#bitch you dont know the context of my files

[fereldanwench]

speaking of windows 11 being hot garbage

who THE FUCK decided that it was a good idea to make me have to do AN EXTRA CLICK (or hold down an extra key) to get to the rest of the file options I NEED ON A REGULAR BASIS

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oh im actually going to kill someone literally the first thing i thought was that the files must be transcribed weird. I WAS FUCKING RIGHT WHY IS IT TRANSCODING SHIT IN REAL TIME AT THE ABSOLUTE MAX POSSIBLE FUCK OFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!! THAT SETTING WAS OFF!! omg is it the files i got or something i thought they were fine. i feel like an insane person rn why is all my shit changed. if u literally told me someone broke in and changed a bunch of small things to make my setup work badly i would believe you because what the actual fuck. i was gonna say i need to listen to myself but i fixed like 3 other problems by not fixing what is probably the main fucking issue and itll be faster than before now but holy shit holy fucking shit oh my god

[ilexdiapason]

*opens the file cabinet* uuuuuh ok....

📁 pearl (mcyt obvi) (i think I wanna hold her hand but idk)

📁 t... tommy!! Not timmy. There's not a timmy.

📁 Ranboo 😎

Choose one or all I dont care I wanna hear out of context hcs that I will not understand

OH OH OH AND

📁 oli. Rat king. (I know he's probably not the king but. He's a rat right. He's got king shit vibes. ???)

pearl. i am . SO mentally ill about pearl. santa perla would definitely let you hold your hand but hermit pearl would be worried that you wouldn't want to because she handles garbage. every pearl is the only bitch with a brain cell in the room. she tried to convince sausage to grow his hair out for YEARS because she wanted to plait it and weave flower stems into it but he was never comfortable with having his hair touch his neck so it didnt work out

there IS a timmy actually! my dear james s. gaming. but for tommy... ctommy cannot have his nails painted he always flakes the paint off with his teeth and eats it like within the hour

rnaboo ummm we are going to look at oranboo. the thing she hates about overworlder culture the most is that it's just... okay... to make eye contact. like excuse YOU i am a goddamn princess who the FUCK do you think you're looking at. otubbo being a dumbass didnt realise this when they met and fully stared her down like "i am making such a good first impression right now ^_^ we are going to be best friends ^_^" as if he wasnt looking an enderian in the eyes.

and roli specifically !! rat man !! oli romantically pursues papa caspacito directly because of his daddy issues. without a stable father figure in his life (he got flushed away) roli is drawn to older men and people with fatherly dispositions to be the dad he never had. this is also why he is perfect for mratyn[I AM FORCIBLY DRAGGED OFFSTAGE]

[the-bjd-community-confess]

More Divaz confos

Mod: Round two of these, previously: link. There’s some interesting customer reviews in this batch (5 and 8) which may be useful to readers.

1.Vic3mage "the secret bjdivaz vip group is just pictures of boxes coming in and going out". Yeah, between the bitching about d0llshe, asking people to post on doa for them, dunking on ex-customers, posting pics of random doll parts that they can't identify which doll they're supposed to go with, whining about how little money they make, whining when ppl e-mail them, whining. Yeah, other than that it's just boxes, and alpacas u can buy off amazon anyway lol.

~Anonymous

2.The butthurt users crying and guilttripping under every Divaz confession who have never been seen before elsewhere on this blog are extremely unsuspicious and unproblematic and definitely unconnected to Divaz and unbiased in every possible way

/s

~Anonymous

3.idk shit abt bjd1vas but v1cemage i can absolutely tell you the shit about ch0o is 100% accurate, fucker's got a long, long history of being an awful little man that stretches well beyond his involvement in the doll community. between the two i'd still trust bjd1vas over ch00 ch00 the fool any day!

~Anonymous

4.The Z3st and Div4s thing is really silly and both entities were being shady but did they really have to take the DZ waiting room down with them? :( He had even made a separate thread about it......

~Anonymous 

5. RE: BJD Divaz

I’ve been a customer of BJD Divaz since they first started, when it was only run by Chart3rline. I even contacted other BJD companies trying to persuade them to work with Divaz as their US representative. Most declined because they didnt like D's commission fee, but I was able to persuade a few of them.

I asked them to purchase a doll off DOA because I couldnt afford the asking price, and while they did, I found out later that instead of agreeing to purchase the seller's price, they negotiated the price to be lower. This significantly cheaper price was not passed down to me. I paid the full price +the commission fee based on that full price. I am disappointed I was not told this. This is when I stopped viewing them as a "friend" and instead, as a business. I dont hold this against them, it’s context to what Im going to say later.

I’ve stopped purchasing from D after my recent order from them. This company usually takes 3 or less months to make a doll. I’ve ordered the doll from D and it took 11 months. They let me know it arrived to them in March and that it will be shipped soon, except it only shipped on July, and only after I sent them several "reminder" emails. Before people in the comments try to put the blame on me for not sending a reminder soon, please keep in mind that I acknowledged the email in March and confirmed everything and they keep stressing to not send them emails because they are busy, I’ve emailed once every month since. I’ve since switched to ACBJD and Ive been happy with communication and the dolls ordered. I imagine ACBJD gets the same amount of emails, but they dont berate their customers if they email more than once.

I regret when people wanted a D0llshe, but not deal with him, I always recommended D. I would warn people of ordering directly and instead go through D. They assured buyers they would be handling communication and all the efforts so they wouldnt worry, except they didn’t. A person that I’ve recommended D to, who surpassed 2 years, keeps messaging me for help because D wouldnt reply to their emails. She is respectful, sweet and a timid person, not a Karen. This person, emailed D without a reply so would email a week later, only to be told that their email would be pushed down to the bottom if emailed again. No response, so she goes to FB and IG, who both tell her to email because they arent the person running orders. Finally got a response that they would get their refund, after D0llshe sends D's payment, but minus the PP fees. 3 months later and theres no refund, only a promise of them getting it later. Why is the customer missing out on fees when they have no doll? Customer emails d0llshe and he says he cant offer refund, because they didn’t order through them, which is understandable, but when all options are out for a customer, do you blame them for chargebacks?

