeking just a smile or a nod or a quick touch of your hand. I love you like all those throughout this palace who are dreaming of drinking just a drop of your blood. Well, you can leave me now. Iā€™m not going anywhere. Where is there to go? Iā€™ll be here if you want me. And grant me my wish for the moment, you and your august friends. Go and leave me alone.ā€ - Blood Communion
Armand suddenly began to weep. ā€œDonā€™t do it, donā€™t trust him,ā€ he said. ā€œLestat, heā€™ll just destroy you. And if you are goneā€”.ā€ Ah, such sweet words from one who only hours ago had been cursing me with his every breath. - Blood Communion
The only thought in my mind, the only image, the only idea, was of Armand, and how Armand would feel when he too could hold Marius like this and know that Marius lived, that Marius had been restored, that all of them were safe and secure, and using my strongest power I sent the word to him. I sent the news. And I sent my love to Armand with it. - Blood Communion
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burythebonesincoldwater Ā· 13 days ago
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I watched the show before I read the books and the book fans were fighting off loumand likers with shotguns, saying stuff like "Armand would leave Louis in an instant if Lestat wanted him" then I've read most of the books and. Where? I mean sure he loves Lestat in some way but his love and devotion for Louis is never in question. He'd do anything for Louis. Even in the last book where Armand confessed his love for Lestat bitterly, he still yelled and fought with Lestat when Louis was kidnapped in the same book because be blamed him. He screamed and bled himself in agony when Louis was taken and they had to physically restrain him. I know people point out his quote to Lestat to prove something but why are we ignoring that both Louis and Marius were taken by that point and Armand believed them to be dead. He thought he had no one else left. This doesn't mean he doesn't love Lestat but it does put some of the things he says and does into perspective for me. Anyway...
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leslutdepointedulac Ā· 8 months ago
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Does anyone else think about when Armand told Lestat to his face that he loved him more than he ever loved Marius? Because that was wild and he was real for that and I'm shook it took Armand until Blood Communion to say it tbh
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whatspastisprologue-blr Ā· 5 months ago
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Memnoch the Devil gives me some of my favorite Lesmand interactions, even though, as is the case with all the books, I have to keep Assad Zaman's Armand in my mind because he just *is* Armand and so whenever he's described in the book it's honestly jarring to me.
Like, when they first see each other again and Lestat is genuinely happy to see him? And notes that Armand's voice "had no meanness in it at all". And basically calls him hot and then says he's "good to love". And then they hug each other! Willingly!
"We eyed each other for a moment. And then he surprised me, rising and coming towards me just as I moved to take him in my arms. His gesture wasn't tentative, but it was extremely gentle. I could have backed away. I didn't. We held each other tight for a moment. The cold embracing the cold. The hard embracing the hard."
And then Lestat playfully ruffles Armand's hair! Which Armand doesn't mind. In fact, he smiles! And then playfully shoves Lestat back (actually, it hurt him) to show off a little. After which, we get this:
"I can't remember anything bad between us." I said.
"You will," he responded. "And so will I. But what does it matter what we remember?"
"Yes," I said, "we're both still here."
Armand laughs again and kisses Lestat a couple of paragraphs later, seemingly just for fun. And then, in this chapter (this is all just one chapter, guys), Armand basically gets to play Lestat for Lestat, in the sense that he gets to tell Lestat the exact same arguments that Lestat used to help Armand get free from the CoD. Both of them admit it.
Oh, yeah, and actually, Lestat wasn't expecting to see Armand! That was a surprise. Armand showed up (with David, ew, but maybe it'll be Daniel on the show) because he's worried about Lestat!
And then we get this hilariously petty exchange:
"Around this Dora, I've thrown a protective light. None of us can touch her."
"That goes without saying. I won't hurt your little friend. You wound me." He looked genuinely put out.
"I'm sorry," I said. "I know. But I know what blood is and innocence and how delicious both can be. I know how much the girl tempts me."
"Then you must be the one to give in to that temptation," said Armand crossly. "I never choose my victims anymore, you know this. I can stand before a house as always, and out of the doors will come those who want to be in my arms. Of course I won't hurt her. You do hold old grudges. You think I live in the past. You don't understand that I actually change with every era, I always have as best I can."
