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I started watching Dr3 the other day I love all the scenes with baby Shuichi that are definitely real and 100% canon
#I’m not done yet no spoilers pwetty pwease#if kirigiri dies I’m gonna lose my shit#naegamigiri#eggs can art#danganronpa#danganronpa 3#dr3#byakuya togami#makoto naegi#glad that we got confirmation that Jin knew about the kamukura project#I can now hate him all I like#shuichi saihara#totally didn’t almost forget hin#nagito komaeda#hajime hinata#komahina if you want I don’t care#not tagging kokichi and Junko#I am however tagging#izuru kamukura#because I care about him dearly#art#artist on tumblr
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I genuinely cannot describe how deeply DEVASTATED I am about riz being the only one who can take stress tokens for the others. Yes fig is a protector and will fight endlessly for her friends and I love that about her but there is something about the way riz loves his friends. It’s a more subtle kind of love, but just as relentless and passionate and he will take any burden for the people he cares about and bear the weight of it on his shoulders so they don’t have to deal with it without any hesitation. I am ILL.
#the way that murph immediately volunteered to take a stress token for Kristen without skipping a beat#AND THEN HE TOOK A FUCKING SECOND ONE WHEN THEY STILL ROLLED BAD#something something you will dig until your own hands are bleeding something something#god that quote still haunts me I will never stop thinking about it I swear to god#he works so hard#and he doesn’t ever ask for any recognition or anything in return because just helping is enough#making sure the people he loves are okay is enough for him#this stupid little goblin man makes me want to throw up /pos#he just cares so deeply for everyone around him#i love him so dearly#my silly little fella#dimension 20#fantasy high#d20#riz gukgak#fantasy high junior year#OH AND DONT FUCKING THINK FOR A SECOND THAT IM NOT GONNA TALKING ABOUT GORGUG MOTHERFUCKING THISTLESPRING. BECAUSE THIS BITCH /aff#he’s going to have so many stress tokens by the end of this it’s so unfunny and it is making me unwell#I just. I just want them all to be okay and happy and not stressed and GODS they all need a fucking hug#they’re all traumatized and stressed and stupid and silly and I love them all so so much#eats them#puts them in a blender#throws them into a washing machine and watches them spin around#sobs violently#I’m so ill about them#sorry for the rant#i will be back#and I will talk more I’m not actually sorry that’s mb#the tags are like a whole ass paragraph of text but that’s okay#i just think they're neat
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Me watching the prequel movies: "Padme's alright, but she's kind of boring and I don't care for her that much."
Me watching Clone Wars: "Padme Amidala could dropkick me, step on my neck, and spit in my face, and I would thank her. She is so cool and smart and I want to be her and also maybe be her assistant. She's a savvy politician who believes in peace but is not afraid to shoot a bitch if needed. Revenge of the Sith Anakin doesn't deserve her."
