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hey . why dont rabbits like horror movies
if something spooks them enough, theres a good chance they will just drop dead on the spot.
#this sounds like a joke#but it isnt.#rabbits are just incredibly fragile#because if theyre scared or being held#in natureâ theyre already dead by that point#so their bodies simply arent meant to withstand stress#thats why you have to carry bunnies inâ likeâ a football tuck#otherwise youll probably fucking break their spine#and you also should wait for them to be very comfortable around you#because otherwise theyll freeze. which looks cute and like theyre being obedientâ but theyre havingâ likeâ the bunny equivalent of-#-a panic attack#which can cause a heart attack and kill your bun
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Hey gang more nsfw questions/vent(???) Idk uh. Any tips? What do you do for solo aftercare?
FUCK ok this is only the second time its ever happened but it still makes me nervous so uhh for the girlies what do you do abt pcb aka some blood after sex/masturbation
Logically I know its just from being a little too eager and that I should be fine and probably wont have to get it checked out but uhh. Idk. Fuck it this is tumblr dot com why am I being shy. Srsly. Anyways so I went too rough solo and its been a few hours but now I feel kinda small and nervous and ive been gentle w myself but I'm still slightly bleeding and yeah. :/ tips?
#had a GREAT time but now i feel like i need aftercare tipsđ
#because like i said this has happened once before -ive had a soak in the tub already & know dont go fucking anything for a week or two obvđ
#but idk ive been gentle w myself its just the nervousness is still a thing bc well im bleeding when im not supposed tođ¤ˇ#and like i want to be held (cant) but dont rlly want to talk abt it to my friends either bc ik we joke abt it but idk#i just dont rlly want giggled at or with rn bc like i said. i feel. small and a bit scared. and i want to be comforted.#my friends are sweet dont get me wrong but this is a me thing rn. lol#im a little sore (đlmfao) but my main thing is i can feel the spots inside where it hurts and my lower back aches obvđ#mainly typing this to let some nervous steam out of the pot so i dont like fester in my thoughts#anyway at least i can like. daydream abt ratchet or knockout taking care of međ
theyre doctors so i think theyd be very sweet abt it#đ
đi think im gonna get a heating pad and marinate instead of fester. gonna make a nest about it and read comfort fics#if it doesnt let up by the end of tomorrow ill see abt getting checked outđđđ
#one of the few times where id prefer to not be single. and i LOVE being single. just in unsure times itd be nice to have someone to hold me#aha. ill be fine mentally by morning& less scared but as long as i still feel little zings of pain i am going to be whinyđ
đđ#anyway i think im alright just. feeling small at my own violations and cant seem to come back to myself fully??#idk i think after i make my nest and get cozy and feel safe itll prob be a huge weight gone and ill feel 1000x better#wanna feel guarded/protected rn. like room service hellooo? casper the ghost where the FUCK are my snacks? lmfaooo#srsly tho i love being single and honestly feel i function well alone too but hh.đneeding someone isnt bad or anything to me but#when you want cuddles you want cuddles.đ¤ˇđ#anyway made my nest now!<3 i have earl grey alongside my water bc i wanted itâ¨đgotta grab+hook up the heating pad then off to fanfictionđ#my cat is w me too ofcđđ sweet bby purring and making biscuits on his part of the bedđđ
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i would also like to have jumping spiders because i cant stress enough how theyre actually Like that. i handle the wild ones aorund here all the time theyre so sweet and far as ai can tell as long as they climb on you willingly theyre not even that worried. just curious
#dib noise#i mean most spiders are just like of Curious but theyre like *looks at you#*thinks about it*#theyre easier to handle without scaring them#maybe because they already naturally like high up places so being held by a person doesn't feel that weird?
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Headcanons for being the Justice Leagueâs computer intelligence
Justice League x reader
warnings:
a/n: THANKS BABE. this is such an old request i am so freaking sorry
prompt: anonymous: âHello! I would like to request a Justice League (DC Extended Universe) + Reader who is sort of their 'Person in the Chair' - helping behind the scenes to keep their weapons/powers/skillset in tact, but is not afraid to fight back if necessary? I would like these to be a set of headcanons, please? Thank you and Happy Writing! P.S. You're writing is incredible!â
you and alfred got along well
âglad iâm not the only one doing the grunt work anymoreâ -alfred
âand i was under the impression you loved this jobâ -you, sarcastically
you could frequently be found switching between important sites that actually helped during missions and reddit
âalfred hang on i want your opinion on this: âam i the asshole for trying on my bosses suit? i (25m) work with some pretty famous people and my boss (45m) has a really cool suit. itâs a little stiff but i think i like it. anyways, thereâs a matching hat (if you will) and it smells AWFUL, so i sprayed it with febreeze but it only made it worseâââ -you
âhang on. this cant beâŚâ -alfred
âHOW DID YOU FIND MY REDDIT ACCOUNT?!â -barry, over comms
âyour name is scarletspeedster, and weâve been trying to wash that febreeze smell from the cowl for weeks.â -you
âmy god, barry. next time, just use an old suitâ -alfred
âreally?!â -barry
ânoâ -you and alfred
you do a lot of gadget/weapon design with JL members
âitâs acceptableâ -bruce
âwow, thanksâ -you
âitâsâŚitâs good work. i mean itâ -bruce
diana sits with you and tells you stories, sometimes theyre very informational
âso if you ever do end up fighting, youâre going to want to craft a very nice sword for yourself. i know youâre good at that, youâll do just fineâ -diana
barry nerds out with you sometimes
he gets real excited when he sees you designing stuff on the computer
and tries to be helpful
âwind resistance might be a problem with this design, you should go sleekerâ -barry
âhey, barry? if you donât let me do my job im gonna design a tool specifically to shut you upâ -you
âharsh!â -barry
âsorry, maybe a little too far. but let me workâ -you
arthur wanted cooler clothes
âcan i get you some material from atlantis so you can make me a nicer suit?â -arthur
âonly if you bring me extra so i can have fun with itâ -you
ânot a problem for the king, its a dealâ -arthur
clark didnât really need/want much
but he was a great help when testing new weapons and suits
âcan you justâŚlaser vision that target right ahead. new suit materialâ -you
âyeah, stand backâ -clark
it held for a good 20 seconds
âbetter than i thoughtâ -you
you were their eyes in the sky on missions
directions, lookout, enemies, obstacles, detours, you name it
and yeah, maybe victor could also do a great deal of this stuff, but you got to do it behind the scenes and you actually got paid pretty well for it
but occasionally you did ask him for tech support
âvictor, the batcomputer frozeâ -you
âi know, i did that on purposeâ -vic
âcan you unfreeze it so i can see whatâs going on?â -you
âwhatâs the password?â -vic
*sigh* âilovevicstone123â -you
diana let you spar with her sometimes
which honestly scared you every time bc you know she could kill you if she wanted to (but you knew she would never)
(but she could)
youâd never be apart of the justice league, which was very okay with you because you loved being behind the scenes and not being shot at
and so long and you had tea with alfred while the rest of them were kicking ass, youâd manage
taglist: @locke-writes // @captainshazamerica // @summersimmerus // @deanzboyfriend // @zoeyserpentluck // @mr-mxyzptlk-1940 //
#justice league#justice league x reader#justice league imagine#bruce wayne x reader#diana prince x reader#clark kent x reader#barry allen x reader#arthur curry x reader#victor stone x reader#batman x reader#wonder woman x reader#superman x reader#aquaman x reader#flash x reader#cyborg x reader#dc comics#dc comics imagine#dc comics x reader
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STOP MAKING THE LOSERS NORMAL. stop making beverly have a popular, ânormalâ fashion sense. stop making them fit in. stop. i do not want to hear it THEY ARE CALLED LOSERS FOR A REASON.