(Seriously, AMC, give us this scene! Lestat warning Armand specifically, not David, to not hurt someone he cares about but also entrusting this person to Armand's care despite how it turned out previously. And then Armand being salty about it because jeez, Lestat, that was like, so long ago I can't believe you'd bring that up!)
Also, "I can stand in front of a house as always, and out of the doors will come those who want to be in my arms." Made me think of this:
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Anyway, then we get to see this:
"Lestat, if you need me--" Armand said. "If this being tries to take you by force!"
"Why do you care about me?" I asked. "After all the bad things I did to you. Why?"
"Oh, don't be such a fool," he begged gently. "You convinced me long ago that the world was a Savage Garden. Remember your old poetry? You said the only laws that were true were aesthetic laws, that was all you could count on."
"Yes, I remember all that. I fear it's true. I've always feared it was true. I feared it when I was a mortal child. I woke up one morning and believed in nothing."
"Well, then, in the Savage Garden," said Armand, "you shine beautifully, my friend. You walk as if it is your garden to do with as you please. And in my wanderings, I always return to you. I always return to see the colors of the garden in your shadow, or reflected in your eyes, perhaps, or to hear of your latest follies and mad obsessions. Besides, we are brothers, are we not?"
A few paragraphs later, Lestat tells Armand (and David, but hopefully Daniel in the show), "I love you both."
All that in one chapter! I just wanted to share it because I feel like other great Lesmand moments get referenced a lot, such as Armand's line from Blood Communion:
"Fool," he said again. His voice was roughened now by emotion he couldn't suppress. "I have always loved you," he said. "I have loved you more than any being in all the world whim I've ever loved. I have loved you more than Louis. I have loved you more even than Marius. And you have never given me your love. I would be your most faithful counselor, if you allowed it."
And, like, that's an epic quote. I love it. But there's more to their relationship than all the bad things and this one quote!
I want to see Lestat do his part to destroy the CoS, including his "Gentleman Death" speech. I want to see Armand's attack on Lestat, him pleading to Lestat to let him accompany him and Gabrielle (promising to be Lestat's servant if that's what it takes), and Lestat rejecting him, partly because of their past and because he knows Armand needs to figure himself out apart from anyone else. I want to see Lestat entrust Nicki to Armand and then get the letter of how Armand chopped Nicki's hands off. I want to see the torture leading up to the play where Lestat is forced to watch Claudia die. I want to see Armand push Lestat off the tower. Because those are pivotal moments in their relationship, too! In particular, Armand attacking Lestat is basically why Lestat never pursues the sort of relationship that Armand wants, even though I would argue the love and affection is there, and that Lestat himself might wish differently at times.
All that pain and horror and tragedy, and then they both agree they can't remember any of it, and that even if/when they do, it's water under the bridge. "You shine beautifully, my friend." "I love you [.]"
Forgiveness is, for me, one of the most important themes of the Vampire Chronicles and, in my opinion, the Lesmand relationship is one of the best examples.
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nalyra-dreaming Ā· 5 months ago
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Hey! I have a question that can only be answered by someone who knows all the books or the majority of them.
Do you think Armand really loved Lestat or it was more about what Lestat and Marius had? To me it's just like with Louis he wanted him because of Lestat and what they had.I see Armand as this little kid rejected by his parent and does anything to feel a bit of connexion ? I don't know if what i'm saying makes sense? Will the show adapt like in the books or change their dynamic?
I do think Armand loves Lestat.
Note the tense switch, bc itā€˜s difficult. :)
At first what Armand sees in Lestat is an echo of Marius, then Lestatā€™s actions and rejection cement that confused attraction in aggravated need. Lestat meeting Marius is after that after all. Armand wants Lestat then, for both that echo and the promise of the future.
Later, after Louis, itā€™s very difficult. Armand has his own true love experience with Daniel and it changes him, and I think that is why he and Lestat arrive on a more common ground after Akasha, a more forgiving ground. They know what it is like to fall fatally in love. And Armand can differentiate between real love and the obsessive need he feels for Lestat (and also what he feels for Marius).
