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Danglars? I hardly know har!
#begging on my knees#comc#cant say im not currently cackling like a madman but christ almighty#anon#ask#bestie i cant do this anymore
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The Miserable 20s club, we hold meetings every Tuesday, Thursday and Sunday!
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what if i lost the will to live like. as a joke. what then.
#i am fine ftr im just. exhausted haha#NOT to overshare about my personal life too much but my dog is dying. my horse is being given back to his og owner this summer / fall.#my dads kicking me out in two years (in favor of his girlfriend and her kids bc he would rather live w them!!!)#his alcoholism is driving me crazy bc hes treating me like absolute shit and berating me constantly#and stealing from me 🙃#ive lost my healthcare benefits + now have to either raw dog therapy out of pocket or loose my therapist#a therapist that took me a year of being on a waiting list to get in w btw#and idk i just genuinely feel like a loser rn like. im a 23 year old unemployed fat virgin who plays video games all day like. 🧍#where is this going for me. what is the point of it all. in two years im going to be fucking homeless on top of all that#unless some miracle happens bc as is i am too disabled to work.#im just reaching a point where i deeply dont care anymore. whatever happens happens im done fighting it#and ik its the abandonment issues talking here but knowing my dad is planning on abandoning me. 👍#thats two for two on parents leaving me. my entire family has at this point so like truly i cant trust any relationship#like if my PARENTS find me that unbearable. and my best friend who knew me my entire life thought so. then truly every relationship#i ever have is on a fucking timer like. idk if any besties r reading this im sorry i promise this is in no way a dig at yall#bc you guys do really make me feel loved and secure in a way no one else has but. id be lying if i said i wasnt still scared#anyways enough oversharing#i really am fine and safe rn btw like. at minimum u guys r stuck w me until arc*ne season 2 comes out 😂#my post
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I may have made a mistake.....
#highest grossing post of all time what's going on hello.....#anyway squish h and rory's sibling we're all intellectuals and I'm holding all of your hands in a cute circle#rory hanan hadiya evie em mara hayden mae and v get well soon pls 🙏 can't relate#i just do pants with 10000 pockets and carry minimum stuff like phone and tiny wallet (like i have one of those tiny men wallets)#it fits 8 cards at most and 1 mini sewing kit#i don't even carry keys anymore unless I'm driving#and in the winter my jacket has enough pockets for hand cream chapstick etc etc#my mom hateeeees me for it but to be fair my mom hates me for a lot fo reasons; most of them being I'm not feminine enough#the only reason id be carrying a bag is if i need to carry my laptop or if im going to buy stuff (folded tote bag in pocket)#also pls pls if anyone else rbgd and i didn't see i am so sorry i love you and you are my friend and bestie even 🙏#but i cant see anything anymore in the notes there's too much its overwhelming#i just wanted to know what my mutuals did welppp not all of human population rip
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Would it. Be too diabolical if i put lucanis in the tailored to elio version of the regret fade prison.
#varric is still making it into the regret fade prison he's just not the main attraction anymore#neve... so sorry bestie but i dont think her relationship with elio is good enough for her to have the kind of impact the prison requires#harding.... maybe. she and elio were better friends the problem is as a crow idk if he would be that sentimental#about her sacrifice. like i could see him explain it away as her choice#viago is obv making it into the regret prison. elio regrets tarnishing house de riva's reputation#he regrets putting viago in such a tough spot. he regrets looking to viago for familiar ties even if it was a bit long ago#elio's twin luar might make it there too. regrets trying to force a deeper bond with them even tho they were obv not that interested#also in a fucked up way. he comes to regret not being able to help minrathous more because it hurt luar's best friend#neve rather than just because it hurt neve period. (+ it forced luar to take sides and they chose neve so...)#there are also some more nebular regrets idk how to include just yet. elio following the crow's path and using his body to get info#during contracts even if it means he has to suffer thru pretending to be a woman.