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Osamu: Sorry about him.
Kiyoomi: YOU HEARD?!
Osamu: No, I just assume whenever āSumu opens his mouth something horrible comes out.
#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#hq fanart#haikyuu fanart#haikyu#sakuatsu#miya osamu#sakusa kiyoomi#miya atsumu#komori motoya#based after that post you know the one#every time someone says x hq character is a freaky dom in bed or w/e#this is what comes to mind for me#kame arts#currently chugging through a quick lil ushiten comic that is not workin with me. colors are hard ā¹ļø
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"Are you finished with my portrait yet? Show me!" "Cipacton, I can't draw you if you keep moving!"
#em draws stuff#em is posting about temeraire#temeraire#temeraire worldbuilding collection#ā¬ā¬ā¬ā¬ā¬š#did you like those guys from the last picture? here they are again :)#at this point I feel like I should have be oc tagging five deer and cipachcoatzin just for organizational purposes#but if I don't then I can pretend I can stop drawing them...#<- He Has Ideas For At Least One More Picture and Other People And Dragons They Know#if you want to see what five deer is drawing then turn your eyeballs to my previous drawing of them!#after finishing that one I wanted to figure out what cipachcoatzin looked like outside of the super stylized depiction - here he is!#also lacking any other ideas I've decided that's his name now. my classical nahuatl is So So So Beginner but I'm Trying#(cipactli [caiman] + glottal stop + coatl [snake] + tzin [honorific suffix]...#...or cipactli [caiman] + ton [diminutive suffix you might use for a kid])#haven't come up with a personal name for five deer yet but what with naming other characters they'll interact with my abilities Do run out#so that can be a work in progress#pretty pleased with how this turned out especially cipachcoatzin's little obsidian mirror-ornaments#the background and color scheme is Heavily based on luis covarrubias' 'view of the valley of mexico'#but maybe I can manage some more urban settings for them or the other characters in future pictures
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first non fanart/oc art iāve done in 2 years
#donāt know how many people care about a non fandom art#but thatās kinda the point of doing this one#it was something nobody else would care about and thatās what i need to start drawing more#turns out only creating art based on other peopleās ideas#doesnāt end up making you feel all that creative you know??#itās midnight and iām rambling#i havenāt had a decent amount of art motivation in over a year#after a year you start getting a little desperate to figure out why itās not just coming back#i need to sleep#iāll schedule the post and stop rambling to myself#runes art#artists on tumblr#art#what the heck do you tag general artwork??#whatever this isnāt made for getting a bunch of attention anyway
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a special treat : big MS Paint Guy Collection to end the year !
plus bonus uncompressed ms-paint colored sonic sticker
#sonic the hedgehog#silver the hedgehog#tails the fox#miles tails prower#amy rose#cube wisp#<- should i even bother#i would tag sage but she's not actually in this so#and teeeecchhhhnically i could tag ariem... but nah.#lotsa content in this but tbh it's relatively little for 3 months#and yes that IS a sonic roleswapped as sage there#in the sonic dressed up in amy's style one he's just annoyed cause he knows his quills are gonna be messed up for days after this#if you recognize which old drawings some of these designs/themes are based on- kudos to you ! there's 3 of those in here#technically 4 but one of them i never posted to tumblr so it doesn't count#teka art#id in alt text#i worked hard on the id !!!!!#yes btw the split ups are per month. top left is october. top right is november. bottom is december.
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yall are about to piss me off by not having any PASSING basic knowledge of the way the u.s. military manipulates its recruits into joining by typing up one of your uninformed, unresearched, unempathetic, individualistic, unbelievably annoying posts about how 100% of the people in the military ended up there because they just Love America So Damn Much! they're extremely mature and informed at time of recruitment, they can totally leave anytime they want, they totally had tons of other avenues in life they could've taken, there was no rush at all to get income as fast as possible, and everyone in the military also totally is part of the combat divisions and personally enjoys being IN the military very much, big believers of violence. everyone in the military is shooting guns all day, that's how that works. they LOVE BLOODSHED. also I love the "amewicans haha" twang to this type of shit because you're actually TOTALLY stealing our Thing, which is turning systemic issues into Individual Issues. Instead of talking about the powers that be, it's so Personal Choice up in here. It's, "well you shouldn't have done it then. I totally wouldn't because I know better." you don't wanna talk about the military industrial complex as a whole, and you don't want to talk about recruiters, you just want to pin the blame on Specific Individual People one-by-one, as if they're responsible for the system that they're being ground up in. someone was in the military? bad person, no matter what. it's easier to believe that, I guess, than to acknowledge that Normal People (with high school educations) are manipulated and incentivized into joining a system that is Bad. at like age 18. but yeah no that 18 year old should have just been smarter lol haha anyway here are some screenshots for no particular reason
side note this reply of someone going "umm just get loans and go into a high paying field it's easy XD" as a direct response to someone trying to explain how most americans joining the military are being funneled in that direction out of a need for money.
and another person who Decided that americans join the military just CLENCHING their teeth thinking of other people, and not thinking completely selfishly about their own selves and their own income/housing/healthcare.
