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Killer forcing someone to lay back down by placing his hand around their throat
#cw suggestive#because I know some of you are freaky#killer sans#utmv#sans au#sans aus#killer!sans#killertale#bad sanses#bad sans gang#nightmares gang#nightmare’s gang#utmv headcanons#utmv au#utmv hc#killertale sans#undertale something new#undertalesomethingnew#something new sans#something new au#why is he doing this#idk I wrote this half asleep this is queued#is he threatening someone? being freaky? trying to treat someone’s injuries but they keep resisting?#up to you#I had dust or color in mind when I wrote this btw#or better yet colors trying to heal killer and he keeps trying to fight so he does the only thing he knows killer would like lmao#color spectrum duo#kist#colorkiller#< i guess
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I swear I have read your big post regarding Peter Parker's neurodivergence and why it is best to avoid labelling him, but he definitely has a weird brain
Can't find it and feel kinda sad about it cuz I deeply related to it
i know exactly which post you're talking about and i can't find it either! i've raked through my archive, and it's just - nowhere to be seen. i think tumblr eated it (it happens.)
really, tumblr's search functionality is so so useless, i don't know what to tell you. there are plenty of keywords i can search to find it that post, but the search functionality actually just does not work!
undiagnosed audhd-addled peter parker, my darling, my light, my life, my everything.
i think peter parker's such an interesting creature to write, because a lot of people will point to a certain behaviour about him and say "this is an autistic thing, right?" but a lot of those behaviours are actually, in my head, tied to certain traumas in peter's life too.
people say "oh, the food thing, peter's a picky eater because he's autistic" and yes, absolutely. but also it's tied to his trauma with his parents.
peter gets overstimulated, and yes, it's an autism thing, but also he was bitten by a radioactive spider and his senses are dialled to 11.
it's a similar case i've found for myself, too – where a lot of friends i have kind of diagnose me because i have autistic traits, but actually - i'm hesitant to claim the label or pursue diagnosis because, actually, i know where these certain behaviours come from, and they come from certain traumas. there are events i can pinpoint in my life and say "yep. that's where this behaviour comes from."
so - i think there's a lot of overlap between trauma and autistic traits. the brain is very complex! i think the reason for that overlap is maybe as simple as the fact that people with autism and people with trauma are both doing the same thing - developing behaviours to protect themselves or soothe themselves. so - i think it's nice to be able to see a character like peter parker, who may or may not be autistic, but recognise behaviours in him and see yourself in him.
people who go undiagnosed for whatever reason - people who are really good at masking - so good, in fact, that they have no idea they might be on the spectrum - everyone and anyone at all can look at peter parker and recognise themselves. because i think we discredit the thought that every single brain does the same thing! develops certain behaviours in order to survive. every brain has that same software - we've just all been faced with different hardships that we need to overcome, and that's were all the differences come in.
autism is a spectrum, i guess - everyone falls into it to some degree. and i think events in your life probably push you along on it. but i don't know, i didn't study brain science. probably what i'm saying is very stupid and uninformed. of course there's brain chemistry involved. but i know people in my life living with autism and certain events in their life have exacerbated certain behaviours or made coping with it a lot more difficult. so maybe trauma is a catalyst.
