#been busy irl lately with school and stuff

[putting-shizuku-in-places]

Shizuku got lost and wandered in on her surprise party!!

Happy Birthday Shizuku!!

[wayfinderships]

Goodnight Gamers👍 Someone remind me to make Peppermint an official f/o tomorrow lest I get too busy and forget-

[nightmdic]

i adore yall sm thank u for being patient with me

[uhitsum]

been busy as hell irl lately, trying to balance a loaded school schedule, part time job, and my mental health 😅 so I haven't been able to stuff up quite as much as I'd like lately.

That being said, if anyone would like to help sponsor a stuffing, I'm gladly taking donations! I've become well adjusted to my normal 2000 calorie fast food order, and I think it's time to upsize my stuffings, to match this upsizing belly and upsizing wardrobe 😈 my link is at paypal.me/sillybearcreature, all money goes straight to my gut :P

[bunnies-and-blues]

─꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱─ slam dunk : songbird

⸝⸝ tl;dr : how sendoh + rukawa would react to their partner's singing talents ! requested by @milkdeco !

⸝⸝ note : apologies for the extremely late reply, stuff has been vv busy irl with school and other stuff, but i hope you enjoy regardless ! i also can't find the original message in my inbox, so i hope you don't mind me using a photo instead </33

sendoh akira . . .

the first thing that came to mind was, if ever he gets you to accompany him on his fishing sessions, he'll definitely ask you to sing for him !

doesn't matter what you sing -- love songs, hit tunes, rapid-fire rapping, he appreciates it all .

especially if you get him to sing along, and especially if it's a duet !! he may not know all the words or hit the right tunes all the time, but he truly does enjoy every moment he gets to spend with you .

karaoke is so fun with him !! he has the microphone in one hand and your hand in the other, and he's picking all the songs that you both and you two are singing so loud you swear the other booths could hear it -

will listen to all of your music recommendations, and in turn he'd like for you to listen to his ! and if ever .. possibly send in some voice messages with you attempting to sing a new tune you've discovered ?

look i dont know this guy personally but when i say that he'd fold so quickly ..

rukawa kaede . . .

while he doesn't like to show affection in public (and even then, goodluck with trying to get it in private as well), but he sure loves hearing your voice -- he could listen to you talk for ages, and he could definitely sit down and listen to you sing .

it's common knowledge that he likes listening to music, so i think that he'd swoon if you decide to make covers of songs that he likes.

doesn't matter if you think it's bad or not, he'll listen to it on repeat, constantly. working out? going out for a run? practicing? he has your voice playing in his ears the whole time.

he sends you playlists of songs that he really likes, and makes playlists of songs he think you'd like as well ! basically, his love language is making playlists of songs and sharing them with you.

if you try to recommend music to him, he'll give it a listen, but if it ultimately ends up not being his cup of tea then he'll put it in (you guessed it) another playlist that he can come back later to and revisit in his own time .

sing his favorite song for him in private . do with that what you will .

bottom line : these two are SUCKERS for you . one of them might not be as affectionate as the other, but ultimately they both love you ! they'll support whatever singing endeavors you have, and they'll root for you whatever happens <33

[ameraine]

「 2021 」

Two days left...

[LIFE UPDATE]

I am alive! Just been really rly rly rly rlyyyyyy busy with college (it's my last year!!) I've also been boothing at a bunch of local conventions so drawing merch and school (esp thesis) has been eating my life away so I haven't been able to draw much fanart :')

I've also been getting into 18TRIP lately! I love it sm I'm considering including it in this acc as part of my 'main' fandom (i love it THAT much hhh)

Anyways, posting some old Muku art for his special day <3 I wish I could draw new stuff but irl things are holding me back orz

[EDIT]

It's supposed to be 2 days woops.... my sense of time is very broken with the continuous all-nighters *dissipates*

[thesupreme316]

aew stars reacting to their gfs being a boss ass bitch 🤭

nick wayne x female reader, darius martin x female reader, hook x female reader, action andretti x female reader, dante martin x female reader, Eddie kingston x female reader, ricky starks x female reader! even for fun throw in anna jay x female reader, skye blue x female reader, and/or Julia hart x female reader????