this is mostly about the kid losers but the adult losers ALSO ARE NOT NORMAL. NONE OF THEM ARE. In my mind beverlys fashion is so weird, so out of the ordinary and different that shes famous for it being interesting, not pretty or wearable, but something to put on display. (symbolizing ahem ahem)
richie is not a famous comedian that is only slightly different from any other comedian because hes inappropriate, hes WEIRD AND HE DOES WEIRD VOICES AND HE SAYS WEIRD THINGS and people are uncomfortable but theyre uncomfortable in an interested way. they want to see more. this man is so weird I have to see what happens next. and goddamnit how is he so paranormally good at this?
Ben is weird. he doesnât talk much. people are scared of him since hes tall and strong and doesnt talk much. he is funny but people arent drawn to him. hes handsome in a slightly Different way. he doesnt show his personality a lot because hes uncomfortable with the rich, rude people hes always around. people love and hate him for the communications tower, but everyone can agree itâs unusual and its built in a strong but weird way. bill is famous and popular for his books but when people talk to him they are uncomfortable. he has an air of fear and held back horror. i mean, what else do you expect? he tries not to talk and he masks his personality with a friendly, quiet man, but people still find him off. they admire him but they dont like him. stan is admired but he is found weird, like the rest of his friends. he talks in a weird rhythm and the only person hes himself around is his wife. people dont like his humor and the way he thinks but they are around him because he is a coworker. hes fine with this, he has his wife
mike â¤ď¸ ohhh mikey. my boy. he knows nobody and he knows everybody. no one bothers to talk to him but he knows about them through the people he Does talk to, and people find him weird for that too.
eddie is too scared to talk to people. he doesnt make eye contact and hes a generally jittery man. people understand that and they pity him. they see him as weak and small and Weird. but hes rich and an entrepreneur they suppose.
No matter what the losers do or are they are Losers. (and they always will be)
#the losers club#losers club#it 1986#it 1990#it 2017#it 2019#richie tozier#beverly marsh#eddie kaspbrak#mike hanlon#ben hanscom#stan uris#stanley uris#bill denbrough
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requests for happy logan fics you say? đ
i shall request happy logan, um i dont really have a good idea of anything tho
if u need a more solid idea maybe a younger grid kid reader x logan and um here are some possible prompts
"I don't procrastinate really, it's just that when I do, I prefer to do it last minute, that's all."
"I'm always right because who else will be?"
"I have a confession to make, and it's not going to be easy to hear. You just can't get mad okay?" (cue the confession being of the stupidest thing imaginable)
sorry theyre bad, my brain is literally refusing to function right now. have a nice day!
an: thank you for the request! i went with the third prompt. i hope you don't mind changing it so reader is a driver (it just suited the story better in my head). it's quite short as i haven't been writing for a while.
The rookie trio of 2023 was inseparable. Oscar, you and Logan knew each other since you were kids and joining Formula 1 at the same time made the bond between the three of you even deeper. But what many people didnât know, you and Logan have been dating since the end of the season. One of the people that didn't know was Oscar.
At first the rush of adrenaline that accompanied hidden glances and stolen moments was exciting but for the long run it became exhausting. You couldnât shake off the feeling that you were constantly lying to one of your closest friends.
As the clock struck midnight you heard a soft knock on your hotel room door. A shared tradition between you and Logan. Within seconds you opened the door just wide enough to let him slip inside. âI missed you today,â he whispered, his voice barely audible, as if scared to be heard by others in this silent hotel. His hands slid down your back, pulling you closer.
âI missed you too. But we canât keep sneaking around like this forever, you know.â you ruffled his hair as he looked at you. âI know, We have talked about it. We are not teenagers anymore, but Iâm scared of how Oscar will reactâ. Logan laid on your bed and set an early morning alarm to leave your room unnoticed. âBut itâs starting to feel like weâre living two separate lives. I donât want us to keep hiding who we are from everyone, especially Oscar. Weâre not going to lose him, we just have to trust that heâll understand. That heâll see how much we care about each otherâ you responded.
Loganâs arms wrapped around you, pulling you down beside him. He held you close, his chin resting on top of your head as you laid together in the quiet room. The steady rhythm of his heartbeat under your ear was a comforting reminder that you were in this together. âWeâll talk to him before the summer break starts.â Logan murmured after a long silence, his voice filled with determination. Logan kissed the top of your head, his arms tightening around you. âNo matter what happens, I love you,â he said softly, his breath warm against your skin. âI love you too,â you replied, scared of your friendâs reaction.
Later that month, the three of you sat at a nice restaurant as a way to close a race weekend. Oscar had been in a good mood all night, cracking jokes and telling stories. You and Logan shared a few anxious glances as you sat at the table, trying to enjoy the lighthearted atmosphere before everything changed.
As Oscar finished recounting a particularly funny story about his engineer Logan squeezed your hand discreetly, offering silent support. "Oscar," you began, your voice steady but your heart racing. "I have a confession to make, and it's not going to be easy to hear. You just can't get mad, okay?". Oscar raised an eyebrow, the smile fading slightly from his face as he sensed the seriousness in your tone. He looked at Loganâs still face, suspicion slowly creeping in. "Whatâs going on?" he asked, his voice cautious. Logan brushed your hand with his thumb to ease the nerves a bit. "Logan and I... we've been seeing each other, like romantically. For more than half a year nowâ.
There was a moment of stunned silence as the words hung in the air. Oscar blinked, slightly taken aback. "What? You and Logan?" He leaned back in his chair, processing the information. "And I didn't know?".
"Itâs not that we didnât want to tell you," Logan cut in, his voice calm yet apologetic. "We just⌠we didnât want it to change anything between the three of us. We didnât want to risk our friendship. It is very stupid of usâ.