If anyone files a chargeback, D will be blacklisting them from every company they rep, as in blacklisting you from buying direct from those companies. I urge everyone who has negative experiences with D to email the companies they rep instead of venting on confession blogs, and writing your experiences on social media. Make it count and send letters to the companies they represent, and please provide proof because they will try to make you out to be a liar.

Speaking of, they made vague posts on cl0ver singing for charging paypal fees, and that they offer guarantees as an official dealer, except when offering refunds, to non delivered products I might add, they are keeping the fees, and offered no help with d0llshe, even before they ended their dealership with them. Someone on DOA was told to not email them unless the wait time surpassed 1.5 years. They are even so petty that they post screenshots with the full name and address (dox) of the customer on purpose and then delete it out a day later as if they just realized their "mistake".

Before you try to make excuses for them about the fires, keep in mind, I am dealing with a business. The lower price negotiation with the DOA sale, I am in no way obligated to give them a pass or treat them as a friend when they made it clear that our relationship is strictly business. Their issues, are not my issues. D0lk got dragged for not shipping in time, others, including artisans, got dragged for being so late with communication and sending back refunds for cancelled orders. Why does D get to be exempt?

The supporters are the worst part of this, because of instead of being honest so D can improve, they support them for being "real". For example, look how micemage words it, to make it seem like this criticism is from one person, when there are people on addicts who didn’t have good experience. Check the bjd dealers tag here, you will see the supporters in the comments going off on any and all criticism of D. Some have sane comments, but the majority are cult like and try to identify the person venting as if it’s one person. Addicts deletes threads with criticism asking people to instead direct it to their feedback group; which lets be honest, no one is going to do because its "not that bad", and most dont want to join a new group, which is mostly dead.

This is my first and last confession on D, I’ve emailed each company they rep and told them my experience as well as contacting the 3 month wait company, with screenshots of my order, how they handled it, and the excuse they used to put blame on the company for being so late (package arrived march to D, 4 months to be shipped is on D, not the company). I’m not using company or order details because I know they are petty enough to try to identify me and publicly shame me like they have to others. This and the threat of suing is why not many people like to go public with their experience. They just keep feedback neutral, move on and never deal with again.

~Anonymous

6. Listen, I can't take you seriously in regards to BJD!vas because you're posting on a confession blog. If you were serious, you would have posted in buyer beware groups, DoA reviews or the board to get things resolved, or you would have made a complaint to the BBB. And your language makes you come off more as someone with an agenda rather than someone who is trying to warn people. If shipping is the issue, stop buying with standard shipping and pay the extra price for express shipping. I saw one of you complain that it sat with them for 20 days; that's probably because you're not the only one and they more than likely have a queue to check and then ship out. Do mistakes happen? Yes, because we're human. I've been in this hobby for a few years now and it seems like most people know you're going to have to wait, sometimes even outside the expected wait time. And shipping something as big as a doll is a timely endeavor. I shouldn't have to say that.

My point is simply to stop complaining on an confession board and either take it to the places previously mentioned. Posting here behind the anonymous mask makes you sound like a petulant child who didn't get their way right away.

~Anonymous

7.My only issue with BJD Divaz is how I never get any updates. Every email, they tell me to join their facebook page for status updates. I dont have a FB and I dont want to create one. I bought my doll through their website, updates should be posted on their website, or they could send me an email. That isnt asking much.

~Anonymous

8. Since there seems to be a lot of either "completely negative everything sucks" or "everything was sunshine and rainbows" confessions about bjd!vaz I thought I'd chime in with a neutral review.

PROS

-They were always polite and professional in their emails, and gave me very detailed answers to my questions.

-I got exactly what I ordered, so no mix ups or missing parts or anything like that.

-I think them being forthcoming about personal issues (only one person on staff, illness, the flooding isue etc.) on social media is good, since it keeps customers updated as to why there might be delays.

-If you live in the US their shipping is very reasonable.

CONS

-Reply times were varied. Sometimes it could take over a week, sometimes a couple hours.

-My order took about 10mo which, when comparing to other people who ordered through the same company around the same time, was about 3x as long as if I bought it direct and 2x as long if I had gone through a different dealer. I get some of the waiting time is out of their control, but it was kind of ridiculous.

-They dont necessarily ship the same day they send you a tracking number. I wish they said something like, "Here's your tracking number, our pickup is Xday so it should start moving after that" just so I could be aware.

All in all no major complaints. I got my doll and all that. Their lone employee is clearly overwhelmed. I hope they hire another person, if only to give the one a break.

Truthfully, I most likely won't buy through them again. I'd rather pay the international shipping and go direct, than deal with the extensive wait time. I'd still recommend them to someone looking for a very long layaway, though. I paid in full, but if I had a 12mo layaway I would've never known they weren't ready to ship my doll until month 10.

~Anonymous

[nobody-knose--archive]

well, i suppose the only place to go after we think we’re playing in a band is a liveblog of the taken for a ridextravaganza, skye’s bonus “album” to go with his cover. good stuff even if a lot of it’s image/text files that i can’t really liveblog too well, making this a bit of a short one. enjoy, at least

-guess i'm starting with "everwonder-playfulpunch remix" which. i know zoe playfulpunch worked on this track but i genuinely have no clue what that could be. she covered hymn for a scarecrow, i guess that's related. somehow. nothing to it but to listen to it

-oh i get what this is

-pogo? is that you

-this sounds a lot like pogo in every way but those male(?) vocals are hard to place. could very well also be pogo i've never heard them out loud

-if y'all want to know about the pogo/skye connection i've got it written down in a doc somewhere i can copy+paste it if anyone needs it

-oh! that took some time to place it's rob's hiphop you & me bit from the one boralogue nice

-i feel like if i listen to this one a few more times i'll start getting to know more of those samples & their sources but i'm fine with a one time listen

-next is... the taken for a ride cover? is my folder organizing these weirdly or is that meant to come after everwonder. either way can't hurt to listen to this again

-really damn good cover i'm not sure if i'll get enough of it. so distinct

-love the massive variety of samples that's some straight up animalese there & i swear this piano is familiar

-ok lady you're saying something i cant honestly understand for whatever reason but blease fix your audio quality each s & th is like a knife to my brain thanks

-literally what are most of these samples. a beautiful cacophony. i suppose if i heard it another many times i could figure it out a bit like i said but as is. mild incomprehensibility

-these little wonders! these twists & turns of fate!

