#and im like son no thats very awkward for everyone (both in game and me playing it)

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Unfortunately I was reminded of Variable Barricade and I'm like "haha ah yes, the worst love interests you can imagine thrown into one game so that the MC can be disgusted with all of them". Then I was like "I miss my son, Nayuta. What a little freak. I want to draw him again". But also had no idea what to draw so I drew him getting yelled at by Ichiya and OH MAN. WHAT A SHOCK. It's Ichiya's birthday and it was completely unintentional I didn't mean to give the man art for his bday but here we are.

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Anal?

Masterlist

Summary: its fun enlightening people isnt it?

Warnings : mentions of anal (surprise surprise) teasing, swearing, crack fic

A/N:just a funny little drabble based on banter and commeradery. Also i would 100% tease the fuck out of obi-wan i wanna make him blush so bad, and i know i could. I just know it!

"Aren't you excited to get home and enjoy that four letter word?" Cody asked, excited to be heading home for a few weeks' leave. The others took that as a queue for a little guessing game, each offering their own four letter word. love?,Food? Beer?

"Anal?" Everyone paused nd snapped their heads to you. You forwned but kepts chewing your mouthfull of cookie slowly, flicking your gaze between the others.

"A-anal? Y/n? What the fuck? Your a jedi!" Cody broke the awkward silence with a yell, waving at you animatedly.

"Oh What like i cant be a jedi and like anal at the same time?" You said with a scoff rolling your eyes before taking another bite of your cookie.

"Well i? No? But.!?" He tried to find the words to argue his point but you cut him off.

"Exactly. Butts" you smirked pointing to him with a suggestive raise pf your eyebrows.

"Fucking hell!"

"This discussion is very inappropriate" obiwan called from his seat across the room. Desperately trying npt to massaged his temples as he felt another head ache coming. He knew you would rile the others up. You cpuldnt help it it was in your nature, not even being raised in the temple could get rid of your sadistic streak. And by force did they try to teach it out of you.

"Like youve never tried butt stuff?" You grunted at the older man with a light sneer. Not about to be judged by so eone who'd probably played more 'hide the salami' then you ever had.

But the jedi master held firm, trying to keep a stern gaze, but flushed. His eyes gave him away. No, he had never explored to that degree.

"Wait youve neve smashed a girls back doors in?" You pondered out loud unable to fathom the attractive man had never been given the chance to lay some back door pipe.

"Oh my god you havent? Well shit i thought he got it from you?" You exclaimed pointing a thumb in Anakins direction whoch ,and a few of the others chuckle. Anakin frowned for a second and made to ask what you meant, but obi-wan got there first with a sputtering yelp.

"I beg your pardon?! Who got what from me exactly?" Obiwans voice grew high. Offended by the insinuation. Yet still asked just to clarify he hadnt misheard you.

"Well, you know you got anakin when you were young, i gathered he got that cocky adventourous sheet freak vibe from you? But now Im geussing not?" You shrugged

"Wait i give off sheet freak vibes?" Anakin asked from the door, a little too excitedly if you do say so yourself.

"Err yeah.... did you not know that? Like half the temple thinks your a kinky son of a btich... and they think you got it from him" you explained whilst slowly pointing to obiwan, who despite blushing looked completly blindsided. And appalled.

"Jedi have fantasy fucks?"

"Im stil, surprised to find out you guys have sex? Like kriff! You live in an actual temple" You rolled your eyes as the guys spoke out loud, completely confused. It was like they belived jedi were a differe speices. Idiots.

"We're not fucking abstinent. We just dont form relationships. We are free to fuck all we want;i mean damn you can fuck without being lovers. So in other words yes. Jedi women have fantasy fucks. And most of the ones i know;which is a fair few are sort of split into two camps. Obi-wan and Anakin. Some are simps for windu too but err. No thanks i tryto avoid that particular locker room talk"

"Im a fantasy fuck? Thats pretty awsome actually." Anakin laughed puffing his chest with pride. You giggled at him nodding, pleased that he atleast found it amusing.

"Thats the spirit" you praised him with a beaming grin.

"Anakin, y/n can you both just shut up? Please I just? I didnt need to know this type of thing happened in the temple." Obi-wan huffed pinching his brow. Clearly he was getting fed up with the two of you and your laid back attitudes. Honestly why the hell the council had paired you two together in the same troop he will never know. You both brought out the worst in each other.

"To be honest obi-wan, you should be proud, i mean being a temple fantasy fuck is quite something. We are a religious bunch... maybe sacrilegious now?" You teased lightly trying to lighten him up with so e jokes. He really was a stuck in the mud. But then again that stern yet caring disposition was what had granted him the 'daddy' moniker. His reply was a stern grunt of your name, warning you to pack it in.

"What? Im Tying'na make you feel better. No one likes a sad obi-wan. Especially the ladies at the temple" you pouted glearing at him crossing your arms. But he held your gaze, raising a brow.

"Am i a fantasy fuck in the temple" the question came from cody, sitting beside you. You paused for a moment before pointing at him a little.

"You know what? I'll ask around and get back to you on that cody" the conversation seemed to stall their, much to the jedi masters relief. Anakin looked to obi-wan seeing him relax, thanking the stars anal was jot the topic of discussion now. He smirked, he couldnt have that now could he?

"Sooo anal?" He asked, turing his head to you suggestively smirking, before sending you a not so subtl wink. Obi-wan deapanned before ha ing his head. Muttering ' For fuck sake anakin' under his breath.

"In your dreams pretty boy" you uttered smirking back at him enjoying the little tit for tat, and the fact anakin was in a playful mood, whoch was rare nowadays.

"Ah your an obi-wan kind of girl, gotcha" he grinned crossing his arms and tipping back to lean on the wall.the others laughed and began hooting like a bunch of overgrown teens.

"Fuck you!" You cursed glowering at him playfully.

"I just tried, but you turned me down" he coundptered sending the clones into peals of laughter as your face turned red and yo tried to find some scathing reply.

"Anakin stop it!" Obi-wan chided half heartedly. He couldnt help it, deep down he did enjoy seeing the old playfull anakin rear his head. It was rare.

"Oh i think the feelings mutual. Lucky obi-wan y/n~" you flushed brighter and squeaked. The grin on obi-wan's face dropped and he began scolding him. But as usual it fell on deaf ears.

"Thats not fair! Jedi get the force, the sabers, and now anal?!" Cody cried raising his hands in a 'what the fuck' gesture. You threw your head back laughing at the list of jedi perks. Even anakin broke out into a thunderous laugh. Clearly the man had done the back door break in probably to avoid pregnancy; much like you if your honest.

"no one is getting anal; dont you dare give me that look y/n" obi-wan stated making the room break out into a chorus of groans. Yoh giggled though, your pout had caught iphis attention.

"Boring old fart" you snipped slumpjng back into your seat with a grunt.

"Hey! Watch it" he growled snapping his fingers whislt pojntjng at you.

"What ever you say daddy~" you laughed when his composure slipped and his cheeks glowed. You smirked at him. Gotcha! He rolled his eyes waving a hand at you before slipping away from the group with a sigh. By know youd thought he'd learn youd do anything to rile him up. Teasing was pretty much the only fun you got. Well untill you got so e leave and found a little fuck boy.

[what-kinda-fuckery]

Hey so, I was one of the star struck falsettos stans that spent the forty dollars for the webinar, and I took notes (like a weirdo). So I decided I would share my funny moments and updates from the cast here!

- Host: Everyone should be keeping their audio off.

Christian: Oh alright!

Host: nO Christian not you

- Christians in Manhattan and his hair is back and he’s wearing a Superman t-shirt.

- Brandon is with his parents in NJ

- Stephanie and Brandon still love each other

- Brandon: Meat should be cooked just right

- Betsy: Stephanie are you in maple wood?

Stephanie: Well thank you for telling everyone where I am (she’s in NJ)

- Stephanie: Are you fucking kidding meee!!!

- Tracie is in LA, she looks like she’s in Costa Rica and I love her dog.

- Anthony’s VOICE IS LOW EVERYONES FREAKING OUT

they’re all talking about Anthony’s clear skin

- Andy Randy is in LA with a fresh haircut his boyfriend did it and he’s watching too much TV

Andrew: I’m watching this is America

Stephanie: SO GOOD

Andrew: SO GOOD

- Everyone’s having hard days

- Christian is acting out tracies dog’s pathetic bark and everyone’s like WHAT are you doing bc it looks like he’s about to throw up

- BETSY IS A WEEK AWAY FROM HAVINGA WHOLE CHILD

Betsy: What else do you do during a pandemic? Have a baby!

Andrew: Can I toss out another baby name? Celery.

Literally everyone: Goodnight Andrew goodbye!

- Christian is living with a girl (?) and playing board games instead of watching television

HE COOKS NOW EVERYONES PROUD OF HIM

Christian: yesterday I made pork filet en croute

Stephanie: I MADE PORK WITH SAGE AND APPLES ON WEDNESDAY

Stephanie: In mean girls they wear pink on wednesdays. In falsettos they make pork.

- I can’t get over Anthony’s voice

Again everyone returning to his literally perfect skin

- Stephanie: When watching four jews in a room in the beginning who’s in China?? I know the answer I just want to hear someone say it.

Andrew, with a thick accent: It was Bryna, in China, with a torn miniscus

- Christian: Did anything interesting make it on to the telecast between me and you? Andrew? Actually I dont remember I need to do my research.

Andrew: There’s been some strange comments about Christian and I- (AT THIS POINT IM WHEEZING)

HE MENTIONED THE TONY BONY

HE SAID IT WASNT A THING

HE DIDNT HAVE ONE

Andrew: No that’s not a thing that happened

Brandon: Andrew i want you to know that it’s okay if it was. It’s a safe space just the seven of us. (Lol)

- Bill Finn would take two steps into the room: “WROONG”

Stephanie: he wanted me to sing the end of I’m breaking down up the octave and I said #notmytrina

Brandon: #NOTMYTRINA

- Tracie what did you do during act 1

Tracie: Betsy and I sat in that dressing room for like an hour and a half

Andrew: You SANG the WHOLE SHOW TRACIE

- Betsy watched parts of the first act to feel like she was there

- Betsy sprained both her ankles at one point during the run and was a trooper anyways

Brandon reenacting Betsy limping during look look look look

Everyone dies laughing

Christians LAUGH makes me SO HAPPY

- Betsys screen is frozen like this: 🤨

Andrew: What if she went into labor??? (This is a common thread throughout the zoom)

- Anthony: I’m getting a lot of glitching so Stephanie is just like “HUH UH UH UH”

- Betsy comes back and everyone is like

YOU GUYS ITS COMING!!!

