#because. it’s mari. she HATES it
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Remus: You know she’d hate it right? You walking away from it all.
Mary: She’s not here to hate anything.
Remus: You think forgetting her will save you?
Mary: I think remembering her will ruin me.
#BONUS ANGST IN THE TAGS#he hates it. but he swallows his grief and nods. he asks her to leave him something though. anything. before she leaves#she does. carved on a bench with her wand. signed MM. tells him not to follow. because some of them have to remember.#they were never particularly close except for the occasional cigarettes smoked in silence. their love for lily.#and yet this feels heavier. like it should mean something. because they’re all they have left and it’s like she’s leaving him to carry it.#to remember for the both of them. to carry the proof that they all mattered. and he’s tired. he’s grieving. he’s witness.#but he carries it. for mary. for lily. for james. for everything that was and can never be.#marylily#mary macdonald#lily evans#remus lupin#sirius black#james potter#marauders era#marauders headcanons#marauders fandom#pre-mary obliviating herself#hp marauders#dead gay wizards from the 70s#the marauders#platonic moonflower#saintflower
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i cant believe p4g came out and every single one of you forgot about adachis sister
#persona 4 spoilers#persona 4#p4#marie persona#tohru adachi#shadow adachi#gsa sl au#shit bangs club#arttag#boot.tingting#komikku#// okya heres the proper weekly#// royal released and you didnt do this to sumi . to maruki. i'll never forgive you#// 'i think the forgetting and being forgotten part is maries whole character theme' oh would you zip it once in your life#// girl has him writing on the animalcrossing stationery#// 'why goodbye sengen. will you ever tell them about s.adachi' no. you just have to feel it in your bones#// 'If you'd tried just a little harder to meet them halfway...' / 'I couldn't and that's just how the world is!' DO YOU HEAR YOURSELF?#// YOU SAY YOU HATE MARIE BECAUSE SHES A TSUNDERE MARYSUE? THEY MADE ADACHI INTO A HIGHSCHOOL GIRL & THIS IS HOW YOU REACT? its the misogyn
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brunette marlene mckinnon who bleaches her hair are we LISTENING
#ceri.txt#ik mary macdonald hates to see her sorry ass#(she’s always the one who has to help#because lily’s afraid of bleach)#hp marauders#marauders era#marauders#marlene mckinnon
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I am once again thinking about the reluctant ruler whose arc justly and correctly includes assuming the throne and taking responsibility for the people set before them
#it's about simba coming back to pride rock it's about aragorn using andúril to fight for middle earth and assuming the throne it's about#hiccup marrying astrid and assuming his role as chief and moses returning to egypt#and it's about irina loving her people so fully that when she claims all of her subjects as hers that chernobog must release them to her!!!#and it's about miryem choosing to stay with the staryk and repair the damage and assume responsibility for the land and people!!!!!#and! it's! about! gen!!!!#it's ALWAYS about gen!!!!#gen who didn't want to be king. who hated being king and only wanted to marry a queen but who obeyed his gods and became a king over kings#who lost his home and half his family and his HAND but who ushered in a new golden age.#and it's about sophos who ran away but who shot the ambassador and took back his kingdom#it's about duty and it's about sacrifice and it's always ALWAYS about doing the right thing even at great personal cost because it's about#submitting to a power higher than your own. of recognizing that the calling on life is one for serving others and having so much more to#answer for than just yourself. it's knowing duty is love is duty#i cant stand stories where the answer is 'give up the throne and reject your duty' because no!!! you dont get it!!!#thats how you get the monsters!!! thats how you get the prince turned into a beast and thats how you get every terrible weak king that#aragorn feared becoming#to accept your throne is to die to self!!! you are no longer you but 'king' or 'queen'#it's like queen mary says to qeii in the crown 'elizabeth mountbatten must die#elizabeth regina must take her place.'#that's terrifying! but it's also everything!!!!#die! to! self! die! to! self!!!!!!#lilac rambles#lilac goes to the movies#lion king#prince of egypt#lotr#spinning silver#the crown#tqt#the queen's thief#httyd
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i dont have this as a coherent argument but there's something about bbc ghosts that is just so much more. genuine? than the american one. and I only watched like 2 episodes of the cbs one but still. to me i think it suffered from that marvel-ification "he's behind me isnt he?" wink wonk cheesy like. exaggeration in a way that wasnt purposeful or sincere. the whole everyone is beautiful and no one is horny situation. whereas in bbc ghosts the whole show is a little bit rough around the edges and ugly and imperfect in a way that makes it infinitely more endearing. I'd rather watch a theater production where someone occasionally misses a cue but the people care and have something to say, rather than a perfectly airbrushed and photoshopped one that talks a lot and says nothing. yknow?
