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linagram · 11 months ago

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[ 𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚖 𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚎 #𝟶𝟷 ]

the first linagram file is here! come on, open it, i'm sure there's nothing bad inside <3

???: So.. W-what exactly do I have to do?

Jackalope: Oh, it's easy. Just judge them, that's all.

Jackalope: You don't have to overthink it. Just follow your instincts-

Jackalope: Or, actually, you're allowed to overthink it. Just do whatever you want, but don't forget why you're here.

???: Uh.. When will I get to..

???: You know.. meet them?

Jackalope: Oh, you can see them on the cameras. Let's take a look.

Jackalope: They're still asleep, by the way.

Jackalope: So, the first prisoner.

Jackalope: Miyagawa Akio. 16 years old, a high school student. First year.

Jackalope: He's a genius when it comes to school, but when it comes to his appearance, there's nothing remarkable about it.

Jackalope: He acts all powerful and confident, but deep inside, he actually craves attention and compliments.

Jackalope: Prisoner 002, Hanasaki Aimi.

Jackalope: She's the same age as the first one.

Jackalope: A really cute one, isn't she?

Jackalope: She seems to be very polite.

Jackalope: But still, don't forget that she's a murderer.

???: They're.. only two years older than me..

Jackalope: Shocking, right? Kids these days..

Jackalope: Prisoner 003, Ishizu Shun.

Jackalope: This one.. Haha, you'll have to see for yourself.

Jackalope: His memory is terrible. Is it the mental illness or is it something more physical? No idea.

Jackalope: But he still fully believes he was in the right for committing his crime.

Jackalope: Prisoner 004, Chiba Naomi.

Jackalope: An elementary school teacher ended up in prison. A terrifying concept, isn't it?

Jackalope: How could they let someone like her not only spend time with kids, but even teach them?

Jackalope: It's almost like people felt.. sorry for her.

Jackalope: Almost like they never saw her as an adult.

???: These two scare me, to be honest..

Jackalope: Understandable. They're much older than you and have committed horrible, absolutely horrible crimes.

Jackalope: But the fifth and sixth prisoners are even worse than these two.

Jackalope: Prisoner 005, Sanada Kei.

Jackalope: A charming young man who is always in the center of attention and has everyone's eyes on him. Popular with both men and women.

Jackalope: He doesn't feel that connected to anyone though.

Jackalope: Be careful around him.

Jackalope: And now-

???: ...

???: .. W-why-

Jackalope: What's wrong-

Jackalope: Ohh, this one.

Jackalope: That's the sixth prisoner. One of the prettiest ones here.

Jackalope: But again, still a murderer.

Jackalope: And her name is Yoshioka Ei-

???: !

???: N-no-

???: N-no, i-it can't be her!

Jackalope: What? Are you surprised to see someone like her here?

Jackalope: Oh, you haven't seen the other prisoners yet-

???: WHAT IS SHE DOING HERE?!

Jackalope: Well, she committed-

???: SHE'S NOT A MURDERER! SHE CAN'T BE!

???: ONEE-SAN WOULD NEVER MURDER SOMEONE!

???: SHE'S TOO KIND FOR THAT!

???: AND EVEN IF SHE DID MURDER SOMEONE.. THAT MEANS THEY DESERVED IT!

Jackalope: So forgive her then.

???: What?..

Jackalope: If you think she's innocent, forgive her. I'm not stopping you.

???: .. N-no..

???: .. This is insane. This is madness.

???: You're making me judge my own sister!

???: And she'll have to go through not one, but three trials!

???: Why.. Why would you do this?

Jackalope: So you don't want to accept that your sister could have murdered somebody?

???: HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO ACCEPT THAT?!

???: She.. She doesn't deserve to be here! Let her go!

Jackalope: Can't do that. Forgive her first.

???: I FORGIVE HER! I FORGIVE HER, I FORGIVE HER, I FORGIVE HER!

???: She doesn't have to go through those three trials, please, just let her go!

Jackalope: Again, I can't do that.

???: WHY?! WHY CAN'T YOU-

Jackalope: Because your whole family is here.

Jackalope: It would be rude to just let her go without even letting her join the family reunion, no?

???: ...

???: .. My..

???: ...

???: .. Is this what you used to make me fall asleep?

Jackalope: Right. Don't drink too much-

Jackalope: Oh.

(sound of someone falling on the floor and glass breaking)

Jackalope: .. Oh well. We have three more anyway.

