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redrew that one lasko x gavin animatic i did last year,,,,
Old one:
#redacted asmr#redacted audio#redacted fanart#redacted lasko#lasko moore#redacted gavin#redacted vindemiator#lasko x gavin#gavin x lasko#HONESTLY#I kinda love my redraw#because holy shit the improvement#fyi this IS black vow ;>#my old animatic is still up at my Yt#its cringe but it was fun lol#EveArt
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Started listening to tma, I am unwell.
#currently just finished season 3 and holy shit it’s so good#it’s been so long since I’ve had a true fandom obsession#I can feel the artistic improvement arc at my fingertips#making an effort to figure out posting on here because I need to yap about it#my condolences to anyone following me for genshin#and to anyone reading the tags#going on record to state that WolfytheWitch’s Elias animatic is 100% to blame for this obsession#tma#the magnus archives#the magnus archive fanart#the magnus pod#jonathan sims#jon sims#the archivist#my art
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Finally finished with these two! Which is ironic since they were the first ones I drew lol. You can find Tori's old ref here!
Some more info on them under the cut:
As much as he doesn't want to acknowledge it, its pretty much an open secret to everyone that knows of him that Kris is the estranged son of Krampus. From a young age he was opposed to following in his fathers footsteps, and for years tried his best to fight against it. Once he hit high school, he struck up a deal with his dad that he would pick up the mantle once he graduated. Kris agreed and promptly dropped out just shy of his graduation date. And he's been living on his own ever since.
He works at a gas station near Monster High, and is well liked by the students for his surprisingly good advice and tendency to turn a blind eye towards obviously fake IDs. His apartment is near New Salem University where he spends a lot of his free time hanging out with his buddies from school, one of them being Luci Ferguson, the heir of hell. The two go way back, they're dad's being close friends. As it stands Kris is cruising through life without much of a care in the world, or so it seems. Deep down he regrets his decision to cut his education short, and feels his life is pretty directionless.
Tori is a Zodiac Monster, a rich and exclusive community of monsters who tend to only congregate amongst themselves. While being a Zodiac monster may have meant something long long ago, nowadays it's little more than a title, one that denotes a lot of social power. That pressure, as well as all the drama and critiques that come with living in such a tight-knit social circle, leads to Tori wanting an out, or at least a break from the Zodiac Monster lifestyle. She finds her chance once it's time for her to go to college.
While Tori is very sweet and tries her best to be considerate of others, she's also somewhat naive and socially awkward. She has a tendency to say very out of touch things, not immediately recognizing that not everyone grew up as wealthy and privileged as she did. Regardless she's very open-minded and enjoys hearing all sorts of different perspectives. She;s incredibly grateful when Fangel, Demonique, and Luci take her under their wings, especially since she's starting completely new in terms of making friends. It doesn't take long for her to meet Kris and become fascinated (and even somewhat enamored) by his sloppiness and carefree lifestyle.
#monster high#monster high oc#zodiac#taurus#krampus#artist on tumblr#character design#id in alt#this has been in my drafts...since JANUARY#i was supposed to post them right along the others but it just didnt happen for whatever reason#i got burnt out with all the writing i guess#i dont want people to click on the link to tori's old ref...but at the same time i really do because holy shit i improved so much#i only remembered to post these cuz im putting these guys up on artfight#well taurus has been up there but she got a nice ole update#idk how active ill be tbh i havent even chosen a team yet#i only decided a couple hours ago that i do still want to participate this year after telling myself i wouldn't
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#mxtx#svsss#mdzs#tgcf#i know there are other in-laws but these relationships have the most going on#like i know wwx and lxc are brothers in law but theyre like. fine. they get along alright#personally i think the worst situation is qi rong because holy SHIT he and hua cheng do not get along#granted im only on book three but i doubt this is something that improves much#i think sqq's in law situation is like. awkward but not bad#sure they kidnapped him or whatever but they like him#theyre capable of interacting cordially#they probably have a better relationship with him than binghe tbh#jc and lwj are just petty bastards#but theyre somehow not as bad as hua cheng and qi rong#i'd love to hear other in law options if y'all think of them#i mean i guess jzx got killed by his in law so that definitely throws a damper on things
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Sappho. I wanted to know if I could under layer shading with markers. That failed. HOWEVER, I took a picture of my greyscale marker drawing before I obliterated every ounce of shading with grotesque color so that I could play with it digitally. I'm ecstatic. She is GORGEOUS.
