#bisexual love letter

[the-crimson-crows]

jar of stars

The odd thing, perhaps, is that I cannot remember precisely when I began to love you. 

It’s a blur, these memories, accentuated only by sharp events in vivid relief; like the blurred background when you look out the window in a train that only stops when you reach a station. My memories of you are like that, hundreds of small memories that blur together marked by events that I remember well, then going back to small blurs. They lay hidden, dormant, until I lay in bed at night and then they crawl out from their hiding places, telling me small stories of things I never realized I noticed about you. How you look over your glasses when you have that certain smile, the small breath you take before you start a debate. The way you hold yourself with confidence, that faraway look in your eyes when you listen to a song you love and you start to drum the beat with your fingers. 

It’s as if I’ve always known you, illogical as that sounds. I know that there was an actual day I met you, then at some point throughout this I’d realized—oh. I love you. And though I remember that day well, I also have this sense of familiarity with you, as if I knew you before all of this. Perhaps it is my heart that knows you. Perhaps it is some illusion caused by this infatuation, this rose-colored glass that alters my very perception. Perhaps all of this is just a dream, a flashback within those infinitesimally small ten minutes after death. 

And then there was that little jar of stars, made of colorful paper. How you’d smiled when you’d given it, said it was a gift. But I should’ve known that nothing come for free from you, because that’s when I realized that’d you’d stolen my heart a long time ago and that was why I always chased after you. Was it to retrieve my heart, or to merely gaze upon you? I don’t know.

Quite frankly, I don’t know how you managed to take my heart away. I like to think that I keep it in chains, locked away in a small part of me, somewhere dark that I do not dare to venture in, the same place I keep my sins. I tell myself that there is a reason why I do not go there, for the sins that hide there are left in the shadows for a reason; and to wander down there would be to dare uncover secrets I have hidden to collect dust and to never to be touched. 

Did you sneak through these labyrinth-like walls, unchain my heart, and release it from its bonds to leave it aching? Or were these chains, too, just an illusion? Did it just fall out of my chest, and you were there to catch it for me? 

So I suppose now I have no heart. Indeed, I’ve nothing, nothing but your jar of stars that sits on the shelf next to my bed, cast in moonlight and in stars. It sits there in silence, the ghost of you hovering. It sits there reminding me of the thief that has stolen what I thought to be dead. 

Perhaps when you break my heart, when you finally let me have the shattered pieces back, this jar will break, too. 

[spacedlexi]

ok but I would play the fuck out of a farming sim in your style filled with butches

if i knew anything about coding it would be So over instead im just sitting in a massive pile of all of my designs. which i will take this opportunity to share i guess :) i have designed pretty much every building and am currently working on interiors

only a handful of the townies have been designed and the rest are just vague concepts but as a bisexual gendie neuch girlie i really wanted to make a cast that has something for Everyone so im taking my time with them. this is my "perpetually on the backburner" project i go to when im feeling lost creatively

[darlingghoulette]

Whoever made the decision to put Sabrina Carpenter and Pedro Pascal in a skit together needs their dick (real or metaphorical) sucked and a raise

[sergeantsporks]

It’s “being annoyed that Lilith didn’t get an in-show confirmation of being aroace” hours boys

[heyblue]

Snowflake method of writing? Hehe nah I do the whole “outline this as far as Brain go then fly by the seat of my pants and blaze through the second act slump until I reach the end” method of writing.

[ilovemesomevincentprice]

Vincent Price fact of the day;

Whenever a fan would send him a letter asking for an autographed photo, if he didn't have one available, he would sketch his own portrait on an index card, autograph it, and send it to his fan. How fucking cool is this guy?!

[vanishedgrimoire]

What does it feel like, to have someone’s heart beating in rhythm with yours? To know that someone watches over you, their touch like a gentle spell, their words a soothing balm? One day, I long to know this magic, to be seen, truly seen, by a soul who sees only me.

[floralgraveyard]

GUESS WHAT.

they just legalised same sex marriage in Thailand!! making it the first South East Asian country to do so!!!!

[penisbutterjellytime]

Probably isn't what you expected (also sorry for responding so late lol)

But anyways lol there's two ways this could go

I think she'd either have PCOS and keep the beard. Or she'd have transfem butch swag. Beard could be a safety thing (passing as a man) or maybe she doesn't shave it off because she feels it doesn't take away from her identity so she keeps it. Maybe a bit of both.

Anyway, Butch Kieran Duffy be upon ye

[ginaonline]

one thing i love about Psych is that i don't have to create homoerotic subtext bc i like to make every single piece of media i like gay, it's already there in the show !

[april-diariees]

samiee, why wont you leave my head?

your smile.. so pure, so enchanting, and the sound of your voice, makes my heart giddy somehow. That twinkle in your eyes, and the way you see life, I'd go to wars, just to see you one more time.

I love to hear you talk, when you tell me all the things you like, and whatevers going on in your life. and when you hug me, all the heavens seem to collide, i crave that feeling every night. oh, and when you call me cute, idk how im still alive.

The way you care, for everyone around you, the term angel was invented, just to describe you. you look so beautiful, i could never put to words, the joy i feel, being beside you.

I hate to see you sick, even more when you cry, I wish I could shield you from everyone, who dares mess with your smile. I'd sit there holding your hand, looking at you while you shine so bright, don't wanna sound selfish, but i really want you... to be all mine.

[i-want-to-be-a-poet]

[aphroditelovesu]

hi can you do love letter 💌 from yandere Nick Nelson x male reader from heartstopper 🥰❤️❤️❤️❤️

Dear (Y/N),

I write these words with a beating heart, overflowing with love for you. From the moment our eyes met, my life took a turn I could never have imagined. You are the light that illuminates my darkest days, the reason my heart beats faster.

Every thought, every sigh, every action I take is dedicated to you, my beloved. I would do anything to ensure your happiness, to keep you safe and secure. The world can be a cruel and dangerous place, but I am here to be your safe haven, to care for you with all my being.

I hope I'm not being impertinent, but I need to tell you how much I love you, how crazy I am about you.

I can't bear the thought of you looking at someone else with the same eyes you look at me. Please understand that my love is deep and unwavering, and I am willing to do anything to ensure that you are mine alone. would make any sacrifice, face any obstacle, to have you all to myself.

I promise to love you intensely, protect you from all dangers and do everything I need to do to keep you safe. Our love is eternal, my beloved, and I will never let it slip away.

With love,

Nick.

[clownleys]

institutionalized biphobia (<- airport staff uncuffed my jeans during security check)

[wakingbreathlessly]

if i weren’t strictly attracted to them sexually, the thought of dating guys would never cross my mind. girls r so thoughtful and beautiful in everything they do, and i could never truly envision myself being in a happy relationship with a guy. i’ve only experienced raw and consuming love while dating women, but disappointment and uneasiness when in romantic relationships with guys. blehhhhhh

[cadaverre]

flipping between "guys are so pretty 😍😍" and "omgg i could never date a MAN 🤬🤬"