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fabulouslygaybean · 2 years

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today just isn't my day huh

#blegh. i feel weird #ive barely eaten anything today but idk if i have the motivation to eat anything else #i had a nutrigrain bar and a few tortilla chips with this weird cheese dip my mom brought home but that's it #im exhausted for no reason too and it sucks #also kinda sad bc i have exactly one edible left and idk when ill be able to get more #i really dont wanna be sober rn because my brain is being awful but idk if i wanna. y'know. use the last one just yet #i spent most of last night high off my ass and i feel like i should space it out a little more :(#extreme stupid problem to have but whatever #anyways. im tired. im gonna go melt my brain with my laptop.

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finnleyandsillys · 3 months

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They lost Stan and Sarah to the park.

(Btw the ones crossed out in red I wont be home for so I might post them late or not a all)

Tsp road trip idea and prompts by @employee052! I actually forgot what day it was and had to make this quickly- next one will be better and probably on paper

#tsproadtrip #tsp #the stanley parable #tspud #thestanleyparable #tsp narrator #tsp au #tsp art #sorry this looks like crap I forgot to weigh Natalies outfit lineart and it looks so weird blegh #ive gotten shitty sleep the past couple of day and I feel like im sick too #but lets hope I can distract myself with drawing now 🙏

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floral-hex · 6 months

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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void #shits rough dawg #I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts #haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier #it’s cold #saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours #guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left #even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are #I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh #my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week #maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting #woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside #hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning #can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience #anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments #I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now #ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever #you can ignore this #text

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alackofghosts · 1 year

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i have spent the whole day noodling away at what is essentially a napkin doodle. 👍

#i draw sometimes #um #wip #only because tagging a screenshot as a sketch feels weird #partial nudity #thinking abt beds because god the universe keeps making me leave mine.#last week i had office days. theatre. tomorrow it's my brother's bday. let me chill!!#i need to go to the office this week too blegh!!!

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crybaby-bkg · 7 months

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we’re almost three months into the year and I haven’t uploaded a full fic yet ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️

#I know it’s bc I’m about to come on my period #but this legit is making me tear up #I’ve always posted consistently #even if it’s just one fic a month #it just feels so wired and I feel so disconnected from fandom lately #and idk it just feels very isolating #like if I’m not contributing then I’ll just fade away #IM SORRY I don’t mean to be a complainer I’ve just been so in my head recently #and genuinely struggling to write and much less finish anything #idk it just makes me very sad #I’ve started two different fics and have an idea for another two #plus the other like eight I’ve already had in the list #and I just feel. blegh. I don’t know :/#sorry to complain I just feel very unsettled #—in store chit chat! 🍫#WEIRD not wired FUCK

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hairydykecunt · 6 months

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fit for the trans march tomorrow :3

#kitty talks #i am just planning an outfit so that i can do fuck all tomorrow and sleep in and do a bunch of other non related stuff #i might change the shirt bc this top is too small cause of boooobs so it keeps riding up and looking wrinkly. blegh #also sorry fir not posting much lol i. have been feeling weird

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dorianepin · 14 hours

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hmmm i definitely forgot to take my meds last night because I WAS ASLEEP... that's why i feel terrible and mildly manic

#i just hate myself so much and i feel weird and isolated and awkward and unlikable and useless #like why am i even in fandom why do i “make” things why am i online... blegh #thankfully it's almost hockey season i can feel how irritating and unbearable i constantly am #i just have to delete my blogs and get over it

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sukugo · 3 days

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Where are you king hope you're alright

anon!!!!!!!!!! yeah i really wasn't feeling super great :c (normal ocurrence i just get like that every once in a while) and i tend to step away from tumblr bc of it. thank u for checking in i really appreciate it🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 💖💖💖💖💖

#blegh. brains suck #but it's what it is #i tend to not use tumblr when i get like that. it's weird. doesn't really help me feel any better. but welp #and i've learned it's very cyclic for me. and i KNOW it'll pass eventually #still sucks.#f.ask #tho lately it does feel like good days are harder to come by.....sigh...........#still. thank u so much for the message.#Am feeling better now c:

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navysealt4t · 19 days

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life is so fucking weird rn

#idk just. everything is weird #i have a good amount of friends and talk to a bunch of ppl every day but i still feel rlly lonely #and i’ve been confident in myself and feeling good about expressing myself #but i also have been like the most ‘i don’t want to do anything today’ in a while #and we’re visiting family and cousins a lot which makes me rlly happy #but the whole point of these trips is bc my grandpa is gonna die in the next 6 months at best #blegh. why is living such a grey area and so complex