Oscar stared at the two of you, his expression unreadable. You felt a lump form in your throat, fearing the worst. "You two have been together all this time, and I had no ideaâ. A few moments passed before a small smile tugged at the corner of Oscar's mouth. "I canât believe you managed to keep it a secret for that long," he said with a hint of admiration. "You know, I thought something was going on a few times, but I just brushed it off. You two did a good job hiding it or Iâm just really stupid to not notice two of my best friends dating".
You let out a breath you didnât realize you had been holding. "So⌠youâre not mad?". Oscar shook his head, his smile growing. "Oh, no, no. Donât worry. Iâm not mad. Iâm happy for you both. I mean, itâs a little weird now knowing you are dating, but as long as youâre happy, thatâs what mattersâ. Relief washed over you as Logan grinned "Thanks, man. We were really worried about how you'd reactâ. Oscar rolled his eyes, but his face projected warmth "Iâm not that scary, am I?".Â
August 14, 2024
#writers on tumblr#fan fic writing#f1 x reader#formula 1 x reader#logan sargeant x reader#logan sargeant imagine
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i fear the only thing i can write anymore is the curtis boys as kids BUT PLS THEYRE EVERYTHING TO ME and also theyâre so tragic once they get older i love when they can just be happy :((
that being said, here is toddler ponyboy getting sick and darry being a little heroâ¤ď¸âđŠš
darry heard ponyboy crying before the toddler had pushed the bedroom door open. he sat up in bed, careful not to ruffle the blankets covering soda. it already took him long enough to fall asleep, he didnât need darry waking him up in the middle of the night.
darryâs eyes landed on his little brother standing in the patch of moonlight shining through the window, his face flooded with tears and his bottom lip trembling. he had thrown his too-small baby blanket around his shoulders in an effort to keep himself warm, and darry quickly realized it was because he was no longer in his pajamas.
âoh, pony,â darry reached down and grabbed the blanket from the foot of the bed. âcâmere, youâre gonna freeze.â
pony ran over to him and jumped up into darryâs arms, letting his big brother wrap him up in the warm blanket. darry pulled pony into his lap, holding him close. every inch of ponyâs skin was drenched in cold sweat and darry could feel him trembling.
âhey, itâs okay, can you tell me what happened?â darry tucked ponyâs head under his chin, enveloping his baby brother in as much warmth as he could, even though his skin was already hot to the touch, which didnât do much to ease darryâs growing anxiety.
âiâŚâ he sniffled, his voice trembling. âi threw upâŚâ
âin your bed?â darry asked gently, and ponyboy nodded nervously, his watering eyes like huge glass orbs in the moonlight. âoh baby, iâm so sorry.â
âi donât feel good,â pony hiccuped.
âno, i bet you donât,â darry soothed, rubbing ponyâs back and rocking them gently. âis that what happened to your pjâs?â
pony nodded and gave a shaky sob, burying his face in the front of darryâs shirt, âiâm sorry! i didnât mean to!â
âhey, hey,â darry held ponyâs face in his hand and met his eyes. âyouâre sick, itâs not your fault, baby, you have nothing to be sorry for.â
âi didnât want to! i⌠iâŚâ
âbreathe,â darry took an exaggerated breath that he knew pony would copy, trying to keep him calm as he pressed ponyâs head to his heart while they breathed together. âdonât worry. youâre okay, itâs all over now, you donât have to be scared.â
darry let ponyboy wear himself out crying before trying to remedy the situation. he was laying limply against darry by the time he had calmed himself down.
âhow about this,â darry started, shuffling pony so that they could look at each other. âletâs get you a bath to get you feeling a little better and iâll take care of your sheets. that sound okay?â
pony sniffled but eventually nodded, and darry scooped him up and carried him to the bathroom. in the dim light from the vanity, darry could see how miserable pony looked. his hair was almost slicked back with sweat, his skin was hot and clammy, and his nose and eyes were red and puffy.
after making sure the blanket was still securely wrapped around his brother, darry turned on the water, letting it run and warm up for a few moments before shutting off the drain. he turned back to ponyboy and smiled weakly, âiâm gonna go get some things for you, yell if you need me, okay?â
pony nodded, yawning and rubbing his eyes.
darry hurried out of the bathroom, throwing a couple towels into the dryer to warm up and stopping in the kitchen to pour each of them a glass of water, sticking a bendy straw into ponyâs cup. when he came back, pony had gotten out of the rest of his clothes and was leaning his head against the wall with the blanket pulled over him, a hand over his stomach and his eyes glazed over.
darry knelt down in front of him, âcan you drink some of this for me?â
pony whimpered, ââŚdonât wanna get sick again.â
âitâs just water, kiddo, itâll help you feel better,â darry held up the cup for him, and he reluctantly leaned forward and took a small sip.
âthere you go, good job, honey,â darry smiled at him, setting the cup down on the sink and turning off the tap. âi think your bath is all ready.â
ponyboy held out his arms and darry gently picked him up and set him down in the water, watching some of the tension in his face instantly dissolving. darry let pony sit in the hot water for a few minutes before he started helping him get cleaned up, swiping some of their motherâs sweet scented shower gel.
it was a mark of how awful pony was feeling that he didnât complain that darry hadnât put in any bubble bath or given him any toys, didnât try to splash darry like he always did or complain about the water temperature. he just sat quietly and let darry help him, squeezing his eyes shut and tilting his head back as darry washed his hair.
âlook at you with your hair all slicked back,â darry smiled as he rinsed shampoo out of his little brotherâs hair. âsomeoneâs gonna mistake you for a greaser.â
pony gave him a weak smile and a short puff of breath that might have been a vague attempt at a laugh. darry could see his eyelids drooping the longer he stayed in the water, the perfume of the soaps heavy in the air and making both of them feel drowsy and dizzy.
âdarry?â a new voice came from the doorway behind them. darry turned around to see soda standing and watching them, a blanket around his shoulders and his stuffed dog under his arm. âwhatâre you doing?â
âhey, pepsi,â darry gave soda half a smile. âiâm just helping pony, heâs not feeling so hot. you can go back to sleep, iâll be there soon.â
sodaâs eyes softened as his eyes locked on ponyboy, head leaned against the side of the tub and fighting to keep his eyes open. soda didnât listen to darry, instead, he came over and sat down next to ponyboy, holding his hand gently.
âoh, darry, heâs gonna fall asleep right here,â he whispered. âitâs okay, honey, we all get sick sometimes.â
darry dried his hands quickly and set a hand on sodaâs shoulder, âcan you sit with him for a minute? i just want to get his sheets in the washer.â
soda nodded, reaching up to swipe away some of the water before it could drip into ponyâs eyes. darry could hear them babbling tiredly to each other as he left, which eased some of the tension in his chest; maybe pony was feeling a little better, maybe he was helping.
he hurried back to the nursery and stripped off the bedding and grabbed ponyâs pajamas off the floor, carefully bundling them all up and throwing it in the washer. he grabbed the warmed up towels from the dryer before heading back to the bathroom, stopping when he saw someone standing in the hallway.
