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Hey so technically I did post two of these like a year ago but I never posted them together or posted Dick’s or Tim’s.
The purpose of these was to give myself a challenge, I made up a lot of stuff and I vaguely used references. These drawings are all flawed in a lot of ways, but I’m glad I challenged myself to do something and somewhat completed it
Anyway these are like almost a whole year old, which is crazy to me. And I don’t even know if there is a point in posting now but why not yk. And I think I do want to try and loosely redraw them all, this summer at some point. But I might not, we’ll see.
#I drew this a year ago#so don’t critique them#because I probably already am aware#of the many mistakes#damian wayne#robin#jason todd#red hood#dick grayson#nightwing#tim drake#red robin#dc comics#batfamily
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killer being like "yeah i know every single little thing about horror and dust" (because he watches them as a part time hobby (freak) (find something better to do)) and then he acts surprised when they do something that he wouldnt expect them to do in his little predetermined absolutely perfect concept of them
like what do you MEAN horror licks spoons clean when he's using them so he doesn't have to get a completely different one for the main course and the dessert. what do you MEAN dust has a lisp even though he speaks fluently and uses even more complex words than killer himself. horror knows how to sew and he often patches up their things without either of them noticing?? dust always wears oversized and clothes that cover him up just because he finds it comfy?? what??? out ra geous???? these guys have small little quirks to them that killer doesn't already know about???? killer immediately wants to know more. so he can expand his internal profile of them of course. not for any other more endearing and sweet reason. not at all,,,,,,,, (:3)
#AASHSHAHHHHH this one is so cute....... this thought. thank you brain for making this thought#it's like killer's experiencing sonder (except he's not aware of his own complexity of life because of his own derealization/personalizatio#actually i dont think this deserves to be a side blog post. this is too damn CUTE#at first the 2 were probably weirded out by killer watching them and now they probably dgaf...... killer comments less than youd expect#but now theyre used to his shit so they do all these tiny things that killer gets to pick up on and learn more about them#its so interesting...... killer can do as much reasoning as he can to try and find a logical reason for why they do these little things#but in the end if the real reason is just because they wanted to or they felt like it then how can killer comprehend that?#how can they just do that so easily and choose to do things based off a whim instead of having a calculated precise reason for personal gai#he wouldnt realize it on his own but noticing those little things coming fron horror and dust who used to be like him could help with the#everything is just a game and i am simply an avatar and the ultimate goal is the win aka be the most powerful#for dust and horror theyve already turned their consoles off. theyre out of their games theyve finished. their goal was just to beat it#(like if horrortale finally got the good ending it deserves because of aliza horror would have finished#if dust beat the player and due to extreme boredom (ITS GOTTA BE EXTREME EXTREME) decides to leave to explore the multiverse)#in killer's eyes theyve achieved their goals. but killer's still playing his game. maybe he IS the game. but eitherway he's not done#like they r. so taking into consideration how other versions of himself act when theyre finished with the game could he act like that 2??#did HE also finish his game and he never realized it? should he be basing these ideas off dust and horror when theyre kinda not the same gu#killer would find so many hoops to jump through to justify getting rid of the everything is a competitive game idea but there would be smth#IDK im just rambling. i gawt this idea from me imagining them fight. ya you wouldnt believe this sweet thing came from trio abuse :3#killer psychoanalyzing dust and horror is one of my favorite things eva. horror would HATE IT (if he were aware#and dust would totally be freaked out and keep to himself incase killer's planning anything against him#but uaaaghhh pretend this isnt canon this is triglycercule's ideal little world where they explore the mv and have fun#killer watching dust and horror sleep because he doesnt feel tired while theyre all in bed#and he's just picking up on how theyre positioned. how they breathe. the little things.......... djdjshahahaaahsushdjwbdsn ssosooooo cuuut#tricule hc#killer sans#horror sans#dust sans#murder time trio#utmv#dare i say mtt poly. ok i dare say it. but like lowkey he'd do this whether theyre together or not...... killers just weird like that......
