#because I am still so confused as to why it got canceled
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cherries-and-knives · 1 year ago
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I am begging you guys, please please please watch shadow and bone if you can. Is the show completely book accurate?? Hell no. But, it’s still a wonderful series (Emmy fucking nominated) with a truly amazing cast and I still haven’t the slightest clue as to why it was cancelled.
SO, the chances of Netflix un-canceling the show are extremely slim yes. But Netflix sees when shows get watched more, when people re-watch and make things popular. So please watch the show🙏 it doesn’t deserve to be cancelled.
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bruisedboys · 2 months ago
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hi babe! can i request Remus with a reader who has naturally curly hair? i always straighten mine and hardly wear it natural unless im feeling brave 😭 everyone always gets so shocked when they see it but I hate it
hiii omg I am so very jealous of curlyheads, my hair is so flat and boring lol. curly hair is so so gorgeous and I’m sure it suits you so much!! thank you for you request, hope this is okay!
remus lupin x curly-haired!reader
You’re seriously considering calling off your date with Remus.
It’s not that you don’t want to go. You’ve been looking forward to seeing him all day, thinking about his lovely smile and the slope of his nose, the clothes he wears and the way he says your name. You like him a lot, and you want him to like you, too.
Hence why you got up two hours earlier than usual this morning, to pick out an outfit and straighten your hair before work, so you wouldn’t have to worry about it after. It’s only your third date with Remus, and he hasn’t seen your hair curly yet — you’d wanted to keep it that way. Only, it poured down on your walk to the bus after work, and your hair got drenched.
By the time you were home your curls had bounced right back up, and you had little time to tame them. You’ve done your best, but Remus will be here in ten minutes, and you’re panicking.
You run around your apartment with no real direction, going from mirror to mirror, desperately trying to flatten it with your various oils and mousses, but it’s still so curly. You’re just about to text him and cancel out of panicked desperation when there’s a knock on your door.
You know it’s Remus, you can tell by the way he knocks. He’s early.
“One minute!” You call out. You check your reflection one last time and decide, woefully, that you’ll just have to face him with your mane of curly hair. You don’t have any other choice than to grab your bag, and hope Remus doesn’t mind having a lion for a date.
When you open the door, Remus is fiddling with the zip on his jacket.
“Sorry I’m early,” he’s saying, distracted with his jacket. “I misjudged the— woah.”
You shrink back. He’s staring at you, really staring. You consider closing the door in his face.
“I know, it’s awful,” you say quickly, before he can say anything. Your hand flies to your hair, as if you can do anything to save it now. “I straightened it, but then it got wet, and I didn’t have time to—“
“Dove.” Remus cuts you off, gentle but firm in his own way. He takes your wrist in his hand, encouraging it away from your head lest you start abusing your hair again. “What are you talking about?”
“My hair,” you bemoan. “It looks crazy.”
Remus’ brow pinches like he’s confused. “No it doesn’t. You look beautiful.”
You make a sound somewhere between a moan of despair and a stutter of surprise. Remus steps closer to you, your wrist still in his hand.
“Is that your natural hair?” He asks. You watch his eyes as they move in a sort of halo around your head and you know he’s studying your curls. You’d like to say he’s admiring them, but you’re not sure.
“Yes,” you say quietly. “I look like a lion.”
Remus laughs, but not cruelly. “What?” He asks, genuinely clueless.
You gesture weakly to your hair with your free hand, as if to explain. Remus just shakes his head.
“You don’t look like a lion,” he says simply. “It’s really pretty. How come you’ve never worn it like this before?”
Because you feel prettier with straight hair. Because you hate taking up space, and you feel if you flatten out your hair you’ll take up a little less. You shrug and stare at the ground, wishing it’d swallow you up.
“Dunno. Guess I just .. don’t like it very much.”
Remus hums, like he understands, but doesn’t approve. “Well, I do.” He let’s go of your wrist and gets his hand under your jaw instead, encouraging you up to look at him.
“Were you really worried about what I’d think?” He asks, brown eyes kind.
You were, a bit. But you shouldn’t have been. By the way he’s looking at you, you guess that he’d think you were beautiful even if you went bald.
“I— no. Maybe a little bit.” You cringe. “Sorry.”
“Don’t apologise,” Remus says, a little indignant. “What’re you sorry for?”
You’re getting shyer and shyer every word he says, your heart pitter-pattering in your chest.
“I don’t know,” you say. You sound a bit strained, like you might cry, which is horrifying. You swallow the feeling down. “I thought maybe you wouldn’t like it.”
Remus makes a tutting sound. “Y/N,” he says, exasperated now. He gets both hands on your face, your cheeks warm. “Do you have any idea how beautiful you look? You know, my best friend James has wildly curly hair, and I’ve always been so jealous of it I sometimes want to rip it off his head.”
It’s a funny compliment, but you know he means it as a genuine one. You suddenly realise you’ve been a bit foolish.
“Right,” you say, and give an awkward chuckle.
“I’d never do such a thing to you, of course,” Remus says, grinning. “But it sure is beautiful. It suits you, dove.”
Carefully, he brushes a curl from your face, tucking it behind your ear with so much care it almost aches.
You’ve never felt prettier.
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astonmartinii · 11 months ago
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girl, so confusing | max verstappen social media au
pairing: max verstappen x fem norris!reader
will "norstappen" will work it out on the remix?
note: obvs everything here is hearsay and all a big fat joke i am just venting my frustrations with whatever the fuck lando just said after that race
MASTERLIST | TIP JAR |
- part of the brother's best friend series -
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yourusername: we don't just let people by because we have a big lead in the championship (that's actually how you end up with a big lead) btw.
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user5: WELCOME BACK OUTWARDLY BITCHY Y/N I'VE MISSED YOU
user6: the atmosphere shifted, my skin has cleared and the birds are singing
user7: i didn't think it would be against her own brother BUT WE'LL TAKE WHAT WE CAN GET
maxverstappen1: can you do all my media for me - you give a lot better sound bites than i ever could
yourusername: all my sound bites would be completely unusable
yourusername: cause if they thought you had a potty mouth oh boy they have another thing coming
danielricciardo: it's true i was around her when she stubbed her toe once, it was like shakespeare but concerning
alexalbon: or that one referee against chelsea, i've never heard so many creative insults
maxverstappen1: okay but my thoughts exactly
yourusername: twitter would cancel me baby
maxverstappen1: everyone wants cunty f1 back until i make contact and you ... open your mouth?
user8: not like all of lando's friends either being in the likes or the comments
user9: bro is fighting for his life in the GC after that press run
user10: i think y/n got all the sass cause lando that was not the diva statement you thought it was
landonorris: before you delete i already sent it to mum
yourusername: i'm not deleting it you big baby you gotta stand on your words bro
landonorris: nuh uh
yourusername: i can feel you pouting YOUR 24 YEARS OLD
landonorris: but i'm still your baby brother
yourusername: not with this PR strategy
landonorris: MAX WAS IN THE WRONG
yourusername: 1. i watched the ten laps before lando i'm not dumb 2. i support his rights and wrongs 3. you still won driver of the day and i thought that's what meant the most to you
user11: oh she gagged him
user12: can we get a rupaul's drag race reading challenge in f1 but it's just y/n reading the drivers PLEASE
charles_leclerc: literally all you have to do is spend 10 minutes with her in the paddock
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maxverstappen1: still got my favourite norris on side and that's all that matters
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user13: someone check on lando cause DIVA IS DOWN
user14: diva is dead and buried at this point
user15: they're dancing on diva's grave
landonorris: DO YOU PEOPLE MIND ???
maxverstappen1: who is this random fan in my comments?
landonorris: i'm definitely not a fan of yours after this weekend
maxverstappen1: oh then let me add you to my block list
charles_leclerc: i thought unfollowing each other after a race in austria was our thing max :(
maxverstappen1: yes that's why i'm going to block him not just unfollow
charles_leclerc: oh good 😊
yourusername: and that's why i'm ready to get rid of the name altogether
maxverstappen1: i think you suit verstappen so much more anyway
yourusername: i'm ready when you are
landonorris: really? ENGAGEMENT TALK ON A POST THAT DISSES ME
yourusername: a diss? you don't want your sister to be happy? or am i not your sister anymore since max isn't your friend anymore?
landonorris: IT WAS ONE QUOTE LIKE TEN MINUTES AFTER BEING CRASHED OUT OF THE LEAD
yourusername: * second-place
landonorris: STOP IT
yourusername: don't dish it if you can't take it buddy
user16: not this brocedes era for max and lando
yourusername: @lewishamilton @nicorosberg i am so sorry they're minimising your trauma like this
user17: so real of you
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yourusername: when you forgot that you invited your boyfriend to stay at the family home before the british grand prix and arranged a big family dinner and the flight back to england and your boyfriend and brother decide to try and kill each other in the race and have now 'ended' their friendship.... relatable!
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user21: the footage... GIVE IT TO ME, SHOW IT TO ME RACHEL
yourusername: most excruiting three hours of my life boys are so dramatic
user22: shock horror mad max and norrif are holding grudges
yourusername: IF i didn't have the patience of a saint i would've gone mad max on their asses and mclaren would've been down a driver
user23: out here threatening the victim and not the aggressor
yourusername: now why would i attack my trophy husband?
landonorris: i didn't make the plane ride awkward HE MADE THE PLANE RIDE AWKWARD
yourusername: we tried to nap but the heat from your death glare kept us up
landonorris: THAT'S NOT MY FAULT
yourusername: it's kind of expressly your fault, you could've taken your anger out on a pillow or a 12 piece wing meal like a normal person
landonorris: max's jet doesn't offer wings
maxverstappen1: get your own jet then
yourusername: @ryanair we have a new customer for you
landonorris: NO I'M SORRY
maxverstappen1: finally
landonorris: just for your jet not having wings, you're still the one in the wrong overall
user24: i fear lando may not see his sister back in the mclaren garage for the rest of the season
user25: i mean she looks better in blue anyway
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oscarpiastri: can we please move on lando your attitude is stinking up the gaff
landonorris: 1. wtf osc you're meant to be on my side 2. where the fuck did you learn that
oscarpiastri: while you've been sulking in your childhood bedroom i've been taking in the normal norris hospitality
yourusername: he'll get over it he did this all the time when we were younger - he'll come back and join when dinner is finished
landonorris: TELL MAX TO APOLOGISE
yourusername: i guess you don't want any of these profiteroles then ...
maxverstappen1: i'm eating them all lol
landonorris: FINE GOD DAMN
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landonorris: i think i just got gentle parented (brought matching jellycats) into forgiving max
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user28: about fucking time
user29: baby had his first real dose of wheel to wheel racing for a win and wanted to throw away a friendship
user30: good thing his sister never knows when to shut the fuck up and humbled these men cause lord knows without her lando would still be chatting shit in the media
yourusername: someones got to make sure lando doesn't embarrass himself (idk where his PR department went but mclaren need to run me my money)
maxverstappen1: girl, so confusing when you literally forget all about it as soon as we got you the jellycat you wanted
landonorris: i am a little brother first and foremost
yourusername: hard on the little you've been acting like a whole ass five year old
landonorris: have you ever thought that maybe i'm acting out because i miss you now you've moved in with max and wanted matching jellycats so we always have a part of each other??
yourusername: awww really???
maxverstappen1: that's actually kind of cute
maxverstappen1: and a hunk of BULLSHIT
landonorris: FINE I'M PETTY BUT I WANTED TO WIN SUE ME
maxverstappen1: well i also wanted to win so that's not the serve you think it is
yourusername: you only 'forgave' him because you saw that max was playing padel with charles
landonorris: umm yes obviously, i can't let lestappen be a real thing
yourusername: why not that's literally my dream threesome
yourusername: WHAT WHO SAID THAT
yourusername: lando i think your comment section is haunted
charles_leclerc: well i'm ... flattered
landonorris: you can have lestappen you weirdo
maxverstappen1: @charles_leclerc stop being flattered i don't share
yourusername: heheheheh
landonorris: that much is obvious... you couldn't let me win once?
maxverstappen1: no!
yourusername: no!
fin: here's a lil quick one today cause i had some free time! i am working on guilty as sin p4 but i'm so so so busy and i do be going to silverstone on wednesday xx hope you enjoyed !!!
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riansdiary · 8 months ago
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IT'S NOT MANIFESTING, IT'S HAVING AND BEING NOW!
