#bc they’re silly duh

[hahafunyfungusman]

a compilation

[octoooo]

Makomo’s album part 9 (Masterlist)

(Sabito: “is this what heartbreak feels like?”)

Don’t worry he got his grillt cheese

References:

Link to shlerp

[cflight]

a small part of me is tempted to reboot the blog again; but at the same time I’m not entirely sure if that’s the direction I wanna go

[jameswilsonsupremacy]

my fav tattoo place is doing a flash sale for mental health awareness and so they’re doing $20 tattoos if you get a semi colon, or a pause symbol, or the word love. They had sheets of options but you could also bring your own. I got others too bc duh but here you go house md fandom here is my new fav tattoo

the tattoo artist: “this is a cool font! any specific reason you brought this one?”

me: “okay so it sounds silly”

[ourflagmeansgayrights]

wait fuck ok i’m back to being sad about it now

like the thing is that ed doesn’t really hang out with anyone but stede in season one, not really. and whenever he is talking to other ppl on the crew, stede is right there. the only exception to this is in episode 8 when jack brings the party energy and everyone is getting drunk and rowdy together specifically as part of jack’s efforts to exclude stede.

and as a fandom we always make jokes and theorize about what the relationship between ed and stede must look like from the outside, if they were all placing bets for when they’d finally hook up or if they had zero belief in stede’s ability to pull THEE blackbeard

but now i’m thinking about the crew’s perception of Ed Himself. of the crew’s perceptions of The Legendary Blackbeard and how that must’ve changed over the course of the first season. because when they first meet him they’re all impressed and starstruck bc yeah, duh, this is Pirate Beyoncé we’re talking about. they’re also in varying degrees “worried he’s gonna kill them.”

but they quickly see that the real pirate beyonce isn’t all leather and murder and head made of smoke. blackbeard swaps clothes with their cringefail (derogatory) boss for fun. he dresses up and goes to a fancy party just because he wants to—he’s not even trying to get anything out of it, doesn’t have an angle the way frenchie does, he genuinely just wants to go to a very un-Blackbeardy party and have fun. he tells them scary stories. he shows them some of his trade blackbeard secrets. he hypes them all up after their first fuckery (and i will never get over how cute that is exchange is, “scared the pants off me” and “i thought blackbeard didn’t feel fear” and “and i didn’t, until tonight” and the crew’s genuine excitement and pride). he goes on a treasure hunt with their cringefail (affectionate, now) boss and lets him dig in the ground to get it out of his system. they learn that ed isn’t just a scary pirate, he also can be silly and goof off and enjoy things that aren’t exactly compatible’s with the Blackbeard Brand

and beyond just not adhering 24/7 to the Brand, they learn that ed—that blackbeard—is human. is fallible. they see his first plan to escape the spanish fail, and they get to participate in the backup plan that he and stede come up with. frenchie sees ed get hurt at the fancy party in a way that he completely understands. lucius realizes that ed is just as into his cringefail boss as his cringefail boss is into ed, and over the course of giving ed a shovel talk he maybe learns that The Legendary Blackbeard might actually be nervous about a boy liking him back.

and none of this—NONE of this—makes the crew lose any respect for him. even pete never has a moment where his perception of his idol is shattered, where he’s disappointed that blackbeard isn’t all nine guns and zero mercy all the time. instead, pete expands his idea of what The Ideal Pirate (the ideal MAN) looks like.

i think by the time jack rolls around, ed is no longer on that Pirate Beyoncé pedestal to them. he’s still on a pedestal, a bit, but instead of seeing ed as this untouchable badass legend, they see him as like. the coolest guy on the ship. still a badass, still somebody they all respect and admire, but someone they can hang out with. someone they really want to hang out with. they want to impress ed because they want him to like them, they want to be his friend. and yeah, it’s played as a “your father and i are getting a divorce but we still love you very much” joke, but they really are so sad when ed leaves with jack.

and ed showing up with no beard and no stede, ed hiding in his cabin for. a day? multiple days? ed singing a song about his feelings. ed saying he no longer wants to go by blackbeard.

the crew is confused, but they’re on board. they don’t laugh at him for his (bad) singing, they don’t think less of him now that he’s sans iconic beard. ed, to them, is still The Coolest Guy On The Ship, and they want to be his friend. they’re excited to be his friend.

they want to put on a talent show.

and ed, right after getting stabbed in the back by jack and izzy, and then stede, and then izzy again—ed, who was so affected by the jeers of the rich fuckers at that fancy party, who grew up in a culture that doesn’t allow for friendship, a culture of everyone in various stages of fucking each other over—can’t see that. he’s got fresh heartbreak and fresh betrayal that are compounding on years of trauma and he hears them all chanting his name and he can’t trust this crew. he couldn’t trust his first mate, and he couldn’t trust his old shipmate, and he couldn’t trust stede. he cannot, cannot risk vulnerability with the crew. not again.

(and like, cmon, who is ed even kidding? he’s not made for things like softness and friendship and genuine camaraderie. trying to be anything other than blackbeard is like a wolf trying to fit in a sheep’s clothing, but the clothing is too small and everyone can see right through him and they’re all laughing and laughing and he’s the only one who can’t see what a joke he is. ed’s not an idiot, he knows there’s no way the crew is up their chanting his name and asking for another song because they like him. they just want the great clown pagliacci to come out and make them laugh.

so sure, ed’ll give them a show. they think ed’s funny? well he’s about to be fucking hilarious.)

EDIT: those of y’all seeing this in the ofmd tags are missing the additions where it gets even sadder

[outliers-hyppocrates]

Posting my headcanons bc I’m a silly billy ‼️‼️‼️

Lute Headcanons

Christian (duh)

She/Her

Bisexual with a preference for Adam (but she hasn’t admitted she’s bisexual yet)

Badass 🗣️🗣️

Hates most people except for Adam, Emily and Sera. Emily’s like a younger sister for her, Sera like a mother and Adam a role model, best friend & partner (in crime and in romance)

Trained herself in self defence as well as fighting (though it wasn’t necessary til the events of episode 8)

Loves horror movies

Doesn’t like musicals too much but actually got pretty into school of rock cuz of Adam

Loves fighting, would willingly kill anyone who fucks with her or the people she cares about

Easily jealous, especially when Adam’s literally flirting with others or calling other people hot (which is often)

Reserved in public, clingy in private (especially post episode 8 following the theory of Adam being down in hell now ‼️)

Scared of being abandoned

Has never cried around anyone nor will she ever cry around anyone (she’d only ever cry around Adam if she absolutely had to, for example episode 8, but that’s RARE.)

