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手首を切り裂く、より偽のシステム。
thank you i guess
#pretty sure i know what you meant anon but the fucked up translation is so funny to me i cant even pretend to be mad#somebody should make that their system name#lol.txt#anon hate#tw sh related#ask to tag#becuase idk how to tag this#id in alt text
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Adore how hypocritical Kab is. Yess girl change your ideals for Bacons approval. Somehow side with Mane while having him in your Karma book for like 10+ points. Be willing to work with Clown to kill chungi while your also a chungus. A cowards way to survive on lifesteal. At least your surviving.
#sparrow speaks#do I need to tag this crit ?#Its like more in a fun analysis way#I hope kab gets even more hypocritical actually !#Lie and lie and lie even to yourself even when noone believes you#Bacons kinda her archilles heel on this becuase#of how.. idk practical/logical he is#lifesteal spoilers
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i love the genre of character dynamic that's like "i didn't much like or trust you at first but circumstantially you're the closest thing i have to a friend so we're gonna become inseparably codependent," bonus points if they still fucking hate each other years into the codependent nonsense.
#jeanharry#durgetash#hilson#burovsky#made this post becuase of how i interpreted the player character's attitiute towards jordan tremblay in vtm: PoK but idk how to tag that
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AU where Bobby got super sick his Freshman year after he’d already been accepted into the rowing team, but before his first race. And he had to get surgery and had some complications, because of course he does, and he’s forced to drop out that semester and quit the rowing team because he’s in the hospital for so long. He comes back the next semester but isn’t able to rejoin the rowing team because they’re mid season.
The next year he’s so freaking determined to make the team and he does. Then the year after that, technically his junior year, he makes Varsity. Then there’s the issues and he gets kicked off, but brought back a several weeks into his “senior” year to cox the JV crew and they win gold at the Olympics. He’s left feeling super accomplished and everyone is super excited for him because like like what a way to go out for your last year. But sike, he’s actually gotta stick around for another semester because he’s behind on some credits he missed his freshman year, not that anyone on the crew knows that. And he would love to stay with his boys for another year, even if he’s gotta stay for another full year and even if they lose every race (which Bobby knows for a fact they won’t), it’ll be worth it.
He’s a pre-law student so he looks through the every handbook and rulebook for athletics and academics and he discovers that technically he’s still eligible since he didn’t even get to compete in a single race his freshman year. So he gathers his extensive medical records and stuff and goes to Ulbrickson. He keeps it a secret because he doesn’t want to get the other boys’ hopes up, and the other coaches have to agree to it or something.
TLDR; Bobby gets redshirted his Freshman year due to medical reasons (ie dropped out of school and rowing for his first semester) and finds a way to get approved for a “fifth” year
#1930s are a hard time period to write (and research) for the record#like idk how collegiate rules worked in the 1930s for this kind of stuff lmao#the boys in the boat#bobby moch#boys in the boat#boys n boats#bobby and his boys#bobby moch is stubborn af#Fic ideas#yall can always write any of these things I come up with for the record like please do#and tag me so I can read them becuase I WANT TO READ THEM 😭#botched appendectomy#<- my tag for anything related to Bobby’s medical history#someone write this please 🙏
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I’m so terrified of people that sometimes i stare at their socials and think ‘i should talk to them’ and then just don’t and then realise I’m a lost cause and i go back to drawing depressingly
#shoild i tag this as social anxiety#idk#i mean it USED to be anxiety like#but now I don’t even talk to people to actually feel that anxiety anymore soooo#social anxiety#socially awkward#yeahhh thats probably it#the socials also inclide here#even my irl friends are aware of this and say that none of i wouldn’t have been friends with them if they didn’t lovingly bully me into it#im that obvious#i hope you all know that everytime i like or reblog your post that me screaming how mich i adore you and that you’re really cool and#i might just suffocate over how amazing you are because wth#i think thats why im so much more active on tumblr than i ever have been kn anywhere else#because i can freely share my thoughts and stuff and i will never know if someone doesn’t like it becuase ill only ever see people who like#it most of the time#sorry yiu guys randomly get drops of how I actually am irl on here#despite me only ever actually talking abiut ninjago and morro#love my guy morro#sometimes i end uo draiwng those people favourite characters and im just like#wtf#im so sorry im actually also so bored rn#edit but i love when someone i do that to interacts with my post#like you know i exist????