-another cacophonous bit that i cannot comprehend in the slightest and then the bit that makes me uncomfortable because he sounds like he's crying good times

-and then the end bit where i start crying! good times. someone start a counter of me saying that because i swear i'll be firing off good times left & right and not even as part of a joke

-next is the instrumental which is swell & all but i dont really need to listen to it immediately after hearing the song itself, and the same goes for the isolated vocals

-the pincode to happiness. titles as obscure as the ones all over my files. understandable

-feelin like red tie up in this bitch

-could not understand that either way. on to the next song

-somehow based only on the title & the previous track & the length of this one i get the feeling i know what this one is for once

-insert be born breakdown here

-didn't even read the title of this one before doing it but it sure is living up to its name

-hopefully this string of titles that i can actually understand in context with their contents will keep up at least one more track. blease. i can't keep riffing on how i dont know what's going on & i'll run out of synonyms for incomprehensible eventually

-6 to 4. what next, 2?

-nope. 3

-either there's some hella strong rain or someone's washing their hands in the background there. makes sense

-well geez. remember all that stuff i said about how these super-layered bits are incomprehensible & i'd need to listen to it a billion times to mentally deconstruct it all? guess i don't have to. thanks skye

-3 again? wonder if we'll ever make it to 2...

-i mean. for 6 there was the band & bora, for 4 there's the band minus joe or alternatively everyone who's had a musical career since 2012 or even alternatively all the band members who started & stayed

-and then for 3 there's the original founding trio or the shia labeouf trio or the miracle musical trio, so on & so forth, and for two i guess there's listedblack maybe & not a lot else. anyway on to another 4

-considering i'm pretty sure she was about as young if not a little older than most of us today she's got a damn good voice. or maybe i have low standards. probably both

-th. this is not what i assume clarinets sound like

-oh there they are thank god. it's amazing how little any of these sound like they're actually from taken for a ride, goes to show how much skye played with the harmonies in there. you go lad

-well. those sure were some string chords. no be born solo or just apathy 05 but it's not like i'm complaining

-what's the significance of october 26th? is that when this piano ending was made? when it originates in concept? when it was scrapped? i need the details

-that's a sound alright man i wonder who plays it. that's some good piano skill on display i don't think i could do that even before my year(s) of organ conditioning. i'm just a kid

-oh we're back to the nonsense titles! the ones that mean nothing at all! and are impossible to glean any information from! those ones! yeah

-unless it's exactly what it says on the tin i'm going to

-ok i was about to say i can't be mad at that but then i was slingshotted into the 4th dimension alongside k k slider so maybe not

-where's secret of eileenmore a. this is my way of coping with the fact that i couldnt figure out what that title means for the death of me

-well it's. pretty. i'm enjoying it. just couldn't imagine connecting this to taken for a ride in any way

-...piiiiiilotwings???? with lyyyyyyyyrics????? is this going to be another pogo-esque thing? i had few expectations when coming into this file folder & undecipherable titles was not one of them

-so this is what skye's speaking voice sounds like. boy does he have some range.

-the thing is he's right

-no idea what he was going on about at the end. classic incomprehensible skye. but also that was an out-of-body experience i'm so sorry i cant communicate that over text

-how old is this game? and what's this about chrono trigger?? god

-oh hot damn i've listened to some of the thph but not all of it i had no idea the cover was on there before the cover oh that's wild

-colonel popcorn? man i have got to listen to the whole thph this is some good stuff

-hawaii boii

-"hawaii part ii lore" god i love this

-"aboriginal memes"!!!!! wearing a red tie! this is too good

-goddd they sound like such good friends i can't imagine like. we're good friends today but being all public with a radio station talking about the lore and everything. out in public for the whole fandom to see. amazing

-so skye's most well known as homestarrunnertron. and not as agentdoubleoop. interesting. agentdoubleoop is the one that's uploaded most of the actual tally hall stuff while homestarrunnertron's more of his main channel (it's got more history i suppose & features his more viral stuff)

-is that extradimensional transportation beam going to be used at the end of more of these clips because i think i need to be spiritually & emotionally prepared for that if so

-what's this about the trap? i don't think i heard anything of that in the main cover so maybe it's pure bonus content? interesting

-oh my god that's all him. wow he's got range. i understand he's been at this for a damn while but also. hwow.

-mashup time? surely this is pogo then

-oh original taken for a ride. i have no goddam clue what this critta song is but it. sounds nice i guess. for a 34 second remix. cool & good on to the next mp3

-i understood each word of that title up to the last one & i feel that's rather important as the last one is the subject & not the predicate or ad{verbi|jectev}al part, to borrow a formatting nightmare from a friend

-hearts of space is something i loathe. next

-a title like that & a length like that makes me think this is some sort of... remix? redux? mashup? i'll go with redux.

-so this is just a soliloquy then. well all the more opportunities for me to figure out his speaking voice is nice

-sk. skye is this still your voice. you've just taken me for a ride my dude is that still you reading this jesus christ i know i've been saying this a lot but. the range on this man

-no wonder i have such a bad idea of his speaking voice when he's got this much range

-you've got a point skye. never noticed that because i havent read as many "girl meets the perfect guy" novels but yeah that always seems the case. they never have anything to say

-he talks exatly like he types which sounds weird but i've read some really expressive comments from him and i can just. hear all the things he does in his comments out loud. kinda the reversal of how getting to know someone's voice works but that's how it be on the internet sometimes

-tally nonsense? you mean, us 24/7?

