#autism brr brrr

[eternalworry]

Oh yeah I drew Ren and Aurora in a car 😦 (Ren is 12, Aurora is 10 here)

[jaehaeryshater]

Hyperfixating on a character who’s objectively a bad person is so weird. Like people talk shit about them all the time and call you weird for liking them and you have to be like 😐 yeah…. Even though you’re clawing at the bars of your cage

[vierxi]

I am going to introduce myself. (If you are weird or creepy towards me or others in my blog expect to be blocked immediately. This is a safe space. Thank you!)

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I am called Mars, Zee, Zero, Z, and Mara. I am 19 years old. My pronouns are They/Them.

I am in multiple fandoms. As you can see by my blogs. You can also find me on AO3 under the same user (Vierxi).

I love animals and hope to one day work with animals. They tend to help me calm down when I'm stressed. I always do research about animals.

I like collecting, drawing, reading, and playing games. As well as listening to Music.🎵 If you have any recommendations, I'd love that.

My posts will mostly always be over the place. So apologies in advance.

I like colors, soft things, sweets, warmth, and shiny stuff.

Things I tend to collect: shiny things, stuffed animals, rocks, seashells, bullet cases, pokemon cards, coins, glass bottles (to later make a fairy garden), and nails/screws.

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I'm into:

Sky: Cotl

Kirby

Zelda (Ritos I love those guys, found family go brr)

Sonic

Transformers

Pokemon (Paulo I will be your friend. Volo I will haunt you forever, Lysandre my beloved)

Cookie run

Skyrim

Red Dead Redemption (1&2)

Xenoblade Chronicles

Monster Hunter

MLP

Fnaf

Ponytown

Splatoon

Owl House

Gravity Falls

Undertale (Deltarune)

Slendytubbies

Castle Cats

Hollow Knight

Stardew Valley (Penny my Beloved 😍)

Cult of the Lamb (Heghod my first lover I will never let you die)

Bugsnax (I wanna romance the grumpus help)

Subnautica

I'm open to recommendations 😊

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I do hope you respect my personal space. You can ask questions but please don't push me, I'll try to answer. I did this so that I can find people similar to me.

[detectivesnail]

it scares me when you put your post here

its like having your whole e-mail in the header and i dont enjoy it

[loreensdarling]

my autistic brain goes brrr brrr when funky rocks

[theurbanmechcomesforthee]

I think we could do something with acronym-izing it's purpose. As for the Hollander's naming conventions, you may note there seem to be wierd inconsistencies between the Hollander's variant names. To make an agonizingly long story short, my crack theory for its naming conventions is two-fold:

The "F" models are iterations on the design itself, note the difference between the Hollander (BZK-F3) and the Hollander II (BZK-F5)

The "G" models are replacements to the gun, hence G standing for Gun. Ex: Hollander G1, or Gun Option One.

(Hollander 3 has its own naming thing. Idfk.)

An idea I was throwing around in my head for a bit was naming it the BZK-G3RL. RL standing for Ranged Laser. Implying it's harassing potential and being a laser variant. Also you can pronounce it as "girl". Which is kinda funny.

Thoughts?

*A Hunchback moves between you and a Hollander*

Don't talk to me or my son ever again

[twinghoulites]

autism brr brrr brr

[sniffanimal]

also minecraft

[cracks knuckles as my eyes begin to glow]

an ode to everything i love about minecraft

I'm going to try and keep this essay away from stuff like "crafting table go brrr" autism mode stuff. I'm going to try and keep it relatable, tangible, and wholly positive

What drew me in first was the procedural generation. I don't think I really had ever encountered that in a video game before (I honestly wasn't even into playing video games to begin with, just like, some pokemon and animal crossing). Ever since day one one of my relaxing activities I do is load up a new seed, grab some empty maps, and just fly around filling out maps in creative, or just zoom around and look at the scenery. Even pre-caves and cliffs, I just really liked looking around caves and such. I found it so soothing and I was in awe of the fact that I'd probably never see the same thing twice. Every structure was surrounded by different things every time. Different biomes are up against each other. Its always so fascinating to just go around and look at.

When I started playing, I was playing on xbox 360 edition. I guess I had touched java edition a few years prior, but I didn't really 'get' it at the time, I think I had spawned on an empty island, or maybe I was playing classic or infdev? I don't remember. But when I started playing proper, I was playing on Xbox 360, the update right before woodland mansions were added. I found it so fun to follow an update cycle for a game, and have followed each one since then! I like how transparent Mojang is about their development, and I think that's something fans take for granted.

