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it’s feeling like everyone hates me oclock again
#yall have not been getting the juicy juicy awful things going in my household recently#but my parents basically decided i don’t do my chores well enough. so they’re giving me new time restrictions and turning off the wifi#before i have them done and at midnight#i am an adult. i am 20 years old. i pay them rent. i have never gotten an allowance in my life#and im just trying to PACK because i leave for a THREE WEEK LONG VACATION in three days#basically everything is awful and the world (my parents) is against me for some goddamn reason#my dad is like ‘i’m so glad you’ve been keeping up with everything love u ^_^’ and then turns the wifi off at midnight again. like.#am i doing well Or are you turning the wifi off. im getting wildly mixed signals#also i don’t have wifi at work at the moment so i cant connect to the outside world for like 80% of my day
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Girl help I wish to travel to different dimensions just to watch a movie/show I really like a little to the left
#years of dreaming on it#OR WHEN A SHOW IS CANCELLED LIKE FUCK YOU#give me me ending even if i have to rip it out if the multiverse hands#but sometimes i just wanna see more of characters interacting together just give me uncut 50 hours version of them#rn it's#deadpool and wolverine#and i wanna know#final space#ending already#and a better#supernatural#ending. and my cancelled gems like#infinity train#inside job#the midnight gospel#lego monkie kid#BUT FRAME MY FRAME FLYING BARK I MISS YOU SO MUCH BBY PLEASE COME HOME wb did a good job but my obsessed ass want eye candy lego animation#our flag means death#I WOULD GIVE MY BLOOD FOR THAT SEASON 3 THEY WERE SO STUPID AND UNFAIR TO CHANCEL IT#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#BELOVED BELOVED BELOVED come backkk mm and you can coexist#oh and let's not forget. what the world would look like if the trollhunters movie didn't SUCK ASS horrible movie -7383/10 DELETE#i can go on all day i have been done wrong by many cancelled shows😭#neh what's up with everyone doing multiverse🙄 don't they know i was making these stuff up since ehh before spiderverse came out forsure🙄🙄#/j#but I really didnit was like my go to plot for falling asleep i hade self insert lore and universal police and empty space and cool shit
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yeah that's right it's weekly umbrella propaganda time!
here we go after another fun quirky hilarious episode (this show is so funny and so bright and colourful and so good y'all how did we even get this lucky with such a great start to The Year Of Vampire BLs)
first off, our repeat umbrellas this week, in episode four:
the ol' reliable Big Red Umbrella (tm), the clearly well loved white lace umbrella (it was perfect for being at the temple!), the bright blue with pompom edging, and the yellow umbrella from the car last week just chilling on the floor next to Pun. (the clearest shot i could get of the umbrella has Kamsai blocking Pun but i swear he's sitting on the couch she's walking towards)
as for new umbrellas, gracing us this episode is a truly glorious piece that @poetry-protest-pornography dubbed the "Ultimate Umbrella" (and she's not wrong) and it's this absolute treasure that Pun uses both outside and inside the house:
OBVIOUSLY this is my favourite umbrella this episode, how could it not be? who could even question or have any doubts?
next up we have a subtle, easy to miss fun lil black and grey number on the floor in the middle foreground with a light grey or white border detail, and our first Giant Porch Umbrella:
(that's an actual cane in the immediate foreground on the left, not an umbrella handle, i was also confused for a moment expecting a new umbrella collector to appear)
then there's another layered/two tone umbrella this week in orange:
and finally, an understated solid black umbrella, as well as a second Giant Porch Umbrella in pink that's joined the purple one from earlier in the episode.
a solid collection of new umbrellas for the catalogue!
if you're wondering why I'm counting these Giant Porch Umbrellas but not the appearance of other giant umbrellas in other episodes that showed up at food stalls, these aren't regular umbrellas, sure, but they're for Pun's soup stall which means they're his, so they're part of his collection.
also because i can do whatever i want 🤣
this episode umbrella count: 6
total series umbrella count: 23
you can check my pun's umbrella catalogue tag for previous weeks of umbrellas!
#no but really i need that giant rainbow umbrella#two of them actually so i can give rachael one#i used to have a great rainbow umbrella but i lent it to a friend and it got broken and i have so many regrets#will i ever get one of these posts done before midnight my time? probably not#pun's umbrella catalogue#umbrella propaganda#umbrella posting#1000 years old#1000 years old the series
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When I got annoyed enough to pay for Fable and Folly Plus (turns out I was already following like 80% of their current shows that aren't Actual Play so it's a good deal) that came with Midnight Burger advance episodes.
I think most shows that do advance access are either a day ahead, a week ahead, or "you get it as soon as it's done" ahead. MB does a month in advance. I thought I would hold on to them and listen as the regular feed would get them, and that lasted about a week and a half.