#star wars#star wars prequels#star wars the clone wars#sw tcw#padme amidala#sw prequels#sw padme#literally did not give a shit about her while watching the movies#then i watched the show and oh my god she is amazing#every time there was a padme episode i absolutely loved it and had an amazing time#actual girlboss#also now i can actually understand why she was so loyal to anakin even when he became a trainwreck#their relationship was imperfect but actually really sweet and i saw the chemistry#they felt like a power couple sometimes and really balanced each other out#and while anakin always had some aggressive tendencies#i understand how padme would be caught off guard and still love him/think she can change him#she's seen him at some of his low points and he bounced back so how is this different and why is he acting different?#it's actually really sad#i didn't care when she died while watching the prequels#but when i watched the show i'd suddenly feel really upset because i'd remember what's going to eventually happen to her#this strong and amazing woman would die of grief while giving birth after her husband betrayed her and that was heartbreaking#and then years later her planet would be destroyed by that very husband she had once loved so dearly#god damn it now i'm sad
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unusual face post where i don't bring up caname marriage. all of their gangstalia childhood photos have been shown! i've been very captivated by their answers
the question is virtually the same for each of them with different wordings. here lord and owner have a goal for their future. between a distinguished admirable grown up and a welcoming hotel runner. meanwhile hero and parrain's answer are like. so vague. [(i?) can be anything] and [(be?) me] makes me laugh. what are these kids even saying? such blatant different personality dynamics. i actually don't have any coherent words i just point at a difference and go wowwww coool(keys jingling in front of me). but really. how sweet!!! the different similar answers
#kill ame#gangstalia#i've heard lots of interpretation on ame's answer being#kind of petulant. i don't know if thats the right word but. mostly because he interrupted the interviewer asking#and because of the “what do you want me to say?” right before it#dismissive towards adults#and maybe to the thought of adulthood here? he can be anything he wants~#some interps see it as him being annoyed. a little fed up. sure i'll play by you... grown-up's demands...#i'm open to whatever goes honestly... hero is kind of an enigma right now. i love him dearly#refusal to give a “proper” answer to an interview could probably be seen as rude.(i don't think interviewers would mind much tho)#so hero and parrain here is a point of interest for me#and on another point!!! frus has captivated me before and now especially so with them both having to do with immortality interacting with#-humans who they care for who died#i don't angst over davie too much because it feels more like just one example. but that's frus's commonalityyyy (^_^)#and today it pops up again! their answers feel almost romantic to me. maybe less so for hero because(like i said before)...#but it's like a musing thought. i can be anything. i'd be me. what funny kids#the face family dynamic isn't a thing here but it's funny to think about with this. unexpected on who feels similar to who
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extremely funny to me seeing people say that Bertie has a heart of gold when his immediate solution to getting Freddie back together with his fiancée was to kidnap a child
#red randomness#jeeves and wooster#bertie wooster#100 and up neat#don’t get me wrong I love him dearly#but I think he like Watson and Bunny suffer from ‘he isn’t actually as nice as people think he is’ syndrome#because Bertie can be a judgy bitch! he’s resentful of several children! he makes unflattering judgments about appearances!#he told Sippy to steal a cop’s hat! he ripped a tag off his uncle’s gift and claimed it was his!#he told Jeeves to send Bingo a telegram telling him to KILL HIMSELF-#like#he is very dedicated to his insane friends even when they aren’t great to him#and he will go to great lengths for the people he cares about#and he will talk about how great Jeeves is to everyone who will listen and is better to him certainly than previous employers#and he’s a generally cheerful and amiable and friendly person#but heart of gold?? Perhaps Not#very few people in these stories are objectively entirely good and a lot of the humor and characterization comes from that#because you like Bertie despite it all. you love him and want him to be happy
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Just talked to my brother on the phone for an HOUR. that's more than he ever talks to me in a week when we're home. Yay <3
#Sorry I'm back flipping with joy this is the brother who decided he suddenly hated me about five years ago and#he's only recently started to care about me again#It's probably the 2 year age gap for some reason that's like number 1 sibling rivalry age gap#I love all of my siblings so dearly but I'm especially happy when he wants to talk to me because he NEVER does#He'd never admit it but this is how I know he misses me#He also just casually offered to bring me along with him and his gf when they went somewhere I was like you NEVER invite me