#horseblr#horse art#equine art#mixed media#prismacolor markers#digital coloring#unicorn art#kifuart#so this is the first time i think sappho has EVER had shading#and i have owned this horse for eight years#i was so proud of myself for drawing her when i bought her design#i've ... greatly improved#2017 was my breakthrough year after all#but like holy shit this horse is absolutely beautiful and i think i may have to do this type of painting againt#because i truly do love markers but some colors are so damn hard to capture#so this gets the texture and the ease of marker without the worry of making mistake with color#in retrospect i should have looked for my white colored pencil that has mysteriously disappeared and went crazy with highlighting#but i also thought this was taking another direction and i've never layered marker over colored pencil before#ooh i needed this for myself
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Frye Fest - Final Countdown
<- Previous - Part 19 - Next ->
[19/20]
♡Back when it was just us♡
👋Team Paper👋
Splatfest World Premier 27-08-2022
[Master Post - coming soon]
#aaaaand just one more left to go!#what was a truly terrible mistake of mine became quite poetic in the end#in several ways actually#1. Being that. After all these events we go back to the beginning one last time to where it all began#when it was just the three of them#for one last time before the big event#2. This just further solidifies my pick of team future#Why? Well#because I messed up big time in the past and only realised in the middle of the event and freaked out about it.#But I had to keep going#I came this far why give up now? So I pushed forward and here I am!#Also the origamis being shiver and fry was completely unintentional on my part#😭😭#I just thought it be funny to also add one on her head and then I realised while coloring that I could make it symbolise them 😭#Anyway#looking back with the first drawing.... HOW DID I IMPROVE SO MUCH IN 19 DAYS WHAY?!?!?! HOLY SHIT THE DIFERRENCE#frye fest#frye onaga#splatoon#splatoon 3#splatfest#splatfest world premiere#team paper#rock vs paper vs scissors#my art#saltys art
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🌹 Elena & Dance Fever 🌹
Because I've been listing to Florence + the Machine non stop and they have amazing album covers 🌹
Roses<3 so red and green are her colours, and roses her flowers, but i swapped the night sky and moon for daylight and a sun, to reflect Elenas aspirations & her more joy seeking attitude- and similar with the plants, still roses, but now dethorned and protecting her as well as reaching out and for the skys.
#thebirdarts#gold & silver#oc: elena#a lil bit of reasons for the alterations#under the cut#holy shit im so happy with this#its really hitting home just how much i have improved#Elena<33333333333333333333#shes so sun coded [bringer of life & light]#and do i even have to talk about plants and growth...#i like this much more as my first proper finished piece of her#not because my wips were bad or something#but this just feels like the best of her<3#gahhhhh HER!!!!!!!
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#he hates that fucking shirt 😭😭😭#he hates the cut job he did on it so bad 😭😭😭😭😭#hes goNNA VOMIT IN HIS MOUTH#told to preform got swallowed up by the pressure and now he hates everything#of course its personal arts and crafts that gets him like this#alternatively a view of me when i have to crochet something for my friends birthday and i basically cry for a month straight#as i make it because its not how i envisioned it AND IT LOOKS SO BADDDDD#and then my friend gets it and hes like this is the best thing you have ever made me holy SHIT#(puts it next to my other crochet gifts on his dresser gingerly)#and i go oh well looking at my past gifts yeah i guess i did improve thanks bro (wipes snot)#we take arts and crafts seriously around these parts
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First drawing of Crowdsourced Durge, aka Daggerroot. It's been AWHILE since I last picked up a tablet in proper, but I think this is a decent drawing to start with (also thank you to @too-many-blorbos for helping me with posing)
Details below the cut:
In-game appearance
Crowd-decided details:
I am romancing Gale
This is a Resisting Dark Urge playthrough
They're a middle-aged, nonbinary, deep gnome Way of Shadows monk
On top of their Durge skills (Intimidation/Medicine), they're also proficient in Insight and Stealth
Chaotic Neutral-Good Alignment: Impulsive, acts in the interest of friends only, can be easily persuaded to do the right thing by said friends, but seldom ever the wrong thing. Doesn't care what friends get up to unless it negatively impacts other friends. Strong sense of wanting to rectify past mistakes, but refuses to be told the "correct" way to do so. Thinks stealing from/killing/spiting evil characters is justified because "they deserved it."