ââŚhi mama.â
âdarry, itâs so late, what are you doing up?â
she closed the gap between them and gently combed his hair out of his eyes before kneeling down so she was eye level with him.
he shuffled his feet nervously, âpony threw up, i was just helping him out.â
âyou could have gotten me, honey,â she chuckled. âyou donât need to take care of all that yourself.â
âi know, he was so upset thoughâŚâ
mama sighed, âwhere is he now?â
âin the bath,â darry shrugged. âhe was all sweaty and shaky, i thought it would help.â
she kissed his forehead gently, âyou did everything right. thank you, sweetheart, iâve got it from here.â
he handed her one of the towels and followed her closely back to the bathroom. when they pushed the door open, sodaâs arms were folded on the edge of the bathtub, pillowing ponyâs head from the hard ceramic. ponyâs eyes were closed and his breaths were deep.
soda turned around when he heard the door open, shushing them, âshh, heâs asleep.â
âoh, sweetheart,â mama hurried forward, knelt down next to soda, and pulled the drain out of the tub. âdonât tell me all of you are awake.â
âshh!â he shushed her louder.
âhe canât stay in the bathtub all night, soda,â she smiled at him. she reached over and gently tapped pony on the shoulder. âponyboy, câmon youâve gotta get back to bed.â
ponyâs eyes blinked open, and he seemed confused until he eyes landed on mama and he reached his arms out for her. she smiled sweetly at him and scooped him up with the towel and pulled him into her lap, not minding when he leaned his dripping hair against her chest. he drowned in the material, the towel four times too big for him. he snuggled into her and the warm towel, his little feet kicking soda absentmindedly.
âdarry tells me you arenât feeling well,â she rocked with him gently. âsome tummy trouble, maybe?â
ponyâs anxiety at her words was palpable, âi⌠i didnâtâŚâ
âitâs okay,â she ran a hand through his hair. âiâm not mad, i just worry about you, baby.â
she reached up and grabbed his water cup from the sink, giving him the straw and letting him drink a little bit.
âyou should all be asleep,â she set the cup back on the sink. âyou two, go back to your room, iâll come check on you soon.â
she stood up and sat ponyboy on the sink, starting to dry him off the rest of the way. darry motioned for soda to come along and they dragged themselves back to their room, exhaustion hitting both of them like a truck. darry pushed the covers back for soda and wasnât shocked when his little brother burrowed into his arms.
after a few minutes, darry heard their door open and mama stood in their doorway with ponyboy on her hip in a fresh set of pajamas, looking like he was a few seconds away from falling asleep. she came over to the bed and adjusted the covers around both of them and pressed a kiss to both of their heads.
pony leaned forward, reaching for darry, so far that he fell out of mamaâs arms and between darry and soda on the bed.
âbaby, your brothers need to sleep,â she sighed, going to pick him up, but pony only dove between darry and soda.
âi wanna stay,â he whimpered, starting to tuck himself under their blankets.
mama sighed, âis it alright if your brother stays here tonight?â
darry and soda both nodded, scooting closer to ponyboy under the blankets and thoroughly sandwiching him between them.
âokay, then,â mama conceded. âiâll see you in the morning, i love you.â
she ruffled ponyboyâs hair gently and left the room quietly.
âalright, baby, you get to stay with us, but youâve gotta sleep, you need the rest to get better, yeah?â darry whispered, smiling as pony snuggled into his big brother.
âmmm, âkay,â pony mumbled, already almost asleep.
âyeah, and no throwing up on us!â soda joked, but he threw an arm over pony and flopped down onto the pillow.
they were all fast asleep within a few minutes.
#can you tell that star is an eldest child lol#darry curtis#ponyboy curtis#sodapop curtis#mama curtis#the outsiders fic#the outsiders#starâs writing
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fave bevin headcanons ??? ik u probably have answered this and dgaf but I love them and love hearing ur ideas and opinions they're always so great âšď¸â¤ď¸âđĽ( im a lurker so I apologize for the lack of interaction !!!!! )
hiii taking a break in my no tumblr run to prosteleytize abt bevin, here are some loose headcannons
-kevin had a running joke going for a bit where he would not let ben out of the car until he gave him a kiss on the cheek aka Kiss Tax especially when people who weren't ben gwen and kevin were also in the car. he thinks the way ben gets mad about it is very funny, but it kind of backfires on him because ben stops getting mad and just does it and now every time he drives ben somewhere he gets a kiss. hes considering making the ride tax something more embarassing, like kissing with tongue.
-kevin sleeps with such a wide berth that he will somehow be on top of someone during any nap, even if the person is sitting feet away. the only one who's ok with being snored and drooled on is ben, because he is constantly cold and appreciates a bro snuggle
-ben and kevin do that scoobly do shit when theyre scared (a la jumping into each others arms n high pitched screaming)
-u may at this point be like 'hey these aren't bevin headcannons this is just them doing mildly gay best friend stuff' and to this i raise u this: i feel like, if ben and kevin were to ever aknowlege their feelings for each other, they wouldn't be the type of ppl to 'date'. theyre kind of beyond dating at this point, arent they? their relationship isnt really defined by human terms, as theyre both distanced from a lot of human social norms (kind of teetering on the brink of human and alien) and also theyve been through so much shit it would be weird to suddenly go through the human rituals of 'hold hands and go to resturants and introduce him to the parents blah blah blah'. they're more than that, and the way they go about being in love is kind of the same way they're friends, still joined at the hip and ragging on each other, still getting into fights and willing to kill and die for each other. its like being best friends and being 30 year married people at once. theyre sure theres some alien word for it, but they dont really care. ben is kevins and kevin is bens, and thats how they roll. and they make out with tongue. duh.
(clarifying for ppl w no reading comprehension: they are in gay homo love but they dont put labels like 'boyfriend' or 'dating' on it bc once youve held another boys hand and made the choice to destroy your body to save him twice + your lover learned what it meant to be a hero from u and you are a symbol of hope for him and he is for u you cant really just be like 'heres my bae' now can you. relationship anarchy win.)
#ben 10#ben 10 omniverse#ben 10 alien force#ben tennyson#ben 10 ultimate alien#ben 10 classic#kevin levin#ben ten#b10#bevin#ben10
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begging for a loâak x fem reader where theyre childhood best friends to lovers <3 thereâs barely any loâak writings itâs so sad đ
⼠a/n: bro YOURE SO RIGHT i wish there were more loâak fics heâs so underrated and ppl hate him for no reason like my boy did nth??