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So, this isn't so much an "Incorrect Quotes"...
So much as an "I have a vision, but I'm not an artist so I have to settle for writing it out and hope someone understands what I'm picturing."
For starters, ya'll know about the artist trend of putting your OC's or favorite characters in a specific dress...
ya know... this one⬇
Yeah, just...ALL of Division Three. And I mean all + Narumi. Here how it sounds in my head. (Its more of a comic? It's just mostly dialogue than anything and they're just standing in a line talking to each other.) {And keep in mind....THEY ARE ALL WEARING THE DRESS AS THEY SAY THIS. ITS 90% OF THE JOKE}
Mina: When I said I was nervous about my first promotional modeling gig for Vogue, That didn't mean it was an open invitation to come out here and.... "Support me".
Kafka: Come on. This can't be any more embarrassing than that time you caught me in the sexy lingerie I was wearing for my high school prank.
Hoshina: *In air, eyes glowing woke spartan style, mid assassin strike aimed at Kafka with a training sword, ALSO IN THE DRESS* pics or it didn't happen-
Reno: Look. We're here, we showed up in the dress, can we leave now? I'm getting cold in places I don't want to be cold.
Iharu: Aww, come on! You look dashing! Few more pics! *Somehow managed to convince the photographer to take the shot of them*
Haruichi: The fact that you're filling this out better than me is disturbing.
Aoi:*Trying not to let his blush show* Are the lights getting to you because you're talking bullshit.
Minase: Oh my God! KIKORU!!!! You look amazing!!!
Kikoru:*embarrassed* Minassseee.... I-I'm with Reno. Can we change into our work jumpers now?
Hakua: Hey, can I take this one home? Makin' me feel hella confident right now. *Starts a gun show in front of a mirror.*
Narumi: *In front of the same mirror Hakua is in, serving cunt and taking selfies* Honestly, ya'll should just put me on the cover instead of Mina cuz' I'm pulling this off way better than her in the moment.
I also like to imagine that instead of Mina on the cover... It's Kafka in Kaiju form in the dress. The glowing abs would absolutely be visible as well....
#We stan Muscle Mommy Hakua in this house hold.#Had a headcanon that she kinda has a body image problem over how muscly she is -#- so she takes any opportunity to take items that make her confidant in her body image (sh*t tons of praise from Kafka help as well)#Just because I don't like GenHoshi's existence doesn't mean I don't like Gen.#He's not my favorite but you can't tell me i'm wrong when I say he could slay a runway.#Slight Kikoru x Minase shipper? Maybe?#I will find a way to shove KafHoshi into everything I post.#*Fainting dramatically into a leather wing back chair*#“Oh! If only there were a creater's blocked artist that was also into Kn8 that was looking for sh*tty inspiration material.”#*Blinks one eye open in disappointment at the lack of people that would give a sh*t*#“Well Don't all of you rush in at once.”#None of my mutuals take this seriously.#I am well aware that most of you are artists and already have a ton of WIP's that you should probably finish first before you start others#Althought........#Hotrubbertar... you Okay buddy?#You haven't posted anything in a while....#AGAIN THIS IS A JOKE#kaiju no 8#art inspiration#shit post#<- maybe?#kafka hibino#mina ashiro#soshiro hoshina#reno ichikawa#iharu furuhashi#haruichi izumo#aoi kaguragi#kikoru shinomiya#Minase
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vent in tags
#so i posted earlier saying i wish i could ask people what makes me so dislikable#and i was referring to a situation which happened to me in the past#and how i wish i could say to these people like what about me is so dislikable that you had to react the way you did#(i would like to clarify i was not in the wrong in this situation i have asked multiple people#and they agree i wasnt in the wrong so im not just saying it)#and an anon decides to send me an ask saying#ngl its the desperation for validation but i think youre cool#and it made me so upset because its such a fucking back handed compliment#because like i am aware of the fact im a people pleaser and i want to be liked by people#like i know its a huge flaw and i am trying to do better and not worry about what other people think about me#but its not something that is going to happen overnight#and so to point that out when im already aware of it and then follow it up with a backhanded compliment#is honestly really hurtful and just kinda really upset me#also saying that i'm desperate for validation like is just so#idk it just was so unnecessary for them to say that and phrase it that way#anyway im sure no one is gonna read this and if they do it probably makes no sense or it just sounds like#im being a whiny bitch and probably more anons are gonna come call me attention seeking or#say im looking for validation#but i just wanted to rant about it bc like there's ways to say things nicely to people and that was not one of them#esp when its a flaw im already aware of and would like to work on more#but again its not gonna disappear overnight!#butter’s thoughts
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It’s always funny to me when I have the same reactions as Dante and I never feel closer to them than when I am just playing with my vision of this weird reunion of outcasts as a big and loveable found family, only to see that vision crumbled down and challenged every canto by a sinner or Vergilius who exclaims loud and clear and often vehemently that it will never be anything more than a employer / employee relationship.