-considering i don't know what that piano just was i'm assuming the next file is tally nonsense but featuring the tallies & nonsense

-well. it's tally nonsense alright. but as far as i know it's also got piano. nothing specific about this here file.

-you looking for left specifics? right specifics? bad news, aint no specifics here, jack

-i think this should be renamed tally incomprehensibility because i know nonsense & i know incomprehensibility & i couldn't comprehend a single word of that even if it doesn't seem like nonsense

-well that's the last of the mp3s now on to the photos & text files that i can't actually liveblog. be back in a bit

-oh hello there before i leave i just have to ask- "authors: joe hawley"????????

-microsoft word's also doing a load of things i dont want it to because i've never used that on my computer especially since the windows 7 or whatever update but that's not as important

-i think this is literally just the lyrics to taken for a ride. might even be a direct transcription of the mmmm booklet for all i know. which makes the "authors: joe hawley" thing even more enigmatic like i know skye had some connections with the band, being a fan for as long as he was, but that doesn't really explain what He'd have to do with anything. hm

-hot dang skye's an artist too? boy does his list of skills never end‽ and this is so sweet too

-oh i've seen this art (plural) of qotices' but i didn't see cheesecake-ambassador's from earlier. guess i've got some more archive diving to do

-didn't see these drafts though he must have not put them on his blog

-oh! goodness that's wonderful (i didn't mean to end up liveblogging the pngs but here i am). and thanks for confirming my internal pronounciation of qotice i was wondering. god he's. a real goddam artist huh

-this gif is wonderful but my computer has decided to run it on goddam internet explorer of all things, is that not ridiculous

-loving the concept of what bora would be doing if he were in that standing-in-a-field promo pic

-good on skye for choosing the red tie. i am a poet but i write i should be able to show it hang on i actually have no excuse what's been stopping me all this time

-fuck me the pun tiemachine is good

-midi time B)

-i don't have the best standards for midis but this one seems.. good

-is it meant to be silent for this long

-oh there it is

-it's silent again & whenever this happens i check the media player to see if it's stopped or what. maybe i'd know if this is right or what if i had a better idea of how any of this might line up with the cover itself

-ok now it's over

-mp4 time B)!

-is that his little brother? god he's cute (not in a goddam allo way for god’s sake cute in the way My little brother is)

-well dang i get that he's been lipsyncing since the start but that is some good dang work right there. hot damn

-stella octagulet! i can only count 8 colors if i look real close but yep checks out

-oh now he's gray tie. who does he think he is uh. ryan scott? anyway i wonder what make of piano that is. not much more to say for whatever reason

-i was thinking, man, that sounds like one of those silly titles for wips i'd come up with by just slapping as many needed descriptive words as needed & making an acronym out of it, & what do i know. that's what it is. green tie this time around, to match the piano i suppose. and me. he wrote the little song about me. and not about him. and not about him

-oh there is a secret of elieenmore a! given that i still have no clue what it is i'm assuming this is that... chrono trigger? thing he mentioned earlier. that's what i'll go with until i'm proven otherwise

-... or it's secret of evermore. whatever the hell that is. anyway derorrim si oediv siht because there's no other way the piano would get higher when you go down it like that

-glad to see the impeccable professional high quality recording conditions he's got

-his clarinet looks a lot like mine that was slightly jarring to witness

-if i had to describe this gray tie in any way it'd be a playboy snob that hella does appear because boy are they a camerahog

-they genuinely filmed this in his goddam living room i don't know where i got the impression this was high-budget stuff

-truly the pinnacle of comedy, "is this a video?"

-"haagen-daaz, it's a thing that exists!"- the one quote i'm going to take with me from this video out of many good ones

-"oh that's a beatifiteab a s'taht ho" "i meanaem i" "gen-daazzaad-neg" "nmn" "OU I AMA I UO" (one of these things is not like the others!)

-i said it once i'll say it again this man's got some holy shit range like. i don't even think there's a word for a 9-part group but he does that. by himself. a part that requires the best of tally hall all on his own. good going my dude & thanks for the cover extras

[mad-men-inc]

:eyes: sam n drew for the oc ask thing earlier? if ur doing those?

We got Sam twice so due to Gay Reasons, you’re getting her response here. All of it is under the cut tho, cause this is a long list XD Thanks for the ask, beanie!

Full name: Samantha Kyle

Gender + sexuality: female, technically lesbian!

Pronouns: she/her

Ethnicity: white, american!

Birthplace + date: Los Angeles, CA, december 21st! ;P

Guilty pleasures: daydreaming about self-indulgent stories with friend’s OCs. namely your OCs, Kitty. whoops?

Phobias: strings, spiders, bad touch people XP

What’re they famous for: probably talking shit to the wrong person and getting my ass kicked. didnt say its gotta be a good thing!

What’re they arrested for: ... probably talking shit to the wrong person. or breaking and entering. or rioting? or petty theft? or beating the shit out of some asshole? wait am i incriminating myself?

OC I ship them with: uhh. you count, right bluejay? real oc tho: dani! :D

OC most likely to murder them: liza.

Favorite movie/book genre: horror! 

Least favorite movie/book cliche: unearned happy endings. personally, i love it when the characters have to fight tooth and nail for their endings. i also really dislike random deaths just for emotional responses instead of plot reasons :P

Talents/powers: uhhhhh, extreme shittalking? im pretty witty, and a good fighter! depending on the universe, i also have wings, piloting skills, or really good gun skills! 

Why someone might love them: good q, hey kitty? weiruy nah, probably my quick thinking, the ability to be poetic sometimes, and im good under pressure?  