- They bought Andrew an ice cream for his birthday from the vending machine at rehearsal

- Andrew: The Hawaii crop top

Betsy: I would give anything to have that

- Tracie: it was very hard. Very precise bringing the blocks together

Brandon: Trying to be like oh my god we’re going to a funeral

Andrew: MY DEATH IT WAS MY DEATH

- fan question: What did the blocks weigh?

Stephanie: They were like thick yoga blocks. Not heavy but awkward shaped

Andrew: Significantly heavier when Anthony sat on them

Anthony: I just realized how much I got thrown around

Stephanie: Anthony were you proud of yourself? #proudofyou

Anthony: The one moment I was cringing was father and son

Christian: HERE WE GO *SLAPS TABLE*

Betsy: Anthony’s like BLAH BLAH BLAH blah my line BLAH BLAH BLAH my line BLAH BLAH

Christian: I LEAVE THE PAUSE IF YOU CANT GET IN THATS ON YOU

Anthony: I was blinking in that number like constantly

Christian: THE WHOLE THING LIKE A SALAMANDER

Oh Anthony.

- Andrew: I HAVE A STORY ABOUT CHRISTIAN BORLE. Tech for what more can i say. He was laying on me. We were shirtless in underpants under the blankets.

Christian: SLOWER

Andrew: he leaned over; He sniffed his armpit and said “I hope you like France”

EVERYONE DIES LAUGHING INCLUDING ME

Christian: i haven’t worn deodorant in 10 years true story

- Christian: i seem to remember holding our pillows and blankets pretending like we were partying on fyre island and Andrew said:

Andrew: WHATS YOUR NAME???

Christian: No no it was something like:

WHAT HOUSE ARE YOU STAYING IN??

Andrew: WHAT HOUSE ARE YOU STAYING IN???

Betsy: James lupine I feel like we’re ruining this show

- Andrew: The shenanigans were real but so was the sadness

Stephanie: We’re real and we’re funny what you gonna do

- Andrew talking about how hard the show was to do: Finding some liberty, It’s a hard world to live in all the time. It was a hard time especially for Christian. I would sometimes go home and cry for no reason

Brandon: Building up emotion with nowhere to put it

Betsy: then Lesbians come in and provide all the levity

Stephanie: Although Dr. Charlotte brings in horrible news

Tracie: Everything’s beautiful at what more can i say and I’m like not so fast

- Tracie always had a funny thing to say

- Who broke character the most on stage?

Anthony Stephanie and Christian

Anthony: it was when I said “I don’t want a bar mitzvah” and I spit in your face a lot and you went like *puts arms up* and someone at stage door was like very condescending like it’s not professional

Christian: Oh my bad we’re people sorry

- Stephanie wrote a line in the show “YOU HAVE PAINTINGS OF DICKS”

- James wanted her to cut off her finger during I’m breaking down

And turn around with a bandaged bloody finger

- Betsy’s nose bleeding during something bad is happening

And Tracie was like something BAD IS HAPPENING

Tracie: Christians throwing up right now

Betsy: Bloody Kleenex up the nose THE SHOW MUST GO ON

- Fan question: Stephanie how do you belt with a banana in your mouth

Christian: Practice practice practice

Stephanie: just shove it in your cheek. But Really that wasn’t supposed to happen

Anthony’s nickname in the rehearsal room was little bananas because he had to gather up all the pieces of stuff after Stephanie shoved the table over with her rear. Sometimes he didn’t have enough time to put it somewhere so he would just put the pieces of banana in his mouth and that’s where it came from

That’s why

- Andrew: Stephanie your glasses are very chic

Stephanie: Oh my gosh thank you *shocked*

- Betsy: Bill was like I’d rather DIE than change lyrics for the pbs special

FLaT aS a LaKe

- Cue everyone accidentally talking over each other and saying what at each other for 30 seconds

Christian: what? what? what?

Who is it?

What’s going on?

- If you could play anyone else in the show who would it be

Anthony said Mendel

Tracie said Mendel

Brandon said Trina

Andrew said marvin

Betsy said whizzer

Stephanie said Mendel

And I honestly couldn’t hear if Christian said anything whoops

- Brandon: If someone could at some point explain to me the Mendel eats dirt meme? People have been Asking me if Mendel eats dirt? I don’t think it’s about Trina Trina is not the dirt. I was overwhelmed. Can someone in the Q&A explain this? *A few seconds later* oh It was from a meme generator?

Christian: Greaat.

Brandon: It’s a fan fiction about Mendel eating dirt and getting aroused by it

Everyone: WHAT

- They still get fan art

Someone recreated the whole soundtrack 8bit and also with KAZOOS

- Brandon: CONGRATS CHRISTIAN ON LULOS WIN FOR LITTLE SHOP. If you haven’t seen Christian in little shop it’s revelatory I’m not just blowing smoke up your ass I have not laughed that hard in a while at the theatre

- Christian talking about little shop

Christian has a 12 inch Batman toy in his dressing room and he misses it

- Ticket prices were getting out of control before corona everyones hoping this will make a difference

Brandon and everyone think it should get more accessible

- Brandon: Hear hear I need a refill

- Stephanie: Your hair looks incredible Brandon (it did)

Christian: She’s been waiting to talk about it for 53 minutes

- Andrew: Well Betsy what I’m wondering is have you crowned yet??

Proceed everyone dying

Brandon, taking a picture of the screen: This moment will go down in history as When Betsy was asked if she was crowning

- Everyone mimicking zoom freezing by starting a sentence and freezing halfway through

- Christian: What new Steven sondheim musical are you excited about Anthony *devilish grin*

Anthony having no idea what Christian is talking about

Christian: Come on Anthony you know the answer. Ugh. The minds of the young. You’re smoking pot now aren’t you??

Christian: We have a lot of fun

- Andrew: I’m trying to get people to pay attention to me

- Christians pretending to be frozen

Cue a lot of yelling: Stephanie BRANDON STEPHANIE

NO CHRISTIAN

Everyone accusing each other of being frozen

NO YOURE FROZEN

- Andrew: Let’s all act like we’re frozen

Steph: I see Andrew acting like hes frozen

Betsy: Watching you do that is killing me

- Listening to the cast recording for the first time together

Stephanie: Why was I the a-hole that couldn’t be there???

Christian: That’s a question only you can answer

- Betsys husband came in everyones like BETSY LOOK OUT

Christian: that scared the shit out of me

- What is marvins last name and what was his line of work

Christian: we definitely said it at some point right? (They didnt) but he was in advertising. What was the last name? Gardens? O’Malley?

- Andrew: Betsys gone oh no

Betsy: I’m right here!!!

Andrew: She’s giving birth (again)

Stephanie: Betsy Wolfe is a ceiling

- Brandon: Welcome back Anthony. You’re here now.

Anthony singing merrily we roll along over Betsy trying to tell a story

Christian: STOP SMOKING POT IN YOUR BEDROOM ANTHONY

- Betsy: Steve (Steven Sondheim) comes to the door I call him steve

Into the woods is the reason Betsy is in theatre

- Betsy: Andrew was nervous singing at the tonys for Book of Mormon and he got dry mouth he sang like 😬I BELIEVE and he licked his lips so much during the song.

Brandon: Did you have a boner then too?

Andrew: GUYS DONT BE DICKS

Stephanie: It’ll be like dry mouth, boner

Andrew: BETSY YOU FUCKIN BITCH ITS ACTUALLY NOT THAT BAD

Stephanie: Bets maybe we should wrap it up

- Brandon sings MARRIAGE PROPOSAL

EVERYONE TELLING HIM TO STOP SINGING I took a video it was beautiful might post that later

- “Tracie Thomas from Lent!”

Tracie having stage fright

Tracie: Billy porter said “oh child we all forget the words” and walked away

- Anthony said WHO SHAT THE BED in four jews once

Anthony: That’s my contribution. Steph got her line, I got who shat the bed

- Steph: We lost andrew oh no

Christian: Um, we lost andrew ten minutes ago. Yeah when Brandon started singing

- Then Betsy sang a song by Bill Finn beautiful

- Steph: Wear your masks and eat pork on wednesdays

That was it!! I hope you enjoyed and people who were there if I got anything wrong that’s my human error it was hard to note everything I wanted to. Smooches! Byee

[foolishly-snowy]

Dallas grew up in a very modest household, he was an only child with kind parents who loved him to bits. This was acceptable until he turned 10 when suddenly, hugging your parents before school wasn't "cool" anymore. Since then he slowly grew more and more distant from his parents; despite their best efforts to keep him happy he refused to let them in and it only got worse the older he got. They tried to give him his space and be understanding of his wishes, it hurt them and their relationship with Dallas to do so.

During his middle school years, he was found in his room most of the time, only coming out to go to the bathroom or to grab his dinner plate and take it back up to his room, playing computer games or reading books. His parents would try every once in a while to connect to him again, but the attempts became less and less frequent with every furious rejection from their son.

Once he started High School, Dallas was barely home at all, preferring to hang out with his friends from school. Beginning his freshman year he was shy and awkward, angry at everyone and everything. By his sophomore year however, he managed to properly make a name for himself, briefly becoming the most popular kid in his grade. The way he held himself changed from freshman to sophomore year when he decided what he wanted from the world; attention. His natural charisma finally had a chance to shine as soon as he put it to good use, drawing people in with his gregarious ways.

Sophomore year was a year of new beginnings for him, finding many new people wanting to befriend or date him, as he was the "cool kid" of the highschool. Even as a sophomore he demanded the eyes of every grade, even gaining the respect from most of the senior class with his charisma and silver tongue.

Junior year was much of the same, now with his internet fame growing as fast as his day to day fame. He didn't care for this type of fame quite as much; as nice as it was receiving hundreds of compliments on his selfies posted to instagram, it wasn't as gratifying as actually being able to meet and talk to people. He still played computer games like he had when he was younger, and his internet fame rarely showed in that as well. He had used the same username as his Instagram when playing games online, so he was only a little surprised when he got recognized one day in the lobby of an online multiplayer game.

The person had private messaged him eagerly, telling him that they loved his Instagram posts and that they were so excited to play with him. The interaction felt different from the ones on instagram, much more personal and one-on-one, and he decided he didn't mind it as much. They played the game, Dallas talking into his microphone while his mystery fan spoke with him in the game's chat feature. During the game it was strictly game talk only, as they both took it very seriously; the conversation made Dallas comfortable enough to want to continue speaking to the other person by the end of the game.

They took the conversation to a private channel and exchanged messages with each other for hours, both excited to make a new friend...

Dal45: so you like my insta, do you go to my school? thats where lots of my fans come from

LoSonata_: Maybe? You did look familiar in your pictures, maybe I did see you around.

Dal45: that would be such a cool coincidence meeting someone from Birch Hills online

LoSonata_: Birch Hills, we do go to the same school then!