Flaws: Blunt/has no filter, contrary for the sake of being contrary, weirdly prejudiced against elves (due to repressed Ketheric spite)
Good Qualities: Loves animals, unfailingly loyal, good at bartering and haggling
Quirks: Takes a trophy from each memorable kill, incredibly horny, will try anything (potions, strange food, licking the spider, Loviatar's blessing) at least once
Memory Loss Side Effects: Thinks everyone else has the Urge but Durge is just bad at controlling it, doesn't know cannibalism isn't normal, doesn't know what sex is
STR 9/DEX 17/CON 12/INT 10/WIS 12/CHA 15
Imposed rule: Short rest after every fight, and long rest when out of short rests
Additional fun facts:
Their name is Daggerroot. They picked their name as they were combing the beach for supplies, recognized a single sprig of it, and the lore around it came to mind: "Known as 'the executioner's garnish', this herb flourishes in blood-fed soil and has flavoured countless final meals." For some reason, the description brought them amusement. Both "Dagger" and "Root" are acceptable nicknames, though most people tend towards the former.
They're the group medic. This is why they're in charge. Because they have such a good medical knowledge due to struck out Dark Urge memories, they've assumed "surgeon" was their profession before being tadpoled. And, I mean, they're not wrong...
There's something just not-quite-right about them, visually. They LOOK a lot like a deep gnome, and to someone who doesn't know deep gnomes well, they are one. But to deep gnomes, they have a very uncanny valley effect to them.
Their dream guardian is identical to them. This is going to do LEAGUES for their trust in this person, with a fair share of existential crises on top of it. "If you're not what's causing the urges...that means I am. I'll listen to whatever you say, because you're clearly my better half."
Monk class backstory:
They killed their foster family as a young child before Sceleritas found them. Because they were out of control then, and now had the eyes of everyone in the Bhaal temple on them, they adopted monastic tendencies (gifted kid + fear)
That deep-seated fear of loss of control still persists in current form Durge (based on the canon origin monologue: "Injured beyond repair, I know nothing besides this: I must resist the Dark Urge, lest is consume my mind.") and leads to sticking with Monk as their class at the start of BG3
Bonus points, they gained admiration from peers in the temple for killing people bare-handed
#why are they barefoot? because they hate shoes#the guardian reveal is going to GUT them#also this ruleset for behavior is going to be fantastic for storycrafting#it is my sincere hope that i have enough spoons to draw dagger more often. and to improve while doing so#there's a hint to their identity in their outfit; i took a tiny bit of liberties#also i gave them bloody plum dye because default does not vibe thank you very much#vitiligo is hard to draw. i need to get better at it. practice makes perfect#bg3#crowdsourced durge#daggerroot durge#the dark urge#also screw hands#i think the next thing I'll practice is expressions. both for the expressions themselves and to practice getting their face right#my art#real coffee hours#holy shit it's 4 am
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do you ever just look back at something an ex said to you and regret that it did not turn into a full blown fight
#whosebaby talks#this goes here because having an ex constantly say that if you like fluff; recovery; or improvement narratives of any kind#or just stories about trauma survivors that don't have Horrible Tragic Doomed Endings in general#that means you're a boring normie who doesn't really understand or respect abuse survivors; with a thin veneer of ~they're valid but--~#while the entire time talking about how I'm So Glad I Found Someone Who Agrees with This and Enjoys Exactly the Same Narratives I Do :)#and that characters i related to healing or becoming better people immediately made them boring and worthless to him#all while Secretly Indulging in Fluff as a Guilty Pleasure That Would Ruin His Image with me in private#fucked me up! it fucked me up quite a lot and pretty badly!#and there's still shit i really fucking struggle to write to this day as a result 🥲#anyway a) You are Not Immune to Being an Anti Just Because You Swapped Around Darkfic for Wholesome(tm) Content#b) i really wish i had started biting over that one instead of just uneasily accepting it because holy shit was it warranted lol#abuse cw#antis cw#the salt files#personal stuff