Still, in the last books, there is a scene where Armand lashes out, using that love he feels against Lestat, because of Louis. It is a deliberately weaponizing scene, which is incredibly powerful, and I do hope we will get to see it in the show.
ā€œFool,ā€ he said again. His voice was roughened now by emotion he couldnā€™t suppress. ā€œI have always loved you,ā€ he said. ā€œI have loved you more than any being in all the world whom Iā€™ve ever loved. I have loved you more than Louis. I have loved you more even than Marius. And you have never given me your love. I would be your most faithful counselor, if you allowed it. But you donā€™t. Your eyes pass over me as if I donā€™t exist. And so they always have.ā€
Armand loves Lestat in the end (and Lestat does feel love for him, too). But it is a difficult love, built on a lot of pain and history.
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kaelio Ā· 6 months ago
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It's fun that Lestat's literal ring to kiss as "Prince" is the head of Medusa; also someone whose physical beauty cursed them to eventually become a fearsome monster.
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sad-gay-vampire Ā· 2 months ago
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Louis' feelings for Lestat | THE VAMPIRE CHRONICLES
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forbiddenvc Ā· 6 months ago
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1990's
Who remembers these wonderful but now defunct Vampire Chronicles fanfic support sites, webrings, and spec compilation sites?
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cuntyvampires Ā· 5 months ago
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Armand and Benedict, Blood Communion
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rijinks Ā· 1 year ago
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Based on Blood Communion.
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unscripted-hurricane Ā· 1 month ago
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Finally, my entire collection is complete. šŸ§›ā€ā™€ļøā¤ļøšŸ“•
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monstersinthecosmos Ā· 4 months ago
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Do you think Marius still loves Armand in the last books? Does he want Armand to return to him? Marius seemed to have left him in the past
The short answer is YEAH OF COUSRE HE LOVES ARMAND TO DEATH but letā€™s talk about this for a minute!
The question of whether or not Marius loves him is the easier one to answer. Armand is one of the great loves of Mariusā€™s life! In the beginning of TVA (when heā€™s just spent however much time thinking Armand is dead) heā€™s a DISHEVELED MESS! And at the beginning of B&G heā€™s super lonely and isolated and seems worried about stuff heā€™s done recently and people in his life being mad at him. (Benji & Sybelle Incident? Something else?) I think when you look at a vampire like Marius, itā€™s remarkable that he makes it 2000 years only turning THREE fledglings (not counting when we get to B+S and Viktor bc that gets into like, vampire favors and isnā€™t really for himself LOL), vs a character like Lestat who made 3 fledglings in his first 11 years. These are the great loves of Mariusā€™s life and not decisions he made lightly! And while I think we can (and have) sort of untangled selfish vs. selfless love in Mariusā€™s life, I think itā€™s really important that 500 years later he couldnā€™t forgive Santino. Is that on his own behalf alone or on Armandā€™s? Thereā€™s a lot of unpack but! He loves Armand! He does!!!!!
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But anyway on the topic of returning to each other;
I think their last conversation in BCtu sort of opens a door that theyā€™re going to speak to each and work things out. Canonically, thatā€™s all the information we get.Ā We also never explicitly get information about like, what exactly is wrong between them presently. We know that
they had a big fight at the end of TVA but that they calmed down
Armand has been afraid of Marius because he's scared that Marius doesn't still love him like he used to
in ROA Marius said he had the savage & ignorant soul of a child.
I always assume there's just 500 years of tension and conversations they've avoided, but we also never get a confirmation that they HAVEN'T had these conversations off screen anyway. So canonically, all we know is that they just had a traumatic experience and want to talk to each other.
Also canonically, theyā€™re making another attempt at Vampire Commune and we donā€™t have an answer of like, will it stick this time, will it dissolve like Night Island, is it sustainable AT ALL to have a small group of the elite making rules and holding dominion over an entire culture???????? Readerā€™s choice lol.