Dal45: seriously what are the odds of that? what grade are you in? id love to hang out irl

LoSonata_: I'm a senior. I like the idea of that, you seem really cool even past just the pictures. I'm so glad I ran into you in game.

Dal45: im a junior, so you must be older than me. im glad i met you too, man. this is really exciting

LoSonata_: I agree. Can't wait to meet you dude. :)

[cryinggameff]

Sixty-nine

Randi

Cayden and his friends were drinking and doing god knows what else while watching the game. I had agreed to let him host the party here, which i was kind of regretting because they were loud as hell and it made it hard to take my mid day naps. I had left for a bit to go and pick up some groceries so i could make some food for them to eat plus some snacks and such and now i was back home. I walked past going to put the stuff in the kitchen.

“Baby, you back?” Cayden said, getting up and coming to the kitchen.

“Yeah, just went to target,” I said, taking stuff out of the bag.

“How’s my baby?” He put his arms around me to grab my belly.

“Active. He’s been jumping around all day,” I sighed. He moved his hand around.

“That’s because he’s a little baller. Or maybe a gymnast if it’s a girl.”

“Mmhm,” i said, putting my hand over his. Somebody scored and the guys got all excited. We both looked over. I started taking stuff out the bags. Cayden removed his hands and started going back to the living area. I glanced at him and saw his jaw was locked and arms flexed. I was confused. He walked up to Rambo and smacked him on the back of the head.

“Damn man!” Rambo jumped. He turned around and Cayden grabbed the blunt that he must have just lit out of his mouth.

“I told your slow ass not to be smoking in my house when my wife is pregnant. Are you dumb?  That’s my kid you fucking with bruh,”

“My bad Cayden, I forgot,” he said quickly. “I’m sorry man,” he said. Everyone else looked to see what Cayden was gonna do. I already knew what he was planning to do and considering he was China’s man and what not i couldn’t have them falling out or that would make things awkward for all of us. I put the milk I was holding down. I reluctantly intervened.

“It’s ok baby,” i said to him from the kitchen. He looked up at me and I gave him a look to calm down and of course he listened and backed down. He just put the blunt out and came to throw it out in the kitchen. He came up behind me and wrapped an arm around me again.

“Sorry,” He said by my ear just so I could hear.

“It’s ok,” I said, leaning up to kiss him. I wasn’t mad, after all he was right, it was bad for the baby. Cayden had stopped smoking, around the house anyways, all together. It was cute how concerned he was about the baby. He kissed my shoulder and I giggled.

“She’s already pregnant dog, give it a break,” ty said as he came strolling in to the kitchen to open the fridge. I blushed but laughed.

“Hey! I just got those,” I complained. But nobody was listening. He was long gone and they had broken into a play fight, crashing on to the floor and rolling around like children. “You’re 26 years old,” I grumbled, picking my rolls off the floor.

I made some stuff for the guys and then took my food upstairs to eat and watch some shows.

I ended up falling asleep after eating, but woke up a few hours later with terrible heart burn. That was happening a lot now. I would take it over being nauseous 24/7 like in the beginning, but it was still very uncomfortable. I went downstairs to go find some tums and realised Cayden and his friends were gone. I looked at my phone real quick and Cayden had texted me saying he was gonna go in to work. I got some tums and some milk and went back to the bedroom. I decided to give Cole a call because i hadn't talked to him in a while.

"Hi Colebear,"

"Hey lil mama. How you doing?" he asked.

"Im ok, just tired and sick all the time," i complained.

"That sounds horrible," he said. "How much longer you got anyways? Tryna make sure im there when the baby gets here."

"Still have like 4 months. Im ready for it to be over, and i just wanna hold my baby already." I groaned in frustration.

"When we gon find out if its a boy or girl? How am i supposed to buy them some swag if i dont know?"

"I was supposed to find out a while ago but i kept missing my appointments. Im going in a few days, should find out then."

"Word? aight keep me posted."

"I will," i said, "so whats up with you and Ty. He came to my house a week ago and from what he said yall had some drama when he visited." I was being nosy as usual.

"Aint no drama," he mumbled.

"What did you do?" i asked in an accusing tone. He sighed.

"I may have iced him out a little."

"Why?" i asked, confused.

"Things were getting...intense."

"Thats how a relationship works Cole," i pointed out.

"I know," he said simply. I smiled a little bit.

"I get it. I was the same way when Cayden and i started getting serious. It terrified me. It's scary to love someone."

"So what did you do?" He asked.

"Well Cayden didn't really give me an option to run. He followed me every time, " i laughed. "Eventually i just got tired of trying to run away and i just dove in. Now i'm married to the fool and carrying his baby."

"Diving in sounds terrifying."

"It is," i bit my lip, thinking back to when Cayden and i were still dating. "But its worth it."

"Ugh. I cant with this sappy shit right now. Im bout to go to practice and i dont need to be in my feelings while tackling a bunch of dudes."

"Okay fine, ill drop it for now. But you need to just accept you love him and move on. Don't overthink it," i said seriously.

"okay mom."

"Oh God, can you imagine someone is gonna be calling me that soon," i said, more to myself.

"I can see you as a mom. You always taking care of people or helping them fix their lives, even when they didnt ask," he laughed.

"What can i say, i dont know how to mind my business," i shrugged.

"Lowkey im the same," he said. "But i gotta go."

"Okay babe, have a good practice. Ill talk to you later." He said bye and then i hung up.

Cayden

"Yo, How's the shipment going?" I asked him, referring to a deal i had going with Sean. He was organising the order while i handled the logistics and such.

"Man i don't think we have enough here. We gotta bring some from the other warehouse. I was gonna call Pat but i wanted to run it by you," he got up and i followed him out to the balcony looking down to the rest of the warehouse. It was busy with niggas at work like usual, organised by product.

"What he want?" i asked.

"Coke mostly, but he talking about he got some guy wants a bunch of crystal. We got 10, 20 pound max here," he said, nodding at the back of the room where the guys were breaking and weighing a fresh batch.

"Who the fuck wants to buy that much crystal?" My brows came together.

"Man who knows, thats your boy, ask him. Im just saying, thats pretty much all our supply from both warehouses, and we have one cook" he said. I nodded because he was right, but that wasn't my biggest concern. It was just weird to me that Sean was suddenly moving crystal when he had never before. I couldn't help think back to the time Randi asked if Sean could be trusted and wondered if she was on to something.

"Dont call Pat. Not yet anyways. Imma have a little meeting with Sean first," i decided.

"Got it," he nodded.

"By the way, thanks for checking on Randi while i was gone," i said. He shrugged.

"Uncle duties and what not," he smirked, "how she doing anyways? You weren't playing when you said she was emotional."

"She tired all the time, i feel bad. She go off on you?" I laughed.

"Nah, just crying and shit. I don't know how you do it."

"Ill take crying over when she gets angry."

"True," Ty nodded. I checked my watch.

"I gotta go find Keisha, i need her to get Sean here. I aint going to Cali, i just got back," i looked around a bit.

"She was here with Kassie earlier, training and what not. How you get her to come back anyways?" he raised a brow.

"I begged," i chuckled. " Why? you still got a crush on her? Thought you were all about the D now."

"Fuck you Cayden," he said, turning to go back to his office. I laughed and went off to find Keisha.

I ended up just calling Keisha from my office and she came up.

"Hey, sorry, Kassie was showing me around. She just left," she said.

"It's all good. I need you to do something for me though. 2 things actually."

"Sure, what is it?" she pulled out a pen and notepad.

"I need you to get Sean here. ASAP."

"Got it," she nodded.

"Also i need you to book me a trip, for 2. Jamaica, not business. Anytime in the next month or so," i looked up from my phone calendar.

"I'll get right on it..." she paused. "It's sweet. I mean, im assuming it's for your wife."

"Yeah it is. Gotta keep her happy," i shrugged. She smiled. Then she seemed to remember something and pulled out her phone

"Oh before i forget, the accountant is coming tomorrow. Just a reminder. Also, your calendar says its Ty's birthday soon, do you want me to arrange anything?"

"Remind me an hour before tomorrow. Get a gift for me, Randi is doing the rest. She throws unnecessary parties, its kind of her thing," i rolled my eyes.

"Okay then. Ill go start on this," she said, turning for the door.

"How was the training by the way?" i asked. Kassie had been here the whole time i was gone, showing her the ropes

"Good. She was really nice. She had a lot of great things to say about you. But i'm not surprised, you're a nice guy Cayden. I cant tell you how much this job means to me, my son too," she brushed her golden curls aside. "I mean i made decent money at the club, but...this is a lot better," she bit her lip. I nodded.

"You should have called me, I always cared about you Keisha," i smiled at her gently seeing her get emotional. She was all tough exterior, it was rare to see this side of her.

"I was embarrassed," she shrugged.

"You aint gotta be. How people make money is none of by business. Bur don't worry, i pay my assistants a lot. You gotta put up with my ass, just wait, you'll be sick of me soon." She laughed.

"Thanks Cayden," she smiled.

"You're welcome," i said simply. She left and closed the door behind her.

Once she was gone i called Randi to check on her.

Randi

Cayden called me just after id gotten off with Cole. He asked how i was and then he was telling me about what he was doing and when he would be home. Then i heard someone talking in the background, it wasn't a guy though, it was a female voice.

“Who is that” I said.

“Who’s who?” He asked. I sat up straighter in the bed chair.

“The chick talking in the back ground,” i said. I couldn't think of any reason for there to be a girl in his office at the warehouse. I knew there were a few girls who were involved in selling and what not but Cayden didn't spend time talking to pedlars or people lower in the chain, he handled all the big time stuff. I started to wonder if he wasn't really at the warehouse but i didn't see why he would lie.

“Keisha,” he said, as if that meant anything. “My assistant.”

“When did you get an assistant? You don’t like anyone, how’d you even pick someone.”

“I told you months ago that I needed an assistant baby,” he reminded me. This was true but still.

“Hm,” I said simply.

“So we good then? I’ll see you in a few hours,” he said.

“Okay,” i said, hanging up. I had been too annoyed to say bye or I love you.

Why would he get an assistant without telling me? If that even was his assistant. I knew there was always random girls walking around that definitely weren’t assistants, the business kind anyways. I wondered what this Keisha girl was assisting Cayden with and my blood started to boil. I tried to not be this person but pregnancy also had me a bit mentally unstable and I wasn’t particularly confident right now. Was Cayden fooling around with another girl because i was becoming the size of a whale? I panicked and started to get up off the bed and pulled on a sweater.

I wasn’t really sure what I was doing until i was driving for 20 minutes and leaving the city to go towards the warehouse. I never came here on my own and I started to second guess myself as I pulled up and security immediately posted up. I got out of the car and locked it. One of the guys looked familiar though and I was pretty sure I’d seen him before.