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Hiiiiiiiiiii
Soooooooooo just finished listening to episode 1 of Deviser and uhhhhhhhhh
What the fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
#i *did* laugh quite a few times bc even though malevolent is the only one of his works of heard so far#i just had to stop and csckle for a bit becuase about 5 min in i was already like. gee mr guthrie i think im semsing a few themes here.#could be a little crazy mr guthrie but i might in fact see a pattern. XD#absolutely nothing wrong with that i love it when artists are able to confidently play to their strengths and preferred trooes n stuff#i just tjink its a little funny. like ah yes theres the horrified death screaming. yup there's the disembodied nonhuman voice that's clearly#hiding some reeeeeeeeal sketchy shit. uhuh theres the suspsious-but-going-with-it human with unnantural memory issues.#ooh! 2-in-1 daddy issues *AND* cult mention for 200 points!#anyway uhhhhhhh idk what this ''Son'' guy's issue is buuuuuut if i had to guess a trope/scenario i think id say Repeat Clone Failure#like some fucked up combination of Golden Guard Hunter and Connor Android From CyberLife#(im sure there are more fitting examples but thats just what came to .ind rn)#anyway uhhhhhh how do i tag this?#deviser podcast#*shrug* idk ill just go with that for now#lucifanbabbles#zizistuff
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maybe ja/y/v/i/k would be an actually interesting pairing (to me) if v/iktor wasnt such a boring version of himself?
#nisi talks tag#they took away all from him that was coool#they sanded him down until there was nothing left#the place where he was in leag ue was goooood it would have been like ten times mmore interesting if thats where he went in a rcane too#and now they changed him in game too and like took away all that was fun about him as a champion#his kit is boring his look is boring his story is boring#legends of run eterra is the only thing that keeps he better vi ctor alive its so sad man#just listening to this is war now is so sad becuase it just makes me think of how much better it was#I AM THE INVENTOR OF ALL EXPERIMENTORS#JOIN AS MY ACOLYTE AND WILL BE YOUR MENTOR#SCIENCE WILL DESTROY YOU IT WILL BUILD YOU ANEW#STEAL WILL FIX ALL YOUR FLAWS YOULL RISE ABOVE HUMAN LAWS#YOULL MOCK THOSE MADE OF MEAT#FORGET NOW THE SHAME OF DEFEAT#OUR VICTORY SHALL BE SO SWEET#REPLACE ALL YOUR PETTY EMOTIONS#YOUR BODIES ARE SO FRAILLL WE WILL BE THE FINAL NAIL#THIS IS THE REVOLUTION THE GLORIO US EVOL UTION#pluss all the full metal skins stop making sense now because vi ktor never made them full metal?? hfaslkd idk i hate it hate it hate it
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There was so much he still could’ve done. I miss him. Fuck I forgot how much until now. Heading his voice again in like. Not rewatched videos. Hearing him saying the same words in different ways. Fuck man.
#I didn’t even know the guy.#sometimes I’d even be grateful he left when he did so he didn’t have to see everything fall apart#and then I feel sick#and I don’t even wanna tag him here cause we’re all grieving and idk this feels private#idk#I miss him#he inspired me to create#even if it’s private I’ve done so much becuase of him#I always knew 20 was young but fuck that’s only 2 years away#for me#and tommy is like. already there and im just#fuck there was so much he could’ve done. life is suffering and achievements and there are tear tracks down my face#I haven’t really#I don’t really know how to grieve#how to mourn#I never really cried becuase I didn’t know how#not even for my family (even if I barely knew them)#but he made me cry when he left#and smile at all the jokes but like#fuck#sorry#well not sorry cause this is my blog and you can ignore this but like#ugh#fuck you guys for making me cry again I thought I was done#I forgot grieving doesn’t just end like flipping a switch
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Would I be a proper art tumblr if I didn't join the OC Poll trend?
And here's my Toyhou.se if you wanna check your notes
#poll#ill even include all the character tags here so you can dig through my blog to make it easier#uncle stinky#romeo#fisher#kate#hal#tiffany#miss kitty purrlesque#oscar#tig#dorian#if you have some other favorite then idk how that happened becuase i only ever draw like 4 of these guys#text
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when places have "sensory hours" or whatever they call their sensory friendly times, but it's always at the most inconvenient times possible. they always do them at the times people are least likely to be at/want to go. it's either way too early in the mornings or in the middle of work time, and it seems to always in the middle of the week and never weekends. they never care if they inconvenience disabled people. but how dare they ever inconvenience the ableds and take away their time! 🙄
#sensory sensitivity#disability#idk what to tag this exactly#basically this is me complaining about the zoo doinf their Christmas lights thing and only havine ONE SINGLE SENSORY FRIENDLY NIGHT#on a wednesday. during my work hours. and it was back in November before thanksgiving even happened#i want to take my autistic ass there with my autistic disabled friend but we have to he crowded out by people and noise instead#if i wasnt afraid to break the brand new wheelchair i bought my friend for Christmas or hurt her id run everyone over with it dbdhdsjsk#kidding. but i know thats how ill feel with the sensory overload and crowding becuase they cant give us more and/or convenient sensory days#lee rants#also the sensory night was more than a month before my friend even visits so.....🧍♀️#IMO there should be at least one per week. at least one weekend. give us rhe bare minimum please 😭#everyone rather go closer to Christmas but they made sensory night in the middle of November when no one is ready for Christmas yet#inconvenient for us and out of the way do the ableds arent inconvenienced. i hate it here#ok i looked it up again. the light show didnt even start for the public until the 17th. sensory night was 14th. they really said#you disableds get get pushed as far away from this as possible#i mean i appreciate that they even do it at least. but they can do better. much better!!!!
