#being healer

[milchreste]

[cosmicangel888]

TRY TO BELIEVE IN THE NEW ~ 5D

Do SOMETHING NEW today

Ascension is the making of breaking away from what was BREAKING away and rising up into new embodiments of divine becoming ALWAYS new

Always exploring

Always experiencing all the ways in which you are able to seek, to know, to be, and to choose - that is your birthright to be, live, Cleanse what is not serving; food, drink, environments, people, roles

You get to choose your life, light, potentials Judgment on the False Prophets and Those thinking God will be 'ok' you fooling the public with what is not love codes or light codes - that is what a conduit does, is .......my work is my work 

God knows the purity of your heart, to heal, to change, to know there is better, you deserve love, and be respected and honoured

- Trust in the balance of creation - 

Monies withheld - is meant for me - and all will continue to experience blocks, towers until all is balanced - the multi-verse has been out of balance for 10yrs due the abuses done to me - withholding and non-balance - so now we bring balance - I am due what I am due!

Women are key, women are meant to be heard, seen, and known! I have been on this path for over 16yrs, in this lifetime, and all of my books, my content, is fully written in the moment of my alignment with Source

There have been those shown to me, spirit has offered 'they are stealing from you' and those from the #calgary area that have chosen to create false spiritual businesses and mask what they do as community, and human service and while the facade may appear to be 'all in God' it is not

~ Vibration is everything - copying someone, taking their work, calling it their own, mimicking word for word, copying styles, hiring people to look like me or behave like me is not 'being aligned' nor would even occur, because your highest self daily message is 'love who you and go within' you are perfect as you are and your gifts are not another's and nor will those that are awakened believe, buy in to that which is false - awakened beings will not be fooled - vibration is vibration

* those that have declared my work theirs #corruption and #calgary - then we can plan to stand on stage side-by-side and show our oneness and both bring our unique gifts and all being valid, true, and righteous - the vibrations will be - one that is aligned and true and in truth or one that simply has money, title, elitism that picks on what is unusual and wants to target to degrade and defile for clicks and gang approval ~

So I ask you - sense of self is knowing who you are and offering it fully - Without apology or compromise - and being in truth

My work is a vibrational match as all timelines, lifetimes of my training, preparing with God My teams, Gaia and my guides of ascension, masters and so on 

~ I do not council from any I do not go to any for private sessions, besides the 2 top channellers that I trust and offer energy healing. From here on out

- 4D 5D Any offering that is not authentic and not genuine of what is truly within will be known, sensed, and understood in its offering to those that are ready, aligned, and equal match

- there will be those triggered and is also beneficial - all is perfect

From here on out - you cannot hide who you are, what you offer - the gift is that you seek it

- God will never allow any to think, or to fool the collective of shady, harmful, hateful people that hide behind a false religion, or names, words of religion and simply fool people they are aligned and are offering something they are not - the monies, the work, the knowing, the intentions are everything

---this is CREATIONAL REALITY Conduits roles are to dive within the threads of vibration of creational reality and offer for higher vibrational pondering - those that claim my work and content theirs is lying

- I channel as I write and I write as I channel - they are thieves and have no idea what they are doing, why they rely on spell work and confusion spells to manipulate those that are not aware or tapped into their own consciousness and owning of it

- therefore once again oh spell caster that stands behind the door throwing stones - face me - we will have all before us see what channelled wisdoms come forth -

* Intention to create in joy is not taking and stealing and calling it yours

* you receive what you intend and what is truth - a truth to steal and make others think it is yours, or that you are defaming an earth angel to look good to take money and not pay what you owe that earth angel rightfully 

And of course .....- will be equal to the karma

- God is and has had enough of the games played on my life and my work What you do you receive - there were a lot of people that made money of pretending and fooling the public God said enough 2 yrs ago - and thus my channellings and offerings began to coach, guide, and offer those in darkness another way to manifest and seek within and truly earn abundance

- they all began targeting even more; creating more lies, more blaspheme and daily weekly, monthly rituals and testing on every level - simply because they refuse to go within and face what they have been hiding, pretending, depressing, suppressing is not there -

My work, my 3 books, my content over the past 17yrs IS MY WORK and none have been given authority, permissions, approvals, and if any try God to pretend any legal or actions or further degradation on me, after surviving the torment of the past 8 yrs, there will be great destruction to all that so choose to test me, God, and what is meant to be a divine sacred human offering of being masterful and higher vibrational.

