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#Howwwww is it 5am already I want to go home
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#Howwwww is it 5am already I want to go home
#I begged my parents and sibling to let me go home to my own bed and they wouldn't let me
#I don't want to be the solution to our family problems I want to go be alone and not here
#I understand me being around more would make our parents nicer and give my siblings someome sane to talk to
#But I want to die and I don't want to be here and I don't care about any of these people
#Once again them forcing me to go to their house made me miss an assignment. So that class is genuinely failed now.
#It makes me so frustrated I could cry. Every time I say I'm doing school work
#Or say I can't drop everything and drive forty minutes to their house. they laugh at me
#They genuinely laugh and say I'm such a liar and I'm faking and there's no way I ever do any school work
#I'm actually shaking I'm so frustrated they don't understand. That's how long it takes me.
#Why can't they just realize I'm a dumbass fucking idiot. I'm so fucking stupid
#I'm literally so stupid. Intellectually I'm a fucking idiot and I am so useless and slow.
#Stop trying to believe I have potential to fucking waste
#The fact is there is no potential but I'm fucking wasting anyway
#I'm so. Dumb. When I say I'm doing school work I mean I looked at the tab and got nervous about how overdue
#everything is and how I'm failing and everyone wants me to leave my safety for their own inane bullshit
#I wouldn't be failing this class at all if I had been able to complete the first week on time
#instead of like. sitting outside a convention center alone and in agony for Five (5) hours.
#Kudos to the devil for creating the exact perfect circumstances to kill me in particular
#I should reach out and go to a friend's house and it would be good for me. But.
#There's no way I'm going to see or speak to anyone in this state of everything
#Everyone else around me seems to have improved in mental health I'm not going to ruin that by making them let me come over
#No one really believes any of the problems I have like even I don't. how are you that stupid. just stop having these problems.
#I can't go to a friend's house when I have problems like this. Last time I had a breakdown and scared the fucking host and
#their partner had to be the one to comfort me because I was crying too loud for autistic ears :(
#I can't do that to anyone again
#I'm not kidding when I say I'm a huge burden genuinely I exist to be upsetting and inconvenient and frustrating
#I am literally the most selfish person to ever have existed. Just objectively. I don't care about anyone or anything at all.
#I don't love my friends or my family and I don't care about what they want or need. truthfully.
#I just want to sit in my tiny room where nothing changes and no one expects me to drive anywhere holy fucking shit it's 6am
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