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Heart of Stone just destroyed me on a molecular level.
Odo's story about his name almost made me cry. His name meant nothing until he met her. And then when she orders him to leave, he confesses his love for her?!
And he's so absolutely destroyed, because she's going to die, and he'll die with her.
Then she says she loves him too.
And thats when he knows that none of this is real? That its a trick?
Because he knows beyond a shadow of a doubt she doesn't love him back.
I'm actually going to go die now.
#also#the b plot with nog also made me tear up#bc that was incredible and emotional and real#nog will do awsome in starfleet#season 3 man#odo#odo x kira#kira nerys#star trek deep space nine#ds9#star trek ds9#nog ds9
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Cannot accurately describe to you how much I love his lil cat face here. This man is filled with sillies
#naruto#iruka umino#his incredible range of emotion compels me#there's no real wrong or right way to do iruka fic bc he rlly does just fit every genre lmaooooo
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also with us all calling this the healing tour and that this tour has encapsulated the spirit of believers never die and fob forever i will also say. it so much encapsulates the spirit of fall out boy is for lovers. they made so much (for) stardust with warmth and love and then toured with so much warmth and love, each show was made to be special and unlike any other, they played each song with so much love for us and healed over their own scars by debuting songs we never thought they'd play, by tenderly bringing old songs out and giving them their moment to shine, with nothing but love. fall out boy has nothing but love for us, for each other we have nothing but love for them, and now they have nothing but love for the parts of their discography that they had before only ever shunned. because fall out boy at it's heart is for lovers <3
#SO sorry to wax poetic and make so many posts like this its just that. i am feeling the fob emotion incredibly strongly and i just#god. they love us we love them and its beautiful. most pure fan/artist relationship ever bc its genuine and real#and this tour showed that love more than anything theyve ever done!!!!#txt#p: 100
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it was once observed by a dear friend that the hours in which i am most alert are like 7pm to 2am which probably explains a lot about how my posts get worse throughout the evening. but also sometimes i look at today where i was just sort of gnawing the couch all day until about 5pm when i wrote an entire fic in two hours and then another entire post about kaapo which to be clear took another two hours bc i had to chase links and explain my passions in a kind way and this was in addition to a church meeting. i would excel as the person who lights and then extinguishes lamps in the night
#this morning my therapist was like your eyes are red what's going on#and i said bro i am not on drugs. it is cold and dry in my apartment and i was standing in front of a sad lamp#and they said ah. a sun lamp. i see#YES. BC I AM NOT A MORNING PERSON AND I AM BEING PUNISHED BY CAPITALISM TO GO TO THERAPY AT 10 IN THE MORNING#INSTEAD OF 6PM WHEN I WOULD BE ABLE TO HOLD A CONVERSATION BETTER#i think they think i am abusing substances. human the reason i am the way i am bc i am not abusing substances#i am rawdogging reality in almost every way and i HATE it. i am experiencing a full of range of emotions in real life!!#one good thing about today i must say. i looked in the mirror and went oh wow my california hair stylist did a good job!#my california hair stylist was good at cutting my hair in that she was filipina and understood how to cut filipino hair#she was not good at cutting my hair in that she would get too deep in explaining warriors drama and get distracted while cutting my hair#and up doing something absolutely wacko that made me look like a pepe frog guy bc she was too amped up about klay and steph#and then i'd be stuck with fucking alt right hair for a good three weeks and my only saving grace is how i look ambiguously ethnic#BUT when i saw her last i was like i need you to give me a haircut where if i can't get my hair cut for four months i don't#look stupid as hell. and she said oh yeah i can do that. and gave me a blow by blow of klay and steph's divorce while cutting my hair#and i was fearing for my life. but now that it has grown out pretty significantly i will say she did a very good job of cutting it#unlike every other time i grew out my hair in a big way and it looked incredibly stupid for several months until it evened out#but she cut it so it looks like my hair is on purpose. which i appreciate!