At those moments I react exactly like Dante when they are like: « Maybe I am the only one who thought we were sharing something together ? Maybe all the sinners are only here for their own goals ? Maybe they would never want to make an effort to create a meaninful relationship between each others ? Was I a fool to believe that this was the start of a friendship … that we could have developpe a bond more or less deep, a feeling of belonging … that we could have been a family. »
First there is the pain of having your hopes shattered but then that doesn’t stop us to continue hoping for it to happen.
We are just two big delulu people
#limbus company#dante#canto V spoilers#I guess#I mean I know the story is probably going to go on the found family road#but since it’s project moon I can’t help but feel I am being delulu when I am faced with moments like that#because I fear they are just going to put us through suffering#and also maybe because some don't feel worthy to have this sort of relationship again#and that those moments are like a reminder to stay aware of the fact that maybe this is not going to end as a big happy family ...#but that's just a possibility !#there is also the possibility that through this journey they WILL developp this kind of bond#and I mean the best found family are the one where they have to go through stuff together to get there#it's about living things and overcoming together#so I understand why Dante won't stop believing that a deeper relationship can bloom from this#and maybe I am delulu but#for me those moments are just hardships that are on the road which lead to something better and I mean#that's normal since this is a story where characters have to grow and it would be stupid to except the sinners and Dante#to become so close so fast#this is the endgame#and we already have the proof of that possible end with Yi Sang#Yi Sang is ready to create a new kind of bond with Dante and the sinners#he is ready to have what he had once with his previous comrades#because yes the problem is also that all the sinner are hurting deep inside and I have learned that it was better to stay alone#because caring for someone maked them suffered and now they don't want to start a new relationship where they could hurt again#better being alone that being the only one alive and being the one who has to remember and carry on#gosh I ended up talking a lot in the tags#Yi Sang is the best
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the worst feeling in the world is eating something only for the texture to be off and now you're stuck worrying if you somehow chewed on a bug or somethin
#it was a full bite that felt strangely crunchy chippy feeling only at the end#and now i feel it stuck in the back of my throat#and i am. SICK#i need to make up a whole other meal now because i still need to eat but i cant eat the food i already made#because now I'm scared it's full of bugs#eughhhh#vent#I've watched too many restaurant reviews and the most recent one had bugs in the food#and now I'm scared#I'm aware that the anxiety is being unrealistic and it was probably just a weird bite#but still
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Headcannon that Cecil Gershwin Palmer is actually the human that Alastor was before he died
#text post#textposts#shit post#why am i like this#hazbin hotel headcanon#hazbin alastor#am I aware this is probably already a headcannon? yes#am I stating it as though it’s an original idea because I just watched HH for the first time and I kept thinking about Cecil? also yes#cecil gershwin palmer#Hazbin hotel#welcome to night vale#welcome to nightvale#wtnv
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once again i get annoyed that i am so different from the average person because ppl make assumptions about me that are so untrue and get on my nerves HGSDJKL yesterday in the kitchen the lady was talking about how she and her husband are starting a hobby farm and i brought up how i'd love to have a sheep farm and looked into the logistics of it a year or two ago (before realizing how unattainable it would be lol i do not have the money to start that. plus now i am unfortunately disabled in a way that would make it nigh impossible to run). and immediately she said to me "oh you'd have to be okay with butchering the sheep though" expecting me to get all uncomfortable and i was just like "...yeah? i know? i actually do a bit of taxidermy work at home, and have looked into working in the funeral industry in the past" and she was so surprised and intrigued by the taxidermy stuff hdsgjkl like......