#a lot of my traits have been exacerbated lately and i remember it was much easier for me before#and some of my friends have said “oh it's because you've been masking too long and now you're facing autistic burnout.”#and that made sense to me i think.#but then i found out about the stress thing. me overproducing stress hormone. and that's a very physical thing.#and that explains why i've been overstimulated more than usual lately. and why everything feels like too much.#and i wonder how many of these traits of mine are going to subside once i have lamar removed#and it makes me wonder a lot of things. and it's so weird how much your brain is tied to your biology.#i wonder how much i'll change. i wonder how i'll feel. i wonder if i'll still feel like me. i wonder how much me is me right now.#and how much of me is being altered by weird freaky hormones. who am i?? who will i be??#i'm almost looking at this as like. a superhero origin story of some sort. like this is my spider-bite moment. maybe.#will i be different? will i cope with things differently?? now that my body isn't fighting something anymore??#maybe i'll be normal. i don't know. i don't know.#i don't know what it'll mean for me.#but all of these things mean i relate to peter parker in a certain kind of way#i don't think you have to be diagnosed with autism to recognise and empathise with those traits i think#i think everyone can see themselves in peter. and i think that's the benefit of having characters that aren't diagnosed.#because there's so much overlap in the human experience. and certain feelings aren't exclusive to just one group of people.#peter has such a rich identity actually. it's an autistic thing. it's a queer thing. it's a jewish thing. it's a trauma thing.#there are so many overlapping parts of peter's identity that inform who he is and how he behaves and it's never just one thing.#it's a product of all of his things.#just like me! just like everyone.#so me? i guess i can be a million things. you can explain what i am in a million different ways.#a hundred different psychologists can all come up with different ways to explain why i be the way i be.#i don't think it's something that can be simplified.#sorry wow. i'm really going off here in the tags.#i hope people don't think i'm stupid. i don't know brain science. i'm just philosophising as usual.#sci speaks
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i don’t remember posting this here..,,,.
Heres some guys from some guy shows that i
#I dont know what to caption this ☹️#mp100#mob psycho 100 fanart#mob psycho 100#digital art#teruki hanazawa#teru mob pyscho#teruki mp100#mitsuba sousuke#mitsuba fanart#tbhk#tbhk fanart#toilet bound hanako kun fan art#toilet bound hanako kun#i might be autistic#silly#Its a bit low quality butt thats okay#I dont draw as well on ibis pain personally#Some freaky doodle i did because i was bored while waiting for a friend#You know who you are#Please never read my tags#🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑#homoseuxality#homophobia#not a ship idk why this would be a ship#I love being hyperfixated on zesty ahh guys#is there a tag limit#mob freako 100#Toilet bound freaky kun#Guys i swear im working on more high quality things..
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we need to kill everyone at sm entertainment
#you know how i said i didnt want to elaborate on RJ’s bbl messages#because i would go on a tangent about how sm doesn’t protect their artists#yeah well imagine how i felt when i saw them made him apologize for that stupid ass shit#like really making your artist seem like the bad guy when he has psycho bitches invading his privacy#for 2 seconds of attention#not even positive attention btw#like can you imagine getting calls from random crazy bitches when you’re just trying to live your life#ppl who aren’t supposed to have your number#freaky ass fuck#but no they dont gaf how that makes him feel#they aren’t even imagining it#brainless fucking cunts#and even worse the company you’re under is doing bare minimum if even that to keep you safe#or to even make you feel some semblance of safety#like genuinely evil as fuck#it doesn’t even end with that#ppl crawling through vents to see hc#breaking into his fucking house like maniacs#like bitch are you out of your rabid ass fucking mind#company taking forever to address hc/jn’s scandal#which was false btw#and you have their unintelligent fucking fans believing the shit immediately and throwing photocards out like they killed someones mother#over something they couldnt even wait to see was true or not#bc if it’s in a headline it must be true right#wrong#but that’s an entirely different issue#honestly all of this just goes back to how kpop companies market their artists as like minimum 5 sublevels below human#not just sm#which is really stupid like you’re grown as fuck shivering shaking throwing up at the IDEA of your idol getting pussy#like he’s grown asfk
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i think in the ideal tales of arcadia/dp crossover danny and douxie just recognize each other on sight. like ah. my master’s ex’s boy.