#now i have more time to decide if i want to avenge bo bichette and grow out my hair again#without feeling stressed about looking incredible stupid and unkempt#thank you nicole...a true ally...i will never forget how much you hate kevin durant even though you stressed me out so bad...#and you may be wondering why if she gave me that many bad hair cuts why i'd keep going to her#and the answer is: bc i only want my warriors and 49ers news to be reported by an energetic filipina lesbian holding razor on my neck#and unfortunately the local newspaper beats just can't replicate that experience#fresno oilers.txt
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tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"
#bakuspeech#number one is a house bc obviously. if u can own a house wouldnt u#he was very drunk at that time of the evening. I was not bc I have the constitution of a hot air balloon and any stimulant will blow me up#(relatively new development. france fucked me up big time turns out)#we held hand on his bed for like the whole evening. it was honestly very funny in hindsight but we were extremely earnest in the moment#and Im like. working on this thing as well. I dont got meds or therapy lmao Im bootstrappin here#but yeah early last year his bf offered to get me meds and I... turned it down... I think I was worried abt like. idk. something#but one year past looking back Im fully like that was a stupid move you shouldve gotten meds. youve once again fucked urself baku#but yeah with that kinda realization Ive also come to realized I've somewhat? accepted. that I'm just gonna be. like this#this in light of a number of likely chronic stuff too (hence my balloon-like constitution lmao) and#that's kinda bled into the rest of me without me really noticing#but him bringing that up fully unprompted... kinda jolted me out of it#its just. really incredibly sweet. that someone doesn't want me to settle for what I make do with#and like. preps for that work. just kinda held my hand and told me it's possible to do this actually#I didn't really express how I felt very well in that moment I think my brain is very bad and I process emotions with like a day of delay#but. well. Im thinking abt it Right Now. so yknow thats the kind of impact that had on me lol#not super sure why I wrote all this down here really. I think I just want a good n nice reminder that object permanence is real#and I exist in my friends' life even when Im going insane in a hole by myself#and with the power of friendship we can alter the universe's plan for ourselves and also kill god#that's that. anyways I eat lunch now and then pass out probably. last night was... eventful lmao#but!! very good things on the horizon hopefully. well manifestly we hold hammers and we use them#have a good day lads. let's go out and slay monsters under a highway
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ZACH OH MY FUCKING GOD WHAT DO YOU MEAN I MISSED YOUR BIRTHDAY?!!! IM SO SORRY OFERJGFERN IM SO MAD IM ONLY FINDING OUT NOW.
IM SENDING YOU ALL THE GODDAMN AMAZING VIBES AND HUGS AND BEST TIMES EVER IN THE WORLD. TY FOR BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL LIGHT IN THIS COMMUNITY AND ABSOLUTELY FEEDING US WITH YOUR ENDLESS RICH CREATIVITY AND BEAUTIFUL MIND!!! YOUR PASSION, ART, AND REFLECTIONS NEVER CEASE TO AMAZE ME AND FILL ME WITH SM HAPPY STIMS LIKE- AGH!!!!
IM GONNA STOP YELLING NOW BUT ILYSM /P AND HOPE ONLY THE BESTEST THINGS EVER HAPPEN FOR YOU AND AND YOUR THE BEST AND AHHHHHHHHH QAQ <33 <33 <3333333
NO WORDS. ONLY CRY.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH TRIONAAAAAA#IM BAWLING MY EYES OUT#LOOK!!!!! AT MY BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BOYYYYYS!!!!#YALL ARE FREAKING SPOILING ME SM RN#ALSO#LIGHT IN THIS COMMUNITY UM BITCH HAVE U LOOKED IN A MIRROR?..#????#DONT BC YOULL BLIND URSELF U ABSOLUTE BEACON OF GOODNESS HOW DARE U#ADFJBKKJHSDFJKHSFDKHJ#fandom friends#rat sons fanart#ask reply#THANK YOU THOUGH SERIOUSLY THAT MEANS SO MUCH AND MAKES ME GENUINELY SO EMOTIONAL#legitimately i am so so so glad and touched to be a part of this little corner of the internet#and to have met so many of you amazing incredible wonderful people <3#i for real love you all so very much /p#SOMEDAY IMMA STEAL U AND ARCHIE AND THE REST OF THE MOOTS AND WE'LL ALL HANG OUT TOGETHER#ILL BUY U GUYS SNACKS OR SMTHN#CUT FRUIT OR PLAY CATCH#IDK!!!!!#OLD MAN FORMS OF AFFECTION#AS I AM NOW OFFICIALLY ANCIENT#ALSO APOLOGIES THAT IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO RESPOND LIFES BEEN KICKING MY ASS A BIT THIS WEEK#got a second job so my time to draw and be online is even less than before :((((#but!!! im hoping i can eventually slowly shift from my old retail job to just this new one which should improve things!! :D#THANK YOU AGAIN TRIONA!!! LOVE U SM /p AND SENDING U THE MOST AMAZING WONDERFUL VIBES FOREVER#KICK ASS OUT THERE!!!! 💪💪💪