idk i just get frustrated when ppl automatically assume that i am unable to do smth or that i'll be put off by smth and then they act on that assumption in their behaviour towards me. i know it's nothing personal but i do feel like oftentimes it is misogyny-based since I am read as being a woman by anybody who knows me in any capacity more than just Strangers and less than "you are someone I feel wholly safe with" (because then i'd share that i am in fact not a woman lmfao). and it just irritates me because I feel like if I were a man then people wouldn't bring up the whole "oh you'd have to KILL animals !!!" whenever i talk about how i've always wanted to work on a farm, or they wouldn't assume I'm afraid of bugs, or they wouldn't assume I am grossed out by dead things, etc etc etc. i just hate the differences in behaviour and assumptions.
#this isn't a ''i shouldnt have to deal with misogyny bc im nonbinary''#this is a ''nobody should have to deal with misogyny because its stupid and wrong and harmful''#also i am aware that working with already dead things is different than killing the thing myself#it would be difficult at first probably but it not an evil thing to do so i would figure out how to cope with it#i've grown up with an indigenous perspective on hunting and everything#i've been around hunters a lot of my life#so i dont think it'd be impossible for me to do lol#i have a pretty good grasp on my abilities! physically mentally emotionally. if i thought it would be impossible i wouldnt have that dream#because death is a very present part of farming! that is just the way it goes! if you work with life you will have death around you too#they go hand in hand yknow?#sickness and death and health and life ... big old circle that goes around and around#anyways. idk. that just irritated me a lot yesterday. i get frustrated with those assumptions that ppl make#pippen needs 2nd breakfast#animal death
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Fnaf FF AUs where Fetch becomes Good are Great and All, but I feel like people miss out on the also Great opportunity of Having Greg stare at Good Boy Fetch and their new owners like he's about to commit Murder-
#Yeah I am aware this is probably because people don't care About Greg... BUT I DO OKAY-#I love you Greg Fetch I will give you the Funny Stare#...I mean I already kinda did like a year ago in BTF- But it wasn't a funny in that#fazbear frights#fnaf fetch#fnaf greg
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I’m like if a feral cat and a Clydesdale had a baby
#To elaborate: I am very aware and cautious and just… uncannily strong for my size.#Like I knew I was strong but I didn’t know I was THAT strong until today#And it’s not all strength either. You could have 6’ 5” guys who work out all day with huge muscles#who would not WANT or even ATTEMPT to do what I’ve just done/have been doing because it’s an extreme inconvenience#they might get grime on their perfectly oiled skin and the hand truck is too embarrassing because it shrieks like a banshee#Well I don’t give two fucks. If there is any chance at all I will be able to do something I’m gonna fucking do it#Maybe I will try to be a firefighter after five years in education. Maybe. I. Will.#I could probably pass the physical test in a few months if I keep going how I’m going#I know I can already pick up the jaws of life with one arm very easily because I did it when the fire truck came to the school#“Wanna try to pick it up?” CHALLENGE ACCEPTED AND OBLITERATED#(No shade I respect them a lot… I just like to do things people think I can’t do to get a rise out of them. It’s entertaining)
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Should I get up at 6 in the morning to go for a run or is that an insane decision that I will hate myself for
#the background is i’ve been running on and off since december but i’m finally getting pretty good at it i think#(the secret is doing lots of other stuff like hula hooping and exercise bike and pilates to gain aerobic ability and strength)#and i feel like i want to try running outside#up to now i’ve been using a slow treadmill with a top speed that’s a pretty decent jogging pace for me#but i definitely want to be able to go faster and i also need to be able to change up my strides#ya girl is 6’1 my strides are definitely longer than this treadmill is#however. i’m very aware that i look goofy as fuck when i run. i’m clumsy and top heavy and i have a bad case of rbf#NONE OF THIS MATTERS. but i still would rather run at a time when there’s not that many people around#so i