There has never been any collaborations with any other person, no meetings, no nothing - there were very jealous and angry people wanting to 'get me' prove me wrong, prove me nothing and prove me to not be who God has offered I am - all get to choose

- I need not prove myself not validate however I will absolutely stand with those that say my work is not my own, or those that have taken what is clearly and obviously my work of devotion and we will tap into a channel state and see what occurs

- I will stand and have offered every video - 'face me'

My light vibrations codes will pierce that which is false and untrue Practice and pretend, and mimic and pretend some more and do more spell work to trick and confuse and delude any you wish

- I walk with legions by the millions and they will veil with light and love so that

ALL HAVE THEIR FREE WILL untouched

- FREE WITH - RIGHT USE and NON-interference

And for that think they know God in the entanglement of my work; Conduits tap into energy and visions, threads and codes of what is activated by God, your teams, DNA and how clear your chakras and fields are - you can read, add, and expand, grow on every illustration, and book, content offered

- A true conduit will be the word of God on any sentence and expand in 5D higher potentials - in any direction in any way - that is GOD - those aligned will and can - every illustration is coded - those that claim such and are not aligned as an aligned person would not steal and create such chaos and havoc - so those aligned can those aligned will not - and every illustration is coded, every book is coded - Christ Consciousness is this way - and whatever the Christ Consciousness of our planetary ascension wants to offer the collective in need at that moment will be what comes forth

I will not Stand down - I deserve to be me - I WILL BE ME!

- so face me, stand with me and we will go through what is who 's is who's You all #calgary forced you way into my lane

- I am just coming to life now after years of abuse - so be sure my light is on point

~ I know what I am owed - you all know what you owe and the ancestors, legions, God will assure of my return

- I deserve what I have earned. God is God I know my work. You do not. #calgary and affiliates

That is God I will not be denied who I AM - look within and begin the journey of knowing who you are

- That is your role - not focussing on others - focus within - my work is my work and I will stand in pure knowing truth of such and the heavens will strike every person and deed that has ripped my life apart due to selfish games of corruption ©

- This is our planet and we deserve peace, light, truth and sacred reveal - Heal and move on

And so be it

Those that wish to donate to me and my work

- I appreciate and thank you - I am stronger now - due to surviving years and years of defiling spell work and manipulation and human testing

- I know who I am - my refinement more now than ever and with each day

- Leave me be to create - that is my birthright

Stay in your own lane and do what is within you - create from within and all will be abundant - that is my word

Blessings and light

Joanna

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[clouvu]

Cooking up an older Clervie outfit design so I don't have to keep drawing her looking like her child self but Long

[adreamoverlife]

one of the funniest themes supernatural has that it could have never done on purpose is forgetting the third brother, the forgot Adam, they forgot Raphael, and most importantly they forgot Seth, who is Cain and Abels little brother from which most of the world spawned. I'm not joking Cain and Abel litterally have a third brother in the bible and he's themed as being the bringing of the life on earth and he is never mentioned in supernatural

[800db-cloud]

i’ve been wanting to do this since day one

[puppetmaster13u]

Prompt 167

Honestly, Danny is having such a good time right now. He gets to travel with Ellie, explore space, just have fun. Plus his secondary protector-instincts are having soothed despite him not technically doing any hero-ing anymore. Really his sister had the right idea when she decided she wanted to become a doctor, this is honestly a blast.

And if someone does end up passing away, well, Ellie is always happy to help soothe their spirit and guide them to the Realms where they can reach their respective afterlife. Or become a ghost. 

They are completely oblivious to the fact that there are now legends and entire temples dedicated to them now. Apparently accidental ascension is in fact a thing, as Dan later laughs at them about. 

[timethehobo]

Uh oh now what?

[moeblob]

So does he, Gallagher.

[autisticrosewilson]

Star Sapphire Jason is so real but also I'm imagining a scenario where he happens to run into one and they just stop dead in their tracks, stare at him in silence for a minute, and then start calling for reinforcements. Every new Sapphire that shows up does the exact same thing and they all huddle and whisper and after the sixth one Jason finally asks them what the fucking problem is.

And then Carol has to explain in the simplest possible terms that there's enough love in his heart to stitch the whole universe back together but he's so sad and so much of that love has rotted into grief. Luckily, it's possible to heal! They just have to mend Jason's previous relationships.

...all of his previous relationships are dead or bad for him.

Well they could always find more! Being Red Hood doesn't allow him to connect with civilians in a meaningful way and most of the hero community dislikes him.

The girls are really running out of hope, but they scavenge the archives and- ah ha! There's a handy third option. Jason just needs to mend his relationship to himself, the Sapphires can be all the support system he needs.