Autistic.

Adam Headcanons

Christian (DUH???)

He/Him

Pansexual (took forever to admit it, a combo of “$20 is $20” and “if there is a hole there is a goal” mentality)

Alex Brightman enthusiast

Loves rock (like he’ll only listen to rock or rock-like music)

School Of Rock fan (his favourite song is stick it to the man)

Egotistical, self-centred prick (but he still loves Lute)

Pro guitar player

Will only ever cry around Lute and it’s also very rare cuz it makes him feel weak

“All women belong in the kitchen (not Lute tho she belongs in my arms 🗣️🔥💕)” Adam, probably

Clingy both out in public and in private

Not easily jealous but if anyone tries ANYTHING he WILL get defensive asf like “mf that’s my woman” type shit

Terrified to love (bc of Lilith and Eve, though it was his fault he doesn’t think it’s his fault)

Gets terrified watching horror movies and spends majority of it not actually watching it

Scared of storms 😭

Joint (Guitarspear) Headcanons

Lute and Adam defo play instruments together (Adam plays guitar and Lute plays piano or sings)

They hang out and gossip about the other Exorcists or the fuckers in hell every night while sitting on a rooftop and drinking alcohol (they probably stargaze too if they can)

They have matching bracelets that say danger tits and dickmaster for sure (Adam rarely wears it when out with Lute since he doesn’t think men should wear jewellery but he still wears it whenever he can when he’s not out in public)

They’re that one duo that judges anyone and everyone, if you’re judgable you’re being judged by them

They hype each other up constantly (examples: Lute in Hell Is Forever, Adam in You Didn’t Know)

Adam probably tries to impress Lute with his amazing guitar solos

Adam fell first Lute fell harder

They count down to the extermination like it’s New Years 😭😭

Lute could NOT handle Adam’s death (very sad 😔)

(Post Episode 8)Lute defo goes down to hell just to make sure Adam’s okay even though that’s extremely risky for her (BC WE ALL KNOW ADAMS GONNA BE DOWN THERE)

They both love drama so they just cause chaos together

They refer to themselves as partners (but use the excuse of it being partners in crime)

Adam is extremely bad at giving or handling physical affection and Lute is extremely good at both most of the time (it depends when)

Adam randomly picks up Lute to piss her off (the height difference is laughable)

Lute has selfies they both took prior to each extermination stuck up on her wall

Adam can’t handle horror movies at all so during watching horror movies Adam would be terrified (though too egotistical to actually admit it) while Lute is just being critical about killers and enjoying the movie

Adam is usually the one to incite flirting, whenever Lute flirts she’s just taking advantage of the situation

Lute only calls Adam by his name if she’s pissed and usually calls him sir

They tell inappropriate jokes 24/7 for fun (half the time the jokes lead to flirting 😭)

Lute has a horrible sleep schedule and so just falls asleep randomly during the day if she’s not gotten enough sleep (averages like 2 or so hours max if she’s lucky) and usually either falls asleep on Adam or Adam has to catch her if she collapses

Pillow fights.

Adam has to take care of Lute’s wings bc she’s reckless and usually doesn’t give a shit about her wings but Adam cares and so usually is the one to preen them and make them look better

@gothlute i wanna tag you in this cuz you’re the reason i decided to post these so enjoy!!

[berrypass-de-murdler]

2 - 58 The Detective Clubhouse Killing

Not to be confused with The Detective Club Killer

They took down MurdleJr again bc it was so buggy lmao

I may be reusing pictures now I can't even tell there are too many episodes

Anyway baby marshmallow

DON'T READ THE EPISODES WITHOUT READING THE BOOKS!!

Irratino has a great idea! Certainly that means he’s going to Drakonia and rescuing Logico. Wait, no… he’s heading to the Detective Club. Looks like we got more filler, folks!

IRRATINO: Everyone!

Everyone doesn’t listen. They’re all busy staring at… can you guess?

AUBERGINE: Oh. Hey Irratino. IRRATINO: I have… news. BLUES: LOGICO’S BACK!! IRRATINO: What? No! I came to tell you that he’s missing! AUBERGINE: STILL? I figured you’d have him back as soon as you figured out where he was! IRRATINO: I still don’t know, I’m looking for clues… CHAMPAGNE: Well- He’s not here.

The sillies have gotten into some murder shenanigans, but there’s not too much going on. The more irrelevant places Irratino checks, the more murders he has to solve, and the longer it’s taking to actually get to Logico! 

Champagne is reading the first page of many books without ever sitting down. Irratino gets distracted when he picks up one on astrology.

IRRATINO: Look! You’re a Capricorn, right? CHAMPAGNE: There’s no way you should be able to know th- IRRATINO: The creature that represents the Capricorn has horns just like yours! It’s like the sign was meant to be! CHAMPAGNE: Yeah, my cousin used to have horns and they’re not a-

Babyface Blue falls over and screams! That’s because they were hiding a golden flamingo in their coat which wounded Blue Pink.

BLUE: (I can’t… move…) It’s fine! I’ll deal with it! (Deal with what??) Your whining! ([whacks Blue A with the flamingo])

Forgot to mention, the fourth suspect is Judge Pine.

PINE: I came here for a murder party. And now everyone’s just doin’ their own thing! What am I supposed to do?! AUBERGINE: Well, duh. There’s no FOOD. What kind of party has no food? You know what I love? DINNER THEATER. A meal and a murder, what’s not to love?! PINE: NUH-UH! I eat my food nice and quiet. I don’t need no blood gettin’ in my lunch!

Irratino wishes Logico were here. These everyday murders lack their charm when he’s not there. Especially since Irratino isn’t very good at it. But he knows A way to get Logico’s input! An occult method called - oh, never mind, it’s private.

Using this method, he is able to see inside Logico’s head, and what he’s thinking.

LOGICO: I’m so tired. I hate this bed so much! Why hasn’t Irratino come yet? Oh shit, he’s probably trying to figure out who captured me and why first. Why are all the ads for beer? I’m so hungry. 

Even now, Irratino doesn’t take the hint. But after seeing Aubergine prepare a full buffet, he knows the answer to the murder!

After the accusation, the dead person leaps to her feet. Irratino hadn’t even bothered to check if she was a human - it’s Azure! She and Aubz take a bow.