But it leaves a question of like, what does returning to each other look like in this setupā€”theyā€™re in touch now, they can find each other, they have cell phones, Armand can come and go at the ChĆ¢teau as needed, Marius has a room at Trinity Gate, etc. Their relationship is civil and functional at this point. And does ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½returningā€ mean to be exclusive companions and to fuck off? Will Marius leave Court? Will Armand come and stay more often?Ā  Idk !Ā 
These are questions that have 100 different answers because itā€™s all headcanon, but, what we know by the end of the series is that theyā€™ve gone through something traumatic and Armand and Marius are going to talk to each other. What is that conversation about? What is the result? We donā€™t know.Ā Armand is letting his FEELINGS THE FUCK OUT in this book as if he's had therapy, and Marius says he thinks Armand is ready to open his heart, if that gives us any clues! But does opening his heart mean "I am feeling vulnerable and brave to tell you how I feel because I almost lost you" or "I'm gonna read you the fuckin riot act because I did that to Lestat as well" ? lol Either way the thing here is that it's ARMAND'S decision and not about whether or not Marius left him in the past.
I think something that often goes overlooked in character discussions is their inherent inhumanity, and I really dislike the ā€œthEyRe MonStErsā€ easy out of a lot of analyses, because itā€™s more than that. The entire purpose of the series and the reason the series was unique is that built a world where theyā€™re MORE THAN. Itā€™s not about simply being a monsterā€”thereā€™s nothing simple about it. And not being human doesnā€™t mean itā€™s all negative and all evil. What it means is that itā€™s Extra. They feel things on such a deeper level than we do, their brains function differently, and theyā€™re immortal. They have all the time in the world to forgive each other when they want to, and theyā€™re social creatures who want companions! The older you are, the scarier it is! Itā€™s horror! Like even Mariusā€™s relationship with Mael is so fucking special because like, as much as they put each other off, itā€™s like, someone they each still have, thatā€™s been constant, and the world would look so different without them.
It just reminded me of this line in Six Feet Under (sorry Iā€™m obsessed, I think everything always comes back to SFU for me LOL) but when Brenda says she used to think as she got older that sheā€™d have more people in her life and that the opposite was true. So anyway for Marius like, regardless of if we want to get into selfish/selfless, Armand is one of the most important people in his life, and has been around for a quarter of Mariusā€™s life, and nothing would be the same if Armand wasnā€™t around.Ā 
And without the distraction of The Parents in the modern age I wonder if heā€™s like especially fragile and traumatized about losing people? Is he still traumatized by losing Pandora? And losing Armand the first time? Itā€™s great that they have cell phones and a community now so no one gets too far from each other, but gosh. Ā 
I donā€™t know what returning to each other looks like, as far as where canon left. Like, does the ChĆ¢teau collapse? Is Daniel with them? Asking if Marius wants it is like, yeah maybe he would want Armand around Court more for moral support. And maybe if he decides to step away, and get space, maybe he would want Armand there with him as a safe place to land. When the Court inevitably collapses, will he want someone around?Ā 
In the past, Marius tended to isolate himself in times of stress; is he still like that? Has the loss of The Parents changed this for him? Will Daniel and Armand allow him to isolate? Idk ! !!!Ā 
But anyway sorry Iā€™m rambling but my point about not being human and about being Extra is that there are a lot of parts in the series where vampires have a relationship or forgive each other even after theyā€™ve deeply hurt each other or committed atrocities. Louis and Armand come to mind, so do Louis and Lestat, David and Lestat, Pandora and Santino. Even Marius calming down enough to be in his situationship with Avicus and sorta metamour to Mael. They are not human, they are capable of forgiveness. There are atrocities that humans are capable of never forgiving because we donā€™t have time to get over it. How can we even know how much time it takes to heal a grudge if we donā€™t live long enough to test it?