#elio knowing his ex loves him but choosing his own methods of doing contracts over said ex and causing them to break up#the kind of person elio chose to be. the kind of personality type he's boxed himself into (jokester/shoulder to cry on/defers to his#superiors/doesnt shoot above his station) and how he cant escape that anymore#and the most diabolical one. how elio regrets thinking he could ever find a family within the veilguard#and how maybe he even regrets falling for lucanis (elio did NOT get the dessert thing. he's operating in a lucanis#doesnt reciprocate his feelings wavelength) and how him being so pushy mightve led to lucanis being turned off#from pursuing him while also adding unnecessary stress onto lucanis
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#every once in a while ill go back after cleaning up music on my phone and relisten to old rock songs then redownload them#but im thinking. how the fuck did 3/4 of my immediate family listen to disturbed. just one song but huh#actually maybe 2.. also trapt? who the hell is that anyway we all just know headstrong 😭#i redownload and delete and redownload it all the time LMAO#skilet and three days grace and OH breaking benjamin we all listened to a lot too#and i say 3/4 bc i dont know what the fuck my dad likes? pit..bull..? lmfao..? thai music?? im so confused#FALL OUT BOY ALWAYS HITS#also that fucking. roach last resort shit. my brother still has it in his spotify playlist and it always makes me laugh so fucking hard#anyway i do rmr skillet and breaking benjamin being big bc we all liked it. also how did we all like disturbed but now none of them listen#to rock sob sob#also i used to share three days grace and fucking hollywood undead to my younger cousin??? what was wrong w me for sharing HU...#HE DOESNT REMEMBER IT THO?? its really funny LMAO#also evanescence but i found more songs on my own and ofc we together only kinda had uhh 2 songs#NUMB ENCORE.. I TOTALLY FORGET ABT IT AND IT BLOWS MY MIND EVERYTIME IT RESURFACES IN MY HEAD HOLY SHIT#BANGER but anyw my point was uhh smn smn sharing music is great and im happy we all bonded over rock before lol#44597#IDK I FORGOT HALF WAY IN 😭 GO ROCK!! im redownloading some of the shit i dont have again LMAO#OUGH ALSO NOBODY CARES BUT ME AND MY COUSIN R SO 06 ALL HAIL SHADOW PILLED#THAT WHEN MY BROTHER PLAYED THE OG ALL HAIL SHADOW I KID U NOT I WAS LIKE IS THAT A COVER WHAT VERS IS THIS#SORRY IM SO CRUSH40 PILLED I LITERALLY PLAYED SHADOW THE HEDGEHOG ON THE PS2 AND ON AN EMULATOR?? WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT#/LH BC ITS STILL GOOD BUT THAT IS NOT MY JAM. 06 IS WHERE ITS AT#crush40 was so good for sonic songs though esp all hail shadow and ungravitify OUGH crush40 versions r like almost always my fav#wait with movie and year of shadow ppl r going back n commenting all over this old yt upload of all of me from 11 years ago LMAOOO#dude they have to give knuckles kickass rap songs again PLEASE unknown from M.E makes me laugh so hard BUT ITS NOT BAD#AND PUMPKIN HILL ok that wasnt tehcnically his but it literally TALKS ABT KNUCKLES. ITS LITERALLY ABT HIM BRO#that ones funny to me bc my cousin loved it sm and he was legit like trying to hear the lyrics but he couldnntt#a ghost tried to approach me AND GOT MARRIED??? 🤨🤨 i cant take this song seriously ASLKDJS#CHECK YES JULIET.. JUST REALIZED MY BESTIES USED TO LIKE SOFT ROCK WITH ME?? they dont listen to that at all anymore omg
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girl this is so annoying i hate how much these interviews prioritize parents.she wont stop lying abt meee
#I DIDNT STOP TALKING TO MY ELEMENTARY BESTIE BC I DIDNT CARE#I DIDNT RECOGNIZE HER N SHE NEVER TOLD ME HI AFTER NOTICING I WAS THERE IT WASNT ME!!!!!#STOP MAKING ME SOUND BADDD#WDYM I NEVER WANNA TELL ANYBODY I HAVE SIBLINGS GIRL YOURE THE ONE THAT NEVER LET ME SEE THEM???#MEAN TO ME LYING ABT ME!!!!!#analiceoriginal.txt#its been like an hour release me!!! RELEASE MEEEEE!!!!!!#SHE TURNED MY WIFI OFF I CANT DO ANYTHING BUT YAP IN THE TAGS#LET ME GOOOOOOO#BITCH YOU DIDNT ASK TO GIVE MY TOYS AWAY YOU GAVE THEM WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL#I CANT PLAY W MY DOLLS ANYMORE BC YOU PUT THEM AWAY WITHOUT ASKING ME N DONT LET TOUCH THEM!!! THIS IS UNFAIR#BIASED INTERVIEW IM BEING LIED ABT THIS IS SLANDER HARASSMENT MOCKERY OF MY IMAGE#girl i attacked a kid w a pencil dont you separate me from the 'weird violent ones' thats me bitch!!! THATS ME!!!!!! SLANDER!!!!!!!!#STOP MAKING ME SOUND LAMEEE I CANT READDDDDD STOP LYINGGGGGGG#ok she gave me more candy ill behave.#its pineapple btw :3#i wanna go home man.gonna have to correct sm stuff when its my turn.imagine.me being good at reading.in what world.#i love she claimed i dont care abt clothes n right after said my style isnt 'appropriate' bc she doesnt like my clothing style#its almost like i dont care bc I DONT LIKE ANYTHING I OWN!!! N YOU DONT EVEN LET ME PICK ANYTHING OUT!!!!!#THIS INTERVIEW IS SO UNFAIR STOP LYING ABT ME STOP ITTTTTT#GOD DONT MENTION THAT ONE ARTS CLASS.SHUT UP GOD!!!!!!#i wanna go home im actually upset i dont wanna hear abt this#ughhhhhh this suckssss horrible accompaniment never come w me again.