AUBERGINE: I just wanted to host my own dinner theater. And it worked! You totally fell for it!

Irratino smiles. It’s nice to have good friends. But it’d be even nicer if Logico was also there.

IRRATINO: Do any of you know who kidnapped Logico?

Champ, Pine, and the kids are devouring everything on the table, and pretend like they can’t hear him.

The end!

Irratino sweetie ily but you gotta stop trying to extend the season and just get your bbg already :'3

The power of Goat Lord compels you!

See you next time murdlers!

[ninjagrace]

what’s ur favorite scenario to dream about with mtsk and death (kou dying, specifically)

YOU. YOU GET ME.

i’m gonna start this off with saying that kou minamoto is literally my favorite character ever so don’t think i’m doing this because i hate him i just think about him way too much and this is where i end up after thinking for too long

i have SO MUCH to say about this but i’m gonna throw it under the cut bc i don’t wanna catch ppl off guard with my insane bullshit

if ur reading this and u get upset it’s ur own fault /hj

alright SO

first off kou definitely should’ve died during the pp arc just for shits and giggles. it would’ve been like a “what the fuck just happened” for every character and the whole fandom and the chaos that would’ve ensued from the death of a major character would’ve been absolutely WILD- like bitch just killed himself. he straight up committed suicide. there’s no way of rephrasing that bc that’s what he did. it would’ve been a plot-shattering moment and really just heartbreaking and awful and aidairo could’ve done so much with it.

for one, mitsuba would’ve been very Not Ok because he would’ve blamed himself for kou dying and he’d definitely try to gaslight himself into believing kou was still alive- that would not work btw he’d just be in insane denial

anyway imma move on from that arc even though i could go into it so much deeper and focus on things that i could see happening just to make the story hella interesting (i’ve been very tempted to write a fic about this so beware)

i think the most likely ways kou would die would either be suicide or being killed by tsukasa. we’ve already seen him attempt to kill himself, thwarted by mitsuba then brushed aside for some reason, and i’m about to do a full ass analysis on why tsukasa should murder our boy :3

reiterating that I LOVE KOU MINAMOTO WITH MY WHOLE HEART HES PERFECT

okay so tsukasa. hes a silly guy. one of his main traits is he loves to fuck with people, right? right yeah whatever get to the point IM WORKING ON IT ok sorry anyway he’s silly right. he thrives off fucking people up as much as possible. since he knows fucking everything i’m gonna assume he knows how important kou is to mitsuba and, given the fact that it’s so easy to fuck with mitsuba, he’d know that messing with kou in some way would make the biggest impact. every way he messes up mitsuba’s (after)life doesn’t emotionally impact him for too long, given the fact that he and kou with it out every time. but what happens when we take out the support system? that’s what we wanna know.

so ofc tsukasa feels all silly goofy and takes out kou just for funzies. mitsuba is absolutely fucking destroyed in every way. he blames himself, duh. this splits off into 2 possible scenarios that i’ve created lol.

possibility one: mitsuba stays in his boundary for god knows how long, refusing to talk to anyone. eventually he goes to shijima, begging for a replacement kou. even if hes fake, it’s better than nothing, right? shijima understood his grief, in a way. so, she gave in. boom. kou copy. the rest was none of her business.

kou copy only knows what shijima knows about him, so let’s go with everything up until the end of the picture perfect arc. he has no idea about anything after, including the aquarium date, the far shore incident, and the supernaturals being banished from the near shore in the first place, and it’s fine that way. …right? well, that means he also doesn’t know that he’s supposed to be dead.

he keeps asking mitsuba when he can leave the boundary and go home, when he can go see senpai, when he can see his brother, and he’s very upset. mitsuba has no idea what to do. he was overjoyed to have his crush best friend back that he didn’t even think of what would happen after… he couldn’t let kou out of the boundary. that was out of the question. keeping kou here would make him miserable and make him hate mitsuba. so at this point they’re stuck in a cycle of shouting matches of wether or not kou is allowed to leave, periods of silence, and occasional truces because they both need someone to keep them sane, and who else can do it but each other?

possibly 2: supernaturals are a thing in this world, so why can’t kou be one too? even though tsukasa is the one who killed kou in the first place, mitsuba begs him to bring kou back, to make kou a supernatural just like mitsuba. mitsuba knows what being a supernatural feels like. he knows that just letting kou go would be so much better for the dumb blonde boy. he knows that kou deserves better than to be forced to live in a world that doesn’t want him anymore. but mitsuba is selfish. so tsukasa makes kou into a supernatural. for funzies, you know? he’d never worked with a human corpse before, so why not try out making one into a supernatural?

the process of making a supernatural is… messy. mitsuba now knows this, as he couldn’t look away from his boyfriend being made into one. it was horrific. i’m not gonna delve into it because i really don’t wanna think about that i’m so sorry my poor baby

just like with mitsuba, tsukasa didn’t have kou’s actual soul to work with, just supernatural parts and kou’s body. it was simply an animated puppet that looked like kou minamoto. “it’s fine,” mitsuba said, “it’s okay, he’s back, that what matters, right?” “it’ll be fine, right minamoto?” and as he looks to kou for support, all he gets in response is a blank look. he realizes, after staring in horror at the jagged scar on kou’s neck, that his vocal chords are absolutely fucked up beyond repair. he’d never hear kou’s voice again.

thanks for reading and i’m so sorry <3

[coffinkissez]

It’s your turn pookie 🫵 tell me about your favorite ships for each character 😍😍😍😍

IM SO GLAD YOU ASKED TEEHEHEHEHEH (ships underneath the read more bc lord can i blabber) also the formatting of this one turned out odd for some reason random letters r bold n I am too lazy to fix it so