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kazuichikazuichi · 1 year

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the sillies!!!! so much fun to draw lol i love them

based on this silly silly stage play photo:

SILLY :3

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straydogged · 1 month

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fuck me im so exhausted

#physically feeling kinda Bad and emotionally doing like #okay I think??? just so wiped out #and it's weird because usually this level of being out of it comes from being high af but I haven't had any weed today #at least not in the last 12 hours- and nothing that would still be in my system #I do. want to smoke soon though. its been a hell of a day and I woke up triggered and things didnt rlly improve from there #blegh. just. blegh.#fingers crossed that my stomach sorts it out once I get proper food in it

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yaoigoddess9158 · 6 months

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I need to make a Korean name for my oc for a fic (okay, maybe not NEED but I want to because it’s fun) but I have ZERO idea how names work in Korea and I don’t want to have a totally weird name that is improper and stupid

The name will probably only be used once because I’m planning to make a nickname for the character that they’ll prefer to go by but anywayss

Sooo….. I have an idea (that I totally didn’t just get from google translate haha.. hah..) uhhhh

Jung Yohaji (Anheum if it’s appropriate) (중요하지 않음 is what showed up in google translate as well, it’d be nice it know if this is right too)

According to Google and DeepL translate, it means unimportant or not important

Is there a better name for something around the same meaning? This was honestly the best I could come up with using free translators (and Idk if I can even use just the actual words for a name, because you definitely can’t in English)

Btw, it’s a girl character, in case that helps

Help a hyper fixated girly out 🙏🙏

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biggerbodies-reanimated · 4 months

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You drive a hard bargain, 3 oreo cookies final offer

Start | First in Arc | Prev | Next

#smiling critters #bigger bodies reanimated #arc 1: fresh start #answered ask #oc: lisek #this is admittedly kinda rushed #i had trouble focusing on getting it done and just now something came up #and now i feel a little weird using lisek and sato. im going to still but blegh #so motivating myself to finish this was a little extra difficult #hopefully tonight i have an easier time since its a catnap ask

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t4tbedehopmar · 1 year

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just saw a photo of me w long hair and. ew

#oh god i look so fucking ugly and wrong blegh #srsly why is all my family obsessed w me having long hair i look super ugly #plus i don't even LIKE having long hair it gives me the bad feels yk? idk it's just weird shrugs #anyways at least i have shorter hair now phew....... it's not super short but short enough that i feel comfortable w it :]

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aftonenterprise-moved · 1 year

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i want to care about the new arcs of fnaf so bad especially while being a vanessa stan but oh my goodness i cannot get into it and i want to say its because michael isn't there but honestly michael wasnt there before. but i hadn't had it broken down to me exactly HOW intertwined security breach was to the novels until very recently with the explanation of where glitchtrap came from and its sooooo ohhhh my goddddd oh my goddddddd (plugging my ears) LAAALALALALALLALA

#the issue is its not even inherently BAD its just so different that it doesnt even feel like five nights at freddys and again i kknow thats #like a huge criticism about the games but i mostly think its just an issue of. different strokes for different folks #theyre so vastly different in story tone vibe feel aesthetic artistic intent that its like well i dont even think they SHOULD be compared #but man. oh my god. i cant help but resent the novels so much.#and the fact that security breach is a NOVEL story and not a mainline story is just kind of. blegh #like i feel like i was tricked into liking vanessa because they didnt tell me she was a NOVEL CHARACTER?#not that sshes IN the novels but shes inherently intertwined with edwin murray which is a novel only charaacter #and its like oh my god. oh my god GET ME OUTA HERE #WHERES MY AUTISTIC ASS TIME MANAGEMENT PUZZLE GAME WITH SHITTY CGI AND WEIRD AUTISTIC SCIFI BITS ABOUT CYCLICAL ABUSE #i might be reacting too soon though!!! i might like the dlc #but boy. im very sad to find that out. i really thought i was going to be able to weeve vanessa into the afton family #but she isnt even connected?! at all!?!?!?!?!?#she doesnt know william afton!?!?!??!?!?!!?!?!?

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lesbianfakir · 9 months

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What came first, the depressive episode or the art block?

#one triggers the other etc etc #blegh #I can’t fucking draw I have no good ideas #also apologies to anyone who sent me an ask or dm I’m in a super weird space rn where like. engaging in conversation feels impossible #sorry for complaining on my tumblr blog but where else to complain #lea talks

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