#bUt I wAsn'T
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I have one hundred wips and zero time 👍
#dirkjohn#johndirk#john egbert#dirk strider#rose lalonde#homestuck fanart#my art#homestuck art#homestuck#hs#you thought i was done with dirkjohn#but i wasn't#i love drawing blushing john
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So remember Aura? The Navi I mentioned a bit back in an ask? Well @dunedragon 's, er, I don't know what to call it, but basically 1. have a NetNavi OC 2. Draw them in Beast-Out form. So thanks, Dune for giving me an excuse to finally design Aura!
(Seriously, Aura is probably four years old now!)
#lynx's art#megaman#rockman.exe#OC#Beast-Out#Falzar#I probably would have changed the red on his Beast-Out form if I was coloring digitally#but I wasn't
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well i told the therapist what was on my mind... apparently it's... a lot... so the sessions got shortened because they bring up a lot for me...
i... wouldn't think that life being harder meant receiving less support... but okay...
so... since it's telehealth, i'm just kinda... here... left with my big feelings... we didn't really... do anything
maybe i should look for someone else
#idk if i scared her by telling her 'looking for a therapist is a good start' like i meant it as a positive toward her#and she asked me to clarify so i think she got scared that i was already looking for someone else#but i wasn't#so it's. not fun for me to. just have. things changed like that#god i should. have told her that. therapy isn't going to work if i'm already people pleasing my therapist.
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I have had a wild morning, and I haven't even left to run any of the errands that are on my docket today.
#the sparks notes version of it was that i got woken up by somebody yelling for help thought it was my imagination or i was dreaming#but i wasn't#almost called 911 because i could not see what was going on or where it was coming from#but thankfully as i was about to dial somebody was able to help#it was that the neighbor across from is had fallen and could not get up#from my pov i couldn't see her but the neighbor who came to help could easily asses what was happening cause he could see into her balcony
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i think i made fun of someones laugh yesterday on accident by repeating it
fuck
#IT DEFINITELY SOUNDED LIKE I WAS MOCKING THEM#BUT I WASN'T#MY BRAIN JUST LIKES TO REPEAT NOISES#S5EDR6FT7GY8HUOJIIHGYUFTYDR#i'm just hoping they didn't interpret it like that
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Hello, this is Icyangel. You people may remember me as "Peppi". I am still Sparkys girlfriend, but to getting to the point, Me and Sparky have seen this post.
Sparky is needing a moment to decide, but I do have a lot of words. I will unblock you on discord and here. Message me if you need my discord.
rAiNb, feeL freE tO reSpOnD tOo, bUt sinCe I haVen'T maDe a reSpOnSe yeT, I'd liKe tO maKe a prOpeR apoLogY
I'm stiLL veRy sOrrY fOr hUrtiNg spArKy, aS tHeY weRe a geNuiNe frieNd aNd soMeoNe tHaT loOkeD uP tO mE, aNd I'vE beeN beAtiNg mYseLf uP fOr iT sinCe, I eVeN pUt oFF dOiNg tHe apoLogY beCauSe I feLt sO gUiLtY I feLL iNtO a hOrriD spiRaL abOuT iT, bUt I dOn'T wAnT tO rUn aWaY frOm iT aNymoRe. I'm sOrrY, aNd I meAn iT wHoLeheArtedLy
wAy baCk wHeN, I wAs giVeN "eVidenCe" "prOviNg" spArKy wAs iN tHe wrOnG bUt I reaLiZe nOw iT wAs mOsT liKeLy fAbriCateD, aNd wHiLe iT dOeSn'T eXcuSe wHaT hAppeNeD, I tHouGhT I wAs iN tHe riGhT, iN sHunniNg a peRsOn tHaT wAs buLLyiNg peOpLe, bUt I eNdeD uP beiNg tHe buLLy iN tHe eNd
I wAs a nAiVe aNd yOuNgeR veRsiOn oF mYseLf tHat hAd tOo muCh oF a senSe oF juStiCe, wAs eMotiOnaLLy streSseD leAdiNg tO iNstAbiLitY, aNd I huRt peOpLe oVeR iT
I've goNe tO tHeRapY oVeR iT aLL aNd haVe medS nOw aNd I'vE beeN muLLinG iT oVeR
I dOn'T neeD yOu, oR aNyoNe eLsE I'vE huRt tO fOrgiVe mE, I kNoW tHe tHiNgS I sAiD muSt haVe, aNd liKeLy stiLL dO, stiNg
bUt I juSt wAnT tO geNuiNeLy apoLogiZe beCauSe I neVeR meAnT tO huRt aN innOceNt bYstAndeR, a cLoSe frieNd, soMeoNe I appreCiAteD a loT, aNd iT suCkS