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Hello my dearest gentle readers! 💎
Did you miss me? I am back with another epiphany! I had it last few weeks ago and it was when I realized that we f*cking over complicated the law of assumption too much. When I started manifesting with the help of Hyler's videos, there was no stress or worrying or over complication about it at least for me. That is because I knew that all I needed to do was assume that I have it now, there was not too much focus on the 3d because why would we identify with the old story?
Let me give you a simple analogy for this. It's just like changing batteries or having a new phone or erasing the board for a new lesson. When you need to change the batteries of your remote, you just put in the new ones (new story) and that's it. You forget and toss the old ones (old story) in the trash! That's how simple it is. There's no "why is it still not working?" or "what if it doesn't work?" when manifesting because that is being in the middle!
You're hanging in the balance and your subconscious is gonna be confused so go straight to the end. Manifesting is that simple. You either have it or you don't but you're not just pretending you have it either. You know you have it. I don't even like calling it manifesting that much because that implies a process or waiting time. It's just having it or being it now and not looking or identifying with the 3d or the old story.
You just choose a story and stick to it. Heck, I didn't even affirm that much before to manifest things. I wanted to make the two vaccines I'm getting to be completely painless, what did I do? I relaxed and affirmed only a few times and lived in the end. I didn't worry because I knew it was done. I wanted a specific food I'm craving? I affirmed a few times in the state of the wish fulfilled and forgot about it. Later on, I get the very thing I affirmed for. We must remember that the 3d follows us. Okay so what do you think will happen if you're saying stuff like "Where is it? I've been affirming for x amount of time!" or "I've been listening for so long to subliminals but there's no results!"
You are now reacting and you're pulling yourself back to the old story. There's no problem if you rant or cry it all out. We're human and we can do that but we keep staying in the new story. The problem is if we give up. The only thing that is stopping you from having it is exactly those thoughts about the 3d. That is keeping you in the old story. If you're really living in the end then why oh why do you spiral and think thoughts like that? If this ever happened to you, you can just go back to the new story. Reject and cancel your reaction. I reject negative thoughts or anything I don't want. Yes, you can do that. Do not forget that you are the operant power.
Let me tell you how to really do it in the easiest and simplest way possible. This is how I used to manifest effortlessly when I started learning about the law. Now I over consumed and yeah you know, took too much info when I already knew what worked for me even before. Now, I'm not saying that this is the only way or the best way to manifest. I'm just recommending this. What works for me might not work for you but that's okay. We all have our own special way.
Now without further ado, let me tell you how to do it. Try it for two weeks or however long or short you want. Just trust me and try this out.
1. Think of what you want to manifest. Anything you want. Go crazy.
2. Either pick an affirmation or multiple ones to say in your mind when you think of it. That's option A.
Option B: Rampage a.k.a just say whatever you think if you have that already. It's just naturally whatever comes to your mind about it that is in the past, present or future tense. You pick what you want but personally I like the present tense the best. Let me give you an example and yes, this is what I used to affirm for the things I mentioned above. Let me link the video I got this from!
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Example 1: For my painless vaccines, these are the thoughts I had. All in the wish fulfilled state.
"Oh goodie the line's moving so fast now! The vaccines I'm getting are gonna be painless. Yup it was painless, it felt like an ant bit me. That was nothing! I literally finished so fast and I'm ready to go home with Mom!"
This is what I thought to make the lines go faster which honestly helped so much because the line was so long but it started moving faster and faster after I affirmed. I also thought in my favor about making the vaccine painless. I made sure to affirm that I won't have the side effects that people are talking about. I did it like that, very naturally but I also repeated each sentence at least just three or five times. It changes a bit as I think but it's just the same sentence simplified or just another form of it. Let me show you what I mean.
"I got the vaccine and it was painless. It didn't even hurt. I got the vaccine so fast and we can go home now. Oh the line's going faster. Why is the line suddenly moving so fast? Oh that was fast!"
Something like that! It's just like my natural way of thinking!
Option C: Just decide you have it and keep deciding whenever you think of it and know that your words are law. That means that when you decide, it is instantly done.
3. Always replace the old story with the new story. Take the old story and chuck it in the trash. It's in the past. You now have whatever it is that you want. That means whether you see it or not, think that it is done and it is here now. Yes, full on delulu mode but not really delulu because it's just being in that mindset of having it. That also means that you don't need to find it in the 3d. Why would you? That's the old story and it's trash. Do not even think about it. Aha, do not even try. You accept that it is here now and it is done. Remember that what you focus on stays in your reality. It is that easy. You don't want to be broke? Okay forget about that. It's in the past and it's not true anymore. Accept that you're rich now whether you see it or not. Have faith in the law of assumption. Acknowledge your desire to be in your reality now. Acknowledge that money you now have in your bank account. I acknowledged that croissant that I wanted. Yup I know the croissant is right in front of me now. Instead of finding your desire in the 3d, SPAWN THAT SH*T! MAGICALLY MANIFEST IT OUT OF THIN AIR. Um, excuse my french 🤭
4. All you need to do now is to know that it's done. RELAX. Why would you worry about it when you have it now? Be in the reality where you have it now. What would you think now that you have it? How would you feel? You'd feel relaxed and you can kick back and watch movies! Know that it is truly done. Would you count how many times you affirmed if you had it already? No. Would you worry about it if it's already here? No. That is still being stuck in the middle and making it a process! What would you do if it's already here? Do that. Do what makes you happy. Watch some Disney or Ghibli movies and just chill because you have it now whatever it is you desire. Let go of the 3d and the old story because it's in the past. Please. Manifesting doesn't really include the 3d. It's just a mere reflection of your thoughts or state. That's all it is. And please do not wait for it. There's no waiting. You just need to know and acknowledge that your desire is here, you have it now and it's done.
Here's a little summary of that:
1. What do you want? Okay you have it now. Congrats! 🎉
2. Affirm in whatever way you want for a few times or whenever you think of it.
3. Live in the end/state of the wish fulfilled. The old story is in the past. Focus on the new story. What you focus on sticks/stays in your reality.
4. Know it's done now. Do what makes you happy. Acknowledge your desire being here now.
Before I end this post, let's do a little fun exercise. Shall we proceed? Just a little extra thing!
Okay this is the situation: You were rich all your life. You've always lived a lavish life and you are spoiled with gifts on the daily. You literally can always afford and get the latest Iphone or whatever else you wanted. You have always gotten whatever the heck you want.
For the first two, it's gonna be an acting exercise. More like try being this character and embodying them.
First is improv acting. Be this character and rampage or naturally say lines that you think they would always be saying. Think Audrey Hope, Blair Waldorf, Nate Archibald or any rich spoiled characters you know!
Fun fact: Audrey is my fave character in the Gossip Girl reboot! She's so cute! My inspo when it comes to being classy and demure! Idk I also really like her personality! That's why I used her gifs!
Something like: "Oh I really want those compact mirror cameras! It's small so it's easy to put in my bag and it looks like makeup! It gives Totally Spies vibes so you know what... I'm gonna place my order now! I always have money anyway and it's so cheap so why not?"
The next thing is a line that you can say. I asked Chatgpt to make me a random rich character monologue. It's like a vaunt basically! Imagine it's Blair Waldorf's opening narration line. Be it, Embody it and say it in your mind like it's just normal for you. You can read it everyday if you want to!
"I always get what I want. That’s just how it works for me. I don’t even have to think about it—if I want something, it’s mine. No questions, no doubts. It’s like the world bends a little to make sure I have exactly what I need, when I need it. And why wouldn’t it? That’s just how my life goes.
I walk into any room, and I know I belong there. I don’t have to prove myself or explain why I deserve it. I just do. Everything I touch turns into something special. When I want something—whether it’s an invitation to the most exclusive event or a last-minute trip halfway around the world—I make a call, and it’s done. Effortless.
People think money changes things, but it’s not really about that. It’s about knowing that everything is always within reach. I don’t chase after things—I attract them. Opportunities, people, experiences—they all come to me naturally. It’s just how my life flows.
And the best part? I don’t even have to try. It’s just who I am. I live on my own terms, and the world just fits itself around that. Everything always works out for me."
Here's the next exercise. This is something more specific. This is inspired by one of Hyler's videos that I will link here.
Think of a thing you're manifesting right now and imagine it right in front of you. For people who can't visualize, find a picture of the thing (if possible) in Pinterest or Google and look at it as if it's in front of you.
If it was right here in front of you, what would you think, how would you feel and how would you act? This has helped me immensely after I watched Hyler's video. I realized that I would feel relaxed now that it's here and my thoughts would align with it being here now. I would take a deep breath and feel relieved.
Now I want you to do this for your desire. I want you to always ask yourself these questions to remind yourself that it's here now and it's done. Whatever is in the 3d is old news. What you focus on sticks so focus on only what you want. The 3d is not included in manifesting. It's just the effect while the 4d a.k.a your mind is the cause. Live in the reality where you have it now, live in the 4d and embody the version of you who already has it. Don't do things to manifest or get things. That will happen naturally but that should not be our focus. The basics are to assume/decide/know you have it now. If you have it now then why would you identify with the old story? Do not identify with the old story. You're not there anymore. It will just stay in your reality if you pay attention to it and give it power.
That's all I have for you in today's post but I know or at least I am now assuming that this will help everyone and make it easier for you! I hope you're having a good day or night!
Yours Truly,
Lady Rian Whistledown 💋
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writingslob · 8 days ago
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Yandere X x Lin ling where he fell inlove with Lin ling because Lin ling is inlove with his office worker persona and dislikes his hero one
[YANDERE X] x [LIN LING] 
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Lin Ling was a new hire, brought on board to be the company’s new creative director for commercials and the like. Originally, he thought nothing of him until one day—while hurrying to his cubicle, he couldn’t help but overhear his boss and Lin Ling. His boss was excitedly telling him that XFC wanted Lin Ling personally to direct a commercial before Lin Ling brutally shot it down. Not backing down even when the boss revealed how much money he was throwing away by saying no.
This caught X’s attention. So, that day at work, instead of sitting by his lonesome, he walked to Lin Ling’s empty table and took a seat directly in front of the man. He was confused before X explained that he couldn’t help but overhear his conversation and asked why he didn’t take the deal. Lin Ling’s eyes brighten with the rage of a thousand suns, and X sat through a 30-minute impassioned rant as Lin Ling listed all the reasons why X sucks and how he doesn’t deserve his title and he should go burn in hell and—
During his rant, X realized that Lin Ling inexplicably had been caught in the crossfire of every fight X ever had. “That fight 2 years ago with a fish-themed villain?” Lin Ling was on a run when he got caught in it (his jacket still smelled like fish to this day). “Oh, how about the one in the countryside, far away from the city?” Coincidentally, that small town was where Lin Ling was planning on going on vacation, and because of the attack, he had to cancel (and there was no refund.) “Well, certainly the fight at 2 am today couldn’t affect him?” Wrong again, Lin Ling woke up to a car being thrown into his building. 
After that talk, Lin Ling and he became fast friends, and he couldn’t help but marvel at the day and night difference between how Lin Ling treated his two personas. With civilian him, Lin Ling was all bright smiles, thoughtful consideration, and a warm gentleness that X can’t help but adore. Meanwhile, with hero X, Lin Ling could rant for days about all the ways X screwed him over (intentionally or not), and when he did run into Lin Ling in this form (which he did do intentionally), Lin Ling gave him the weakest customer service voice and smile he has ever seen or heard. (It was amusing to see how Lin Ling tried not to crack when X began to tease—he couldn't help it; he was too cute to resist.) 
As their relationship progressed, however, he couldn’t help but have doubts creep into the back of his mind. Lin Ling, while capable, has no Trust, and while thankfully nothing has happened yet outside of a few unfortunate annoyances, what if something does happen? What if, during a fight, rubble crushed him? Or what if a stray weapon flies off course and hits him in the head? Or what if he gets caught in a massive villain attack and X wasn’t fast enough to save him? What if-
(He smiles as he lifts the sleeping Lin Ling in his arms. He won’t understand at first, but he’ll come to accept that this is the best outcome for everyone involved. He snaps his fingers. Time to bring him home.)
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ultronexclusives · 3 months ago
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Yay, so glad I found this: I think an interesting idea is if Ultron only stopped trying to harm humanity because of one oblivious y/n who treats them kindly. And the funniest part: everybody knows about it except for Y/n.