#I had a longer post w more bullshit in it but ukw nobody's even gonna read THIS one. so.#dumb ass cunts seriously LMAO just the individualism of it all....#we're all just selectively forgetting that most people join the military straight out of high school / after failing to kickstart#their lives so they don't know shit yet and they are categorically not educated and don't have money#you NEED money and have been groomed by recruiters ALREADY into believing this is#The Best and Only to make a survivable amount of money without a college education-- bc they can't afford college btw#and they don't want to take on student debt either bc everyone already knows what a big fuckeroo that is#recruiters WILL DO ANYTHING TO GET YOU TO JOIN. they will KEEP CALLING YOU. they'll answer your questions#to make it sound like this is going to be a GREAT life decision. you can get all KINDS of jobs (true)#they love to say the thing about how only about 15% of the military will actually see combat in any way#they love to list all the jobs where you will literally just be working at an office or a pharmacy or in tech etc etc etc#the recruiters are offering housing healthcare steady pay and BONUSES if you sign on for longer.#so you let your guard down because you were so scared of the actual fighting. BECAUSE YOU'RE 18 IN THIS SCENARIO BTW.#you cunts will not meet anyone who hates the military as much as people who are NOW DONE working in the military#you don't know enough when they get you and then either you stay placated by the benefits or you scramble away as fast as possible#the number one military haters are people who know what goes on bc they already did it#source: I LIVE NEXT TO A MILITARY BASE LMAO PEOPLE HATE IT HERE!! they are NORMAL PEOPLE#I need you to get it into your head that the people committing atrocities in war were NORMAL when they joined#and that for every person in the military who's actively shedding blood there's 20 who do PAPERWORK#and they both are being put in the same category by you!! and they are BOTH being controlled by the same system!!#sergle.txt#I hate yall I really do.
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Smell Check [Easy: Failure]
MDZS Disco Elysium AU part 1 (part 2 - part 3)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#disco elysium#MDZS Disco Elysium AU#So sad I didn't manage to get this comic out on the 15th (pd-mdzs's 8 month anniversary and DE's 4th year anniversary) but I'm here *now*#I have a very extensive and detailed MDZS Disco Elysium AU that I am Not Normal About.#I've seen a few other people point out the potential in a crossover (true) but they make the mistake in having it be set in 51!#A true crossover would take place closer to The Antecentennial Revolution!#Disco Elysium did not go that hard on its cool lore for people to only make surface level crossovers!!!#One day I'll write the fic or post my notes. I don't know who would read it but it tickles *my* brain and that's enough.#No spoilers for DE (here or in comments (please)) but please consider....Magpie Wei Wuxian B*) On his way to be an innocent.#I do think there is a good chance a chunk of the MDZS readership would enjoy DE but...it's also not a game I easily recommend#It's more of an experience you have to marinate over. It's dark in ways that are off putting to some people.#It makes you feel like a very bad person all the time. It gets extremely personal if you allow yourself to be honest in your answers#and it's also the game that saved my life. My life was truly forever changed after playing disco elysium.#If I recommend it to people it's a badge of the trust I have in you to appreciate something dear to me B'*)#If you decide to play: PLEASE go in as blind as possible. You will regret spoiling yourself.#edit: this is based on real disco elysium dialogue. HDB has many canon kinks but this is not one of them
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shinyduo/gempearl post-SL is sooo funny because before SL they were the typical "friends who like to do pranks with and against each other, partners in crime, really adorable sometimes" and then SL happened and they became OBSESSED with each other (really obvious from pearl's side since gem was more subtle) and innuendos started to appear left and right. now after WL they are not only obsessed they are also 10x times freakier and flirty. it's gem's fault a lot of the time but pearl enables it and digs herself into a deeper hole so she gets a wack too.