Why someone might hate them: usually my big heart and big mouth gets me and my friends in trouble. i straight up dont know when to shut up Ever too.

How they change: uhhh, i started as a puppetbrain fool, and now im a rebellious bitch? thats an answer!

Why I love them: lex loves me cause they gotta deal with me so often ;P but also cause i help calm them down most days and i give them story ideas. and can actually finish writing pieces. and i can help write their essays. all of which are Helpful

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Full name: Drew Harper

Gender + sexuality: Male, gay, grey ace

Pronouns: He/him

Ethnicity: White, British if I remember, otherwise American.

Birthplace + date: Brighton, UK, July 10th

Guilty pleasures: Watching shitty romcoms in my PJs, eating entire gallons of ice cream and popcorn too.

Phobias: Ink, zombies, strings, spiders, axes.

What’re they famous for: Starting the Septic Resistance. Being involved in killing Anti. Being a general hero maybe? 

What’re they arrested for: Vigilante actions. Hacking government files. Breaking and entering, blackmail. But see, you’re only in trouble if you get caught. 

OC I ship them with: Marvin, or So Far Unnamed Neighbor ;D

OC most likely to murder them: If we had an Anti, him. Out of who we do have, probably Reunion!Jackie? He doesn’t like me for some reason.

Favorite movie/book genre: Action/adventure. 

Least favorite movie/book cliche: “Douchebag guy gets the girl because he cleans up his act around her, but he’s still an asshole to everyone else”, or “Person gets heartbroken because they heard an out-of-context part of a conversation and they run away crying, the miscommunication gets cleared up 30 seconds after they leave,” or “nerdy girl starts wearing makeup and suddenly that makes her worthy of the attention of her peers, and also the cool guy she was crushing on finally gives her attention now that shes pretty.” I have a lot of feelings about these stupid tropes :P

Talents/powers: Leadership, good with a bo-staff and hand-to-hand combat, parkour, charismatic as hell, really good at being emotional support.

Why someone might love them: Emotional support!!! And unending positivity, and the leadership skills. I can stay level headed typically. 

Why someone might hate them: I bottle up emotions until the dam breaks and then I hide away for days until I can reign in my emotions. 

How they change: I started off as a brooding hardass, akin to Batman, and now I’m a relatively bubbly dork, more akin to Spiderman. Plus hope is hard to come by now.

Why I love them: Lex loves me because I give them confidence, and writing me is pretty fun apparently! 

[mellz117]

Hello and welcome to the start of Mellz Plays Kingdom Hearts Re:CoM on the Playstation 2; Riku’s campaign

If you haven’t seen my thoughts on Sora’s story, why not start with Part 1? For the 5 of you who’ve been following along since then, welcome back! Check out the rest under the read more! I’m playing on standard difficulty so if I’m having a hard time, I just suck.

So we, as Riku wake up in the basement of Castle Oblivion. How did he get there? Sora just waltzed in like it was no big deal. Riku has to materialize in a cold basement and be woken up by the disembodied voice of an all too familiar bastard… Who has a new voice.

Thanks for the card, voice of Ansem, “Seeker of Darkness”. That ain’t him. It’s been almost 10 years and I don’t remember much of this game but I know that new Richard Epcar voice ain’t Ansem.

Riku’s got no time to waste, he’s a man on a mission.

So we get a melancholy scene with Riku happening upon the room Maleficent gave him during his association with her in the first game. Memories he’d rather forget.

After progressing a bit, the disembodied voice returns once again to taunt Riku. “You cast aside your home, your friends, the darkness. What else do you have? Nothing. Your heart is as empty as your old room.”

It’s so weird playing as Riku but I hope we get more of that beyond KH3 (ReMind hasn’t released at the time of writing this)

Alot of this game so far has been me saying “I don’t remember this”… …So I don’t remember Riku’s level up system being this different to Sora’s.

…well that’s bullshit. I vaguely remember that. The fact that I can’t even edit the order my cards appear to me in battle is even more bullshit. I like to organize my cards by type and value until I’m forced to use a different method.

So I dont have to wait for the reload gauge to count down, it’s immediate and I dont lose a card on every reload like I thought I remembered… What’s the catch? I don’t trust like that.

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We meet up with Maleficent at the end of the map. She’s 100% aware she’s a figment of Riku’s memory. Riku is none too pleased to see her.

I love his sass

Riku’s ready to kick the asses of everyone corrupted by darkness, including his own, he says. Time for a dragon fight because otherwise Maleficent isn’t a threat apparently lmao. I don’t think the mcguffen card even showed up.

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Oh look it’s that asshole. Or is it? Dun dun dunnnnn. God his lips look soft. Why was this necessary???

So who has dominion over this castle? Marluxia, or Ansem?

This fucker is like “Sonny, you couldn’t even win against Sora. You don’t stand a chance against me”.

You have a teenager lying on the ground... Please reword your demands.

Oh my god it’s Mickey Mouse! well… sort of. He’s a bright light. Gives Riku some nice words to keep him going.

Knowing what I know now about the Guardian heartless bro, everything is so much worse…

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Ooh first scene with the boys in the dark room. “Don’t I even warrant a hello, Lexaeus?” I don’t remember seeing this as funny before but now, like 10 years later I appreciate how funny it truly is. Zexion sounds so insulted.. Lexaeus is a man of few words. Then Vexen shows up and he’s getting right down to business. Zexion’s like “Nice to see you too. We all used to be so close, what happened?”

Vexen’s all offended about that and gets pissy about “rank this, rank that, ooh I’m number 4, you shrimpy child.” as if your number indicated rank. Xigbar is the 2nd member but Xemnas’s 2nd in command is Saix (from my understanding) so sit your ass down, Vex.

So Zexion’s special talent? He smells people.

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Riku smells people too?. Oh ok he can smell the darkness in his skin. Take a shower! …When was the last time he even got the opportunity?

Mickey appears before him and tells him some words of encouragement. He’s transparent because he can’t fully manifest in the castle right now. So where’s the other 50% opacity hanging out at?