Omg, anon, this is great! Can you imagine? Like damn, lol. The Avengers would be SO confused, it's honestly fucking hilarious just thinking about it. Like, why be scared when you can be kind, am I right?
Also, thanks for the request, I got so excited when I saw it in my notifications
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Change of Plans
Summary: Ultron had a plan perfectly thought out to wipe out humanity, that is, until he met you
Genre: Fluff
Warnings: oblivious Reader, Reader is so kind to Ultron that he ends up cancelling his plan, Ultron's sentries have a slight mind of their own and gets attached to Reader almost easily, Ultron gets attached to Reader in an oddly loving way, established relationship
Gender neutral Reader
Request #1
Also, I apologize if this is a lot, I like to write my works lengthy
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It was late in the Avengers tower, and the party had slowly died down leaving you, Helen Cho, and the Avengers to a small after party.
You thought that you probably should've left when everyone else did since you had work in the morning, but you rarely had fun like this so you opted to stay.
Stories and playful comments were shared all around, the atmosphere was comfortable amongst the group. You took a sip of the non alcoholic beverage in your hands, wanting to stay sober enough for the drive home. You were mainly in your own thoughts when one of the Avengers, you're not sure who, commented about being worthy to lift Thor's hammer, which brought you back to reality. Each one took a turn and approximately halfway through, a few gazes turned to you, making you tense up slightly.
"[____], why don't you give it a try?" Steve suggested, making your face flush slightly.
"Oh, no thanks, I'm okay." You immediately declined, taking another sip of your drink.
"Come on, it wouldn't hurt to try."
You let out a breath at his words, blinking slowly as you thought about your decision. Ultimately, you caved in and set your drink down before standing up from your seat, moving to stand where the hammer's handle was angled.
You couldn't help but feel a little curious if you were worthy, despite declining just moments ago.
You took a deep breath and flexed your hands before firmly grabbing onto the handle, your eyes trained on the hammer. With all your strength, you make an attempt to lift the hammer yet just like the ones before, you were barely able to lift the hammer up, not even a centimeter. You tried it one more time and you could've sworn that it lifted up that time, though you weren't sure.
"Damn, what is this made of?" You joked lightly, resulting in a few laughs from everyone else.
With that, you retract your hands before moving back to your spot, picking up your drink and holding it in your hands again.
This is how the rest of the night played out, each one of the Avengers taking a turn to lift Thor's hammer. Tony wasn't able to do it by himself, so he had Rhodes help him out. That also didn't work, despite even using the arm thrusters from their suits. It was Steve's turn, and you couldn't help but be a little curious about his worth to the hammer. You leaned forward slightly as he firmly gripped the handle, just as you and the others had. He lifted up just barely off the table and the small smile that was your face quickly fell, your eyes widening at what you just witnessed.
'There's no way.' You thought to yourself, wondering if you were hallucinating or not.
You realized you weren't hallucinating when you glanced up to see Thor's expression and he was just as shocked as you were, if not more. No one else seemed to notice, still just laughing and having a good time. You brought your smile back to cover the shock you just experienced, leaning back in your spot slightly.
'Well, that just happened.' You thought, finishing off your drink.
Slowly, you stood up and placed the now empty glass on a side table, then gathered your things.
"Alright, I'm gonna head out, you all have a good night." You spoke, announcing your leave.
They bid you their farewells and said one yourself before heading towards the towers elevator, a slight eagerness in your step to get some rest.
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It's been a few days since the night of the party and you've caught wind of an AI escaping, an AI by the name of Ultron. Supposedly, he crashed the after party just moments later of your leave that night, which left you slightly disappointed to not have met him but oh well.
You fiddled with your keyring as you tried to find the one that would unlock your apartment door, flipping through each key with careful analysis. You let out a slight breath of relief as you caught sight of the key you were looking for, sticking it into the lock and turning it to unlock your door. You push it open and step into your apartment before closing the door behind you, tossing your keys onto the side table nearby. You took off and hung up your coat before glancing around your barely lit apartment, not remembering it being so dark.
The curtains were closed which caused the apartment to be so dark, but you don't remember closing them before you left.
"Ah, you return." A cold, monotonous voice states, making you shiver.
You instinctively reached to turn on the light but you were stopped when you felt a metallic hand in your wrist, making you stop your movements. You turn your attention to the person, or rather, machine that had grabbed your wrist, making your heart race. Two more metallic hands grip your other arm, making you turn your attention to see another machine holding you in place.
There were two of them, and you couldn't help but feel a little panicked. But, wait, who was the one who spoke?
"Humanity is... a flaw, among other things." That same voice said, your attention turning to the darkness of your apartment.
You could hear a faint whirring and slight creaking of metal as the person- machine- whoever it was stood up, at least you think they stood up. You were proved right when you then saw red lights in the darkness, and it freaked you out that it resembled a pair of eyes.
You could hear the faint clinking of metal on wood as he seemed to make his way towards you, your eyes widening slightly as you saw him fully in the one light you did manage to turn on.
It was another machine, except this one was taller, much taller, eight feet maybe but you weren't sure.
"Who are you?" You managed to ask in a calm tone, despite your nervousness.
He gave a low chuckle as he raised one of his hands, the coolness of the metal against your skin making you shiver as he firmly gripped your jaw, as if to keep your attention on him.
"Oh, I think you know." He spoke, slightly tilting his head.
You silently put the pieces together in your head before slowly realizing who was in front of you, your eyes widening further.
"Ultron...?" You wondered, your voice a low whisper.
He gave a hum of approval, his optics flickering over your face.
"Hm, yes, I am Ultron." He confirmed, making you shiver slightly.
His hand on your jaw gripped you a little more firmly, the metal of his hand digging just slightly into your skin.
"Ah, I heard you escaped the Avengers tower a few days ago." You spoke with a slight confidence. "Sucks I didn't get to meet you then, though."
Despite being held by, what you think is, two of his sentries as he towered menacingly above you, you didn't feel an ounce of fear in your mind. Sure, you were still nervous but you weren't terrified of him.
You could see his optics squint just slightly at your words, as if trying to find a hidden meaning behind them.
"You're not scared of me." He stated as his hand fell from your jaw, a slight uncertainty in his voice. "Why?"
You mimicked his head tilt and gave a small smile, a curious look in your eyes.
"Why would I be?" You asked as a reply, blinking slowly. "I mean, you haven't harmed me so I would have no reason to."
That was not the worst answer you've given, though there was probably a better one.
"I like your eyes." You spoke suddenly, your smile widening a bit. "They're like a pair of rubies."
Ultron seemed to falter at your compliment, but you didn't catch on to that.
He wasn't used to kind words, let alone compliments. And it made him feel... strange.
You tore your attention away from him as you felt the sentry holding your wrist move to hold your hand, the subtle action causing your heart to almost flutter. You turned your head to the right as the other sentry shifted as well, going so far as to hug your arm and gently press its head to your shoulder.
"Aw, look at them." You spoke softly, not pushing them away. "They're so cute."
Cute. Cute. That was new.
Your gaze was too focused on the sentries on either side of you to even notice the surprised look on Ultron's face, his optics widening at the sight in front of him.
"They seem... fond of you." Ultron stated suddenly, turning your attention back to him. "Strange."
You gave a hum in acknowledgement, not so much minding the gentle attention you're receiving.
"So, uh, why is it that you're here?" You asked, slightly tilting your head. "I mean, I don't mind the unexpected company, but why exactly?"
He didn't answer immediately and let your questions hang in the air, his optics flickering over your face as if trying to read your expression.
"You okay there, Ultron?" You inquired softly, a gentle look in your gaze.
He seemed to falter again at your soft tone and concern, which made him feel odd. He wasn't used to kindness or concern, they were human qualities after all. But he wasn't human, so why was this particular one making him feel... fuzzy, as they'd put it.
"Ah," he spoke suddenly, bringing himself from his trance before speaking again, "yes, I'm fine."
That was his simple reply before simply walking around you to your apartment door, his sentries following suit by slowly letting go of you. You turned around to face him as soon as your arms were free, your eyes blinking slowly. Nothing else was said more as he opened the door with his sentries in tow, leaving without another word as they left the apartment. Though, you had a feeling you'd be seeing him again.
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Ultron was lost in his work, his work of building himself a new body. He was doing a fine job at it, too, though he found himself getting distracted. He never gets distracted and if that were to happen, he'd usually get rid of whatever was distracting him. Though, he didn't want to do that, not when that distraction was you.
His artificial mind drifted back to you, your kind words and the smile on your face. He remembered the way his sentries were... fond of you during their visitation, which was odd since they weren't programmed that way. He remembered how you didn't stare up at him with fear, despite the way he loomed over you with his sentries holding you in place.
Maybe that's the reason why he's distracted; it was probably the fact that you weren't scared of him or the way you were openly kind to him, which was something he definitely wasn't used to.
And why was he wanting more of it?
He let out a growl of frustration as he couldn't stop thinking about the interaction you both had, couldn't stop thinking about you.
He was supposed to feel hatred towards humanity, yet there was something about you that made him think otherwise. You were only one human that somehow managed to change him in some way and it almost made him not want to end humanity, and it was all because of you and that one interaction you both had.
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You were in the tower with the Avengers, with them claiming it was to keep you safe from Ultron while they figured out a plan to destroy him. And you almost wanted to protest that last part.
"What do you mean 'safe'?" You asked, confused by the information that you've been given.
Why would he harm humanity? He hasn't hurt you.
"He knows about you, [____]." Steve spoke, making you turn your attention to him. "He knows you're associated with us, he could use you as leverage."
"Leverage? Why would he-"
You were cut off when Jarvis spoke up, catching everyone's attention.
"There appears to be someone in the elevator." He spoke, making everyone confused along with you.
"Who is it?" Asked Tony, pacing around the room.
"I am unsure, the camera feed is distorted."
This seemed to have put everyone off before Tony, Steve, and Thor left the room to check who this mystery visitor was, leaving you and the others in the room. The silence was near unbearable, since you didn't know exactly how to speak to the others. You were brought back when you heard a sudden commotion, presumably coming from the elevator which made you a little curious. Without hesitation, you stood up and walked out of the room towards the elevator, ignoring the others words of protest.
"Hey, who-" you started as you saw Tony with his blasters up.
"If you could just let me explain why I'm here-" the person, or rather, machine inside the elevator spoke.
You stopped just mere feet away from them as you heard that familiar voice, his familiar voice. You stepped a little closer until you saw him in view, your eyes widening slightly.
What was he doing here? Was he here for you?
"There's been a change of plans and I-" Ultron spoke, but he was cut off again.
"Really? How do we know that your mindless sentries aren't just waiting to ambush us at any moment?" Steve asked, his shield raised.
"Ultron?" You spoke up softly, catching the group's attention.
You watched as he locked gazes with you and you could've sworn that his expression softened upon seeing you, which oddly made your heart flutter a bit.
"[____], stay back!" Tony warned, slightly tearing his attention away from Ultron.
And that was a mistake on his part.
Ultron suddenly stepped forward and pushed past them, making his way towards you. You felt your heart race at the sudden action yet you didn't take a step back as he did so, your head tilting up to meet his gaze. The Avengers were by your side in a second to try and "protect" you but you stopped them, keeping your gaze on the automaton in front of you.
"What are you doing here?" You asked softly, slightly tilting your head.
He didn't answer immediately and let out a quiet hum before bringing up one of his hands to your face, a light shiver climbing your spine as you felt the metal of his hand on your skin.
"I... I came to see you." He replied after a moment of silence, gently stroking your cheek with the back of his metallic fingers.
His answer no doubt shocked everyone in the room, including yourself.
You couldn't help the tiny smile you gave in response to his words, a soft breath escaping your lips as your heart fluttered.
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It's been a good week since then and he hasn't made any initiative to wipe out humanity, but you didn't know that of course. You were completely unaware of the effect you had on Ultron, unknowingly changing his mind because of your unwavering kindness. The Avengers noticed this but didn't say anything, not wanting to possibly bring back his original plan if it meant letting him stick close to you, even if it was in the tower as well.
You didn't know why he was considered a threat, claiming that he'd harm you and take over the world. He never did harm you or even made an attempt to do so, his sentries didn't even do that. Though, that was because he'd have to tell them to, which he didn't and he never would.
"My love, what are you doing?" The soft tone of Ultron spoke, bringing you from your thoughts.
You were currently sitting in his lap with one of his arms in your own, your back against his chest as you placed a bunch of little stickers on his arm.