i am pleading to the sky for the fated shiny duo alliance to happen this year because 1) i am sure gem's possessiveness would get multiplied by 20 even if she tried to not show it and that'd be really fun + pearl would like it 2) their dynamic is so complex that they could be anything (codependent or healthy or possessive or die for each other or kill for each other or-) and 3) the aftermath of them teaming would be funny asf and the streams would be horrendous
thank you for coming to my ted talk š
the freakier being in bold and italic is really getting to me for some reason lmao. anyway
you are right in the shift of them pre and post-SL, like, they are STILL giving cute partners in crime but also theyāre. so. abnormal about each other??? thats not to say they werenāt flirty/making innuendos before the life series but god did all of that get worse after. also, it has kinda been shown how Gem is the one saying most of the questionable things, but Pearl definitely contributes a lot as well. lets not forget the pickles
of course weāre all manifesting for them to properly team up. its not even subtle at this point they both know that. the only things stopping it from happening really are luck and Gemās homophobia (/j) cough. i mean. they would definitely get time to resolve what they failed to address back in WL if theyāre allied together and can have time to talk. it could also make things worse but weāll be seated either way. and then weāll be questioning our existence again when the streams inevitably come
BUT. imo the alliance i really want is them + any other player. yep. i want a third wheel. it can literally be any other player because i think having someone else to affect/witness their dynamic is always entertaining, allows for exploration of new potentially fun dynamics between Pearl/Gem and another player while still offering plenty of opportunity for them to be. weird (/aff), and generally just gives the team a new spin instead of just Murder Camel 2.0. like. iāve put way too much thought into this so thereās a whole ramble under cut about some of the potential trios and why i think they could be cool for a new life series
Jimmy: originally my life series s6 team predictions was pearl/gem/jimmy </3 mainly out of wanting more pearl + jimmy interactions, but i think having gem there helps just keep the team together. i thought they would be a nice team for jimmy in terms of support (think the SL scene where jimmy finds out heās not the first out and theyāre the ones there cheering him on) but well. thankfully we still had bamboozlers⦠anyway gemās ego will get even worse if she had this team, and donāt we all wanna see that
Lizzie: PLEASE. impossible minecraft sent me to the point of no return because now iām BEGGING for more pearl/gem/lizzie interactions. please. the girlies. we just need more gem + lizzie interactions in the life series imo, and weāve already seen what happens when pearl + lizzie are together. i canāt tell you for sure if i think any betrayal will happen in this team but it would be really funny if there was, mainly just so lizzie and gem can bicker while pearl is just. There like a sad puppy. itās cool if there isnāt though, i can see them thriving straight to the finale. cmon. think of the yuri
Ren: hey. hey. remember that one ren stream? you know the one. the wedding. do you see where iām getting at. do you see the dynamic. itās so funny to me ok. and we havenāt even mentioned the times where ren has mixed them up. i think it would be a horrible time for him to have to deal with these two and thatās so entertaining. if i picked jimmy because i thought he would have a nice time then for ren itās for the complete opposite reason. make him suffer with these weirdos
Martyn: HE is the one whoās going to make them suffer. HE will be the one to make it worse. and it will be hilarious. let the man get some form of revenge for them terrorising him back in SL. theyāre going to be insufferable and itās going to be great. you might as well start the āhump duoā counter now ā¦also i may just have a personal preference of wanting to see more pearl + martyn and gem + martyn interactions
Cleo: i mean. cmon. this one doesnāt need that much explanation. the people want a pearl/gem/cleo team
Impulse: same as cleoā SOUP GROUP ASSEMBLE!!!
Etho: pearl + etho interactions are great. gem + etho interactions are great. boom. gem gets to bully them both, then they either make a really successful trap or perform the greatest fumble ever! i see nothing but wins here
BigB: nosy neighbours⦠what if we tried again⦠plus iām pretty sure there was a temporary gem + bigb team in RL, so why not give them a whole season. i think it would be fun. itād be interesting to see how this team shifts with bigbās general play style in the life series. i wonder how the base(s?) would turn out
Mumbo: listen to me. they have the funniest opportunity here to fluster this man to the high heavens. think about SL ep 5. think about it
Scar: so like. remember that 2v1? yeah. crazy, right? no but okay i donāt think if they teamed up there would be that much more emphasis on the 2v1 after all that in WL, but there WOULD be good times. i know this deep in my heart. the pearl/gem/scar interactions would go crazy. i hope they go on a hunting spree
Joel: i think this one is the least likely (on account of the fact that pearl has teamed with him in SL, and then gem doing the same in WL) but there could be beautiful world where pearl and joel build an even bigger and better car and gem just watches and sighs
Scott: insert manic laughter here. Pearlescentmoon you are about to have the worst time of your life ever
#asks#did i derail this ask completely? kinda. but. yeah sorry anon i saw ted talk and blacked out/j#i would be ecstatic if we got just the two of them as an alliance dont get me wrong. im insane about them#but in my own most realistic hypothetical for the next season they probably wonāt just team with each other and have that be it#which is mainly based on that one time gem mentioned her not getting why people wanted her to team with players she already hangs out with#on a regular basis. so i think if she ever overcomes her internalised homophobia- cough i mean teams up with pearl it would probably also#have someone else she doesnāt interact with much#also my pearl/gem/scott thoughts are too horrendous to put in this post. and i think the other players i havent mentioned here would also b#cool teams but i cant think of things to say about them atm. i know the fandom would go crazy if it was a certain red sweater wearing guy#ALL THIS TO SAY. UHHHHHH yeah they got weirder after SL. dear god. thank you for sharing you ted talk im now giving you one of my own#mcyt#trafficshipping#idk. just in case
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Im bad at writing coherent things but I need to get this concept out of my head so it stops haunting me.
I had this idea for another fic called The Undine Colony.
The setting would be the second colony by the sea- started when Sol is in their forties- the story taking place an unknown time after that.
It starts with the alarm that the original Stratospheric colony has gone silent. Collapsed all its networks, killed every signal, spirited away every colonist. As it still houses much of humanity's most advanced tech, like the servers for their holonet, essential parts of the power grid, this is an issue of extreme urgency.
And who better to turn to in their moment of need than Sol? So here they are suddenly jolted into wakefulness.
Their first thought is that they cannot feel their body. They quickly learn they are not in fact the real Sol, but only an AI copy made of their brain-scan from many decades ago. Though they cannot access the future vision as an ephemeral bit of software, they have superior computing on their side.