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it’s good that the slave owner rpf is losing
Gather around everyone! My first anon hate mail and it’s over me voting for blackbonnet on the AO3 poll. Like god damn it’s not the serious 💀
#idk know how this random anon found me in the tags voting for black bonnet but someone is salty#also how tf is a rpf#ahh yes me shipping these two characters who are nothing like their irl counterparts must count as rpf!#becuase the two are clearly the same thing#lmao god damn this whole poll contest is filled to the brim with drama#you know what your going to make me root for it harder now
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sprite/pannel edits ive been doing the last couple days bc im gay an autism [olive blood is my trollsona and the jade blood is one i made for my partner ^^]
#does this count as art??#idk imma tag is at that whatever#my art#homestuck#homestuck trolls#why is the first gif so lurryyyyyyyy crying#but yes#i made a trollsona for my partner#whom has never read homestuck#just so my trollsona#could be gay with hers#trollsona#the blue stuff isa subtle reference#kinda just for myself hehe#to my partners moirail#whom im 90% certain would be a blue blood#fuck it im dumping trollsona lore thats in my brain in the tags#given how we are in real life i would figure that if we were trolls them obviously void would have stuff in her moirails color becuase that#a thing you see trolls doing- wearing the colors of their quads especially if theyre a higher blood cast than them- and me and void would#definately do that bc we're bot gay as shit but given how moirails work and how my friendship with voids moirail is I feel like me-but-trol#would also wear void's moirails color even tho we wouldn't be quadranted- bc like. the whole thing of like#“this person is important to me/i am important to them” even if its by association#especially cause moirail so like if something happened to ME void would NAWT be ok so the most productive thing would be to make sure#nothing happened to me in the first place. and also just kinda how our friendship is i like to think she wouldn't want shit to happen to me#either :D#so yeah. dances around#i also think we'd all have bracelets that're all three of our colors#:sporkle emote:
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having the death kind of ocd is fucking with me recently man
I can feel myself slipping back into old habits and praying to a god that I don't believe in in a compulsive manner
it feels like the moment I get close enough to a lover my brain tries to destroy the relationship by giving me mental images of them dead
forever trying to break compulsions and then I accidentally create new ones
#i think the specific subtype is like e o c d or something??#my family has also known that i have ocd for ages but nobody talked to me about it for. a really long time. which is always interesting#i also really wish I knew all this information back when I was in therapy but also my therapist back then nearly broke the rules about bein#a mandatated reported by wanting to call my parents over just intrusive thoughts that I had zero desire to act on#idk this shit just leaves me feeling fucked up#like its midnight and I cant sleep because I was stuck in a loop imagining my partners funeral and how they would get deadnamed the whole#time becuase they arent out to their family and i just had the mental image of me devestated staring at their deadname on a tombstone and i#left me just stuck there for a moment#idk shit has become more destressing recently probably becuase of other events in my life#like i dont remember it being this bad since i was like. 5 or 6??? but ive had occasional rough patches#long story short my ocd makes me feel evil anymore#<< the death isnt as bad as some of the other intrusive thoughts but its arguably more distressing#vent post#vent#personal vent#ocd vent#<< i tried to tag as much as possible for filtering because this is a lot for midnight on a friday morning
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I’ve heard people try to say that you can have a crush that’s not them while your dating them
Is that Like
Something that’s actually possible? Because all my my friends/partner all have several crush’s constantly. Hell, even I do
So how the fuck do you just have romantic/sexual feelings for just the partner your with??????? Do you have some switch to just turn off crushes on people until you break up with someone????? What?????
#pride#relationship#questions#queer pride#shitpost#idk how to tag this#how the fuck do straights stay straights#that’s also something i question#becuase like. what genitals someone has doesn’t effect if I think they are hot and have a crush on them????