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is it wrong for me to simp for a blue dog named Barnaby?
Oh well I mean
I think there's plenty of Barnaby fans out there! I'm not one to stop ya! Especially since I'm a bit of a fanatic when it comes to his much shorter friend, Wally!
#Lmao funny youre asking me but hey you do you!!!!!#more power to ya!!!!#more love for the other neighbors right????#we all cant be wally simps#I mean. we CAN. but the other sillies deserve some love and attention!!!!!#I do love Barnaby. Trully. Not the same as Wally but I could easily see him as being a wonderful if not lovingly annoying friend#Him and Wally are a packaged deal in my head!!!#Loving Wally means you gotta be besties with Barn#Oh im rambling. Im not on topic anymore#anyway!!!!!!!!#Ask#Text post#Just rambling
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on a side note: ive been pretty afk from group chats and talking to mutuals one-on-one but i want yall to know, through the use of vague posts, that I still love yall so much and hope youre all doing well and i will always cherish you and im not going anywhere but man im bad at talk to ppl
but the important thing is i will love yall forever and i will return to being weird in your proximity once more, one day
#sucktacular sucks#cant explain it so im just gonna say its the tism#even if we do not speak we will be besties until it is decided we dont wanna be besties anymore#i appreciate you all from afar and hold ur hand#also plz beam me with vibes of 'get a job' cuz im putting out applications but of course the radio silence...#IM FREEE ALWAYS I HAVE NO COMMITMENTS EVER I NEED MONEY COME ON >:(#im hoping getting a job and its disgusting routine of making me leave my house will help me be less ... [gestures broadly]
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Second day back to work after 2 week vacation I already wanna burst out in tears again
#im gonna look at this bullcrap and then let it pass through me. i cant do this anymore#my work bestie quit last week ;w;#personal
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I hate when you're very sure you're over something, but then you're awake at 4am and clearly Not Over it yet :/
#something something thinking about how my childhood ex-best friend is the reason i think everyone is gonna leave me eventuality lol#and i havent thought about them in YEARS#but the past 8 months it's been bad again#like. it could justify going back to therapy bad#and its gotten better. at least i dont hate my birthday anymore like i did though all of high school#and like. okay it basically stems from how i was the only one who put in effort into maintaining our friendship after#we went to different high school#and they would hang out with the other memeber of our friend trio but NEVER would ask me#and things then slowly fell apart#and that period of my life was when i was the most depressed and heartbroken#it's so much better now#cuz i realized#“well. i cant stop people from leaving me. the only thing i can do is be a good friend and trust them not to break my heart like ***** did”#cuz like. im still best friends with my kindergarten bestie. so like#***** is an outlier and should not be counted#and most of my friends are extremely introverted or on anti-depressants. so i dont mind being the one who makes plans#but sometimes its 4am and the thoughts GET TO ME#sigh sigh sigh#“***** is an outlier and should not be counted” damn. that actually does help.#thanks 4am brain <3#unfortunately its 5am and im too awake now rip#ive had friends comment over the last year about how much they appreciate the effort i put in#why can't i just cling onto THAT#sigh sigh#it'll get better
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moments like this when im really glad im a sad little cynic who always considers the worst possible outcome and never lets herself truly get comfortable and trust the good things in her life to stay there and builds her life around trying to soften the blows of the eventual disappointments just waiting around the corner lol never leaving my edgy teenager era peace and love
