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I’m pretty sure I know how the monarchy works politically, but my genuine question as an American is:
Why do all of your monarchs share one of the same 4 names??? Like is there a rule that they have to pick from the list of top 10 baby names of the year 1398???
Excellent question and I have no idea. Best guess would be to give the impression of continuity? The monarchy's whole thing is not pushing the envelope so from that lens it's better if they stick with a small roster of previously successful (or at least not disastrous) names.
Hence the two next in line are called William and George, respresenting a long line of solid to didn't-collapse-the-institution kings (the bar is low), why Charles keeping his name is so weird since the first Charles started a Civil War, why certain names died on the vine (John), other previously popular names have died out after one especially problematic ruler (Richard and Edward), and why they waited until they were fully out of Spare territory to name a prince Louis.
Everything monarchal is symbolic, so my best guess is the names are no different.
#tysm for the ask!!#uk politics#hopefully that was helpful#or yknow#true#be really awkward if it wasnt
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Sorry I forgot Hanneman suggested Byleth undress after they show up with a different hair color. And I miss Hanneman. And also while swapping between Houses and Hopes and seeing Hanneman pop up to help in a Hopes paralogue is just devastating since he doesn't ever actually join you at all and I am denied my old man rights.
So I had to draw this. Thank you for understanding.
#fe three houses#byleth#hanneman von essar#i like that Byleth just kinda stares at him and he realizes WHAT HE SAID and the implications and is like#step back uh forget that I said that#like man so zoned in on research he blurts that out and has to backtrack mentally to AH socially bad to say that my bad#if i need to tag this as anything lemme know even though it is a conversation in game basically (minus the marriage)#also if you have never married hanneman i genuinely enjoyed his s support and was VERY surprised and hes just#honestly one of my favorites overall in 3h ?? and im still bummed i cant play as him in thropes like thats just mean#also i think if byleth was like oh well if its awkward to see someone undress randomly#then marriage would solve the awkwardness this is truly the best deduction#which is really funny that i can see it happening with both leths despite my hc of them#with fyleth as bi and myleth as ace i think both would just be like AH cool we can avoid awkwardness by marriage#and hanneman just wants to go lie down in a ditch because he said something like that#and and byleth doesnt even know about religion while working at church school they dont know about school regulations#that wasnt really on their mind to check ok just saying you could tell byleth no to something#and then they just go oh school policies i understand unfortunately#and the person is like no we just meant its frowned upon to do archery practice in the tea garden its not technically illegal just dont??
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HI CAN I BEG FOR MORE NETSOD CONTENT ON MY HANDS AND KNEES I LOVE THEM I LOVE YOUR ART AND I BEG OF YOU KILL YESOD WITH THE BEER MAN. "I think I'm dying" was too funny. he would think he's dying the nanosecond he realizes heartrate rises not just with work anxiety, but affectionate social anxiety. valentines is going to send him to the ER watch
i was going to make a smaller post abt it. a simple shitpost. but it ended up being longer. about 9 pages or the sort in total. i tried to have it out during the literal date for it but most likely it will be out in the next hopefully at most 30 hours ... .. answering this now so you dont think im ignoring it. the actual finished result be posted in a seperate one. as you can see. dialog/planning plus four pages are done art wise already though!!



small sippets from progress plus yesod from the warmup doodles as a peace offering .. . ..
#[cent miscellaneous]#library of ruina#Netzach#Yesod#one (1) tag for navigation purposes. i wanted to be able to do it by valentines but the workflow for it ended up being longer than predicte#mostly because i ahhh brainfog. first day. technically this is the second day of actually being able to work on it. yesterday was dialog/#reread/page set up. then trying to sort out further of how i wanted to format it. i wasnt happy with it first go for dialog because im not#very good at romance? or anything really intimate or relationship wise. wanted to try and make it work though. its still going to be awkwar#though its inescapable. the awkwardness bleeds through everything i do. uhm. rip bozo or something AHHH#did i need to reread and try to make the dialog somewhat reminiscent of them. well it feels like it. did i need to make notes for something#silly. .. . .. no... . . did i? .. . . . yes... ... . .#anyways theyre fun i think. it will be real. soon. promise. ive been focusing on it primarily with the free time i have. trust#trying to make it somewhat more presentable since i already missed the intended date for it though.. not rush it. As Much.#.... the writing will still be ooc. who cares (extremely anxious) . heh. literally dont gaf. just having fun (self conscious and dying)
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I’m not any of the anons from before but as a fellow kazuichi fan I’d personally love to hear you talk about why you like him if you feel like it! personally I was first drawn to his character design, I just thought he looked cool, and then the second he opened his mouth and revealed himself as a loser, I loved him like ten times more lol. I know some people think he’s ‘creepy’ but I feel like he keeps enough a distance from Sonia that he’s just a guy with a crush, and also his “don’t you ever just wanna take girls apart and see how their bones work” line lives in my head rent free
Ok well. Sorry dude (genuinely) but I dont think I think of him the way a lotta ppl do. Heres my take sorry if it ruins it
First of all, do I LIKE his character? No. I like what could become of it if handled well, in the future (same with Akane and Sonia and... a lotta characters tbh).