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i love figure skaters, they just get better and more unchill every year
I DO TOO. I do have mixed feelings about Ilia rn because I really worry about the way he's being managed. I don't think Ari (his manager) cares much about long term success as much as breaking as many records as possible (honestly if you read Ari's Russian interviews it's a little scary the way he talks about his athlete). I know he's trying to get all this done while his body is still very young and capable, but at the same time I worry he won't even make it to the Olympics if he's not careful. :(
#and you might say#but kelly you love nathan and he was doing just as crazy of shit for his era#and you're right but the difference was i had a lot of confidence in nathan's team and nathan himself to take care of his body#nathan was extremely tactical#he had a severe injury right before his first senior season#because he decided to YOLO a quad at an inappropriate time#and that stuck with him#he did practice quad quad combos#and apparently could land them#but they weren't worth it points wise so he didn't risk his health training them#same with the quad loop which he could and did land in competition#but it hurt his hip (loops be like that)#so he stopped#(and despite this he DID still make me very nervous at times)#but when i see ilia practice and i watch ari talk in interviews#it's very clear what ari wants--- and it's quantity#and ilia is nineteen and it seems to me not a single person is telling him he should be careful#and it worries me#it does remind me a bit of the russian training style we see#where these skaters flame out young#and i dearly hope that doesn't happen to him#i don't actually worry about the quad axel tho#it seems like a safe jump for him#but i do wish he'd stop doing it in exhibitions like... you are 19 and i know this is how 19 year olds be but you are not invincible#I don't like when skaters do quads in exhibitions period#hystericblue
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do i really want to make individual drinks again
#reaching back into the file cabinets of my mind to remember how i made certain drinks when i worked at the cafe#in preparation for the possibility of this new job#it would certainly mean far less goofing off time than i have at my current job. and i value my goofing off time dearly#but the people here are so fucking annoying lmao. i hate them soooo much#not that the people at this new job would be any better. we're still dealing with investment bankers#godddddd. what i really would want (which would be impossible)#would be to go back to working at the cafe but like. still have paid time off and insurance lmao#but the cafe was a small business and he was not offering paid time off and insurance. and the pay was way less#but i did get to play whatever music i wanted. unfortunately you cant live on that#like i can always say no to this new job if its offered to me. but is my goofing off time worth:#2 dollars less in pay and a half hour to an hour's more commute. well i dont know#a shorter commute would mean i could sleep more. and have more time at home .#i mean i probably don't Need all this goofing off time. but its nice#i dont knowwwwwww#like even though im a bit nervous abt doing it again i know that i would easily fall back into the routine of making drinks#which i was fairly good at. my one drawback is that i cant do latte art but i dont know that theyd really care here#and (because i found the menu of where id work) theres not a ton of drink options?? just the standard stuff#its being called a starbucks cafe but 1) its not managed by them and 2) it does not have their 5 billion drink options#so thats good. less to worry about#doesnt look like i even have to make anything foodwise which i had to at the cafe#here it looks like people can just buy a pastry and thats it#the hours are like. the same i work now. also good#sorry im like using this post to think through my thoughts.#uhhhh oh i looked up the manager who looks like a weenie so im not keen on the prospect of interviewing with him#but i probably would have thought that about my current manager if id seen a pic of him prior to interviewing. i guess???#and with these kind of catering units it seems you dont often deal directly with the manager that much anyway#i just gotta see if i get good vibes#rn i have unsure vibes. but i need a sign to see if this could be good for me#oh id also save money on transportation. and taxes! bc i wouldnt be working in ny anymore#lol oops tag limit. well i hope you enjoyed my job thoughts you probably didnt i know i didnt
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a little pause on art for finals(they are all late) but boy has brain been braining
more specifically on dings' dynamic as asriel and chara's weird uncle bc that's just something i don't see a lot