was thinking why not 6am. but then i was like. ellen are you actually out of your fucking mind#right now i usually run in the late afternoon because it makes me hungry and that motivates me to start prepping dinner#so switching up the timing is already going to mess me up. literally switching from evening to morning pilates made me feel like the world#was ending. it’s bad#if i want to run outside i am going to have to change what time i do it regardless because the streets are full of school run people#and dog walkers at my usual time. i see them walking past my house#so it’s like why not do it at 6am#or. i Could try like 10pm. i do live in a small town; it’s pretty safe#what i could do is wear a hat with a light on it. men hate those. and carry a metal water bottle#i am like 80% sure i could incapacitate someone with a hydroflask i’m ngl. not that i’ll probably need to. but a girl’s gotta be prepared#personal
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#this is tmi#i just needed to rant#i hate that fucking depression drop in the middle of your period#yes im aware i should be thankful it doesnt give me too much dysphoria#but my god its so fun to have a not bad day then tl be hit with a wall of depression thoughts#about how much i suck or how much i bother peopke#its not as if i didnt know that already thoughts#i am aware im extremely lucky in finding my gf because i havw no friends#im a teacher who can talk to anyone about most things but there arent connections there#im thankful on here some people are willing to put up with how bothersome i can be#something im eternally grateful for but i feel like im always a bother#who cant do shit right#if i could id probably have a fulltime job by now#alright scattered rant done#thanks for reading if you did
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My favourite "Lev being funny though I don't actually know if he's being funny on purpose" thing is him randomly telling me shit he's eaten. Like I'll tell him something while he's possessing my body like "ugh god don't eat that food it was left out, might have had bugs crawl on it" and he'll already be eating it saying something like "I've eaten bugs I don't care". I can't tell you how many times I've heard "I've eaten worse" when it comes to all sorts of shit like raw meat and sea creatures and intestines and bugs and plants and all sorts of animals and ROCKS (when he was around earlier he tried so hard to not say he likes lapis lazuli because of its texture lmfao and I could feel it)
Tho I have to give special mention bc it's still playing in my head to the funniest fucking time (paraphrased) -
Random YouTube video of this slimy huge millipede-esque creature wriggling: Would you eat this -
Lev: Yes.
Random video: - for a million dollars?
Lev: Yes. Give me my money
Me: You'd eat that??
Lev: Yes. And I want a million dollars. Give it to me
#I can't remember if he said he's already eaten something like that or if he was just like yes? Obviously?#But I fucking love him#IM. SUDDENLY AWARE OF THE FACT THAT HE SPENDS A LOT OF TIME IN CHINA AND IDENTIFIES A LOT AS CHINESE THIS IS.#NOT. PLEASE DONT CONNECT THESE THINGS this is me talking about someone who is not from Earth lmfao even if he finds his#home there. I have to say this bc I started work on a pic of him today in his Eastern dragon form thinking about how there's that one#Chinese story about a dragon teaching humans writing which. Is the most fucking him thing I have ever fucking heard#But yeah no this is just him he's just like that#God the autistic fucking mood of ''hehe this is funny!'' and then people being like ''oh because (stereotype) right 😏'' no?#Just because it's funny? I enjoy it and am entertained by it just because of what it is? It doesn't have to hide a meaning?#Anyway. MAYBE I SHOULDN'T HAVE EVEN MADE THE CLARIFICATION I just got fucking smacked by the fact that that's going to be one of my next#uploads of him probably tomorrow so#God fr I'm struggling Autistically(tm) now bc I'm like. Is it rude to clarify and remind people thats a thing. Or is it rude to not clarify.#ramblings //#leviathan //
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me, 30 minutes ago: its 1 am and i should sleep <3
me, immediately after: refreshes tumblr, decidedly does not go to sleep