AEW Stars React to: You Being A Rich and Famous CEO

Pairings: Nick Wayne x Fem!reader, Darius Martin x Fem!reader, hook x Fem!reader, Dante Martin x Fem!reader, Eddie Kingston x Fem!reader, Ricky Starks x Fem!reader, Julia Hart x Fem!reader

Word Count: 1.1K

Supreme Speaks: hey all sorry for being late/m.i.a, i started school (senior yearrrrr) and been trying to adjust my schedule. i is back now . thanks to my baeee @hooks-martin for requesting. i hope everyone enjoys it. please remember that you are loved and appreciated.

Warnings: this is my perspective of a "boss ass bitch" may have indications that reader is a suga momma (hey at least you got money), I kind of cut Andretti out cause I didn’t really know how to write him without being repetitive

Taglist: @hooks-martin @hookerforhook @wwenhlimagines @triscillal @sheinthatfandom @eddie-kingstons-wifey @cassie0sstuff

Every woman must ask themselves a question:

How are you a boss bitch? WELL BITCH LEMME TELL YOU

You are the CEO of a popular brand (cooking, makeup, clothing, etc.)

At one point you were featured in Vogue, Forbes, TIMES, everything

Rich? Check. Gorgeous? check. Smart? Check. YOU CHECKED ALL THE BOXES (and you do irl, don’t doubt yourself)

Everyone bowed to you as you displayed class, poise, and grace

But also you weren’t afraid to get tough if pushed in the wrong way

Which is what made you so likable and relatable

And that’s what made your boyfriend fall for you

Ricky Starks

MANS LOVE IT

This man was made for the luxury lifestyle

Don’t think this would be a one-sided relationship

He would spoil you too (IM A BELIEVER THAT RICKY SPOILS EVERYONE IN HIS LIFE)

Flowers, nice ass clothes from unpopular brands, things even you didn’t know existed

Would constantly brag about you on Instagram and in promos

“I think y’all are just mad that you don’t have a smoking hot, hardworking, intelligent, and rich girlfriend.”

Will do anything to make sure you feel well taken care of

Will play jokes on you like pretending to use your card when paying for dinner

“I mean you can spare 15 dollars…what do you mean no? Cheapskate.”

Nick Wayne

He found out by accident tbh…I think he genuinely didn’t know that you were rich

Or he didn’t know how rich you are

Nick is so sweet and I think he would be so humble about this

He doesn’t know what he did to deserve you

Will feel at first weird about receiving gifts from you

I think he would be a little bit insecure about what he can do for you

But over time will start accepting them

Your attitude? He loves it

He loves how you’re able to take charge in spaces

“Babe, it’s just ketchup. I don’t like but I’ll eat it- please don’t argue with the cashier.”

I think he likes being taken care of…..cause he’s a lil baby

Darius Martin

Mans was enamored with your intelligence and your determination

Truly loves how your mind works and he uses you as a form of inspiration

Loves how you can tell off haters and people who dare to challenge you

Sometimes will forget that you have money or that you’re a CEO

“How did you get those shoes? Those came out this m-wait, you’re rich.”

Is always surprised with how much time you can make for him in your busy schedule

I feel like Darius will spoil you too like Ricky but with stuff that you would not really buy

Like lil trinkets and food

Would quietly brag about you and your accomplishments

Darius will post pictures of your achievements on insta and will block people who dare to trash talk you

Hook

Hook loves how humble you are about it

You would never flash your money to people just out of nowhere

But he also likes how you would quietly flex

Like he would get random gifts from you when you were away from him

Taz: What are these boxes?

Hook: Oh, Y/N got me some Jordans, new hoodies, and hair products……they were on sale, I think

As he is a private person, no one would know about your relationship except for close friends and families

And ya’ll prefer it that way; no eyes, no pressure, no one in your business

I also think that Hook would try to stop you from paying and buying so much

Sometimes, he’ll buy something before you so that way you can save money and not waste it

Knowing you, you’re gonna send that money to him and continue to shop

Dante Martin

Like Nick Wayne, HE’S A BABY

Like his brother, he would often forget that you’re rich

Because of the fact that Dante likes you for your personality

Doesn’t know how to react to your gifts

Feels overwhelmed, and grateful, but feels kind of embarrassed (cause he’s not used to this type of affection)

Is grateful for everything but assures that you don’t need to buy him anything

Will try to buy you things, but forgets that you basically already have it

“I got you this-oh you have five of them already.” (Cue you throwing the ones you already have away)

