#aurora-loveless

[sinfullyrosey]

A Simple Prick

Malleus Draconia X Fem!Reader

Warnings: Hypnosis (kinda), Vaginal Penetration, Fairytale Ending... with a Twist

I was remembering that scene in Sleeping Beauty where Aurora’s under that sort of trance and is slowly walking along the castle and up the steps towards the spindle, and my brain decided to parody it.

Being the human royal heir of a kingdom that’s still in rivalry with Briar Valley. The war may be over, but your parents were still wary of the dark fae they once fought in battle, so didn’t invite the king or queen to the celebration of your birth in fear of what curse they may befall upon newborn you. This did not go over well with the fae royals and they crashed the celebration, not out of disrespect towards them, but their son, as it was customary for your kingdom to invite any and all available royal children to meet yours as an early courting ritual.

To not allow their son to meet you, your parents were saying that he was not worthy of being a possible future candidate for your hand in marriage. That he was not worthy of your love.

So, the king and queen of Briar Valley laid a curse on you, a curse that stated that on your 21st birthday, you were to fall in love with their son when the thorn of a dragon fae pricks you. Those in your kingdom did not fully understand the words of the curse, so none knew what a dragon fae thorn was. Many believed it was the thorn of a rose bush that lined the fae kingdom’s gardens, while others believed it must be a needle or even a weapon used by the dark fae.

Regardless, your parents, sick with fear and worry over the fae taking you away from them in a forced, loveless marriage, set out to hide you away from the wretched fae royals who cursed you. You were sent away to live deep in the forest with three trusted advisers once you were a little older. There, within that cozy, little cabin, you laid hidden and raised to be ignorant of your curse.

As the years pass, you grow in near solitude, blissfully unaware of the world around you. The only escape you have are your dreams, where you get to witness a world outside of the limited one you’re confined to. A world beyond the trees, where a dark castle lies, with thorny rose bushes and stony beasts surrounding it. It’s a place found only in your dreams, and within these dreams stands a misty green figure shrouded in darkness and flames. A figure you’re never able to fully discern, but of whom you welcome nonetheless.

This figure speaks to you of wonders and tales beyond anything you could ever imagine. Spoken with such poetically silken words. Words that drew you further into him as time passed and you grew older. Words that captivated you and gave you comfort in your lonely years of existence. Oh, if only this figure were real. If only you could meet him for real and finally share yourself with him instead of seeking him out in your slumber. If only…

Fast forward and you are now twenty, about to celebrate your 21st birthday. It’s a day you have been waiting for since you were told by your guardians all those years ago. The day you would finally be able to return home and leave this gilded cage behind. The four of you had a mini celebration before heading out back to the castle, your home. Cake was shared and gifts were given, a brand-new outfit for you, one of white and gold. Unbeknownst to you, a wedding garb, as you were set to marry another royal arranged to you for your return. A failsafe to be sure the fae would not be able to steal you away from them.

On your carriage ride to your home, disaster struck, literally. A bolt of lightning, followed by the sound of thunder, came crashing down in front of your carriage, causing the horses to panic and the carriage to flip. Miraculously, you were unharmed, but the coach and your guardians were all knocked unconscious. And before you could think of what to do next, the soft sound of a distant voice reached your ears. It was a familiar sound, but one you could not fully recognized. It called to you, beckoned you to follow it past the brush and trees. You could not shake the sound filling your head and obeyed its heed.

You walked towards the voice alone and in a trance. You don’t know how long you had been walking or how much time had passed, but soon you reached the gates of an ebony stone castle, surrounded by a veil of vines and thorns. The gates seem to open up for you and lead you down a path that took you to a winding stairwell. The whole time you listened to the voice soothingly carry you up the stairs and into a room. This room was not empty, however, as there, standing before you at the glass window, was a tall, dark figure.

The dark figure turned to face you and your entranced eyes widened, mouth falling open in awe. The figure before you was that of a man, pale skinned with pointed ears and coal black horns atop his head. An even pointier pair of fangs poked out as his blackened lips curl up into a grin at you. He wore all black with dark green accents, further adding to his shadowy presence. He gave off an air of elegance and power, one that’s dark and foreboding. And yet, it all felt familiar, like you knew who this man was, but couldn’t fully visualize him.

Until a familiar pair of glowing, emerald eyes catches your own.