Jackalope: Maybe 14 year olds don't really make good guards.

Jackalope: .. What about 15 year olds though?

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???: ...

Eiko: WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT?!

(sound of Eiko dropping something)

Eiko: What.. Why..

(sounds of someone's footsteps)

Shun: Eiko-san..

Shun: Are you okay?

Eiko: ...

Eiko: .. What was this supposed to mean..

Eiko: I found this tape in my cell this morning and there was a note saying where I can watch it and..

Eiko: Why would they-

Eiko: .. This wasn't done by Eiji-kun, was it?

Eiko: .. No. No, he would've never done something like this.

Shun: W-why are you so sure?

Eiko: Because even though he believes that everyone here deserves to be punished, he would've never done something like this out of malice.

Eiko: This video feels like it was recorded to.. laugh at me in the future.

Eiko: Eiji-kun would never do something like this. He only punishes people for the sake of justice. For the sake of making this world perfect.

Shun: Didn't he make Yurika-san everyone's maid even though she clearly hated her job?

Eiko: Well, a fitting punishment for someone like her.

Eiko: And also..

Eiko: My whole family..

Eiko: .. Ahaha..

Eiko: I knew they were criminals, but I didn't know they were this bad.

Shun: Um.. Is there anything I can do for you?

Shun: Just tell me. I won't forget it, I promise-

Shun: W-what are you-

Eiko: For now, can you just hold me like this?

Eiko: I'll come up with a plan later.

Shun: .. S-sure..

Shun: Ehehe..

#so.. ahaha <3 this is what happened to the fourth guard!#and this is what jackalope meant when he said that he couldn't handle the pressure #also yayyyyy yoshioka family lore #btw there will be overall three linagram files #and then i'll post the behind the sin stories #i'm not sure when exactly the third season is going to start probably this spring or summer #bc.. exams.. yeah..#and i don't have most of the things i need ready yet #(and yes shun is slowly becoming jealous of eiji. eiji you better watch out)#should i tag this as vd?... eh sure #🎤 voice dramas! 🎤#💎prisoner 006: yoshioka eiko💎#💔prisoner 003: ishizu shun 💔#milgram #milgram oc #milgram project #ocgram

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moeblob · 8 months ago

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I am really tired of a situation rn.

#fe three houses #felix hugo fraldarius #me using felix on my angy days because he is my angersona? you bet!#anyway if you want to try to get someones money or something bc you hurt your own car banging into mine #can you try to be a bit more timely with it buddy come on you hit me on feb29 !#why am i getting your insurance company calling me today !#also i would like to point out i didnt do it and neither of us were hurt and i filed a claim with my own insurance comp #and also filed a police report bc he didnt even suggest calling the cops to the scene #so like yeah hey man maybe you and your insurance company can move a lil faster or smth #literally everything that happened the day of is - according to my dad - an intimidation tactic #i look like im 15 and he probably thinks he can take advantage of a new driver but ya know! tough luck!#im just really tired and stressed over multiple things not negative so getting this on top of it was like #bro .................... anyway my phone didnt pick up for some reason so i called back and then nothing got resolved #cause the person who actually called me wasnt around to connect the line to from the guy who answered #idk man just its a lot despite my v minimal energy #got a job interview on monday tho ! and then also next week is an eye exam #and you might be thinking isnt that a good thing to get your eyes checked? you are correct but i am horrified #there are two body parts that give me absolute anxiety and eyes are one of them #and i know my eye sight is declining and im just v anxious #its fine im going to be fine i just have to be anxious about it

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holleringhollowfolk · 3 months ago

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Ghouls HC

Okay, hear me out. I know, I know this theory is contradictory with a lot of fandom lore so just take it as a fun thought.

What if ghouls aren’t actually demons. What if a summoning gathers souls from animals or humans that recently died.

When an earthly creature dies right after a summoning starts the soul is collected to form a new ghoul. Every element needs a certain type of creature thus water ghouls need fish souls, air ghouls need bird souls, earth ghouls need any type mammal that lives on land, quints have human souls and fire ghouls need reptile souls (being the closest thing to a dragon). A soul needs to be strong to form a new ghouls so when no strong souls are available multiple weaker souls are merged together, that’s how multis are formed.

I like to think that the look of the ghouls is solely based on how humans thought they should look like. Given that the summoning is a magic invented by humans, they therefore (subconsciously) decided to give the ghouls a human/demon look.