I dont want to gloss over that he was really not cool with Sonia. I DON'T think it was like, a simple silly crush like any other dude would have, I think he WAS inappropriate about it and (most likely completely unbeknownst to him) enforcing things that she genuinely could not stand. He was insecure and took it out on others as well as himself.
These are all character flaws. Every single character has them (some more than others). Fuyuhiko was genuinely a dick (as I have said many times, having anger issues isnt an excuse for the way he talks sometimes), Hiyoko is a bully, Ibuki is insensitive when se gets caught up, Impostor is condescending sometimes, etc. Kazuichi isnt the only one to be a jackass sometimes and t deny it is to deny his character, just as much as reducing him to only that is oversimplifying it.
What I like about Kazuichi is: the design.
(Ok jk but I do enjoy the design a lot)
I like the teenage insecurity. He thinks he wants to be a chick magnet, but gets scared when girls show an interest in him. His ideal woman is basically a barbie doll. He's a little too eager to see his boy bestie naked. He was so excited for a class retreat because he's never had one before. He was so desperate to be cool and tough and not a nerd that he drastically (and no doubt painfully, ow, TEETH) changed his appearance to conform to his Ideal Self, but could not actually change his personality.
He's basically a teenage boy, warts and acne at all, trying so hard to be The That Guy but spectacularly failing. He's actually somewhat of a genius (and the Death Trap stuff hints to him having a lot of repressed turmoil which honestly so true, teenagers whose only outlet is fantasizing about the gory demise of their tormentors, SO TRUE) but he can't SEE that because he wants to be some kind of cool punk frat bro dude. He's so busy living up to some idealized version of himself that he fumbles who he actually is, which if he just took a moment, would be a pretty cool dude. Basically, did you ever discover a cool band and tried to model your entire personality after what you thought those vibes would be? That, but sad.
So yeah, I think he's great at comedic beats, and also has a lot of heart underneath it, but has never been in a place where he can just accept that and let it shine. His last words were basically "here I am, don't forget me!" which like, man, isnt that just relatable teenagerism?
#I dont like how many ppl excuse his behaviour towards Sonia like. It wasnt malicious but it was really insensitive. As a reader who doent-#-know his inner mechanisms it was uncomfortable (you can hc him whatever u want but I'm speaking from just memory no hc).#He made a lot of awkward fumbles and missteps as did a lot of the characters. But to me hes just such a teenage dude#With all the insecurities and sexuality crisis and trying to impress in an environment where he has a chance to (as opposed to.. home.)#not an art#Sorry anon I disagree with you. But u did prompt me to actually talk about this so thanks!
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Got scary thing tomorrow so i dont wanna go to bed yet but am so sleepytired :c
#work thing at new place to try#theres a guy who knew me at the previous place where i wasnt out yet so it might be really awkward ._.#i wish i had someone to lie on top of me as a human wighted blanket#or a cat to cuddle#anxious and maybe sad? not sure why? idk i rly wish i werent alone rn#mine#i should go nrush my teeth and just get into bed for real ughh
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Someone please tell me how to be actual friends with my best friend's fiancée bc sometimes I feel like we're 2 peas in a pod and sometimes I feel like we're 2 cows in the kill chamber and I'm up next
#They're madly in love and im literally the best man so he's here to stay#and he's not a bad guy i really enjoy spending time with him#but come on lets be real if he wasnt engaged to my best friend we would not be friends which makes me feel like we're NOT real friends#i am very talkative and he is very quiet so sometimes it is quite awkward when she leaves us alone#AAAAAAAAAAAAA
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Does Micheal miss his glamrock amimatronic friends? Like Monty, Roxanne and chica? Or did he just see them as soulless robots :(
He does miss them but that wouldn’t be that big of a problem because he can still sorta be around them in the past …
Meet the bully friends :> aside from Becky who’d rather be doing something else than playing deadly pranks on little kids.