#i say this like its funny haha#but tbh it is mostly because i am so fucking. Devastated about the horrible shit happening to palestinians#i saw so many videos and pictures today of such horrible things that they’re suffering through right now#and im seeing it through a screen from my safe little bubble in my house and its still destroying me emotionally and mentally#i cant imagine the fear and horror they must be feeling in gaza#and the fact that they have probably felt this fear and horror for a very long time because of israel’s ethnic cleansing of their people#im in such a privileged position and the least i can do is spread awareness and i donated what i could and i have plans to reach out to my l#local government and encourage them to speak up and condemn the genocide of palestine and im looking for local protests and shit like#im gonna do what i can but i know i cant do enough as just a singular individual with low social impact and not a lot of money#but i’ll still do what i can no matter what#i wouldnt be able to live with myself knowing i sat back and said nothing while the palestinians suffered so much#which honestly i already did because i wasn’t educated about it prior to this past week and thats entirely my fault#i mean partially i know its western civilization not showing the horrors that israel has committed but i try to stay in the loop on things#and try to be aware of things happening in the world and i failed to become aware of this before now#i could have been doing more for years to try and spread awareness for palestine and i never did and i wish i could go back and change that#but i cant#but what i CAN do is speak up now that i know and spread awareness and refuse to let palestine go down without a fight#sorry this is a fandom sideblog i know ive been posting a lot on my main blog and i do need to go to bed and whatever#its just hard to sleep knowing that as i sit here safe and comfortable in my bed there are children families innocent people dying in gaza#and the world is actively and successfully trying to paint palestine as the bad guys#its fucking awful and despicable
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the feminine urge to be be boy-crazed and talk about them with your girlies
#GRRGGGGG theres this one boy at the momen- *gets shot*#i have only known him for 3 weeks. i am already in deep passionate love.#but this is different this time. were actually starting ro become friends#because were in the same work group in the one class we share#and the teacher is forcing us to make friends because its a horticulture class and we spend most of it doing tough work#and to do that without friends is hell#and like. i might have the slightest chance. its not a true zero chance scenario (or at least not as close as the other ones)#and that makes me BRRRRRREGEGR#hes so nicely shaped i want to [REDATED]#anyway im aware that there is almost no chance of this going anywhere but the feminine urge includes being ignorant of that#teehee. i refuse to accept reality.#also irl friends you are privvy to the imfomation now. you probably know who this is and you cant unlearn it now#he might forever be ‘the guy canthea has a crush on’ and you wont be able to change that#this is most tags ive ever put on a post before#probably
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tw ed :[ sowwy
#tw ed#ack it isnt talked about enough how fucking bad eds are basically everybody i know has had one#tbf since moving to college i have realized that going to art school til gr 12 has put me in a very specific environment of mostly#people who are fucked up the same way i am#but like shit is killing a generation if youve seen the adolescent toronto psych wards jesus#its so so cruel and evil and having an ed is such a miserable existence bc#despite everything you stand against morally .. there is a bug in yr brain#and it is so difficukt to talk about because the nature of the disease is that you dont wanna quit!! so theres always a sense of pride in#talking abt the struggles#anyways#trying not to cry thinking about how im probably not gonna live past 30#i havent been able to keep food down in three days fuck this shit my body is so ruined my body is so fucjed#and im in recovery before turning 18!! im lucky!!#i hate it im already aware of it but it feels almost roo late sometimes#fuck dance industry fuck eds fuck addiction whatevr#mad bc stomach ache literally it#im just grumpy cuz tummy hurts#laying in bed chewing carrots very slowly :-(((((( i want to enjoy yummy food i was to est mac and cheese w out vomiting#if u have an ed you have my sympathies and kill that shit before you hurt someone else bc it is a lame ass way to die#i cant function without so many meds arggg why do they literally groom us for like. early death. mad. mad. tummy hurtx
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