The gist of it being that AI Sol is now in charge of the 2nd colony to replace the hole left by Congruence, all while being tasked to figure out whats happening to the og colony & trying to reestablish contact. Aaand trying to piece together their own existence on top of it. Trying to find out what even happened to the original Sol. If they have something to do with this blackout.
So yeah, itd be slowly unfurling that mystery, piecing together the gap in their memory & issues of personhood.
#texted post#why yes I have played SOMA and it did irrevocable damage to my psychology#true pain is still being unsure if I should just spill the twists and resolutions or not#on the off chance I do end up attempting to write it after all...#bcus yes I do know whats happening uwu#and if sol is alive n what they have been up to#theres some very very fun revelations abt that in particular#also very much based on my fave greg egan stories#aka making a fucking digital copy of yourself to inhabit your smart tech#severence also has good shit like that...#torture yourself until you finally agree to live this subpar existence#one big downside to it is that itd p much be an all new cast#much of the og cast would be dead or very old and most likely stayed w the original colony#like I could maaybe get away w a middle aged nougat or smthn but thats not much to go on. n maybe some gardener contact...#getting a small dose of good feedback(even when its on an unrelated fic) sure does awful things 2 my brain like suddenly inspire me to want#to do more of it#i was a teenage exocolonist#if somebody wants to adopt this idea we can talk uwu
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Stan would be Dipper's totally-legal testosterone supplier and Ford would give him the top surgery when he turned 18.
#don't ask how he gets the testosterone in the middle of the ocean#he knows a guy#mabel would take a selfie with dipper and ford getting ready for the surgery and one after#dipper would probably be still unconscious or too-out-of-it and mabel would have stuck stickers on his face#ofc ford knows how to do top surgery he did it on fiddleford! :D#stanley pines#grunkle stan#stanford pines#grunkle ford#dipper pines#trans dipper pines#mabel pines#you see i'm writing a fanfic based on the post i made about trans dipper-
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...I... I do not know what on earth compelled me to make this nor why, but I will not be taking criticism at this time
#Moon posting#Break Week is rough y'all#Please I just needed to shitpost a little let me have this#OP Meta#I know this chart is incomprehensible you just have to accept it for what it is#No I was kind of thinking to myself it was kind of funny how of the OG Shichibukai half of them are either dads or borderline dads#And I was like. Can I make a chart of this. Can I make a Dad Chart of the Warlords.#I don't know why I made this nor what to do with this information but. Sure. Let me yeet this out.#Kuma is the Dadliest Dad to Ever Dad in One Piece. Moria canonically adopted Perona when she was little. We love the OG Goth Dad#Crocodad is real TO ME but if nothing else he does have the energy 100%. It's just short of Canon Confirmation at this point#Mihawk is a weird uncle to me. He has no dad energy. This man does not fuck. But he'll look after some kids (Zoro & Perona). Sure.#Blackbeard is like the opposite of Mihawk. He has never looked after a child but I'm sure he has spawned a bastard or two or three#(He may be a father but he is not a Dad) (But canonically as far as we know BB has no kids yet so I'm putting him in Not A Dad)#Jinbei is the new Token Father of the Strawhats according to Oda and so I'm putting him where he is based on that. Also vibes#Law's where he is kind of for similar reasons as Jinbei. This boy is too young to be a dad but dealing with Luffy gave him a few grey hairs#Doflamingo did arguably watch over Buffalo and Baby 5 as those two grew up so he's The Most Qualified in that square#Weevil is baby#Hancock could have Dad Energy in the right circumstances. Like she has THE POTENTIAL#Buggy does not fuck#...Thinking about it I probably should've switched Hancock and Buggy's placements on the chart but whatever it doesn't matter
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Hypothetical question but are we still into windbreaker (nii satoru)? Y'all cool if I put my hyper fixation on center stage?