Ever since you were 5, you and Lo'ak were inseparable. You went everywhere together, did everything together, hell you even had sleepovers together.
Lo'ak didn't have many friends, many of them made fun of him for being different, calling him the kid with the demon blood. So having a person that didn't pick on him and actually was friends with him was oddly surprising, and a little sad.
You two were best friends. As his best friend, he was very protective of you. When you'd go hunting, he'd tell you to be careful where you aim as he was scared you'd accidentally aim it in the air and have it fall on you, or when you'd be out after eclipse, he'd be very aware of his surroundings, keeping out for any dangerous creatures
It was safe to say you two were always together.
Another thing about him, was his issues. You knew how hard his father was on him. He already had to deal with the pressure of trying to live up to his perfect brother, and his dad wasn't making any easier by scolding and yelling at him for every breath he takes
He wasn't exactly enjoying any of it, and nobody understood him. Except you.
You were always there for him, and that's when he knew.
He was somewhere in the forest, hiding. He always liked to hide to get away from everything for a bit. But this time, he was hiding because he just had another fight with his dad, and left to get some air.
You knew exactly where to find him, and the minute you hugged him, he broke down.
And you didn't leave.
You didn't judge him, you didn't yell at him, you stayed. You stayed and comforted him, and supported him, and made sure he was okay
"I'm so sorry Lo'ak, your dad never sees the effort you put in when you try to live up to his expectations. But trust me, I see it. I see it everyday, I know you're trying, and I'm always gonna be here when you need me, it's okay, I'm here for you" You said as you held him tight, wiping his tears and playing with his hair
That's when he knew. That's when he knew he was never gonna find someone like you, he was never going to find someone that made him feel as safe as you do
He had fallen for you and didn't realize it till now.
Even with the next day, you came by and took him out to distract him from the fight, you made sure that he was smiling and laughing, forgetting all the pain
But one day, it was different. He was alone in the forest again, and of course you were quick to go comfort him
He was sitting on the ground, staring into nothing in silence. He suddenly heard footsteps and sighed
"Lo'ak?" You said in a soft voice, slowly walking towards him, "hey" you said as you pulled him in for a hug but he pushed you away
"Leave me alone" He said, turning away
You took in a deep breath, "I understand you're upset about your dad-" you said as you touched his shoulder but he pushed you away again
"Why are you even here?!" He yelled
"Wh-what?" You nervously said
"I don't need you to comfort me, I'm fine on my own"
"But Lo'ak-"
"You think I don't know about your sick game?" He said, the anger radiating off him
"What game-"
"I'm tired of you treating me like this! I'm tired of you treating me like this and acting like you don't realize what you're doing to me"
"What?"
"I don't need you! I don't need anyone. I'm sick of you playing me like I'm some stupid game! Leave me alone!" He yelled, startling you the louder he got, "You mean nothing to me. Do you understand? Nothing!"
He went quiet when he heard you sniffle, and looked into your eyes, seeing them glossy, his heart broke
You ran away, and he heard your cries as you did. He hurt you, he never saw you cry before, and he did now
and it was all because of him.
He didn't see you for days, he asked about you and they all said they haven't seen you leave your tent for a while now
He hated himself for acting the way he did, he didn't mean any of it.
One day, he saw you finally leaving your tent, your eyes were puffy and red, like you've been crying a lot, you had dark circles under your eyes like you haven't been sleeping much, he hated it, he hated the way he affected you
he followed you into the forest where you were picking some fruits he assumed your mother told you to get and took the chance
"y/n" he said and you froze, it was quiet, the sounds of the forest filling your ears, you were about to run until he pulled you back
he held your face as your eyes began to tear up, "please listen to me, y/n i swear you have to hear me out"
you stood there quietly, waiting for him to speak
"I didn't mean any of the words I said, I promise you. I was just--I was mad and I took it out on you"
"Yeah because I mean nothing to you--"
"No!" He yelled, "you mean everything to me. More than you can possibly imagine"
"Then why'd you say it!" You yelled back, and he wiped your tears
"Because I was scared!" He responded, "I was-you just...you make me feel things, things I've never felt before. And I hate it because I know I shouldn't be feeling like this, so I thought maybe if I hurt you, you'd leave and I wouldn't suffer anymore" He sighed
"Suffer what!"
"Suffer the pain of loving you!" He yelled, "I-I see you, y/n. And it scares me because-"
"Because you don't think I feel the same way?" You cut him off
He nodded
"God, you're such a stupid skxawng!" You smacked him, and he rubbed his arm in confusion, "of course I feel the same way! You-you're my best friend, Lo'ak. I see you too."
"You do?"
"Duh! I've been seeing you, dumbass!" you yelled, smacking him in the head
"Damn okay I get it jeez!" he said as he rubbed his head
You chuckled and pulled him in, kissing him on the lips, after you pulled away he had a smirk on his face
"Does this mean you're having my babies now?" He genuinely asked
"I'm leaving."
"WAIT"
this sucked okay the end hope u enjoyed love u my bbs
#loâak headcanons#loâak sully#loâak fluff#loâak x reader#loâak imagine#avatar fanficiton#avatar the way of water#avatar 2#avatar x reader#avatar#loak my bby boy#lo'ak x reader
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I have a request if thats okay for you! Take your timee!!
The reader gets stabbed in the chest And literally coughing blood and shit and dies and literally a minute later they are like "hi :3" (they literally have a shit eating smile as if they didnt just die a few minutes ago) while they are literally wasting tears for them and they just look at the reader still crying but looks like theyre about to slap the reader, the reason for them not dying just yet is because they literally have two lives and just used one for this (lets say crack if you will lol.) Ty!!
Includes: Jing yuan, Yanqing, Blade, Serval
Y anon </33
hello! this is a funny concept so please enjoy!
Serval, Jing Yuan, Yanqing x gn!reader
â§having two lives
â§crack, tw: blood, injuries
" It's gonna be alright, (name)- " She was kneeled beside your bleeding body in the snowy outskirts of Belobog. It had just been a short trip out and neither of you had expected to get attacked. You tried getting up as she forced you back to laying down. " Please, just lay down while we wait for the Silvermane Guards. " She had a sad look on her face as she spoke.
" I'll- " You coughed, making her flinch as she saw blood come out from your mouth. " I'll be- okay.. " Your breath was getting shallow as she helped you sit up to prevent you from choking on your own blood.
" Just rest, it'll be okay, yeah? They'll be here soon to take you to a doctor. " She assured, not wanting you to feel anxious or scared.
" You know.. " You started, looking over at her. " You really are a great girlfriend. " You gave a weak smile as you felt her squeeze your hand. She felt you go limp as she held you up, your hand no longer grabbing her own.
Tears pricked at her eyes as she stared at you, death had finally come to take you after you had bled out.
Your nose then scrunched up.