I also think he would do things that he thinks is unique for you

Like mans would create a finishing move and name it after you

Eddie Kingston (I’m finna go in)

MANS DOES NOT BELIEVE THAT HE DESERVES YOU

Also did not know how rich you were

Like he is in denial that you really like him, and would try to make sure that you don’t spend any money

Sometimes, he thinks that you’re spending money on him as a pity/sympathetic move

Cause of that, you two agreed that major presents/spending are only acceptable for special occasions

I think he also keeps track of how much you have spent on him and puts himself in debt to you

Becomes self-conscious around you, it was like pulling teeth with him to tell you

“Doll, I just think I can’t do anything for you. I don’t deserve you at all. But I love you so fucking much.”

Y’all give each other another perspective of the world and slowly Eddie starts accepting that you guys belong together

Julia Hart

Like Ricky, this woman THRIVES in this relationship

She would be private about your relationship like Hook, barely making any posts referring to you

But takes everything you give her with a smile and gratitude

Cause do ya’ll know how expensive goth and alternative clothes are?

Loves to go on shopping trips with you, loves to travel and try new things

“Can we go here? Yeah I know we went there last week but it was pretty”

You also start using her as a model for your company

This would be a beneficial relationship for the two of you as she always gives back

With dates, gifts, and straight-up surprises

She also sets you up with security services from the House of Black

[taliswho]

( hey y'all, i know i've been very quiet lately so i think i'm gonna decide to put this blog on a very small hiatus. i've been really into a lot of these knitting & crochet activities i was introduced to at christmas, and i also have another in-person iop starting tomorrow that's gonna take me into the new school semester, so i'm gonna be kinda busy and away from the keyboard for most of the day for these next few weeks. my muse has also been really stifled even if i've been feeling a little mentally better after starting this new mood stabilizer dose, but i'm just gonna need some more time to focus on myself and irl stuff for a little bit. i know i have drafts but i think i'll decide on what to do with those later/when i have muse and decide to do a little writing. anyways i hope y'all are enjoying the new year, my discord is dumbbitchenergy if y'all wanna reach out to me there in the meantime <3 )

[my-castles-crumbling]

Anon Advice Asks - February 26

usaid anon, darling anon (new), runaway friend anon (new), hijabi anon, midnights anon

Usaid Anon

Hey cas its usaid anon.

So.. everyone in state just got an email to reply with 5 accomplishments they've made while working for state and i fthey don't reply it will be seen as a resignation.

I... what the fuck thats all im feeling right now

Okay as fucked up as this is, did you hear what people did? They completely spammed the e-mail. It's so funny.

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Darling anon

Thank you darling, for answering my asks, each time. I had too many anon names, and tried to solve a different problem with each. And you know, you never solved my problems, of course, you are just someone on screen. But whenever I write here, I seem to delay everything for a moment, and telling someone helps.

I'm glad I could help, even a little. Remember that you're safe to vent here, and I care about you. Also please think about asking for help irl. You deserve it.

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runaway friend anon

hey cas, I hope you’re doing well.

Yesterday I was over at a friend’s dad’s house (divorced parents on her part) and everything seemed fine. I don’t go over to her house a lot but it is that. (We’re both15-16) sk everything seemed normal but today at school she told me she is running away from home. I asked her why, she said she had a fight with her dad after i left and there were hitting involved. Thankfully I didn’t see ant noticeable bruise on her but that’s still real bad. Tonight she is at her mum’s house but tomorrow she’s supposed to be over at his again and she told me she’ll find a motel something and I told her she isn’t doing any such thing and if she needs to come sleep over at mine for sure.

I told her to talk to her mum, so she can sleep at her house instead and stuff but her mum won’t be home until 3am and when she goes to school probably asleep too. when I told her that and said her mum seemed nice she mumbled ‘she’s not’ but i know she’s better than her dad.

I want to help her but don’t know what to do

its also a really really busy week in terms of essays and tests and its shit she has that too now.

I don’t really know what to do.

I’m assuming you probably need to know me information about the situation but idk what to give. her parents fucked her over before but never physically that I know of but acknowledge I don’t know everything.

I’m also afraid its my fault because it happened in the few hours after i left

I don’t know what to do

I have been struggling with my own mental health lately a lot and honestly don’t feel stable enough to be a rock for her and feel like shit for that. I will hopefully see her and talk to her tomorrow.