#you KNOW merlin would look at clockwork and hit it#you know im right#tales of arcadia#hisirdoux casparan#danny phantom#danny fenton#douxie casparan#toa archie#also i have drawn archie as a blob mostly bc i cannot draw cats but ALSO because being a familiar has gotta have some freaky ass magic goin#also i know i fucked up the 180 rule#i know#my cinematography professor is tracking me down as we speak
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cunty ass alien hunter
#heyyy so there’s this oc I created like three years you know when people used to make mods where the character got some history beef with#girlfriend so yeah I don’t have a name for her (I’m open for suggestions) but she is a agent that works at area 51 she basically hunts down#alien species and cuts them open to test on them and basically she ends up with a obsession with cici (because he is a alien human hybrid)#sooo she wants to dissect on cici and basically keep her head in a glass jar sorry for making her freaky and weird y’all still love me#my art#my ocs#fnf oc#Friday night funkin oc
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Dear brain, I know migraine dreams can be weird and all but why do you keep wanting Lex to be some kind of dragon with a glowy eye?
#mod lizzy sorta rambling#this dream just involved lex transformed into a dragon protecting amelia the arccoil twins and reginald#and lex was just glaring down these random soldiers#then i woke up before anything else happened#the brief dream before that was capcom announcing they rebooted mmx as a western and zero had a laser lasso instead of his sword#brain i know head hurt because of weather and red moon falling but if you could chill on the freaky dreams that would be cool#*rolls back into the void for some hopefully less weird dreams*
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marvel.com slash contact
#hello I am some weird guy I want to tell you about my beautiful daydream world so you can put it on your tv show#this is genuinely probably how I would phrase it#I'd get a little freaky with it and pull like horror visuals from the inferno episode and mix that with the cyberpunk#I think longshot era mojoworld had rules and a lot of structure and everything was very tightly controlled by mojo#if longshot is not very far out from the. moment when mojo & the spineless ones became crazy (when arize transmitted the#TV broadcasts from earth)#then mojoworld hasn't really seen much evolution in the way the world works by the time we meet longshot#I think the physics are different there and 'magic' exists (really just magic to us because it's different physical laws)#and the universe is kinda duct taped together with magic and Spiral's will or whatever and outside the universe is the wildways#which are all cosmic horror whatever#and over time that starts to bleed in. you know. by the time 'star comes around#I just want. time horror. infinite chaos horror. probability horror. and of course The Doppelgänger#I also just want someone to animate his hair soooooooo badly please please please I saw it in my dreams. literally#Do I sound insane be honest
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fucking hell call of the night
#it's been (oh god) almost 2 years since I first read it when the anime came out#and like. jesus christ call of the night#hi koi I didn't want to keep horrendously oversharing in your tags but#listen. listen. THE alloaro manga of all time#looking back on it it's actually freaky how much I relate to kou because that is EXACTLY HOW I PROCESS ROMANTIC ATTRACTION#<- not exactly because do I look like I know what's going on up there? I do not#there's a part where the detective is like boy with the way you're acting you probably don't experience romance at all#and I was like oh nice aromantic reference. wait.#listen man kou is 100% alloaro in some way you can tear that out of my COLD DEAD HANDS#also it has vampires.
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playing casual solo without my friends for the first time for 6 hours straight has taught me that spy mains are some of the most devious people on the planet
#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 spy#tf2 pyro#tf2 sniper#silly post btw i have nothing against spy mains lol#just the 10k hour sweaty spy mains that are toxic as shit#unfortunate type of player i encountered a couple of times#also these r my actual sniper and pyro loadouts#pyro is rlly fun in casual !!! i love the scorch shot#i heard people get rlly mad when you use it#but i havent recieved any toxcicity towards myself or others for it yet#unfrtunately played more rounds with toxic people than w non toxic people#but the chill rounds i did play were super duper fun!#found a guy in zombie infection who had an absolutely spot on muscle man impression it was super funny#everyones doing their contracts right now also#which i assume is making a lot of people a bit more lax#fun fact for reading the tags this far#back when freaky fair was still in testing#me and my friend found like an insane game breaking glitch#where you could literally just turn invisible#i uploaded a bunch of clips of us doing the glitch on bots to youtube#and commented on the workshop page to let the devs know#to this day i dont know if they fixed it#im hoping they did though because some of the new maps r still broken#zombie infection has a glitch where the zombie sniper ability literally covers your entire screen in a missing texture#everyone in the lobby died to that at least once loll#everyone in text chat was complaining#anyways sorry thats enough yapping for now#gonna take a nap probably gn :D