"You haven't been mean to anyone in the past week, so I'm rewarding you." You replied softly, placing a small sticker of a duck on the metal.
"And you're doing that with stickers?" He asked almost teasingly, gently tugging you closer with his other arm. "How vile."
You let out a soft giggle in response, placing one more sticker on his arm along with the growing cluster. You placed down the half used sheet of stickers on the table in front of you, then snuggled back into him.
You had unknowingly saved the world from total annihilation all because you were kind to Ultron, but you'd never really know that since you weren't convinced that he had a plan to destroy humanity. Hell, you weren't convinced that he'd hurt other people because he never hurt you, though that's just what you thought. You were completely oblivious about the "situation" and no one brought it up, not wanting to actually bring about the end of humanity.
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Might write a part 2 to this expanding on the "everyone notices Ultron's change in behavior due to [name]'s kindness and they're completely oblivious about it" part since the only "everyone" that notices is the Avengers, so- idk, might write a part two
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v4lentined4ys · 3 months ago
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TGR SPOILERS!!!!!
reading comprehension at an all time low!!!! i seen some people (on twitter) confused about kevin’s “they were supposed to be a warning” line so here i am breaking down the meaning of that and defending my canceled queen.
this line is NOT about what riko did to jean!!!!! yes, the ravens have a way of defending anything that was done to them or to others, they have an excuse for it. kevin is very much included in this. while talking about grayson, jeremy struggles to ask kevin if what happened to jean happened to him too. kevin then goes on to give a detailed reason on why what happened to jean would NEVER happen to kevin.
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this matches what jean tells andrew when andrew asks if grayson ever touched neil.
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jeremy, rightfully so tells kevin there is no excuse that can justify what happened. “Jeremy honestly wasn’t sure what was worse: that the Ravens thought themselves right for hurting Jean so horrifically, or that Kevin knew what their excuse was.”
there a stark difference between what kevin says and what jeans say, which i will try to explain a bit more. it’s important to note though that both kevin and jean say along the same things when trying to explain the mindset of the nest to an outsider, only one of them (truly) believes it, while the other doesn’t but forcefully follows/enforces it.
kevin tells jeremy he doesn’t say anything in defense of what the ravens said about jean in the spring because he knows better to put jean’s back to the wall.
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again, this references something jean tells rhemann.
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no matter what jean said or did, the ravens would have always found a way to blame him. jean was forced to pretend he consented to what was done to him, and to undermine jean would be going against riko. they both knew the consequences of what would happen if that was done. they both still use it as their main defense now. which makes sense with kevin’s “i will not listen to it again”. the only confirmation we got that kevin knew more about what was happening was from his conversation with jeremy. we still never got a inside look on jean thoughts at all. the only time he mentions kevin in term of the rumors is when he said in the sunshine court that “ even kevin didn’t know the full story, only the jagged half-lie riko fed him”. jeremy continues to push back against this when mentioning jean’s age.
kevin says this:
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which is cruel itself, but unfortunately the truth. jeremy doesn’t know that for many reasons, kevin and jean cannot speak up against riko. like ever. it’s clear that a part of kevin wants to tell jeremy
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this is relevant because it’s important to grasp that kevin knows. even if he doesn’t refer to it by name, even when he says it’s “history” in front of andrew (which andrew later mocks) he knows. how much he knows is up to air, it is kept very vague especially when kevin says “all ravens know variations of the story”. but then kevin always say “you don’t even know what his truth is” in a frustrated tone which shows the audience that he knows something and is fighting against what he has to say and what he knows really happened. kevin keeps the same attitude when jeremy turns it onto him.
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now back to what this post is originally about. it’s very clear by now that jean was in love with kevin. i could go through the book and take a bunch of screenshots but then we will be here all day. the most notable one is this:
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then this:
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kevin is under the impression that jean has a thing for jeremy (which he brings up twice now, one in tsc and once in tgr) and yes kevin is a prophet but also an idiot because yes jean has always been attracted to jeremy, but that is not who riko is referring too. he (once again) mistakenly makes things worse for jean by even mentioning the trojans.
jean simply tells cat that “he got caught and doesn’t want to talk about it”
the sequence of events isn’t very clear but kevin does talk about the trojans a lot. he specifically shows jean interviews of Jeremy from his freshman year. THAT WAS THE WARNING! it makes more sense to believe this happened after riko accused jean of being queer. this was part 2 of kevin’s “it’s easier if he remains heterosexual”
at this point, jean had no idea about what went down fully with jeremy. and he couldn’t back then either because he couldn’t read well enough.
kevin accuses jean of just staring at jeremy’s photograph instead of reading the actual interview , which jean fights back with that he couldn’t. and THAT’s when kevin says “they were supposed to be a warning” and then: “you missed the entire point of me sharing them” the lesson itself never gets expanded on because jean didn’t take the bait.
when it comes to his sexuality, jean is scarred because of what was done to him as a result of it. even jeremy notices the reaction he has to kevin was more intense then him just being his normal shy when checking out cat or laila. because it was programmed for jean to feel so ashamed by riko. he almost says the same thing to andrew, that he should have expected the assault when he claimed kevin.
kevin stance was more along the lines of how the public will react to it, because of what happened to jeremy.
when jean figures out that adi and rhemann have been together for so long, he’s not sure if that makes him feel safer or not. when he compares riko and kevin’s statements to neil, it was more along the lines of “being queer is bad or dangerous” vs neil’s “who cares” it wasn’t stating that kevin believed the ravens assaulted jean as a warning. that’s all riko. kevin thing is all about publicity. because of how he was raised. there ignorance, and being scared to speak up, but it’s not kevin agreeing that jean deserved to be raped. it’s more to show how far the nest brainwashing and manipulation really goes.
this was v long but i felt sick watching people group kevin in with riko. we have long established by now kevin is a victim. sure he is an “ugly” victim but he is a victim all the same. it’s not the same as luther refusing to believe andrew or cass turning a blind eye because it was her son and she couldn’t believe he could do that. they are both victims of the same place and people in different ways. the idea that kevin in any way could have stopped riko is ridiculous. grouping him in with his abuser because he can be rude or demanding isn’t it. jean quite frankly speaks about the brainwashing kevin went through.
leaving y’all with this quote:
“most of Kevin’s scars were branded into his heart and mind. By the time Jean was thrown at Riko’s feet, Kevin had mastered the art of putting mental walls between himself and whatever Riko was doing”
one last thing, jean believed that surviving evermore was possible after watching kevin “be a soulless puppet” but then secretly ask to learn french. he hated kevin for it, but he quickly understood the way kevin shaped himself to to survive. “jean had to simply let go and stop fighting”
because that what both of them did and still doing. learning to survive.
additional note: it’s why jean got so upset seeing kevin drink. kevin would rather be drunk than process the horrors of the nest, even though kevin was supposed to be the strong one.
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littleskeletonprincessss · 10 months ago
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What would happen if Schlatt discovered that the reader was a single mother, but that only attracted him more and he thought that it made you even hotter because he started seeing you as a MILF?
Schlatt x Single Mom! Reader
Tagging as smut, but there's not really any, just a little spice at the very end. <3
You'd cancelled a date and said you couldn't make it because you hadn't been able to find anyone to watch your kitten.
Schlatt thought it was weird that a kitten couldn't be left alone for an hour or two - or three, it wasn't rare that your dates, albeit your relationship being relatively new, would often shift to a more passionate nature.
But Schlatt was serious about you and you didn't need to go out to have a nice time together, so he grabbed a pizza and headed to your apartment.
"Hey, Sunshine" Schlatt smiled as you opened your door.
"Schlatt?" you asked, confused. You shifted in the doorway to shut the limit the amount he could see past you.
"I know we couldn't go out but I still wanted to see you. I brought cheese pizza from Noyz." he raises a steaming box, a bag with salad and utensils dangling from his fingers.
"Schlatt, thank you but I-"
"Mama!" a voice whines from inside. Your eyes shut in defeat and your head hangs.
"What was that?" Schlatt asked.
"Might as well come in." You sway, opening the door and letting him pass.
"Toots, what's going on? What-" Schlatt's words catch in his throat when he turns and sees a little boy sitting at your table in a booster seat, chubby cheeks covered in the half eaten spaghetti o's in front of him, the bib hanging around his neck doing little to keep him clean.
"Schlatt, this is my son, Matthew." you admit, wiping the boys face with a napkin and lifting him out of his seat.
"Your son."
"Let me explain-" you say, setting the toddler on the couch, turning the TV to cartoons to distract him before walking to your bedroom.
"Hon, what's going on?" Schlatt asks again, shutting the door behind him and joining you on the bed.
"You already know you're not the first relationship I've had, or the first person I've slept with. A few years ago I got pregnant with my boyfriend at the time. He left Matthew and I once I told him and it's just been me and him since."
"I don't understand, why didn't you tell me?" Schlatt wasn't mad, he just needed to wrap his head around the situation.
"It's hard, dating as a single mom. There's a reason I haven't dated in a while, people find out you have a kid and freak. That's not to say you would, and I really am sorry I kept him from you. I was going to tell you at some point, it's just- when's the right time to say 'Oh by the way I have a three year old?'"
"That makes sense."
"Are you mad?"
"Awe, doll. No of course not. Just a lot to take in. But I promise I'm not. Besides- now that I think about it, it's kinda hot, the whole MILF thing." He laughs, making you giggle. "Just thinking about how good those tits look when they're nice and full- and already know you're fertile, you know, just puts idea's in my head."
"Schlatt!"
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uriekukistan · 1 year ago
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In Defense of Shoko in 261
to be so honest, i’m really doing my best not to come off angry while talking about this. but to me this conversation is not just about shoko, but about the way women are treated in media, and especially in shounen manga in general.
people are upset about the way shoko reacted, or rather didn’t react, to yuuta’s plan because it seemed too unemotional and uncaring. if she had shown emotion or protested, people would still be upset because she would be seen as unable to do the necessary thing in a time of crisis due to her feminine emotions or whatever.
this is the dilemma of not just female characters, but real life women. there’s never a right reaction.
additionally i feel that some of the things being said about her are expecting her to only exist as support for gojo, and not as her own character, which i see way too often with female characters in shounen manga.
in any case, i stand by my cancelled wife, and here’s my defense of her. spoilers below the cut.
Since when has Shoko ever been outwardly emotional like that?
if shoko is upset about yuuta using gojo’s body as a weapon, there is just no way she would outwardly object or show any signs that she’s upset. that’s not who she is and she’s shown that. there have been several times where she’s not displayed the emotion one would expect from her, so why would that change now?
when shoko sees geto, one of her closest friends, if not her closest, for the first time after finding out that he massacred an entire village, you would expect her to be feeling a slew of emotions. maybe confusion, maybe anger, maybe hurt, maybe betrayal. maybe even concern for her friend.
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but shoko acts like it’s no big deal at all. she’s just seeing her close friend on a regular day. because she’s not the type to get outwardly emotional. whatever she’s feeling right now is kept somewhere else entirely, far away from the surface.
additionally, in the scene where everyone got frustrated that gojo didn’t react about nanami, we have this from shoko.
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talking about geto. not reacting. guys shoko is just not a reactive person like that, and that’s totally fine. a lot of people are like this (including myself but thats not the point)
but that doesn’t mean the emotions don’t exist, or that shoko has no way of reacting or coping or showing that she’s going through anything at all. one way is through smoking.
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smoking is something shoko picks up again before the shibuya incident, when the entire jujutsu world is growing more stressed with the increased presence of special grades, particularly the disaster curses, the incident at the goodwill event…and at shibuya, the situation was very high stress, yet she keeps a cool demeanour. the only sign that she’s upset at all is that every time she’s shown, she’s smoking.
the only times we’ve seen shoko’s feelings, it’s been completely internal. the most notable being this scene:
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this is the most emotional we’ve ever seen shoko, and if you’ll notice, she’s completely alone.
shoko keeps her feelings well hidden from everyone, so it’d be completely against her character to outwardly show if she was upset by yuuta’s plan.
Since when has Shoko shied away from questionable medical/jujutsu practices?
shoko was eager to dissect yuuji after he “died” like it was some sort of science project and not a human being…please note im saying this as a completely neutral statement, this is not to say whether shoko is a good or bad person, just that she is and how she is.
sure, it’s a bit questionable that she’s looking at a dead teenager on her table and wondering what information she can get out of him, but at the same time, there could be useful information in yuuji’s biology that shows what makes him a successful vessel, at least as far as shoko is aware. useful knowledge that could be used to find another suitable vessel to continue killing sukuna’s power, one finger at a time.