“We shook hands in our hearts” omg… 

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Let’s go to Neverland first yay. I did a team attack with Mickey. I remember that!

Imagine being in Riku’s stupid, dumb, giant, anime boy shoes… addressing a giant, bipedal mouse as “Your Majesty”……….. Actually my sister and I used to do that back in the day when we both were obsessed with the series. Regardless of context we’d call him “King Mickey”. It makes me cringe thinking back on it.

Oh I was gonna try to challenge myself to avoid using the dark power but I guess I dont have a choice but to use it. Might as well put points into it if that’s the case.

uses Key to Beginnings, is immediately thrown into a battle with Captain Hook oh I guess we’re not focusing on any events in these worlds they’re literally just to pad out Riku’s story. Riku is officially less Disney than Sora.

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How does Zexy know who Riku is? “Riku is here because Sora is here”. Vex that makes zero sense. What else is new?

Agrabah. Uneventful. Riku is not good at hitting small targets. Had a hell of a time fighting Jafar, or rather beating Iago to a pulp, in comparison to playing as Sora.

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Next scene, and immediately like NO breath between the fade in and the scene itself, Vexen appears. And in even less time after he appears, “I take it you’re Riku?” This mofo has no time to waste. He’s a busy man.

Riku’s already tired of his bullshit and is ready to FIGHT. Same, Riku. Same.

I had him stun locked during most of this battle.

I JUST LOVE RIKU’S COMPLETE LACK OF FUCKS GIVEN HE’LL BEAT VEXEN’S SHIELD WITH HIS FISTS AND POMMEL

Vexen is a fucking twerp. And seems alot more crazy, mad scientist-y when interacting with Riku than Sora. Emphasis on “mad”. He cray

Why do they hang out in the dark? I mean, why no lamps? All I can imagine is them hanging out and barely able to actually see each other. The only way anyone knows who’s there is because Zexion can smell people, everyone else just assumes Lexaeus is there, Vexen won’t shut up about something something science, and Axel likes to hear himself talk.

Fat boi

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Zexion and Lexaeus are talking about what’s going on,  I’m still not sure what they’re doing here. Like, do they want Sora for the Organization? But Marluxia wants Sora as his personal puppet? What about Roxas? Isn’t he like, in a coma or something? Just kill Sora, Roxas will wake up, and SOMEONE’S got a Keyblade wielder again. Lex says Vexen hates Marluxia and things with the replica could turn out disastrously because of it. What IS Vexen’s beef with Marly?

Ok I know it’s to pad out a second campaign but why does Riku go to SORA’S memory worlds? Unless Riku stalked him throughout the entirety of KH1, or had so visit them for darkness missions, and those are his memories as well? Idk, it doesn’t have to be explicitly stated

Oh no Riku, it’s you.

So at this point he’s aware hes a copy? Does he forget later? With Namine’s meddling? How does Vexen create a living, breathing entity out of battle data? Like, where did the body come from? Did he have it on standby for a while until the right moment?

“You’re afraid of the dark” Repliku states.. Lmao yeah, Riku- he still sleeps with a night light. Don’t tell Sora.

Repliku is like, a worse Riku as far as personality goes. The punk-ass bitch Riku from KH1 but worse. Repliku is quick to ditch the double pants with suspenders and ankle belts for a muscle suit and grass skirt. I’m not sure which one’s worse.

FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT! I got two level ups out of that!

I high key love Repliku’s laugh here when Riku tries to attacks him again RIGHT AFTER THEIR FIGHT. It’s adorable, hilarious, and creepy. GG David Gallagher! Check out that video if you want. [video]

Dutch angles make everything more dramatic. Unofficial rule no. 1 of cinema. Repliku peaces out and we give chase up another flight of stairs and another cutscene plays. Repliku joins Zexion, Lexaeus, and Vexen in the dark room and they talk about introducing him to Sora.

Riku finds himself alone on the next floor, yelling at empty air. Ansem shows up to taunt Riku again. This dude just doesn’t quit. God forbid he learns no means go the fuck away.

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Oh hey we’re in Atlantica! Maybe Riku can wash that darkness smell off his skin. Oh wait the water doesn’t really exist. And hes just a human, not swimming like a mermaid. Give me mer-Riku, you cowards. Twiggy mer-Sora is funny, twiggy mer-Riku with buff arms would be HYSTERICAL. I had a difficult time with Ursula because poor card management and I’m avoiding battles to get this game over with, which kinda shoots me in the foot as I’m not leveling up.

Yeah I was right, he ends up thinking HE’S Riku. I honestly feel bad for the guy… he’s so scared and betrayed. I know I was shit talking him just a bit ago but I need to protect Repliku. [video]

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Give Riku a Halloween Town outfit, you cowards.

This scene between Repliku and Namine is so bittersweet. [video] Just listen to how gentle he talks to Namine. Oh, my heart cannot handle it.

This game makes me so sad. Poor Repliku, poor Namine… Larxene continues to be The Worst. Like, the ABSOLUTE worst. Was Elrena like this?

(I keep getting progressively more and more angry because I can’t upload a video file to this on desktop but I can on mobile, but if I post a video on mobile I can’t edit a read more on desktop. AND I HAVE THREE VIDEOS I WANT TO PUT IN. SO I MADE A BLOG SPECIFICALLY SO I CAN POST THEM THERE AND LINK THEM HERE)

See you in part 2, where I will continue to drag Larxene.

[sunspira]

tw for suicide mention but not for me or anyone in my life just some scumbag serial killer who offed himself in jail whatever die bitch 

- help I downloaded the Israel Keys files posted on like websleuthes or something onto google drive to read them because its fascinating and now one of my recent documents is simply “suicide note” omfg psa for my like poor mOM or anyone who happens to see my screen over my shoulder i am OKAY please dont get scared holy shit. it looks incredibly concerning even to ME and I know the context.  (also huge trigger warning for everything if you look into that criminal I wouldn't really recommend it but I fell down a rabbit hole realizing he was active in the new england area during my teen years very eerie) 

[loveaningenue]

Taylor Swift’s 2005-2006 MySpace Comments

Taylor’s alleged MySpace comments in a chronological order from 2005 to 2006. (Time of posts on 24h). Pictures of the comments were too blurry, so I didn’t add, but if needed, I have them saved in a file if anyone needs proof. 

