#every day I am so tired
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if I think too much about all of Jacks characterization and development and trauma that got rug swept by people focusing on literally anything else except jack even in his own centric episodes I start turning into Mr. Hyde.
#cal.txt#spn#jack kline#supernatural#bitter posting because my shoulder is in fucking fire#this is about Steve yockey and all he tried to do for jack that nobody fucking picked up on#wahoo so cool for us#fandom critical#destiel#sastiel#widower arc#divorce arc#‘why isn’t Cas in last holiday’ ‘lol dean in pjs’ jack is literally being targeted for murder in his own home girls#OR FUCKING OPTIMISM.#jack needing to feel useful and dwelling on how he couldn’t stop michael before and wanting to know all about love and romance#nah dean looked at a rooster he looked a cock get it guys haha#every day I am so tired
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today one of my kids walked into the classroom then walked up to me and said “ugh, it smells in here” then started doing the stanky leg
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Just had a friend show me a conversation in a fan discord about Suvi as a Black American woman in the context of the fallout from the election. And honestly? Yeah. The blueprint is simple: Black women are expected to put their own priorities and emotions on hold to show up for everyone else's battles and hold endless space for everyone's feelings while simultaneously weathering attacks on our character (oh she's so angry/aggressive/violent/rude) and authority (she's a woke hire/affirmative action quota/nepobaby) without complaint. We're expected to save the day under nigh-impossible circumstance, and with fewer resources and support that is AT BEST, conditional.
So yeah, relistening to Suvi's speech in The Witness hurts now. Because that's exactly the feeling I'm wrestling with, and what I see mirrored in the Black women around me. We are exhausted and angry and sad. Those voter percentages are a betrayal of "we" that was promised by other marginalized groups when speaking of the interconnectedness of our liberation. And the unexamined expectation that we immediately rise from the depths of our despair to prepare for the next fight is a cruelty. Suvi isn't real, but if this helps lend empathy toward actual Black women in the world, then I'm glad.
#worlds beyond number#the wizard the witch and the wild one#there's a reason I spent so much time scrapping with fans misremembering plot#always with the aim of painting Suvi as 'the bad/mean one' universally responsible for any party friction#i've clocked dozens upon dozens of threads maligning her and nitpicking every choice she makes#and holding her alone to a ridiculous standard of behavior#while rooting for her to experience enough pain/loss to bend her to their preferred trajectory#and dismissing her emotions as Citadel programming unworthy of consideration#it's just more fucking misogynoir at the end of the day#i saw a post calling her an abuser for not being *nice* enough to Ame when she arrived at the conclave#and all i can think is 'why do you need her to mask her VALID emotions for others' sakes?'#and then i remember she's a black woman#and i get really tired for her (and me)#don't worry#i'll return to funky lil shitposts and art reblogs soon
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Actually, the bars aren't so bad anymore.
Think you can fix him? Read about his care instructions over at Tiger Tiger)
#Tiger Tiger#ludovica bonnaire#rakkatak ann#I thought I liked him (in a way he has a great design and is an effective antagonist) and *then* he licked the spit.#Now I need to create a lab to study him in. My god. He gives me hives. I need to see more of him NOW.#Something is wrong with him and it fascinates me.#He is everything I like in an antagonist. A little bit stupid and unintentionally funny while being a genuine threat.#I call him rat man they way I want to see him skitter around on the floor.#Call him rat man the way he might need a little cheerio snack and some enrichment.#I am so...so tired and I am struggling to keep the jokes train going.#Please continue to read Tiger Tiger! Every new reader fuels my energy gauge.#Sorry I've been missing so many days of posting. I'll try to make up with some extra posts this week!
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self-made north star
#art#coyote#coyotes#printmaking#linocut#linoleum print#traditional#traditional art#my art#i've had. so much shit going on lately artwork-wise and i've been scrambling to get like. five different things done this past#week i am TIRED and i have to teach every day this week i will be a fine paste come monday#when i can finally take a day and. not do anything. good lord#on the bright side my stuff is coming out well so. could be worse#i love youuuu lino prints#this one's big bc i was like. i want a coyote shirt but i know the vibes i want so. i will make it myself#i've been too busy to print this on clothes yet but. i will. by god
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PRUE HALLIWELL | October 28, 1970
#charmed#prue halliwell#charmededit#dailycharmedgifs#dailycharmed#witchesnet#dailytvwomen#quicklings#userholloway#userpegs#useralys#useraudrey2#tuserju#underbetelgeuse#tuserheidi#dailytvfilmgifs#dailytvsource#tvedit#tvandfilm#cwladiesdaily#smallscreensource#femaledaily#flashing gif#a charmed birthday#skipps gifs#i finished this set at 1:14 am and it is now 8:18 am as I write this#i'm so tired#but it was so worth it#HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRUE#i miss you every day
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I just want to say, I have never once claimed to speak for all survivors… my posts are from my experience and I try to cover all angles. I’ll make posts about people being strong while making posts about it being valid to not identify with the word.