heartslabyul riddle - azurid‼️‼️‼️ GUYS THEYRE SO CUTE IDK their moments in book 6 were everything to me n also this fic sold me on them they’re so cutie rahhh. special shout out to the oc I ship him with ace - adeuce r my annoying little brothers however I want the best for them n think their relationship is funny deuce - ^^^^ and also epeldeuce bc ain’t no way they went on a beach side date and thought I wouldn’t call their gay asses out 🙄🙄🙄 trey - auhmm. hhhrmmmm. well. I do like riddle cater n trey as poly but I wldnt say it’s my favorite 🥱 cater - IDEKEI 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈 chronically introvert online discord mod x chronically online extrovert instagram user ITS SO GOOD GUYS (for fic recs strongly recommend anything Adverb_Slut on ao3 writes) special shout out to the oc I ship him with savanaclaw leona - malleona is funny to me but like. I don’t ship it idk. same w/ leovil they’re just comedic to me. LEONA X ROOK THO IDK I REALLY LIKE IT IDK WHY ruggie - rugs too busy getting cash to be in love /j 🙄🙄 idk I do find kalim x ruggie and ruggie x silver to both be cute jack - epeljack is rlly cute to me but other then that I’m not a fan of any other jack ships. I LOVE LOVE LOVE him and vil PLATONICALLY tho <333 oh and ig someones yuusona w him is cool or whateverzzzzz octavinelle azul - besides azurid, which I adore, I alsoooo love love love idiazul smth about those two LOSERRRSSS in love makes me happy 💕💕💕 I also enjoy him with rielle but like… my very specific interpretation of rielle that’s basically an oc 😭 jade - will y’all kill me if I just say myself bc that’s the truth. like I’m sorry guys me n Jade r so madly in love it’s actually wildly insane and crazy and we will have joint tombstones 😁💕💕😍😍😍🏳️‍🌈🙄🏳️‍🌈 we r madly in love and also both on the spectrum (which one? all) I also like siljade bc I think it’s silly floyd - FLOJAMIIIIIIIIIII 💞💞💞💞 GOD. that ship is so silly I wanna shake it like a snow globe rhhhhahahahahha. i also love FLONEI bc it’s SILLY N IDK 😭😭😭 I just like it guys. also myself sorry I’m sorry scarabia jamil - ^^^^ n I also enjoy azujami in a comedic sense but outside of that I lowkey dislike it lmao. WAIT AS IM WRITING THIS I AN REMINDED OF JAMIL X RUGGIE WHICH I HIGHKEY ENJOY TBH kalim - Again don’t have any specific ships for him, but Silver x Kalim is v v cute I would squish them my cuties pomefiore vil - alr mentioned leovil but I am also casual rookvil enjoyer I just think they’re silly. shout out to the oc I ship w him tho rook - mentioning rookvil n rook x leona again just bc they’re silly ‼️‼️ honestly love rooks lil freak self epel - epeldeuce epeljack and uhhhh SEBEPEL ignihyde idia - I think I’m running out of idia ships to mention tbh. I DO LOVE IDIASIL AUGHHH. Idk his chronically online ass is so good w so many different ppl it’s crazy diasomnia malleus - I ship him w myself duh 🙄🙄🙄 malleyuu specifically I love seeing everyone w him it’s so cute. ALSO I find mallerollo rlly funny n interesting tbh silver - silidia n siljade &lt;3 sebek - just sebepel rlly tbh lilia - LILIBAUL😍😍😍😍🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈‼️‼️ I LOVE OLD MAN YAOI GUYS /j n I also rlly enjoy him x levan n meleanor the angst is crazy and insane and I love it RAHHH. I also ship him w my oc Fleur who’s based on Flora from sleeping beauty. Also most ppl who make Lilia a bf get my support I love that old man staff trein - him x his wife ig crowley - him x meleanor x lilia only in the crowley = levan theory vargas - I ship him w an oc based on lefou from beauty and the beast ‼️‼️ sam, crewel - no ships for them :(( other neige - FLONEI ‼️‼️‼️ I just wanted to mention them again tbh. I’ve also seen cheneige which is v cute chenya - kinda fond of him poly w/ Trey n Riddle ☹️☹️ I think it’s cute rollo - ROLLO X AUGUST (vice president npc) FOR THE WIN GUYS I COULD TALK AB THEM FOR DAYS. YEARS EVEN. fellow honest - more weird silly ships I’m the second fellow x aces big brother shipper literally ever

OKKK I think that’s everyone 😍😍 feel free to leave opinions on my opinions idk

[goldengashes]

Do you have any Portwell HC or OTPs?

yup! yup! many of them are inspired by @lovelyserpentines amazing fic tsbu

1. they are marvel nerds. like not just movies and shows, comics, merch EVERYTHING!!

2. risotto date nights are a staple. sometimes it’s a fancy resto, sometimes it’s them cooking in the kitchen together, sometimes it’s the quick instant microwave one over a rerun of the avengers movies

3. ej goes to nyu tisch for film school and gina goes to juilliard for dance — after a year of dating, they move in together <33

4. they have a pet cat/rabbit in their nyu apartment but when they become successful they move upstate ny and live in a larger house w many dogs (huskies, golden retrievers and labs hehe)

5. ashlyn’s gina’s maid of honor for her wedding and carlos is ej’s. seblos, kourtney and ashlyn move to new york upon their uni graduation too! they invite jenzzarra to their wedding bc DUH!

6. they are swifties - ej’s fav album is lover and gina’s is a tie between midnights and 1989

7. ej and her go on many road trips. they rather take a road trip together than fly anywhere interstate.

8. ej leaves her lovely messages on sticky notes on her vanity table.

9. ej wears a chain with gina’s initials on it (swifties IYKYK)

10. every time they’re out with friends they have a ‘look’ to signify the other person that they’re tired/wants to go home

11. ej still sneaks in granola bars in her purse with a silly note on them (especially when there’s something major going on at work)

12. they both bring the other person flowers after a long day of not seeing each other

13. regarding no. 9, gina’s wedding gift for ej is a ‘c’ pendant :)))

14. their imessages is full of snaps of things that remind them of each other throughout the day.

15. gina teaches ej to dance. they sign up to do a 12-week salsa class once in their college years. ej was so bad at it the instructor advised them not to come back and refunded all their future classes.

16. they watch broadway plays together (ashlyn becomes a broadway star and they always come to her shows)!

17. their first kiss is in new york on new year’s day

and there’s tonsssss more… i might continue in the comments later

THANK U FOR THE Q <33

[tuzesdays]

"pinky promise?" for the yn verse besties :^) ((bc charlie is silly enough to pinky promise))

they really are

WORDCOUNT: 708 | Into the Y/Nverse | Platonic

It only takes one shared glance to decide what they’re doing.

“Race you!”

“Wh- hey!” Viper bolts after Charlie, legs working double time to overtake their stupidly long stride as they wave over their shoulder. “See you guys in a bit!”

The rest of their group laughs at the enthusiasm. By now they’re pretty used to Viper breaking their usual stoic behavior to go act like a child with Charlie – now that the two of them (three of them, counting Dakota) are talking to their coworkers more, it seems like everyone’s stopped being intimidated by Viper. It’s kind of nice.