But it's kind of awkward trying to lurk and maybe participate in the tag here when I'm an episode ahead of most people.
#midnight burger#if bundled NPR Plus had done the full rollout two months earlier they might have gotten my money#but I listen to fewer of their shows and the ads aren't as bad#anyway the last straw for paying was that I missed downloading one episode of the Amelia Project Christmas miniseries#i knew they were going to take it down before i got there in the archive but I thought I'd downloaded them all only to realize I'd missed 1
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I need to start thinking of ideas for the prompt list I made to get myself to sketch more in October, but instead I'm drawing self-indulgent comics about cats 😭
#lots of words in the tags!!!#i was watching the livestream and drawing until midnight#but i sketched the whole comic and refined the sketch so i can do lineart over it#and started the lineart and used a new brush and hoooooly shit i love it#i love what i've done so far#and i almost didn't draw at all last night because i was having a kinda hard day with the brain#but boy howdy those 3 hours of drawing helped so much#i need to get back to work now so i can start drawing before 9 pm today#but i have been thinking about it non-stop#also there's something really really incredible about making something like this and seeing the art improvement clearly#i think i've said it before but i used to have such trouble with things like hands and expressions and movement#and i'm not saying i can't or don't hope to do better with them still#but now i don't feel like i struggle AS MUCH and i don't dread drawing these things anymore#i cannot believe that my#what is this#like a furry era or something?? idk#i can't believe it's pushed me to get better at art than i ever have before#thanks if you read this far <3#this is eli
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#i think getting nearly firecracker-bombed the other evening affected me more than i realized at the time#because this has been by far the worst new year's ever for me#in the past i was never more than mildly annoyed by it and even enjoyed the midnight fireworks climax#but i think i might have actually gotten a bit traumatized by that experience two days ago#and hadn't acknowledged it to myself / processed it. as today/tonight has demonstrated#it's past 3 a.m. now and i'm still crying too hard to sleep#and my whole body has been shaky for the past... 10 hours. or so.#even though the fireworks at midnight weren't really that bad at all#not even close to being as terrifying as the three explosions earlier this evening#which in their turn were easily outdone by the street explosion on saturday night that deafened me#i think i may be having a legit delayed trauma response to that now#re-triggered every time a firework goes off near me#i've never been someone who feels much fear#i feel stress and anger and discomfort and i worry and overthink sometimes#i've done a lot of things in my life while thinking 'well. this might be about to kill me. but we all die someday'#and never till this weekend did i feel terror on this level#(a technically unjustified terror too. bc inside my flat i'm almost 100% safe. so that again suggests a trauma response)#i don't think i've ever cried from sheer fear for my safety before#and every post i see saying 'happy new year' makes me feel sick bc it reminds me of this horrible weekend#it's wild how my lifelong feelings about fireworks could change so completely in the course of just three days#for the first time in my life i feel the need for one of those drugs that blunts your emotions and helps relax you#what is that... xanax or something like that? how do you get it? do you need a prescription?#i feel like a doctor would just scoff if i told them that NYE fireworks traumatized me so bad i need medication now#i've been trembling for hours. i'm so tired. i wish i could sleep#*three days ago
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just realized that “creep” (radiohead, glee, and/or book of life version) will likely be in my works spotify wrapped this year
#we have started a game#of queuing up those three versions of creep at random#it started with one coworker doing it bc she genuinely loves the song#(and she asked me completely seriously for my ranking before we even got through them all the first time)#now it’s a bit#that is heavily perpetuated by the coworker i have a crush on#sometimes we put creep on our 86 list when we’re all over it#the other night we also listened to so many glee covers (also thanks to my crush)#previously the friday closing shifts were 5sos fridays but now chaos has occurred#and i blame one of my coworkers being promoted to supervisor and therefore working manager shifts on friday nights#bc the friday night closing crew cannot be serious especially when she’s mod#this past friday it was super slow too bc so many people went home for the long weekend#so we had peak chaos#which included multiple people doing cartwheels and us listening to creep a lot and listening to some riot grrrl music#(on full blast at one point)#i love the friday night shift closing crew so much and we get shit done#this past friday we were out right at midnight when we’re scheduled til 12:30 bc we closed so fast
