#autism at it's finest

[torchvic]

levi has a favorite spoon omg

[beowulfxgrendel]

I'm thinking about leaving a server of a fandom because they are nice and kind. I know that sounds illogical. So let me explain. They like the fanart and writing I did. I liked it all too. But because I've done quite some stuff that I'm proud of in quite a short period of time I'm scared of messing up or of not meeting expectations.

And because they seem so nice and kind it's kinda difficult to deal with moments when I'm confronted with the reality that they also are people and therefore have opinions that sometimes differ drastically from my own. For example there's quite some talking about hp and people that arent in this fandom are called muggles by most (there is another word, which im using because it feels just so wrong to use that word but still. Reading it so often is just frustrating). And for me as a trans person I am already not the most comfortable with that. And then people talked about how we shouldn't always separate the artist/author from their work and that if someone wants to consume media etc from certain people then pirating would be better because that doesn't support them. But then at the same day people talk about buying hp books and other merch. And I mean sure, I get it. These things meant quite a lot to me too. But still I think it's wrong to support such a transphobic women.

And I'm aware that's not my decision to make. They are their own people with their own choices.

Still I'm affected by it and sometimes almost cry when I see that that's a topic again, because I know that once more no one will say much negative stuff about it. And I can't just ignore these "arguments" because then I'm scared of missing something. But I don't know how much longer I can stay in that server without hp ruining it for me. And that sucks. Because I love the server and all the people there. They are all so nice and welcoming.

Maybe I'll have to leave for some time and then come back once I'm fine again. Don't know if I want to though, because I'd still feel like missing something.

[citricacidprince]

Going through the Hatchetverse series with my friend for the first time (we’re going in order and just finished Abstinence Camp) and I really like Hannah Banana :]

[vinestaff]

i woke up 2 hours ago and came to this vision

[roe-and-memory]

i thought it would be important to bring up the fact that lightning canonically stims when hes excited or upset and someone (you follow this blog, u know who u are) pointed out to me that, since this clip was in maters daydream, it means lightning does it enough in Real Life for other people to notice and associate the action with lightnings joy 🙁

havent stopped thinking about it since.

there are definitely other clips maybe i’ll go through all the movies and make a compilation of them but dear god hes so silly 🙁

[agirlwithmagicpals]

My personal alternative headcanons for Sebastian solace

[richesthermit]

A grian scar and mumbo stimboard! ❀ requested by no one! ┈ with aqours themes! all gifs made by me 🍊 sources 1. 2. 3.

[fromgotham]

do i start reading GA do i put aside my irrational dislike of ollie that def stems from the stupid cw show and grow up and actually read it

[kitty-i-swear-to-gosh]

I just think they’d be friends

[pinkysberg]

out of context doodle

bonus:

[beowulfxgrendel]

Ah yes being overstimulated (looking at you carbonated drink) and understimulated (looking at you comfort playlist) at the same time while trying to write stuff (looking at my "hurt-no comfort" stuff I'm writing for a fandom of literally 5 people) because I've had some time (3 hours of which I've wasted two already) and wanted to use it.

I've literally only been able to write about 200 words in two hours. I hate it.

[brodinsons]

since i'm blowing up on dc twt i wanted to say that superbat is inherently autistic4autistic thank u for ur time ✌🏻

[snow-blower]

Why do I have the sudden urge to make a game of thrones Sims world??

I'm gonna have to bloody redownload the game to satisfy my urges aren't I?

[joy-drops]

I'm sorry this is the funniest mercari listing

Selling the sad cat in a drug bag

[scottpilgrim4everr]

I love maladaptive day dreaming Sex Bob-Omb performing the songs in my playlist.

[twospiritstooprideful]

This entire thing could have been avoided if we actually talked