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#art#my art#artists on tumblr#fetus in a jar btbate#ice cream btbate#chips btbate#orb btbate#battle to be able to exist#stinky battle for fire#pink hornyshit chips#phsc bfcm#battle for caution's mcgriddle#battle for caution's mcrib (extra pickles)#kirb08 mrls#osc#object show community#battle for :fire:#fanart
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'lloyd is very weak now and needs to marry so he'll have someone to protect him'- lloyd has the only grandmaster on the world following him around like a puppy. he has the most terrifying motherfucker on the world wrapped around his little finger. he has the one person in the world who can hit an absolute in the head and get away with it swearing in his heart to protect him no matter the cost over and over again.
lloyd made javier watch him die twice right in front of him just to keep him alive. there is no power on existence that could make javier allow anyone or anything to even think about harming lloyd again.
lloyd is fine
#i talk a lot <3#tged#the greatest estate developer#lloyd frontera#javier asrahan#llojavi#sorry i get mad all over again when i think about that stupid ass competition lmaooo#like i know it was just an excuse but. it was sooo unnecessary.#like if you're gonna say 'lloyd will marry the person most qualified to protect him' you cannot blame me for pointing to the one person#who literally spent the whole novel ascending to higher and higher planes of existence just so he could protect lloyd better#that's just how it is#but also this is me saying it's evil and fucked up that we never saw javier going absolutely feral on someone for trying to hurt lloyd#the closest thing is in the battle in hell but that was against hellkaros so like. it doesn't really count.#i need javier to see someone raising a hand against lloyd only for everyone within a radius of a hundred meters to be overwhelmed#by this sheer murderous intent that makes more than a couple people drop to their knees and begin praying.#just this quiet but palpable rage that makes it physically harder to breathe.#a presence so powerful it makes people nauseous just by being near it.#and i also need lloyd to be completely unaffected by it and in fact able to easily appease and assuage it with barely a word#i deserved to see that actually
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Rewatching Disney worlds parts cause I love the friendship the player get with the characters.. SEPHIROTH???
I didn’t remember that part ever happening…
Am I overthinking it to think its actually means something for the future lore? Its probably just gameplay stuff lol like boss battle
But I can’t help it cause its fits my little headcanon version of khux and Player
#like player getting third life around the kh console games#and they have their memories again#and can meet the disney characters that doesn’t remember them#cause whatever is that everything is holograms lore that wasn’t explained enough#which also leads to that they could meet Cloud again when bro is doing his emo things#pls i need player’s third life in console game to be real#and we don’t even have missing link here yet#kingdom hearts#khux#imagine 3L player just walking around in traverse town watching Sora struggling with keyblade stuff and be like -haha been there done that-#or even if their third life will be in the Quadratum its cool concept too#also if a nobody grows a heart.. if they lose it and get nobody does that means their nobody is a nobody of nobody?#if the theory the player is a nobody makes sense it could fit it#headcanon#theory#probably?#still think Sephiroth actually means something deeper for the lore lol#like player got connection to Cloud from just one day of battling together#or could he feel that player is borrowing powers from the future that connected to Cloud as well?#idk the medals lore is confusing for me the same as the holograms stuff#i would rather just think its non existing in my headcanon version#casue its also means player isn’t really that op if all of their powers is from the future?#and I love the player being OP and able to fight everyone 👍🏻#khux player
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thinking about clem vi and minnie
#cant stop thinking about them....the Drama of it all.....the Gay Drama of it all#SORRYYY but like.... vi and minnie only ending their relationship bc vi thought minnie died and couldnt save her and blamed herself.....