I’m so sorry to bother you<3 have a nice day.

Hi <3

First of all, this absolutely isn't your fault. You did nothing wrong and you absolutely could not have prevented this. HOWEVER, I think you need to tell an adult about this now. I know it sounds scary, and I know you might be worried about betraying your friend's confidences, but if her did is hurting her and she's considering making a dangerous decision, you need to tell an adult who has the power to help. This isn't something you can control, and you've done everything right so far- being there for your friend, offering her a place to stay, etc. Bringing in an adult is the next right step <3

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junior anon

Hii it's junior anon

so I did try to talk to my friend about it but she was like "Didn't I do the same for you?"

... How is that even remotely the same. You do way more for her. A camera??? Just because of that??? One time?? It happened to me multiple times and you just sat back and pretended to NOT NOTICE!! HOW IS THAT EVEN FAIR?? I'm not trying to compare but how is it fair. If I'm closer to her as she claims shouldn't she care at least a bit more?? Am I just not doing enough? (the you in this paragraph isn't directedat you /clarification)

But hey at least she's one of the few still here :))

so that's fine :)))

anyways thank you for taking time to read this, have an amazing day ahead <33

I'm so sorry <3 It's frustrating to feel like like your friend isnt validating your feelings. I think it might be time to spend some time with some other/new friends, then. It doesn't mean you have to dump this friend at all, just take some space.

Remember that no matter what happens, you deserve love and respect!

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Midnights anon

Hi Cas! It’s midnights anon

I just wanted to share that I had a good day today!

I’m 17 days clean (no sharp objects, no punching, no scratching)

I cut my screen time down today and I had such a good time!! I had raspberry yogurt with granola (that I mixed and prepared myself) and a left over taco for breakfast, and I had some fried eggs and sausages for lunch (which I also cooked myself!)!!

I read some Thoreau and a book I really like called “Finger exercises for poets”, studied some drawing anatomy (I drew a couple of REALLY good drawings and I’m super proud of myself) and listened to some of my records.

I discovered a new song I like, did all my Duolingo lessons, did my Bio, History, English, Math, and Greek homework

And I’ve been brushing my teeth twice a day and taking all my pills, so now my anemia, iron deficiency, and vitamin C deficiency are all getting better!!

I organized my photos on my laptop, anddddd

Yeah! I’m pretty happy. And it feels weird, and good.

Thank you for reading!!! :]

Wow, that's amazing! I hope you continue to have many good days like this! Remember if you have an occasional bad day though, more days like this good one will come!

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HIjabi Anon

Hiiii, Hijabi Anon again (that name is perfectly fine, by the way!). I was also the person who said I was going to my first concert yesterday, and it was so fun! I saw Cavetown and Mother Mother live, and it was life-changing (I bawled during This Is Home, lol).

I’ve decided that being in the closet isn’t that bad, to be honest. This may sound bad, but I’m thankful that I’m bi and not a lesbian. At least I’m attracted to men, so if I ever want to get married and fall in love while still keeping my family, I can just try to fall in love with a man.

Also, if I had ever thought of coming out, my cousin kind of ruined it for me. He was driving me to the mall with his sisters, and we got to talking. His younger sister mentioned how some middle schoolers in her school had already started being intimate, and she thought it was weird. Somehow, that turned into him talking about how, back when he was in high school, he saw two guys kissing and took it upon himself to beat them up badly. I was appalled and started arguing with him (obviously), but I had to toe the line between defending a queer person just existing and defending queer rights. The moment there’s even a suspicion that I’m an ally, I’m kind of screwed. So, my argument was just that he had no right to beat someone up for doing something in private (which they were—he was the one who barged into a locked bathroom). And even with that, I couldn’t win because he’s convinced queer people aren’t worthy of basic human decency.

I’m thankful I wasn’t alone because his other sister (not the one who first brought up the middle schoolers) was helping me defend them. She also took me to see Cavetown!! I know she’s an ally and not like the rest of our family, but I’m not out to her either. That whole argument put me on edge, and it really makes me scared. I’m sure he would never hurt me if I came out, but the fear is still there.

Hi!

I'm so sorry about what your cousin said/did. That's absolutely terrifying and I can see why you're scared. It's truly awful that people like this still exist. I'm so glad to hear that his sister helped defend you and the people he hurt.