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grieving the timeline my teenage mutant ninja turtle autism was actually space suit get me into nasa autism where I become an aerospace engineer and get to work on cool EVA suits and get people to mars or whatever. man
#from the pouch#in eigth grade I wanted to be an astronaut soooo bad#I was determined that if I was able to improve/design a nee type of EVA suit that Nasa would HAVE to take me in#and like put me in space or whatever#what happened is that I determied I could use a type of hudrogen based fabric shit to put into the suit#and was trying to get a way to get a super insulator to work inside a suit#and I never got farther than that#Now I just know about space suits#I'm rereadearching stuff again now because holy fuck it's so much fucking fun#Pdfs my fucking BELOVED#there's so much stuff on the internet to inform me with good lord#uh Ig there should be ither tags methinks#nasa#spacesuit#sure yeah that'll work#space
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Once again I am fueled by comments from my thesis supervisor and feel like I can actually do this thing hell YEAAAAHHHH
I CAN WRITE THIS THING!!! I CAN DO IT!!!!! AAAAAAAHHHH
#imagine a drawing of me going all feral that's me rn#I get so hyped every time I meet him even though all his comments are like “this is okay” and “what did you mean by this”--#then followed up by discussions and improvement suggestions and I get so excited about writing it all suddenly#like!!! what is this!!!!#it's probably because I get to actually talk about my thesis and in detail with someone who understands it? probably?#most likely now that I think about it. I don't have a lot of friends who study the same thing so I can't talk about these things in depth#(but I'm also very happy to have those friends who don't understand but listen to my ramblings about it <3 )#p#and also also like. I am about 45 pages into this thing. I am so far. I have wanted to just drop it for the past month or so but!! I'm so--#--far!!! holy shit!!! that's amazing my guy!!! you're doing well!! just need the clean up and some clearer explanations and that's it#it's not going to be two more years of this it's going te 6 months MAX#most likely 4 months of work with 1-2 months after for the grading and checking process when i don't have to do shit#I only have this thesis; one essay that is 75% done; and one spanish course I'm taking end I'm done!!!! I will cry when that happens!!
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real talk migraines are crazy bc when i have a migraine i fucking hate things touching my head lmao a hat applying pressure is the WORST thing it could possibly do for a migraine but if it works for phil i'm happy for him lol
(i still wear a hat most places because i'm more sensitive to light than touch but sometimes i loosen it when the allodynia is really bad)
(an incomplete list of really inconvenient things that sometimes hurt so so bad: hats, surgical masks (don't even talk about n95s), my glasses, putting my hair up (even in very loose braids) (my hair looks so bad bc i sleep with it down all the time and i don't even give a fuck anymore))
#lou is loud#botox injections hurt like crazy when your head is already very sensitive btw#100% worth it but they did hurt so so bad for like 3 seconds#at one point the allodynia got so bad that i had trouble sleeping because my head hurt wherever it touched the pillow ...........#i can talk all the shit i want about blood pressure meds as migraine preventatives#but they stopped THAT from happening. holy fuck. they really did improve my quality of life so much#it's just that my quality of life at the time was really really bad#tbh i do still get that sometimes but it's not anywhere near as bad#helth
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I think lots of new artists make the mistake of thinking good art is down to the materials. Lord knows i thought the same when i was younger, but in actuality some of the best art i’ve seen was made with dollar store acrylics and paint brushes.
Don’t get me wrong, having access to high quality materials definitely helps elevate your craft, but it’s really not as important as a lot of people think. If you’re good at what you do, it’ll translate no matter what materials you’re using. Don’t stress so much about having the best or most expensive gear, focus on building skill, technique and conceptual knowledge.
Because if you can make good stuff with $2 paints, when you finally *can* upgrade to more expensive brands you’ll already be miles ahead of everyone else.