Pretty much only Ramona is mine ^^ I’m not that good at designing characters so I kinda snatched and tweaked my friend’s @cookieruma29 gang :> she also did the lovely coloring and shading of the arts bless TTwTT truly a lifesaver 💖
you can probably guess (or not? Wouldn’t blame you) who’s who =w=)b
#Pix answers#Im only really gonna keep using a couple of them after the birthday party#uhhhh but ummm yeah#and Glamrock Bonnie ISNT here#Tbh I want to keep this as less complicated as I can#because i wasnt gonna bring up the glamrocks anymore but knowing it would make Freddy sad I can do this much for closure of sorts#will they continue to be friends after shit goes down? I’d like that :>#but it’s probably so awkward#Idk well get there when we get there#wanda#fnaf#five nights at Freddy’s#security breach#fnaf 4#uhhhhhh#im not gonna tag the glamrocks lmao#this is mostly a ref#into the ballpit au#the bullies#my art
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Haven't posted about the character in awhile. whatever. Mecha trusts precisely 2 ppl to work on him and its tails and sigma. I believe i have, er, pretty sufficiently talked about/covered but the sexual nature of that with sigma but w tails it's just like. A trip to the barber or w/e that he loves gossiping with. Idk how much tails is into gossip for its own sake but he likes robot stuff so I'm sure it's nonetheless amusing to him. Also tangentially I think mecha would be the kind of guy to call tails 'Mr. Prower' and tails would have to be like can you just use tails like everyone else please
#was thinking to see if i could find a way to put this to a drawing but wasnt finding anything so text barf it goes#would mecha even know tails' full name. probably not but its the spirit of it yknow.#also i think belle could probably be added to those two but thier first encounter would defo be tense and/or awkward#sorry i fell in the ringracers hole again and ive been chipping away at a pack of other themed scribbles which has been pissing me off#im still working on art i promise you pleaseeee <- begging to myself more than anyone ik no one on here really cares gsjhdjfif#not in like the detrimental way or w/e ik tjeres some ppl here for my art. just like ik no ones mad i haven’t posted any in awhile :p#im mad though.#bweeeaaahh
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Still episode 32 of bdw but
Felix: *implies his performance in bed has been critiqued before and that's ok it's part of learning*
Me:.......................this surprises me not because I think he wouldn't be bad the first few times but because I genuinely thought he'd never so much as kissed another person before. Are we sure? Did he really?
#let us be so for real right now alright. wv((((((((///#probs not. not for anybody elses lack of fucking trying#but because felix pribably avoided social situations like the (beast) plague bc he was busy studying#once he DID put his mind to it i have no doubt hed be great tho#nerd would study anatomy in jis spare time to get it right trust trust#not that ive pondered it i HAVENT I SWEAR#But he gives vibes of someone who just. has not yknow? couldve but didnt. wasnt a pressing issue bookworm duties called#but once he DID i just know ok. i just know that that big brain once turned from higher academics would be applied just as scrupulously idk#he just seems the kinda guy that would be really awkward at first but once he figures out not only can he study for this test but its also#open book and not only that but he could approach it as science in some cases he'd be a whole new beast of element yknow#anyways hes speaks like twelve languages yknow what they say about Cunning Linguists.#loa posting#beneath dark wings#felix ackerman
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i know I already said this before but felix . in bounce back. GODDDD EVERYTIME I HESR THAT SONG I ASCEND PLEASE FUCKWHY IS HE SO HOT WHY?!??!??) but yes I hope ur doing well!!
bro ok i havent listened to bounce back in a hot minute tysm for reminding me of this. HE IS LITERALLY SO HOT FR 🤕😣 i am consumed with rage every time i hear his voice
#im doing ok i just got back from california!#was it everything you hoped and dreamed the crowd asks?? honestly no i hated it !!!!!#i mean it was a cool experience but between 12+ hour travel days and 10+ hour work days.... phew#i also just felt soo awkward and out of place but well. thats just my life innit. surrounded by white man after white man after white man#luv being the diversity hire !#most everyone was nice enough though#anyway. the overtime pay is gonna be epic#they also work weekends down there i was like. wtf yall are so crazy 😭 i am getting outtt of heerrreee#theres another intern whos been down there a couple times already and hes staying a few weeks longer he actually enjoys it im like.#good for you i guess!!!!!#ALSO I DIDNT GET TO TRY IN N OUT the rest of the team were kind of deciding meals and stuff#i didnt really have the means to explore on my own#also it wasnt like cool city cali. it was desert cali. LMAO#i saw real honest to god tumbleweeds. that shit is crazy who knew those were real and not just in cartoons!#anyway yea#sorry for rambling lol im saur tired why does sitting in a plane make u so tired.. i am sleeping now#AND I HOPE UR DOING WELL TOO LILILIXIE 🤍🤍#ask#lililixie
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pre-relationship kubosai awkward moment where theyre about to kiss and then their friends walk in the room and they awkwardly turn away from each other and pretend nothing happened..
