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widevibratobitch · 2 months ago

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Danglars? I hardly know har!

#begging on my knees #comc #cant say im not currently cackling like a madman but christ almighty #anon #ask #bestie i cant do this anymore

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stood-onthecliffside · 9 months ago

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The Miserable 20s club, we hold meetings every Tuesday, Thursday and Sunday!

#i cant do this anymore bestie #jake <33

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scalpelsister · 6 months ago

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what if i lost the will to live like. as a joke. what then.

#i am fine ftr im just. exhausted haha #NOT to overshare about my personal life too much but my dog is dying. my horse is being given back to his og owner this summer / fall.#my dads kicking me out in two years (in favor of his girlfriend and her kids bc he would rather live w them!!!)#his alcoholism is driving me crazy bc hes treating me like absolute shit and berating me constantly #and stealing from me 🙃#ive lost my healthcare benefits + now have to either raw dog therapy out of pocket or loose my therapist #a therapist that took me a year of being on a waiting list to get in w btw #and idk i just genuinely feel like a loser rn like. im a 23 year old unemployed fat virgin who plays video games all day like. 🧍#where is this going for me. what is the point of it all. in two years im going to be fucking homeless on top of all that #unless some miracle happens bc as is i am too disabled to work.#im just reaching a point where i deeply dont care anymore. whatever happens happens im done fighting it #and ik its the abandonment issues talking here but knowing my dad is planning on abandoning me. 👍#thats two for two on parents leaving me. my entire family has at this point so like truly i cant trust any relationship #like if my PARENTS find me that unbearable. and my best friend who knew me my entire life thought so. then truly every relationship #i ever have is on a fucking timer like. idk if any besties r reading this im sorry i promise this is in no way a dig at yall #bc you guys do really make me feel loved and secure in a way no one else has but. id be lying if i said i wasnt still scared #anyways enough oversharing #i really am fine and safe rn btw like. at minimum u guys r stuck w me until arc*ne season 2 comes out 😂#my post

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bayrut · 6 months ago

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I may have made a mistake.....

#highest grossing post of all time what's going on hello.....#anyway squish h and rory's sibling we're all intellectuals and I'm holding all of your hands in a cute circle #rory hanan hadiya evie em mara hayden mae and v get well soon pls 🙏 can't relate #i just do pants with 10000 pockets and carry minimum stuff like phone and tiny wallet (like i have one of those tiny men wallets)#it fits 8 cards at most and 1 mini sewing kit #i don't even carry keys anymore unless I'm driving #and in the winter my jacket has enough pockets for hand cream chapstick etc etc #my mom hateeeees me for it but to be fair my mom hates me for a lot fo reasons; most of them being I'm not feminine enough #the only reason id be carrying a bag is if i need to carry my laptop or if im going to buy stuff (folded tote bag in pocket)#also pls pls if anyone else rbgd and i didn't see i am so sorry i love you and you are my friend and bestie even 🙏#but i cant see anything anymore in the notes there's too much its overwhelming #i just wanted to know what my mutuals did welppp not all of human population rip

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sketchy-tour · 8 months ago

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is it wrong for me to simp for a blue dog named Barnaby?

Oh well I mean

I think there's plenty of Barnaby fans out there! I'm not one to stop ya! Especially since I'm a bit of a fanatic when it comes to his much shorter friend, Wally!

#Lmao funny youre asking me but hey you do you!!!!!#more power to ya!!!!#more love for the other neighbors right????#we all cant be wally simps #I mean. we CAN. but the other sillies deserve some love and attention!!!!!#I do love Barnaby. Trully. Not the same as Wally but I could easily see him as being a wonderful if not lovingly annoying friend #Him and Wally are a packaged deal in my head!!!#Loving Wally means you gotta be besties with Barn #Oh im rambling. Im not on topic anymore #anyway!!!!!!!!#Ask #Text post #Just rambling

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toytulini · 9 months ago

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i know doctor who has never been Perfect, and i love capaldi, i love twelve, but christ alive its a hard watch sometimes

