#autism maybe?

[wierdkid20]

Anyone else get that AUDHD feel when your given instructions and you follow them immediately and then have to look on in horror as everyone else fails to follow them and makes everything really complicated?

[twelfth-doctors-browser-history]

I’ve found most of my interests in different shows from watching them to see an actor who I care about a lot. Idk why people have a problem with that. I like having a same person in it because watching new things where everything is unfamiliar is difficult for me. I see it as going to a party and sticking with your one friend while also trying to talk to new people

[theworthynerodivergent]

About me

In this post I will be introducing myself and sharing honestly whatever I feel like lol

My name is Tyesha but I’m fine with being called Ty for short I am 31 years old an I’ll be 32 (in July I’m a cancer ♋️)this year… can’t believe it.

I identify as female and straight for now… that’s actually something I want to look more into but at a later date

I’ve come to the conclusion that I could possibly have adhd a couple months ago when a client (I’m a counselor in training) thought she might have adhd and discussed what it looks like for her. That plus my boyfriend yelling at me about never picking up after myself made me look into it more for her and myself.

I also believe I may have dyscalculia (I’ve always struggled with math an just numbers in general.) an more recently autism? I’m not fully sure on that one but I’m taking it one at a time. I have a pre assessment for adhd on may 3rd so hopefully I get some sort of indication then.

Things I like: music, anime and manga, the color blue, cartoons, books, talking, learning new things, playing video games (pc, switch, ps5) animals (I have a beagle) writing ( I started a couple stories haven’t finished em tho), chocolate! and more but these are my top fav things

Relationship status: in a relationship

Wanna know more or just wanna chat hit me up!

[prenchpolar]

i flipflop between thinking i'm autistic and thinking i'm not. whenever i reflect on my friendships, i find things that in retrospect seem pretty autistic.

my autistic brother thinks i'm more autistic than him but can't elaborate beyond "you're the most autistic person i know" and i trust his word but idk i don't /feel/ autistic. it just doesn't really fit into the image i have of myself??

[unoisveimved-un-proffesional]

Me retracing my steps and doing things I already did again so I can get into the exact situation where I had a thought and remember the thing I was thinking about but forgot because I got distracted for half a second:

[ronelyn]

Note: this is also true of most mental health diagnoses. "I'm really leaning on these tools for sensory overstimulation. Am I autistic?" Would the diagnosis help you? If not, then just keep following your feelings and needs to tools, terms, and other stuff that helps you live a happier, easier life!

Naming your situation *can* bring a lot of comfort. If you're agonizing over it, though, set it *aside.* Follow your needs. Look for the life *you* can happily live. That's what all these tools and terms and diagnoses and treatments and EVERYTHING are for. :)

reminder that if you’re questioning your gender, “what do I want?” and “what will make me happy?” tend to be much more useful questions than “what am I, really?”

[prawnlegs]

compelled yesterday to make a zine about a lifetime of being a contrarian little shit sketched left-handed and inked right (ow)

[maxgicalgirl]

Being a “Fun Fact !” kind of autistic is all fun and games until you get halfway through sharing an interesting tidbit and realize that it probably wasn’t appropriate to share in polite company and now you have to deal with the consequences :(

[unicornpopcorn14]

So we all know by now that Dazai is comfortable enough around Chuuya to show nervousness/worry.

Enough times for Chuuya to pick up on that pattern. The pattern, may I remind you, that doesn't have evident correlation to either nervousness or worry to most people. One that can even be interpreted as misplaced given the situation.

Which means that Dazai has done this in front of Chuuya so often, that Chuuya at first was hella confused, before he finally made a connection between when and why it happens. And still remembered that connection after four years of separation. Which gets us to my point:

What if this isn't the only emotion Dazai displays weirdly?

What if he has multiple unconventional patterns he displays for sadness, frustration, content, or disgust? The times he really feels them, and they become too strong for him to just deal with normally? What if these are the only times he's actually being genuine with his emotions?

And Chuuya is the only one who is familiar with them all?

Dazai would be jumping rope and Chuuya would be like, "quit sulking, let's get icecream"

Dazai hanging upside down on the couch and Chuuya going, "It's okay, mackerel. You can cry."

Dazai actually crying, full on heart-wrenching sobs, and Chuuya unironically going, "What, good news?"

It's just... comforting, for one person in Dazai's life to read him like a book. Everyone else would look at him like he's crazy, displaying wrong emotions/behaviors at the wrong time, but Chuuya knows that it's just how he processes feeling properly, and thus he's the only one Dazai can count on to put things into context and understand, which makes him display them even more openly.

Because Chuuya never shamed him for his quirks, as much as Dazai never did his.

[beepshroom]

[cringycoolkid15]

Girl if I exist for one more hour I will see to it myself that the sun explodes pre-maturely

[dogd0m-charlie]

i see a lot of posts about letting your autistic partner ramble about something while you touch them/give them head/fuck them/whatever, and i approve of that, definitely. 10/10.

but i would like to propose: autistic dom who infodumps to you while they're making you feel good and makes you pay attention to what they're saying the whole time. they're touching you in all the right places, going at just the right rhythm with just the right amount of pressure and it's driving you fucking crazy, all while they're rambling casually about whatever their current interest is like nothing's even happening.

every time you say something small to acknowledge what they're saying, like "mhm", "right", "yeah," or something like that, their movements get a little more intense as a reward for paying attention. but if you get lost in the pleasure and forget to engage with what they're telling you for too long, they go "sorry, are you not listening anymore? alright, i guess I'll stop then." and you have to beg for it if you want them to keep going.

[prenchpolar]

i used to give my friends like proper care packages when they were sad and i'm only now realizing that might have been a bit weird. they never really reacted well

[mangedog]

shout out to people with spatial awareness issues. wishing you a "didn't bump into any table corners or walls" day today!

[kawareo]

We all know and agree on autistic rizz Gale, yes, but have you considered, autistic rizz Lae'zel. In this essay i will

[clarkgriffon]

BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER 7x05 | “Selfless”