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I've cried 4 times today over the same thing and like every single time I am alone in a room I start sobbing
I'm tired so I put my phone down but istg the second I put it down I started thinking ab it and nearly started crying again and had to get it back on
#halloween is like my favorite thing and i love the entire month of october. like i was so fucking exited this year#im always super excited but like it was pretty much the thing i was most exited for this year#like i had a shitty september and ive generally been feeling pretty shit#and im having surgery the day before.#its a toenail removal (my second one- isnt that fan fucking tastic m) and i wont be able to walk for at least a week after#and it was so so painful for at least 2 months#but like its booked in the half term 5 days before i go back to school (im doing gcse mock exams pretty soon so i kinda have to go in)#every time i see halloweeny stuff i feel really sad which is so weird for me bc like i love halloween so much#im full on crying now and its before midnight so thats 5#this sounds so overdramatic but having surgery was the most painful thing ive ever gone through#and having to do it again was literally my worst fear like a few months ago i was crying at the thought of having to do it again#and now its rlly happening and on such a bad time for me#im so so sad and im rlly scared#theres so much stuff you can do to get rid of this without surgery but none of them have done it#if anything its worse now#vent post#in the tags#personal rant
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Turtleneck twinsies💅🏻💅🏻
Yeah no, the shirt choices were not intentional at all, I only noticed when I’d already finished Nancy’s lineart and I wasn’t gonna change stuff at that point anymore💀
#Nancy Wheeler#chrissy cunningham#stranger things fanart#jancy#hellcheer#stranger things art#...do nancy and chrissy have a shipname??#(dumping this in ship tags because I need attention😔)#not me realizing I'd dressed chrissy in an outfit one of my OCs wear in the Sims#I was like hmm this seems familiar where have I seen this before🤔#these were leftovers from my sketches for lesbian visibility week#they turned out hella cute so I wanted to draw them#also these were super cute even before shading?? like that never happens to me😭#I was tempted to just not shade them at all because it was already past midnight but haha it's 3am nowbut at least they're done😌💅🏻#yes I'm reposting this because I have like 2 ST fandom followers. how else am I supposed to get my art seen :'))#myart#shitbyme#available in my redbubble💖
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okay I’m going insane I need to fix my sleep schedule now
#I cannot keep getting up at/after midday this is driving me crazy#SO. I’m gonna not do ice hockey for a little bit until I can get myself normal#I want to step away from ice hockey anyway bc the new committee are being annoying and I need them to stop making me do things#tonight I will go to bed at midnight. and I will stop everything to get ready for bed by 10 bc I need that time#and tomorrow I’m setting my alarm for 7:30#I’m going to have mornings again if it kills me bc this is making me feel like shit now#will also mean hopefully I’m less stressed about work and can schedule stuff with my friends bc oh my god everything has been a nightmare#this week. and it’s only Tuesday what the fuck#also going to make a sleep tracker again bc that worked in February#and I’m setting library times for weekdays as 9:30-12 and 2-5 because getting there is the problem and I normally stay longer once I’m ther#and that worked for exams AND there’s just less work to do now so if I can keep on top of it everything should be fine#just have to actually do it#like right now I rlly need to go get writing bc I need to figure out some title options and that needs to be done by tomorrow afternoon#otherwise there won’t be time to get feedback from my supervisor before the deadline#so while today might be a bit of a lost cause bc I need to shower go to the shop and cook which takes most of the free working time#I can do something and if I can make tomorrow morning work I’ll have enough time#I’m okay with having periodic getting my shit together days as long as I do use them to get my shit together#now pls. get your shit together <3#luke.txt
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the parallel maze event story is so good
#waughhh#im not done properly reading just yet#but i love what akira did with idea so much it really met all my expectations and surpassed them in some aspects#i love that ra*bits now has a rival of sorts i feel lik it's going to help them move forward a lot#and i love how it is touched that hajime felt so conflicted over it#it's nice seeing too that bishoujo has helped him a lot before#and also mitsurus parts have been So Good he is so great#his interactions with madara were something slfjdlfjsk and i love his rs with maguro 🥺 rooting for him#and i just love that the story essentially gets solved by the power of friendship they're so real for that#what a good event#mar's midnight rambles
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Hey folks!!!!! I thought it would be real neat to try out polls for the first time so how about I test it out??????