Charlie and Viper skid into the front room of the laser tag area, Viper lagging a split second behind. “I WIN!”

“You and your stupidly long legs!” They try to grapple each other, and Viper ducks low to poke at Charlie’s stomach. “Quit making me run!”

“I didn’t make you do anything! You could’ve just lost!”

“Not a chance.”

The two of them push each other like bratty siblings while paying for entry. Here, they have a choice: compete for the most hits while on the same team, or go on opposite teams and hunt each other down. Both are appealing. Both have them glaring playfully at each other.

“Got a coin, Lili?”

“Uhhh…” they dig around in their pockets. “I have… uh, a fidget toy and my staff card?”

“Gimme the card.” Viper takes it, holding Charlie’s staff ID between their finger and thumb. “We flip this. Picture side, and we go on the same team.”

“Awesome, okay.”

Viper tosses it pretty high up into the air and doesn’t bother catching it, letting the card fall to the floor and settle on… the barcode side. Opposite teams it is.

“I call blue!”

“Of course,” Viper rolls their eyes. “I’ll be on green.”

“Yeah, duh.” Charlie sticks their tongue out at them, which is returned. “First to get shot loses!”

“First to shoot the other one wins.”

On a nice day like this in the middle of a vacation period, the attraction is packed with people. There are seven strangers on Viper’s side that they don’t bother talking to – they’re not at all interested in being a team player today, they just want that hit on their friend. They suit up with a harness and connected laser gun (and have a quick thought about certain people they would never be able to play this game with) before the timer begins counting down and they brace to run out into the neon-lit darkness.

Three, two, one…

So long green team, Viper’s got a competition to win.

There are four teams, one coming from each corner of the arena: Blue, Green, Yellow, and White. The vests flash red when they’re hit, and stay red until the player heads back to a ‘respawn point’ somewhere in their corner of the room. Viper dodges around the White entrance and heads straight toward Blue. “Oh, Lili~!”

They hear a familiar laugh off to their right and point their gun in that direction. “Marco…!”

“Polo!” Charlie darts out from behind a barricade, missing their shot at Viper as they run. “Aw no!”

“Keep running, Lili!” Viper gives chase, firing at them as they race around the arena.

Dodge, dodge, weave, bolt. Charlie’s stuck in a straight shot to the next barricade. Viper lines up the shot as slowly as they dare.

Victory.

Later – ‘after the game’ later, once they’ve managed to catch up with the rest of the group in the arcade – the two of them sit crossed-legged on the floor, backs leaning against a wall as they watch an intense DDR competition play out. Charlie puts their elbow ontop of Viper’s head just to be annoying. Viper pokes them in the side.

“We should do this more often.”

Viper looks over the group cheering on two dancers. “I wouldn’t mind.”

Charlie grins. “I didn’t think you’d like this stuff that much!”

“The get-togethers? Yeah, me neither.” They huff, like whatever enjoyment they’re getting out of group outings is against their will. “But it’s not so bad. Just a lot.”

“… You’ll tell me if it ever gets to be too much, right?”

“Sure.”

“Pinky promise?”

Viper snorts and offers their hand. “Pinky promise.”

[poppurini]

Hi...it's me again..hello once more..It's been a while isn't it?(sike) Don't know if you remember me, but duh i don't blame you in the least if that is the case, perhaps you may need to run up flagpole and take a trip down memory lane back to september when i sent you that jolly little drabble of Lilia...(I think???? I dont even remember myself wjsjskq) ANYHOO GIDDAY!! I've noticed in the past few months (IF I'm not labouring under a misapprehension, for all one knows) you have been a bit inactive, and so I missed your funny (relatable) contents a bit AND IM SAYING THIS IN THE KINDEST WAY POSSIBLE, don't take stress from this you can keep your ease as much as you want, just stating a mere observation.

At any rate, IM HERE AGAIN to gift you a few measly drafts still as a form of support or benevolence. (And I'm sorry for not accepting any of your suggestions and contacting you beforehand, im not really active on this app either way).

DOTN AZSK ME1 ANYATHING ABOUT THATQ FLUIDW DRIPPPWING FROMQ HIS HANDS ANNSD THAT..Q.HAkjjaq..TONGU3... It's just tomato juice😇. nothing else. no indeed. definitely not at all.

IT’S YOU AGAIN !! YES I REMEMBER YOUR ADORABLE LILIA DOODLE OF HIM HOLDING UP A PEACE SIGN <33

yes i haven’t been posting as much content as before 😓😓 college started around that time and i was busy adjusting to a new chapter of my life ue ue ue ( it was all very fun tho!! )

i actually have four completed drafts ( all lilia. loser behaviour sob sob ) but i won’t be posting them anytime soon bc i don’t like my writing lately ☹️ my standards have seriously been dropping and i OOOHHHH wanna throw my phone across the room so bad. until i get my writing confidence back i’m afraid you’ll only be seeing my silly little talks about that fossil 😣

OKAY OKAG BUT PURTINFG THAT AISIDE I LITERALLY LOVE YOU SM??? THANK YOU FOR CHECKING UP ON ME !! u have no idea how happy that made me 🤧🤍 user mysticalkrispy i WILL send u a ten paged love letter

OCNEB AHAIN YKU ATE YOU DEVIURED I LOVE LOVE LOOOVE YOUR ART SO MUCH ????? ESPECIALLY JTBS LILIA ????? HE LOOOKDS SO GOOD aND HIS HANDS what’s that liquid ALSO THE COLLARBONE ?!?!,! ?!!! IM ABSIUT TO HSVE CARDIAC ARRETS LIRKR HE’S SO SO SO HANDSOEMD IN THE FIRST ORNE AND THE SECORD HE’S A SCHEMFIGN LITLTLE FLIRT HE MAJORED IN CUNTOLOGY

i wanna kiss him 😞 wanna wrap my arms around him and just pepper him with lots of lots of kisses 😞😞 your lilia drawings are CRUCIAL for keeping my sanity intact

and the way they’re only DRAFTS ??? what if i snuck into ur device and lived there IW ANANAB KISISS HIM SOD BADFG

sorry. saved. downloaded. screenshotted. kept in folder. printed. framed. placed on my bedside table.

[wa-royal-tea]

Yay!!! Look at all the babies! They’re so kewt! I would love to know about Charles and Tessa DeVilliers and their adorable kiddos ❤️

Bellemery kids made cute babies!!! No surprises there! 🙈

Long story under the cut!