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accurate representation of the tenth doctor’s emotional arc over his seasons
#nine claws his way out of hell and ten is born out of a renewed love for life . we’re bacj#*back#he loses rose . emotional cliff dive. it’s so over .#is in the trenches for ages . sorta begins to claw his way up again bc martha is a (if small) rock for him to cling onto . by the end of her#run he’s operating on average ‘depressed person coping with it’ levels . stabilisation .#donna shows up . they have ups and downs but by god are they so good for each other . WE’RE SO BACK#he has to erase her memory and send her home otherwise she’ll die . it’s over#mixed state is whatever the hell mental health episode he was going through during the specials#end of time happens . he fucking dies in horribly depressive circumstances . it’s over (real)#incredible meta analysis from me wowowowowow#jay rambles
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rick keeps a pic of morty in his wallet :(
#it makes me so incredibly emotional#bc i think that there is no certainty that anyone is 'real' in rick's life (at least from his pov)#his family from his original dimension is all dead#morty is the only one he's been with from the beginning#unless i'm forgetting some lore idk#and summer is starting to join#but i feel like it's to a smaller degree#AAAA#s7 was soooo good#the last episode makes meoifjewoifjeoiw#rick and morty#rick and morty season 7#rick and morty spoilers#q
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What do you MEAN Isa TKM is gonna be the villain of the Superman movie WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME THIS?????? IM GOING TO SEE HER IN THE BIG SCREEN???? THE 10 YEAR OLD KID WHO LIVES IN ME IS SO FREAKING HAPPY😭😭😭😭😭😭
#💙! mah rambles#I LOVE HER SM#ok technically I don't bc idk her I don't even know her real name#BUT#i love the character that she did she literally marked my life#yes i meant life not childhood#as silly as it sounds Isa has been with me ever since i was 10 or so#i never stopped watching her show😭 even with 22 years old im still watching isa tkm#and it's incredible bc she also is like a huge example as to who i am as a person#bc her character had flaws yes but she has always been kind and noble#im literally so emotional over this#im going to watch superman and literally cry the moment she shows up on the screen
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anyway i'm officially at the point where i'm on the floor crying over how a lot of these 'call my muse by their full name' prompts have been like "yeong-hwan? that's weird. you're obviously byan."
#it makes byan so!!!!!! ugh!!!!! it's one of those moments where they realize they've put their trust in the right people#and it makes them a lot more emotional than they'll let on (in turn making ME v emotional)#they don't have a TON of moments where they really like. struggle in terms of their gender.#they stopped letting other peoples' opinions of them get to them too badly a long time ago#(or they like. take it out on those people with violence)#but when it comes to the people who DO matter to them........ and when it comes to their name... they do have concerns#they do get nervous. they DO get uncomfortable.#they've had people who seem supportive turn their backs on them before. ones who turned out to not take them seriously before.#they're kind of terrified of that happening again in these relationships they've let themself lean in to.#so having the people who matter to them most brush off their 'real' name in favour of byan is honestly so big for them#especially bc like. they're clearly very open about not abiding by gender binary but it's not smth they really TALK about with people so#it's HUGE to have people just accept that without any real explanation on their end?#it's incredibly validating. it makes them feel v accepted and that's not a feeling they get a lot so it's. yeah. it's Important#and it honestly earns that person some bonus trust points too tbh#i'm losing my train of thought but just know that i love these and that they're super significant to byan ok ty#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.