#vi finding out minnie was traded off by marlon and did not actually die#and finding out shes working for the enemy and vi has to accept the fact that the Real minnie is gone#the way minnie basically called vi a coward implying there mightve been some tension in their relationship(right after re-meeting after 1yr#the weird tension and mental battle between clem and minnie bc they are like 2 sides of the same coin#(and clem is dating her ex and taking her family)#vi reassuring clem that none of this changes her feelings for her and will go to battle against minnie for their friends#vi either getting kidnapped by the delta (bc clem doesnt save her) and brainwashed by minnie to act against her friends and fight clem#vs her saving clem from minnie by shooting her with her own crossbow with no hesitation other than a plead to stop (still makes me scream)#vi not being able to leave minnie alone and injured#brainwashed vi getting blinded in the explosion#ep 4 minnie not hesitating to try to kill vi for tenn#clem and minnie fighting to the Death#minnie being the reason clem gets bit..one last fuck you#vi having to leave clem on the other side of the fence leading to clem getting bit#s4 didnt have to give us one of the gayest drama-iest side plots in a game but it did and i still cant get over it#hehe hehe hehe :) :) :) infested with brain worms#thank u twdg s4 for existing i love u#need to draw more clem/vi/minnie tension#and also clem and minnie fighting i love when they fight#started replaying s4 but im taking it sooooooo sllooowwwlllyy i cant wait to get to ep3 this shit was written specifically for me#it speaks#twdg
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More random head children musings (aside from the really sad one because that deserves better than a throwaway post):
Honestly I think it’s very fortunate that Dism’s team isn’t *entirely* comprised of lucid dreamers.
#just pav things#they’re teenagers that haven’t lived with using their powers their whole lives. they have no innate control over it#They’re FAR more likely to push themselves psychologically because of their emotional issues#And they don’t know when too far is. So they face their punishments for overtaxing themselves as a result ✨#And like. Dism wants to play hero and be the MOST useful so he overcompensates and takes on too much#Doesn’t delegate tasks/responsibility in battle to anyone else at all#And because he’s wielding that persona Inigo also overcompensates because he doesn’t want Dism to get injured#something something lingering thoughts of Archie y’know ✨#And the poor coordination that Dism and Inigo both have in Arcs 1-3.5 means Idyllia#who secretly feels she’s done a terrible job of protecting the people she cares about her whole life#then uses her healing powers to an unnecessarily high degree#because there is one borderline-suicidal not-even-dodge-tanking-as-supposed-to idiot and#trying-to-fulfill-a-misguided-social-agenda idiot 🌈#What are the ultimate results of this?#Well you have ~75% of the party who are barely holding onto this plane of existence#Dism who can barely walk or speak because he can’t *time* any movements of his body correctly#Idyllia who’s left generally shaky weak and extremely fatigued— her life and vitality disappearing into vapid traces#And Inigo who loses his senses and any bearing on reality at all. Even the most basic tasks unintuitive to him#The chances of a TPKO would be absolutely certain if not for Cynthia being able to nurse and protect them while they’re recovering 😭❤️#Honestly they are coasting by on a LOT of luck and it shows#If the end of Arc 2 was any indication…..#They do get better though <3#And that’s how they manage to pull off the successful rescue operations for Idyllia and Archie later :D We love some good teamwork :)#Now you may be thinking— how does this same concept pertain to Archie’s kids?#Theon exhibits the same symptoms as Inigo… or that’s what I would say#He’s so scared of repeating history’s mistakes that he only uses his intuition for guiding his aim and not anything like#scanning for weaknesses or seeing the future. ESPECIALLY THE LATTER#So Theon actually doesn’t tax himself much at all#Consequences for Ewan include a sheer rejection of rationality and logic and positivity#Too much light is blinding! Leaving him blind to everything but his baser impulses
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#cosmic chatter#sonic frontiers#sonic frontiers spoilers#sonic frontiers the final horizon#amy#fuck this guy#master king you are cool but also </3 death#that said i lowkey wanna play the trial again bcuz idk#when i realized that i could Do it it was fun#yeas i am insane <3#i also just rlly like the boss fights in this game#maybe it does exist and its cuz i havent finished ouranos battle rush#but i love being able to fight All the bosses in a row their fights are soo fun
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the 3ds' online service is going to shut down soon - and while pkmn bank isn't going to be closing along with it, it has me feeling kinda antsy about getting all my ideal ribbon masters in order... so i've put some of my other pkmn-related projects on the backburner in favor of collecting ribbons on my croconaw and my raikou! while i don't plan on documenting their shared journey as intensely as i documented reides' quest (those posts are REALLY helpful to me now btw omg - im hoping that this go-around is a bit easier with them as a resource!), i'm planning on taking LOTS of pictures :D
once these two have gathered everything that they need in emerald, laverath the manaphy will be joining them in gen4!