“Are you lost shawty?” Another guy said, licking his lips in a disgusting way and looking down at me. I was about to release all my fury on him when the familiar guy spoke up.

“That’s Cayden’s wife you idiot” he said. The previous guy shrunk back.

“My bad,” he said quickly, head down.

“Should i get Cayden for you?” The familiar guy asked. I shook my head.

“I know my way,” I said, motioning to the door. They paused but moved out of the way. I adjusted my cardigan and went in. People stared at me because i rarely came period let alone on my own. Also I was pretty pregnant now which drew attention. I went upstairs to the offices and stopped in front of Cay’s. I debated whether or not to knock then decided against it. I opened the door and walked in.

Cayden looked up and his face went very confused when he saw me. He was in the chair and a girl stood beside him, bent over and pointing to the computer screen.

“Randi? What the fuck are you doing here?” He said. My face must not have looked happy because he quickly got up. “I mean is everything ok? Is it the baby?” He came over and put a hand to my lower back. I immediately checked his hand for the wedding band which was there.

“The baby’s fine,” I said, looking him over for lipstick, makeup, anything.

“What’s going on then?” He asked. I looked up at the girl standing and starring at us. Cayden looked up. “Keisha can you give me a minute with my wife,” she stood for a minute looking which was strange but then she shuffled out. I was looking around his office looking for any signs of anything messy when Cayden put a hand to my cheek. “Baby, What’s going on?”

“Nothing,” I mumbled, feeling like the biggest fool.

“You drove all the way up here for nothing. Nah,” he shook his head. I choked up, I couldn’t say I came because I thought you were cheating.

“I don’t feel good,” I lied. I did feel sick to my stomach all of a sudden but more out of guilt. Guilty that I’d thought he’d do something like that and also because the way he looked worried now that he thought I was sick.

“Maybe I should take you to the hospital,” he said, feeling my forehead.

“No I’ll be okay,” I said quickly. “I think I just need to go home,”

“I’ll take you,” He said “someone will come pick me up after.” I agreed. He held me all the way out of his office and down the stairs. Once we got in the car I was still thinking about the fact that he got an assistant and didn’t tell me. That was still sketchy, cheating or not.

“How do you know her?” I asked.

“Keisha?” He asked. I waited for him to lie because honestly I already knew the truth. I was simply testing him.  “Being 100, we used to fuck but it was a long time ago, and we were actually friends.”

“So is that why you didn’t tell me?” I asked.

“This about to be a problem isn’t it?” He asked. “Wait? Is that why you drove all the way down here?” Well shit.

“Well I heard a girl in your office,” I said, defending myself. He turned to face me then.

“And you automatically assumed I was what? Cheating?” He looked upset. I was supposed to be the one angry. “You don’t even trust me huh? Still,” he shook his head. When he put it like that he made it sound bad.

“It’s not like that-“

“What’s it like? You came running, so that’s what you thought.”

“Well...” I started. “Normally I wouldn’t be scared but look at me,” i gestured at myself. “I don’t look tight and right at the moment. And don't eve play me like you didn't just hire a girl you used to sleep with and not tell your wife about it.”

“You’re insane Randi. You’ve lost your mind. I ain’t even gon fight you cause you carrying my kid.” I got frustrated and was fighting the urge to break into tears so i just glared out the window for the ride home.

[iluvmyogblog]

Roommates, Routines and Best Friends

A/N: (also just a disclaimer, i find my gifs on google sometimes!) oh my gosh you guys, i am beyond happy with the feedback i’m receiving!! you wonderful souls truly rock! also, what you guys said about Sammy boy is pretty saucy. keep makin’ predictions. i promise the story with Sam WILL come up. oh and i’ll tag this series with “rrbf” and ik im posting back to back kinda but im just so anxious! 💗💗💗💗💗

Summary: (AU) being roommates with the infamous womanizer Bucky Barnes is tough, especially when all he does is bring home different girls every night and complain about you and your choice of men. masterlist.

Words: 2585

Warning(s): lango ? ugh bucky being terribly beautiful AND STEVE JUST UGH

Roommates, Routines and Best Friends : Day Dates - more like ALL day

Steve was extremely nervous to take you out. It had been so long since he went on a date. The last date he remembers going on was the one where his girlfriend of four years broke up with him. ‘I need to find my own thing, do my own thing. Be my own person,’ is what she told him. Steve was terrified. He didn’t know how dates worked anymore. For Christ’s sake, he asked you out on a day date. Are those even a thing? He had consulted Bucky about dating once. Bucky said day dates are weird and to not ever go on one for a first date - he said it meant that it was real, and the date-e would get a ‘serious relationship in the making’ vibe. Everyone knows that Bucky knows what he’s talking about. The guys basically a god when it comes to girls. And what does Steve do? Ask you out on a day date. 

You had texted Steve the address to the apartment the night before. That was before you knew that he knew Bucky. When he got the address, he was confused as hell. ‘Did Bucky move and not tell me?’ Sometimes, Bucky would do things without telling Steve. Of course Steve would feel left out but Bucky would always fill him in. So he figured he’d just ask Bucky about that later. He straightens out his collar and clears his throat. His palms felt sticky and his mouth felt dry. He had a rose in his hand. Just one. He really didn’t know how this whole date thing worked anymore. He was so out of the game. He blows out a breath.

“You got this, Steve. Just knock. Just knock,” he whispers to himself as he extends his hand out to knock on your front door. He shakes his head, “here goes nothing.” He knocks three times and steps back. He watches the door knob turn and pull open the door. He looks up and prepares himself to see you. His heart racing a thousand miles per second.

“Aw, is that for me, buddy,” Bucky says with a cheeky smile as he grabs the rose from Steve’s hand. Steve opens his mouth to talk but nothing comes out. He furrows his eyebrows and tilts his head up, staring down Bucky. Bucky sniffs the rose and stares back. “What?”

“Where’s- that rose is for (y/n).”

Bucky smirks and steps aside, letting Steve in. “Fun fact, (y/n) hates roses, she thinks they’re cliché. She’s getting ready,” he says as he closes the door and walks to the kitchen, “thirsty?”

Steve shakes his head and stuffs his hands in his pocket, looking around Bucky’s apartment. He notices decorative pillows on the sofa. A vase with sunflowers sitting on a desk in the hallway. “She um, she lives here.. with you?”

“Yessir. When she told me who she was going on a date with, I shitted myself. What a small world right,” Bucky shouts from the kitchen. Steve laughs softly, nodding as he walks over to the kitchen. He leans over the counter, crossing his arms while he does so. Bucky twists the cap to his water bottle and glances at his best friend. He walks over to him and copies his motions, opposite of him.

Steve glances at Bucky. He was still confused. He wondered if Bucky’s ever tried anything with you, if he’s done anything with you. He nods his head towards Bucky, “how long have you had a roommate?”

“Going on six months.”

“Is that why you never invited me over? Trying to keep her for yourself,” Steve teased, a little bit of truth behind his words though.

Bucky chuckles and shakes his head. Although he rejected Steve’s notions, he kind of felt like thats exactly why he didn’t invite his best friend over anymore. He liked knowing that he would get to come home to your voice asking how his day was. And every time a girl laid her eyes on Steve, it’s like he’d disappear. The sounds of footsteps making their way to the kitchen made the guys’ head turn. You were wearing a sundress and wedges. Bucky had never seen you wear anything like that. He was so used to seeing you in sweats or his t-shirts - even your apron for work, never a dress and wedges. When he dragged you to that party, you were just wearing jeans and a fancy shirt. He said to go casual so you did. Looking at you, Bucky couldn’t think of anything prettier.

“(Y/n), you look... beautiful,” Steve says. He turns to Bucky and grabs the rose that was sitting in front of him. You blush, smiling as you tell him ‘hi’. He hands you the rose and smiles softly.

“She hates roses,” Bucky mumbles, staring at your smile. You and Steve brush off his comment.

“You ready,” Steve asks as he reaches for your hand. You nod and grab his hand. You glance at Bucky and give him a ‘oh my god’ look. Bucky chuckles softly and watches your happiness expressed on your face. Everything’s moving slow motion for him. Your hair was curled, and the way it moved when you turned to look at Steve made Bucky weak. He didn’t know what was going on. He wasn’t sure why he was looking at you the way he was.

“I’ll bring her back safe and sound,” Steve says as he waves bye to Bucky. Bucky peels his eyes off of you and nods to Steve. He sticks his hands in his pocket and walks behind you guys. Before you completely walk out the door, you turn and face Bucky. Steve lets go of your hand and waits for you outside of the door, leaning against the frame.

“Do I look okay,” you whisper to Bucky. He clenches his jaw and nods, giving you this look. You knit your eyebrows together, trying your very best to read him. This look was new. You had never seen it before. It almost looked like frustration, pain. But you didn’t know. You weren’t sure.

“You’re breathtaking, doll,” he whispers back. He clears his throat and pushes you out the door gently. “Have her back no later than eleven p.m, son.”

Steve chuckles and rolls his eyes, looking at his best friend. It was his turn to whisper to Bucky. Bucky leans against the door and smiles at his friend. Steve gives him a handshake and pats his shoulder. “Wish me luck.”

“A day date. What did I tell you about those?” Bucky shakes his head, laughing as he hugs Steve, patting him on the back. You watch them and roll your eyes playfully, mumbling ‘get a room’. Bucky glances at you with that stupid look again. You swallow the lump in your throat and look away. The two pull away. “It’s good seeing you, punk.”

“You too, jerk,” Steve says with a smirk. The three of you bid goodbye’s and see you later’s. Walking to Steve’s car was fun. There wasn’t awkward silence, not even on the way to the movie theater he was taking you. He bought you snacks, a huge bucket of popcorn. He even did that cliché thing where the both of you reached into the popcorn at the same time. It wasn’t much, but it was enough to make the two of you bust out laughing. Of course, the two of you did not pay attention to the movie whatsoever. Making jokes and throwing food at each other was what the experience consisted of. After the movie, he took you out to eat sandwiches.

There was this place - amazing place. He had mentioned it to you while the two of you were strolling through the park, eating ice cream. You had never been and he was so shook. He practically pulled you to the place. He ordered you his favorite and watched you take your very first bite. You loved it. Safe to say, you liked him. You like him. Everything was so easy with him.

“I’ll take two beers,” Steve told the bartender. You peaked at your phone. 8 pm. You had left the apartment around noon. You glanced at Steve. He was leaning over the bar counter, waiting for the beers. You smile and look back down to your phone.

Need an out?

Wya?

(Y/n)?

Are you okay?

Send a heart if you’re not dead.

jk just send something.