" Gross, what is that smell? " You opened your eyes, looking at Serval then back down at you. " Don't cry, I'm alive. " You smiled, her face was covered in disbelief.
" You- but you died? " She wiped a tear that was in her eye.
" Yeah but, I have two lives! Two! " You put up two fingers, much like a peace sign, and put it towards her. " I just used one so I have one more! " She sighed and hugged you tightly.
" ...Thank god. "
You found yourself being carried in the General's arms after you had been fatally wounded on a mission. You'd manage to get away even so, he feared you had little time left.
" I'm sure you will be alright, (name). " He looked down at you in his arms as he headed back towards the Luofu. " You must not worry. "
" Ah.. yeah, but it really hurts- Like really, really hurts. " You winced as you touched the wound on your abdomen.
" Refrain from touching it, I would not like for you to get an infection on top of such a fatal wound. " He had a stern yet caring look as he looked at you.
" Sorry, I just need to close my eyes for a bit.. " You felt your eyes fluttering closed as his eyes widened at you.
" (name), please try to keep your eyes open. We'll be th- " Your eyes had already closed, your body limp in his arms. Your weight now felt like dead weight as he stopped, looking down at your now lifeless form. " Ah.. " He needed to get you back as soon as he could, he shouldn't mourn you here.
You let out a sigh, your eyes opening once again.
" Sorry about that- Seems like I died though, huh? " You looked up at him. " I'm fine now, onwards! Back home! "
You heard him sigh as he started walking again. " You got me there. I truly believed you had died on me. It was not a pleasant feeling. I do have many questions for you alas, you should rest for now. "
" (name)! (name)! Don't fall asleep! " Yanqing sat beside you has you held your side. He had called for back up and a doctor but refused to leave you alone when you were like this. " You gotta stay awake, okay?! " His voice betrayed him as he talked to you, sadness was evident in it.
" Alright, alright.. I'm trying, " You let out a laugh. " I'll be fine, don't worry, okay? Just a little stab wound isn't going to get me. " You squeezed his hand gently.
" Just- stay awake! " He held your hand close to his chest as he looked at you. " You just gotta! " You gave a nod back as his eyes became glassy.
" Don't cry, Yanqing- " You coughed, going limp for a minute. Yanqings eyes started to water as he gently shook you.
" (name)?! " You let out a shaky breath a moment later, tears had started to come out of his eyes. He hugged you tightly.
" Yanqing! Not so tight! " You patted his back, signaling for him to loosen his grip.
" I'm just- just super happy you're okay! " He wiped the tears from his eyes. " Don't fall asleep again, okay? I'm going to stay right here and make sure you don't! "
" Alright, I promise.. " You smiled at the boy.
please do not repost any of my work without my permission, thank you for reading.
#x reader#fluff#nian-anon#gender neutral reader#yanqing x reader#yanqing#jing yuan#jing yuan x reader#serval x reader#serval landau x reader#serval#serval landau#honkai star rail x reader#honkai star rail
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Hi could I request a fic with the avengers where the readers mom is very close with the avengers and she had the reader at 15 with the readers father who has been on and off absent and the reader doesn't see much of him and she was basically raised by the avengers theyre basically parental figures to her and have always been there for her when her dad finally shows up they threatened him because they're all overprotective mostly tony cause he sees the reader like his own daughter and he knows what it's like to grow up without a dad and the reader thanks him and hugs him and the rest of the avengers join in a group hug always reassuring her she isn't a mistake.
Six avengers and a Baby
Paring: avengers x Teen!Reader
A/n: sorry this is so late, I had zero idea of where I was gonna take this so I hope you don't mind is being HC and sorry it's so short.
A/n #2: request are closed so I can work on a twilight series I've started.
So your mother is close to the averagers due to the fact she went to college with pepper, they were best friends and she got your mom a job at the Compound so she could take care of you.
Due to her being a single mom she always took you to work with her. She had you at a very young age and your father was never around.
It didn't really matter to you because the avenger grew a soft spot for you and helped your mom Raise you.
I your opinion you learned way more for them than you do in school. They all care for you a lot and are extremely over protective.
Some small details about you and them are:
You and tony are the closest, he's always been like a father to you and has always got your back.
You and Bruce are about the same, you call him uncle Bruce and he's your go to dude when you need help with homework.
Steve is like a big brother. He's tougut you many things like how to treat people and helped you become the kind soul you are today.
Clint teaches you normal day-to-day things. You want to learn how to use a bow/arrow he'll teach you. He also has thought you how to change the oil and a tire on a car just incase you get stranded.
With Natasha you two had to warm up to each other. She loves you and all, but when you were little you were scared of her for no particular reason.
Thor is just your Best Friend, he always makes you laugh and knows how to brighten up your day. One time he lifted his Hammer with you so you would think you could do it when the others can't(you were five at the time)
Your scared of loki. Period.
But then one day your dad showed up and the avengers or your mom wasn't pleased.
ây/n is my daughter, my ownâ
âthen where the hell were you when she got her tonsels taken out and was absolutely miserable for three days?â Bruce shouted.
âwhere were you when she started kindergarten or high school?â nat stated.
âyou don't have the right to call yourself her father!â Tony shouted. âshe's my kidâ
When Your father left you immediately hugged Tony. He held you tight and wasn't planning to let go for a while. âyour not a mistake.... Your a fucking mericleâ
When the whole time came around and hugged you too you know you were home and this was your family.
#Avengers x reader#avengers headcanons#Avengers imagines#Steve Rogers x reader#Clint barton x reader#Natasha romanoff x reader#Bruce banner x reader#Tony stark x reader#Thor x reader#Mcu#Marvel x reader#Marvel imagines
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The Princeâs Gift
@nesting-dreamsâ ,â How do you think Prince sidon would deal with having a crush on a Hylian and he gave them a romantic gesture of protection. Crush does not realise this. Nobody told them. They thought it was because theyre friends and didnt know this was a part of Zora culture.  They end up splitting apart because crush has to go elsewhere, but when they meet up again, crush still has it With them. Crush finds out this time that its a romantic gesture and they apologise to him for not realising, but they offer to continue having it even after they realise because they like him  back if hes still interested? This idea is sweet and funny to me.â
~xXx~
Staring down at the specially crafted shield in your hands, you let out a groan, gently knocking your head into said hand held barrier. You felt so silly. How could you have not realized the implications and significant importance of it? Looking back and remembering all the moments shared between you and the Zora Prince, Sidon, the evidence was as clear as day. However, you of course hadnât noticed a single one, too oblivious to notice your own true feelings how could you have been able to see his. Now, standing before the graceful statue Mipha, you wondered if it was too late. It had been a long while since you were last in the domain, having departed for an extended mission alongside Hyrules Hero. Before having left, Sidon had pulled you aside, handing you the shield as what you thought a simple parting gift between friends. Oh how wrong you were though, as it was anything but a simple friendly gesture.Â
âHylia, I feel like an idiot.â, you grumbled out, gazing up into the stone eyes of Mipha.