But getting aggressive comments on my posts about it how I “don’t speak for all survivors and should shut the fuck up” is honestly a lot. And using “I’m a survivor too” like it’s some valid excuse to be rude and aggressive isn’t okay either.
I blocked the person. And I will continue to block people that pull this shit. But it is getting beyond exhausting that people constantly come into my posts to say “this isn’t true for me”. And I can handle that but being told to “shut the fuck up” because you don’t personally relate to a post is honestly a lot.
#I am so over tired#and feeling so overly emotional#the urge to impulse delete my blog is a lot#I come on every day to attacks in my activity feed#in my ask box#as replies on my posts#people have literally made hate blogs about me#I’m tired#I’m a real person#I’m a real person struggling with my trauma just trying to do some good#swearing#tw hate
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i've compiled all the data from the past three years into one slideshow for easier access! a full spreadsheet can also be found below :]
full slideshow: [link]
full spreadsheet: [link]
#icarus speaks#species survey#now. those of you who have been here for a while#might recognize that that was Not the color i used for 2023#and you'd be correct. and is also the reason why this has taken me a few days#because i did. in fact. go through and have to re-add every 2023 chart#as well as every 2022 chart. because the text was black and at that point did Not match with the other two#the things i fucking do to myself 😭#anyways. u guys will likely not see me again for the rest of today 👍 again .#i am. so tired.#<- guy who did this to itself
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i can finally say real and sincere words i dedicate my song to you
print on my etsy
#vocaloid#kagamine rin#art#kokoro#vocaloid fanart#artists on tumblr#digital art#highlight reel#art prints#if you're seeing this a few hours after posting the print hasn't been listed yet im gonna do that when i wake up and this is queued lmao#so give it a second!!! it'll be there soon. cant take good pictures at 5 AM ;;;;#anyway every 6 years or so i draw kokoro fanart. first in middle school. then to dunk on middle school me. now to dunk on both of them#i got tired of spending days chipping away at pieces i wanted to sit down and make something in one sitting again#and i thought this would make a nice little print too. so i did this in like uhhh six hours#and that was still with distractions. did it all in one day though! yippie !#this prints so beautifully btw. could not believe what came out of my printer. and on matte paper too
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Imps of Miitopia
Alternate coloring + trivia:
They're drawn in order by their number in the journal.
There are 2 imp Miis because there are 2 different costume models (like every job's gear) and also because I wanted to draw both the 3DS and Switch promo/default Miis.
I didn't draw a face on the blue imp (Imp "Cheery Granny"/"Traveler's Friend"/"Teammate"/"YOU") because since they're the only imp monsters who have an entire face, they vary so much throughout everyone's playthroughs depending on what Miis you have.
I also made the blue imp's collar similar to the Dark Lord's because this imp resembles the Dark Lord the most, and they only appear as bosses, so the Dark Lord must value them a lot... They're the ones he calls on for help, after all.
For the imp, naughty imp, and clever imp, whatever eyes/glasses they had when they first popped up in the journal, those were the ones I drew.
I've never played the Switch version of Miitopia so seeing the red fiend threw me for a loop.... look at him... waffle fiend....
Spoilers are for the imp Miis' outfits (because one is end-game and one is post-game) and both the terror fiend and the red fiend (mostly/only encountered post-game). Mostly for the red fiend.
Thank you for reading, I leave you with this terror fiend gif. (^∇^)ノ♪
#miitopia#miitopia fanart#miitopia spoilers#miitopia imp#miitopia red#miitopia marie#imp#naughty imp#clever imp#fiend#terror fiend#red fiend#please full view for better quality I beg thee#my art#miitopia promo miis#I was thinking about drawing a Miitopian monster every day for the month but I am tired#technically there are 7 imps for the 7 days of October so mission accomplished (for now)#anyway I like these guys a lot and they're pretty cool too#you have the jobs who are supposedly based on the enemy (but what about the other way around? what if the enemies are based on the job?)#then you have the enemies who are for the majority loyal followers of the Dark Lord (and to an extent the Darker Lord but there's fewer)#and then the terror fiends who run amok because they were too powerful to be controlled (and potentially have their own free wills)#and big ol' red fiend who embodies death... but takes on the form and weapon of an imp to remind you that they are in fact the very same#I also like their idle animations bc it looks like they're showing off their Super Cool and Super Stylish moves#yeah...
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I have never been so wrong in all my life.