I'm glad that you're in a mental place where you're comfortable with where you're at right now. I'm always here if you need to talk, and it sounds like your cousin (the one who took you to Cavetown) might be an amazing ally as well.

Sending love <3

[livingthedragonlife]

Arospec Awareness Week Ask Game

Back at it again, answering an entire ask game all at once, this time for Aromantic Spectrum Awareness Week!

[link to the game in question]

1. Where are you on the aromantic spectrum?

I do not know <3 I have been calling myself an aromantic allosexual/aroallo or just aromantic, and I don’t really feel like I need to get more specific than that.

2. What are some other labels you have tried out?

When I discovered the term “cupioromantic” (someone who experiences little to no romantic attraction, but still wants to be in a romantic relationship), I thought it described a lot of my experiences very well. I connect to it for a lot of reasons, not just because I’m also polyamorous, but also because I’ve always been fascinated with romance and stuff, even if I don’t actually feel it. But it just never stuck? Aroallo just feels more important to me and my identity, even if cupioromantic hits a very particular part very closely. I’m comfortable just saying “I’m aromantic and polyamorous” or “I’m aromantic and in two relationships” rather than labelling it with something so specific.

3. How long have you identified as aro-spec?

Not very long! Within the last few months, I’d say.

4. How old were you when you first heard the term?

Oh man, like, high school? I’ve known ABOUT being aromantic forever, I just didn’t connect it to my own experiences until very recently.

5. Are you SAM [Split Attraction Model] or non-SAM?

Technically? I’m aromantic and bisexual, but I don’t really think about it like… a “model” or anything. I’m just who I am.

6. Do you wear a white ring?

No, but I wear a lot of other rings though.

7. Are you out?

I don’t “come out” anymore. If someone asks, I will tell them, but I’m not in the business of making a big presentation of it.

8. What are some aro headcanons you have?

Uhhh I don’t really have many headcanons in general. I just make OCs when I want representation lmao

more under the cut!

9. Are you romance favorable, indifferent, adverse, or repulsed?

Favorable, for sure. Romance and love to me is just a social shorthand to say, “I can about someone very much and want them in my life long-term.” Whether or not that’s what everyone else means when they say, “I love you,” that’s what I mean. Regardless of whether or not I feel the “romance” feeling, I still care a lot about my partners and friends.

10. Are you in a QPR [Queer-Platonic Relationship]? Do you want one?

I’m a relationship anarchist, so maybe? The label doesn’t matter to me so much as the negotiation, but I have been craving some flavor of FWB lately, and like… the concept of “sexual love” compels me a lot. A relationship that’s based almost entirely on sex and sexual attraction, without the need for romance or even platonic attraction, but is still very emotionally intimate. Idk. If that’s a QPR then yes.

11. Are you in a romantic relationship? Do you want one?

I’m in two! Polyamorous aromanticism!!! Two is enough for me though, I can’t imagine trying to schedule a third long-term partner into this.

12. Tag at least one aro-spec blogger on tumblr to help grow connections

I’m going to tag some specifically aroallo bloggers who really helped me when I was figuring out my stuff: @alloaroworlds @loveless-arobee @arosunflower

13. Do you know any facts about aro history?

I knew about the aro white ring/ace black ring thing, which is very cute, but honestly not really. I am very new to the scene and don’t know a ton about aromanticism in history.

14. What piece of media that you like has a canon aro-spec character?

My own books. I don’t know dsafsgdhfjg

15. What’s your ideal friendship?

I don’t know, I’ve never really thought about it. Someone who is nice to me and we can do fun activities together. Someone who I can invite to lunch and we can hang out and go look at various stores. I do miss having IRL friends I could lay my head on or be casually touchy with. Idk “ideal” is such a hard thing for me, nobody is ever going to live up to my ultimate expectations. Everyone is different and experiences friendship differently. I’d rather have like… the best possible relationships with each individual person, rather than look for The Ultimate Friend.

16. Did you have a good discount chocolate day? (the day after Valentine’s Day)

I got so much fucking chocolate. A traditional chocolate heart and two giant Hershey kisses. I ate it all within like three days and it was awesome.

17. What are some issues you have faced from being aro-spec? (if you’re comfortable answering)

Well, it was pretty difficult to explain to my alloromantic partners that I do not and have never been romantically attracted to them, but don’t worry about it we can still be dating. For obvious reasons, it took some explanation and working out what our relationship(s) are going to be going forward. It was difficult to articulate what I felt, because it’s hard to describe a lack of a feeling.

