#banging my fucking head against the wall

[glitchinginthegarden]

happy monday

[seilon]

insurance denied coverage on my neuropsych evaluation (for autism mainly) due to “lack of medical necessity” based on literally nothing and now I have to refute that and go through even more bullshit than before and probably 3000 more years of pointless waiting . this is super cool and super fun

[bamsara]

(1) amazon loves stealing my shit

(2) dude is buying 50 something stickers of stolen art and selling 3 of them in a bundle for $3-5

absolutely maddening what little respect there is for artists online, we are nothing but a content farm and easy money for others. it's 'support small artists' until you learn you can profit off of them

I hate to do this, but I thought you should be informed, so I went on anon cause I was afraid of being in trouble for sharing this. But while you were streaming I was looking on etsy for invader zim stuff for a gift for a friend and I saw a sticker set being sold and recognized not only your art style but your Zim in a jacket including your Dib design with the earrings on his ear right away all from the same seller. If I got this wrong, forgive me.

https://www.etsy.com/listing/1518307386/3-pack-invader-zim-stickers

https://www.etsy.com/listing/1532482761/3-pack-invader-zim-stickers

Yep thats stolen art. hate to see it

[carpbait]

hey guys. runs into a wall

[campbenji]

where's my "i survived jwct s2" badge.

[saphflare]

I feel like there is something to be said about how Rat and Lux chose their final stand against Blake. Making themselves look less like people by submerging themselves in ink, letting themselves die and be reborn into something deviating away from how players would usually fight and be something inhuman.

Monsters so to speak.

And how it is when they fight and lurk beneath the ink, the world looks just as dark to allow them to fit into it, like doomsday and that something is ending. So only when finally one of them lays dead and the other unable to continue that the rains stops and the color comes back. And the one remaining becomes something more recognizable in his defeat and more human as he feels something achingly terrible for the first time since the world started.

I know there is the whole unreliable narrator thing and depending on which side you see it from, you get different mileage on each character. But just there is something so fascinating how the fight is. In how Lux and Rat, the two that have changed so much together, had started this fight with the shared intent to make things right so they can finally leave it behind them and made themselves look so alien and different in the process. While Blake and Nox, two that were never even on the same side, and who both were too unrelenting in what they want to ever stray from their own desires, had remained as they were and drew the same weapons they fought with all this time (albeit it a few enchantment changes and all that) to face this fight in front of them.

I don't think I have quite the right words to form a good and meaningful conclusion, but like the tonal and thematic dissonance goes crazy (in a good way).

[expectiations]

text posts: Doctor + River version [2/?]

time to cleanse my mind, body, soul, spirit, life, etc. of the takes I've been seeing of my blorbos on a daily basis lately. and it's still wednesday.

[nyxofdemons]

i'm sorry but stolas bound and powerless and tortured to tears still pushing himself off the ground snarling threats at the man who would dare even mention his daughter. the breathless all-consuming fury that striker would dare to speak a word about her. stolas knows striker is going to kill him and could make it painful beyond imagination and the only thing he cares about in this moment is octavia's safety why the fuck aren't we talking about this scene more

[princyvish]

chat am I cringe for liking sonic.exe in the big 2025

[nandermoenthusiast]

im just imagining nandermo in a very enclosed space like for some reason they gotta be chest to chest pushed up against a wall and its awkward for a moment but then nandors eyes are just boring into guillermos and guillermo has that uncertain but unwavering stare too, and is this what is gonna take for them to kiss?

[the-sun-is-also-a-star]

if you're one of those people who are like "oh my god im so ocd!!" and then you just like to be organized, shut the fuck up. literally shut the FUCK up. You have no fucking idea what its like. Its like being trapped in a mental prison. Its being called weird and ridiculed by my own family because i have to wash my hands between helpings of food or because i have to run out of the bathroom when i flush the toilet or because even when i smell something awful i have to breath through my nose instead of my mouth because if i breath through my mouth it feels like i can taste it. Its developing conditions that accompany it, like excoriation disorder which makes me dig into my nails so hard they're permanently fucked up and look ghastly and sometimes even bleed and which means i have scabs on my head all the fucking time because i pick at them constantly, or misophonia which makes me flinch at every trigger sound, it gets so bad to the point where i start hitting myself and had to move away from walls because i was sure i was going to bang my head against one. hard. It's having violent intrusive thoughts, sick intrusive thoughts, thoughts that make you stay up into all hours of the night and fret over whether you're a good person, thoughts that make you think about death all the time. your own death, death of loved ones, how people will die, how people will react to you dying. It's having morality ocd, which makes you hate yourself more than anything after any minor mess up. It changes your life. Its fucking hard to live with. so i never want to hear "oh I'm so ocd" from people who aren't actually ocd ever a-fucking-gain.

[lizstiel]

🗣️🗣️🗣️ DADNETO 🗣️🗣️🗣️

[nerdythangs]

Just rewatched GO S2. I need 5 - 10 business days to recover.

[silvermoon424]

The way I just argued with my parents about how when people say "eat the rich" and advocate overthrowing billionaires they're not talking about my dad, a sanitation sales manager who makes like 150k a year 😭

Like obviously my family is very comfortable and well-off but I had to remind them that they're not in the same category as CEOs who make 15 million dollars a year. Like please you have so much more in common with the average worker than fucking Elon Musk 😭

[feketeribizli]

clawing at the walls nooo please dont reblog my old bennie tennie redesign post nooo ive been cooking a lot ever since pleassseeee nooooo

[disaster-by-chance]

rewatched the hobbit botfa today and am going absolutely feral over thorin and bilbo again

Hello??? the acorn scene??? they make me so ill I want someone to look at me like thorin looks at bilbo UGH.