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houseofwolvess · 2 years ago

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today just isn't my day huh

#blegh. i feel weird #ive barely eaten anything today but idk if i have the motivation to eat anything else #i had a nutrigrain bar and a few tortilla chips with this weird cheese dip my mom brought home but that's it #im exhausted for no reason too and it sucks #also kinda sad bc i have exactly one edible left and idk when ill be able to get more #i really dont wanna be sober rn because my brain is being awful but idk if i wanna. y'know. use the last one just yet #i spent most of last night high off my ass and i feel like i should space it out a little more :(#extreme stupid problem to have but whatever #anyways. im tired. im gonna go melt my brain with my laptop.

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jamiesgotchu · 15 days ago

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shout out to boys who are also dogs

#completely sfw and im also very asexual #but #MINORS DNI PLEAAAASE :3 #hhh ive been in more of a petspace recently because of my dogs passing #its funny. i thought i would hate the thing that usually brings me comfort because well... dog. i thought it would remind me of him #but it didnt. it ended up providing the same amount of comfort as it usually did for me.#i use pet regression as an escape anyway. and well #i guess it still has the same effect. which i didnt expect in the slightest. its been making me feel better.#grief is... weird.#ive never dealt with it before.. i guess thats why it has unexpected side effects for me.#blegh. anyway.#jamie'srants #sfw tickles #tickle community #sfwtickles #sfwtks #sfwtwords #tickling community #tickle art #petre art #petre #petre community #sfw petre #minors dni #not my persona! this is me irl :]

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transgender-catboy · 20 hours ago

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ah... (=﹏= ) might have to go to bed early because I'm tired

#got that weird blegh feeling in my head #i wanna stay up till 6pm (it's almost 5:30 now) but idk if i got that in me

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finnleyandsillys · 7 months ago

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They lost Stan and Sarah to the park.

(Btw the ones crossed out in red I wont be home for so I might post them late or not a all)

Tsp road trip idea and prompts by @employee052! I actually forgot what day it was and had to make this quickly- next one will be better and probably on paper

#tsproadtrip #tsp #the stanley parable #tspud #thestanleyparable #tsp narrator #tsp au #tsp art #sorry this looks like crap I forgot to weigh Natalies outfit lineart and it looks so weird blegh #ive gotten shitty sleep the past couple of day and I feel like im sick too #but lets hope I can distract myself with drawing now 🙏

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skyward-floored · 2 months ago

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Hits you with the work the writing beam (I too am struggling 😔)

we can struggle together <3

#shooting the beam back at you too #answers from the floor #smiles my beloved #i think it's leftover depression/weirdness from last week hitting again #but I DO wanna write #I'm just feeling blegh and therefore when I try to write I do like two sentences and go 'ew this is horrible'#ahhhhhh anyway good luck to us both

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themoonunderstoodmydadjokes · 1 month ago

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Y’all ever just have the sudden urge to change everything about yourself and have a deeply uncomfortable dislike of everything you are presently???

#mine #text post #blah blah blah don’t trust your thoughts after a certain point at night #but like… I need to change everything about myself immediately #as to not have my brain set itself on fire #no I know. it doesn’t make sense but it’s fine everything’s fine #comparison is the thief of joy and all of that lol #maybe it’s just that whole new year feeling #but blegh were feeling weird tonight lol

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floral-hex · 11 months ago

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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void #shits rough dawg #I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts #haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier #it’s cold #saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours #guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left #even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ��on my terms’ whatever those are #I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh #my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week #maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting #woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside #hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning #can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience #anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments #I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now #ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever #you can ignore this #text

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alackofghosts · 1 year ago

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i have spent the whole day noodling away at what is essentially a napkin doodle. 👍

#i draw sometimes #um #wip #only because tagging a screenshot as a sketch feels weird #partial nudity #thinking abt beds because god the universe keeps making me leave mine.#last week i had office days. theatre. tomorrow it's my brother's bday. let me chill!!#i need to go to the office this week too blegh!!!