#idk just something i found myself thinking about while i was in the gallery today#i wasted so much time in my younger teens bellyaching about only havinf cheap materials when i could’ve been actually improving my craft#but a lot of the reason i’m good at what i do now is because i learned by using shitty dollar store materials#and i think social media places a lot of emphasis on ‘if you don’t have these certain materials your art is crap’#when like holy shit that’s so the opposite of true#people literally have been painting with rock dust for centuries#like shut up#sorry to deviate from beatles posting but this is technically also my art account so#whatever#art#artists on tumblr
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#Howwwww is it 5am already I want to go home#I begged my parents and sibling to let me go home to my own bed and they wouldn't let me#I don't want to be the solution to our family problems I want to go be alone and not here#I understand me being around more would make our parents nicer and give my siblings someome sane to talk to#But I want to die and I don't want to be here and I don't care about any of these people#Once again them forcing me to go to their house made me miss an assignment. So that class is genuinely failed now.#It makes me so frustrated I could cry. Every time I say I'm doing school work#Or say I can't drop everything and drive forty minutes to their house. they laugh at me#They genuinely laugh and say I'm such a liar and I'm faking and there's no way I ever do any school work#I'm actually shaking I'm so frustrated they don't understand. That's how long it takes me.#Why can't they just realize I'm a dumbass fucking idiot. I'm so fucking stupid#I'm literally so stupid. Intellectually I'm a fucking idiot and I am so useless and slow.#Stop trying to believe I have potential to fucking waste#The fact is there is no potential but I'm fucking wasting anyway#I'm so. Dumb. When I say I'm doing school work I mean I looked at the tab and got nervous about how overdue#everything is and how I'm failing and everyone wants me to leave my safety for their own inane bullshit#I wouldn't be failing this class at all if I had been able to complete the first week on time#instead of like. sitting outside a convention center alone and in agony for Five (5) hours.#Kudos to the devil for creating the exact perfect circumstances to kill me in particular#I should reach out and go to a friend's house and it would be good for me. But.#There's no way I'm going to see or speak to anyone in this state of everything#Everyone else around me seems to have improved in mental health I'm not going to ruin that by making them let me come over#No one really believes any of the problems I have like even I don't. how are you that stupid. just stop having these problems.#I can't go to a friend's house when I have problems like this. Last time I had a breakdown and scared the fucking host and#their partner had to be the one to comfort me because I was crying too loud for autistic ears :(#I can't do that to anyone again#I'm not kidding when I say I'm a huge burden genuinely I exist to be upsetting and inconvenient and frustrating#I am literally the most selfish person to ever have existed. Just objectively. I don't care about anyone or anything at all.#I don't love my friends or my family and I don't care about what they want or need. truthfully.#I just want to sit in my tiny room where nothing changes and no one expects me to drive anywhere holy fucking shit it's 6am
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i came home, panicked about one thing, and my toilet was leaking. bathroom floor is covered in water and brown particles. oddly, this has not improved my mood
#i just want to be a child again. i understand being a child was also miserable I am not glorifying my childhood#i was in pain and sad and lonely#BUT I WAS SAFE AND CARED FOR AND I NEVER QUESTIONED THAT no matter how much pain I was in#what I wouldn’t give for everything to hurt because I was so overstimulated by school and being bullied#being a kid had such clear cause and effect. being an adult is just…I am guilty and I want to cry everytime I think about the fact that I’m#here. i miss something that never existed and I’m the only one who is trying to remember a person who never existed but is important to me#(cause it’s me—I’m the only one who cares about preserving my childhood. my parents don’t give a damn. they were so busy surviving they#don’t remember it or care either)#why the fuck am I getting emails about a pizza party we didn’t ask for were an actual club now we don’t need your planned events fuck off#the way I was about to brag about our club name by just name dropping my school which would then make it so easy to find me holy shit my#internet safety is getting lax 🙈#boom’s bad days#omg I just got reccommended ‘boom blogs high’ what if I got high I would feel so much better#i keep just coping sober cause like. not relying on substances. but I don’t actually have skills rn to improve my issues so like. substances#are more helpful tbh 🙈
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