#i mean if the alternative is whatever the fuck is going on with my best friend rn then hooooo boy#cancelling therapy immediately i never want to change i wanna keep my trust issues forever and ever if its gonna save me from THIS#is he a dick? kinda. yeah. and a coward because if dude was sure he didnt want it since AUGUST and didnt have the guts to end it till now#actually he didnt end it. she was the one who finally snapped. but we seriously fought twice before because she just woudlnt listen#when i said that girl this isnt gonna work and you trust him too much and you're attachment styles are incompatible as hell#your*#but nvm. the least you could do when a 7 years younger girl who's clearly obsessed with you is breaking up with you#cause she just cant take it anymore. and you can see she's still in love with you because you've been lying to her for half a year.#imo the least you could do at that point is just. dont tell her that jfc. just say you're sorry it didnt work out etc etc#dont fucking tell her you stopped being in love with her in fucking august#and just 'didnt know how to end it' and lied when she asked if everything's alright#like my god. yes ig this would never have happened if she hadn't trusted him so completely and expected love to fix her whole life#but jesus dude. she's not even 23 she has a right to be naive. you're almost 30. you DONT get to be a man child anymore#christ. okay.#anyway i wish i could help her but telling her to 'trust less' and 'never truly rely on other people' sounds horrible and cringe and edgy af#but i genuinely dont have any other advice#like babygirl im sorry but your bestie is a piece of human garbage and she's doing the best she can but her best is Not Much alas
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need to go back to the tajik tea house but all my homies and me are broke rn
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So...Tomorrow is my first day of school and... HALP I'M NOT READY
#AND I DONT HAVE ANY CLASSES WITH ONE OF MY BESTIES#AND I'M WORKING ON SOMETHING RN AND NOW I CANT DO IT ANYMORE#I just have a tiny bit left and then it will be finished 😭😭#first day of school#school suuuucks
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#i apologize in advance for the venting#………. uh#today i told my therapist that my psychiatric appointment has been set for march 5th and i told her that i was concerned because i feel like#i cant hold on for that long#that im really at my limit and being awake id unbearable at the moment and i wish i could do something to move it up or something#and i asked her if i could do it in private with a psychiatrist she had mentioned earlier#and she pretty much convinced me to not do it that way because its better with the national healthcare because its in person and the#psychiatrist would be physically near me (which is ideal) and because its way less expensive… and she said 20 days isnt that long and#basically if i held on for this long i can keep holding on for a little longer#which is true i agree but also most days i feel like im losing my mind literally#like right now….. and i truly dont know what to do with myself and 20 days seem like forever right now#i know i have to hang in there but i cant stop crying im truly at my limit besties i dont know what the point of anything is anymore
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Hey!! Avi dii
i wanted to ask you a question
If someone has hurt you a lot, either accidentally or intentionally, And then he realise his mistake and apologizes.
So should you forgive him or should you ignore his apology and hurt him because he has also hurt you?
so definitely don't hurt him back because he hurt you. cause that's just a very toxic way of going about it and like you are gonna end up feeling guilty as fuck which is never fun in any situation. as far as forgetting and/or forgiving goes it really depends on you and what his mistake actually was. i have seen people who can forget but who never forgive and i have seen people who can forgive but never forget. so, it really does depend on you as a person and your boundaries. some mistakes are forgivable of course. but some mistakes just cross a personal boundary and do lead to the end of a relationship/friendship. so my advice would be that you take a moment and think about whether his mistake is something that you can come back from. if it isn't, then let him go for good. if it is, then you can start the forgive and/or forget debate.
#asks#bestie i cant dictate your feelings but if you do decide to forgive/forget#do it wholeheartedly#really let it go#dont dwell on it anymore#and start over#thats the only way to truly move on from a situation
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