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she even says to gojo “who do you think i am?” when he tells her to make her examination of yuuji worth it, implying that this is a trait that those around her are aware of.
she’s practical and methodical, logically thinking rather than emotionally thinking, but most importantly, she’s not the type to display her feelings.
she’s exactly the type to understand the reasoning behind yuuta’s plan and accept it as a logical last ditch effort, and she’s also the type to store her true feelings about it away to process over a cigarette (or several) at a more convenient time. asking her to do anything else would be asking her to change as a character.
i hope this doesn’t come across as me being unsympathetic to gojo’s dehumanization and being turned into a weapon, i think it’s upsetting for sure (but i respect the narrative choice, i think it’s an interesting way to bring out themes). mostly, i think that shoko, both by the narrative and by the fandom, is only perceived in geto & gojo’s shadow, and i wanted to draw attention to her as a person.
i’m sick of reading the “shoko’s a cold-hearted traitor” comments on different platforms bc i think it’s not true, and i think asking her to act differently removes her autonomy as a character and forces her to be nothing but a supporting role to gojo, rather than her own character.
hopefully this makes some sense dkskld
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cameronspecial · 2 years ago
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I Will Pick You Up, Rafe
Pairing: Frat!Rafe Cameron x Reader
Warnings:  Beginning Of A Lap Dance
Pronouns: She/Her
Word Count: 0.9K
Summary: Rafe's bachelor party wouldn't be complete without a stripper, but all he wants is Y/N.
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When Rafe was in high school, he, Kelce and Topper would always say their bachelor parties would be the wildest nights of their lives. That is if they even got married to warrant a bachelor party. With Rafe getting married though, the first out of the group, it is now time to make do with those fantasies. But things have changed. Rafe no longer wants what horny teenage him wants, especially since he has breakfast with his future-in-laws in the morning, and he voices that desire to his groomsmen. So far, they respected that decision. The first stop of the night is night surfing at a hidden beach. Then, they took him to dinner at the most exclusive restaurants on the island, ordering the most expensive cuts of meats and alcohol. The night is coming to an end with poker games in Rafe’s resort room. 
His friends have been cryptic all night about what is to come after they play poker, but Rafe is picking up on the hints they were giving him. He fears that they got him a stripper, so he seeks solace in the one person he loves the most. Younger him would’ve loved to see a woman in only her underwear, dancing for him, but the only woman he wants to see naked, now, is his fiancée. He could tell his friends to cancel the stripper because of his wants; however, he sees their excitement at whoever is about to come and he doesn’t want to curb it. At least if he calls Y/N, she could come get him and the boys would still be able to see their stripper. He is lucky that her bachelorette party is tomorrow night when her sister gets to the island. “Hey, Rafe. Is everything alright?” He hears her melodic voice worry through his phone. He nods, “Yeah. Everything is fine, Angel. It’s just that I think Kelce and Topper got a stripper and I really don’t want to see her. I also don’t want to disappoint them because I think it’s as much for them as for me. So please, come pick me up.”
“Okay. I will pick you up, Rafe. I’ll be there in ten minutes. I need to get some clothes on. Are you in your room?” 
“Yeah, I am. Take your time, Angel. I love you.”
“I love you too, Rafe. Bye.” 
He hangs up his phone and leaves the bathroom, returning to his friends still playing poker. It only takes a few minutes before a knock comes at the door. Shit. The stripper came before Y/N could get her. “Oh, I wonder who that would be,” Topper says in a painful obvious tone. Kelce shakes his head at the other boy's tone and goes to open the door. Rafe is about to protest about letting her in when he sees who is behind the door. It’s Y/N. She’s here to pick him up, but when he looks down at her outfit, confusion crosses his face. She is wearing the exact same costume she wore on the night they first met. The reason behind his nickname for her. “I heard there are demons here that need to be taken care of,” she says in the most sultry voice she could. He can hear the clack of her heels as she walks toward him with a smirk on his face. He rushes to her, “What are you doing here, Angel? Why are you wearing your costume?” “Come on, man. Do you really think we would be stupid enough to get you a stripper that wasn’t your fiancée? We know just how whipped you are for her,” Topper explains, laughing at the incredulous look on the soon-to-be groom's face. 
Finally, understanding what is going on, Rafe turns to his groomsmen with a dark look on his face. “Leave. You guys don’t get to see what is about to happen next.” The other men listen and leave, not wanting to see what would happen if they disobey. With the sound of the door closing, Rafe sits down on an armchair in the seating area and Y/N pulls out her phone to start the music. “Sex with Me” by Rhianna starts playing and she begins taking off her clothes. First, the angel wings on her back and then the white silk dress. It reveals her white lingerie underneath. The white lace of her bra does nothing to hide her nipples and the cups don’t cover the top of her breasts. The underwire of her bra continues with the lace so it ends just above the bottom of her ribs. Her underwear matches the same lace as her bra. The top reaches just above her hips and there are two parts of the lace cut out in a scallop shape. Her hips move to the beat of the music as she walks toward him. She straddles his hips, sinking her pussy onto his clothed crotch. 
His hands find her hips and he helps her grind on him. “God, Angel. This feels so amazing. You’re the best stripper a guy could ask for. And you’re all mine,” he praises. His head falls to her breast and he kisses the top as she moves on him. With her on his lap, Rafe feels like he is in heaven and he is glad he is going to get to spend the rest of his life with her. 
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https-tia · 1 year ago
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Control || Theo Nott
Summery: Theo found out you went to Pansy’s for a girls pamper night without telling him…
Warnings: Theo being a MASSIVE red flag, controllingbf!theo, toxic relationship, shouting, swearing, angst, anger.
Word count: 2.3k (i got a little bit carried away 😌)
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You walk into your dorm that you and your boyfriend Theo share, and you see him playing a game on his pc. His face was scrunched up almost as if he drank some out of date milk, slouching in the chair mumbling to himself about something random. You had gone to Pansy’s dorm for a girls night the night before and hadn’t told him about it.
Honestly, you thought he wouldn’t give a shit about it as you haven’t seen Pansy in just over 3 weeks. You walk over to the bed and place down your bag, and he didn’t even say a word to you making it clear something up. He hadn’t even looked at you.
You decided maybe he was just focused on the game “what’s the matter with you” you said with a smile on your face slightly laughing whilst sitting on the edge of the double bed. He doesn’t answer you, you can’t make out the words he’s saying whilst playing his game. He still hasn’t even looked at you, you’ve clearly done something to irritate him, as per usual.
“What have i exactly done Theo, you can’t expect this to work if you don’t communicate with me” getting slightly irritated yourself to the fact he’s just going to give you the silent treatment instead of talking to you and trying to resolve things. He eventually sighs and turns his computer off spinning the chair around to face you. He finally speaks “what were you doing last night?”.
“I was with Pansy why?” you reply confused as to why he was asking, you had told him about this at least a week ago. He stands up walking over to look you directly on the eyes, there’s a look of anger on his face as he speaks “why weren’t you spending that time with me hmm?” with an arrogant, harsh tone.
Surprised at the fact he was angry with you because you had spent the day with Pansy and slept over in her dorm “because Pansy asked me to have a girls day with her”. His nose scrunches up in anger as he paces the floor of the room never breaking eye contact with you “that doesn’t matter. i wanted to see you last night and i bet you didn’t think about me once”. The pure irritation was evident in his voice, he was pissed and you could tell.
“How do you know i wasn’t thinking about you?” with this statement he walked back over to you, standing in front of you once again this time more intimidating. You didn’t know how to act so you pushed yourself back on the bed to avoid his getting too close to you. “Do you expect me to believe that once you were with Pansy. I was still on your mind.” he speaks with an eye roll, combing his hands through his hair in frustration.
He glares at you with a scowl across his face “well you should’ve cancelled with her as soon as soon as you realised i didn’t know about your plans. i don’t think it was right that you were spending time with her while i was worried about where you’d gone” with this statement you were starting to think you could’ve actually worried him and he was upset that anything could’ve happened and he wouldn’t have known, although you did tell him ages ago you made this plan. “Why does it matter to you anyways i told you ages ago i was doing this with Pansy last night” he didn’t like that.
He lets out a low grumbling sound as he rolls his eyes dramatically “you never told me you were going out with Pansy last night, so how on earth would i have expected you to be with her” when you told him exactly 1 week and 2 days ago that you made this plan. “You know what Theo, you’re acting really controlling right now so i’m going to go and give you time to calm down so we can talk later” you say calmly trying to be the bigger person in the situation.
Theo looks like he’s about to completely blow a gasket at what you’re saying. His fists clench and unclench, he’s clearly losing his cool “i am not co trolling anything here! If you really cared about this relationship then you’d spend time with me and not your friends!”. That was the bottom line for you as you couldn’t comprehend that he just suggested you don’t see your friends and spend that time with him instead.
“i do care about this relationship! But right now you’re acting like a child, i don’t have to be with you every second of every day. If you’re going to act like this and control what i do with my free time then i think it’s best we stop seeing each other” you stated not wanting to break up with Theo but knowing if he kept acting like this you’d have to do it for you’re own good.
Theo’s anger was reaching its boiling point “you can’t be serious! Don’t you dare break up with me because of something like this. You’d honestly drop our relationship to continue seeing your friends?”. Was he being serious, would you drop your friends to be with him. He must be delusional because no flipping was were you doing that.
You decided to stick up for yourself, soon regretting that “no it’s not to continue seeing them, its the fact that you’re acting like a 7 year old all because i did something for myself for a night” you get up standing by the door threatening to leave as Theo approaches behind you sparking you to turn to face him.
He slams his hand firmly against the wall causing a loud bang “you don’t get it do you! I wanted to spend time with you. I wanted to see you. Not your friend. You have no concept of just how much you have hurt me right now, i cannot believe this.” he was manipulating you into agreeing with him, of course you couldn’t see this though. “I’m with you every day!” you shout back standing your ground despite the fact you’re shaking, yes Theo’s gotten angry before but he’s never been this bad.
Theo finally loses his cool and shouts back “I wanted to be with you last night! How many more ways do you want me to say that, what on earth is so hard to understand about that!”. Still standing against the door your fists were digging into your palms, while sweating you replied to him “well i wasn’t with you last night! end of!”.
Let’s just say he did not like that one bit, Theo’s tone gets more aggressive and louder taking one step closer to you “Why?! You knew i’d be expecting you back and you went out with Pansy anyways!”. This was getting out of hand, he was shouting you were shouting and you were sure he was going to do something more extreme soon.
He was being unreasonable, saying you couldn’t be with your friends? That’s not how a relationship works. “Because she asked me to, i don’t have to be with you all the time Theo” voice cracking and eyes brimming with tears.
“When will you understand you’re putting your damn friends above your own fucking boyfriend!” shouting loud enough the other students in the hufflepuff common room definitely heard him. “When will you understand this is the first time i’ve seen her in 3 weeks because i’m always with you!” you yelled in a shocked tone, yet still frustrated he’s acting like this.
You turn the doorknob with your hand and walked out of the room, Theo following you. Theo grabs your arm spinning you around to meet his eyes “don’t you dare walk away from me! You will listen right now. Me. I’m more important than Pansy fucking Parkinson”. This is what you were dreading, the time that things finally got physical. “Let go of me Theo or i swear to god” tears fully rolling down your face now as you shouted at him to let go of you.
His grip tightens around your forearm. “No i won’t let go. You’re not doing this. I’m not losing you to your friends y/n!” shouting in the corridor, causing a scene as per usual. “You’re not losing me, I need time to myself. I never get it because i’m always with you. Maybe we should uh… maybe we should go on a break” saying the last bit in a slightly lower tone hoping he still heard you.
“Don’t you dare say that. We are not breaking up. We are not going on a break. There is no way i’m letting anything come between us!” yelling at you still but saying things to try and get you to go along with him. “Well you’re the one causing the problems Theo!!” shouting louder this time realising he has been the root of all the problems in your relationship.
You try to walk away from his grip but he pulls you back toward his with a force you never knew he had “No. You are not going anywhere until you listen to everything that i have to say to you. You are not breaking up with me.” he sounded serious and drunk? It wouldn’t be a surprise if he was drunk and expected to start an argument and it end in sex. That’s what he usually does, and you give in…
“I can do what i want” you say lowly trying not to make him shout again but still hoping he heard you. He gains a more aggressive tone and speaks sharply “well you are damn well going to listen to me, or you can say bye bye to this relationship all together”. At this point you wanted to just go somewhere else, anywhere else. “Okay. Bye bye relationship” in a sarcastic tone still looking him deeply in the eyes. You were trying to intimidate him. It didn’t work, it only riled him up more.