You never personally knew the princess, but from what you gathered by the stories Sidon shared with you, you had a feeling she would have been giggling at the adorable predicament between you and her dear brother.Â
As if the universe had been reading your mind, the sounds of foot falls across the domains watery floor resounded behind you, and you turned with a stunted breath to see the man on whoâd been occupying your mind.Â
Upon seeing you, Sidon broke into a wide grin, sharp teeth glistening the light of the glowing architecture surronding you both.Â
âAh, so Bazz was right. You have returned. I am glad to see you again, and safe nonetheless.â
The feeling of familiar butterflies fluttering in your stomach had started up, and you internally cursed about your reaction to such a simple statement from your closest friend. Perhaps it was his tone that had set your heart array, the Prince had always had a light air to his voice you noticed. Sidon had been known for his charisma, but even when not trying to rally confidence out of others, he seemed to still have a way of caring his thoughts through his voice. With a shake of your head to regain focus, you took few steps forward to be closer to your best friend, holding out the object that caused you so much recent turmoil.
âW-well, I have your gift to thank for that.â, you gulped, feeling your cheeks warm and peering up to gauge Sidons reaction from beneath your lashes.Â
Sidons eyes had widened for but a brief moment at seeing the protective gear he had presented to you now being presented to him. With a gentle smile, he reached down to caress his scaled claws over the intricate designs he carved himself, taking note of a slight gash that had not been there before. As much as it scared him to know youâd been in some sort of trouble, he was relieved to see his present had provided itâs purpose. However, along with the remembrance of the reason for his gift to you, came a sorrow that had blossomed the day you left with it. Before Sidon could express his troubled thoughts, the call of his name and your furrowed brows accompanied by a worried frown had stopped him. Â
âYes (y,n)? Whatever is the matter? Please tell me.â, he persuaded, a frown equally etching its way onto his eloquent face.
With another gulp, you nervously tapped your nails against the gorgeous shield that kept you safe day and night during your journey.
âAbout your gift. I-well. . .uhm. . .Iâm so sorry.â
A gut wrench feeling like the tip of the sharpest spear pierced itâs way through Sidons heart. Oh no. Was this it? Was what he had been fearing about to actually occur. He had thought your nonchalant thanks when he had presented you the shield after the endearing speech heâd given before hand had been a tad bit strange. The poor Zora figured you had accepted his hard made, devoted gift only out of kindness as friends, not wanting to cause him any dismay if youâd rejected it instead. Oh, but how far from the truth Sidon was.Â
The prince regained himself, ready to put up a front to hide his pain and take back the rejected gift, when youâd suddenly clutched the shield to your chest. With a heavy sigh, you willed yourself to speak what you meant by your apology, all the while nervously stumbling over your words.
âItâs just that-well-I. . .I didnât know what it truly meant when you gifted me this shield, and Iâm so so so sorry for the lack of appreciation I must have given you. In truth, I. . .â
Biting your lip, you held up said gift to shield your own embarrassment before blurting out the truth.
âI really do cherish your courting gift, and I would love to court you if you still want to!â
A moment of silence fell between you both, the only sound being the domains rushing falls and your own racing heart. There was no way Sidon could still feel the same. Enough time had passed between his proclamation of how he truly felt about you, that surely heâd have gotten over it by now. Yet, you knew that if you didnât say something in this moment, than trying to go back to just being friends would be very difficult on your part. At least this way, you could have some closer and a reminder to squash any fluttering feelings from blossoming further in the future.Â
The sound of a handsome laugh had pulled you from your thoughts, and you peeked over the metal of the shield to see Sidon trying his best to not burst into further laughter. At your very confused expression, the prince waved a hand, reaching forward to clasp his much larger hands over yours which still clutched his gift.Â
âOh my dear (y,n). I am the one who should be apologizing. I suppose I was too excited in gifting you that I had forgotten Zora courtship practices are not very well known to others.â
Looking from his warm hands cupped over yours to the endearance pouring from his gleaming eyes, you goofily squinted.
âSoooo, thatâs a yes to still wanting to ya know? Like. . .court and stuff?â
A deep laugh resounded from within Sidons chest as he gently lifted you up into a hug; you clinging to him and the shield he crafted to forever protect you. With an added kiss to your burning cheeks your Zora companions actions gave your elated self a very clear, and heartwarming answer.
~xXx~
#writing fluff pieces with sidon is such a cup of tea *chefs kiss*#prince sidon x reader#sidon x reader#prince sidon imagine#sidon imagine#botw imagine#botw x reader#loz#botw#fluff#request#@nesting-dreams#imababblekat's writing
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thursday, may 2 â soap deserves what ghost gets too
i adore reading the posts about reader giving things to ghost, and soap being the attention whore he is wanting to get it too. or, because theyre best friends, they share the same toy!!!
â you wanna offer even a small sliver of a smile to ghost because he held the door open for you? careful, for the next two weeks, soap will trip over everything trying to run towards the door to open it. you can be a good twenty feet away and he'll be waiting with his tail between his legs, hoping youll give him a smile just like you did ghost.
or, you wanna curl up with simon because hes finally accepting the affection youre offering? well, dont get too scared when johnny grabs your waist from behind and pulls you flush against his chest! doesnt matter where you are or what youre doing, if his best friend is getting special treatment, he definitely gets it too! no, you do not have a say in this!
â° and dont even get me started on when you and simon are sharing the look with each other and johnny decides for you guys that you will be okay with an extra participant in the bedroom! cmon now, youve never pushed him away before, why now?
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#call of duty#cod#cod mw2#cod mwii#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#simon riley#john soap mactavish#soap cod#john mactavish#ghostsoap#ghost x reader#soap x reader#soap x ghost x reader#vvvlamb
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i think youre right about helluvaverse fans being scared of losing their cartoon show because of viv being held accountable for her actions, but if the fandom could just rip away itself from the creator for one moment and treat these cartoons like other fandoms with toxic creators do, i think theyd realize a huge majority of fan content is almost always better than the actual shows at this point.
if something happened to spindlehorse or vivs fiances that left these shows unable to be completed, i genuinely have no doubt that fans could write a better ending or even season to this show then what theyll probably get. i wish they knew that. theyre the ones willing to explore interesting dynamics, characters, and the world of these shows- viv didnt, and clearly still has no interest in giving all her characters the time and respect they deserve like the fans will without trying. they ended up providing amazing fanart and fanfiction during hazbin hotels 5 year long hiatus and helluva bosses 7 month long hiatus, that accidentally tricked me into thinking what we're going to get is gonna be great! when it wasnt! why am i seeing a comic on twitter that follows up the last episodes story and character conflicts organically and satisfyingly, instead of seeing it in the actual shows people paid for with shark robot merch and a patron?! a patron that has/had an entire channel dedicated to thanking viv and nothing else. but thats not related. just infuriatingly mammon coded tbh
I can't tell you how much I wish that these people realized that no matter what Viv says or does, no matter what happens to her or Spindlehorse, the fandom's going to be fine. She could murder someone tomorrow and get kicked from the show and Amazon would probably still keep producing episodes. Fans are going to keep making content and like you said, it's going to be of better quality than the actual show.