#talking to the wall#i personally like to think dadster came up to be because these two warmed up the idea of children on his lonely heart#he used to babysit them occasionally#when they Fucking Died™ mf was absolutely destroyed. back to his lonely cave of mourning and no funny children#unless ☝️#but now we're getting into babybones territory we already have a lot of babybones content#and mad scientist playing god with DT yadda yadda you know the drill#asriel couldn't care less about the complicated sci-fi weird machine creepy shit he pulled off#in fact the guy gave him the creeps at first. made him cry once as a baby#but chara thought the guy was the coolest idiot. lab coat and super cool sci-fi shit?? you built WHAT??#So Cool. That's their idol. Also they get to sleep late and do dangerous nerd shit their parents would never let them otherwise#eventually asriel warms up because he's also into shenanigans (and doesn't want to feel left out so he starts trying to prove himself)#by acting like a smartass#fine i'll help but only to laugh when you go bald or something 🙄 (has the time of his life)#they went bald. now them and G are both eggheads#how delightful children are. he misses these two dearly#and then their parents proceed to divorce. is love even real anymore.#should i even tag this#oh well#undertale#gaster#asriel#chara#please nerd with me dont let me shout into the void#thank you
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my job is gonna make me start prematurely graying i swear
#i love these kids so dearly but the parents man. they’re too much#it really fucking hurts for them to tell me they don’t think i care about being there for their kid#when i am pouring my whole heart into this job#i never call in sick i keep him safe all day & help him develop life skills & try my hardest#i get kicked & bitten by him regularly and i still adore him#but i’m still not doing enough? they still think i don’t care? it doesn’t make sense to me#it’s easy for them to say that because i work with him at school so they can just assume the worst when something goes wrong#it’s just really disheartening. this is kind of a thankless job & i don’t get paid enough for it either. i only stay cause i love the kids#vent
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what makes a sunflower a sunflower? a brief post on symbolism, aesthetics, & harper yi.
sunflowers are, honestly, literally everywhere on my blog, as i'm sure everyone has noticed by now. i have the lyrics to sunflower by allie x all over my carrd and in my tags, but i wanted to do a post explaining why i associate harper with sunflowers, and what this imagery means for him.
young sunflowers are heliotropes, meaning they follow the sun across the sky. mature sunflowers, however, don't. mature sunflowers point in a fixed position (apparently usually east?) because their growth stops, so they don't really need to anymore. there's a whole scientific process behind this, but this is as deep as i'm going to get into the actual science of the circadian rhythm of flowers. this post is about harper! more under the cut because i totally rambled while writing this.
so, why is he a sunflower? they're his favorite flower, for one, and he thinks there's nothing like a sunflower bouquet in the summer to brighten up his apartment. but more than that, there's something kind of poetic about them, isn't there? young sunflowers chasing after the sun, following something they'll never reach? it's in their very nature to follow the sun's warmth, to depend on it, only to let it go and stand on their own once they're old enough.
harper's like that, always chasing the fulfillment others give him and depending on it to get through the day. he builds himself up based on the warmth he receives from his loved ones and uses it to guide himself ... but can he stand on his own? does he want to?
the answer is, ultimately, yes, but ... it's so hard. to be himself. to be alone with himself and stand proudly, and to accept that he's whole and doesn't need the crutch of approval to be who he is. to accept that he's grown up and can thrive in the sun without depending on it and feeling worthwhile is so ... hard. it's about self-love and growth, really, and the idea that he can overcome his hardships and be something worth caring about. worth loving.
there's also the layer that comes from the lyrics i love to use everywhere: i'm a sunflower, a little funny / if i was a rose, maybe you'd want me. roses are beautiful, and everyone loves them. they're the perfect image of romance and they're the right flower for any occasion. he feels like a sunflower in a world of roses. it's not to say that sunflowers aren't beautiful, or that people don't like them, but they're different. not as loved as roses. they're just distinctly different, and, in harper's case, he doesn't see that as a good thing.
he's so deeply tired of being different, of not being enough for everyone. his otherness is what keeps him feeling like he'll never be able to stand alone. he's stuck trying to be something he's not to make other people love him. and what for? why does he want other people to love the image he's created instead of wanting them to love the authentic him? he goes to so much effort to erase his differences and be what he thinks he should be. if you can have a bouquet of the most perfect red roses, why would you want a silly little sunflower that can't do anything outside of the sun?
all of this is to say that harper is, at his core, a character whose arc is about growth. his ultimate goal is to grow into himself and not need the sun to thrive, even if he enjoys the warmth. it's about realizing that he, like a sunflower, is beautiful and loved, even if he's not quite the standard he sees other people meeting.
one day he'll be kinder to himself, but for now he's going to keep following the sun.