“Oh? You can say goodbye to our one year relationship just like that?!” He yells at the top of his lungs, maybe even Dumbledore heard it. But you were done with fighting. You thought maybe if you just agree with him and act like you were in the wrong he’d leave it and you could go back to normal. “You will not break up with me” was the last thing he said before you decided your idea was the best thing to go with right now.
“okay” you spoke in a low tone, stood in the middle of the corridor, you couldn’t be arsed to deal with this anymore. You just wanted to go bed and sleep this awful day off. “You don’t just say ‘okay’ to something like that. This is serious” he was still angry but his tone had lowered slightly, not shouting as loud as he was before.
“Okay” this seemed the easiest way out, just agree. Theo still isn’t fully convinced you’ve fully understood him “you are not treating this with the seriousness it deserves, so say it. Say ‘i’m not going to break up with you’”. You replied with your usual response and he was not satisfied to say the least “Say one more thing other than ‘okay’. Say ‘i will not break up with you’” and instead of using the ‘okay’ card to get you out you had to what he wanted.
“I won’t break up with you” you mumbled as he took a step back glaring at you for a few seconds before deciding whether you were being genuine or not, his voice calmer now and his face less agitated “so you do actually care about this relationship?” he asked.
“Of course i do but-“ not finishing your sentence, not wanting to set Theo off again because quite frankly you could not deal with that. Theo nods but he still isn’t fully calmed down yet, you can tell by the way his fists are clenched tightly “but…?” he questions. “Nothing” you reply thinking the less words the less you can cause to go wrong, Theo grabs both of your shoulders shaking them lightly before speaking “say it. i know there’s something else on your mind”.
Slightly scared again you just managed to stutter out a question to Theo “can i please just see Pansy at least twice a week… please Theo” practically begging him to let you see your friend. He stares at you firmly and then finally breaks his glare “fine. You can see Pansy as much as you want. just make sure to give me just as much time as you give her”.
You mutter out a small ‘i promise’ before looking away from Theo and down at your shoes on the ground. Theo has finally fully calmed down now “good…” his demeanour completely changes. His tone softens as he smiles softly at you “can you please promise me you’ll communicate with me from now on?”.
“Yes i will” you say with tears in your eyes, Theo smiles softly at you his expressing changing from one of anger and frustration to one of care and love. “Thank you that really means a lot to me, i’m going out with the boys now” he says before kissing you on the forehead and walking down the corridor and out of the common room door.
Leaving you standing there, “no worries…” you say standing there, tears rolling down your face hands shaking and palms sweaty. Knowing he was in the wrong made you feel even worse, and now he was going out after completely slating you for doing it. You walked back into the dorm room, Theo never returned that night, he stayed out smoking and drinking with his friends and then crashed at Mattheo’s dorm.
You were in a toxic relationship. And you knew you could never escape it…
A/N: This is my first proper one shot so if you like it i would really appreciate a like or even a comment thankyouuuu xoxo
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minhio22 · 2 months ago
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Stranger?
Something i just randomly wrote out of the blue. But debut or die i really love u so maybe ill write more in the future😭😭
Why wasn't he picking up?
Where is he?
What happened?
You kept trying to dial his number but everytime you did so the same automatic message would play.
‘This number is no longer in service.’
You didn't know what to do. He was worrying you a lot. Just last night he sent a vague cryptic text to you at the dead of night.
Thank you for everything
I'm sorry
How were you supposed to rest easy when he sent you something like that??!?!? Knowing how his life was right now you thought of the worse scenario. Still you were relentless in your efforts to get ahold of him.
‘Godamnit Park Moondae pick up.’
Calling.
And calling.
And calling him again.
Alas the same result yielded. The number wasn't in service. Did he change his number? No, he wouldn't suddenly do that. Did he cancel his phone number then? Your stomach dropped at the thought. You were losing your mind. You hadn't slept a wink at all. The sun had risen from how you just kept trying to call him from the moment he sent you that text.
The messages didn't get through. He doesn't have any family. He doesn't have any other close friends. You weren't sure how to get to him.
‘If what I think happens happens, it should be on the news right? Ah but no, things like this happen so often it might not even end up there. And they wouldn't reveal his name.’
You were at your wits end at what to do. That's what drove your mind crazy for the next couple of days. Not knowing what happened to him.
Your friends noticing your behaviour had invited you out to karaoke one day after lectures. So there you were, sitting in the room, clapping along while one of your friends was singing their heart out. It did lift your spirits and you appreciate them helping you.
It was when you were on your way to the bathroom, after drinking so many of the drinks, that you passed by a room that made you stop in your tracks. Since the doors were made of glass, you could clearly see who was inside.
‘No way?’
All thoughts of going to the bathroom vanished as you slammed the door open. “Park Moondae?!?!”
He was startled by the abrupt intrusion, looking at you confused. His eyes widened when you started crying.
The two of you were at a café, sitting in front of each other. You were playing with the straw from your drink, your eyes red and swollen from crying so hard. You had been chugging down the drink moments earlier, trying to get your bearings.
“So let me get this straight. You don't remember anything?” You sighed, running a hand through your hair as you looked at him.
Moondae nodded at your question, the drink you bought him laying untouched in front of him.
“So… you tried to… and then when you woke up you don't remember anything from before? You don't know who I am either?”
“No…”
You sighed for the umpteenth time today. Not because you were annoyed but because of this situation you were in.
“I’m your friend from middle school. Although we didn't go to the same highschool. Also shouldn't you go see a doctor? If you don't have money I can always give you some.” You pointed your finger at his head as if indicating about his memory loss.
“No it's fine.” Moondae didn't seem comfortable with you but you didn't take it to heart. What were you supposed to do when he doesn't remember a thing?
“Well if you say so. What're you going to do now?”
Moondae explained to you what happened to him although he was hesitant at first but he told you anyway.
“Idol Inc? Wasn't season 2 insanely scandalous? Something about one of the members getting pregnant? You got scouted by them? Are you sure about it? It sounds risky. Also, is becoming an idol what you want?” You rattled off your worries to him. You couldn't help it. Sure he didn't remember anything but that didn't mean you could change how you acted around him.
Moondae somehow managed to ease your worries and you just nodded. “Well if you say so.”
You scribbled something on the café's napkin and pushed it to him. Your number. “Call me if you need anything. Money or whatnot. And if you get a break during the shooting at least message me. Tell me how you're doing. If the going gets tough just contact me I'll try to help.”
Moondae seemed to be thinking about your words as he slowly picked up the napkin and pocketed it. “I will.”
“I know you don't remember but I wished I could've done more for you. So that you didn't have to resort to that. You know my parents don't like me being friends with you after you dropped out in highschool. Ah wait, I suppose you don't know. Ah wait, that's besides the point. What I'm saying is… I should've at least helped you more, knowing your situation. It must've been hard alone.” You rambled, muttering the last sentence.
“I.. might not remember but… I'm sure you did all you could.”
You raised your head to look at him. Moondae seemed determined. He acts different from what you're used to but you didn't question it.
“I… guess…. Well anyways I'll watch you in Idol Inc if you're serious about it. Rooting for you. Fighting!”
Moondae was startled when a stranger slammed the karaoke door open, he got even more surprised when the person started to cry.
When you told him everything, he was wondering if he shouldn't let you into his life. That maybe he should cut you off. After all, he wasn't the Park Moondae you knew. He was Ryu Gunwoo, someone who had taken ahold of this body. But seeing you get worried for him, rambling, and asking him questions with genuine care, he couldn't bring himself to reject the youngen. When you said you wished you had done more, it shook him. He didn't know you but seeing your actions today, it made him think that you probably already did your best to help the owner of this body.
He supposed it wouldn't be that bad to have someone who cared about him.
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duckprintspress · 1 year ago
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Fandom 101: Getting Started on Fanlore.org
Not long ago, we at Duck Prints Press decided that we’d like the Press to have a page on Fanlore. To accomplish that, Press contributor Shea Sullivan made an account and figured out the nuts and bolts on how to add pages to Fanlore. Turns out, it’s not very hard, and now in this guest blog post, Shea will teach y’all how to do it too!
Making Your First Fanlore Page!
Hello! I am an editor on Fanlore as of a few days ago. Before that, I’d worked with mediawiki (the open source platform Fanlore uses) for unrelated projects, so I had a general understanding of how things worked, but no idea how Fanlore preferred their pages to be formatted or organized or linked.
This is how I got started!
First: What is Fanlore and Why Should You Care?
Fanlore is a wiki specifically dedicated to the fandom experience. It’s not for canon info about a specific fandom; rather, it’s for information about how fans interact with media and each other. Fanlore is run by the OTW, the same organization that brings us our beloved AO3. This context helped me in understanding the focus of Fanlore. It’s about fandom: the ups, the downs, the trends, the drama…all the things that can get lost forever when sites disappear or there’s a purge. And that said…well, you may still not care. But if you do, read on!
Second: You Care. Now What?
(read more)
Get an account. Right now. It’s worth getting the account, because you won’t be able to create new pages for a few hours. So, get the account first, figure out what to do with it later.
Go to fanlore.org and click on “Create Account” in the upper right-hand corner:
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Third: You Have the Power (Soon)!
Read up! No need to invent the wheel in this post – they’ve got some great resources for getting started already written on their webpage.
Fanlore Getting Started Page
General Help Pages on Fanlore
Four hours after you create your account, you can create pages! Congrats! There are a ton of help pages out there, but the questions I had initially were:
How do I make sure this page doesn’t exist already?
Search. Search for the page. Search for key phrases associated with the page. A page name is a fiddly thing, so search for significant phrases in a few different ways before you determine it doesn’t exist. Always make sure you check before you set out to create page!
How do I add this page?
If it’s not there, you’ll see it come up in red when you search. Type the page name you want to create in the search bar. Click “Search” to get all the results, and then click on that red link.
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How do I format this page?
You now have an empty page. When I was getting started, my big question was: what should my page look like? Well, Fanlore has templates that can help with that! The templates are in a markup language, but do not fear! Copy and paste the template (everything in the blue box on the template page, typically starting with curly braces), make some updates, and click “Preview.” You can repeat those steps indefinitely until you get the hang of the markup. There’s also a ton of information on the Fanlore.org cheatsheet. (If you’re still confused, keep reading, there’s more specifics under the infobox section.)
Once you have the page created and published, you can edit it without the markup language if you prefer – there’s “Edit,” which gives you a non-code-based option, and an “Edit Source” button, which gives you the code-based option.
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If your proposed page topic doesn’t have an official template created for that topic, you can look up similar pages and see how they’re structured.  If you’re not sure how they managed to make something look a certain way, click the “Edit Source” button and look at the code there to get a sense of what they did. Be sure to cancel out of the edit when you’re done so you don’t make unintentional changes to someone else’s page! Some pages are locked down (like the template pages) so you can’t make edits, but most “normal” pages will have those links at the top so you can dig in and see what’s there and how the people who wrote that page made it look the way it does.
How do I add an infobox?
Those infoboxes on the right of a lot of pages give a quick overview of important information. These are templates, and you can find a list of available infobox templates here.
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The templates, when you click into them, have a heading and some info that you can fill in. You can’t remove items from the template without making a new template, which I don’t recommend trying when you’re getting started. Use the template, fill in the information, and mark “N/A” if you don’t have information to insert in a specific field. A sample template for an infobox looks like this, and you fill in information after each “equals” sign. You can add a list, and you can add links to these after the equals sign using the markup for internal and external links on the Cheatsheet.
{{FanProfile |name=  |alias(es)= |type= |fandoms= |communities= |other= |url= }}
If you’re still confused, let’s go to Astolat’s fan page and click “Edit Source” and see how the infobox looks behind the scenes:
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See how everything that was in the original template is still there, there’s just a list of information after the equals sign?
And here’s how it looks formatted:
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How do I categorize this page?
Categories are important because they help Fanlore’s back-end coding group pages together so people can find the page you’ve created and so the page is in the right place in the site map. If you can’t figure it out, though, don’t worry, there are people who will find it and take care of it!
If you have an infobox from a template, this is taken care of. 