I used to feel really guilty when I didn’t feel the “correct feelings” toward my partners, and I thought it made me a bad person. I thought it meant that I’d have to break up with them, because obviously a romantic relationship can’t exist without romance, right? But that idea made me upset, so I concluded that the panic and sadness I felt at the thought of breaking up with my partners was romantic attraction. I convinced myself that as long as I got sad at the idea of losing someone important to me, that it meant I was in love. It was not healthy, and it didn’t make me feel any better!!! I was still monumentally stressed and guilty about how I felt (or the lack of how I felt), and I used to spend hours second-guessing myself about whether or not I was being a shit partner for not having the correct emotions. It was exhausting and I’m glad I don’t have to do that anymore.

18. What are some positive experiences you have had from being aro-spec?

Being able to free myself from the chains of other people’s definitions. I don’t have any requirements for my relationships, nothing but what me and the other person involved agree. I can feel how I feel without shame, I can embrace new kinds of relationships and explore myself more honestly. I don’t have to panic about being a bad person every fucking day. Being aromantic is one of the best things to ever happen to me.

[daisydezem]

Irl update

So yeah hi! It's been a long while since I gave an update. I think it's been a year. And a lot has happened. I'll put it under the cut so if you aren't about irl stuff you don't have to see me rambling on haha.

So last time I posted was while I still lived one week at my exes house and the other week at my persents, did early shifts one week and the other late/night shifts, was busy with improving myself and dating a lot haha

I dated until June last year, then I fell for someone. HARD. But he wasn't and isn't looking for anyone or anything. So I never acted on my feelings or said anything. We are good friends and that will just have to be enough. But this made me lose interest in dating all together. So yeah... Now tho it's been almost a year and I just kinda wanna love. And told myself to get over myself and just start up again with dating. But my heart is not really in it. Now 2 weeks ago, we had a party of work (again) and it was so much fun. There was sooo many drinks haha and I ended up kissing a coworker on the way back to the station. He is lovely but has a whole situation with his ex (they still live together after 8 years separated) due to the kids. And that plus my crush on the other person is keeping me back. I mean there is nothing wrong with just having fun. I did that often enough but idk if I can do that now. Oh well... Just had to write that off of me haha

Then my living situation changed soooo much! I was able to buy myself a new house. It's location is just awesome! Look at my view!

I had the opportunity to buy it from my great-uncle. On a condition ofc. He would be allowed to keep living there until he could find something fitting, that might take between 1 and 6 years tho due to the housing situation here. We are however close and get along good so it was the best option to start up my own life again. So I did that! It's was a hard with the bank and stuff but in the end I did it. I was so happy and a little anxious at the same time. This because while the location is awesome and the space is great... my great-uncle is a single older man and has been living there alone (or with his wayward kids) for 20 years. Cleaning and maintenance only happened when it was critical. So yeah... It was (is) a fixer upper. But with all my money into buying the house I don't have any left to do that. So I started on my own. Just a few impressions from before (keep in mind this was considered cleaned)...

And I turned it into (This was almost ready)...

but we had to to it with a lot of spaces. I'm most proud on how the little ones room turned out. It wont let me upload those clips since it's too big haha But still I'm still not done in the house. Also I can't do everything yet since all my great-uncle's stuff was still every where.

Speaking of the little one.... He turned 10 earlier this month and has been living with me since august. He visits his dad 2 weekends in a row and the rest he is with me and I'm so happy about it. He changed to a better school, joined the soccer team and is enjoying living close to grandma.

Then, stuff happened with my brother, I don't want to repeat what happened to him before but it's in a earlier irl update post. He became more and more unstable to the point I told my dad that it would be better that my sister would live with me. So she now lives in my new house as well. She has the attic to herself and is free to do what she want. Now has a job and is making friend in the town as well. So yeah we got a house full of people!

I've been playing some games, but even those like ffxiv I just didn't touch for a long while since it all just became a little too much. I went to seek some help with my (new) doctor and we thought it would be a good idea to have me tested on ADHD. It's still half year till the test tho since there is a wait. But it might be the reason I hyper fixate on things.

I've been playing a lot of dnd. It distracted me of everything and it's amazing. I even joined a group with work to play instead of me DMing my own group.