kusuo was either wearing his ring or was VERY.. distracted !! so he didnt pick up on anyone coming in..
#'distracted' by deep blue eyes ʘ‿ʘ#doing everything in my power to make sure everyone thinks of kubosai as the awkward cliche loser lovers that they are#theyre so stupid and oblivious they both spiral into 'what if he wasnt really gonna kiss me? or it was just heat of the moment?'#'oh god itll never happen again i lost my chance' BRO JUST KISS HIM ?#kuso can literally hear arens anguish and is STILL like this#because he just continuously rationalizes to himself why theres no way aren could be serious about him#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo#kuboyasu aren#kubosai#meows post
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if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified
#if it isnt already anyway.. i can see it happening as a school frosh thing. idk if it would catch on as a workplace thing#i kind of find the concept of being locked in with strangers and working to find a way out weirdly exhilarating though#at least compared to icebreakers cause i dont have to spend 10 minutes racking my brain for something to blurt out abt myself#as a bonus u could like. put people into groups and give prizes to whoever escapes first second third etc. apparently they also do themed#escape rooms.. maybe let people pick a theme? or voluntary sign up? actually this would be really fun for smth like a blind friend date#although if i found out i was locked in a room with an online friend id be too excited to actually escape LOL#ive never done an escape room before so sadly i cant speak from experience. its like up there on things i want to try next to rug tufting#workshop and visiting new art exhibits or conventions. i seriously need to get out more if it wasnt for the horrors <- school and anxiety#i was planning to invite cass to a drop-in art workshop in town but neither of us could go bc typography is making us go thru hell and back#AND THEY HAD A BUTTON MACHINE TOO#im nostalgic bc i miss working in groups and not being awkward abt it or worrying abt schedule conflicts#i realized that i learn best in groups and its a little corny but i like sharing ideas and talking through a problem#in elementary i could just sit down with friends for review and come out of it energized *and* more familiar with the material#and i could technically still do it now. but as adults we're more picky abt who we work with on top of being way more busy outside school#maybe im lonely. im shy and grew up not talking to ppl unless i absolutely have to so its hard to make friends on my own i guess#only thing getting me thru it is telling myself that humans like helping and that my cringe is overblown in my head. but its hard#hence the escape rooms. i have been able to talk to 2(!!) people though!! mostly abt school stuff but im glad to be on friendly terms#i dont really know how to be happy these days cause im constantly scaring myself abt my portfolio and finding places to work#not being ambitious is part of not wanting to put energy into something that wont work out while also not having the passion to do literall#anything else.. i should probably talk to my counsellor ugh#yapping
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Unfortunately I was reminded of Variable Barricade and I'm like "haha ah yes, the worst love interests you can imagine thrown into one game so that the MC can be disgusted with all of them". Then I was like "I miss my son, Nayuta. What a little freak. I want to draw him again". But also had no idea what to draw so I drew him getting yelled at by Ichiya and OH MAN. WHAT A SHOCK. It's Ichiya's birthday and it was completely unintentional I didn't mean to give the man art for his bday but here we are.
#variable barricade#nayuta yagami#ichiya mitsumori#happy birthday you sleaze ball i guess#i genuinely enjoyed what i played and i should go back to it and play more at some point to see if ANY of them#actually improve bc im only really concerned with these two#but anyway i havent played it in ages#the worst thing about adopting a son in this game is my son is like PLEASE STEP ON ME AND YELL AT ME IF YOU WANT#and im like son no thats very awkward for everyone (both in game and me playing it)#he probably just ate food he wasnt supposed to that was for the mc ?? thats all i can think of#one day i will learn how to draw handsome men so i can draw ichiya but for now have someone who doesnt look like him really
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Coming out to my HS English teacher/mentor/friend tomorrow and more than a little nervous if I'm honest
#havent seen him since just at the beginning of the pandemic#i had just started t and my voice had only just begun to change#and he just thought i was a little hoarse from yelling i guess?#it was at a football game so lol#but now my voice has fully dropped and the face hair and all that#so idk ive only had to come out to someone face to face like this once before#and there wasnt really enough time for us to get awkward about it#so i dont really know how its gonna go and i dont like that lol#i mean im sure it'll be fine and regular#but you know
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have i ever posted picrew enticing yolk. no i'm not sure i did but even if i did i changed their design a bit so. hello. that's them. color palette is based of eggs in general rather than just. the yolk part. looong flowy wavy hair because i think it looks cool... how do they manage it? they don't. maybe the hair has a mind on its own (it kinda does tbh...)