Well, the plan Miss Daria and I had for them was both Charlie and Tessa got to know each other from an online forum of a favorite singer of theirs; Kim Ari. They became online friends and got along well because they are big fans of Ari. But none of them ever told each other about their real identities so they don't know they were talking to the Prince/Princess of Gardania/Windasia. Their identities were kept anonymous and they only know each other from their social media names.

And then Charlie went on an exchange student programme to Gardania, Eddie didn't go with him because Bellemery thought it would be a good idea to let the twins not be stuck to each other too much. So he went to Gardania, there's rumours going around the school about a Prince (Charlie) going there for an exchange programme. Tessa heard about it but wasn't interested bcs duh, she's a Princess 💁🏻‍♀️ When she got in class, there was this redhead sitting next to her place. She didn't know Charlie was her internet friend and vice versa. And Charlie, never publicly admits that he's a fan of Kim Ari because he was too embarassed to admit that he likes S-Pop. They got into a lot of argument about S-Pop because Charlie likes to go "What's so good about it? It's yuck!!! And Kim Ari isn't pretty anyways 🥱" and Tessa ofc has to defend her idol!!!

But then Charlie's identity as Kim Ari's secret fanboy got busted when Tessa went to a fan event and ran into Charlie there who was attempting to """disguise""" himself. He made her promise not to tell anyone about it and he swears that he'll do anything so she can keep her mouth shut.

And from there starts their journey from being annoyed to each other and slowly growing to like the other person. The story wasn't planned to the end but the plan was for them to get to know each other online, anonymously, before finding out who they really were irl 🏃🏻‍♀️ It's a slow journey but the story isn't heavy. It's basically just teenagers being silly 😂

[erensfeed]

actor!au headcanons ft. love and deepspace

starring: love and deepspace boys x reader in other words: behind the scenes of you & your five boyfies in your hit show. a/n: slight spoilers & tw for the mention of that explosion scene w caleb/sylus gun scene. but dw its a prop gun duh cause again they’re actorrs. (please don’t send me to the psych wards just hear me out) + more so scenarios for this one.

.˚𐚁 {part 1}

⤷ actor!rafayel:

rafayel stays carrying the gag reels on his back by staying in character while joking around. why else do people think he’s the golden boy of love and deepspace and its producers.

while getting ready to film the episode where rafayel’s true identity as a lemurian/merman was revealed, he flexed his tail at the camera, and playfully asked, ‘hey girl, yeah, whatcha think of my tail?’. till this day, that silly behind the scene outtake remains the intro to a lot of his edits.

now moving on to you and him. sneaking off to hang out alone with him was something common between you and everyone knows but you both don't know they do.

rafayel is the only guy who can actually say ‘i know a spot’ and make it worth it.

like one time, when you two were waiting to start filming in the nest livehouse bar for that one scene in chapter 8, he recalled the fact that he hadn’t gotten a chance to sneak off with you once at all through that week, so he caught your attention by whispering ‘hey’. your eyes met and your expression did the talking.

giving you sup nod, he continued, ‘are you free tonight?’. squinting your eyes with a small cynical smile at him, you replied ‘… why?’

before responding, he made sure to lean back on his chair and eyed you in this certain way you would never admit you liked. ‘let’s head out for a bit after the wrap-party. just you and me’.

and after wrapping up filming chapter 8, the crew celebrated with a lively party, but he had something special in mind for you to celebrate. while everyone was caught up in the festivities, he led you away to a spot on the same beach where you’d filmed his reveal earlier.

just when you thought it was a quiet moment, fireworks suddenly lit up the sky. surprising you and lightening up your eyes and mood.

coincidentally, it turns out that the nearby beach community had their own general celebration planned too. and rafayel had secretly known about it all along, intentionally not letting anyone else know.

he’d been trying to think of a way to have a special moment with you in that area and that was perfect. you on the other hand, couldn't help but smile at the thought of his nature.

admiring the scenery in front of you, you pointed to the fireworks and said, ‘i officially declare this the best moment of joy tonight.’ in response he softly laughed, his cheeks and ears growing rosy as he met your eyes with a smile. ‘try to do your best to remember it.’ (yes im talking about that free five star card called “sparkling traces”. bc if you noticed, his outfit in ch.8 and that card are the exact same. told you guys theyre only actors wink wink c;)

⤷ actor!sylus:

you two are actually kindred spirits. nobody is a better match for him than you, nor can anyone make him act childish except you.

your fans prefer your in-character, off-script moments so muchh.

one time, you asked him to choose between you and mephisto, and he acted like you caught him off guard with the hardest question in the world.

he simply said he couldn’t choose, making you pretend to get upset as you told him, 'i see where your loyalties lie.' in turn, he couldn’t hide the growing smile on his face as he watched you turn away from him, storming off.

‘you're still my favorite,’ he called after you, a teasing tone in his voice. ‘...mephisto’s just a distraction’

‘but don't tell him I said that.’ he pointed to the camera.

'he's not even real!' you retorted, your words muffled by the distance, making him chuckle.

you both have a habit of forgetting everyone else, always getting caught up in playful banters right before the main take of a scene. and my goodness, the blooper reels are packed with them.

one of your personal favorite playful memories with him in particular, was just moments prior to actually filming the scene where it involved sylus helping you shoot him.

you were still seated onto his lap, when he thought to slyly guide your hand to raise the prop gun up to his chest. and just as it touched him, he quietly went ‘pew’.

closing his eyes, he slumped back on the chair, pretending like he’d actually been hit. and almost immediately, his antics prompted a wide grin from you.

as soon as your other hand reached up to rest on his face, his crimson eyes and intense gaze met yours. (this was the official start of the ongoing staring competition)

another thing is, since you’re just like him, you love to push his buttons too.

you’re so used to playfully booping Sylus’ nose right before the cameras roll, and he usually lets you without retaliating back — whenever he feels like it, that is.

one day, you were un(lucky) enough to get a reaction out of him.

he waited for the perfect moment for you to let your guard down before he swiftly caught your wrist and gently bit your finger.

you softly gasped in surprise, and he teasingly mimicked your reaction before he chuckled as you feigned a tiiny pout.

'aw,' booping your nose with a small smirk, he added. 'don't be like that'

⤷ actor!zayne:

after him and sylus, you two are the next form of an unmarried married couple.

during kissing rehearsals, sometimes he'd gently bump his nose with yours, then look down at your lips before looking back up to meet your eyes.

till this day, it remains an unanswered debate on who gets weaker for the other whenever he does that.

he lets you touch his hair, smiling whenever you ruffle or run your hand through it.

he got flowers delivered to you once and you posted about it on your instagram story, making your fans confirm he likes you the most.

they remain confused on which boy likes you the most.

on set, you don’t often forget your lines with him but when you do, it never fails to be funny.