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Whoever is the reason for the gojo x reader and yandere kubz scouts x reader in my feed I am hunting you and dragging you to therapy with me
#because what the hell#i guess i can understand gojo but.. dude.#dude i don't wanna read about a character i dont even know doing some freaky shit#its like all smut with gojo#and.. yeah i have no words for the kubz scouts thing#I uh.. I think you need some therapy babes#I'll sit with you but oh my sweet jesus#the unholiness in which you reblog#this is targeted btw and the person is a mutual#and from my interactions they are actually really sweet#ive had like one or two i think#but.. yeah#holyponyeatingmacaroni if you see this#dm me babes do you need to talk#ily/p but oh?? oh my god??#I actually dont remember if youre the one behind the kuz scoutz one but i know for sure you are the cause for the smut#babes are you okay#my dms are open#i dont wanna unfollow you but oh my sweet baby jesus#i dont even believe in jesus pookie#my feed isnt even mine anymore#are you okay though?? ily/p please dont take this the wrong way
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Mmmm I had the most delicious October day. I was out with my pup in the woods when we came across a barred owl hunting a chipmunk between a few trees. The chipmunk talkin up a storm and dancing around, owl swooping and jumping after him, while keeping an eye on my whereabouts as well. Which of course was entertaining enough on its own, but then the biggest freakin raven I’ve ever seen in my life swoops down onto the same tree! Followed by a flock of very noisy steller’s seemingly out of nowhere! All of this on the backdrop of autumn leaves and slivers of golden sunlight weaving through the trees made for quite a dramatic scene. Owl seemed rather disturbed by the chaos so I do believe dear Chippy lived to see another day. I really feel like the luckiest girl in the world to get to witness things like this :)
#raven was making some calls i don’t always hear from him tooooo which was so sweet. i love birds so much.#to some this might sound like a really freaky omen of sorts but i swear ravens are my guardian angels. and i know owl is aware of me but#we aren’t that close. i haven’t figured them out yet i suppose. they always see me before i see them though.#i don’t think they’re often seen without their consent. if you see one it’s because they’ve allowed it. anyway. :)))#i was getting emotionally prepared for a brutal death i wasn’t going to interfere or anything. it’s really none of my business.#i’m just so glad to have gotten a front row seat to such a show. i really needed it today. thank you <3#home
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rev 22:20 (don't shoot the messenger) by puscifier got me in these writing times. Durge has 97 mental diseases and the reader is about to find that out
#i am writing. something !#I'll separate it into two portions. the sfw because there's some nice camp interactions#and the second part where it's just freaky swamp blood sex#you know who's gonna be fucking. you know.#i might do a wyll chapter because i like him
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trying to write a heartfelt letter for a friend and i had to fight the urge to make silly little jokes every other sentence (i failed)
#i need to buy bigger letter uuuuh papers? thingies? the cute ones#when i was young my sister and i had a whole ass collection and i have no clue where it ended up#but we had some very nice ones and well#they're all gone LMAO#so i need to buy more paper and more envelopes as well#and if i'm feeling very freaky maybe i'll buy some wax too that would be sick#i'm gonna start being that friend that writes letters because if it's not me then who you know#b.txt
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my barbie fit btw
#bobbi babbling#me#barbie#i know its cropped weird but#im. paranoid after seeing a bunch of videos of people tracking folks down using a picture#thats some freaky shit dude#you can probably find what theater i went to in that way honestly#but thats a risk im willing to take because. i dont live in it and im not there anymore lol
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So tragic that Ottessa Moshfegh has been appropiated by the coquette sadcore girls
#her books are weirdly hypnotic to me#I press play on the audiobook and I just go about my chores while her weird people do strange shit#like I don't think her novels are so freaky and shocking as everyone says they are#neither are they so deep in meaning that it's an experience to read#but they are entertaining because you know everyone is a terrible person and they will all be up to do some crazy stuff out of boredom
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