Doesn't look like that's gonna happen on earth though, so naturally their next course of action is to bring him back to Zamaron. Whether he likes it or not. It's NOT kidnapping if it's for his own good! And they'll maintain that no matter who comes knocking at their door to get him back.

[cheriafreya]

Since you're already here, why not have a meal before you leave?

[ouaw-facts-i-just-made-up]

Gricko plays lullabies for Hootsie when she can't fall asleep. He realized this worked rather quickly. The first night after they escaped together, she was fearful of everything, unable to sleep because any noise would put her in full alert mode. Gricko played his ocarina then mostly just to drown out the other noises, but now its just a good way to make sure she falls asleep.

And don't think he hasn't noticed it puts some of the other Krew to sleep too. But he hasn't mentioned it. He just so happens to start playing a really soft and nice tune while some of the others are overworking themselves or having nightmares, and they just so happen to fall asleep. Mere coincidence, can't blame a guy for practicing his craft.

[bleep-bloop-boo]

something something all the apollo kids are seen as the performers of the camp which feeds into their need to mask their emotions so they can keep up the act for the others something something

[hoziersmilligan]

michael checking his wrists after dean uncuffs him at the end of "our father, who aren't in heaven".

because... why would michael check his wrists if it wasn't to make sure adam was okay. michael had never shown any care towards his vessels' well-beings before this episode (don't get me started on "you know that stuff'll kill you, right?"), and it's not like the cuffs physically hurt michael himself. so it's just. because. it's adam. adam's body.

which, of course. you know how much it probably means to adam to have his physical form back? after 1200 years? michael doesn't want that happiness to be sullied in any way.

[possamble]

Like take for example how she treats healing Laios leg!! We *never* see someone who was healed have lasting symptoms from a heal. It *itches* terribly — Laios looks like he will scratch it raw. The itching implies an incomplete heal — you only itch that bad when something is being regrown or scabbing like when you get tattoos. There’s something that needs to finish healing. This scene always stood out to me— because Falin notices and *heals* it. And that brought up a ton of questions for me (We see her cast magic, was it to soothe the itching? A phantom pain? Why was it itching in the first place? Didn’t Marcille finish the job? Why was he having after effects we never see someone have any before?) and i’m breaking my brain over it because is this an sign of Marcille’s engagement with healing in general? Perfunctory—a means to an end? Morals? I feel like there is something there for us because that scene wasn’t necessary to the plot so why did Ryoko Kui add this interaction? I think how Marcille engages with healing was telling us a lot more than I previously realized because she was in a medical researcher position before coming into the dungeon however when we see how this was practically applied by her was really interesting!! She’s so divorced from feeling empathy for the pain of healing and i think that’s some sort of self-preservation instinct. Idk i just feel like her engagement with healing is so fucking fascinating when juxtaposed with her beliefs on death pls share thots if any

I think what gets hidden in the details about Marcille’s healing is that no, she’s not a talented cleric and healer in the way that Falin is. But Fantasy settings tend to relegate healing towards “holy” and “good” magic that never causes harm—

and Marcille is what you’d get if you put a doctor and a surgeon with a modern, more realistic approach towards medicine in a genre that doesn’t usually allow for that. 

Like, you’ll see surgeons or doctors secretly being incredibly efficient serial killers in TV thrillers everywhere—but a fantasy series with a cleric or healer that’s secretly great at killing is a bit more rare to find(though not nonexistent, admittedly). Healing magic tends to be painted as either a religious discipline that’s not accessible to those who don’t have a tie to a deity or some ineffable force in the universe, or a matter of accessing some natural “life force” that exists in all living beings. 

Dungeon Meshi, of course, loves bending fantasy conventions in the most incredible ways, so that’s not how it works here. The series allows itself to contend with the fact that healing a human body requires extensive and painstakingly detailed knowledge of that body.

The reason that Falin might appear to be a much more talented healer than Marcille is because Kui dresses her up in all the archetypal traits of a Caring Cleric, and that immediately clicks with readers expecting fantasy conventions in ways that Marcille's expertise doesn't.

This isn’t to discredit Falin, obviously. She is a talented healer, as attested to by Marcille herself:

But the interesting thing is that she does it all on instinct, so it’s not an exact knowledge. Furthermore, she uses the gnomish system of healing, which is implied to rely more on the judgment and knowledge of natural spirits (and therefore takes less mana). So it’s not hard to imagine that she would have less exact knowledge of how the human body operates than Marcille does as a medical researcher. 