Which could it possibly be????? Can you guess??? It’s pretty hard huh???? There’s so many ✨options✨ :) <- their eye is twitching
#im fine if you couldn’t tell#it’s not like I spent years on that save#Skyrim#Bethesda can suck my cock I have never felt this man before I think I’m going to fucking take over the government I have sprung and storm by#tally hall on repeat and it’s midnight and I’m literally going to rip their sweaty fucking eyeballs out and steal all their go damn sweet#rolls and they can just sit and watch as I take a shit on their mother’s graves I am not doing so well I think I’m gonna eat 20 hostess#powdered donuts and then fucking die by back flipping into ur moms house#… I think I’m done#sorry to all my mutuals who have never seen me have a rager. I normally just get this anger out with a Star Wars fold out light saber and a#cardboard box but it’s nighttime so I cannot do this.#I’m gonna kill god and rip his beard off and feed it to the ducks at the park and find the fuckwads who ported Skyrim to console and shove#ants on a log up their asses and kick a puppy cause why not I feel like they kicked me in the balls so I might as well twist their heart out#of their chest and raise it in the air while screaming ‘Kalamari’ or whatever they say in that movie.#I think I’m done now. yeah. no yeah. I’m not.#I will literally burn down bethesda and make them drink warm Gatorade then chug spaghettios and call their mothers and tell them that they#need to be grounded and when they are grounded no video games or iPads or phones or Barbies or monster trucks or movies like Garfield#starring bill murry AND NOT Chris Pratt I will literally rip his eye lashes off and kill him then kick him into Harambe’s enclosure.#ok now I’m done. for real this time.#we’re having fun.#if you couldn’t tell I’m at the angry stage of the 5 stages of grief
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hii sorry for ghosting for a few days 💀 i’ll slowly catch back up on everything sjsjsjd
#even tho it’s only been a few days i do miss you guys !! :((#i’ve been a bit busy ahaha and i have my mri tonight at like midnight 😭 so like 😭#i still have stuff to get done before then tho so yeah i’ll try to find some time to talk to you guys soon tho :> i miss y’all 🫶🏻#i also worked on some reqs last night so i’ll try to get them up later !!#em speaks
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i have never been to a new year’s party, and i have never had a new year’s kiss. this year is no different x
#not being sad just stating facts#tho tbh i hate having to preface my emotions so ppl don’t freak#i exhale and i got ppl up my ass like ‘are you depressed???’#bruh i’m a human and humans need to breathe#but anyways#would like a new year’s kiss#but honestly at this point maybe i should take comfort in other things#and accept that it’s totally fine to spend new year’s reading a book on pompeii#bc like it’s not like it’s different from any other year#i can count the years on one hand i’ve had a gf or something like that#and one of those i was trying to work out if breaking up would be the right move bc then i would be alone again#honestly i’m kinda done with relationship drama#i’d rather be a dork and read my book than have to deal with that shit#i’ll look into working out that shit later#if it’s possible without the apps bc long distance is kinda a no go for me nowerdays#i’ve done it too many times#but also the apps kill me inside so that’s also kinda a no go#so alone it may well be keep on being#i’m also done with pining for ppl who clearly don’t want me#and using all my energy to try to make them pay attention to me#bc it’s really fuckin boring#i’m leaving that shit behind#i don’t really have new year’s resolutions but at the very least i’m gonna try to be healthier in my habits and not fuck my mind up so bad#if i can that is#basically i’m gonna try not to keep getting myself caught in the same old traps i always do#if i’m not on here again before midnight: happy new year <3#if i am bc i got more wine drunk than i intended then oopsie 🤭#gwen rambles#gwenposting
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Some doodles
#keese draws#oc art#oc#ocs#furry#furry art#furry oc#and also ratstar but I’m not tagging warriors stuff#anyways hiii risa it’s been a hot second since I’ve last drawn you#I mean tbf until a few days ago I hadn’t drawn mocha in ages either#I’m sorry for neglecting you two I still love you dearly I promise#I have been thinking abt risa quite a bit lately so I should rly draw her more again#also my endless quest to obtain the ability to draw marley even close to semi consistently continues#I feel like I’m getting better at drawing them but I’m not satisfied yet#anyways time to shower and crash#one of the dogs peed on a blanket but I’m making that tomorrow me’s problem#and by that I mean I’m not staying up to wait to switch it to the dryer so I’ll wash it tomorr#also it’s so magical to me that I went from 4 am bedtimes to midnight bedtimes within a few days of being here#again being home alone has done me wonders#I’m still tired all the time but yknow at least I’m waking up before 2 pm#I’m even waking up before noon it’s a massive improvement#I mean I kinda have to so I can let the dogs out but yknow#anyways back to posting this so I can shower already
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to b real i am like. i took con law in undergrad and got an A. i took a class where half the course was based on applying equal protection to certain types of discrimination (which is half of what my con law course is) in undergrad which i also got an A in. i also took a class which was a supreme court simulation that i got an A in. when u put it like that i should be able to get an A in my con law class in law school. u would think right? however i feel like a big dumb idiot trying to study for it ngl.
#michelle speaks#well i am done studying bc i technically have to go to sleep in 10 mins lol i prob won’t but i will be going to sleep before midnight 😩#i feel like i am putting too much pressure on myself to get an A 😔 but also practice questions from study guides r always harder#bc they aren’t focused just on what ur class personally covered so the exam itself is usually easier#idk i think i will be fine when i actually take it i was going over the essay questions from his previous exams#and like i was able to figure out all of the issues in most of them so it should be fine#esp since we get to have a one page sheet w us so i can make sure i didn’t forget anything bc that’s usually my problem tbh 😔#i’m ngl if i don’t get an A on this i’m going to be disappointed in myself fr 😔 like i already knew half of the cases we went over 😩#or maybe even more than half idk. just like i already knew so much of the material if i don’t get an A then like what is wrong w me 😭
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