#instead of needing only one soul to form a ghoul I was also thinking about them needing several souls for one ghoul #just has to do with the energy conversion because energy can't be created #and small animals have less energy than needed so you might need more than one #that's why summonings might take a while #oh you see that ghoul over there? they are like 70% turtle but there are are two fish and a hamster in the mix as well #yeah I don't know #I wrote my last exam two days ago my brain is fried #the band ghost #ghost bc #ghost band #ghoul headcanons #ghoul hcs #ghost ghouls #nameless ghouls #kiyan yells

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rosylix · 1 month ago

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hiiiiiii (^o^)

rosy pt 3 will be posted SOON‼️ maybe tomorrow or thurs/fri idk. definitely by the end of this week. keep ur eyes peeled. (^ー^)

#i wasnt able to finish pt 4 yet but oh wells.#literally every time i try to finish it i write like one sentence and then close the doc. i cant #but slow progress is progress?? one sentence per day lads LMAO #anyway ya #pls dont have any expectations. pls. pls. pls. if theres a single expectation ill probably asphyxiate and die #jk ofc #but #yeah #ITS NOT GOODM. OKAY. GO INTO IT THINKIKG ITS NOT GOOD #ive sat on it for momths bc its not good #ok? thank u #aynway since i love giving life updates in buried tags my last midterm is tmrw. everyone cheered #and #omg yall the exam i said i bombed i SOMEHOW?? got like a 70. WHATTTT?!?#like thats not amazing but i was literally expecting a sub 50 or smth this is a miracle #anhway #im so happay. i wanted to share. yipee #i have hope for passing this class. graduation is in reach #life is not a disaster #ok yeah i'm planning on doing a final proofread of pt 3 tmr after my exam. im not *too* worried for yhis one but that might be my hubris #its math. blehg #OK GOODNIGHT #.txt

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gunstellations · 9 months ago

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"お前は失ってばかりじゃねえ"

"you haven't only received loss"

#who wouldve guessed more 07 ghost art....#almost done with the anime now but ep 20 ish took me OUT my heart is bursting #copying the text i wrote for ig here:#i was initially going to just use the english as a caption but it really doesnt get the emotion across properly.#spent a good fifteen minutes rephrasing thr words as accurately to the original quote as possible while maintaining the intention.#affirming that he's gained so much (cherished people and experiences) along his path despite all his heartbreaking losses.#done #YEAH I KNOW frau didnt actually do this this is just my own self indulging... makes me giddy when he gets all serious and intimate #like that expression he does. im down bad for this piece of hot garbage #going off on a tangent here but hes so fucking childish sometimes when he goes to pick teito up from his exam #this idiot took the time to arrange himself leaning leisurely against the wall and having a smoke just so he could be like oh hey #i wasnt waiting or anything im just free and rebellious and i smoke bc im cool....get real idiot #i dont have any more 07ghost art atm so lets see if the remaining eps inspire me #or the manga at the rate the anime seems to be ending :')#07 ghost #my art

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struck-by-the-rain · 6 months ago

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sleepies.....

#punch kick toe #rhythm heaven #karate joe #space kicker #yeah this is mega sappy even for me but idgaffffff #thumbnailed this while falling asleep in the library trying to study #anyway i love them so so so much augh. ive said this before but ive been drawing them sm this exam season #bc they genuinely bring me so much happiness n stuff. silly lil guys #my art #this is my ds set 6 monday post for the week mkay #also u cant see it but they're both wearing their rockers band t shirts i drew them in a while back

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weaponizedducks · 7 months ago

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absolutely wild to me that your whole life is defined by exams you took when you were seventeen. their brains are not even fully developed yet. please pick a lane, adults. you dismiss their words. you call young people stupid and unable or not old enough to have good opinions or make choices or participate in the choosing of their own futures and yet you define their futures by one little test. well guess what an exam has a fuckton of choices and if they can't be trusted to have an opinion on their own lives then maybe they can't be trusted to make academic choices on a test either. either you give us a voice or you will not hear until it's too late

#by that i mean we will overthrow the government #get in losers we're going to overthrow the government #i am british so i do mean a levels/gcse's #i am not against exams or school but please #this doesn't just go for teenagers this goes for all young people- like late twenties early thirties their opinions get dismissed bc of age #but not too young for people to harrass/assault/take advantage of?#the people in charge don't care about the things that matter #school #exams #gcse #government #fuck the government #this is about kosa #STOP RESTRICTING FREEDOM #stop kosa #kosa #i'm not even from the usa but this is horrific #do you realise how stupid you sound telling teens they can't make their own choices then giving a forty page test on random unrelated shit #yeah no if i can't have an opinion how am i supposed to do well on tests?