I like that there's a lot to memorize about it. Like yeah, that's a little to the autism go brr aspect but really, I like that there's an internal logic with easy flow to it. all numbers are factors of 2, usually. All wood goes into planks goes into wood objects. All tools follow the same upgrade pattern, etc. There's stuff to memorize with locations, mobs, potions, tactics, etc.

I love that there's a lot of flexibility in how you play the game! I prefer peaceful survival, but harder survival levels are also still fun in their own right! I like playing creative a lot too! I like that you can make superflat worlds, especially with like how the legacy editions let you make customizable superflats. I like that you can access game rules to fine tune things like daylight cycle or fire spreading. It is a sandbox game after all.

I think the voxel art style is consistent and charming! Everything feels like its at a good scale, and I actually really like the clunky animations that older mobs have (like the cow and pig). I think hostile mobs are scary based on the threat they pose, but not scary with how they look. Like it's not a horror game really. I think that's great! I like the updated textures but I do also understand the nostalgia for the old ones. I also like that you can try out different textures! i just like playing on vanilla but there's a lot of other really awesome ones, including the ones that work with RTX shaders and make the game look beautiful.

I'm always in awe of the things other people can do in the game. Map art, insane builds, redstone, farms, etc. I can usually understand the mechanics behind things, but I'm not really good at some of the more technical things, but I find them inspiring! I love that there's so much to the game that there's always something to find and use.

I like stuff the community does outside of just playing the game themselves! I like youtubers (mostly just hermitcraft), I like art people make (like clay dioramas or perler art or keychains or paintings), I like the board games! I like that it's such a popular game that it's usually a pretty universal conversational point with kids and young adults.

I like that Mojang has been working to distance themselves from the game's creator. I like that they've been branching out to using the game as more of an engine, or trying different game styles like Dungeons or Legends. I like the experimenting! I think its fun!

Lastly, I like that it's always there to go back to. Nothing about the game feels time sensitive, old worlds are just like you left them. There's always new updates coming out every 6 months or so, so even if it starts to feel stale, there's something new to try right around the corner.

I could go on but most of the time im like haha crafting bench like there's never cohesive thoughts about it

[custom-emojis]

Do you have an "autism go brrr" emoji like the "adhd go brrr" one?

yea we do actually!

-raz

[weafurry]

For the send me a character thing, Pale King! :3

HEEEM! He. The wyrm man. the blorbo himself.

Sexuality headcanon: Pansexual

Gender headcanon: Pangender go brr (he does feel the most connection to male. But everything is still very much so there.)

A ship I have with said character: We all know, its Pale nightmare. Them <3

A BROTP I have with said character: Him and Ogrim. The best of friends. They are dorks, two dumbasses. /aff

A NOTP I have with said character: Him and The Radiance. Saw it once and that was enough. Never again. No thanks please.

Random headcanon: This kind of falls into headcanons of how void poisoning works as well but, oh well. His hands aren't the only thing that got messed up by void (ALSO. in terms of how exactly his hands are messed up, the nerves got pretty fucking fried so numbness + decrease in fine motor skills, there's also the surface level scarring in the form of stains and grooves) , His bodies temperature regulation also got FUCKED, so severe cold flashes and chills are a thing he has to deal with now. Chronic pain too, There's a lot more, but I'm still working out the specifics of void poisoning, how bad it gets, at what points, and how the symptoms differ between mortal bugs and higher beings. So there's some uncertainty there and I don't wanna say something that could change in the future (especially since the mechanics of void is probably one of if not my most detailed headcanons and I'm SUPER proud of it. Seriously I could talk about void for hours. I have become pk /j)

General Opinion over said character: I love him with every FIBER of my fucking being (thats only a slight exaggeration). The autism REALLY went brrr for this one. I am always rotating him in my head. 24/7 365 days a year. I could go on for HOURS about him. It annoys me SO MUCH how dirty the fandom did him tbh. He's SUCH a good character. I wish people would actually look at him instead of just going "hahaha buzzsaw and infanticide jokes go brrrrrr "

[randomgooberness]

Another new Furb, Baby Bell!! I found him at Good Will and I nearly DIED I was so happy. He was covered in NASTY mystery gunk but a good bath fixed him right up! He’s a little quiet and his gears are very loud but he works great otherwise and I love him so so so much!!