#idk there's just a different vibe entirely#when mary walks through someone they smell burning because she was burned at the stake#and alison says 'i think your toast is burning'#but when whoever walks through whats her name. sam.#they're like 'WHOA did you FART' *90s sound effect*#like its just. so much less. anything.#less meaningful less funny less real. less.#anyway#you can watch the american one i dont care.#i just know theres a reason i dont like it and i cant really put a finger on it#but this is a big part of it#bbc ghosts#im not gonna tag the cbs one no hate
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Every time I see people say that Maria Skłodowska-Curie is French or calling her just "Marie Curie" something in me dies
As you can guess, I am very dead inside
#Maria Skłodowska-Curie#Also calling her Polish-French is also not right (she was Polish with French citizenship#Unless having a foreign husband changes your nationality?)#I hate it when her being Polish is erased ESPECIALLY since she lived in the times where everything Polish was being erased#She made effort to use Skłodowska to show she I Polish#She literally called Polon after Polonia#She studied in Poland and taught children there when both were illegal bc Russians#...honestly it feels a bit like Russian propaganda#“Marie Curie is French she couldn't possibly be Polish because Poland doesn't exsist” fuck you#No one seems to think Chopin was Polish (...right?) even though *he* was actually Polish-French#But same as Maria born and raised and educated in Poland but later living in France#frédéric chopin#marie curie#<— you have no idea how much pain it gives me to tag her like this but if someone follows that tag they better know she was Polish#poland
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"its ok, you don't need to know verbs, you're not a linguist, you're a dog" -me, to my dog, right now
#explaining homework to the dog#in my defense it was REALLY COOL homework#like the question had predicates and COM combine to explain why a sentence is fucked up#thats so cool?? what the fuck#like heck yeah “who did he believe the father of will go to the meeting” fuck them up ECM#(the other sentence was like. “who did he convince the father of to go to the meeting” or somthing idk. object control tho)#which. ECM had the “the father of t” be the specIP which COM meant was non grammatical#and on OC it was a PRO thats indexed like it instead. meaning the movement wasn't from there#I even put the fucking. type of island this is. it's SC island. Im so cool you guys and also I fucking hate this#syntax who I only know BURNING HATRED/pos#anyways remind me when I'm doing the syntax seminar next semester that I always have that time around week 7 when I hate syntax#and that I'll get over it and do something epic about sociolingyistic binding phi stuff maybe#like about why all the examples we use are like “mary liked himself” like. why do we assyme marys pronouns. maybe theyre a he/she/they#what part of being a syntactician makes me part of the pronouns police#for the record also this is NOT what I want to research in general but also like#I feel like if anything would get me attention from the syntax folk here it'd be this#bc my morphology things feel. idk. kinda in-between on syntax and semantics. like bc I wanna do lexical meaning of morphemes#which. is not something people here would particularly be looking to investigate. right now#but ooohh Im gonna go learn soo much morpheme stuff#and do the math and coding and experiments. and become a professor and go teach morphology#like pleaseplease you guys I wanna be the morphology teacher at tau soo bad#running silly morpheme building on borrowed words experiments. truly this is using All the things#because borrowed words interacting with morphology is very phonological of me. but also buildings is a syntax/semantics thing#aaaaa I don't knowwww this is such a broad subject and I cant find anything on ittt#linguistics posting
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what are some of your mary hcs?