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spaghett-onaplate · 5 months ago

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depression is really weird actually wdym i spent 2.5 years of my life in bed

#and wdym that lifestyle changed so quickly into being out and about and an active member of the world??#very proud of myself #and i mean it wasn't that quick of a change #it was like 1.5 years primarily depression bedrotting with occasional school -> primarily depression bedrotting ->#primarily depression bedrotting with 3-9 hours of work weekly -> straight into 31+ hours school+9-12 hours work weekly #so there was somewhat of a gradual progression #but still #also wowza i wake up 7-7:30am every morning now. 1pm was an early wake up for a not so insignificant amount of time #i mean of all fundamental growth years to miss out on the ages like what 12/13-15 aren't too bad? they would suck in a different way if i #had been socially involved #anyway it's just. yea i'm proud of myself but it is a crazy lifestyle change #and even when i was deeply depressed in a horrible routine i feel like i learned a lot. how to regulate my emotions and cope well and find #the joy in everything. bc if i stayed in bed all day then i would at least be happy about the sun or whatever #and for the while of being not at school at all i WANTED to be at school i just could not find one bc our school system is so cute like tha #(basically every school is at capacity and the local school that has a guaranteed place for me would have been an all boys or girls 😭)#but i miraculously found and got into this school and miraculously made it work so well for me socially and now academically #it's also a good time to get back into school for my education bc any later and it woulda been pretty bad for all my certifications and uni #ive missed out on so much maths that its not worth it to me to try and catch up but my teacher knows that #but ive always hated maths regardless i only ever understood it for the first half of yr 7 then my attendance dropped #and after my recent exam i decided to try harder at school. but i still got an A on the exam i didn't study for!! academic weapon fr #i'm just idk thinking back to myself in the past few years #and how hopeless it all felt. but i got out of it!! i beat the depression and social anxiety and found a good place and made the most of it #and during the peak of my depression i remember i went out someplace near my old school and panicked so so badly about seeing #kids from my old school. and the friends at the time didnt really check on me when i went to shake and cry in a side street lmao #i kept the best of that friendgroup and have better friends now. but anyway now i take a bus each morning with some kids from my old school #and you see these hands? they look like they're shaking to you?#anyway yeah it's just cool i got to this point :) i really had no hope for so long but now i have a life i'm living and a future i'm build #--ing towards #which is funny i just decided some random day last november after watching some better call saul 'huh actually lawyer would b pretty cool'#and will i get there? we'll see but i do have hope now

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aroaceofthesea · 5 months ago

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I made an emotional support boggy with polymer clay

#(hes from dimension 20 if you dont know who that is)#(he is literally an emotional support frog lol)#(i am so mad that i made this before seeing the backpack part he would 200% have the backpack if id seen that already)#he has many flaws bc magic isnt real here😔😔 but i love hiiim #100% going to my backpack to help me in the exams i have left #but yeah im in love and also go watch dimension 20 (only seen fantasy high im on the 2nd season of that)#(<-fantasy high is free on youtube at least 1st year so yeah lol idrk if there are more free ones)#dimension 20 #fantasy high #dropout #diys #mine

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dazais-guardian-angel · 7 months ago

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kinda wild to me that one of the most compelling aspects of both Chuuya and Kunikida's characters to me, that I never really see talked about, is how they're heavily set on a doomed crash course towards complete and utter destruction, and how I am so, so worried for them both.....