I cAn neVeR uNdO tHoSe yeArS aNd wHaT hAppeNeD, aNd sO I wAnT tO gO fOrwArD beiNg a betteR veRsiOn oF mYseLf, aNd eVeN iF I'm nOt fOrgiVeN (wHiCh I cOmpLeteLy uNdeRstAnD) I aM apoLogiZiNg iN tHe hOpE tHaT, iF notHiNg eLsE, it'LL giVe yOu, aNd eVeRyoNe affeCteD, a seNsE oF cLoSuRe
I dOn'T wAnT aNyoNe tO huRt aNymoRe beCauSe oF soMe dUmB tHiNgS I sAiD aS a teeNaGeR, sO leT mE kNoW iF I cAn dO aNytHiNg tO leSseN tHe huRt I'vE cAuSeD yOu, spArKy aNd iCy
- mOd veL
#rAiNb aLsO aLLudeD tO jSaS beiNg oVeR#it'S nOt#I'vE juSt beeN veRy buSy witH liFe stUff bUt haVe beeN wOrKiNg oN iT beHiNd tHe sCeNeS#bUt I wAnteD tO apoLogiZe eVeN tHouGh I'm nOt aS aCtiVe riGht nOw aS I uSeD tO bE beCauSe I tHiNk it'S reaLLy iMpOrtAnT#I aM sOrrY. deepLy. deepLy sOrrY fOr teAriNg dOwN spArKy liKe tHaT#I tHouGhT I wAs iN tHe riGhT fOr iT sinCe I hAd 'prOoF'#bUt I wAsn'T#aNd sO I wAnT tO maKe tHiNgS riGhT#rAmbLe oVeR#apology#not art#not an ask
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looking at lovecore content after valentine's day is over>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
#lovecore#😍💖💘💕#thinking about love#thinking about romance#personal#thought i was going to eternally aad during valentine's day...#but i wasn't
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it's extremely critical that you see the photo of the perp walk for luigi mangione as being propaganda. i've seen so many people wave it off and instead fawn over his looks. and trust me, i know it ended up being kind of pathetic and weird - but please don't brush it off as a "modelling opportunity" for him. it's a fucking terrifying message the police are sending.
i want to make a few comparisons here, in case you're not from the US or familiar with why the perp walk thing is something to pay attention to. just to set the groundwork for why this is a purposeful, unusual, and cruel act by the nyc police - for why this is not a common occurrence and for why that matters.
the prosecution alleges the show of force is due to the charge of "terrorism." for comparison, in june 2015, tsarnaev was found guilty for the boston marathon bombing, which killed 3 people and injured hundreds. his actions are considered to be an act of domestic terrorism. i have spent the last hour looking through google for pictures of similar to mangione's perp walk - and so far, i have found zero. i also just do not personally remember a moment like that, despite living in boston at the time.
they allege that luigi is a stone-cold killer who carried out a longterm plan, making him particularly dangerous. again for comparison: in nyc, recently cory martin was found guilty of the killing of brandy odom. the murder was planned and premeditated to steal insurance money. and yet no staged perp walk. why didn't her life matter enough for a "show of force"?
but mangione gets paraded by a veritable army of police officers as if he is a rabid animal. for a single citizen who allegedly killed one other single citizen, the "largest perp walk ever" occurs.
so what is the "strong message" that the mayor and the police were trying to send here? the mayor speaks as if mangione is already convicted of terrorism. there is a very thin number of people who feel threatened by the CEO's death. none of us felt like mangione needs to be under massive armed guard.
the message is that you shouldn't resist. they are trying to "make an example" of him - that if you behave badly and kill a single rich person, you'll be treated as if you killed hundreds of people. you will be treated worse than a man who was found guilty of terrorism. you will be considered guilty without trial. the message is that the rich are a protected class, and you cannot touch them without massive punishment. they are trying to prevent a revolution by showing dominance and force against you.
the message is that the police are a puppet of the wealthy and that the law is not equally applied across class disparity. it is "some are more equal than others." it is "one life is more precious than another."
the show of force wasn't for luigi. it was for us. it was a warning. they are trying to remind us who is really in control.