#ribbon master#jamietxt#that's the shiny manaphy that i hatched - i renamed them to laverath since reides the kingdra exists now hehe#anyway idk how successful this will be tbh. reides' journey was REALLY difficult but i feel like that was largely bc i had to do so much -#- planning and research for it. not to mention my full soulsilver and brilliant diamond playthroughs LMAO#admittedly i still feel a lot of battle tower fatigue so idk if i'll be able to maintain my streaks properly in order to get these -#- pokemon their ribbons in time. but im going to do my best bc i love this challenge a lot#stormspike the croconaw#syklemos the raikou
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man baldurs gate may be my game of the year
That's so hard to admit considering tears of the kingdom also launched this year. And it blew my socks off too. It's a marvel of game design. And I haven't even gotten to play starfield yet...
But baldurs gate is in another ball park for me. Because I've been playing since early access, I've had so much time to form a comfortable nostalgic attachment to many aspects of the game.
Plus because it's more niche in its appeal (than Zelda at least), following the development cycle, watching the player base grow and interacting with the community has really felt like a more connected experience. Certainly more connected than waiting in silence for 6 years for totk (not a dig, honestly it's fine and I get it).
AND it's one of the few games in a long time I've been able to actually play with my IRL friends. It's just basically the perfect recipe.
I can sing Larian's praises all day but I can't say anything that hasn't been said a million times already. If you haven't played this game yet, PLEASE DO IM BEGGING
#personal#just laying here feeling extremely grateful that i exist at the same time as this game#like nothing compares to the feeling of a really successful and coordinated battle sequence...#where all my characters feel optimized#and like they are all working together as unit#they arent strong on their own#but together they are a slow moving stable vector of destruction#no one is ever downed#and we are able to control the pace of the battle easily#FUCK i wanna always be playing#gotta sleep now so i dont talk myself into getting up to play more at 2am lmao#bg3#baldur's gate 3
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#the thing about the book bann.ing conversation is this#i don't believe that anyone reasonable ACTUALLY believes that literally ANYTHING goes. that ANY book is fine for teaching in the classroom#for ANY age kid and that ANY book should be able to be in ANY school library#if you say that you think there are NO lines ANYWHERE i don't believe you#i could find SOMETHING that would be the place you'd draw the line#some book in some scenario that would make you say 'well yes obviously that's unreasonable'#but if anyone acknowledges that those lines exist then they have to figure out where those lines go#and that's a much more complicated conversation than just blithely screaming 'censorship!'#because if you can be inflammatory and sensationalist and just turn anyone who raises any objection to a book into#this caricature of a bigoted small-minded censoring fascist#then you don't actually have to engage with the question at stake#you can just dismiss them without addressing any of their concerns and pat yourself on the back for taking down censorship#and that's not to say that any attempt to 'ban' a book is valid-- many many are not! but some are. and when you treat them the same you end#up giving MORE power to the invalid ones because you turn it into an all or nothing battle#because you were too afraid to actually engage with the question at hand
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i get that s2 wasn’t what people expected or wanted but it literally wasn’t ooc or badly written. y’all are just annoying.
