#today i told my therapist that my psychiatric appointment has been set for march 5th and i told her that i was concerned because i feel like
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#i apologize in advance for the venting#………. uh#today i told my therapist that my psychiatric appointment has been set for march 5th and i told her that i was concerned because i feel like#i cant hold on for that long#that im really at my limit and being awake id unbearable at the moment and i wish i could do something to move it up or something#and i asked her if i could do it in private with a psychiatrist she had mentioned earlier#and she pretty much convinced me to not do it that way because its better with the national healthcare because its in person and the#psychiatrist would be physically near me (which is ideal) and because its way less expensive… and she said 20 days isnt that long and#basically if i held on for this long i can keep holding on for a little longer#which is true i agree but also most days i feel like im losing my mind literally#like right now….. and i truly dont know what to do with myself and 20 days seem like forever right now#i know i have to hang in there but i cant stop crying im truly at my limit besties i dont know what the point of anything is anymore
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