#banging my fucking head against the wall

[glitchinginthegarden]

happy monday

[seilon]

insurance denied coverage on my neuropsych evaluation (for autism mainly) due to “lack of medical necessity” based on literally nothing and now I have to refute that and go through even more bullshit than before and probably 3000 more years of pointless waiting . this is super cool and super fun

[bamsara]

(1) amazon loves stealing my shit

(2) dude is buying 50 something stickers of stolen art and selling 3 of them in a bundle for $3-5

absolutely maddening what little respect there is for artists online, we are nothing but a content farm and easy money for others. it's 'support small artists' until you learn you can profit off of them

I hate to do this, but I thought you should be informed, so I went on anon cause I was afraid of being in trouble for sharing this. But while you were streaming I was looking on etsy for invader zim stuff for a gift for a friend and I saw a sticker set being sold and recognized not only your art style but your Zim in a jacket including your Dib design with the earrings on his ear right away all from the same seller. If I got this wrong, forgive me.

https://www.etsy.com/listing/1518307386/3-pack-invader-zim-stickers

https://www.etsy.com/listing/1532482761/3-pack-invader-zim-stickers

Yep thats stolen art. hate to see it

[derangedfujoshi]

Wait what's the name of this manga again

WHY ARE YALL READING IT EXPECTING FOR THERE NOT TO BE SHOTA IN THE SHOTA MANGA WITH THE SHOTA PROTAGONIST AND LITERALLY "SHOTA" IN THE FUCKING NAME???

Media literacy truly is dead.

[campbenji]

where's my "i survived jwct s2" badge.

[nyxofdemons]

i'm sorry but stolas bound and powerless and tortured to tears still pushing himself off the ground snarling threats at the man who would dare even mention his daughter. the breathless all-consuming fury that striker would dare to speak a word about her. stolas knows striker is going to kill him and could make it painful beyond imagination and the only thing he cares about in this moment is octavia's safety why the fuck aren't we talking about this scene more

[nandermoenthusiast]

im just imagining nandermo in a very enclosed space like for some reason they gotta be chest to chest pushed up against a wall and its awkward for a moment but then nandors eyes are just boring into guillermos and guillermo has that uncertain but unwavering stare too, and is this what is gonna take for them to kiss?

[the-sun-is-also-a-star]

if you're one of those people who are like "oh my god im so ocd!!" and then you just like to be organized, shut the fuck up. literally shut the FUCK up. You have no fucking idea what its like. Its like being trapped in a mental prison. Its being called weird and ridiculed by my own family because i have to wash my hands between helpings of food or because i have to run out of the bathroom when i flush the toilet or because even when i smell something awful i have to breath through my nose instead of my mouth because if i breath through my mouth it feels like i can taste it. Its developing conditions that accompany it, like excoriation disorder which makes me dig into my nails so hard they're permanently fucked up and look ghastly and sometimes even bleed and which means i have scabs on my head all the fucking time because i pick at them constantly, or misophonia which makes me flinch at every trigger sound, it gets so bad to the point where i start hitting myself and had to move away from walls because i was sure i was going to bang my head against one. hard. It's having violent intrusive thoughts, sick intrusive thoughts, thoughts that make you stay up into all hours of the night and fret over whether you're a good person, thoughts that make you think about death all the time. your own death, death of loved ones, how people will die, how people will react to you dying. It's having morality ocd, which makes you hate yourself more than anything after any minor mess up. It changes your life. Its fucking hard to live with. so i never want to hear "oh I'm so ocd" from people who aren't actually ocd ever a-fucking-gain.

[feketeribizli]

clawing at the walls nooo please dont reblog my old bennie tennie redesign post nooo ive been cooking a lot ever since pleassseeee nooooo

[disaster-by-chance]

rewatched the hobbit botfa today and am going absolutely feral over thorin and bilbo again

Hello??? the acorn scene??? they make me so ill I want someone to look at me like thorin looks at bilbo UGH.

[bigboobyhalo]

doxxing is bad, death threats are bad, and also quackity is still 100% culpable in the workplace abuse that happened in quackity studios so for the love of god, don't fucking say it's not his fault at all?? according to lea and other ex-admins, he was literally one of the people actively enforcing insane deadlines for projects. he is NOT innocent here. quackity deserves to feel safe in his home, he should not be doxxed, he should not be threatened, there is nothing that he has done or could do that could ever justify that and anyone who is doing it is scum. but for the love of god don't act like he's just a completely innocent baby who didn't know anything and who can do nooo wrong and now everyone is mad at him for NO reason, because that's bullshit. you can feel sympathy for him without acting as if him being a victim of doxxing erases his role in the workplace abuse at qstudios. these ideas can coexist, there's nuance just like there is in every scenario, you don't need to go all in on either threatening quackity's life or erasing the fact that he was CEO of a company that was exploiting its workers like my god

[nyxofdemons]

unable to get behind the idea that fizz "forgave blitz too quickly" or that it was a writing flaw how easily he accepted blitz's version of the story or whatever like. no!!! it makes sense!!!

blitz was his best friend!! of COURSE he wouldn't want to believe that blitz tried to hurt him so badly!! blitz tells him what happened and fizz IMMEDIATELY softens in the way he's looking at him. he doesn't even look mad or like he thinks he's being lied to, like -

LOOK AT HIS FACE HE WANTED TO FORGIVE BLITZ SO BADLY. HE NEVER WANTED TO BELIEVE THAT BLITZ DID THIS TO HIM ON PURPOSE.

even all his little microexpressions in this one scene say SO MUCH

fizz probably spent SO LONG trying to rationalize or explain what happened to him, he probably spent AGES hoping so badly that there was an explanation that DIDN'T involve his best friend hating him so much he tried to kill him as painfully as possible

and to say it feels contrived; i just. fizz CARES!! the same way blitz has always CARED!! they never wanted to stop being in each other's lives - they both suffered a major trauma and were made to believe that the other one hated them, but they were BEST friends and always had been. how could either of them ever not jump at the chance that it was a mistake? how could fizz not cling to the possibility that his best friend might be able to still be his best friend?

[musashi]

they should invent a asking for help with writing that doesn't completely ruin your self esteem/excitement

[designernishiki]

you sure about that one buddy

[vulcandyke]

coworker asks if ive seen doctor who i say yes. he says he loves nine and rose's "father daughter relationship" and i bite my tongue. he asks if i've seen star trek i say yes. he mentions klingon and linguistics i say qapla'. he says what are you talking about. then he says did you know klingons actually have an honor-based society? i think wowwww i had no idea. please tell me more about star trek, guy who doesn't know what qapla' means. i bite my tongue again and say wow that's crazy.

[tugoslovenka]

this is the ONLY relevant fix