#like even after turning against heaven and averting the apocalypse aziraphale was still thinking of heaven as his side in s1#crowley said he ‘sauntered vaguely downwards’ but he still rebelled in some form from heaven he’d already questioned the institution and#turned against it. in s2 he literally talks abt going into battle against heaven like it wasn’t on accident he REBELLED for real. he has no#issue turning against hell as well. but aziraphale has been loyal to heaven for millennia. he has been loyal to heaven for his entire#existence! s1 constantly shows him denying his friendship with crowley and even how much he himself questions like he has always had trouble#distancing himself from the institution or even feeling like it yes he’s done it but it wasn’t an easy choice!#s2 just expanded on that and did it more purposefully like what did you think the temptation scene in ep2 was abt?????#being able to go back to heaven literally sounds like his dreammmmmm he loves being an angel he loves doing good he loves doing good with#crowley and he thought he and crowley could be together in heaven like that’s literally aziraphale bait 😭#speaking
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if sega makes tails adventure a classic exclusive thing i'm gonna cry. a lot/neg
#speedy posting#sth#tails adventure#text post#but like#tails adventure just makes tails a much more interesting character#like him being implied to be able to talk with flickies#or the origin of the sea fox#or the origin of the ecplosive mice in sonic battle#or fuck even his fear in general#he went through so much#all for being flushed down the drain#i really hope they dont go with the 'all classic games besides sonic 1 2 3 and cd are non canon' route#because its so lame#praying that they stay with the original jpn manual backstory where it happens before tails met sonic#and mecha sonic mk ii came back!#FUCK#FEELS THE RABBIT AND CYBER SINGER MIKA EXIST IN BOTH UNIVERSES#WE CAN HAVE MODERN SPEEDY#IF THEY ARENT FUCKING COWARDS#sorry for the rambling#had a not so great day lmao
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My hyperfixations really just repeatedly have me in a state of "could you imagine if you someone loved and cared about you very deeply"
#kind of rude if im being honest#perpetual longing. and then still navigating my aceness its like somehow in my brain it doesn't feel possible to have#as if ill never find someone able to provide that companionship and to care that deeply#i so badly want connection#and i know id do so much for the right person. but its hard to believe that person could exist#and the battle goes on of what do i want what am i conditioned to want where do i hold space for kindness between my identity and desires#also really getting thrown back to young me. sometimes i forget the feeling#i only ever truly felt interested in a few people when i was young and i still think that ultimately came back to companionship#but i remember feeling as if it were some source of shame or negativity on someone for me to be interested in them#feelings i thought id moved on from as i grew more into my identity. but im still feeling my way through what that even means for me#i still want to be loved. why cant i believe thats possible for me to have#why does saying that fill me with guilt
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A little ramble about Socialist Alternative, leftist radicalisation and privilege. Mostly a vent of sorts so it's going to be messy.
//TW: mentions of suicidal thoughts, effects of capitalism on mental health and physical health, mentions of systematic abuse and oppression, etc.
"What radicalised you?"
If you're familiar with Australian leftist politics or just been to an Australian university, you've probably heard this line from Socialist Alternative at some point, particularly if you're a young leftist. At first, I personally didn't know how to answer this, but now? Now I do:
That's the wrong question, it's not about what radicalised me, it's about when I realised I wasn't allowed to exist. I think my main distrust of socialist alternative can be drawn here, as much as I respect their activism (as much as I don't like certain other parts of it and the organisation itself because of how it functions and is set up, among other things) and how they've helped the movements around me grow, I don't like their ethics because it always centres on feeling in the right when, honestly, that isn't what this fight was ever about. It's not simply about what pushes people to some realisation that capitalism isn't working, for many of us, it's about realising when we noticed that we were broken clogs that would always be discarded; realising that we wouldn't even live past 30 in a system that sees us as faulty parts and that'll end with us either starving to death or choosing to kill ourselves to have some semblance of control in a system that is so damning that it actively tries to kill us. And no I'm not even exaggerating, especially when it comes to disability and generally most marginalised groups. It's actively hostile to people like us.