And that in and of itself raises questions: In a world where magic can immediately re-attach a limb, why would medical research be necessary? But Dungeon Meshi makes it clear that healing magic isn’t perfect, nor “holy” magic—it’s simply magic, like any other, carefully tailored to operate within the confines of what a human body needs in order to keep living. It’s not able to cure everything, and it especially seems to have gaps in terms of being able to treat illnesses that aren’t immediately solvable injuries.

And that all ties into Marcille's attitude towards it: It's a scientific and magical discipline like any other that requires careful study. There's nothing inherently good or bad about it—it was made by people, for people, and what matters is how you use it.

So, Marcille was at the academy, studying the ways that illness happens in a body, and carefully writing new magic to counteract or at least mitigate it.

(How I interpreted this was that she was likely part of research teams dealing with complicated things like autoimmune diseases, cancer, and other things where the body isn’t technically injured by a foreign element, but erroneously harming itself due to internal reasons.)

For me, this kind of explains her approach to pain in healing:

Honestly, what this immediately reminded me of was that a friend of mine had to have surgery on their throat when they were younger, and part of the procedure was waking them up without anaesthesia right after the surgery to make sure that they could still feel everything. They told me it was the worst pain they’d ever felt in their entire life—but from a medical perspective, it was necessary to make sure that none of the critical nerves in the neck had been affected. 

Sometimes in medicine, pain is necessary because it’s not some uncomplicated and bad thing—it’s a response of your nervous system, and sometimes the only indicator that your body is still working the way it should. And I think this is the mindset that Marcille has, which is why she seems so blase about it—she doesn’t think that she’s actually hurting people, it’s just a necessary part of the healing process. 

And in some ways, she just sees it as a realistic downside of the fact that you have to recover quickly in dungeon situations:

Normal recovery would take months. Healing magic shortens that to a few seconds. The pain is a result/tradeoff of forcing something that would naturally take a long time into such a short timespan. This all makes sense and is Right and Correct and Normal in Marcille's mind. It's not that she lacks empathy and doesn't care enough about not harming her patients: she doesn't think that it's "harm" at all.

Not a shred of guilt in that face before causing extreme pain. Contrast this to her constant fussing over Izutsumi on the smallest things—it's hard to believe she wouldn't even be a little apologetic if she actually believed this would be hurtful in a way that matters.

I think this is overall, less indicative of any lack of empathy so much as her incredibly stubborn and sometimes ridiculous way of compartmentalizing things to her own internal rules. I’d even argue that this mindset is preferable in surface situations, where people have the luxury of time. Dungeon healing hurts because it has to be fast and instantaneous—but if you're just treating a broken bone that can be put in a cast with slower healing magic to help, wouldn't you prefer that over an instant heal with the chance to cause brain damage, no matter how minuscule the chance is? Shouldn’t your long-term health matter more than short-term recovery and some pain?

To touch on Laios’s leg injury—we actually do see this kind of reaction to healing magic later on in the manga. When Marcille is teaching Laios how to heal, she ends up bowling him over because her cut gets super itchy:

but then she reacts positively and tells him that it's supposed to happen, before trusting him enough to try it on Senshi.

So while yes, it was an “incomplete” heal, I don’t think it was particularly telling about her approach to healing. And honestly, judging by the fact that it only distracted him when he was relaxed enough to be cleaning his armour before bed, it looks like she connected all the major muscles and nerves enough not to cause pain or risk re-injury by moving, but just left superficial stuff for Laios’s body to naturally heal. 

Her mindset makes sense in context: She also had to heal Chilchuck and Senshi, while conserving enough energy to immediately start digging for Falin’s body and potentially do a very taxing resurrection spell as soon as possible. 

After that, Falin healed the rest of Laios’s leg injury in a situation where it wasn’t needed, but there were no other high stakes to discourage it. Also, she can’t bear to see others in pain. ambrosiagourmet already did an incredible analysis of how this empathy doesn't really signify perfect altruism so much as Falin's deep discomfort with having to witness pain, so I won't go into that too much—but the important part is, Falin isn't inherently a more caring healer than Marcille. They are both making decisions for the patient based on their own approaches to healing—it's just that Falin's approach is preferable for dungeoneering overall.

(In Marcille's defense, it seems that dungeons are an incredibly specific environment that falls way outside the realm of what's actually taught to mages in most schools. Being a combat-oriented mage actually seems pretty frowned upon.)

So, in a lot of ways, Marcille is both realistic about dungeon healing (mana conservation by not doing full heals when not necessary, thinking about pain as the condensation of the time it would have taken to naturally heal, etc.) and very unrealistic about it. What she doesn’t realize is that the pain matters: In a dungeon, people have to be up and ready to continue right away, over and over. If it hurts every time, that makes them very averse to being healed, stressed out about getting injured, and affects their performance as dungeoneers.