yayayayyaya here are a fewww:
she is exactly 160cm and has been since she was 13.
her shoes always make her at least 2 inches taller than this.
her dad is afro-brazilian and her mum is jamaican, which is where they met.
they came to england on the windrush when they were both freshly 18, and lived in notting hill in london.
her dream is to go to paris and study fashion.
her biggest inspiration is coco chanel and she didnt speak for 2 days after she died.
her hair is type 3c/4a and she loves taking care of it.
she was born on 10 may 1960 at 3:23am.
she is an only child and a muggleborn but her cousin back in brazil is a wizard.
she is straight and demisexual (she hates the idea of being objectified + used for her body)
#rhea’s thoughts ꩜#she is also is celibate for the majority of her life purely because she hates men#like she cant be friends with them#they all infuriate her#except the gay ones#(remus + mary friendship agenda >>>>)#mary macdonald#marauders era#dead gay wizards from the 70s
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just take this
#persona 5 tactica spoilers#persona 5 tactica#p5t#toshiro kasukabe#im not gonna tag all of tjem im lazy#BUT#eri natsuhara#eritoshi#because we must fill their tags more#i feel like marie and eri would have insane beef#not marie and erina i mean like irl they would HATEEEE EACH OTHER#eri could treat him way better anyway#i hate marie and she made me kinda uncomfy but shes a very good antagonist!#got literal chills when it was revealed that marie and toshiro are in an arranged engagement#idk im just throwing random thojghts out cuz tumblr is the only place i can go to talk spoiler stuff#i mighf post more detailed observations later#goodnight
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sammary for the ship bingo
OOMF TYYYY FOR AN EXCUSE TO TALK ABOUT THEM. Also I know attempted murder isn’t quite right but I checked it anyway
The thing about Sammary I feel is that once you actually see it, you kinda realise it’s everywhere. It literally starts with them, a mother trying to protect her baby and being killed for it except through the show, it unravels to reveal how deep their connection goes. Mary attempts at escape from her abusive home life ensuring Sam growing up the same way she was. The way they never actually know each other yet are constantly haunted by one another through their shared trauma and mutual guilt (Sam’s birth being Mary’s death). The thing that wore her father’s face whilst he coerced into a kiss being mistaken for Sam’s father whilst it feeds Sam’s its fluid. Demon blood being described as ‘better than mother’s milk’, milk being needed for a baby’s development, Sam’s own shame and self-hatred regarding a body narratively as assigned monstrous and grotesque through being sustained on demon blood and guilt about Mary’s death. His initial suppression then attempts to find autonomy through this violation leading to drinking Ruby’s blood (better than mother’s milk). The way that arc culminates on pinning a golden haired woman in a white dress (who previously aimed sexual advances at him) to a wall and killing her. The parallels between Mary, Lilith and Jessica.
#that’s not even getting into sam’s idealisation of mary in his childhood#and his projection of someone who hated hunting and wanted safety and normalcy like him#but by the time he found it was true it was too late for both of them#or mary’s arc in s12 where she’s forced into a world where her husband is dead and her soms are grown and her guilt about them growing up i#the same life as her. and the guilt she has for sam specifically#because of the azazel stuff#and sam’s desperation to get to know mary for the person she was#and the role reversal as she realises sam also wanted a safe normal life except sam tells her hunting is his life now#sammary#mary winchester#sam winchester#spn#sunthroughtherust
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I rarely subscribe to the "polyamory would have saved them" ideas because they usually oversimplify things but I have a possibly controversial one I would like to propose that would have fixed literally everything (assuming societal acceptance of polyamory in this AU): Matthew/Mary/Lavinia from Downton Abbey
Like Mary wants to hate Lavinia and Mary's whole family wants hate Lavinia but like...they can't. She's nice. And Mary really likes her the more they talk. She's one of the few female people Mary talks to that she isn't a) related to and b) the boss of. While she has the most emotional motivation to join in in the jokes about Lavinia's appearance and comments the rest of the family is making about her, she never does. And Mary is clearly willing to go there with no provocation if she feels the whim (see: Edith minding her own business). Lavinia also really trusts Mary, even though she has a lot of reasons why she absolutely shouldn't: she knows just how much of a scumbag Mary's fiance Richard Carlisle is first hand, she knows the whole Crawley family wanted Mary and Matthew to get married. Lavinia shouldn't trust anyone in the house, and Mary least of all, but she does, and Mary genuinely doesn't mind. And one of the reasons Mary can't hate Lavinia is that she and Matthew do genuinely care for each other.