You laugh and shake your head. Bucky was so extreme sometimes. “Here you go, gorgeous.” You turn your attention to Steve and grab the beer he slid towards you. He sits across from you and glances at your phone. You shrug.

“Bucky’s asking if i’m okay,” you say as you take a sip of your beer. Steve points towards your phone, you slide it to him and watch him take a selfie. You giggle as he turns the camera to you.

“Say hi to Buck. You look alive, are you alive?” You laugh and hide your face. You feel Steve’s hand pull yours away, exposing your red cheeks. You smile, showing your one dimple. That made Steve bite his lip, he loved it.

“Hi, Buck,” you said softly, “I’m alive. I’m okay. Don’t wait up for me tonight,” you said as you glanced back to Steve. He smirked and stopped recording, quickly sending the video to Bucky. 

A few drinks later, you and Steve were sharing stories. “So tell me, when was your last date?”

You sit up straight, your smile faintly fading as you try to recall your last date. “Um, I’d say about almost nine months ago? Maybe even ten,” you say with a dry chuckle. He leans in closer, you do the same. He gazes into your eyes, searching for the memory as if he can see you sitting somewhere across from another guy.

“How was it?”

“Terrible,” you say smiling. Even though it was terrible, it was still a memory of him. You hated him, but the memories of him were nice sometimes. “His name is Sam. I went to high school with him. Literally only dated him all those four years and even up to my sophomore year in college.” Steve nods slowly, listening to your every word. “I thought I was gonna marry him,” you said with a sad smile and shrugged.

“I almost thought I was gonna marry my last girlfriend too,” Steve says softly as he holds your gaze. You tilt your head and lean into him.

“What happened?” He shrugs and looks around the bar.

“She wanted to be independent. She didn’t want to rely on anyone-on me anymore,” he says weakly. You look at him and put your hand on top of his, gently squeezing.

“Let’s get married. I’ll rely on you... sometimes,” you say with a smirk, trying to lighten the gloomy mood. He looks at your hand and laughs. 

“I think I need Bucky’s blessing first.”

You laugh and shake your head, biting your lip. “Yeah, you might.”

Steve smiles and looks up at you. Your hand was still on his. You didn’t know if it was the alcohol or if it was his eyes that made you spin. The perfect shade of blue. You were lost in them. All you wanted him to do was kiss you. You wanted him to lean over the table and grab your face and pull it to his. You weren’t that drunk. He wasn’t that drunk. He did wanna kiss you. He wanted to kiss you so badly but again, he was afraid he didn’t know how to anymore. And quite frankly, so were you. You hadn’t kissed any other guy but Sam. He was your world. Adjusting to doing things without him was hard. The idea of Steve was hard. You wanted it. You wanted to be with Steve. Especially after this date. You spent all day with him and didn’t think about Sam once, up until now of course. And the same for him. His ex girlfriend, Peggy, was clear out of his mind when he would hear your voice.

“I should get you home,” Steve mumbles. He doesn’t move. His eyes still stuck on yours.

“You should,” you mumble. You don’t move either. You were stuck. You didn’t ever want to look away from him. These feelings, they’re new to you. They’re new to him. 

“Let’s just stay here all night,” he says. You giggle and nod.

“Um, I’m sorry but we’re closing in five minutes,” a man says, causing you guys to turn to the source.

“Oh, like now?” Steve asks as he looks at the guy.

“Like in five minutes, sir,” he says monotone-ly. You snort and laugh, Steve looks at you and laughs too.

“Way to ruin the moment, dude,” he says as he gets up, leaving a few dollars for a tip. You scoot out of the booth and lean down, fixing your shoes as you laugh softly. The guy shrugs and watches the two of you lean into each other as y’all walk out of the bar. You pull out your phone. Two a.m. You gasp.

“Steve, take me home. James is probably having a panic attack,” you say through laughter. Steve glances at the time displayed on your phone.

“Shit, yeah lets get you home.”

“Wait,” you say as you turn to Steve. He stops and looks at you with a confused look. Even with wedges on, you’d have to tiptoe to reach his lips. So that’s what you do. You place your hands on his chest and tiptoe, closing your eyes as you softly place your lips on his. It doesn’t take long to feel Steve kissing you back, wrapping his arms around your waist, holding onto you tightly as he moves his lips against yours. You run your hands up his chest and rest your left hand on his neck while the other runs over his jawline and cheek, up to his hair. His hair was soft, it felt silky underneath your palms. He gently lifts you up, deepening the kiss. Your mind was consumed with the feeling of his strong arms wrapped around your body. The ends of your hair tickled his forearm as he set you back down on the ground. Your hands rested on his cheeks, the both of you slowly pulling away. You bite your lip and feel his grip loosen, his hands resting on your waist. You run your hands down to his biceps and keep them there. He clenches his jaw and smirks, scanning your face.

“Now I don’t want to take you back home,” he says with his gentle voice. You chuckle softly and look into his eyes.

“It’s our first date, mister,” you whisper. He smiles and kisses your cheek. He sighs and grabs your hands, intertwining your fingers with his. 

“First of many more,” he glances at you as he walks you back to his car. The two of you were taking all the time in the world. He adored you. He knew he wanted something special with you. He knew Sam screwed up, and he knew that Sam would give him shit if he knew who he was on a date with. The butterflies in your stomach came back as you felt Steve stroking the back of your hand with his thumb. How could anyone want to end things with Steve? He was perfect. It was a perfect day date turned night. Steve couldn’t be happier he went to that party. You couldn’t be happier. 

•••

Part 3.

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[nymphisl]

Im Youngmin as your boyfriend

- so turns out he actually takes the same bus as you, and for a while he’s been admiring you - making sure you have somewhere to sit, even if it means he has to stand for the whole journey - however, your always too tired to even realise what’s going on - but its the day of ur job interview and lmao you woke up late! - and so guess who forgot their bag which contains all their belongings, including ur phone and wallet? - hahAHAHAHa you… - ur at the entrance of the bus and of course everyone’s looking at the strange girl who doesn’t have a bus pass but is still trying to get in… - and all of a sudden someone from behind pays for your bus fare - your too embarrassed to even look them in the eyes but you still thank them - what makes it worse is the fact that the bus is extra crowded and you hate standing because you can hardly even reach the handles that dangle down for you to hold on - “just hold onto me” - you see an arm held tightly onto the handle and you can feel the other arm wrapped loosely on your waist - lmao by loosely I mean awkwardly propped on your waist unsure how tight or loose to hold you, as well as unsure where exactly to prop their arm… - nevertheless you’d rather not embarrass yourself even more by falling over so you start to hold tightly onto him - can I just say, a wHOLE LOADA STARING - DIS BOI HAS NO CHILL - when you finally have enough courage to look them in their eyes you realise they’ve been looking at you this whole time - BLUSHING!!!!!! - warning- youngmin likes to smirk… a lot - you can feel the laughter coming from his chest - he follows you out the bus and claims he’s going wherever you are - ‘I’m youngmin by the way, what’s your name?“ - “why do you keep following me?…” - your so embarrassed and you really don’t want him to see how red you are because of him - “fine. You caught me, by now I should probably be in my lecture… But before I go, at least let me get your number.” - how could you say no??? - and before you both know it your pretty much texting non stop and he asks you out on a date - your first official date is at a PC bang, and yes he was planning to be romantic and teach you to play one of the games called over watch - but sIKE, you were a frequent PC bang user back in the day of high school and let’s just say, your way better than him - “but I just wanted this to be romantic and I wanted to teach you, I was planning so much and now you’ve just completely beat me…” - youngmin whining, with his lips pouted and hair in a hot mess - before you knew it, you had your lips on his - fIRST KISS!!!!! - you could just about reach his lips but after a few seconds youngmin already had his hands wrapped around your waist - “youngmin… I’m sorry that you sUCK AT OVERWATCH!” - you try your best to run away but he catches up to you instantly - and yay, second kiss - this time he’s confident and in charge, hands placed lightly on your cheeks and yours were tightly around his body - “wow, you’re an absolute beast on overwatch- it makes me like you even more…” - confESSION!!! - its official y'all are bf and gf!!!!! - changing his relationship status on all social media - as well as bragging about you a lot - “yah, woojin! My girlfriend can actually play overwatch aND SHE’S REALLY GOOD, what can your girlfriend do? SiKE I LIKE YOUR GIRLFRIEND SHE’S REALLY NICE please stop hitting me…” - smiling youngmin means your most likely smiling as well - you can’t help but get lost in his eyes when they crinkle as he smiles - normally silences with youngmin are the kind which are enjoyable, no awkwardness just a sense of understanding - he walks you home when its dark and at times like this he’s quite protective, youngmin more or less always has his hand around your waist when your walking home - which your fine with tbh - but in general you guys trust each other but sometimes you feel that youngmin is way too chill when your around guys, and you’ve realised he doesn’t really care or get jealous - “do you even like me? It just seems that sometimes you don’t even care when I’m around these strange men!“ - “are you being serious right now? You don’t even understand how crazy I feel when I see you around these guys but I trust you and I don’t want to be that annoying over protective boyfriend… I trust you, y/n and you should know that i only have room in my heart for you.” - you both apologize to each other and make up - but what’s a make up witHOUT any make up sex… - lemme just say, youngmin likes to take charge… - and by now your neighbours clearly know his name .-. - but just in case you haven’t realised what I’m hinting at; a whole loada love bites and delicate kisses on your body as well as hardcore exercise - “yOUNGMIN, look at all the red marks I have on my neck from last night. Do you realise how hard it is for me to cover it up with makeup?!” - “well you weren’t complaining last night” - and there it is again, his smirk is now even more prominent and mixed with his perfect bed hair and morning voice… - well one thing leads to another and your late for work, again… - cute café dates and surprise the cafés you normally go to are cat cafés! - rather than being focused on what your talking about he seems busy with stroking a nearby cat but now this gives you a chance to admire him - “admit it, I look really cool right now” - hE was right, with his satoori and his jawline and the cat… - “you’re the lamest person I know” - “y/n you make my heart flutter whenever you act like this, so cold and cool… Wow- 100% tsundere style, I’m in love” - youngmin teasing you was something common but he really did mean the last part… - you rolled your eyes before a laugh finally erupted out - journeys on the bus together consists of sharing earphones and normally fighting over who gets to pick the music - “but youngminnnnn, you love me right? And so you’ll love anything I love, and I love jiyoung oppa so let’s listen to some of his music!!!” - youngmin doesn’t respond and you notice him flinch at mentioning love but try your best to ignore it so you just change the music to your gdragon playlist - your walking home together and he’s still not responding - “youngmin, what’s wrong? Why aren’t you talking… Are you just going to continue like this? Really?” - you try your best aegyo to persuade him to open up but unlike usual, it has failed - “yah do you know how you make me feel? Whenever I’m with you its like I can’t even feel my heart anymore, what do you want to hear? That you’re right? Because you are, I’m probably talking absolute bullshit right now but I just really like you- no, I love you.” - you pull his face close to yours - “me too, I love you” - there’s a smile on his lips whilst you kiss - “but seriously, y/n why do you call gdragon ‘oppa’ but not me?” - “because your lame” - youngmin also likes to play with your hair - whilst your waiting in line his hand is around your shoulder and reaching to fiddle with your hair - one night you’ve decided to try and get him to braid your hair - at least he tried… - he also likes whispering in your ear, knowing especially how ticklish you are - passerby’s would think he’s saying something dirty but in reality its just dumb jokes - “y/n you no longer have to watch asmr videos, I will be your asmr and im available 24/7” - “hahaha very funny.” - sharing clothes! He lowkey leaves his jumpers at your house so you can wear them… But he gets highkey turned on whenever he sees you in his clothes - youngmin also endulges in couple items, making sure to drag you to buy matching t-shirts as well as matching phone cases - “look, I sent this picture to my mum and she says we look cute… I would’ve expected her to cringe” - “y/n! How could you do this to me?! Sending her a photo which I probably look weird in- I’m her future son in law and…” - he stops at ‘son in law’ - “oppa, what are you even- psh, son in law?…” - awkward silence - “you finally called me oppa, that’s all that matter right now and we can discuss the future… In the future…” - his smile reaches his eyes and your heart instantly melts - “well, youngmin- son in law doesn’t sound that bad, right?” - all of a sudden youngmin is on one knee and his hand reaches his chest pocket - “Y/n, will you… ACCEPT MY HEART?!” - Instead of pulling out a ring box like you were assuming he would, he pulls out nothing but his fingers in the shape of a heart - “wow, I’m in love with such a loser” - aNd you both spend the night in each others arms with an empty pizza box and mulan playing on the TV - your both in love with each other and thats all that matters right now but as to what the future may hold… Well, who knows