#i bring up tsarnev only bc i feel like people DID want blood. i lived in boston. people wanted to rip him apart.#i do not personally remember a moment where he was paraded around like that. and the fact we gave more dignity to him#than luigi .... is startling.#and i just realized last night i was like - i don't really remember a perp walk like that. maybe im misremembering#but i went to google and i was like. wait why the fuck was it so fucking big.#it WASNT a random act of terror. it WASNT to injure/kill as many as possible.#even if we consider it to be premeditated murder: when have we ever done this.#so brandy's life didnt deserve “a show of force?”#the mayor doesn't say ''our city wont stand for this'' when it's a planned murder for insurance money????#anyway . ur not immune etc etc etc#but i also wanted the comparisons in here in case ppl aren't from amercia etc#this ISNT normal or usual. this was overkill by like a million#on the other hand they gotta do this bc they're scared :)#i kept this bc i had ppl ask me not to delete this but i just felt like#it wasn't really poetry just talkin
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see 0 note flop posts aren't that bad when they're personal but 0 note fandom posts feel literally so bad. like if you don't wanna play toys with me anymore just say that. i'll pack up my super cool awesome things and go and i'll sit on the other side of the playground by myself and i won't even look at you. fuck
#yes i AM thinking about a particular post. no it wasn't that good but still. a moment of heartache for sure#like it feels so bad but im too prou dto delete it and also too lazy
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Not to sound like a person who actually cares about children, but it's so alarming that there's this tendency and trend of not telling kids about their medical conditions that are in their charts.
I'm finding out as an adult that they (though it's not documented who) diagnosed me with a life-long, chronic condition without telling me when I was a teenager. I found out recently when I got curious about my medical charts, and otherwise, I would not have known what's wrong with me. I've been left with more questions than answers, and I feel like a private investigator investigating my own damn health and life.
Is this medical malpractice? Yes. However, I think it also speaks to a broader point of how children are seen to not be entitled to their own lives in any capacity, to the point where they are (intentionally or not) made ignorant about things that are or will affect them.
#youth liberation#politics#it is looking like i may indeed have this condition and it was diagnosed YEARS ago and wasn't treated. i am not too thrilled right now#i am honestly angry and devastated because my life was made SO much worse and i could have received HELP before it got bad
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I'll tell you a secret... my name 'Sam' is short for 'Samson'.
#SAMSON#🥺🤲#would you boop him?#if I wasn't lazy and losing motivation for this drawing I'd have added patches on his jacket but alas#stardew valley#sdv fanart#sdv sam#stardew valley sam#o0kawaii0o
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little drummer boy: OI MISTAH I AIN'T GOT NO GIFT FOR THE BABY KING
mary, recovering from birth in a fucken stable: don't sweat it kid you're like ten or something
little drummer boy: I CAN PLAY ME DRUM FOR HIM, I CAN
mary: no, no, that's really not necessar--
little drummer boy: BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG
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is that piece of media actually bad, or is it just not following the blueprint you projected onto it? is that work actually not good, or are you just demanding something from it that is absolutely antithetical to its themes, genre, tone, and narrative goal? is that story actually poorly written, or do you just dislike that it is not the specific things you wanted from it that it never set out to be, never was, and never is going to become? is it actually bad, or is it actually well-executed and you just dislike the story it chose to be because it isn't catering to your specific desires and expectations?
#This was prompted by a specific thing but it is also about dozens and dozens of things#Everyone going “XYZ is actually bad” like congratulations I wasn't saying stuff can't be bad.#I was saying that you should ask yourself these questions first bc sometimes it's just not to your sensibility.#Former Prime Queue-sector of the Trust#ETA: now that it's been months and this is going around again while certain conversations happen in other fandoms I'm in#It's good to clarify what specifically set off this post even tho it applies to many things. But this was about someone#saying Midst is thematically and narratively incoherent bc it wasn't “everyone is miserable forever and nobody gets better” like they wante
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when did this happen???
#my art#my animations#dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#senshi#marcille donato#laios touden#i wanted to color it but i realized how awful my work process is and it wasn't worth it. enjoy anyways#also first frame senshi is slightly traced i'm sorry he's hard to draw from that angle
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Hi. Have a part 2 to the silly GF crossover thing
(Part 1)
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#httyd#how to train your dragon#httyd fanart#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#this thing took me over a week to finish#who knew comics took so mich effort and skill and energy#(me i knew i just wasn't prepared)#my respect for comic artists has gone up 10000%#(they did in fact Keep That Thing)#Ad Astra AU
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