#wind breaker#windbreaker#wind breaker nii satoru#windbreaker nii satoru#i uh...found my new hyper fixation#once again super late to the party#you would not BELIEVE how long I've been twidling my thumbs waiting for SOMETHING to show up in my dingy space i call a brain to get excited#im gonna be real with yall after writing genshin for 4+ years#(literally started within the first month genshin dropped)#kinda fucking bored of it š#not to say im dropping genshin thats my baby#but i would like to uhh branch out you know#i get super brief fixations (literally had a blue lock phase and why i dropped off the face kf the earth that one time) and wrote like 15#fics on bl that never ended up getting posted cause this was a genshin/hsr blog#but i uh would like to possibly change that you know#i just wanna write more things without feeling like i need to create an entirely separate blog ;-;#but yeah uh super brief fixation windbreaker is a temporary thing (assuming there is even a reader base that's interested. if not#(if not. totally fine. back to genshin we go) but im not dropping anything. i just wanna write about more things#psa over
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<3 post sleepover mornings
#POST RAMBLE TIME#OK SO ASHI LIKE KINDA CANONICALLY HATES IDIA#ace knows that she hates a guy named gloomurai. leona knows she hates IDIA#already she wasnāt a v big fan of idia till she ended up bored in twst and downloaded a rhythm game and your usual gacha game for fun#and like in the gacha game there was a ranking event for her oshiā¦ā¦#and based on how many points you scored in the event you get a percentage#SO IN ORDER TO LIKEā¦.. IN A SENSE GROOVY A CARD YOU HAVE TO GET ANOTHER COPY OF IT THRU THE EVENT#and when Ashi woke up after cramming ranking because of the whole book 6 fiasco#she found out that she ranked 4.1%. A LITERAL ONE PLACE FROM GETTING THE CARD FOR HER OSHI#and who was it other than gloomurai!#so sometimes she gets him in co-op meetings and she gets SOOOOOO ANGRY#once ashi connects two and twoā¦ā¦. she has her own very personal grudge#ace finds it very funny. leona finds it annoying that he has to babysit her whenever they see Idia in the halls#THATS A LOT OF TAGS AM I GONNA RUN OUT OF FANDOM TAGS UH OH#BUT YSAH!!! this is ashace after a sleepover and the morning where ashiās in the mood to play some games#ace likes to watch <3#(he tried her speed and while on master. died v quickly)#ashipiko draws āŖ#ashace#twstshi#ace trappola#ace trappola x oc#twst yume#twst#twisted wonderland#twst wonderland#twst ace#twst yuu#twst oc#twst oc x canon
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I wish you would write a fic about irreconcilable artistic differences on a movie set between Joe and Nicky.
not really irreconciliable as in not solvable at all but you know i had fun with this
Joe squeezes his eyes shut, covering his face with both hands, and leans forward. His shoulders tremble uncontrollably. He takes a short, sharp breath, and another, and another, but he canāt quite seem to get enough into his lungs. Thereās a lump in his throat and a weight in his stomach. He leans forward with a low, wounded sound andā
āCut,ā Nicky says softly. Then, because it takes Joe a second to hear him: āJoe, stop.ā
Slowly, Joe raises his head. Wipes at his eyes and takes a few deep breaths to steady himself. Nickyās already up, frowning ever so slightly as he looks at the camera.Ā
āWhat is it this time?ā Joe manages. His voice is hoarse; he has to clear his throat once or twice. Nicky doesnāt look up. The clock on the nightstand reads 01.34, but Nickyās changed it a few times over the course of the shoot. He has no clue what time it really is, only that itās dark outside.
Itās just the two of them in the room. Nicky had wanted to keep this one small, just him and Joe and the camera. The apartment theyāre in is nice, if a little empty, though Joe supposes thatās the point. Theyāre in the bedroom, Joe sitting cross-legged on the bed, shirtless, sheets bunched up over his lap, a phone lying on the nightstand behind him. One entire wall of the room is taken up by a floor-to-ceiling window which lets the moonlight in, though thereās a few low lights set up behind Nicky to send bars of silver light across the bed, because the natural light hadnāt quite been strong enough for the effect Nicky wanted. Itās otherworldly; itās beautiful.Ā
Nicky still isnāt looking at him, so Joe says again, āWhat?ā It comes out a little harsher than he means it to, but it gets Nickyās attention.
Nicky runs one hand through his hair. Joe canāt see him well, not with the light behind him and the shadows in the room. āI donāt know,ā Nicky says. āItās missing something.ā
Joe has worked with Nicky enough times before. Itās not that he doesnāt like working with him - theyāre friends - but he canāt fucking read him, and so after the sixth take of the same scene he canāt help but take it a little personally.Ā
Joe reaches for the bottle of water hidden just under the bed and takes a long drink, mostly to keep himself from snapping. What time is it? āI can try again, but I canāt do this indefinitely, Nicky.ā
āI know, I know,ā Nicky says, fidgeting again with the camera, āitās not you, itās justāāĀ
āWhat else could it be?ā Joe interrupts. Heās not stupid. This scene doesnāt work if he canāt get it right, which means the entire film doesnāt work if he canāt get it right. More than anything else, this one depends on him. No music, no camera movement, no dialogue, nothing but him and the camera. And he wants to do it right, he loves this project almost as much as Nicky does, but thereās a hollow feeling in his chest and heās spent the last however-many-hours having a near-complete breakdown over and over again and itās still not right. And Joe doesnāt know what it is heās doing wrong.
āI donāt know,ā Nicky says quietly. Now he is looking at Joe, and Joe canāt tell if heās disappointed, or angry, or ā or what. Heās perfectly expressionless, as always.Ā
Joe loves this job. And he wants to get this right. But it doesnāt mean itās not one of the hardest things heās ever had to do, and heās tired.
āI donāt have much more left in me, Nicky,ā he says, and this time he does snap. He wipes at his eyes again, canāt look at Nicky. Heās supposed to be making himself vulnerable, above all in this scene, but suddenly he canāt stand the way Nickyās looking at him. āPass me my hoodie.ā
āJoeāā
āI canāt. I canāt keep doing this.ā He kicks the sheets off and gets tangled trying to do it, grabs his hoodie when Nicky offers it, pulls it over his head in one fluid motion and gets out of there as soon as he can. Thankfully, thereās only Andy and Nile in the other room, Andy lying back on the couch with her feet up and Nile perched on the arm of it. They both look up at Joe as he enters, both look like theyāre about to ask, and Joe canāt stand it, canāt be in here a second longer, canātā
āWe are done for the day, I think,ā Nicky says behind him, startling Joe. He hadnāt realised Nicky was there.