#« if i could i'd change overnight & turn in to something you like. » about.#long post /#this is a huge ramble on my end because i !! love harper so dearly and i put so much love and work into him and i try to be thoughtful#about everything really? and especially in the face of people trying to essentially copy him this is like.#an exercise in reminding himself why i love him and the care i've put into his development and symbolism#idk i just !!! love harper yi !!! more than anything !!!! i have so many feelings about my sunflower boy#and there's probably so much here i didn't get to saying because i didn't want to write a whole essay but. god. i have feelings#feelings about how he perceives himself vs how he ACTUALLY is and how hard he works to feel worthy of love#anyway i'll shut up i'm just emo
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bashir hamed the man that you are
#transplant tv#bashir hamed#sorry i’m rewatching transplant immediately after finishing the latest episode#he’s so silly in the early episodes#he is literally like ‘someone is hurt? time for me to do literally anything possible to help them’#i love him dearly. he is so important to me. he just loves his sister so much#also that time he called theo habibi is so funny to me#just. outta nowhere. obsessed with their friendship#i need to talk about how much i adore jume but i’ll do that in a different post#but her and bash’s friendship???? incredible. she fucking. sent money to his friend because he wasn’t allowed to because she CARES ABOUT HIM#but she would never ever admit it because she is allergic to feelings. and i love her for it.
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I work at an alternative school for teen students who for many various reasons are unable to be functional in a traditional typical classroom setting - disciplinary reasons, anxiety, emotional disorders, trauma, etc. - and I assist with a lot of english classes. It makes me a little sad that the teacher I work the most closely with hates the catcher in the rye so much because I’ve been rereading it and I think my students would relate really closely to Holden Caulfield. Caulfield may be annoying and whiny and privileged and obnoxious but I think the narrative of a teenager who acts out and postures himself to be older than he actually is and is struggling to comprehend and process a lot of trauma in his life so he does things he can’t even explain to himself and acts self destructive and lashes out to other people and has emotional breakdowns for seemingly no reason would be REALLY relatable to a lot of my students and I wish I could teach it to them...
#we read books out loud in class instead of assigning readings too so like#i could stop in real time and ask them to think about WHY they think holden is doing specific things#why holden starts crying when the pimp asks him for money#why holden says he doesnt care much about his siblings but then knows every timestamp on their daily routines#why holden gets so upset over other boys his age sleeping with girls but holden doesnt do it himself#why holden gets himself into fights but doesnt like fighting back#why holden zones out while hes being lectured and thinks about the ducks in the pond and where they go during the winter#he's like a very well illustrated example of a kid who projects all of his own issues onto everyone else because he doesnt know how to#process whats going on in his life#and it makes me sad how much of a bad reputation the book gets#bc reading it reminds me so much of my students who i love very dearly#who are very misunderstood and struggle with so much that isnt their fault#idk i think my students might have a lot of empathy for holden#i wish i could teach it to them but i dont control what we do in class
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Yuuroro has such a silly funny relationship because Yuu really just marches to the beat of his own drum 💀 like he is down horrendous for Rollo, but he would not change any major aspects of himself or bend to Rollo's opinions if he disagreed. Like yeah he would let's say dress up more if Rollo requested that he idk dressed up for formal occasions even though Yuu normally hates dressing up.