#bungou stray dogs #been thinking a lot about chuuya lately (shocking for me i know (said with no sarcasm truly lmao it is rare for me))#cause of the 15 manga and also playing the fucking jeht quest in genshin impact ugh (where's the one dual genshin bsd fan who Understands)#but like this pressure has been building up for chuuya for so long due to being used and manipulated by all these people #first the sheep then mori then verlaine then still mori now #he was groomed since childhood just like dazai #but unlike dazai he didn't have an oda to help him get out of the mafia........ he's still stuck there #and his personality is different from dazai's. dazai was more self-aware imo (but still a groomed emotionally abused kid don't get me wrong #but chuuya's whole thing is needing to belong and wanting a leader to be loyal to but ending up in positions of leadership himself #which makes him feel pressured but he accepts and stifles any negative feelings just because he wants to belong #and all this crushed him with the events in the light novels and yeah he went through character growth but he's...... Still In The Mafia...#and that fucking scene asagiri added to the cannibalism stage play i don't think hardly anyone even knows about bc IT'S NOT DISCUSSED ANYMO #where mori emotionally manipulates him with the flags!!! and it deeply hurts him!!! and he presumably deals with that shit all the time!!!#it is WORRISOME. it WORRIES ME okay.#chuuya doesn't have anyone who can save him from the mafia (dazai is in no position to okay; it's all he can do just to try to save himself #and it's so so scary. it spells awful things for him.#didn't asagiri say he'd have a rough path or something??? and he added that fucking scene in the play!!! it haunts me!!#i fully expected this shit to hit a turning point in the meursault arc but we can't have nice things i guess #and as for kunikida a;lskdfl (took me this long to get to him oop) literally the ending of Entrance Exam (the novel) is just #One Big Foreshadowing for Kunikida's downfall #he's compared to the azure king for a reason. Sasaki saw the azure king in him for a reason. it's fucking worrying!!!!!#there hasn't really been anything like that since in the manga (just like for chuuya lol ugh) but he's TERRIBLE at coping with his trauma #and it only gets more apparent once shit hit the fan in the doa/hunting dogs/meursault arc #it's not good!!! i'm worried for kunikida too!!!!#even if the manga isn't focusing on this these worries are always in the back of my mind man #both kunikida and chuuya are doomed to hit some kind of breaking point eventually and i await those moments with dread yet anticipation #i want dazai to be able to save kunikida from the despair being too good a person brings the way he couldn't save oda #and chuuya.... if we get a scene with him & mori mirroring the one in dark era where dazai finds out that mori orchestrated the kids' death #oh man i think i'll fucking die (give it to me i need to cry)

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cyborgcatboys · 1 year ago

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-- TAKING A BREAK --

hewwo, im gonna be taking a break from tumblr for the next while.

ive come to realize that im on tumblr wayyyy too much bc of my (newly found) ocd so im leaving for a while to try and deal with it (+ other stuff in the op tags)

i'll be back once im satisfied w/ my progress, but there is a chance i won't be back for months, so if u want to stay in contact send me a DM w ur discord or smthn, i'll check them a couple of times in the next couple days, but after that no tumblr at all.

so yeah, byebyes & i'll see u people later hopefully <3

#cybernetic meows #im putting more reasons why under the cut in the tags #xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx #okay so ive found that i probably have ocd and the whole chronological dash is actually quite bad for me bc ive gotten obsessive over #seeing every single post from all the blogs im following and thats just not really worth it in terms of time and #plus im quite lonely atm so seeing people on the dash being friends and having fun together is honestly making me feel sick and #a bit dysphoric #which just sucks but its not really anyones fault (but mine ig)#this break is mainly just so i can sort out life #finish exams get a job #get some mf therapy cuz yeah i def need it #try and connect w my local queer community hopefully #maybe try and move out but thats probly years away yet #anyway if u read this far thanks i appreciate it alot <3

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whyoneartheven · 13 days ago

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suddenly I have realized my bad habit of procrastinating has become a nearly debilitating fear

#Like #for ex I had an exam due today #I meant to study for it over the week #But every time I sat down to do so I just got really scared and stressed and felt like I wasn’t going to be able to study enough???#And so I couldn’t concentrate and did literally anything else instead and it ruined my entire week bc I was so worried #And anyways I ended up actually studying for the exam for only around 3 hours. TODAY. And took it and sent it in just before midnight.#Which is a very bad habit that I have #I’m pretty sure I did well tho #bc despite the fact I was so worried I wasn’t ready for it that I didn’t GET ready for it #I do actually know the material pretty well #And now I’m sitting here with the knowledge that if I’d sat and just studied even ONE other time this week #I could easily have gotten a 100 #And now I’m realizing that I may have anxiety #Which I knew before but like. Now I KNOW #And also a really bad case of I Need To Be Perfect Or The World Will End And Everyone Will Hate Me #also the adhd isn’t helping #So yeah #That’s something that happened #I tend to put things off bc “im not ready” for them in general now that I think abt it. Huh.#evie rambles #Evie rants #It has become a habit of mine to vent in the tumblr tags #Sorry folks #XD

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dickgreyson · 6 days ago

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one of my essays from back when i studied philosophy is being put into a good answers guide at my university<3 not one of my good ones but