Andy raises an eyebrow, but doesnāt argue. Itās already the second day of trying to shoot this scene: theyāre running the risk of falling behind schedule.Ā
āWeāll find something else to do tomorrow,ā Nicky says. āIāll look over everything tonight. We will try this again on Monday.ā
Andy and Nile look at each other. Nile shrugs.Ā
āGet some rest, Joe,ā Nicky says.Ā
Joe shoves his hands in his pockets and doesnāt say a word.
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He doesnāt get called in the next day at all, and he doesnāt interrogate it too closely. Takes the day off, pretty much, because theyāve only really got one scene left to film, and thereās not much more he can do for that. Nicky had wanted to leave it to the last, and Joe had agreed, at the time.
At about nine pm, someone knocks on his hotel room door, which is unusual on a day where they donāt have a night shoot to do. When he opens it, Nicky is on the other side. Joe lets him in without a word.Ā
āI wanted to apologise,ā Nicky says, standing in the middle of the room and looking as uncomfortable as Joeās ever seen him. āFor last night. I was pushing you too hard, and I should not have done.ā
Joe closes the door behind him. Nicky fidgets with the sleeve of his hoodie.Ā
āSit down,ā Joe says.Ā
Nicky does, settling himself on the edge of Joeās bed, not quite looking him in the eye. Joe joins him, after a moment.Ā
āAt the risk of sounding cliche,ā Nicky says, āitās not you, itās me.ā
Joe laughs, mostly because the phrase sounds so strange coming from Nicky and also because out of everything heād thought Nicky might say, he hadnāt expected that.Ā
Nicky smiles slightly, too. Then he gets up and heads for the minibar. āMind if I have a drink?ā
Joe shakes his head. Nicky gets out a little bottle of wine, glances at the label, and takes a swig straight from the bottle without bothering to get a glass.Ā
āI canāt seem to get it right,ā Nicky says. āYou know I wrote almost fifteen different versions of that scene?ā
The scene in the script itself is barely a page long. āNo,ā Joe says.Ā
Nicky nods. Rubs a hand over his face. āI wanted it to feel real. I thought if I could get it right, it would⦠help, somehow. I donāt know.ā
Itās the exact same reason Joe said yes before he even read the script, when the whole thing was just an idea in Nickyās head, when they were talking about it over drinks at Andyās and Joe was in love with the idea almost immediately. He knew exactly why Nicky was writing it; he knows, now, exactly why it needs to be right. But at the same time ā āI donāt know if thatās possible, Nicky.ā
Nicky sighs. āI know.ā He crosses back over to sit beside Joe again, takes another drink from the bottle. āBut there is something missing, and I cannot seem to find it. And so it does not feel real. And I know this is not easy for you.ā
āItās not,ā Joe says plainly.Ā
āBut you know,ā Nicky continues, āI could not have trusted anyone with this but you. If you had not said yes, I would not have done this.ā
That, Joe didnāt know: he knows heād been Nickyās first choice, but heād assumed thatās because they know each other well enough already. But it makes sense: the reason Nicky wrote the script is the same thing theyād bonded over.Ā
Even still, itās a lot. āI donāt know if I can do it the way you want,ā Joe says.Ā
Nicky looks up at him from where heās been running his fingers over the label on the bottle absentmindedly. āIf you want to stop, I canāā
āNo,ā Joe says quickly. āBut I donāt think itās ever going to be exactly the way you felt.ā
Nicky looks away. āIt is a lot to ask,ā he says. āI know this.ā
Joe doesnāt think; just reaches over and takes Nickyās hand. āI know,ā he says. āTrust me.ā
Nicky takes a deep breath. Then he nods. "Okay."
#neon answers#materassassino#neon writes#the old guard#kaysanova#DIRECTOR'S COMMENTARY (me): not at ALL a realistic portrayal of anything actually but this is about the vibes#this was originally gonna be a 2 person scene where both of them were actors#but a i dont know shit abt acting ive never done it. i HAVE however been a director all of one time which didnt really relate to this but#its more than 0 experience. anyway i was thinking about the level of trust in that relationship#i.e. joe trusting nicky to let himself be entirely vulnerable on camera like that and trusting that nicky knows what hes looking for#and in this case nicky trusting joe to take care of a story that is heavily based on his own experience#this isnt long because i drafted it at 1am then wrote the rest while ignoring my essay but . nicky cant quite let it go and joe cant manage#to let himself break down completely on camera like that. presumably after this they get it in one take#joe wins several awards and the film does super well. or it doesnt thats not the point#its abt making something to deal with personal experience#the film in question being about rebuilding yourself after moving to a different country with no ties left to where you came from#+ the scene here being a post-phone call/rejection of phone call meltdown in which the loneliness gets to be a bit much#in my head nicky never went through this Specifically but it's more of an externalisation/dramatisation of something that did happen.#anyway you know early tog metas abt joe being the more overtly emotional one and nicky acting as a balancing force bc joe feels stuff for#both of them. or maybe i made that up. anyway thats what this is#ten points if you can work out my Cinematic Influences#they are patently obvious i think
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Tossing out scraps of my concept for that AU I have a definite amount of ideas for (I have no idea how to make a solid design!)