here on the left we have cherry pie cookie! (she/her) pre!corruption enticing yolk's good friend, somewhat of an advisor and most importantly, almost their lover. cherry pie was one of the many cookies that decided to take some rest in enticing yolk's place and unlike those many cookies, she stayed. helped enticing yolk with the kingdom, kept companion, fell in love... they never got together though. cherry left after enticing yolk started to corrupt, claiming how they aren't the same person she used to know and how they changed. as you can imagine they didn't take it well despite their composure.
on the right! we have egg tart cookie! (she/her) enticing yolk's sidekick and... their creation. enticing yolk created her in some moment of impulsiveness and loneliness. she's a rather cheerful cookie that somehow still stays with enticing yolk, much to their confusion. and it's not like she's not allowed, because from the very beginning, egg tart cookie was allowed to leave if she wished to, despite being the beast's creation.
oh i do wonder why cherry and tartie look kind of similiar to each other. there's absolutely no hidden reason for that and enticing yolk absolutely did not lose it one day to the point of creating their sidekick in the image of their almost lover. i mean what!
obligatory enticing yolk lore drop tag 🙏🙏🙏 @express-archives
#to the new beginning 𓆩⟡𓆪 enticing yolk cookie#to the new beginning 𓆩⟡𓆪 cherry pie cookie#to the new beginning 𓆩⟡𓆪 egg tart cookie#yes. egg tart is just tartie. it's cute HAHA#and i think egg tart as a name is kind of awkward but wanted to keep the egg + tart/pie theme#so tartie it is#well.. enticing yolk really isnt sane#i feel bad for them#i got this idea some time ago actually#which. i guess makes their relationship even sadder?#ohhh egg tart will never be cherry. she only looks similiar. personality wise they are rather different from each other#because cherry was more calm always having her own opinion. very stubborn. wasnt afraid to stand up even-#-against enticing yolk despite the feelings they shared for each other#but you know tartie idolizes them. she always stays despite the cold treatment she gets from enticing yolk at times#and shes so much more cheerful than cherry was#it's really not the same#but! enticing yolk in the end grew to enjoy egg tart's company#and they are even kinda protective of her#and if she would ever want to leave they wouldnt stop her#i would elaborate on their relationship more but i think a fic will do it better#and now that i have finally introduced egg tart and cherry pie i can finally write that fic!#about enticing yolk and egg tart#whew. lot of yap in the tags today
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#coworkers decided to do an impromptu happy hour today and must have made this decision while i was away from my desk at lunch.#bc i got back and they were just. all gone. and i only found out bc our boss swung by my desk before he left and told me.#and i know it wasnt intentional (at least i don't think it was) but idk man! just feels kinda shitty! yall could've left a note or something#but anyways. boss was like you should come! but i. did not go. partially bc im kind of a little sore about that actually?#but also they went to a beer place and i. dont drink beer. and like yeah yeah go for the people not the place but also. idk just.#it's cold and rainy and today has kind of sucked too so like. im not really in the mood#(which HONESTLY was probably the point of going out bc NO ONE is in the mood)#but. ugh.#now im going to spend the whole weekend trying to think of what im going to say when someone inevitably asks me why i wasn't there#and they all probably think im antisocial or whatever#esp bc like. im pretty quiet at work too. like. i feel awkward just jumping into conversations sometimes bc like.#im still the newbie on the team. like i just got moved to this one at the end of august#but these people have been working together for like years now.#so like they all know each other!!! theyre all super comfortable with each other!!!!#but im still new im still getting to know them all!!! and like idk. just feels awkward to insert myself into those conversations#even if im probably allowed to. so i just. dont.#and ugh. its a vicious cycle i know. 😔#but anyways.#wow that was so much oversharing how embarrassing#whatever. what is the internet for if not embarrassing amounts of oversharing 🤷♀️#N E WAYS.
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