#its abt the philosophy of conspiracism in the modern day. suuuuuch a blast to write #my prof told me that he was like gasping at the twists and turns of the anti vaccine movement #i was like king have you been living in this world with us. this is just the news peace and love #so fun to like talk abt the moon landing and 911 and just stream of consciousness and someone think its good #bc if i had handed that in as a poltiics paper it would be like snooze you missed these things and its not valuable bc x y z #but this dude had never heard any of it before! loved that #he was like 'to get the full 100 i would have wanted some actual philosophy content in there' and yeah true #gonna talk to the prof tho bc theres a new philosophy of AI unit #and its been running a few years i took it in my last sem of undergrad #and it was so fallacious and like dick sucking of AI engineers #i kept being like true ai or not lets talk abt how this is impacting society NOW since its being CALLED ai #and i kept getting almost failing grades #then my final exam was graded by a different prof and lo and behold it pulled my grade waaaaaaay up #so clearly my writing is. good. and my grasp of AI and the concepts is. good.#that dude was just musk pilled or smth #anyway gonna tell the head of phils to keep an eye lmao #its a core unit for data science students and it has no intellectual credit to it AT ALL imo #its like what happens when ai starts producing more ai and we get deleted from existence and i was like what abt wages girl #im the problem tho

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tojiscrack · 1 month ago

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OMG OMGOKGOKGOGMGKGKGKGMGMGMMGMG MY BRAIN IS SO POWERFUL forst of how are you my munchkin i hope ur doing amazing and that all is well for you LOVE YOU LOTS

So yk that one song thats popular ish (maybe you've heard it maybe you haven't) its the CHERRY BLOSSOM ICE TEA CHERRY BLOSSOM ICE TEA song. ANYWAYS is that not y/n and megumi with their lil barista jobs?!?? CMONN SEE MY VISION ...Ill link it..

HELP I’VE SEEN THIS SONG ON TIKTOK 😭

i’m asking you liars to give me a BREAK, i’m smiling so hard and still haven’t recovered from the malakai-y/n-megumi-triangle-gay debate yet 😭 like CHILL, one at a time pls 😭 (nah i’m jk this is fun send in moreeeeee 😡)

it’s crack, which is so them. it’s a grumpy dude and a sunshine girl, also them. everything is them, i see the vision, except for the fact that megumi would somehow materialise in front of me and throw me up my chimney if i confirmed this as liar, liar canon 💀

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the-golden-dragoness · 4 months ago

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Does anyone know how to maneuver a relationship where they are interested in dating you but you were fine being old school acquaintances who don’t speak to each other

#tgdposts #personal #aroace #actually aroace #aromantic #asexual #ace #aro #asexuality #aromanticism #we’re hanging out at an undetermined point which I’m fine with I love hanging out but I can tell he’s into me and I feel neutral about it #good new is I’ve clearly grown since last time this scenario happened because I think I’m being less of a leading on asshole about it #also ideologically I’m not about assuming they want to date instead of be friends so I don’t want to assume anything #but based on how he’s talking to me I think he likes me which I obviously do not reciprocate #fond of me as the Brits say #he’s asked how my day/weekend was for the second time in all too short a timespan which I find telling #not that it irritates me but it’s obvious he wants to pursue SOMETHING #anyway just bc I said okay to hang for coffee does not mean I want to participate in this kind of online conversation he’s initiating #his eagerness to talk is telling and I already lowkey had vibes from him after the fall semester when he asked how my winter vacay was #I was like yeah I’m SUPER BUSY with family stuff and studying for my makeup exam #tbh thought that was the end of it until recently #this is mainly a vent post I guess if anyone has opinions feel free to share #I guess my broad struggle is that I’m learning how to be aroace and assume the best of a situation without leading people on #also I feel this kind of situation is almost inevitable if I want to make friends with guys even though having them want to date me #is not the most ideal start to a friendship with someone #ok to rb although idk why you’d want to

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the-cookie-of-doom · 2 months ago

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I have one week left of school and the senioritis is so real, yall

#cookie speaks #i cant even pretend to be nervous #the director of my program threatned to mark me incomplete bc i didn't turn in my capstone yet #(it's due tonight and my prof told me to give her the bound copy next week)#and I was just like #lol okay so fucking what?#yeah i AM incomplete #bitch I still have EXAMS #i legit laughed #like sorry but i am so not concerned

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