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just took so much psychic damage listening to the live performance of fast car
#it was incredible dont get me wrong#but i had completely forgotten how much i listened to that song from june-november of this last year#i think it was second on my most listened playlist#and i'm now faced with the unfortunate truth that it now brings back a lot of really tough things#the first note hit and i was like. fuck. i was listening to this song when so so many pieces of my life imploded#almost started weeping#had the same experience a couple days ago when fucking. people like us started playing at a family dinner#i was INSTANTLY shot back to looping that song just trying to force myself through the day a couple months ago#fast car is a different experience tho bc i just happened to be listening to it when some real bullshit went down in my life#so now i'm like fuck dude i love this song and i /wasnt/ using it as an emotional crutch but now it reminds me of [redacted]#ALSO#fuck my ENTIRE life but carry on my wayward son is now one of these things for me too#list of things i have in common with the winchesters: carry on wayward son was playing as my brother died#(i know that it wasnt diegetic in spn but fuck man)#vent#lea speaks
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the new ep really reminded me of my disappointment of how completely chill hawks is with endeavour abusing his family. him discovering his personal hero was abusive in the exact same way his father was should be gut wrenching, a betrayal but he doesn’t react to it in anyway other than “i’m sure things are different now”. if they made him destroyed and angry and carried that through the villain hunt arc, it would just bolster the tension and support the distrust society has for heroes and the need to put that aside anyway in the face of a greater enemy
#apart from his reaction with nagent it feels like we havnt seen hawks’ actual personality#or him having any real emotional reaction to anything#oh yeah my mum betrayed me to villains ans it nearly got me killed but bc the government entity that bought me at 7 yrs old told me#to forget my old life it doesnt bother me#yeah the guy ive looked up to my entire life that was literally the only bright point in my incredibly abusive childhood turned out to also#be extremely abusive towards his family up to LAST YEAR but i think hes different now so it doesnt bother me#i get that having a subplot of him being pissed at endeavour and having to be near him anyway couldve made the arc a but messy#especially with how badly paced it is#but imagine if it was actually spread out nicely#hawks has the basis of an interesting character but so much of him is fanon interpretation#his attitude with the commission is so lacklustre#hes totally fine with everything theyve done to him and doesnt see anything wrong with it or them#it takes a nuanced story of a minor groomed by the government to be a killer and turns him into a bootlicker#even his stuff with twice which shouldve knocked him on his ass doesnt hit bc he just brushes passed his realisation#the entire endeavour redemption arc annoys me bc he gets it way too easily and doesnt face consequences#he still has hawks looking at him like the sun shines out his ass#he foisters his responsibility to take down dabi the monster he created onto his youngest child bc its too hard for him#but thats besides the point#hawks has so much potential but like pretty much everyone its just not explored enough#go beyond plus ultra#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#bnha#hawks#endeavour#enji todoroki
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what the fuck i didn’t expect to cry just now. it’s so amazing how you can connect to people you’ll never meet.
#yo it's d :)#💙♾️#rant incoming ->#okay so if i’m being honest being a black fan in mana/mdm/mm spaces is actually kinda isolating sometimes if i’m being honest bc a lot of#western fans are white people. that’s just the truth. and like i’ve been sorta subtly ‘bullied’ (lightheartedly) for years over my interests#misaligning with what is typically ascribed to black people. i know it’s silly to let it get to me but after a while that shit wears you out#that being said. i was watching the mdm 2007 paris show bc i wanted to see a specific song real quick. the video pans over the crowd and obv#it’s white people as far as the eye can see. shocker. however. then it gets a bit closer to the stage. not too close. but sorta. right there#is a black fan. they stand out a bit. besides their skin being brown their hair is also in cornrows! a protective style!! at an mdm show!!!#seeing them in the crowd caused me to be overcome w/ emotion. i felt so instantly connected to this person across time and space from a two#second clip of them. and of course i shouldn’t cry about it but knowing that hey. i’m not alone out here and that we’ve probably had similar#experiences is so……? it was so easy to suddenly put myself in their position. a person that looks like me in a room full of people who don’t#god.#i hope they’re doing well nowadays and that they still rock out to mdm. i hope the feel incredibly valid in their blackness.#HOLY SHIT WE BELONG IN THE SCENE !!!!! WE BELONG !!!!!#I BELONG !!!!!!!!!!!#dev rants
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finally played butterfly soup 2 btw. Ough
#i love those silly baseball players so fucking much. they are everything to me#min-seo and diya being soooo incredibly gross and coupley is. very cute. theyre so real#and i will never stop being obsessed with the noelle/akarsha dynamic#and the EPILOGUE. AUGH.#they love each other.........#i am lucky to be the Exact Target Audience for this game#(gaysians who have spent a significant portion of their life in the bay area)#brianna lei Gets It in a way that few people do#yellings#i did think 'yeah no high schooler is emotionally intelligent enough to be able to pinpoint this about their emotional state'#but like.... i am willing to let a lot slide bc the rest of it is so charming#and very Real. To Me.
