#because Steve is Dean

[ayoooo3]

Another take it and run idea (maybe we’ll make this a Saturday thing until I run out of half-baked story starters)

This one is Regarding Steve (iykyk)- originally envisioned as 5 times Steve hides his memory loss from Eddie, and one time he lets Eddie see/accepts help. This would be towards the end.

If you like it, take it, it’s all yours (just share it if you post!)

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Steve retreats into the bathroom. Stands in front of the mirror.

He can do this. He knows this. Steve pictures her smile, her hair piled on top of her head as she waltzes by him into Family Video, calling him dingus over her shoulder. He thinks about the way his heart felt complete for the first time in forever when they met and is terrified of what it might mean if he loses her. If her name can slip from his brain so easily, despite how important she is to him, will that hole open back up? Will it swallow him completely?

He turns the handles of the faucet, notices the shaking of his hands as he brings the water up to scrub his face. Like maybe he can wash it away, scrub the cloudiness from his mind, and her name will slot back into place.

He takes a deep breath and meets his own eyes in the mirror, steeling himself against what he knows he will see. He’s done this every day for weeks, trying to cement the most important things in his life in his mind. He uses notes for small things, but for this, for his family, he doesn’t want to forget. “Come on Harrington. you’ve got this.”

Another deep breath. “My name is Steve. My boyfriend is Eddie, I love him and he loves me. My best friend is…” and he stalls out, the name right there, he knows he knows it, but he can’t get it. He closes his eyes, thinks of her laugh when she tilts her head back and really loses it. How she tips onto his shoulder like she couldn’t hold herself up without him. He tries again.

“My name is Steve. My boyfriend is Eddie, I love him and he loves me. My best friend… my best friend is… “ this time a sob cuts him off as he folds over the sink. He’s terrified. If he can’t remember her name, will he forget their memories next? Will he start to forget everyone he loves? Will he lose himself? Panic starts to rise and Steve digs his fingernails into his own thighs and he fights to control his breathing. He tries again.

“My name is Steve. My boyfriend is Eddie, I love him and he loves me. My best friend…fuck… no… my best friend…” he hears a small noise behind him and his teary eyes pull away from his own face in the mirror as he catches Eddie’s reflection over his shoulder. Eddie looks broken, no more than Steve does, but Steve can tell he’s been watching. All the carefully constructed walls that Steve had up are crumbling. Steve pulls himself up straighter, tears silently rolling down his cheeks, and he steels himself. He can do this. Eddie’s there. He tries again.

“My name is Steve. My boyfriend is Eddie, I love him and he loves me. My best friend… she’s… my best friend… god. My best friend is… I don’t know. Why don’t I know?” With a whimper Steve gives in. He gives up. He pulls away from the sink and slides to the floor, his back against the side of the tub. “Eddie, why don’t I know? Why can’t I remember her name? She’s everything to me and I can’t… I can’t remember her name.”

[chxrrylungs]

the problem with kissing your boyfriend who loves his stubble

[super-marvel-dc]

Y/N: *Walks into The Avengers compound, and greets them* hello, who called about the demon problem?

Tony: That would be me, Tony Stark *shakes Y/N's hand*

Y/N: Nice to meet you, Mr. Stark.

Dean, from the corner of the room: And I'm Dean Winchester, and this is my brother Sammy.

Sam: It's just Sam...

Y/N, to Tony: Are they apart of your team?

Tony: No.

Steve: We called them in because they're supposed to be the best of the best when it comes to demons.

Dean: We are the best of the best, but these demons are something else.

Sam: We've never encountered something like them before.

Y/N: Can you describe them to me?

Dean: Well, normally the demons we fight look human and have black eyes.

Sam: Yeah, there are different, though... They looked like actual monsters you see on TV and had different colored eyes...

Dean: Yeah. And they had some kind writing in their eyes, couldn't tell what, though.

Y/N: Uh oh...

Everyone: Uh oh, what?

Y/N: I'll be right back, I'm going to call my friends... I know exactly what we're dealing with, and it's not good.

Y/N: *On the phone call* Yeah, and tell Rengoku to tell the others we'll need their help, too.

Y/N: *Hangs up, and looks at everyone*

Tony: Who's Rengoku, and what's going on?

Y/N: *Sighs* OK, I'll explain everything to you, but you're gonna have to sit down for this because it's a long story.

Dean: Firstly, start off with who the hell you are.

Y/N: My name is Y/N Y/L/N, my friends and I deal with these demons you told me about...

Y/N: I'm a Hashira.

[whipitgod]

fuck the concept that one partner has to be a bottom and one partner has to be a top! and while im at it, fuck the idea that in order for a pairing to work you need to twinkify/feminize one of of the characters! that just isnt how gay relationships work 95% of the time! most real gay couples are verse, and most gay couples dont follow the stereotype that one person has to be fem and the other has to be masc! stop trying to apply heteronormative relationship dynamics to queer couples!

[justagirlinafandomworld]

Have you done this already?

Fic author's self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass this on to at least five other authors. Let’s spread self-love!

Hi Kym!

Two years later - oh god- but I can finally answer and say that no, I haven't done this before! Thank you for asking, lovely. <3

The First Time series - Jim Kirk x OFC (Sonja Laxely) I've been working and daydreaming about this story since 2012. Guess you could call it my passion project that I've been working on moving over from ff .net over the past four (?) years. Anyways, it's got tons of UST, angst, laughs, secondhand embarrassment, and some serious pining for Pine.

Back to You - Dean Winchester x Reader This is one I regularly go back to read, so the title is appropriate lol

Cover You - Steve Rogers x Female Reader This is my first explicit fic and, you know, it was really fun to write, I'm really proud of it.

hurts like hell - Alpha! Dean Winchester x Beta!Fem!Reader I enjoyed the world building in this one, and the angst of course!