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phagodyke · 3 months ago

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2nd hearing test today and it looks normal thank FUCKKK. well ofc I'm still deaf, normal For Me

#actually idr if i mentioned it on here before i think i typed a rant and then closed the app before i hit post #but basically just a jumpscare my last audio tone graph came out Bad and they were like aw fuck youve lost a lot more hearing #which is WORRYING bc my deafness is sensorineural ie. from auditory nerve/brain damage not physical damage #so if it was suddenly getting worse well nothing they can rly do to figure out WHY its getting worse let alone try to fix it #but nah second test came out pretty much the same as usual. i think maybe bc i did the other one at the end of the day instead of early #morning maybe my auditory processing was just worse or smth it happens lol #well anyway they took fresh moulds so should be able to replace my 3 year old ones in a few weeks yayy #and im on the waiting list for new hearing aids with them too...and once i get them i can get an accessory to hook em to bluetooth #altho the nhs prolly wont cover it. but access to work should do if it comes to that 👍#my life is gonna get so much fucking easier when i can tune them into shit instead of switching them for super loud earphones #anyway gotta get my ass to work now blegh. always feels weird having my workday routine broken up #.diaries

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crybaby-bkg · 1 year ago

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we’re almost three months into the year and I haven’t uploaded a full fic yet ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️

#I know it’s bc I’m about to come on my period #but this legit is making me tear up #I’ve always posted consistently #even if it’s just one fic a month #it just feels so wired and I feel so disconnected from fandom lately #and idk it just feels very isolating #like if I’m not contributing then I’ll just fade away #IM SORRY I don’t mean to be a complainer I’ve just been so in my head recently #and genuinely struggling to write and much less finish anything #idk it just makes me very sad #I’ve started two different fics and have an idea for another two #plus the other like eight I’ve already had in the list #and I just feel. blegh. I don’t know :/#sorry to complain I just feel very unsettled #—in store chit chat! 🍫#WEIRD not wired FUCK

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hairydykecunt · 10 months ago

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fit for the trans march tomorrow :3

#kitty talks #i am just planning an outfit so that i can do fuck all tomorrow and sleep in and do a bunch of other non related stuff #i might change the shirt bc this top is too small cause of boooobs so it keeps riding up and looking wrinkly. blegh #also sorry fir not posting much lol i. have been feeling weird

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ghostzzy · 4 months ago

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my boss begged me to take a lot more hours this week so i agreed to work the full 9-5 today and i already regret it

#i mean. i need money. so i am gonna work extra especially now that i’m able to #but i do not Want to.#i woke up feeling SO weird. blegh.#izzy.txt

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sukugo · 5 months ago

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Where are you king hope you're alright

anon!!!!!!!!!! yeah i really wasn't feeling super great :c (normal ocurrence i just get like that every once in a while) and i tend to step away from tumblr bc of it. thank u for checking in i really appreciate it🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 💖💖💖💖💖

#blegh. brains suck #but it's what it is #i tend to not use tumblr when i get like that. it's weird. doesn't really help me feel any better. but welp #and i've learned it's very cyclic for me. and i KNOW it'll pass eventually #still sucks.#f.ask #tho lately it does feel like good days are harder to come by.....sigh...........#still. thank u so much for the message.#Am feeling better now c:

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navysealt4t · 5 months ago

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life is so fucking weird rn

#idk just. everything is weird #i have a good amount of friends and talk to a bunch of ppl every day but i still feel rlly lonely #and i’ve been confident in myself and feeling good about expressing myself #but i also have been like the most ‘i don’t want to do anything today’ in a while #and we’re visiting family and cousins a lot which makes me rlly happy #but the whole point of these trips is bc my grandpa is gonna die in the next 6 months at best #blegh. why is living such a grey area and so complex

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apollorobin · 2 years ago

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the sillies!!!! so much fun to draw lol i love them