So yeah I've typed enough again:P

Cheers to you if you got to the end! Haha Kusjes en Liefde Kisses and Love -Daisy

Also changed up my hair a little again and I'm proud of it!

[cadybear420]

hello! i do want to preface this by saying im not trying to be judgy im just wondering what is it about og choices hss that makes you so obsessed with it? it was a hs book so i could never really get into it but seeing this be one of the most talked about books after the aichoicesapocalypse is unexpected to me ngl

The Key Reasons Why I Consider OG Choices HSS So Great

Don't worry, this question isn't rude or judgy! And apologies for the late response I was very busy and distracted... but hey, I got it done in time for HSS Appreciation Week 2025! @hss-appreciation-events

Honestly though, even though I've been obsessed with OG Choices HSS since March 2021... I'm still not sure I can fully explain why I like it so much. Even the Cadybear's Reviews post I made for it in March last year doesn't fully cover it anymore.

I'd like to keep this brief and not delve into an essay because otherwise I'd be here forever. So here's my list of the key things that are so great about OG Choices HSS. Enjoy! <3

The Art and Heart Of It All

On a surface level, HSS is a genuinely fun, lighthearted, and escapist series. From its characters to its scenarios, it's "high school but if it was actually good". Stuff like hanging out with the LI you or your character (depending on how you play the story) has a crush on doesn't have to be so agonizing. Instead of dealing with college apps and AP exams, you deal with pranking bully schools, catching culprits, taking down a corrupt principal. And it can be enjoyed as a purely escapist story if one so wishes.

But at the same time, even though these are situations are escapist and more likely to be found in TV show high school rather than average IRL high school, it doesn't feel like it's being cheap about it. In a general sense, there's sort of an art to how it's all structured. Because at its core, HSS is about a high school with a promise to be accepting and enriching to all students. The plots are very much driven by the characters' personal struggles– and so, seemingly basic overarching goals like "win the homecoming game and beat Hearst" feel like truly important goals because they become representative of the characters being able to grow from their struggles. Almost everything seems to have a justified place in the story, no matter how seemingly cheesy it may or may not be. Even a good amount of the little details feel like they contribute something.

The MC

In my opinion, the OG HSS MC is one of the best MCs on the whole damn app and I have a whole essay in progress about them. They're a very wildcard blank slate, with a background very open to interpretation and quite a variety in ways to shape their personality; you aren't necessarily getting the exact same character every time. I can (and do) get excited to replay it as a different main character with different choices. The extracurricular activity choice is of course the most forefront of these and it is fantastic, but there are lots of other features as well like their skill at their activity, certain decisions they can make, certain outcomes they can have, their general personality, and more.

This benefts HSS both as an interactive novel game mechanic feature, and as a narrative element. The point of Berry High from the very beginning is that you can become anybody you want to be (as reiterated by Principal Hughs) and that you would be accepted no matter who you were (as reiterated by HSS Prime MC's quote on the statue of Ollie the Tiger). OG HSS MC can be anybody you want them to be, there's no singular version of their high school story. They're no ILW MC, but the way thi MC's character and game mechanics are structured is really well done and they don't get nearly enough credit for it.

The LIs and their Romance Routes

I could write an essay just on Ultimate Cuntress Aiden Zhou alone and I probably will one day, but really, all 5 love interests in this trilogy are very well-rounded and compelling. Something HSS is good at, both in OG Choices trilogy and in Prime, is that on the surface it does seem like it's made of high school tropes. Everyone you know is based on some sort of stereotype you've probably seen in your average Disney Channel high school show. But as you get to know them, you learn there's more to them. Everyone is some sort of twist or subversion of those stereotypes, and they truly feel like real people with different sides to them.

And however you play their romance routes, the relationship between LI and MC develops so organically. There's kind of a coming-of-age element to them too, with how they can sort of help each other grow as people. There is a sense of grandness larger-than-life to them since an average high school relationship probably doesn't happen quite like them, but at the same time they still feel real and believable.

The Supporting/Side Characters

The LIs aren't the only characters that are well-written. Characters like Myra, Frank, Sydney, etc... even the returning HSS Prime characters like Julian, Mia, Koh, etc... even the incoming Hearst kids in Book 3... just about all of them have really strong, memorable, and unique personalities despite their smaller roles. It's one of the few books where the larger cast benefits the story. Berry High truly feels alive with these characters.