On the Outside - Endverse!Dean x Female Reader This challenge was amazing and I was able to play a little with time-travel which is always a fun time!

There were some runner-ups. I'll hold those for the next round, because I think I may have a similar question still sitting in my inbox. Were any of these a favorite of yours? Were you surprised by some of my choices? Was there one that you think should be up there?

[daily-castiel]

Day 60 (some doodles of woman cas)

[little-bumblebeeee]

I think Joseph Quinn and Joe Keery do to me what slurpees did to JD

Freeeeze your braaain (with pretty boys)

[soullessjack]

if I think too much about all of Jacks characterization and development and trauma that got rug swept by people focusing on literally anything else except jack even in his own centric episodes I start turning into Mr. Hyde.

[allyricas]

If one was in the mood for a total crack fic delight...

Eddie is around 20 in 1986.

Dean Winchester would've been 7ish.

Eddie is 13 years older than Dean Winchester.

Fast forward to Supernatural season 1. Cocky 26 year old Dean meets sexy, older metalhead Eddie Munson when he and Sam roll into Hawkins to investigate what turns out to be the Upside Down.

Tell me Dean would not have a huuuuge crush on Eddie? Eddie who loves metal and classic rock, dresses a little alternative with the tattoos. Eddie who would think Dean is so attractive but would fight it because of the age gap. Eddie would be about 39, which a 13 year old age gap for those ages isn't bad.

Also, just imagine the hilarity of Dean and Sam trying to deal with the Upside Down.

Sam: Dean, the salt doesn't work this creature isn't in Dad's journal...

Dean trying to shoot a demogorgon with salt bullets: Now you tell me??!

Enter Dustin and the rest of the party explaining about parallel dimensions and such.

Sam: fascinating *takes copious amounts of notes*

Dean:

And throughout the whole thing, Dean and Eddie are hardcore flirting. Towards the end of the episode, the tension finally explodes and they have a wild night of passion together. And that's Dean's first bisexual experience.

[bisaster-energy]

okay what you have to understand is that while against the kitchen floor is a dean song...willard! has cas written all over it

[mr-snailman]

yk that post that's like "I give all my blorbos the badge of honor and it's a bottle-cap pin that reads autism"? I do that but with left knee injuries.

[6-paris-6]

Okay but like real question. Do you think Steve knows how quickly Nancy moved on? Like we know he knows it was quick but wasn’t it like the next day? And she was already emotionally cheating on him. I’d like to think that Robin and Eddie somehow find out because of course they do and then make random comments to see if Steve knows and the second they find out he doesn’t they do everything to protect him from it but like because Steve doesn’t deserve that and then when he does find out and realises that Nancy really never loved him and he has actual proof in front of him he starts crying and Robin freaks out and Eddie is trying to distract him but like mid sob Steve just says “thank you” because all the weirdness over the last few months makes sense now and he realises that he didn’t need the validation of his ex girlfriend to love him when they were dating because she cares about him now but most importantly the two age appropriate most important people in his life love him and who needs anything else when you have a best friend that’s Robin Buckley and a new boyfriend named Eddie Munson (but like a few days later because it makes him realise Eddie actually likes him back and then that get together and it’s cute)

[lenievi]

considering how much I like Kirk/most of the women he’s been with on screen, it’s weird that I feel nothing when it comes to Pike/Una. They do nothing for me as a ship and it makes me sad tbh 

I’d literally ship Una/Spock before Pike/Una and idk where I went wrong...

[kitkatwinchester]

Oh you mean like…

Or maybe...

Or potentially...

Or perhaps even...

Did you also consider...

And also...

And maybe, just maybe...

Not to mention...

Oh! And don't forget about...

...

I mean whaaaat? I hate characters like that I don't know what you're talking about...

XD XD

Anyways yeah this. <3 <3 <3 <3

i love it when characters are package deals, i love duos i love trios i love quartets, i love groups and squads, i love it when you can’t find one without the other(s), i love it when they’re glued at the hip, i love it no matter the context of these dynamics, i lov

[whipitgod]

i wish i could be as deranged about my favorite characters as some of you guys are but im on way too many antipsychotics

[how-queerious]

people i think would've loved hawkeye pierce if they watched M*A*S*H

(oops all repressed homos who are doomed by the narrative)

dean winchester

-a punk, repressed queer/bisexual

-hates authority, hates the war [the narrative war inherent in supernatural], would hate the military if he thought about his father for two seconds longer than usual

-has to help people

-dead mom

steve harrington

-gotta tag that one person who made a beautiful post about how steve isn't repressed he is just oblivious and didn't realize it wasn't "normal" to think about men that way because he grew up on M*A*S*H and hawkeye is just Like That

-also, ik the person says this about klinger but look me in the eye and tell me eddie isn't steve's type because of the formative hawkeye experiences

-on that topic...

eddie munson

-unlike steve, does have A clue about hawkeye being outside of the norm. doesn't care even a little bit, loves and imitates him anyway because Fuck The Police (is also terrified of getting caught so he toes the line just as much as hawk does without stepping over)

-wayne is a vet headcanon, eddie also loves the show because of how terrified for wayne he was as a kid. Hates The War

-would call eleven radar at some point. el has no idea what this means. would also call will george, and probably call mike frank. both understand what he means and get shy and offended, respectively

-#DeadMomVibes

-once called steve the trapper to his hawkeye and was delighted to see steve turn BRIGHT red

this is nowhere near a conclusive list, i just don't have the time to get into the Ideas i have about pat and cap's complex relationships with M*A*S*H