[tumblunni]

Bunni continues to play Richard And Alice! Random thoughts and stuff!

* I’m really not good at point and click advantures, so i dunno if my opinion is very valuable, but this one just seems... not good, gameplay-wise. The sections are all different lengths and difficulty levels in each chapter, and not in a fitting way. Like so far the only one where I had to combine two items was the first chapter, it took me ages to figure out what the game wanted me to do with the bedsheets. And then the second chapter had like zero point and click at all, you just had to find one toy brick and stick it to block one hole, then it was just story cutscenes. And now in chapter three we have a suddenly huge snowfield to explore with your painfully slow walk speed, yet there’s only like one thing you need to find and just... I’m getting surprisingly anxious worrying if I missed something cos i only found that one thing! There was a whole section i didnt explore cos i didnt realise you couldnt go back outside after you managed to open the door. And what was with the misdirect of Alice saying ‘maybe i can reach this window if i have something to stand on’ and then instead she just shot off the lock on the door? Does that mean there were multiple solutions to this puzzle and thats why the place was so huge?

* Anyway, the story continues to be intriguingly good! I continue to be really engaged in poor Alice’s journey through this post apocolyptic snow world with her lil son, and I continue to be really worried what happened to that son, since this is a flashback and Alice met Richard alone... Also I like the continuity that Barney is continuing to talk about the close call they had last time with a monsterous bastard who kidnapped them. This poor lil 7 year old is struggling to keep up and struggling to keep smiling so his mum won’t be sad, and its just SO COLD and he doesnt understand why they left ‘the safe house’ because he doesnt understand they were prisoners there. And god, its so sad cos you can understand how Alice might be getting frustrated with him, and you can understand that she KNOWS she’s being irrational, but she’s just so scared that she sucks at keeping up a brave face for her kid. But I think she’s doing a great job, she’s way more of a badass survivor than anyone else would have been in this situation! And Barney is being incredibly good too, he’s being really patient and obedient to his mum and he’s a really considerate kid, he gave his mum his toy car cos she was getting sad remembering when her husband was alive and they used to ‘go on adventures’. (”But we’re on an adventure now, mummy!”)

* And MAN I am REALLY WORRIED for this poor kid, he’s been showing signs of getting sick as they were travelling the snowy wasteland and I hope they can at least get a break now they’ve found this abandoned house to sleep in. BUT NOPE! Alice finds mysterious scary notes with some sort of log of... people...? It definately doesnt feel like just someone recording visitors or survivors they met, its got a weird sort of... priorities, to what was written down. ‘Fem. caucasian. 20s. Compliant. 65lbs.’ And then what struck me as especially weird was that someone would classify a kid as ‘Female. age 7. 21 lbs’ instead of like.. actually writing that it was a kid. This is someone seeing these people as.. merchandise. You never really get an answer in this chapter but I think it’s someone who was offering survivors fake shelter and then cannibalising them T_T The chapter just ends with Alice finding an ambiguously scary room with a bloodstain, but this is the only shelter they have, so all she can do is lock the door again so her kid doesn’t see, and barricade the front door in case this cannibal cult comes back for their home base... *shudder*

* But also seriously, why did I collect like five other red herring letters as well as the cannibal one? And a rusty saw and ammo for a different gun. Was that JUST red herrings or did I miss an optional puzzle?

* Its actually a weird relief to get back out of the flashback and back to our slightly-less-horrible horrible situation in present times. Sure, Alice and Richard are locked in prison, but in this apocolyptic scenario its a relief to be somewhere where you get daily food and working electricity. There’s even a tv that only sometimes doesnt work! And they have each other, and they’re building up a nice friendship now, and it just feels quite optimistic. Richard’s even getting a bit of a crush on Alice, even though the attempts at flirting between the two of them are failing horribly cos they’re both total goobers. i dunno, if they do get together in the end, I totally wouldnt mind it! I dont think its really necessary though.

* Aww but the more we learn about everyone’s backstory, the more I really wanna hug em! We still dont know very much about Richard, but we’ve learned now that he had an ‘average childhood’, at least, by his definition. And he lived in some sort of small country town, and he joined the army in order to see more of the world. But it went really badly and he got sent to prison for rebelling against a superior officer who made a clearly immoral order. JUSTICE FOR RICHARD, GRARR!! And then Alice continues to be way more well developed and interesting, even though I do still feel sympathetic for richard, yknow. Just a lil frustrated that it took us so long to even hear that lil bit about him, when he’s supposed to be the ‘main character’. Seriously he seems like just a framing device for us to talk to alice and see her flashbacks! Anyway, now we’ve learned that Alice didn’t have much of a childhood, because she was hospitalized for a long time. And she talks about how she felt like a burden and felt suicidal and how she never even got to make any friends til she grew up and became a lil more healthy, and then she sorta ended up in an unplanned pregnancy with the first man she ever dated, and never had a chance to pursue her dream career and just... wow Alice dear god, someone up there in the heavens hates you! God, I hope this game has an actual happy ending, please! And also it makes me EVEN MORE WORRIED about what happened to her kid, now im starting to worry if maybe he inherited her childhood disease and like.. it only first started manifesting during the apocolypse and she wasnt able to find a doctor in time.. or something... MAN THIS GAME IS GIVING ME A MILLION WAYS THIS SWEET BOY COULD DIE

* Oh but one random complaint... much as I care about Barney, he kinda isnt a very well written character. They fall into a lot of super outdated ‘fake movieverse child’ cliches instead of like.. bothering to listen to what actual kids talk like. He’s always using that fake cutesy talk like ‘i made you a waffle but i eated it’. Its rather jarring! ...but still I WILL DEFEND MY VIRTUAL SON FOREVER dont you dare kill him off just because his dialogue is poorly informalized!

* The next chapter is kinda boring, its not really even a chapter but just an intermission to show us some more gameplay and nothing else. Richard and Alice do nothing but have an awkward fetch quest to find enough stuff to make a pole to reach the termostat outside the jail cell, and then after all that it ends up failing anyway. I guess at least we do get a bit of character development cos we get to see them both frustrated and having a bit of an argument, then making up again, and etc. But meh, bring on the next actual plot flashback!

* “Why does Daddy live in the ground?”

* thats it im done this is how bunni is slain fucking hell

* god, I dunno if I made the right choice but I chose to be honest with the kid and try and explain what death is. I got to hear the backstory of how the dad died, so i THINk that was the right choice? It seems he died back when barney was too young to even really know him. It was at the start of the apocolypse and the family was doing semi okay living in a shared shelter with a bunch of other people. But then it was the start of government aid breaking down and society crumbling, and a gang stole the last food ration pack from them and the dad thought he could reason with them. And its just so sad cos Alice is thinking of all the ways it could have been prevented! ‘We’ve gotten used to surviving with less now, what if we’d just let that food go? we could have lasted’ And what if they’d shot first and asked questions later, instead of trying to be diplomatic. And apparantly back then things were a little less abd so there actually was a trader they could have got more food from, but resources were limited so they decided it wasnt worth it at the time. And the after the gang killed the dad and some of the other leaders of the shelter group, it seems like things just collapsed in a power struggle and thats how Alice ended up alone... And you just have this sad sidequest to gather flowers for his grave and then Barney is all ‘i dont really know him and i dont understand so i feel bad that i cant cry’ and then he’s asking if dead people can hear you from down in the ground. And I picked being honest again, and Alice didnt say yes or no, she just admitted that nobody really knows what happens after you die, and you have to choose what you want to believe. So Barney chooses to try and tell his dad about how they’re having a good day playing in the snow on this adventure, and Alice tells him that Barney’s grown up so big and strong, and Barney says ‘Yeah! Strong like a lion! Or you, daddy!’ and BUNNI’S SOUL SHATTERS INTO A MILLION PIECES

* i am gone i am deceased at this deceaseness aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

* And there’s like an optional note you can find that tells the story about some unnamed kid who was living alone with their friend Lucy and they were trying to survive without any adults to help, and its all SCARILY VAGUE and I hope we get to learn more about them later cos it just says how the same gang who killed the dad was just.. ominously circling around the area and Lucy was acting weird and then dissappeared, with a letter saying she chose to leave for [insert name of far away settlement here] but it was really suspicious and the unnamed kid thinks that the gang was threatening lucy and they must have kidnapped her and faked this note and then the diary just ENDS it just ends with the kid talking about how much they love lucy and cant live without her and we dont know if they found her or if she even really was kidnapped?? ITS SO VAGUE! its so vague that honestly im only just assuming the diary writer was a kid too, i mean maybe they were lucy’s parent or sibling or something? or maybe both them and lucy are older? but the way it was written sounded like they were like early high schoolers or something (then again this game is bad at writing kid characters so maybe not) I MOURN FOR YOU, UNNAMED DIARY PERSON AND LUCY OF MYSTERY