NB: All the comments are replies to unknown posts by her friends, so the context is unknown. 

Sep 3, 2005 13:08

I am obsessed with you.

If you look out your window and down the street about 200 yards, you may see a big white van parked on the street. I am inside the van with a telescope and computer. Just trying to catch a glimpse of kelsey dammmnnn morris.

haha. end of story.

Sep 5, 2005 1:37

AWWWW brittany I miss you so much. And yes, I can verify that you do know every word to that song. I love you for it. :-) . Prom was incredible and thankyou so much for everything you’re ever done in the past to make me feel welcome into that whole group. You have always been so nice to me. Thankyou for everything. You may not have noticed but it really meant a lot to me. 

Sep 6, 2005 3:26

LACEY LACEY LACEY

I’m in love with you.

There’s no other way around it.

hehe

Sep 10, 2005 2:01

Pretty girl.

I could away twenty and knock on your door and ask you how you’ve been...

But I think I’ll just sit here and type it. Tell me how you’ve been, child. taylor

Sep 11, 2005 21:09

I have the same name as your boyfriend.

Therefore I am better than everyone and you should like me more.

taylor

Sep 14, 2005 20:43

HOMECOMINGQUEENHOMECOMINGQUEENHOMECOMINGQUEENHOMECOMINGQUEEN

{haha i love you and your pretty crown}

taylor

Sep 18, 2005 11:56

Kelsey’s awesome. And got best smile. And should have gotten everything else. Hahah iloveyou

Sep 17, 2005 11:30

uhhh..

“I shot some guy with a flare gun” -sahara

best line ever.

Sep 21, 2005 23:26

WE NEED ONE MORE SCANTRON

Sep 30, 2005 17:06

I have one word for you.

Chorttle.

{bitch}

Oct 11, 2005 23:13

Everybody watch Kelsey’s scrolling pictures of her friends until you get the one of shelby.

Her boobs look AMAZING.

hahahahahahaha

Oct 18, 2006 16:36

RELINQUISH THIS TOME FOOLERY YOU ELFISH KNAVE.

- a prime example of the shit we OUGHT to learn in English class.

Oct 31 2005 8:12

i read your complaining comment about how your not abigails tip 8. well, how could you be? I’M THERE. TAKING YOUR SPOT HAHAhAHAHA. (evil laugh, you know the drill). Well, anyway, listen my queer fellow. I thinketh we shall hangeth out sometime soon, eh? yes, i do believe i am growing fond of this idea. drive over in your sex van and come pick me up. farewell knave. -T-

Nov 6, 2005 0:03

If you were a guy I’d probably date you.

Just a friendly reminder

<3

Nov 26, 2005 17:54

My darling.

18 days till I get my license and  I think we’ll gave to go out in the hummer and shoot people we hate with a paintball gun out the passenger side window.

Abigail and I have been planning this for a while.

You should totally come.

We hear you have good aim.

lovelovelove -T-

Nov 26, 2005 21:50

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

{i like your headline}

and yes, I do.

lovelovelove -T-

Dec 4, 2005 22:07

Here’s a little limerick for you to solve while I waste my life away on the couch with a godforsaken migraine that is threatening my life eating ice cream out of the gallon container watching war of worlds wondering why I was fat as a 10-year-old and not cute like dakota fanning and thinking, “hey, this wouldn’t’t be so bad, everything getting blown to shit and half the world dying.. Life pretty much sucks anyway.”

I don’t want what I can get.

I fuck up what i had so i shouldn’t want it

I want what doesn’t want me Therefore I can’t get it Therefore I can’t be happy Therefore I sit in class writing notes t my equally psychotic redheaded best friend about how to achieve ultimate happiness when honestly we’re just dreamers because no one is ever permanently happy.

I have blonde hair and my name rhymes with sailor.

What am I?

Oh, fuck. It’s me.

Have an equally joyous night fa la la i love christmas

-T-

Dec 16, 2005 2:59

I’m Grant Motherfucking Wood.

I do what I want

and say the word “durr”.

iloveyoubutnotsomuchgrantwood hehehe -T-

Dec 21, 2005 0:17

I’m in England and this whole country is weird.

They’re all weird. Except for me. Who, as you know, is completely normal. 

Hey man we need to hang out when I get back. How about we combine me, my car, grant wood’s house, shelby, ally, some boys, lily and perhaps whitley, some drinks because you might get thirsty, and new year’s eve.

yeeeaahhhhhh

-T-

Dec 28, 2005 14:57

Just a little reminder to you that, even though the semester may be over..

I’m still quite obsessed with you.

haha fuck sewing machines.

lovelovelove -T-

Dec 28, 2005 

WOW I LOVE YOUR PICTURES

( i haven’t been on here in a while and technology alone fascinates me)

Hey I love you and now I know exactly where your house is, and also that Grant Wood plays guitar? Yes, he does. 

Why?

Because he’s Grant Motherfucking Wood, That’s why.

We’re hanging out New Years and I’m driving the Hummer and it will be amazing.

-T-

PS: Hi, Kelsey’s mom!

Dec 29, 2005 2:44

Lil’ Kels.

hahahhaha

I looove love love your new pictures. You are pretty, 

You’re right.. you better watch out.

Because I do what I want.

-T-

Jan 4, 2006 22:37

IM ONE OF KELSEYS BEST FRIENDS HA HA HA HA HA HA.

I’m sorry. Now that I said that I’m probably going to get kicked off the list for disorderly conduct or just simply being a loser in a public place such as the internet. 