Even knowing that, 500 years still wasnā€™t enough to forgive Santino for what he did to them. Like sure if we wanna dunk on Marius and remind ourselves that heā€™s an arrogant self-centered jerk sometimes, and we could say that heā€™s mad at Santino for what he did to MARIUSā€”itā€™s not just the ego this time. He took Armand. He separated Marius and Armand. He destroyed their home.Ā And even if they cooperated a few times in the 20th century, by the time B&G happens, he's been able to read TVA and knows what happened, what Santino did to him, what he did to the boys. (Like, did Marius read TVA? Did Armand ever tell him this privately? We don't know! But we do know that this is now been published for EVERYONE to read which is probably re-traumatizing for everyone involved and now everyone knows hajkgsdl)
So anyway, like. I know this has kinda been a non-answer because weā€™re talking about stuff that didnā€™t happen in canon and everything past BCtu is going to be our own headcanons. But I can say: Yes, Marius loves Armand deeply, and vampires are capable of incredible levels of empathy and forgiveness for each other, because their lives are too long and bleak and painful not to.
As to the idea that Marius left him in the past, personally I donā€™t agree!Ā 
Marius not rescuing Armand from the cult is often misunderstood in fandom, but I could see why someone would point to that as a clue that Marius has left him in the past. Itā€™s not that simple, though. Marius is too injured to save him, doesnā€™t even know if heā€™s alive,Ā  and by the time he finally finds Armand he finds the cult situation too complicated to navigate. Donā€™t forget that Marius has pretty severe religious trauma, and is one of the characters who was turned against his will. By a cult!!! So to see Armand thriving with a cult is so triggering and disappointing, and I donā€™t think heā€™s strong enough to risk being rejected if he goes to rescue Armand only to learn he no longer wishes to be rescued.Ā 
I would say thatā€™s very unlike leaving him in the past, itā€™s more like seeing him as another one that got away.Ā 
And then when they reunite in QOTD itā€™s during another extremely traumatic event in Mariusā€™s lifeā€”we donā€™t know details about how everyone left Night Island or where everyone went, but what we DO know is that Marius lost The Parentsā€”>Armand attempts suicide about a decade laterā€”>Marius commits the big B+S Fuckup shortly after learning Armand is okayā€”>Marius fucks off to Scandinavia with Daniel to lick his wounds because everyoneā€™s mad at him.Ā 
VC skips around a LOT, and thereā€™s so much that we donā€™t learn about, so much that happens between books and off screen. Like, we donā€™t KNOW how Marius wound up with Daniel. We donā€™t know exactly how much longer he stuck around in New Orleans after TVA, we donā€™t know what he and Armand were gonna talk about in BCtu before the series ended. And thatā€™s the enD oF IT THEREā€™S NOTHING ELSE!
Marius truly doesnā€™t leave anything in the past, thatā€™s the thing about him.
Heā€™s still traumatized by the way he was turned. He still tries to sculpt his identity around what his life was as a Roman. He committed to the burden of The Parents for 2000 years, even when he was overwhelmed and wished he could stop. He spends centuries painting Pandoraā€™s face over and over and over when he canā€™t find her. He still thinks Mael is a bumbling redneck from the woods. He still wanted Santino killed, even when theyā€™d been civil with each other in QOTD and up to TVA.
And in BCtu when heā€™s living at Court heā€™s like, trying to embrace himself, allowing himself to be a weirdo because heā€™s around his own kind now. HE QUITS PANTS, YOU KNOW WHAT? HE ALWAYS HATED PANTS, LETā€™S NOT.Ā 
I think even as humans there are so many things that shape us forever, that we never really move past. Even when we leave something in the past, it shapes us, it allows us to leave it in the past. People and events in our lives carve into us, whether we like it or not!!! And part of the horror of immortality is that it goes on, and on, and on, and on, your physical body gets hard and cold and monstrous, more and more uncanny, physically impervious, but their BRAINS AND HEARTS ARE STILL TENDER!!Ā 
So no, no, I really donā€™t think Marius ever left Armand in the past. I think he left him to the cult because he thought Armand wanted it, I also think he gave Armand space after a disastrous fuckup. When he goes to speak to him at the end, he says it like ARMAND is the one thatā€™s ready. Heā€™s waiting for Armand! Marius was there the whole time, ready to be called upon if someone needs him! He lives to serve!Ā 
Armand was his baby and one of the great loves of his life, the first (and only) fledgling he made because he truly wanted to. Marius loves him so much!!!Ā 
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