* OH GOD DOOM when it went back to modern day, now its got all mysterious and weird and sad too, AAAARRRGH the heroes are still in prison, but the guards have stopped coming to their cell and theyre stuck here scared and worrying and you dont know if the obvious has actually happened... i mean maybe the prison has been abandoned or everyone died and now they’re stuck here locked in their cell and AAAA eventually the cold will start seeping in and kill them too and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

* AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

* okay im gonna go get back to playing this game

[comastoast]

@hvrshwords​ HERE IT IS,,,,,,

psa since I can’t see your characters bios I’m going based solely off the icons you used for the muses / what vibe they give off & the song lyrics so plEASE IF I GET ANYTHING WRONG IM SO DEEPLY SORRY

╰ ☾ ⛧⌒*｡ maria jaramillo

( MITCH CHANDLER, Taron Egerton, 23 ) jfc okay just imagine bad boy with badder girlfriend and all the beauty that comes with it like Mitch and Maria both deal together most of the time like she rides shotgun to him & when things start to get tense or sketchy he starts to handle it but the SECOND it gets too far for Maria’s liking she shuts it RIGHT TF DOWN like she’s the one who drops the hammer despite Mitch honestly being hardcore af Maria sort of lays down the law 100% and everyone knows they bad af and when they’re alone they’re usually smoking in abandoned warehouses or buying her some new clothes or hanging out at her apartment(?) because he’s lowkey homeless but u know it’s all good bc he got himself a BAD BITCH and he’s got a feeling he’s not gonna be able to get away even if he tried considering any time a girl even glances at him Maria’s pissed but it’s completely mutual because Mitch has definitely gotten into fist fights over people getting too close to maria and they’re just ride or die and goals

╰ ☾ ⛧⌒*｡ carolina ferrero i could not for the life of me finD HER SONG OKAY SO THE FIRST LINK ON THE GOOGLE SEARCH WAS LITERALLY THIS AND THE SECOND ONE WAS THIS SO ... ENJOY THE RAMBLES.

( ROMAN ELIAS, Jack O’Connell, 24. ) ok 1. I’m reading the Narcissist page and we could definitely have a really bad narcissist relationship where they’re both obsessed with themselves and it’s always been hard because they struggle for the attention and most people think it wouldn’t work but somehow they do because in the small moments where they’re not being self absorbed they do have good times like when they’re quietly watching a movie or hanging out with friends, their best conversations are when they’re out with groups of people and talking mad shit about everyone else there because they’re the best there can ever be and no relationship or person can compare to how good they have it and they do this ass-backwards relationship into friendship where at one point they realize jesus fucking christ i can’t be with you but we’ve been together so long and i still value the fuck out of our friendship can we maybe pump the breaks and just go back to friends but maybe one of them is like excuse the fuck out of me do you think i’m not good enough to be your significant other?? and just the angst of that nonsense right there

( COLBY JAMES, Sofia Black D’elia, 20 ) so 2. the entire mcfricken peep show button is actually to a television show from 2015 and the show is about two very different people one being a socially awkward business person and the other a lively vibrant musician and I can definitely see Colby being sort of reserved and focused on her career but still sometimes distracted by the crazy life that is Carolina’s life ( if she’s wildt like that sos ) and they’ve been living together for a couple of years ( I’d probably age Colby up a bit to like, 23/24 ) ANYWAY the show talks a lot about their sexual endeavers so like apparently the room mates have a very attractive neighbor that they both want to try and get with because godt damnt he’s beautiful and they actively start to fight about it but then one actually gets to it so imagine the angst of two best friends fighting over a guy and then one winning over the other would they stop living together????? would they guilt trip eachother???? i can tell you 100% of Carolina won over Colby ( which is realistic in my honest opinion ) Colby would pretend like everything’s okay but get really passive aggressive and sad and not talk to her as much and try to bottle it up before explosion buT WE CAN TALK ABOUT IT OK

╰ ☾ ⛧⌒*｡ marissa de largo HER SONG CAME UP & I LOVE THIS SONG OK

( HEATH AMOS, Ansel Elgort, 23 ) OKAY so I don’t know if she’s the one who doesn’t need to try or if she’s singing it to someone but holy motehrfuck it’s canon that heath has this like ex girlfriend who was sleeping around on him & got pregnant and either we can throw marissa into that ANGST POOL where she’s the mom claiming he’s the father but Heath actively does NOT believe her bc she was cheating on him & marissa is technically in a new relationship & heath doesn’t really know what’s going on in her life but she’s actively trying real fuckin hard to just do things right and she’s doesn’t idk believe heath could be a proper father but this guy she is with acts the part well enough but it’s real and it’s true that she thinks Heath could be a good dad and so she’s trying to make him jealous ( eh eh you see the connection to the song eh EH sorry im done ok ) and he’s just not biting because all he does is get so so so mad because she’s making him feel BAD likehe doesn’t realize though it’s the kind of bad she doesn’t want she just wants him to be the father but he’s like UR SITTIN HERE FLAUNTIN UR NEW ASS RELATIONSHIP IN MY FACE WITH MAYBE MY CHILD ND UR BEIN FA KE ASF BIH

╰ ☾ ⛧⌒*｡ soledad ruiz I GOT THE SONG AND IM ACTUALLY LISTENING TO IT BC it came in between comedians peace n blessins 

( ETHAN MCDONALD, Dylan O’Brien, 23 ) OK SO IM GETTIN THE VIBE THAT SHE’S A STRONG ASS FEMALE WHO DON’ NEED NO MAN BUT SHE MEETS SOMEONE WHO SHAKES UP HER WHOLE WORLD & LET ETHAN BE THAT MAN. I can see ( bc this is how ethan meets everyone im sos sorry ) she brings her car to him / maybe she broke down somewhere and Ethan finds her stuck and he actually helps her fix her car or tells her what’s wrong and gives her a tow to his mechanic shop & they talk while he’s fixing the car after hours u know it’s late asf and she’s so far from used to this & she is usually the one saving herself but suddenly now Ethan is here and he saves her in a weird way bc she needs her gd car & it’s a basic ass meeting but it turns into this active relationship where he’s like ‘you need new breaks’ or he keeps finding something else to go see her & help her with the car and it might be because he’s actively worried about her driving safe or maybe he just wants to see her once a week somethin NICE LIKE THAT and they actually start talking and maybe he goes to her house to fix the car & she makes him lunches which turn into dinners & just a cute ass relationship liek FUCKIN HAVE YOU SEEN HOLES???? WHERE SAM JUST KEEPS SEEIN THINGS SHE NEEDS FIXED AND HE’S JUST LIKE I CAN FIX THAT BIH THATS ETHAN AS FUCK

╰ ☾ ⛧⌒*｡ daphne cadwell THE SONG CAME UP AGAIN ND IM LISTENING PEACE N BLESSINS

( NOLAN GRAND, Aaron Tveit, 26 ) I’m begging you for Daphne to come after Nolan like she’s hell on wheels but he’s the devil so he’s just aggressively like you’re attractive but i’m not gonna fuckin turn my whole life upside down for you you can’t play me like this girl you better keep yourself CALM now ur flirting with DANGER bc he is aggressively a sugar daddy and total daddy material and maybe they’re actively perfect for eachother but she’s used to breaking hearts and Nolan doesn’t let ANYONE get that close so just the angsty cat and mouse game but Nolan often throws her a bone sometimes but then she’ll be like with a new guy bc he’s not letting her in enough and it makes him fucking JEALOUS and he kind of gets growly and possessive so Daphne is like oh snap who’s winnin NOW BOI??? and he’s like not you don’t fuckin talk to me and don’t fuckin date anyone else aight cool bye

╰ ☾ ⛧⌒*｡ jeniffer mccann THE SONG CAME UP ND HOLY FUCK THIS IS A GD BANGER WTF

( GREG JACOBS, Boyd Holbrook, 35 ) I just really fucking like this song and in the video he sort of looks like Greg so I kind of got this vibe that maybe Greg and her could have a toxic ass relationship where he bends over backwards for her and maybe it’s not the most healthy relationship because lowkey hc Greg is some kinda hitman or works for real bad people & he gives her & gets her anything she ones but then one night he finds out she either slept with someone else or they HURT HER so he literally goes out of his way to kill the person and he doesn’t care what the consequences are he’d murder for her again, and again, and again and he’s just wrapped around her little finger she says jump he says how high and we can even blend this into a bonnie and clyde relationship biH 

╰ ☾ ⛧⌒*｡ clay winston SONG CAME UP ND BLASTIN IT

( OPHELIA MONROE, Billie Lourd, 22 ) Shake. Up. Ophelias. Entire. World. I don’t know if he’s that resident bad boi on motorcycles but like the song is from sons of anrachy and the video is literally a bunch of bad boi bikers and I’m just imagining Clay rolling up into her small ass town & coming into her shitty ass place of business that is this little mom & pop autoparts store and just immediately swooning like ‘take me away from this world ur beautiful’ and maybe she runs away with him & becomes a biker girl and just the angst of shit that happens on the road & the chaos & bar fights & sleeping in shitty motel rooms & the RUSH of an exciting new WORLD 

╰ ☾ ⛧⌒*｡ jason mccann SONG came up but it was the same as the last one so I let it run to the next song and it was my bbyboi ED SHERAN’s MAKE IT RAIN & this is based off that  ok peace n blessins

( KAZ REMY, Vanessa Morgan, 21 ) Jason & Kaz maybe knew each other when they were young & then she moved across country for college / school / her family forced her to move and maybe they’ve always kept in touch through letters and what not but suddenly Jason’s letters were coming later and later before they eventually stopped all together & Kaz was honestly worried but now she’s back in town bc of break / visiting old family and she stumbles upon Jason in some way shape or form we can talk about it and she’s like excuse the fuc outta me where did my letters go? and it turns out he’s actually in a really tight spot and couldn’t write her even if he wanted to & I don’t know what happened maybe he got in a bad way with some of the bad dudes in town or sOMETHING so Kaz is like you need to come with me so they go back to where she lives now & he tells her all about how his life is all chaos or SOMETHING JUST ABT HIM AND SHE’S LIKE WHO EVEN IS THIS PERSON THIS ISN’Y MY LITTLE JAY I KNEW WHEN WE WERE TIKES Y DIDNT U TELL ME and it’s just a nice slowburn mayb i dont know im here for brotp or slowburn like REAL LIFE

╰ ☾ ⛧⌒*｡ bruce mccann SONG came up but ya bitch clicked on THIS RIGHT HERE & you can judge me if you want but holy f cu k