But just to let you know. That’s pretty freakin awesome. lovelovelove -T-

Jan 8, 2006 8:53

My name is Taylor. I am not clingy. I do not want a boyfriend.

I do not show signs of wanting a boyfriend.

I do not make hints leading on to the fact that I may want a boyfriend.

So how, tell me, on EARTH is it possible for someone confuse this issue and IGNORE me because they don’t want a girlfriend.

(%(* ..)%([IOJENTI..OWI$...]WO -T-

Jan 10, 2006 0:30

Umm how about DONT listen to addie.

That’s like the most amusing picture I’ve ever seen.

Take it down?

I think not.

Jan 18, 2006 0:14

JORDAN YOU IDIOT.

The term is quite obviously FEM-bots.

Not THEM-bots..

I don’t know what goes in your clouded mind sometimes..

maybe I’m just too sexy and it distracts you. mmm i think i am correct. -T-

Jan 18, 2006 0:16

Oh P.S.

Boys with your name are not exactly as great as you.

I have had much experience with them lately.

hahaha and their girlfriends get mad ;-)

Feb 4, 2006 21:01

THAT PICTURE OF ME UP AT THE TOP IS GROSS.

THAT IS SICK TAKE IT DOWN.

It serves NO purpose other than to make me look FUGLY.

I want it off NOW.

but i loove you

Feb 5, 2006 8:14

Guess who as a thing for you.

The hottest guy in the world.

Whats the mixture of a tiger and a lion?

A WHORE.

think about it.

Feb 28, 2006 5:30

“I definitely just deep-throated the lollipop.”

Hey little girl.. do you want to know a seeker-ett?

hahaha thanks for helping me with my computer troubles. I know you bend many way for me. i like dat.

Mar 21, 2006 7:54

“Kelsey y dont u just LEAVE US ALONE.

WE R TRYIN 2B HAPPY. OMGGGGGG.”

hahahah. See, I had to write the original message with punctuations and vowels-- but I had to translate into the way SHE would write it.

But she’s not immature. She’s just not fond of correct spelling.

i love you -T-

Apr 5, 2006 7:51

LoL i KnOw!!

ExcLamAtiOn PoIntS aRe THIRD GrAdErS !! !! !!

(also notice this super cool signature I’m going to add in to the ending of this comment)

::sWiFt::

hahahah

Apr 22, 2006 18:39

PUT UP PROM PICTURES!!!!!!!!!!

And as soon as I get my laptop back, I’ll be leaving you a certain picture that I think you’ll like.

Because a certain girl might see it. lovelovelove -T-

Apr 23, 2006 14:19

(Picture)

(Picture)

(Picture)

(This is you quite obviously staring at my boobs)

Apr 24, 2006 17:56

Lyrics we live by:

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time I want what’s your and I want what’s mine

I want YOU, but I’m not giving  giving in this time.

haha i love you you’re really pretty. -T-

Apr 30, 2006 19:33

Kelsey.

I love you and I’m sorry about all the “distance”.

Distance = stupid and unnecessary.

Dude. The truth us, i miss you. Starbucks tomorrow? 

May 2, 2006 22:10

Yeah, I remember I have that photoshoot today and tomorrow. Well, its good to know I was missed. haha. Speaking of missed, I really wish you didn’t work so much because I wanted to hang out today.

lovelovelove -T-

Call me.

May 27, 2006 1:44

Dude.

The scrolling picture of your car is mad cool mannnnnn.

sweeeeet.

I stared at it for like an hour. hahaha

no really. the sad thing is, I did.

Jun 9, 2006 20:30

I CANT FIND MY PHONE.

errrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Kelsey. My lovely best friend. YOU CAME TO MY SHOWWWWWW! I didn’t know if you or ally actually came or not because I didn’t see you, thank you so much for coming. That means the world to me, you know that. I love you.

lovelovelove -T-

Jun 19, 2006 10:52

I MISS YOU AND I WANT TO SEE YOU.

I leave again tonight for north carolina but i wont be gone as long this time, and I want my best friendddd backkkkk.

I love you and ally.

lovelovelove

-T-

Jul 31, 2006 19:24

You know you’ve been away too long when your best friend doesn’t have any trace of you on her myspace anymore. Kelsey. I missss you.

I’m going over to Ally’s house tonight and if you’re not there I’m going to walk over to your house and abduct you. 

lovelovelove -T-

Here’s a LINK to the pictures of the alleged MySpace comments. 

BONUS:

[fancycheesebread]

WORK STUFF

Okay so I guess I can’t do a huge title on mobile? Oh well.

I’m gonna start off with some context here. I’m a senior member in my current work department. I have my phone number listed on file so that way any of my less experienced co workers can contact me if they need help. There is only 2 big rules when it come to contacting people outside of work. First rule is to always call from the work phone. Second rule is to only call if it’s the literal last resort.

So let’s get to what actually happened. I have a coworker we are just gonna call her “R”. This girl is... well I’m just gonna say ignorant. So both my supervisor and I have explained to her multiple times that she can’t write herself into the schedule. She needs to speak with a supervisor because our hours are limited. Well yesterday I noticed she had like 3 additional shifts written into the master schedule. I think “huh that’s weird.” Because we definitely didn’t have the hours available for that. I show it to my supervisor and she’s like “yeah I didn’t approve this. I’ll talk to “R” about this tomorrow.”

Cut to this morning and I get a phone call. I don’t know who it is so I dont answer it. I notice that the person had left a voicemail so I decide to listen to it. I really shouldn’t have listened to it because “R” decided to call me and yell at me. She had the FUCKING AUDACITY to curse me out over voicemail saying “it’s your fault I got a write up. How fucking dare you do this to me. Why are you being such a bitch? Fuck you.” I was shaking so god damn hard after listening to it. Like how dare she call me on my personal phone and leave a message like that? What the fucking was she expecting to gain from this? I’m just... I’m so mad right now.