Harry Potter's still going strong. Butch Hartman's shows' fandoms are all still going strong. The demon cartoons aren't going anywhere.
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Nothing much- John Price
Based on request:
I had a kinda angsty to fluffy idea and thought you'd be great I writing it (I love reading your angst). So the reader doesn't have the greatest of parents, they'd yell at them when ever the reader got hurt instead of helping them. Fast forward, now the reader struggles revealing their injuries to the 141 During a mission the reader injures their arm. Theyre successful in stitching up the wound but is having a hard time wrapping it. Then one of the guys walk in, they help them and have a sweet heart to heart (I'm thinking either Ghost or Price would be a perfect fit). Sorry if this is kinda hard to understand it's been a long day and my mind is all jumbled lol
GN!Reader, fluff, angst, father figure!Price
Life is not always the easiest or most understanding, sometimes we are born into families that without much love or care raise us. The lack of care and love would be shown when parents would yell at you rather than help treat your wounds. One small cut they knew you accidentally did on yourself when you were jumping rope and they'd yell or make fun of you because how dare a child have fun without thinking of the consequences first.
The team had been sent on a simple mission, with nothing too much to worry about and no heavy planning. On the way out of the last building you cleared, a civilian holding a knife for their own protection mistook you for the hostiles, they stabbed you and when they noticed you were the ally they apologised and ran away scared.
You walked out of the building, and you held your shoulder, pretending you were sore as you kept pressure on the wound. No one knew about such a wound and all you could do was keep a straight face and walk to the extraction point. Ghost and Gaz talking about some weird building they went into and making some rather hilarious comments. Soap and Price talking about their plans for the weekend and you separated from the team, hoping they would not notice your sudden quietness.
By the time you all made it back to base, you walked quickly to your room, blood staining your black vest and some blood loss making you dizzy from time to time. You took your vest and shirt off once alone in your room. Medical kit on your bedside as you hissed and bit your lips while cleaning such a wound. In times like this, you can feel your family judging you, and criticising you for getting injured. Always the clumsy one whom they hated.
Price without any knock walks in, "Knew it.." he ushers out. Cigar in hand while the other holds his bucket hat. Part of you felt like he would yell at you, and criticise you for something that wasn't entirely your fault.
"Sorry," you mumble. Always apologised because you knew best when your parents would yell at you. "Hey, no need to, I'm sure this isn't your fault," he sat next to you, taking a look at your shoulder.
"How'd it happen?" he was always so soft with you, never being too cold or strict because without you saying much you told him your life story. To others outside of his team, he was a strict, rude and cold Captain. He began to clean and close the small wound, something he had to learn to do since most of the men he worked with were bound to get injured on the field.
"...Why didn't you tell me about this?" part of him asked to make some conversation but the other part knew to not force you to go to the med bay. He had tried with Ghost before and he knows a man like him is stubborn and doesn't give trust for free. Ghost was also a reason why he learned how to clean and close minor wounds.
"I did this, so no one should help."
"That's what they told you?" he asks once more not wanting to push the boundary. All he received was a small nod. He sighed and put a bandage on the closed wound. "Well, I'm not them, don't place me in the same category with them...I care Grim..I really do.." he places a hand on your other shoulder. You look at him, teary-eyed. "Price?"
"Yes, kiddo?"
Oh, the sweet words he always gave you. "You are better than them," you referred to your parents. "So much better that...you make me feel...safe..so safe that it's scary." He wipes the tears that roll down with soft delicate touches. This was the same conversation he once had with Ghost when he too was scared of how much affection and care Price had given him.
"You'll always be safe with me, kiddo...always" he kissed your forehead and patted your thigh. "Rest and tomorrow I'll check that shoulder, good night, r/n"
"Good night, Price"
#cod mw2#cod x reader#cod 141#cod#mw2 141#mwii#ghost cod#task force 141#141 x reader#141#captain john price#cod price#price#john price#captain price#captain price fic#captain price x reader#captain price x you#captain price x y/n#call of duty mw2#captain price headcanons#captain price imagine#john price fanart#john price fanfic#john price x reader#john price x you#john price x y/n#john price imagine#cod mwii#captain price x gn reader
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final exam tomorrow, still got work to do & panic is setting in (for realsies this time) so i decided it would be a great idea to put words together. will probably delete later lol but have this for now
dangit im having emotions again.
listened to die with a smile, and it reminds me so much as the world caves in oddly enough. the setiment is the same, albeit sung in polar opposite ways.
theyre both so soft and sweet. so different yet so similar. the love is so pure and deep, and remains as such both while waiting and preparing for the end.
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so i reflect a little, because i think interpretations are more often than not reflections of ourselves. other times being external influence or some other variable. anyway
the beauty of love to me lies in its many colours and shades. to live and fall in love with life, of friends and family, for strangers and stars, hymns and humanity, for nature and knowledge.
apocalyptic love songs is probably my favourite genre of music ever. (honourable mention to wasteland baby btw)
theres something so soothing about the thought of having your person (or people) by your side at the end of it all⌠theres no going back to what we had nor what was, but i have you. had you. and thats all i want. wanted. augh
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back to my inner turmoil, sometimes i wonder if i yearn to love (and be loved) because despite everything telling me otherwise i still see myself as unloveable. not truely at least. much less as deeply.
"water water everywhere, nor any drop to drink". i have so much to give but not for me. never for me. to so much as spare it a second of thought is sacriledge.
i crave to be held, and not to a standard. but how do you unlearn that.
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'my soul has been put out and needs another to relight it', i think to myself. this dependence, the need for.. other, it scares me. it leaves me vulnerable. 'its inevitable though', i offer back sensibly. i can only hold the truth off for so long.
when i drop my unlit matches, am i waiting for someone to put them back in my hand? someone who will offer me a light anyway? will someone point out the fact and leave me to pick up after myself?
i continue to waste away in my thoughts as my matches are now rendered useless by the damp.
i dont notice.
#in my mind this is a leaf im gently placing onto a river#also this is unfinished#i started with something coherent and semi meaningful then got lost and sidetracked like 3 words in#eh whatever#penrose papers#ponderosa#currently experiencing the horrors#please stand by
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