‘i have no idea what I’m supposed to say,’ you admitted while laughing as soon as you confidently walked into zayne’s character’s office, causing him and everyone in the production team to join in the laughter.

after that though, whenever you forget your lines right in front of him, he’d subtly mouth what to say next — his great memory coming to the rescue since he usually keeps your lines in mind for you — just in case.

and if both of you blank out, he’ll intentionally mess up his own line, giving you a chance to start over. or the chance to sneak a quick look at the script during rehearsals.

by the way, he has fast reflexes when it comes to protecting you.

a time this happened was during a fast-paced action scene. a prop flew so close to and was about to hit you.

thankfully, he instinctively pulled you close to him, saving you from getting hit on the head.

‘have you ever thought of being a superhero instead of acting??’ you once asked making him look at you with a coy smile, before shaking his head with soft chuckles.

‘i'd only be your superhero.’

⤷ actor!xavier:

kissing scenes between you and xavier look nice and all but the stress you put this man under beforehand is NOT funny.

you don’t obviously do anything. but he just gets butterflies before kissing you. even though he’s... always beside you (??)

he’d always ask if you were okay. meanwhile his own heart was raciingg.

he does that to mask his own need for reassurance.

contrary to his character on how he omits the truth? he cannot lie to you save his life. which means you aalwaays know when he’s nervous. obviously during a kiss scene too. so you make sure to try have him less nervy.

whatever you end up doing though, makes him so bold.

that’s why you see him so freaky in those scenes cause you'd end up making him become comfortable enough to get DOWN.

you’ve had playfights with your swords before and he almost always lets you win just to see your victorious cheers.

the one time he kinda didn't, he playfully pretended to get hit after he got you, then dramatically fell next to you. as if he just now felt the blow your sword gave him.

maybe it's because you're always together, but you two can be so in sync and in tune its eerie. and also funny.

like one time, before you filmed the scene for his birthday. you were both sat by the fountain, sharing mini bunny-shaped chocolates.

all of a sudden, you both sighed in perfect harmony like everything life and what it has to offer just dawned on you. all it took was one glance at one another before you both broke into laughter.

'you think that was an effect of the chocolate?' unwrapping a new one, you replied before putting it in your mouth '...naaah'. making you both chuckle as you continued eating them.

anyone passing by would have thought you two were on something.

moving onto our favorite part, even though you've seen xavier shirtless multiple times on set, you never fail to purposefully catcall him.

it's been your thing because of his reactions.

the last time you did, he timidly turned around with a beaming grin at the sight of you and your catcall that ended up growing into fits of giggles.

tilting his head upwards as he turned around, he kept softly chuckling as he let out an 'ohmygodd'. knowing very well it got him blushing. like always.

⤷ actor!caleb:

caleb was born to play caleb.

it honestly feels like you actually grew up together with him.

he very much still calls you ‘pip squeak’ off camera of course.

no literally. and this guy seriously has a whole stash of ironic teasing nicknames just for you.

like ‘troublemaker’ or ‘party animal’. i can’t make this up you guys (also you guys rn: "girl that’s exactly what you're doing")

and he of course knows you can be anything but those, yet he does it anyway because you both know you like when he does.

almost like sylus with his teasing, caleb’s favorite pastime is trolling you.

there is never a dull moment with him around.

saying this because when you guys were getting ready to film by the grocery store, the crew was still busy fully setting up everything. and that was when he decided was the perfect moment... to moonwalk around you.

a camera meant for the blooper reel had already started rolling, catching the whole moment.

‘guys,’ you began failing to hide your growing smile, and then pointing your thumb at him behind you as he kept dancing around you. ‘this one? i’m so done with.’

soon after, he came over and planted a small kiss on your cheek, making you close your eyes, a tiny defeated smile on your face.

‘don’t listen to her,” he added, pulling away with a subtle smirk at the camera. ‘she loves me.’

funny enough, the fandoms most adored blooper featured the two of you in the infamous explosion scene.

you were still deep in character, completely shattered over the fiery aftermath of your home including Grandma and Caleb.

now, just as you laid your head back down — waiting for the expected ‘cut!’, Caleb, feigning a worried look on his face, quietly crouched down beside you and whispered, ‘aw what are we crying about?’.

you jumped, yelping at the unexpected interruption of his voice but your surprise quickly gave way to airy giggles as he stood up, grinning. ‘oh you mother…’ you tried to continue, but your laughter grew infectious, taking over the whole set.

oh this was definitely rushed im sorry if u guys hate this heelp. esp sylus, zayne & xavier stans. actually, no all of you esp rafayel girlies and im literally one. ok look if i make a part 3, it’ll be wayyy better trusstt.

— besides, this isn't everything floating in my mind so there's def gonna be a part 3. also this was supposed to be pronoun neutral but aaa sry i was js going by the mc's.

extra for reading this far: they've all let you put butterfly clips in their hair that match their eye color aaand caleb has proposed to you with a ring pop before. in your favorite flavor.

side note: aaa i had to post this bc im gna be busy studying this week. but anyway, my next post is gonna be a req from my first star anon on how they react to ོ thirst tweets LMFAOOO. & ilysm anon if u see this ;c

©2024 ERENSFEED. all rights reserved.

[eefonline]

okay EEF. hi! you’re gonna get compliments now

just wanted to talk abt your music taste. ur emo music tastes are obviously awesome and thanks for the recs a while back! (you can give me more if you want just sayin) and your music taste is superb. mcr? TOP TIER, no duh. even tho i don’t listen to them often, they’re still awesome and probably one of my fave bands (not just music wise, how well known n stuff)

ok but remember when me you n oliver were talking abt byler and laufey and when you brought up that promise was so mike coded? yea you guys are awesome i think that time will be in my mind forever (spinning it around in the microwave of which i call my brain)

ok i know you had a scott pilgrim hyperfixation before the anime came out and i never really understood why (didn’t see the movie or read the comics i’ll read the comics dw) but oh my god. now ik why you like it so much it’s so. near and dear to my heart just. THE CHARACTERS AND THE PLOT my god. magnificent

ok but you’re super duper kind and have talked to me a lot and are super funny. cracks me up like an egg fr. you’re an extrovert (ik ur personality type started with an E) and super easy to talk to (/pos btw) and it’s nice to talk to you because of that. we could be talking about byler and then start talking about something completely unrelated.

anyways happy new years, see you in 2024!