And then Mary and Matthew are...Mary and Matthew.
So, it works. Every potential pairing checks out, so polyamory really would have saved everyone a lot of time. And given that Matthew thinks Lavinia died because she thought she would shut out after seeing Mary and Matthew dancing...it might literally have saved Lavinia from the Spanish flu.
#I only say controversial because it isn't in the most popular AO3 ships#I am brand new here it might be overall fandom consensus so sorry if this is literally the most milquetoast take possible#though I might just prefer Mary/Lavinia tbh#but I'm a lesbian#logically and in terms of the shows legal issues the polyamory thing makes more sense#I don't hate Matthew#I just find him a little annoying sometimes#he's too perfect- he reflects what the writers think is “good�� which I usually don't agree with (I'm closer to Branson's ideology)#and he was one of three indistinguishable characters who were just White Guy to me during most of s1#they later became William and Branson and Matthew#Lavinia is really the closest Mary comes to having a female friend who isn't related to her or her servant#and I HATE that her last words were about how it's good she's dying#because it's CONVENIENT FOR MATTHEW#fuck that shit with a pineapple#the DEFINITION of fridging#justice for lavinia#one day I am going to make a post about female characters of Downton Abbey who deserved better#So far: Sarah Bunting and Lavinia Swire#downton abbey#mary crawley#matthew crawley#lavinia swire#polyamory would fix them
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they all ignored me but i promise you, this will all come to fruition soon enough…

#divorced but co-parenting butchlander#butcher unintentionally adopting another supe kid#and it’s so ironic considering he hates supes#but they flock to him like little confused ducklings who have imprinted because they think he’s their mama#homelander is highly confused but desperately wants to stay in butcher’s good graces (re: bed) so he’s like alright guess we’re doing this#whole time he’s not even in butcher’s good graces#like ever 💀#marie being so much like butcher tho#just so stubborn and full of heart#she side eyes his and homelander’s situationship like girl what??#you’re sleeping with HIM?!?!#but she’s kinda forced to play family with him because where billy butcher goes homelander isn’t far behind#jordan is very confused and kinda sorta hates them both#but they love marie so they put up with her pseudo parents#butchlander#billy butcher#homelander#the boys
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Goodnight to everyone except Gabriel.
Gabriel, who comments on almost every single issue of "Rogue & Gambit" on readallcomics, talking about how this ship "Killed Remy", how shitty it is, how much he hates Rogue as a character, calling her the writer's "Feminist agenda", founding most of his points in blatant bigotry.
Again, talking about how much he hates Romy... WHILE READING A ROMY SERIES!!!!!
Oh! And then also commenting on Rogue's solo series, on how Rogue "Doesn't have what it takes to be a main character and always has to bounce off of another"
Pick a fucking struggle dude I hope both sides of your pillow are warm tonight and that your sleeves roll down while you wash your hands.