#UNDERTALE YELLOW#STARLO UTY#UTY STARLO#CEROBA UTY#UTY CEROBA#Ceroba Ketsukane#SHOOTIN' STAR(LO)#CEROBABABA#MY ARTO#Want to hear me explain the ideas trapped in my head? No? Well you checked the tags so YOUR PROBLEM.#Starlo takes the role of Dalv ā running away from his duties from the pressure of becoming an authority figure for the people after the#Snowdin Incident along with Kanako's death and Chujin going missing for a very concerning amount of time.#Star may not have a positive opinion of Chu but that never meant he wanted him gone. But now he is and Starlo believes that it is indirectly#his fault. Because of course things had to be complicated!#The ruins is the first area and Starlo is here instead of Dalv. Where is Dalv then? Good question. Next question.#Why is Ceroba in armour? Because she joined the Royal Guard in search of her missing loved ones. Kanako was unmistakably gone ā#for what reason was unknown still. But Chujin and Starlo still had hope of being found so she called up her friend Martlet to manage#what we know as the Wild East in base game. Is the name switched in this AU? Likely but I'm still struggling with it. Martlet is the Sheriff#She took up the Fiesty Four in Starlo's absence and she seems to have found another companion while she was at it.#Who? Well.#That's for the Martlet post. If I manage to make one.#UTY#Nearly forgot that tag huh.#UTY AU#I think these designs could be better but I think it's better than nothing.#Crop the drawings? Oh heavens no. I am out of storage!
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something Iāve been thinking abt is how many people think Makoto is immune to despair. I donāt think he is. I think becoming the ultimate Hope was BECAUSE he felt despair. He wouldnāt have fully reached that point without Junko. Makoto becoming such a beacon was his last attempt to avoid completely falling and it wasnāt because he didnāt feel despair, it was because he was too damn stubborn to allow everything to go to waste and he refused to sacrifice his beliefs for someone elseās. His inner monologue tells me he DID experience the same new low the other suvivors did in the final trial, but at the point where he had the choice to give up and die, he looked at the others and he looked at Junko and he couldnāt allow it to happen, not out of self preservation, but because the idea that Junko would have control over their lives made him FURIOUS. and that utter refusal to die kicked in, wether luck or otherwise, and he made the concious effort for one last push while something in him was breaking. He had to be broken in order for the Ultimate Hope to come through so aggressively, bc it could only exist in the face of the Ultimate Despair. He snapped the same way she did, but in the other direction. In what could have been his final moments he chose to embody everything Junko wasnāt, and every single optimistic and luck fueled ideal in him suddenly charged forward and pushed him. It was a combination of the final straw and a choice. Makoto isnāt immune to feeling despair, heās just too stubborn to fall into it of his own volition. I think thatās why I like that scene in DR3 so much. People were SO SHOCKED Makoto actually fell for the tape, that he actually became despair for a moment. I saw people getting mad or disappointed, saying it was pathetic and Makoto seemed to fall from some sort of pedestal for them. Honestly part of me wonders if that sort of mentality, which clearly people had in universe, affected Makoto a bit. Like he started to see himself as less of a person, subconsciously. Prompting him to take more risks, less self preservation, act way more bold. It seems he has to be reminded a lot not to put himself in danger by his friends, to not do something too reckless. All over the place I would see in regards to that scene either this frivolous āoh this was just angst drama with no meaning behind itā or āhe can do better than that. heās so weakā or ācome on, thereās no way heād fall into despair, heās the Ultimate Hope!ā This kind of mentality, which was kind of ironic considering Ryota was there the entire time saying the same thing and treating Makoto the same way. Like Makoto was superhuman. Like Makoto didnāt feel despair the same way ānormal peopleā did. In a way that was also how Munakata saw Makoto. Makoto stopped being a PERSON to the world when he became Ultimate Hope, he became a concept, a belief system, much the same way Junko ascended beyond herself. But the difference is that treating Makoto that way is the opposite of the reason Makoto became such a representative for hope. He wasnāt doing something no one else could. He was doing something everyone had the chance to, he just⦠was a little more optimistic, a little more stubborn, a little more āgung-hoā about things. He just took the lead where no one else did, where no one else knew they even COULD in the face of Junkoās unstoppable force. She had overcome the biggest threats and obstacles in the world, what could one person do? And the answer Makoto found was, anything. Everything. It doesnāt all rest on Makoto, heās just the one that was inspired to try to do what seemed like the impossible. But as evidenced by the change in his friends after that trial, itās clearly not something only Makoto is capable of. The others pulled out of despair thanks to Makoto, but it was their choice to do so.