DERRICK I MIGHT CRY WHAT THE FUUUUUUCCCCCKKK. IM SORRY 4 SUCH A L8 REPLY BTW I WAS HOSTING A NYE PARTY W MY IRLS

ANYWAYS IDEK WHERE 2 START. I SHOULD PROBABLY SOTP USING CAPS BUT FUCK THAT. OK SO. FIRST OF ALL, HAPPY NEW YEARS I HOPE UR 2024 IS SO CRAZY GOOD ‼️‼️‼️

NEXT, I WANT 2 SAY THAT U HAVE BEEN SUCH A GOOD MUTUAL AND FRIEND UR SO FUNNY AND SILLY AND IT’S FUCKING AWESOME UR COMPLIMENTS R HITTING SO HARS BC WAAAKWKSM

ok i think im good now n can stop using caps. ur so real!!!!! i fucking LOVE spvtw spto n all of its related content ITS SO GOOD 😭😭 I AM SO HAPPY THE ANIME HAS INTRODUCED MORE PPL TO IT IT’S A BREATH OF FRESH AIR OR WTEVER THAT 1 PHRASE IS

ACTUALLY FOING ALL OVER THE PLACE THIS IS NOT IN ORDER I AM SOOOO SORRY. NEXT, i also remember that!!!!!! it was so fun 2 talk about!!! i think i have fun talking 2 u in general ngl :]]]

THANKKKK UUUUU 4 THE COMPLIMENTS ON MY MUSIC TASTE I LUV MUSIC SM SO ITS SO GOOD TO HEAR SOMEONE ACTUALLY ENJOY THE RECS I GIVE THEM

also just realized that “done with cpas” thing was a lie SORRY IT JUST FEELS RIGHT!!!! n e ways tysm again!!!! i thought abt saying more but noen of it would make sense asi am so tired 💔 happy new years, finn :]]]]]

[11271976-07142023]

Part of my newly found happiness is knowing you’re not hurting anymore. I never wanted you to leave, to ‘end’, but I very much wanted your pain and suffering to leave, to end. It’s a relief, that you’re no longer going through that. I felt your relief when you came out of your body. I can’t ever forgot that feeling. Ever. It was something I never imagined I’d ever feel/experience. You gave that to me, somehow. I know I was the only one in that room to feel/experience it. It made me happy🥰. Hence why I was the only one smiling, with no tears. I was puzzled, bc I looked around like, omg did y’all feel that?! 😃! Butno. Nobody else did. They were looking at me puzzled. 🙃🙃🙃. You were still there, my love. In me, maybe ? I dunno but you were still very much going. One day I’ll experience what you did. I do hope to see you again. You haven’t been in my dreams. Not since the ugly dream. Of you fading in and out, and Canada falling in love with some new Pisces woman who was very much Andrea. Haha 🔪🔪🔪. I know I’ve been a fool. For too long. But you’d say he’s the fool. You have said that. You said fuck him. He doesn’t deserve me. You right.

I miss you. Holidays are not the same without you. I would’ve wanted you here with me. I wouldn’t have went back home if you were here w me. Bc it was always like, eh, we have each other, & that’s all you and I ever needed. I’m missing a part of myself, Kurtis. It’s best we had not lived together. It’s best we lived parted. It was drawn out that way bc this is all I could handle. I was partially weened from you. It’s probably why you couldn’t speak to me, either. Bc …that was all that you and I could handle.

I’ve been a wreck. A happy depressed sad wreck ?¿ I’ll get better. I left Fish outside of the cage bc he was sleeeeping on the carpet. I don’t think he’s going to try to come up here. I love that Calliope stood down with him♥️. She did that last night as well, but he was in his kennel then. She can’t lose her big poppa rn. I’ll try to extend his life as much as I can, if it’s what he wants, which so far, it has been what he’s wanted. You.. you were a little different lol I was the only reason you were fighting. And I’m certain even then you were questioning it. You knew as well as I did that you were coming here. We would have never left each other alone. And ppl can talk and assume their reasons, but nobody else mattered. Especially their idiotic reasons. You could’ve had so many other women. Women/girls 🙃. Cute girls. Small girls. Hot girls. But no, you still wanted Miss Piggy lolll. Definitely not putting myself down, just bein silly.

I’m not going to rush to leave. I’ll leave when it feels right. As I do w everything. You comin with? Help me drive? 🙂♥️. I miss our road trips. Even though we’d be at each others throats near the end lol.

I’ve loved. I’ve been loved. And it was all true. And if it doesn’t happen again, I’d be fine with that.

Do me a favor? Halp Fishy stay downstairs to rest with MsKittyCalliope? That kennel thing.. I understand why, but he’s better off outside of it bc nobody wants to lie next to their potty 24/7 lol no matter how many times I swap it out lol that litter is just so messy and it’s impossible to keep tidy. Him restin on the carpet is okay. I shoulda put him a blanky but I didn’t think. He could pull the one from the couch down. I’m not going back down there again rn. I don’t want to wake him. I should sleep. I’ll shower and pack my bag in the morning. Minimal bag. Lazy clothes. Probably no makeup bag either. I just want to go for one day then come back the next bc mommas gotta make some $, & Fishy needs to be home. I don’t want to hear it from my family. They’re lucky I’m even making the trip out there, especially for just a day. Maybe day & a half.. I’d like to get my nails done out there & get a pedi done 👀. ..haha. I’ll think about it. Only if I feel up to it, Kurtis. I’ll have to research prices lol I am keeping some, duh, you know that, I just don’t know which. I’ll know when I see everything. But I know you’d want me to sell some to make $ lol heck, you were trying to sell them, too. Maybe. I ain’t makin promises. I also am not looking forward to what ppl have to say if they see that I am but you right, fuck them. Nothing I do is anybody’s goddamn business. Just yours and you already know. And I can feel you encouraging me lol still doesn’t mean I’ll do it.. lol lie with me, will ya? Scratch my .. no loll not my back this time, for once. Scratch ma fat head. And call me Baby. Like you would do. Tell me you love me. I never ever got tired of hearing it. I could have said it more. I’m learning. I hid a lot of love for you. I regret that. I am sorry. I hope you know now how much I loved you/how much I do love you still.