#what happened to live and let live#like yeah dude I get ome of your points but no need to be rude about it#like if you don't like Rogue as a character... SIMPLY DON'T READ SHIT SHE'S IN LIKE WOW SO HARD#also#instead of blatantly saying “I hate this character because xyz”#let's try applying the basic media literacy you learned in school and properly analyze a character before commenting#its not that hard#x men#romy#remy lebeau#gambit#rogue#anna marie lebeau#good night to everyone except
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Puter au Plot basically. Based off of this
#hero would be here too but he doesn’t fit into this so. rip…#I REALLY want to do a Puter Hero piece someday soon cause I’ll cry#anyway this is. slightly ooc for all of them but it’s FUNNY so haha#omori#omori au#omori mari#omori kel#omori aubrey#puter au#mariware#out of them aubrey is definitely the most wary of mariware#she doesn’t trust her at all. and finds her very unsettling#but struggles to express that directly because she looks so much like mari and acts so much like mari#but that’s what she HATES about her#it feels like she’s being taunted. by this entity that’s not mari parading around just like her doing all this batshit crazy stuff#she’s cautious. and suspicious of her#and yet still has a soft spot for her because she’s so much like mari#ough. I’ll make a post going more in depth into this soon…#also can you tell I barely have their designs figured out so I just put them in t shirts and sweaters. yeah#my art
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On Fantasy High, Redemption, and Agency (General Spoilers for Junior Year, sort of?) Also this post about FHJY is long as fuck, as all of mine are getting. In short it's my understanding of how Brennan Lee Mulligan sets up the teenage villains of Fantasy High.
Fair warning, this is LOOOONG below the cut.
Y'know when I said I wasn't going to talk about Ratgrinder discourse? I lied.
So Brennan as a DM has a very specific narrative language for how a villain is 'redeemable' and it primarily has to do with the level of agency a villain has in their actions. This isn't particularly hard to notice when you look at our very own (and fan favorite) reformed villain squad.
Starting with Ragh, while he was in his right mind for most of his villainy in Freshman Year, he really didn't do too much other than beat people up and be a bully? While he worked with Daybreak on some level, he wasn't anything more than muscle and not very in on most of the plans. There was also some implication of grooming and manipulation from Daybreak to Ragh.
Zayn as an example also helps build this thesis, while he also hasn't done a TON evil he's generally a bit more discerning than Ragh. However he builds the understanding of how Fantasy High looks at it's redeemed teenage villains, when Zayn is found as a ghost he explicitly calls out Daybreak as being the only reason he's still housed, were he not to go along with the Freshman Year scheme he'd have been sent back to his abusive parents, the foster system, or homeless as like, a fifteen year old boy.
But the actual silver bullet to understanding this is Aelwyn, to preface. Aelwyn fucking sucks in freshman year, way worse than Ragh or Zayn. She's also responsible for way worse than any other teenage villain in the series. She's arguably committed worse than Dayne Blayde or Penelope Everpetal, but there's an important component to her redemption in Sophmore Year, something Brennan has her stay conscious despite making death saves to explain.
In tears Aelwyn notes that Kalina was actively threatening to kill her had she not complied with the Kalvaxus plan.
So there's a running theme here, Ragh didn't seem to have much of an idea of what the wider plan even was and was just muscle, Zayn was under significant threat to his personal safety (and unbeknownst to him, also under threat of death, a threat that actually gets carried out), and Aelwyn was literally convinced she'd be murdered for not complying.
This tracks with the teen villains who DON'T get redeemed by the way, Dayne had no qualms about casually murdering his classmates with a great sword, Penelope didn't seem to mind the idea of throwing her best friend Kalvaxus for a power play. They both get killed because they don't seem to really care what happened, were fully complicit, and had no form of remorse at all.
This leaves us with our code to cracking if Brennan sees the Ratgrinders as possibly worthy of redemption (IMO, signs point to yes, but it's complicated.) We know the Ratgrinders are being manipulated heavily by Porter (I have so many more thoughts about Jace's place in this but that's for a whole other post,) however they don't have Ragh's excuse of being mostly in the dark.
Kipperlilly and Oisin for sure know exactly what's going on, and the rest (sans Buddy) probably do too. The actual question is how much does Ankarna rage affect one's reasoning, and the thing that's interesting about how the Ratgrinders have been set up is that question is sincerely ambiguous.