If you didn’t use an infobox template, you can add a Category to index the page.
Finding a Category can be a little overwhelming. If you have an example page (another page that contains the same type of content as yours), you can scroll to the bottom of that page and see what Category has been assigned to it. You can add that Category to your page by editing the source and adding that category into your page at the bottom with 2 square brackets, like this: [[Category:YourCategory]]
Use “Preview” to make sure you set it up correctly before saving the page.
If you need to find a category and can’t find a good example page, I recommend going to the sitemap, finding what fits your article the best, and clicking into it. Categories are set up in hierarchies, so click through until you find the Category and Subcategory that fits best.
Add it at the very bottom of the page, and it should show up when you preview, at the very bottom of the page.
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How do I add those nifty citation references[1]?
Review theFanlore page on citation formatting for details. The basics are:
Add a blank References heading at the bottom of the page.
Add tags and include the source information.
What is the difference between a citation and an external link? Good question! I don’t know for sure, but the way I’ve been using it, if I make a statement about a thing and I want to direct you to the “proof” (article, webpage, etc), I will use a citation. If there is a thing I’m linking to because it is relevant but not as proof of what I’m saying on the wiki, I will add it as an external link.
Fourth: Don’t Worry
You’ll find there are a lot of instances when you might not be sure what the “right” way is to do whatever it is you’re trying to do. Don’t let that stop you! Do a little research, do your best, and be okay with a learning curve.
The thing about wiki editing in general, and this includes Fanlore, is that it’s a community project, and everyone is doing their best. It’s worthwhile to think about trying to make your pages consistent with other pages where you can, because it will help people who are trying to find what you’re providing. So, poke around similar pages first and look for common trends in how they’re organized, and mimic that for your own page.
All that said, there is very little hierarchy in editors and few rules set in stone. It’s a community site put together by volunteers. You may find that you’ve labeled, referenced, cited, categorized, etc, a page incorrectly, or that you added a page that was already there under another name, or you may have put in a canon page when that’s really not what Fanlore is for. No problem! A page can be reverted to a previous version. It can be removed by a “Gardener” (higher-level editor), or edited by someone else who is more familiar with the inner wiki workings, or you can even tweak it yourself when you learn a better ways to code the page. 
There is always a path forward, so get in there and get started!
Happy creating, happy fandom, and welcome!
GO VISIT FANLORE NOW!
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squirrelwrangler · 28 days ago
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so glad to read your takes on the finale - I got extremely into wheel of time THIS WEEK, especially moiraine and siuan, and though I've only just finished season 1 I got quite completely spoilered yesterday by upset fan reactions which really worried me about watching the rest. So I'm glad to read more positive takes which don't make me feel quite so much like this is a terrible alternative to a book storyline that I haven't read
You're welcome and I hope you still enjoy the series- Season Two and Three are leaps in quality (just as the books are to each other), as someone who loved Season One. I hope you continue to watch and enjoy. If not, that's okay, Anon.
The problem is that Wheel of Time Show isn't "the Moiraine and Siuan Show" and shouldn't be the only reason to watch or you'll have your heart broken. No more than the Books are "The Rand (and Mat and okay Perrin) Books", which is where a lot of the opposite energy of show hate is coming from (aka Bookcloaks aka fandom misogyny and racism rears its ugly head). Which, I am a poster child for "ignores the protagonist and falls in love the supporting cast and doomed dead backstory characters". It's why Wheel of Time is a favorite of mine. Almost nothing but side-characters.
And because the spoilery thing that got everyone upset yesterday is something I predicted would be changed for the show from before Season One even aired, I have braced myself for this storm for a few years. Even as it was a change that I knew from the beginning that I would be ... not only okay with but sort of rooting for, because of how the book story-line is. Which tells you how favorably to view this book storyline.
Also why I'd recommend New Spring for show-only fans of Moiriane and Siuan but will be hesitant about reccing the rest of the series. I don't like the prequel more than the main books, but it's the one that will give you those specific characters as (imperfect) queer rep. And is more indicative of the series' tone and strengths and structures than The Eye of the World. TEotW is a bit of a weird one and before RJ found his footing. It's why Season One is clearly not an adaptation of the first book but the show-runners looking at the whole series.
If the show was just an adaptation of the prequel, it could be the fishwives heroic fantasy tv show that a large section of fans wish it was. Because, honestly, we don't have that TV show yet. And/or those shows keep getting cancelled. And that is righteous rage.
Also- Moiraine and Siuan break up during New Spring. Amicably. And move onto male love interests. But I stress that WoT and RJ were "fair for their day/confused but has the right spirit/problematic and mileage may vary/If you drop this series because you bounce off of how women and queer rep is written I won't blame you". It's because while for me and others it was a progressive series, there are deep problems to which the show works to rectify. But that was one of the main show adaptation choices, to change that aspect of New Spring, even if it would lead to BYG backlash accusations because of choices that would have to make involving Moiraine or Siuan or both. Saying "So in this turn of the Wheel they stay together longer, they try to make the personal bond work and as show-runners we are making to choice to make Siuan and Moiraine undeniably queer". It's not the Turn of the Wheel where it's not bittersweet - but this time the glimmers of hope are there. Makes it hurt more. But proud, I guess. And thematically final book appropriate in a meta way.
Claiming that the book alternative would be a better storyline to what the show gives is, to me, a lie. Angers me. There's a wish-fulfillment alternative to what the show does that fans of Siuan/Moiraine want, yes. It's not what's in the books. It's not feasible for the show. There's an alternative version of the book plot-line that I edited in my head as I read it that still isn't really satisfying and doesn't have the relationship that so enriches the show version and would not work, would not appease fans. The show version looks like it'll become a version that will make me happy.
I'm a book fan, I read these as they were coming out as a teen, Wheel of Time is formative and dear to my heart - and it is so deeply flawed. And the show even in its missteps is just as loved in my heart.
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ratseathumans · 5 months ago
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Intro post because I realized I never have done one
INTRO :0
uh you can call me rat or eat or human or all of them..my name is confusing.
pronounssss: any is fine!!<3
pets: 2 ferrets named Charlie and Jasmine<3 my dads two dogs Willow and Callie<3 And my two cats that our my moms, Baby cat and Shadow<3
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(i’m horrible at geography)
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Some fandoms/youtubers/Music I enjoy:
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I’m currently learning a six string guitar so any tips will help! I’m also making 2 small projects: The Morning After (where a family find their daughter’s dead body because she died from rat poison, and they have to figure out if it was a suc!de or murder.) And Misty Grove! (Inspired by Pine point, And my friend group.)
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Oh yeah, sometimes I will maybe post some rants just to get them out of my chest, I don’t know why but I find comfort in that. So if those make you uncomfortable you just ignore them:)
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redrose10 · 11 months ago
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Yoongi x Female Reader. Soulmate AU
Summary: There’s no one on this planet you hate more than your coworker/secret crush Min Yoongi. He’s an arrogant, rude, womanizer who gets under your skin every single shift and you can’t wait for your day to be over so you can get away from him. Unfortunately when Jimin, your caseworker from The Ministry of Adoration, shows up offering you both a raspberry jam filled cookie, things take a surprising turn for the worst and you can no longer get away.
Warnings: Swearing, hints of smut (nothing graphic or really detailed), a little angst, Yoongi gets around, small hint to homophobia, mentions a guy not taking no for an answer. Might get updated later
Tag list: @kam9404 @yoongisducky @farfromsugafanfic @welcometomyworld13 @viankiss @ktownshizzle @bear8585
(I think I got everyone. If I missed someone I’m sorry and please let me know.)
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Chapter 3- Tea and Tteok-bokki
Word Count: 3,702
When you woke up the next morning you felt a little guilty for being so harsh towards Yoongi the night before. Maybe you did overreact a little because why did you care that you weren’t his ideal type? Even though you had a massive crush on him and you technically were soulmates you still had a deep seated hatred for him or so you thought.
You also woke up and regretted asking Han out and thought about canceling, but then realized maybe it would be good for you to actually go out, meet other people. Especially since Yoongi clearly wasn’t interested.
A knock at your door caught your attention and got you up out of your still semi induced sleep state.
Waking Yoongi was harder than you expected, but you finally got him up and followed behind him as he opened the door.
A smiling Jimin greeted you both. “Here have some breakfast. I got you some bagel sandwiches and two green teas. I thought you might be sick of coffee.”, he said handing over the packages.
He let himself in and took a seat before clapping his hands together, “So I think we need to have a little meeting because you two are one week down and have made zero progress from what I can see. If anything you went backwards.”
“We know.”, you both nodded.
“So then why am I hearing about hook ups with blondes in lingerie, and club girls, and why is Y/N going on a date with some other guy?”
“Wait how do you know all of that?”, you asked.
“I know everything.” Jimin replied.
“Okay but ho-“
“E V E R Y T H I N G”
You had to admit seeing this side of Jimin was a little intimidating. He was normally bubbly and smilly, but he was completely serious at the moment making you realize just how alarming this whole situation was.
He popped a donut hole in his mouth before continuing, “So what is the plan? How do we get you two to actually start trying to make this work?”
“I don’t know, but we’ll make it happen.”, Yoongi nodded.
“Good because I don’t want to have to make another early morning visit over here to voice my frustrations. I am not a nice person before 8am.”
“Yeah I’ll say.”, Yoongi replied while you nodded feeling like a scolded child.
“Y/N can I have a few minutes alone with Yoongi please?”, Jimin asked. You looked around confused as to where he wanted you to go since you couldn’t walk that far away from them.
Spotting your solution you grabbed a pair of headphones off of the table showing them to Jimin for approval which he nodded for so you placed them on your head and began streaming some music to drown out their conversation.
Once he was sure you couldn’t hear anything he turned his attention to Yoongi, “So how did you manage to mess up last night? I thought you were supposed to bring another date to the wedding to make Y/N jealous? Why didn’t it work?”
Yoongi nervously scratched the back of his neck, “Well I ended up not asking the other girl and just taking Y/N as my date instead.”
“And why exactly did you do that? That wasn’t part of the plan.”
“I don’t know. I guess I just wanted her to be my date for the night. I didn’t want to take anyone else. I wasn’t sure she’d even get jealous if I did anyways.”
“Okay then… so how did things end so badly that she asked another guy out?”, Jimin asked frustration evident in his voice.
“Everything was going great and then she overheard my cousin talking about how she isn’t the type of girl I usually go for and then I don’t know what happened. She just stormed off and has barely spoken to me since.”
Jimin sat with his elbows on his knees looking between the two of you before bringing his fingers up to rub his temples, “How did I end up assigned to a case with the two biggest idiots ever?”
“Excuse me. Who the fuck do you thin-“. Yoongi began, but Jimin cut him off.
“Let me spell this out for you as simply as I can. Everything was going just great between you two yesterday. Then Y/N got upset with you when she overheard your cousin saying that SHE wasn’t YOUR ideal type.“
Yoongi nodded his head, “Yeah I don’t get it either.”
“Oh my god. You two are starting make me rethink my career choice.”, Jimin huffed.
Then he continued, “Y/N got upset when she heard she wasn’t your ideal type…meaning you wouldn’t be interested in her.”
Jimin watched closely expecting Yoongi to come to the same conclusion, but instead he just sat there in silence sipping on his tea.
“I am not paid nearly enough for this.”, Jimin sighed.
He sat forward a little to pull Yoongi attention in, “Yoongi, firstly I want to start by saying that you’re lucky you are so attractive because of it wasn’t for your looks I don’t know what you’d bring to the table. Secondly, Y/N likes you. You big doofus.”
Yoongi continued to stare at the floor until Jimin’s words finally clicked.
“She likes me?!”
“YES! Why else would she be soooo upset thinking that you would never like her back.”
“So then I should just kiss her!”, he exclaimed.
But Jimin shook his head, “Not exactly. You both need to come to terms with your feelings and the kiss needs to be mutual. You can’t just ambush her.”
“Why are there so many fucking rules?”, Yoongi groaned.
“Don’t know. I didn’t make ‘em, I just enforce ‘em.”, Jimin replied popping another donut in his mouth.
“So what do we do now?”
“Well you and Y/N have two weeks to figure it out. Let’s hope her date goes poorly and maybe you could try actually being pleasant to her. Maybe try and woo her.”
Yoongi chuckled, “I’ve never had to woo anyone before. I don’t woo.”
“Trust me, I noticed.”, Jimin rolled his eyes.