#toy txt post #they just made him so egregiously and blatantly RACIST? like to the point where im like was this like? an on purpose characterization #choice that i just strongly disagree with? or like? is it a consequence of the writers trying to be less racist by including more #characters of color but failing by not checking their own implicit biases so now not only is the doctor racist but like. egregiously so bc #theres so many more opportunities for him to be racist? like just #and if youre sitting here like hes not!!! how dare you: pay attention to the difference in how he treats characters of color vs white chars #he hates soldiers. okay fine thats been fairly consistent. okay but 12 RLY hates them. he hates them so much he cant stand Claras bf Danny #who should be the doctors like ideal soldier bc he was a soldier who didnt want to be anymore and just wants to chill and do good in the #world and for ppl to be safe so hes just a nice math teacher and the doctor calls him stupid and treats him as if hes fucking rambo? but #the doctor is largely fine with: kate lethbridge stewart? hes fine with ogood who may not be a soldier in her own right but shes actively #participating in UNIT as a scientist in a way thats way more ~soldiery~ than anything Danny is doing? and like they clearly wanted that to #be a point of tension to point out the doctors hypocrisy of how the doctor is like a high ranking officer/general whatever #and like thats fine and fair to point out but it just sucks that they do all that and dont seem ti realize how fuckijg racist they wrote #him? he was fucking besties with winston goddamn churchill but he refuses whatshername. journey blue? as a companion bc #shes a soldier. well bro you could make her not a soldier by removing her from the fucking battlefield maybe instead of getting morally #outraged about it? not to mention noticing how when he goes from '900 yrs of space and time and ive never met anyone who wasnt important'#wandering around being fine with UNIT apparently declaring him dictator of earth in emergencies (HELLO?) but dont worry he'll let us know #he disapproves by picking some random UNIT guy to be a really condescending asshole to. pay no attention to the fact that this UNIT #guy happens to be another character of color. ~the 12th doctor is too faceblind you cant call him racist~ well for a guy who cant tell #humans apart from sontarans his accidentaly racism beam is off the charts. its crazy. god #god i wish he'd gotten written better than this #when they do write him good they write him good. but godddddddd its so #doctor who

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sucktacular · 1 year ago

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on a side note: ive been pretty afk from group chats and talking to mutuals one-on-one but i want yall to know, through the use of vague posts, that I still love yall so much and hope youre all doing well and i will always cherish you and im not going anywhere but man im bad at talk to ppl

but the important thing is i will love yall forever and i will return to being weird in your proximity once more, one day

#sucktacular sucks #cant explain it so im just gonna say its the tism #even if we do not speak we will be besties until it is decided we dont wanna be besties anymore #i appreciate you all from afar and hold ur hand #also plz beam me with vibes of 'get a job' cuz im putting out applications but of course the radio silence...#IM FREEE ALWAYS I HAVE NO COMMITMENTS EVER I NEED MONEY COME ON >:(#im hoping getting a job and its disgusting routine of making me leave my house will help me be less ... [gestures broadly]

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honigsenfsymbiont · 3 months ago

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Second day back to work after 2 week vacation I already wanna burst out in tears again

#im gonna look at this bullcrap and then let it pass through me. i cant do this anymore #my work bestie quit last week ;w;#personal

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damndorothea · 6 months ago

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thank god it's May 31

#besties listen i love your analyses but i just got so sick of taylor the past few weeks idk 🥲 i cant do minutes anymore #ttpdminutes #will reblog the last minutes posts tomorrow I PROMISE!!! I love you guys <3 #kblabbers

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trinitea-fics · 9 months ago

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I hate when you're very sure you're over something, but then you're awake at 4am and clearly Not Over it yet :/

#something something thinking about how my childhood ex-best friend is the reason i think everyone is gonna leave me eventuality lol #and i havent thought about them in YEARS #but the past 8 months it's been bad again #like. it could justify going back to therapy bad #and its gotten better. at least i dont hate my birthday anymore like i did though all of high school #and like. okay it basically stems from how i was the only one who put in effort into maintaining our friendship after #we went to different high school #and they would hang out with the other memeber of our friend trio but NEVER would ask me #and things then slowly fell apart #and that period of my life was when i was the most depressed and heartbroken #it's so much better now #cuz i realized #“well. i cant stop people from leaving me. the only thing i can do is be a good friend and trust them not to break my heart like ***** did”#cuz like. im still best friends with my kindergarten bestie. so like #***** is an outlier and should not be counted #and most of my friends are extremely introverted or on anti-depressants. so i dont mind being the one who makes plans #but sometimes its 4am and the thoughts GET TO ME #sigh sigh sigh #“***** is an outlier and should not be counted” damn. that actually does help.#thanks 4am brain <3 #unfortunately its 5am and im too awake now rip #ive had friends comment over the last year about how much they appreciate the effort i put in #why can't i just cling onto THAT #sigh sigh #it'll get better

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minglana · 6 months ago

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(said while shaking and heaving excessively) just one more blueprint.... just ONE more blueprint............................