Signs point to the corruption needing some sort of genuine anger or frustration to latch onto, but this is my first hot take here. This isn't really that damning? Pre-Rage Kipperlilly said some concerning things, in private confidential counseling. She (at the time) understood her fixation on Riz was a problem and perhaps not fair. Oisin probably was mildly frustrated or saddened a girl he had a crush on didn't notice him, but to cast Pre-Rage Oisin as a full on Biz Glitterdew incel is, in my opinion, unlikely. Ruben was already seeking attention but wasn't anything worse than a mildly annoying teenage boy, etc.
These aren't exactly 'good' feelings but they are pretty normal for 14-15 year olds. Pre-Rage Ratgrinders really aren't that much worse than Pre-Character Development Bad Kids, let's not forget that they too definitely act out in really mean, unfair ways at around the same time as Pre-Rage Ratgrinders (Fig and Fabian, most notably.)
As for agency though, they clearly have a bit more of it than previous teenage villains, and are a bit more aware of their actions. They're not under direct threat of violence like Aelwyn or Zayn (though the way Porter and Jace act around them may make that threat implicit.) and they don't have Ragh's excuse of being seemingly largely in the dark.
The Ratgrinders I feel are an intentional test for the Bad Kids (and the Intrepid Heroes as players) because they're significantly more antagonistic than previous teenage villains. Heck, even ones that turned out totally evil. Dayne's kinda chill to the Bad Kids initially, Penelope is a bit backhanded but she isn't outright mean. If you count him, even Johnny Spells humors Riz and is relatively lax to him. Ragh's honestly way more harsh for most of the first half of Freshman Year, Zayn's initially more rude and confrontational to them too.
That said they're both being influenced by a much worse adult (Like everyone in the Reformed Villain Squad) and have a rage god clouding their judgement to an unknown degree. If we follow previously established patterns, they're salvageable by the story's own logic.
The test is for the party, it's easy to forgive Zayn when he openly cries and apologizes immediately when finally confronted about his place in the villain plot, it's easier to forgive Aelwyn when she openly puts herself in harm's way and almost dies to save Adaine.
It's going to be harder, emotionally, for both the player characters and the players themselves to forgive the Ratgrinders and recognize they're also victims in some sense when the Ratgrinders have been actively fucking with the Bad Kids for the whole season, and taking an obvious amount of satisfaction in it.
The challenge Brennan has set up for the party, I feel, is a test of their character. Fighting a possibly ascended god Porter is gonna be a lot easier without a whole other party of enemies in the fight (and even much easier if you can convince some to fight alongside you as a part of heroes.)
#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#fhjy meta#dimension 20#rat grinders#brennan lee mulligan#i just think there is a good discussion about the line between us as viewers and the players at the table to be had#like we haven't been immersing ourselves AS characters getting toyed with by the ratgrinders for over 20 hours of playtime#the reason they seemed to want to recruit mary ann was because shes funny and hasnt actively antagonized anyone#there's something to be said about how PC morality towards NPCs often stems from how fun the NPC is for the player to interact with#like the bad kids hated kipperlilly and treated her terribly way before she did anything mean or evil to them#mostly just because they thought she was annoying this is how npc treatment goes in most dnd campaigns d20 or not
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an event that changed several lives forever.
↓ lore dump below ↓
Note: transcript for the images will be at the bottom of the post (sorry for the messy handwriting!)
Gitriea-II — the planet of isolation.
I wanted this piece to highlight the cataclysmic event that took place at Gitriea-II’s church that altered the lives of hundreds, though most didn’t know that that night would be their last. Only few survived to recall the tragedy.
TW for vague mentions of abuse, death, and religious trauma.
(so please read with caution)
I won’t go into extreme detail about every character, I’ll probably make separate posts deep diving into each character more and give them the attention they deserve. I’ll briefly mention each character in order (top to bottom) and their present faction.