But if Rollo starts spouting shit like how mages r bad magic is bad Yuu is being badly influenced blahblahblah Yuu will ABSOLUTELY rip Rollo a new one. He would also as a matter of fact throw hands if Rollo pissed him off enough (which never happens once they start dating bc they r past that by then, BUT during the beginning of their friendship Yuu has 100% started AT LEAST one or two fist fights with Rollo💀💀 like on the ground kicking screaming both of them tugging each other's hair punching throwing profanities at each other fist fighting)
Further into their relationship I would assume that Yuu has helped Rollo move past his ideologies, but Rollo still does not fully regret all his actions from the past and Yuu never fails to give him shit and acts snarky about it 💀 Yuu is down bad but he is not a pushover. He can be very opinionated sometimes too and that's why they clash but also why they work well together
#i think it would take a long time until Rollo truly repents for what he did or for him to completely change his ideologies abt magic#given the fact that he even came up with all of it due to a trauma inducing scenario#yuu is very careful about it can he sees why rollo is the way he is but he cannot and will not excuse the flaws in rollos beliefs#if yuu feels like rollo is about to start up on his bs again he WILL shut him down. or fight him 💀#i just think their dynamic is interesting like that#rollo seems like someone who is very stubborn and very ?? idk whats the word dominant?? like he would take charge in a relationship because#its his way or the high way😔 so unless the person that he's with is just as stubborn or somehow more powerful#he wouldn't yeild to them#BUT THE GOOD PART COMES WHEN HE STARTS YIELDING...#i talked about this before but once yuurollo get past all the stuff Rollo becomes much more vulnerable#and very quick to apologize because now he realizes that yuu is someone he holds dearly and CANNOT afford to lose#its the character development....#sorry for not shutting up i will do it again#yuurollo
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About the shownu bread cheeks. Honestly I’m trying not to comment on people’s especially kpop idols appearance because we never know what people are going through…but seeing your man so chiselled in the face after him looking quite fuller and healthy before and during enlistment I 100% suspected it was for comeback purposes idk also I always think back of the comments about him being “too big” for the all the stage clothing and how some fans didn’t like his bigger frame as though the man isn’t a former an athlete and a dancer but…idk it’s all very sad.
Oh yeah definitely! I'd never bring this stuff up where I'd suspect the idol in question would see them! I remember a few times during vlives and monchannel before his enlistment he mentioned how mbb keep telling/asking him if he lost weight and he was frustrated with it and insisted that he hadn't. Like he clearly doesn't like these types of comments.
Its true that they all usually lose weight during cb/promotion eras but it seems quite drastic this time.... his cheeks are barely there when he smiles...
#its usually kihyun i worry abt when it comes to dieting bc he seems like he has the worst and most unhealthy diet habits#like the 1-meal-a-day diet... it infuriates me every time I think about it#but shownu always seemed to know what he was doing#like that one shownuayo episode where he was quoting the rock (i think)#-in the car while he was driving himself somewhere and he was like 'carbs are friend!' 😭😭😭#it made my heart so happy...#but Kihyun did mention the other day that while him and hyungwon and Changkyun went to eat after the music show recording-#shownu didnt go with them and instead went to gym...#i really. really hope that he's not doing this because of those ppl's comments during his enlistment when a few pics of him came out#i was so happy because he looked so healthy and happy....#but there will always be those people who don't know when to shut up and keep their bullshit opinions to themselves#at the end of the day he's a grown man and i have to trust that he's taking care of himself#its not up to me or anyone else to decide if he's healthy or making healthy decisions for his body#i can just hope that he stays healthy and happy and support him however way i can :'(#but i will miss his bread cheeks dearly 😞💔#ask#anon
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Unfair because it's been 4 years
#finn mertens#adveture time#redraw#my art#Artecornuda#I'll admit I wanted to colour it but truthfully colouring gives me so much stress and takes so much time#And since I don't do it as often anyways it kind of works I care more about my linework anyway even if it's messy#I've been feeling so depressed lately#I used to really care about wich teeth finn was missing their placements and I knew that by heart by the time he lost his arm for#The second time I wasn't so into adventure time and to draw him I needed to look him up each time#Just for the placement#Finn was really my favourite character in anything mostly because I grew up beside him when adventure time ended I was like 15 and#Finn was 17 he was like a brother to me hahah#I used to draw adventure time so much#It runned in my country for so long in English and I at 8 years old couldn't understand anything but I already loved it dearly#Oh well
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