Passing Down The Torch from HSS Prime

While I did play Choices HSS before Prime HSS, playing Prime HSS only made me appreciate Choices OG HSS a lot more. For the most part, I quite like how the OG HSS Trilogy connected to its predecessor AKA the original HSS Prime mobile game, with a lot of the storylines being centric around dealing with Hearst and maintaining the school's promise of being accepting to all. It's clear that they sort of want to "pass down the torch" to a new MC and cast after the older MC has graduated and the older cast is nearing graduation.

I especially loved that a lot of the returning Prime characters had these senior figure roles– both in the sense of them being soon-to-graduate seniors, and in the sense that they're sort of more mature versions from how they were in Prime. And I really do respect that PB could integrate them organically into the story and give them strong personalities even while their roles and characterizations were more minimized than in their original iteration. Again, I played OG Choices before Prime– and characters like Julian, Payton, Mia, and the rest were all characters that stuck with me that first time around. Playing Prime of course gives the Origin Story for them, but I didn't feel like I had to play Prime first in order to care about them, y'know?

Well I hope that covers it. A lot of these topics I plan to go more in-depth on in their own pieces, but these are more or less the key reasons why I think this trilogy is so great and why I'm so obsessed with it <3

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Hgjfjdnckcn I know I’ve already been pretty quiet here lately, but I’m making this post now to let y’all know that I’m probably not gonna be super active for a bit. I’ve been super busy irl :’D

I might still reblog stuff or say things, but I won’t really be able to work on any non-academic art until like. mid November (Which actually isn’t that far away, now that I think about it-)

as for some of my wips……*glances at the partikari week wips* ….yeahhhh those are gonna take a while-

I doubt I’ll be able to post them in time to put them under the partikari week tag- but I still do plan on posting them eventually!!!

(And since I won’t be rushing the art, then it’ll probably come out even better than before!hopefully-)

Oh and!!! life update: I’ve been working on a Hikari cosplay for Halloween! It’s been pretty difficult considering I’ve been juggling that with doing my assignments (somebody please remind me to never try making cosplays from scratch during the school year again hfjfjcndncn what was I THINKING-)

I’m hoping I can actually get it done on time, since Halloween is getting pretty close, but. I think I got this :D (i hope-)

[funtimewolfy]

Phighting Headcanons.

Been thinking about HCs for Phighting characters lately. I might make drawings and explanations for this soon but basically my idea is that Demons when born have a chance to have tails. To which yes some Phighters are born without tails. Tails are usually based on a common Demon species in a region they live in. Or an animal that fits said region. For example, someone lives in Lost Temple faction. They are born with a tail of a Scorpion and are a Scorpion “Tail” Species. As for the Demon Species I’m still thinking on that one. All I have for now is Imp Demons which are common in Thieves Den. They are small, cunning, stealthy, and have bright minds. This is actually the Demon Species The Broker is! If you noticed that I gave him a heart shaped tail. I’d like to think Broker used to belong to Thieves Den but an accident happened which resulted in the scar on his head that made him flee to Lost Temple for help.

Again, will explain more in drawings and even make character designs for each Faction and others such as NPCs. Stay tuned! I’m still busy with school and irl stuff unfortunately.

[elliot-rambles]

HI HI HI!!! omg, I’m so sorry for not talking much as of late… I’ve just been busy with other stuff in life and haven’t had much time to talk :(( ANYWAYS!! how’s life been treating you? I’ve missed talking with y’all; ur such a sweet person to interact with ^^

oh. uh, hi? sorry, I don't know you. I believe the person you want is Eli, and he is very groggy and depressed right now after an almost 2-month long break from fronting. i'm jack! nice to meet you! update: hi elliott... life's been alright, I guess. I started high school which I was eager to tell you about, but you didn't seem around, so I didn't. as jack said, i've been out of front for a while. i'm starting to feel like fronting again, but I don't really want to. other than that, the system's been doing okay. we got our first factives (Larry and Jack), made some new friends irl, and started trying to get a boyfriend. so, uh... yeah. i'll probably get better as time goes on. what's new with you?

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HAPPY LATE VALENTINES DAYYY

I drew this on ajpw and made an alt for some buddies of mine there. Sorry I’ve been dead btw I’ll try to post sum more. Been busy irl with school and home stuff X(