#sneepsketch#bagginshield#fanart#bagginshield art#thorin oakenshield#bilbo baggins#thilbo#the hobbit#tolkien#lotr#bilbo x thorin#thorin x bilbo#AUGGHGHGHGHG#LOOK AT THEM…….#it is 1:23 am :(((#i am so sleepy and tired#right now but also ALL THE TIME EVERY DAY#very likely due to activities such as this#awww man but look at them#art#pencil drawing#gay#these bitches gay#queer#happy pride#it’s sort of pride month where i live still#yippee#i’m rambling#i love talking to the tags#i love gay people
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I am honestly so tired of the world being so fucking complacent with ruzzia's bs
Like, hello?? ruschist pigs have been killing us, killing civillians, bombing cities and villages, erasing our culture and our language, treating our POWs like utter garbage in their prisons (meanwhile ruzzian POWs are treated super well in our prisons), torture our soldiers and civillians
They attack our cities with missiles that have western components, meanwhile we are not allowed to strike back and defend ourselves with western weapons
That is so fucking ass backwards, it's like telling a victim of SA to just let it go or let the r*pist do what they wanna do because if you fight back you will be escalating the situation and it's better to just grit your teeth and get defiled in silence
Very fucking cool of the world to just sit idly on its ass while a whole fucking nation is getting genocided
People need to open their fucking eyes and act
#cardi rambles#russian war crimes#russia is a terrorist state#stand with Ukraine#support Ukraine#I am so fucking sick and tired#I don't wanna be afraid for my life every damn day because the world can't fucking fight a terrorist country#I am really pissed off and rightfully so#fuck russia#fuck everyone who supports it#it needs to fucking go up in flames#only then will we Ukrainians be safe and sound#let Ukraine strike back#arm Ukraine
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i imagine felix explained to kagami that he was transmasc and she was like "you can do that? really?!" and then felix lent them his old binder and well, you get it.
bonus:
#miraculous ladybug#kagami tsurugi#felix fathom#felix graham de vanily#feligami#miraculous fanart#trans#kagami is also wearing his pants too ehehe#probably doesn't own any bc strict mother :( so she had to borrow his#my kagami is agender btw! they/she pronouns#This is so SO self indulgent. i have no regrets. Enjoy.#i hope you like t4t feligami. you will be seeing a LOT of it from me.#they are very precious to meee <333#please nobody mention how terrible those pants are. I hated every moment of shading them.#god i am so sick of looking at this. Sorry for any obvious mistakes. i am very tired. i have been working on this for 3 days#tumblr please dont ruin my image quality i worked very hard for those crisp colors i'll cry#EDIT quietly fixes the panel where felix's sleeve is missing.........#indigarts
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Thinks about my next series again... I drew the icon for it!
I'm planning to have it launched within a year! I'm hoping for summer 2025. I want to make a prelaunch page before Time and Time Again ends so people can subscribe if they're interested, but I'm worried the series return would be too early...
#SORRY HAHAHA REPOSTING IMMEDIATELY#i. it. IM SORRY okay the.#i had 'im not interested in the comic' as an option but it immediately made me feel bad#DONT FEEL BAD IF YOU PICKED IT i put it there#i just realized its not really a helpful metric to me at all!#im making the comic either way!#so i just want to gague interest. disinterest doesnt do much for me. you can come and go as you please!#just wanting to retain readers as much as possible but without losing them due to taking too long#ahhhh the balance of marketing. a beautiful beast she is.#anyways yeah hoping to launch like about as tta is ending#or like at LEAST a prelaunch page by then#im also not intending for the prelaunch page to be like. announced...#moreso just a link i append on art for the series!#just so when a drawing of zagan gets 500 notes#people who are interested in what hes from can. see that...#anyways. sorry i haven't been posting work is wild im going 70+ hours a week again i am so tired#not much time to draw non work stuff#im hanging on by a thread of having multiple projects i can bounce between again#and sometimes thats this one! so heres the results of some mental health work variety#we were legion#polls#sorry for the instant repost. in my defense. i am exhausted.#i can not wait until im making a different comic that i can do a fucking. normal ass schedule with#where im not every week gasping for breath in some kind of bad at swimming metaphor.#anyways if youre not interested dont tell me. it doesnt matter to me. no offense but i just dont wanna hear it.#i want to make the comic and my audience as much as i love you all is not going to have any control over what i do with my art#im gonna make this comic if i only get it done on weekends after getting home from the fuckin movie theater#i am not working for webtoon again wnd im not forcing myself into the dirt for comics again#but im also never gonna stop making them. just need to build a healthier relationship!#FUCK I MADE IT A ONE DAY POLL.
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I reiterate that if you're going to ask people for donations, you will come across as extremely suspicious if you spam their inbox. People are likely to report and/or block you, thinking you're a bot. If you need donations, I do not recommend going about like this. I really, REALLY do not recommend it.
#blog post#not helpol#i am tired of the spam y'all#literally every single day since I've opened my ask box back up#i have gotten a SHIT TON of random people asking me for donations#which is somewhat silly considering i was literally just running my own donations#so no I'm sorry but i won't be answering asks about donations#i don't think it's ok to that personally; it feels really invasive and is extremely suspicious#because you know who else comes into your inbox asking you for money? bots. bots do that exact thing.#it's extremely difficult to know who to trust especially when gofundme isn't supported in gaza#nor is paypal actually#they ciuld just be using a VPN but i don't know enough about VPN to comment on that confidently#but i feel it's important that people are sceptical honestly#because there are assholes who will scam you and take advantage of your kindness for others#don't buy into a potential scam especially at a time where supporting oneself is often already a challenge
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