#besties if im being honest i cannot do this anymore..... i wanna be done w this so bad #like not even thinking abt the fact that i got the 'easy' part (doing the blueprints instead of writing the actual project out)#makes me feel any better. i still feel like shit....#and also i need to stay up today maybe like 2 more hrs (ill watch a movie while i do it) to write like. 100???? labels.#bc they need to be written on paper😭😭😭😭#oh and i gotta cut them out too. BY HAND!!!! why cant i have a guillotine or something that makes it easier to cut...........#z xarre

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widevibratobitch · 9 months ago

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moments like this when im really glad im a sad little cynic who always considers the worst possible outcome and never lets herself truly get comfortable and trust the good things in her life to stay there and builds her life around trying to soften the blows of the eventual disappointments just waiting around the corner lol never leaving my edgy teenager era peace and love

#i mean if the alternative is whatever the fuck is going on with my best friend rn then hooooo boy #cancelling therapy immediately i never want to change i wanna keep my trust issues forever and ever if its gonna save me from THIS #is he a dick? kinda. yeah. and a coward because if dude was sure he didnt want it since AUGUST and didnt have the guts to end it till now #actually he didnt end it. she was the one who finally snapped. but we seriously fought twice before because she just woudlnt listen #when i said that girl this isnt gonna work and you trust him too much and you're attachment styles are incompatible as hell #your*#but nvm. the least you could do when a 7 years younger girl who's clearly obsessed with you is breaking up with you #cause she just cant take it anymore. and you can see she's still in love with you because you've been lying to her for half a year.#imo the least you could do at that point is just. dont tell her that jfc. just say you're sorry it didnt work out etc etc #dont fucking tell her you stopped being in love with her in fucking august #and just 'didnt know how to end it' and lied when she asked if everything's alright #like my god. yes ig this would never have happened if she hadn't trusted him so completely and expected love to fix her whole life #but jesus dude. she's not even 23 she has a right to be naive. you're almost 30. you DONT get to be a man child anymore #christ. okay.#anyway i wish i could help her but telling her to 'trust less' and 'never truly rely on other people' sounds horrible and cringe and edgy af #but i genuinely dont have any other advice #like babygirl im sorry but your bestie is a piece of human garbage and she's doing the best she can but her best is Not Much alas

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confessiononadancefloor · 7 months ago

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need to go back to the tajik tea house but all my homies and me are broke rn

#like normally id invite my besties out but i cant do that anymore </3

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inky-evergreen · 1 year ago

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So...Tomorrow is my first day of school and... HALP I'M NOT READY

#AND I DONT HAVE ANY CLASSES WITH ONE OF MY BESTIES #AND I'M WORKING ON SOMETHING RN AND NOW I CANT DO IT ANYMORE #I just have a tiny bit left and then it will be finished 😭😭#first day of school #school suuuucks

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lovsome · 10 months ago

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#i apologize in advance for the venting #………. uh #today i told my therapist that my psychiatric appointment has been set for march 5th and i told her that i was concerned because i feel like #i cant hold on for that long #that im really at my limit and being awake id unbearable at the moment and i wish i could do something to move it up or something #and i asked her if i could do it in private with a psychiatrist she had mentioned earlier #and she pretty much convinced me to not do it that way because its better with the national healthcare because its in person and the #psychiatrist would be physically near me (which is ideal) and because its way less expensive… and she said 20 days isnt that long and #basically if i held on for this long i can keep holding on for a little longer #which is true i agree but also most days i feel like im losing my mind literally #like right now….. and i truly dont know what to do with myself and 20 days seem like forever right now #i know i have to hang in there but i cant stop crying im truly at my limit besties i dont know what the point of anything is anymore

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mohabbaat · 11 months ago

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Hey!! Avi dii

i wanted to ask you a question

If someone has hurt you a lot, either accidentally or intentionally, And then he realise his mistake and apologizes.

So should you forgive him or should you ignore his apology and hurt him because he has also hurt you?

so definitely don't hurt him back because he hurt you. cause that's just a very toxic way of going about it and like you are gonna end up feeling guilty as fuck which is never fun in any situation. as far as forgetting and/or forgiving goes it really depends on you and what his mistake actually was. i have seen people who can forget but who never forgive and i have seen people who can forgive but never forget. so, it really does depend on you as a person and your boundaries. some mistakes are forgivable of course. but some mistakes just cross a personal boundary and do lead to the end of a relationship/friendship. so my advice would be that you take a moment and think about whether his mistake is something that you can come back from. if it isn't, then let him go for good. if it is, then you can start the forgive and/or forget debate.

#asks #bestie i cant dictate your feelings but if you do decide to forgive/forget #do it wholeheartedly #really let it go #dont dwell on it anymore #and start over #thats the only way to truly move on from a situation

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