This is taking out one strong example for myself here, but I just feel like every interaction has had an undertone of not really understanding the gravity of what's at stake on an individual level. I think, like Marx, they really don't have anything to lose but their chains, but for the rest of us? We have our lives, something I think others just can't quite comprehend here when I say being anti capitalist isn't a political choice, it's a matter of life or death because here just isn't any other option in order to survive. Don't get me wrong, I agree with Marx on many things, but I do think there's a difference between able bodies, white, middle class activism because capitalism is uncomfortable compared to when you're a minority that's doing this to be allowed to exist, and specifically I think there's a powerful element of privilege that's ignored, especially in the case of socialist alternative. Again, I respect their activism, but this dynamic of power and push being from a white, abled and middle to upper class lens (yes there are people who are minorities within the org, but they don't hold power and much say imo) has led to, in my view, a distorted sense of reality and, more pressingly, policy and vision that is about saving the working class rather than making a world where labour isn't a price you have to pay in order to be allowed to exist. It's not just the exploitation of the working class, though that's a huge part of it, it's also how hostile this system is to people who can't be used; who can't work or who are seen as dirty or wrong for trying to.
So when asked "so, what radicalised you?" I can only really think to reply with "when I realised that wanting to die wasn't my fault, but the people around me that convinced me that my lack of ability to produce is somehow my fault and that I somehow don't deserve basic survival". Because that's the reality and I think, at least with the SAlt members I've spoken to, that isn't something that's really understood; the gravity of this situation on a personal level and that it's not as simple as doing something to make yourself feel good or to have a moment of pride, sometimes (or oftentimes) it's literally survival.
Most of all, I think what cements this for me is the reply I get to when I've asked (genuinely and in good faith) about allegations about their internal environment being "toxic" and "cult like" and, as I explained to them, this is from many different people from different friend groups who all don't know each other but have had he same experiences:
"They're just jealous of us and our activism."
But jealous of what? In a fight for survival, none of us have the opportunity to feel jealous over how it's done because this isn't about feeling a bit better, it's about being allowed to exist. I think this really is what made me realise that this isn't about the right to live for them, but the ability to feel good for fighting on the behalf of people like me and my friends. And, to me, that's something to have healthy caution over when pity is how people have tried to control minorities in the past, and in my own personal experience.
#personal#ok to rb#vent kinda??#I have beef with salt in general so maybe I'm biased but the way the members I've met so far just... don't comprehend this.#It makes me not really trust them especially when they say they're part of the working class/ are poor because they just. They don't Get It;#this isn't even JUST about doing what's right or realising that capitalism is explootative it's literally a life or death choice for me.#I can either 1) stop moving after my chronic pain becomes too much to “push through” and eventually not have any means of survival#or 2) end my own life to have some semblence of control#and to avoid the inevitable pain of being forced to work to survive despite the pain it causes#I'm not sure if I worded this well but Salt feels absolutely not safe for people like me due to the way they treat people like me#and speak about our oppression#I think there's a lack or really understanding the bigotry behind ableism and queerphobia among many other things#They don't understand how being disabled means being poor and how they interlink#They don't get that having chronic pain means making it to class is a struggle and that finding work is extremely difficult#That welfare in order to have a chance at living independently is a constant battle of constantly proving that I'm in “enough” pain#and that “enough” is never enough to be granted enough money to live independently#They don't understand that when people suoport you it can be a 50/50 chance of genuine care or the desire to use you;#for pity and attention or money#for being able to use you to make others pity uou and then them and get free shit#or to just control someone who's “easy” to control#which makes living independently become even more of a must#but that alone becomes a battlefield of trying to survive in a world where you can't work most jobs#And study becomes less and less obtainable as you realise the gap between you and everyone else#because you're always absent and always behind#It's the systematic struggles that continually add up until you're drowing#It's pushing past your own healthy limits just to exist#and for what?#So yes my life radicalised me because I don't feel that I have any alternative choice#Because I and people who also experience this are desperate now because this system doesn't allow for people like us on a systematic level#It's not even about the crimes or exploitation even that “made me realise” it's the everyday systematic aggression since I was born