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This is mine
This is what my brain sounds like btw. If u even care
#so true#it’s on Spotify but NOT the funky one where space outlaw shows up 😭#I want that one to be released so bad#this show has the saddest fucking music in the world in context idk how#it’s like nostalgic and playful but somber at the same time#What’s Your Favorite Color scene makes me CRY EVERYTIME#Natasha KNEW. she knew what it felt to grow up and realize one day that no one asks what your favorite color is anymore#becuase when you grow up you don’t get to play anymore#so she made a character who never grows up! problem solved#except. living forever is just as lonely as growing old#no one does it like bee and puppycat#sorry for the tags Oz KSKSKDKDKDD#Spotify
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watching tua s4 knowing fully how its going to disappoint me rn and something that keeps bothering me is just how awful it is that they dont show what happens during the 6 year time skip.
like in season 2 we get to see an abridged version of how everyone got to where they are. this allowed for me as viewer to at least undertsand the reasoning behind the siblings' actions and conflicts. but in season 4 there is just none of that.
instead we only get to see the after of the timeskip. Whatever bits we do hear abt the time in between are extremly limited because they are things that are told to us from biased/flawed/one-sided perspectives. I as a viewer do not get a clear idea of why any of the 8 charcters of the main cast change the way they do becuase i am never shown how this change ocurred. its more i am told things and have to accept because of the 6 year gap.
lila and diego's strained marriage is actually i think the only they showed without telling to an extent. but it still would have also been nice to see thier struggles transitioning to suburbia and would also aid me to better understand why neither of them tried to find an adequate balance in the 6 years. also like why is diego working as a delivery driver? in my mind it makes more sense for him to be a mediocre private investgator or something like that? idk just some more context behind the tension and thier decsions (especially lila dear god dont even get me started) would have been wonderful
viktor's journey to Canada and his distancing from the others sounded interesting and i would have loved to see that on screen. he clearly is unable to form long lasting intamate relationships and showing his life in the time gap would have been a great way to show his journey of accepting the loss of sissy.
allison was definitely hit hard by the lack of explanation. i understand the scheduling issues with raymond's actor but it truly was a heavy blow to season 3 allison actions when they just said he left with no other explanation. most of her conflicts in season 3 were motivated by the loss of claire and raymond and you are telling me she just lost 50% of that a year afterwards? and like this doesnt get mentioned until episode 3??
i actually enjoyed klaus's shift to a risk averse person and it did make sense to me after losing his immortality to become more aware of not only his but his loved ones mortality. the biggest glaring issue is the one everyone has talked about: the lack of dave. i think if they had shown klaus trying to find info on dave and/or even visiting his grave in the timeskip it would been fine with me that he wouldn't mention dave that much. but the dog tags being on screen and him not saying anything is actually inasne??? also it sounds like there was definitely more to his sobriety than what they have told sad that we didnt get to see that storyline....
everyone has said thier piece on how luther just mentioning sloane and then no other explanation is actually awful. like a simple flashback fo luther searching and finding sloane living a different life would have been better than them giving us nothing💀
ben i actually have nothing to say...it would have been silly to see the crypto scam ig. also an explanation of why they even showed the other ben the post credit of the s3 finale i think is warranted. like even a mention of yeah there is probably another ben who belongs to this universe walking around would have been okay ig
five oh where to even begin.... first of all how tf does a person who isnt even in thier 20s even get a gig at the cia. i know they said some bullahit abt five being a part of a relative young group/recruit (cant remember the exact wording) but like a person who is younger than 19 getting a job at the cia is a bit much. also i actually refuse to belive that five wouldn't have figured out his boss was part of the keepers there is just no way. after the handler and reggie i refuse to belive that five would lose his suspicion towards authority figures. i think the only authority figure he has ever listened to was the founder version of himself and even that took time. like if you want me to believe that bs then show me how five turned his brain into mush in the 6 year time skip. either that or show how me his loneliness in those six year because from what i have right now five worked at the cia and that is it nothing else. like from what i have been told by the show nothing else happended to him besides working. which if thier implication is that he was only working and drifted apart from his siblings that message was not clear enough to me as viewer and would have been alot clearer if i was shown such as thing.
#written before i watch the finale but i read evedy spoiler bc after i heard abt fivelila i had to know what other bs they were pulling#like i think the charcter assassination was party due to this lack of explanation of why these charcters are so different than when we left#tua s4#tua#the umbrella academy#tua s4 spoilers#i think that at least luther allison and klaus ooc actions an dialog could have been fixed by this#the love triangle however....personally i belive the best solution is to actually just not do that#but this is a close second#the way there is no satisying ending for that is insane like if u r going shoehorn in this awful romance that no one asked for#the least you could do is man up and own that shit and pick a canon ending for that shit#but i digress
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