- Gabriel — Genius Society as an assistant, but pursues architectural studies through the Intelligentsia Guild
- Eve (left) — Intelligentsia Guild (cousins with Gabriel and Shiloh)
- Shiloh — Astral Express member (Gabriel’s little sibling)
- Mary (red hair) — Astral Express member
- Elijah (in Mary’s arms) — Stellaron Hunter
Gabriel and Mary had been planning on wedding, as throughout their youth they were hopelessly in love with each other (it was a kind of puppy love, one slipping the other gifts or gentle hand touches). They hadn’t done anything out of line for two teenagers planning on marrying one another, until they shared a kiss. It was sweet, but it was forbidden. You were expected to reserve your chastity until you were wed, as that was how the Church functioned. Any kind of forbidden acts would lead to punishment, and Gabriel was more than aware of that. As every time he would answer a question wrong or was out of line, the Mothers would ‘redirect’ him with force. He always kept his sleeves rolled down because of it. Mary was already known to be a ‘defective’ child, as her parents went against the church and were ostracized. Mary’s bright red hair and vibrant yellow eyes matched her mother’s and father’s respectively, so there was no hiding her roots. She was a slightly rebellious teenager, though. She knew little about her parents, but remember how much they loved each other, and how she wanted to share that love with Gabriel. Gabriel was scared, though. The paranoia took over him and clawed at his throat, and he was truly afraid of the consequences of loving too much before marriage.
Gabriel would’ve never expected what would’ve happened to Mary when he told the Mothers about what they did. Searing wax poured on her gentle and soft hands, scorching the skin and forever altering both her mind and her flesh. She would never be able to love with her hands again, that’s what the mothers said. After days of her recovery, Mary had approached Gabriel, a smile on her face with hope that things between them wouldn’t be ruined. She didn’t know he was the one that told the mothers. As she asked about how he was, she was met with a cold and unforgiving gaze, a scowl curled on his lips with venom. He told her to never speak to him again, and the whiplash of cruelty brought tears to her eyes. He was never like this before, why was he being so cruel now? Was she truly never meant to love anyone?
With a broken heart, she respected his wishes and left him alone, and not long after, he left to do his missionary work. Maybe he’ll find a woman that can love him, she thought. It took a while for Mary to navigate her tasks with the state of her hands now. But, eventually she was able to do her work with minimal accidents. She worked hard, though being told plenty of times that she was ‘defective’, she wanted the approval from the mothers. She wanted to become a mother and make people proud of her. So she worked. She worked so hard.
One night, she had been cleaning around one of the prayer rooms. She often worked at night so she wouldn’t have the urge to talk to anyone, as it often resulted into an uncomfortable end. She did still experience issues with fine motor skills, especially with her fingers and wrists. The prayer rooms often had plenty of lit candles, as it was one of the primary ways the Church remained lit during the night. Mary reached over with her rag to gently dust an area near the candles and consequently knocked one over. The embers didn’t take long to travel up the cloth hanging over the alter and up the walls. There were dozens of lit candles, and they all began to fester into a large flame. She hurriedly ran out to get help, but it was too late by the time she had gotten to one of the boys in the church, Isaac. The embers quickly engulfed the church, and Mary was only able to pull one other person out, a small child, Elijah. She had no idea there were other survivors.
By the time Gabriel returned home from his missionary duties, it was far too late. The church was nothing but ashes. He couldn’t believe it. Everything he had cared about was gone, and he was sure this was his God’s plan for divine punishment. It has to be. He let out a distraught cry and fell to his knees, the bitter cold snow engulfing him in an icy hug. He sobbed and sobbed until all his senses went numb and everything went dark.
holy shit yapfest over, i hope y’all enjoy some of this writing stuff.. i didn’t even talk about Rory and Isaac, but they’re not in this piece sooo..
Elijah, Shiloh, Isaac, and Rory all belong to @sawnday and he also was a writer for a lot of this lore so.. credit :)
Transcript for the image: (left to right)
> Home to a large church orphanage that follows the Abundance (Yaoshi)
Notes:
- Two Moons
- Below Freezing most of their calendar year
- Minimal daylight
Gitriea-II
- An isolated planet that suffers from a near-frozen climate due to distance from any sun/star.
- Very minimal life, but a few human civilizations call it home.
- Minimal outside influence, but ships can be seen occasionally departing this planet.
- Not much is known about the origins of the planet.
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