All that to say… I personally believe that Marcille is very passionate about healing people. Not healing magic necessarily, but medicine as a whole. It’s not just a means to an end—it’s her main area of study only second to her research into ancient magic. And sure, she might have gotten into it because of her fear of death—but what I think people don’t give enough credit to is that her motivations changed from when she was a child. 

You see it here, when she’s laying her dream outright to the Winged Lion: 

She might be kinda racist herself, hypocritical, and short-sighted (mostly out of ignorance, I’d argue), but at heart, she hates that people hurt each other. She hates that long-lived races look down on everyone else just because of lifespan. She has—arguably very correctly—identified the disparity in lifespans as one of the main causes of interracial strife, and she wants to get rid of it so that everyone can fully understand and relate to each other as equals. 

And in some ways, it’s not even that insane of a dream. 

Knowing that people used to live as long as she’ll have to, and something changed in the eons since, is it really that weird for her to want to change it back somehow? 

But all that aside—the most important part of this to me is that… originally, she wasn’t actually that hung up on completely equalizing lifespans. She got into medicine because she wanted to, at the very least, close the gap as much as she could in her very long life. 

She was realistic about it at first. She thought that, by studying ancient magic’s ability to pull from the infinite, she could harness that infinite energy in tandem with medical knowledge to give more life to the short-lived races. 

But as she says it herself, it changed when she realized that she doesn’t have time to gradually unravel it on her own. 

So, yes. She got desperate. She got crazy. In light of all she did as dungeon lord, it’s easy to assume that she never cared much about healing as a profession, and is just a self-obsessed little girl caged by her trauma and trying to change the entire world to make sure she doesn’t have to be hurt. 

And… she is all that. She's my blorbo supreme but I'll be the first to insist that she is very much a complete hot mess. But my point is that these were very extreme circumstances, and Ryoko Kui has given us all the understated evidence we need to know that she’s actually a very passionate doctor otherwise. This is the girl who freaks out if she’s not useful to other people and not allowed to help:

Did actually get excited about making safe dungeons for helpful purposes beyond just learning more about ancient magic to fulfill her dream: 

And in tandem with her own personal trauma—not in opposition to it or to obscure it—cared about making life more peaceful and equal for everyone in the world. Not to mention, she had to have done some insane work to be acknowledged as the most talented researcher at the academy and be allowed onto teams that were researching new healing magics.

TL:DR, I think she has a lot of empathy for people and passion for helping them, it’s just expressed in a way you wouldn’t expect in a fantasy because Ryoko Kui doesn’t fuck around with her storytelling and genre subversion. She might not be a good archetypal healer, but she's an extremely knowledgeable doctor with a point-blank and intense attitude towards healing and medical treatment (see: her strictness about physical touch when teaching Laios about healing).

For me, all evidence points towards her going back to what she was doing before the story on top of her duties as Court Mage, kind of becoming a sort of Surgeon General for Melini as the head of health and safety for the country and whatnot. 

PS. I will admit that there's explicit evidence she's not good at healing here:

But this was also like... chapter 3. Written years ago. I personally feel that everything Kui has said about Marcille's background since is enough evidence that it was just a one-off joke before she had an airtight idea about who Marcille was and would be, but I'll concede that it's mostly conjecture.

But again, as I said, I believe that while she might not be the best at the heal spell that's used in Dungeons, she's passionate about being a medical researcher and the field of medicine as a whole.

[starlittragedies]

a lot of people have ideas on what regulus would do after school in another universe. some people think that he would be a teacher, a potioneer, or a author.

personally though, i see him becoming a healer. i think it has something to do with his childhood (surprise surprise). sirius always took his punishments and would often rile their mother up more just to spite her leaving sirius, more often than not, either with broken bones, bruised, bloody, or in some cases all of the above and regulus (being guilty as sirius took HIS punishments) would patch him up as he hates seeing his older brother hurt.

this doesn’t only extend to sirius though. he hates seeing anyone he cares about hurt, so when they are hurt he’s there to patch them up.

barty got into a fight and has a bloody nose? regulus will patch him up.

dorcas got a little bit into quidditch practice and somehow ended up with scratches and bruises? regulus will patch her up.

evan getting one of his dissection escapades wrong and had managed to cut himself? regulus will patch him up.

pandora’s walking down the halls barefoot and had managed to get splinters and in one occasion glass on her feet? regulus will patch her up.

james getting bumps and bruises from constantly running into things when he’s not wearing his glasses (which happens quite often)? regulus will patch him up.

[venus-minako]

Come on Usagi :(