( JESSICA MILANO, Mila Kunis, 34 ) OKAY SO THE SONG YOU DONT EVEN KNOW IT BUT I CAN”T HELP BUT IMAGINE THE SONS OF ANARCHY SONG BEING HIS SONG THEN THIS BEING LIKE a part 2 esp with the lyrics you picked and maybe idk Jessica and him meet while she’s with her two children ( or fuck me up he’s the father to her kids u know yolo bye ) and depending on what way we go here let me organize this a little better BRUCE MEETS JESSICA W/ HER TWO KIDS: She’s weary as fuck about dating & getting to know people but Bruce is just so nice to look at and she can’t help but sort of be attracted but she’s trying her hardest to just be the best for her kids & he actively finds a way to help her open her heart again & it’s a cute lil relationship BRUCE IS BABY DADDY/EX HUSBAND(?): They were together and it was like pure passion and fire but something happened to him like the loss of someone he loved / was important to him so he started to slip hard and wasn’t the man he used to be so they got divorced bc they just couldn’t make it work no matter how bad they wanted & Bruce just is involved with the kids or maybe he leaves & suddenly he’s back and Jessica can feel the old him slowly starting to come back & it’s just life after the divorce where they still have feelings maybe but are scared to act on it / Jessica is furious with him still bc he just LEFT her and he wasn’t suppose to wow i hurt MYSELF there sorry

╰ ☾ ⛧⌒*｡ rocco vela SONG CAME UP ND TOTAL BANGER PSA

( MISTY BOONE, Deborah Ann Woll, 24 ) .............. can u hear that? it’s the sound of a one night stand turning into friends with benefits turning into getting breakfast every morning after / getting used to eachothers morning routines before eventually they’re having days where they sort of hang out since neither of them have plans & for the most part they never went into this expecting to actually develop a relationship like this is a few weeks after Misty’s serious boyfriend & her broke up / he went to jail and maybe fuc me up Rocco knew her ex boyfriend or even BETTER he was the friend who was living in her spare room by her ex’s request and oh my god fuc me up im going in an entirely different direction now but Misty & Rocco didn’t actively like eachother for a long time because her ex would bad mouth the both of them to eachother like Misty thinks it’s Rocco’s fault that he got arrested bc he was the one dealing drugs in her house but in reality it was her ex and Rocco thinks Misty is some psychobitch girlfriend who always talked shit & bossed around her ex but now they he’s gone they’re in this awkward you live with me now & i still sort of need you to pay the fucking bills so if you could deal drugs not in my house that’d be GREAT and he’s just like I was never??? dealing??? fucking drugs in your house???? and just cue the one night stand from above fuck me up this is a classic ass ramble

╰ ☾ ⛧⌒*｡ carter winston HIS SONG CAME UP BUT ALSO THIS SONG CAME ON RIGHT AFTER G-EAZY SO I MEAN.... A LIL MIX OF BOTH FOR YOU

( BECK CONNOLLY, Elizabeth Olsen, 29 ) They’ve known eachother their whole lives & Carter was actually a main character in the movie that she wrote that really really got her famous & just they were fucking hella close friends & they’ve kept in constant contact & maybe Carter sort of had a thing for her but Beck never even acknowledged it because she was so focused on her career and she’s demiromantic/asexual and just sort of doesn’t notice things like that? Like she wouldn’t actively notice if anyone had a crush on her so ANYWAY she has another big movie coming out & she invites Carter to the premire as her date & just imagine the tabloids of them & spending a week in a nice hotel / her house / bonding / writing / getting close / light flirting / Beck bein like WYD WE FRIENDS W Y D and he’s just like u really just see me as a friend & maybe lowkey slow/medium burn or friendzone citY IT CAN GO ANY WAY

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⌈ kim taehyung, cismale, he/him ⌋ hey, is it GRAY SIWOO that you’re looking for? you know, the TWENTY-ONE year old STUDENT. typically i see them hanging around ROAST CAFE so you could try there! i hear they’ve been in living in SAUGATUCK RESIDENTIAL for HIS WHOLE LIFE. gristol wouldn’t the same without them, right? anyway, whenever i see them they make me think of ripped jeans, colorful retro sunglasses, painted nails.

some quick info:

full name: gray siwoo

age: 21

date of birth: june 10

gender: cis male

pronouns: he/him

orientation: bisexual

occupation: student

allergies: peanut

zodiac sign: gemini

ok so gray was born and raised in gristol by his parents. his mom moved very young from korea to study abroad ( law more specifically ) and decided to stay when she met his father ( politics major ) and the two of them fell quickly and deeply at a very young age. however her family didn’t agree to it so she decided to cut them off even though she was very attached to them, so gray doesn’t know his family on his mother’s side at all. never spoke to them, don’t know what they look like, anything.

she didn’t come from a wealthy family but his father did!  once gray’s grandfather passed away his father being the only son took over their real estate brokerage business, making their lives way too easy. despite having her degree, his mom decide to dedicate herself to her family only and her kids, spoiling him rotten and giving literally everything he wants. gray could pretty much get away with everything if he pouts, which has helped him into his selfish and manipulative behaviors where he needs to get what he wants one way or another.

however, in order to shape him into a decent human he could get anything he wantedin his parents terms. he wasn’t handed everything, his dad was very rigid about that. instead he had to work  for it. do chores around the house, get good grades, that kinda thing. that really shaped him into a working man dhsuidfh ( even though most of the time his mom would let him off said chores )

TW DEATH

his mom was the sweet one in the house, but when gray was around 12 his mom fell sick and they discovered that she had leukemia and gray watched as his mom was no longer her best-self and never left her side to her last breath. his father was never a very loving type of father and often times he wanted to protect gray from seeing his mom that way but even at 12 years old gray was very mature and refused to let his father take away his time with his mom. the day she passed away was the day gray disconnected from his father completely, he blames him for her death and refuses to believe that now they can have a relationship when he spent so much time busy with work and away from them. gray still suffers a lot with her death but he never lets it show, not wanting to be vulnerable around others and doesn’t really want to worry his sister more than he already does.

he tries to not let the sadness and all the negative feelings take over him, figuring that his mom would want him to be kind and respectful to others like she was. he misses her dearly, she was his everything.

END OF TW

his dad has been the MAYOR of gristol for a couple years now, still a couple to go and will probably run again. gray thinks it’s hilarious that he can’t even take care of their house, how could he handle a whole town? but doesn’t say anything, in fact he takes advantage of his dad’s title to do whatever TF HE WANTS

his dad is also lowkey a homophobic and is that type who sees two guys kissing and public and cringes and comments about how its an indecency but wont do the same for the straight couples lol so gray prefers to hide that he kisses boys too from him but for everyone else he is out n proud ok 

at school gray was always kind of popular, he had his group of friends of course but he was naturally very social. he liked to talk and make people laugh and that continues through this day. he’s very sarcastic too which can be funny and because he’s a gemini he has those mood swings so pls be patient, sometimes he’ll be funny and cheerful and sometimes he’ll lock himself in his room for days without explanation

he was always very into music and was classic trained since he was a kid. that was very important to his parents. he can play piano, guitar, he can sing but he doesn’t think he can so he avoids the whole thing, loves playing though, especially the piano. catch him randomly playing just because at 6 am to wake up everyone because he’s THAT annoying lmao

his father demands a lot out of both him and expects him to be the perfect son and beCAUSE of that he goes against everything his dad wants. he wanted gray to attend politics school as well so he could be like him but gray decided to take arts instead, which he loves btw - he’s very artsy and loves to paint, draw, do some digital art and all that

he’s not a very big spender thankfully ( except w clothes tho ) , he likes to save his money even though thats never really lacked in his family.  he has plans of eventually leaving his father’s house and moving somewhere else away from him, the only reason why he hasn’t yet is hana. he can’t leave her. he’s simple, but likes to dress well and is obsessed with technology, he always has to have the newest phones, notebooks, watches, video games etc

very addicted to his phone and social media, instagram specially, in fact he likes to posts his art content and everything he does in there, updates his story all the goddamn time, i’d say he has a big following bc homeboy has a pretty face

a little bit of a hoe not going to lie, he’s very flirty and loves seeing his charm work on people, he tends to not let it go very far unless he feels very attracted to the person, he’s not the type to go fuck randoms and all that, he needs to have some type of connection before he gets intimate with someone

he can be a little hesitant to get close to people because he has major trust issues but once u get him talking there’s really no way to stop him, loves to roast and tease people just to be cute, he likes attention

a gentleman, he’s the real boyfriend material. he will open the door for you, carry your bags, carry yOU if you say you’re tired, go out of his way to make sure you’re comfortable, he’s your servant feel free to abuse it

however there are times where he snaps out of nowhere or just wants to be alone and is mean all suddenly but after will act like nothing has happened lmao

EXTREMELY affectionate, likes to touch hold hands hug kiss, he likes it when people play with his hair but all of that only applies to people he’s comfortable with, if you don’t know him well don’t touch him

[ anxiety tw ] he suffers w anxiety a lot due to his mom and stress and fighting w his father, sometimes he disappears and that’s when he’s having a crisis. he has panic attacks when its at its peak and he works out a lot and does yoga and all that as well as taking medication to keep it all at balance for his own sake [ end of anxiety tw ]

tries to eat healthy and watches what he eats a lot, he used to be chubby for a bit as a kid and that pushed him to work on himself which also makes him a little insecure about his body and his appearance. it’s still a little hard for him to believe that someone could be attracted to him and it’s also hard for him to just take a compliment without turning it into a joke.

neat freak, likes everything organized and clean and will freak out if you come over and mess up his room or go through his things

has terrible luck with relationships but never says no to love, tbh he’s a hopeless romantic and loves the chase. loves to gossip and he’s a bit shady when he doesn’t like someone ( which is not often this boy has a heart of gold ) fiughduf

omg i tried to keep this short and failed miserably

here’s some possible connections but i’m always up for anything

friends, ex-friends, enemies

someone who pretends to like him but actually talks shit about him behind his back

exes in good terms, exes in bad terms, there can be a few exes fjfgsdfhf

some sort of toxic relationship where they’re playing w each others feelings

flirtationship

someone he has a crush on but the other doesn’t or vice versa

a best friend, give him some bros pls

A CHILDHOOD best friend pls i love those

cousins, neighbors etc

party friends

iDK class mates

family friends

will they won’t they type thing

first kiss, first times etc

ENEMIES, people who just dislike him for any reason

someone who used to be friends w him but for whatever reason they have stopped talking ( perhaps a fight ) and now it’s either awkward as hell or they’re on their way to working things out

hook ups, friends w benefits etc

someone that likes fashion a lot too so they can go shopping together

work out buddy lets go

someone that likes his content on insta and knows him from there iDK

idk i’ll think of more later i swear

hit me up for plots love yall im excitED