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yugioh darlings. how do we feel about bakura being a reincarnated thief (who stole from tombs) and he is interested in the occult, likely including seances and necromancy. how are we feeling about rpg au necromancer bakura
#there could be a whole adventuring party of just bakuras#a necromancer a rogue and idk what yami bakura would be#im a fake gamer i dont know that many dnd classes#im kinda leaning sorceror but i still feel like he should be able to stab people#wait given the zork situation would he be a warlock?#that or like. a fucked up paladin in that his justified moral outrage was twisted into something else by an evil god#do we have fucked up paladins? i think we oughta#so much of my rpg knowledge is from fire emblem but daggers only exist in fates#and none of the dagger classes really fit him#i know we have the canon rpg arc but. still.#plus the part where he became the change of heart#nothing can convince me that bakura is a white mage slash healer#i can accept necromancer or dark mage that also knows some healing spells but like the kinda fucked type#fantasy jonouchi who is obviously a warrior of some sort starts being more careful in battle when he realizes bakuras idea of healing is#making a temporary pact with a demon so they heal his allies. or communing with slash resurrecting a dead cleric
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did anyone else ever find it odd how easily zeus offered percy godhood? and how it almost seemed like he secretly wanted percy to accept? well i did, and after thinking long and hard about it…
i don’t think percy understood what turning down godhood really meant
demigods do tasks for the gods because they don’t have to follow any rules. they aren’t controlled by anyone or anything. demigods are a strange hybrid - not god, not human. they are in between the laws of immortal and mortal. they are not supposed to exist. yet they do, which is what makes them so extraordinary.
percy is crazy powerful. of course, there’s the aspect of raw power. he has domain over air (storms/hurricanes), land (earthquakes and volcanic eruptions), and sea (monster waves, tsunamis, floods, basically anything that involves water.) he can control bodily fluids. he has super strength (with one hand, he held up an unconscious annabeth who was being pulled down by both arachne AND the forces of tartarus). he has super speed (he moves faster than bullets in TTC). no matter how badly you hurt him, he automatically heals and regenerates the second he touches water (an ability no other demigod has). he’s an extraordinary swordsman. very skilled in combat and warfare. he’s smart, and thinks of plans quickly. but he also has a great deal of social/poltcial power… i mean, he’s a leader and hero to both the greek and roman camps. if he says “attack,” all demigods, greek or roman, attack. no question. do you have any idea how threatening that is to the olympians? he’s also best friends and has an empathy link with the lord of the wild, which basically means all of nature is by his side too, including all land creatures. he’s also prince of horses, which means pegasi too (both of which are extremely useful in battle). and of course all sea creatures, including the mythical ones like krakens and leviathans. not to mention many of the gods really like him. hermes, hephaestus, athena, aphrodite, and dionysis have all gone out of their way to help him. artemis holds him in high regard, especially since he saved her. apollo literally considers him his friend! and poseidon - his dad, the god who is the biggest threat to zeus - is fiercely protective of him and cares about him a great deal. many minor gods also like him because he demanded them to be given more respect and for their kids to be welcomed at the camps.
percy unknowingly has more power, both physical and social/political, than anyone should ever have. he may have absolutely no idea, but it must scare the living daylights out of zeus. by accepting zeus’s offer to become a god, percy would have submitted himself to the control of zeus. zeus would be his king and ruler. zeus would then have complete control over him.
but percy said no. therefore, percy remains out of zeus’s control.
percy had no idea what he was doing. but thank the gods he made that choice. thank the gods he’s an incredible person. thank the gods percy jackson has no desire for power, because he has more of it than anyone should ever be able to have.
#i just know zeus wrote his name in his burn book that night#zeus must have been so pissed#percy jackson#the last olympian#pjo#percabeth#percy jackson and the olympians
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im sorry but i literally feel insane trying to explain how copyright and ip are bad for anyone who is not a large powerful corporation. i dont even own the rights to my own paper that i wrote because it's published in a springer journal. my own master's thesis that it's based on legally belongs to my university. these laws do not exist to protect small time artisans or writers or musicians and we have seen over and over and over again how corporations with the money to win legal battles are able to use them as a cudgel against creators of all stripes. like wtf are people on about lmao
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