āBut⦠this world is so huge, and weāre so small. What can we doā¦? No, we can probably do anything. Yeah! We can do anything!ā
#makoto naegi#Danganronpa character analysis#Danganronpa#danganronpa thh#danganronpa future arc#I fucking love Makoto Naegi man.#I think thereās a fine line of nuance to Makoto thatās easy to miss bc he doesnāt really make it known#heās not a pushover and heās not overpowered. heās a people pleaser but he will say what needs to be said#heās an immovable object and the exact opposite of Junko but heās also just a normal guy whoās optimistic and (un)lucky#he isnāt invincible but he has immense power to his words the same way Junko did#if anything his superpower is being kind above all else. heās compassionate to some of the worst people in the world.#he was even conpassionatr to an extent to Junko. he didnt want her to kill herself despite everything sheās done#and he still acknowledges that for years she was a classmate and friend.#I do think the more he learned abt what she did the more heās come to actually hate her though#post the first game he always refers to her without a suffix to her name which is one of the most subtle rude things you can do#it means you have zero respect for the person youāre referring to#and he speaks about her with some venom he doesnāt use for anyone else in the future arc#heās not incapable of feeling negative emotions#I really liked the future arc scene bc it showed that Makoto DID experience enough despair to have overcome him if he didnāt refuse#and that it still affects him deeply. people treat him like heās either this perfect ideal Chad or this baby chick whoās so delicate#and no one really focuses on how makoto shoulders so much and yet is still vulnerable.#honestly that guy was DUE for a mental breakdown even without the tape. it would have happened eventually#I actually wrote one based on him finally hitting a breaking point after giving so much of himself away and keeping nothing for himself#that his issues that he shoves down constantly finally canāt be held down anymore. Hajime helps him bc he knows how that feels#it was a LONG time ago that I wrote that but honestly if I can remember where i was going w it I might finish it#it was initially an rp but I could make it a fic#anyway. the point is Makoto is SO much more complex than people give him credit for#the most fundamental thing about him is that heās normal and thatās ok! thatās what helps him rise!
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"[Elizabeth Woodville] was the only member of [Crown Prince Edward of Westminster's] original 1471 council not already on the kingās council and her name headed the list of those appointed as administrators in Wales during Edwardās minority. [She remained on the council after it was expanded in 1473 and granted additional governing and judicial powers]."
"In 1478 Prince Richard married the Mowbray heiress. Like his elder brother he had a chancellor, seal, household and council to manage his estates. His council, like that of Prince Edward, comprised the queen [Elizabeth Woodville] and a group of magnates and bishops, few of whom were Woodville supporters. [...] It was Elizabeth who mattered, for Richard resided with her and Rivers treated his affairs as their own."
ā J.L. Laynesmith, The Last Medieval Queens: English Queenship 1445-1503 / Michael Hicks, Richard III and his Rivals: Magnates and their Motives in the Wars of the Roses
#goodšš» for šš» her#historicwomendaily#elizabeth woodville#15th century#english history#princes in the tower#my post#Reminder that these sort of additional official positions in governance were very unusual (unprecedented) for late medieval English queens#Elizabeth's formal appointment in royal councils (+ authority over her sons) should not be ignored or downplayed in the slightest bit#It should instead be considered one of the most defining aspects of her queenship that spanned over a decade and lasted right till the end#& should also be highlighted as one of the most vital topics of discussion when it comes to broader queenly power in late medieval England#I think it also says a lot about Elizabeth's relationship to Edward IV and the regard he seems to have had for her capabilities#'The only member of the original 1471 council not already on the kingās council' that speaks VOLUMES. Once again: good for her.#It's also really frustrating how some historians (Katherine J. Lewis; AJ Pollard; Laynesmith etc) have incredibly lopsided perspectives on#Elizabeth that fundamentally *do not work* when you remember these actual facts and what they reveal about her power and influence#I'm also still baffled at Lynda Pidgeon's claim that 'Elizabeth's influence with Edward IV was less than with family members who were#part of the king's council or that of her son Edward prince of Wales'. Like???????#First of all - we *already know* that Elizabeth had the most personal influence with Edward and was the one he trusted the most#The case in 1480 & his own will in 1475 (where he referred to her as the one 'in whom we most singularly place our trust') make both clear#Second of all - ELIZABETH WAS LITERALLY ON HER SONS' COUNCILS HERSELF. HER NAME HEADED THE GODDAMN LIST. How have you missed this????????#It's actually bizarre because it completely ignores the fact that 1) Late medieval queens *weren't* generally given positions like this?#If we accept Pidgeon's (false) interpretation we have to claim that NONE of them were influential at all#Which I'm pretty sure nobody agrees with? So why have I seen people agreeing with Pidgeon's FALSE take on Elizabeth based on that lmfao?#2) Elizabeth WAS in fact given such positions. She genuinely was given unusual authority and was an Exception⢠rather than the rule#Forget emphasizing her atypical role - Pidgeon has outright erased it in an effort to diminish her#She does the same thing when talking about Elizabeth's role after Edward IV's death and it's equally ridiculous and incorrect#There's stupidity and then there's willful misreading & rewriting of history according to your own imagination. This fits the latter
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