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I made another silly bug boy <3
Orchid Mantis Cookie lives in and rules a kingdom found inside of a large, hollow tree. The Mantis Kingdom is not very welcoming to new people. They are barely welcoming to each other. Despite this, they live in mild harmony under the guide of Orchid Mantis.
Orchid mantises are rare, and their mantis forms help protect the kingdom by using their flower mimicry as defense and food collection. This, along with the fact that he is as big as a female mantis, is why he is the ruler.
Mimi-Cry is a lump of clay that... well, it hates itself. It molds itself to mimic other things but can never keep the form up for long. Mimic-Cry feels attracted to Orchid Mantis because of this, since they both pretend to be things they are not. Mimi-Cry's favorite thing to mimic is flowers, like Orchid Mantis.
At first, Orchid did not like Mimic-Cry, but eventually, as it kept changing into different things to get him to love it back, he grew very fond and protective of the sentient clay lump. Mimic-Cry is now not allowed to leave his side, out of fear it could get hurt.
Relationship Chart:
Gingerbrave(friendly): Thanks for helping... I guess.
Licorice Cookie(tension): Ugh, so annoying...
Kiwi Cookie(tension): What do you think you're doing?!
Werewolf Cookie(friendly): You're alright, I suppose.
Pecan Candy Cookie(trust): You. I like you.
Appears On:
Gingerbrave(trust): A little mean, but, you're alright!
Licorice Cookie(tension): Never met someone so rude..!
Kiwi Cookie(tension): Sorry, it was an accident!
Pecan Candy Cookie(trust): Wow, royalty. How exciting!
#cookie run#cookie run oc#orchid mantis cookie#pecan candy cookie#bug boyfriends are so real#orchid is a bit rude to people if he thinks theyre wasting his time#he is also incredibly defensive#thats why him and kiwi have tension#kiwi ran into the kingdoms tree and orchid got SUUUUPER defensive abt it#it was a genuine accident but orchid wouldnt listen lolz#sometimes he feels alone while ruling the kingdom bc mantises usually prefer to be left alone so his subjects leave him in solitude a lot#because they assume thats what he wants. he gets bummed about it a lot#he actually enjoys discourse in his kingdom bc it gives him an excuse to step in and be around people for a while#mimi-cry keeps him company most days but it cant really talk so it doesnt help a whole lot#'why doesnt he just tell them' they avoid him a lot bc of.. yknow solitude and he doesnt want to make them feel stupid for assuming#something that was totally wrong so he just kinda. lives with it. hes a good king and cares about even the small things about all of his#subjects. like how they feel and how they perceive themselves and others and such. he keeps a lot of his emotions hidden for this reason
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obsessed w looking at the old discord gc that everyone else left so its jsut me (+their old acct that got deleted) that i shared with my old best friend and since it became just me i used to send so many messages about how i felt abt her that were. mostly sad and angry and stuff etc but a lot of them are also like "well guess who has friends so much fucking better than you now loser >:>" and also a lot of song lyrics.
#“sokka is a MUCHH better character that weres blue and represses their emotions SO TAKE THAT LOSER” real quote. also real quote in the sens#its very real. sorry patton iluu still i prommy<//3 but sokka the loml sokka !!!!! <3#idk why im thinking abt her tbh . actualy ik why i put on the new masie peters song and was kinda like omg#bc it is like. yes its kinda sad to still think abt her (which tbf i dont that much anymore) but i mean like !!#instead of her who just genrelly didnt appriciate or care abt me the same that i did for her i now have so many incredible freinds who#are so much better to me and actually care abt me back when i care abt them andd im still a v much like. not to brag but a v caring kind#friend imo or at least i try to be lol and now instead of her the people that get to have that in their lives are also the same to me and#make me so much happier than she ever did and actually remember my bday and oh shit ! i won the breakup !!#flappy rambles
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