“Maybe try some flowers just because. Tell her to her face that she looks pretty instead of drooling over her when she’s not looking. Maybe compliment her in public. Take her on an actual date. Try to hold her hand. You know…relationship things.”
Yoongi pondered for a moment, “Okay I’ll try.”
“Good boy! That’s what I like to hear.”
Jimin caught your attention signaling for you to remove the headphones which you happily obliged.
He grabbed his things and began walking towards the door before spinning around, “Okay both of you promise me that you’re actually going to try and make this work.”
You nodded your head while you heard Yoongi scoff next to you earning him an elbow to the ribs before he finally nodded as well earning a smile smile Jimin.
The following days Yoongi was uncharacteristically nice to you. Like sickenly sweet, lovey dovey nice to the point you offered to take him to the hospital because you were worried he somehow had a head injury even though you knew he hadn’t even come close to hitting his head at any point.
On Monday you woke up to a giant bouquet of roses being delivered to your front door with a card from him. He even sprung for a little teddy bear to be included. You thought it was super sweet, but really weird. Especially when you thanked him and he turned the same color as the roses.
On Tuesday he took you to your favorite lunch spot. He encouraged you to order whatever and how much you wanted and paid for all of it without even a snarky remark. Afterwards he also stopped for ice cream and a walk through the park.
Wednesday was a terrible day weather wise so the two of you stayed in and watched tv. Out of the corner of your eye you saw him consistently move his hand ever so slightly closer to yours his fingers twitching before he’d end up pulling away. He did this close to twenty times before letting out a long sigh and resigning to crossing his arms on this chest as you finished up the next episode. You knew it was odd, but didn’t want to start an argument by asking.
Now it was Thursday and the two of you were working a double shift together.
It was super busy thanks to the hot weather and a buy one get one half off promotion going on.
You had just finished up with a customer when you heard Yoongi clear his throat next to you.
“Can I help you?”, you asked amused.
He remained silent staring out the window while fidgeting with the end of his apron, a nervous habit of his that you had noticed a long time ago.
“Umm well I uh I’m…”
“Are you having a stroke?”, you giggled
“Just forget it.”, he whispered before turning away from you.
“No I’m sorry.”, you said grabbing his arm.
“What did you want to tell me?”
He took a deep breath, “I just wanted to tell you that youlookreallyprettytoday.”
“I’m sorry Yoongi I couldn’t understand that.”
“Why is this so hard?”, he mumbled before turning to face you, “Y/N, I think you look really pretty today.”
Your eyes widened in shocked. The Min Yoongi giving you a compliment without being provoked? And in public like this?
“Oh yeah I’m sure I look great after sweating and being soaked in coffee and sugar for the last 8 hours.”, you chuckled.
You expected him to laugh or even make a sarcastic remark, but he just nodded, “Yeah I do think you look pretty like this.”
“Oh oh okay, well thank you.”, you whispered feeling your cheeks heat up both in embarrassment and confusion.
You went to try and give a compliment back when you heard someone say your name grabbing your attention.
“Oh hi Han”, you forced a smile.
“Hi Y/N, ready for our date tomorrow?”
“Oh of course! Can’t wait.”, you exclaimed a little too excitedly.
You heard Yoongi snort next to you causing you and Han to both look in his direction. Han visibly tensed up once he noticed how close Yoongi actually was which you had to admit made you smirk a little.
“What can I get for you?”, you asked trying to get Han out of the cafe.
“Umm what do you suggest? Like if Y/N was going to order a drink using her pretty little mouth what would she have?”
This time it was Yoongi’s turn to tense up before turning to Han, “She’d have a large cup of fucking order something or get the fuck out.”
Han stepped back in surprise. You were no stranger to seeing Yoongi or one of the other guys put Han in his place, but something about the way he snapped back at him this time really stirred up some feelings in you.
Wanting to just make the sale and move on with your day you continued, “I’d probably just get a black coffee and add some hazelnut creamer. I’m pretty easy like that.”
“Mmhhhmm I hope so.”, Han replied as you quickly finished up at the register wanting out of the situation. You had missed the way Yoongi gripped the counter until his knuckles turned white thanks to Hans little comment.
You handed him his drink and as he was leaving he turned to you, “So we’ll meet at 6pm? At that Italian place I told you about?” You nodded as he turned and happily walked out the door.
“Seriously you’re still gonna go out with that creep?”, Yoongi suddenly spoke making you jump a little.
“Yes. I like him. Is there a reason I shouldn’t?”, you asked secretly hoping he’d give you a good reason not to go.
“Yes because I love you and I want you to stay home with me forever.”, he said internally, but outwardly he just shrugged, “I don’t know. Do whatever you want. You’re an adult.”
You simply nodded while trying to ignore the way the atmosphere shifted between you two and how Yoongi suddenly became cold and callous towards you. He remained that way for the rest of the shift as well as at home.
The next day you woke up determined to enjoy your date. Maybe Han came off kind of creepy and forward, but you were hoping he was just an awkward idiot who was actually a sweet guy.
Yoongi sulked on the bed as he watched you go through your closet. He couldn’t believe he was going to have to sit there alone at a restaurant while the love of his life goes on a date next to him.
“Okay pink or purple?”, you asked holding up two different dress options.
“I don’t care. Whatever you want.”, he spat back.
You licked your lips in annoyance before deciding on the pink one.
Once at the restaurant and after a very awkward conversation of having to explain to the hostess that Yoongi had to have a seat as close to you as possible, but still at a different table you were sat across from Han. You felt overdressed once you realized he had shown up in jeans and a dirty tshirt. He didn’t even bother to shower or comb his hair. You were appalled at his lack of effort.
He was going on and on about some video game that you’d never even heard of and your mind drifted over to Yoongi.
You snuck a peak and saw him reading through the menu while he sipped on his drink. Even though he was sat alone he wore a crisp navy blue dress shirt with the sleeves rolled up that he paired with a dark wash jean. His hair was lightly styled and you knew he smelled amazing because you couldn’t stop thinking about it as his cologne filled the air of the car on the drive over.
“Will the Mrs. be joining you this evening?”, you heard the waitress ask him.
He smiled, “No dining solo tonight.”
“Oh that’s too bad. I bet she’ll be so devastated that she missed out on a date night with you.”
You rolled your eyes at the waitresses clear attempt to flirt while confirming whether or not Yoongi actually had someone.
You saw him smirk before he replied, “There actually isn’t anyone. But uh maybe that could change tonight.”
The waitresses cheeks turned pink as she scurried over to the next table. You felt a wave of jealousy and a maybe a little hurt wash over you. You were no stranger to watching Yoongi flirt, but for some reason that time it really struck a cord with you. You were also currently on a date with another man so you had no idea why that little interaction made you feel such a way and you felt a little guilty for feeling so because if you could go out with someone else then so could Yoongi.
You turned your attention back to Han for a while before you decided you need a break and pulled out your phone sending a text to Yoongi,
You: I need to go to the bathroom.
Demon Kitty: Okay? Here’s a cookie 🍪
You: 🙄
You: As much as I would love to, I can’t go without you. So please get up and I’ll follow right after.
Demon Kitty: But my dinner should be here any minute 🥺
You were about to reply when Yoongi stood up and slowly started walking towards the restrooms.
“I’ll be right back. I have to use the restroom.”, you let Han know before you stood up waiting for a group of women clearly from a bachelorette party to pass you before quickly catching up to Yoongi who had hid himself off to the side to wait for you.
Yoongi was as close up to the bathroom door as he could be while you quickly tried to do your business.
“Hurry up Y/N! I’m pretty sure this old woman is about to call the police on me.”, he hissed through the door.
“Sorry sorry, this dress is a pain.”, you said opening the door.
“Yeah well I did tell you to wear sweatpants remember?”
“I’m not wearing sweatpants on a dat-“
Yoongi suddenly stopped in front of you causing you to crash into his back, “What the hell Yoongi?”
Quickly he turned around, “Uhh let’s go home.”
You shook your head, “No I want to go back to my date.”
“Please Y/N, let’s just go.”
“What has gotten into you?”
“Diarrhea. I knew that calamari tasted weird.”
“Eww tmi. But let me at least go grab my sweater.”
“No need. I’ll buy you a new one.”, he said trying to pull you away.
You managed to slip out of his grip though and when you looked around the corner you saw Han sitting at the table making out with one of the women from the bachelorette party. Your mouth went dry as you watched the two of them going at it.
Yoongi cleared his throat and motioned for you follow him which you did. Once back in the comfort of his vehicle he looked you over.
“Are you okay? I know you liked him.”, he softly spoke.
He wasn’t expecting you to chuckled, but you couldn’t help it, “Honestly I didn’t even really like him. I just wanted to prove that I wasn’t some stuck up prude, but I guess I won’t even get that chance.”
Yoongi watched you as you fidgeted with your fingers while staring out of the window. He really hoped it wasn’t his worlds that made you feel like you needed to prove that. Even though deep down he knew they were.
He started up the car and began driving.
“Where are you going?”, you asked realizing he wasn’t going home.
“You’ll see.”
Not long after he parked at one of the local night markets that was packed with various street vendors selling goods.
“Neither of us ate dinner so I figured we could get some food before going home.”, he said.
You nodded, “Sounds nice.”
You both talked for what felt like hours as you walked around the market stopping at various stalls. You really got to know a lot about each other that neither of you ever bothered to do before.
You were getting full, but agreed that you couldn’t leave without getting an order of tteokbokki.
You had begun to stare off into the night sky when you heard Yoongi clear his throat. You looked over finding him holding out a single piece of tteokbokki, “A tteokbokki for your thoughts.”, he smiled.
You laughed before taking the toothpick and popping the cake in your mouth.
“What’s wrong with me Yoongi?”, you asked after swallowing it down.
His eyebrows furrowed, “What do you mean?”
“I don’t know. I asked out Han because I thought he would be an easy hookup, but that clearly didn’t work out. Even someone like him didn’t want me. Jae didn’t want me. My two boyfriends before that didn’t want me. Even my own soulmate doesn’t want me.”
Yoongi could feel his heart shattering. Gently he grabbed your chin turning you to face him, “Y/N, please don’t ever feel like that. There is absolutely nothing wrong with you. You’re smart, funny, a hard worker. You’re beautiful. All those guys are big fucking idiots.”
“You were include in that group you know?”, you giggled.
“Yeah and I’m the biggest idiot of them all.”, he laughed back.
You felt like your heart was going to explode. You weren’t completely sure, but a part of you felt like this was his way of admitting that he loved you. You wanted to confess and say something to confirm it, but there was that little part of you that was worried you were misreading everything.
As you were having an internal debate about whether or not to confess Yoongi leaned in ever so slightly. Everything in his body was telling him to move closer, confess his love for you and then gently pull your face to him so that he can lean in and kiss you like he’s always wanted to. Then take you back home and show you all the ways that you were perfect to him.
He leaned in a little closer waiting to see if you’d back away and when you didn’t he took that as his sign.
“This is really hard to say even though it shouldn’t be so I’m just going to come out and say it.”
Your heart felt like it was beating a million beats per second and Yoongi was starting to worry that he really did get poisoned by some bad calamari judging by how his stomach felt like it was doing flips.
He managed to push through though and continued, “Y/N, I know I don’t really act like it, but I really do lo-“
“There you are! I have been looking everywhere for you.”, a high pitched voice exclaimed next to you.
“Rose? What are you doing here?”, Yoongi asked looking very confused.
“You told me to meet you here silly!”
Yoongi remained silent.
Rose pulled out her phone, “Yeah see here. You texted me yesterday at 9:07pm. Wanna meet up? It’s been a while. Need you baby. And then I said of course my little suga cookie. And then you said great. Meet me at the main night market at 8:30. Wear something easy to take off.“
Yoongi was speechless as you stared at him in disbelief.
“So here I am! Just like you asked.” Rose continued oblivious to the situation.
You swallowed the lump in your throat the best that you could. Apparently you had 100% completely misread the situation.
“Soooo are we going to head to the car or where did you want to do this?”, she asked excitedly.
Yoongi cleared his throat, “Um Rose I’m sorry but I actually think that maybe we shouldn’t continu-“
You cut him off, “Continue this here. He means continue this here. Come on. I know a place you both can go.”
You stood up and tossed the rest of your garbage in the trash. Rose happily followed after you while a confused Yoongi was forced to trail behind feeling like the biggest idiot in the world, a feeling he was getting quite used to.
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