Those eyes…

You’ve seen them once before…

Once, upon a dream, you saw him there. You met him there, in your dreams. All those times again and again…

He is right in front of you now, looming over your much smaller frame. You only gazed up at him with wide eyes in disbelief. He called your full name then, dangerous, green eyes leering down at you so intently. You could only blink and call his name in turn.

“Ma… Malleus?”

His grin grew wider at the sound of his name upon your lips. Pale hands with sharp, black claws rested along your sides, leading you both to the bed. He sat down with you still standing before him, now at eye level with him, and your hands gently cradled in his. You tilted your head in confusion, still not comprehending that he was really here, or that you were here, in the very castle you thought was a creation from your dreamscape.

“It seems you are already dressed for the occasion.”

He gave your attire a once over, finally able to admire you after so long. You could only respond with a quiet, “Huh?” before he chuckled at your oblivious expression. His hands fiddled with his robe, drawing your attention away from his memorizing eyes and instead to the stiff member poking out from beneath the black cloth.

It was big and dark, like the rest of him. It stood straight up and sharp. You had yet to see this part of him but was pleasantly surprised regardless. It was as if he could read your thoughts, sensing your confusion and desire.

“It is a thorn, my beloved. A dragon fae’s thorn to be precise.”

You did not understand the significance of his words, but blushed nonetheless. Mind racing with such desirable thoughts. The whole sight was just ethereal. The fae chuckled and pulled you closer, guiding you to his lap.

“Come, it’s time.”

You don’t know why, but you felt that you understood. This may be your first time meeting the mysterious man, but you were still familiar with him. You felt a deep longing towards him that developed and bloomed with each passing season.

You had danced with him among the flower fields and briar, an unknown melody twirling its rhythmical notes around the two of you. You chatted and spoke of your lives with each other, sharing dreams and secrets that nobody else but you and he knew. You knew him, even if you didn’t, you knew him.

Like being in a trance once more, you moved aside your own attire to lay yourself bare like he done for you, your pussy on full display for his eyes only. You crawled into his lap, making yourself comfortable before hovering yourself over his length. You gazed down to see his cock twitching in anticipation for you, the sight making your heart skip.

You aligned yourself, inhaled, and slowly sunk yourself down onto his awaiting cock. Your unprepared walls fluttered around him, squeezing yet still readily accepting all that he had. You wince at the sharp pain that pricks at your insides, whining at the fullness of him against your velvety walls and already feeling overstimulated.

“O-oh!”

Your eyes widened when your thighs finally met his, the full length of his prick reaching deep inside you and sending you in a dizzying haze of pleasure and sudden emotions. Your eyes drooped dreamily as you wrapped your arms around his neck. Despite the stormy, gray clouds surrounding the castle and the glassy haze that clouded your vision, you had never seen things so clearly as you did now in this moment.

“Malleus, I love you. I. Love. You.”

And with that, you sealed the confession with a kiss, his misty green eyes widening, but melting into the kiss, lips molding with yours.

Word soon got out throughout the kingdom about the missing-turned-runaway bride. The royal carriage ambushed and princess nowhere to be seen. The king and queen were in a panic, afraid of what had befallen their precious daughter and sole heir to the kingdom. But their wails of despair were interrupted by a messenger making their presence known in the great hall. With them, a single letter with an all too familiar seal stamped in a dark green wax in the shape of a dragon.

It was addressed to the king and queen, from the Queen of Briar Valley, inviting them to the wedding that was to be held in the kingdom of the fae. The wedding between the soon-to-be King Malleus and his betrothed: their precious daughter and princess of their kingdom.

At the bottom, officially signed in ink, were the signatures from both the bride and groom to be.

~Malleus & Y/N Draconia~

[bethelighthalazia]

Loveless - Masterpost

Summary:  Jeong y/n, daughter of “Black pirates” leader Mr Jeong and sister to Jeong Yunho, has been married off to the leader of the current top mafia gang of the area. Will her life become a loveless marriage to a mafia tycoon, or will she be able to find love in this chaotic web of treachery, cruelty and dangers amongst strangers she doesn't know? 

Genre: fluff, angst, possible suggestive/nsfw parts

Pairing: Bang Chan x fem!reader

Additional Characters: OT8 Stray Kids, Ateez Yunho

Word Count: stated per chapter

AU: Mafia AU

Warnings: stated per chapter

networks: @mirohs-aurora-society 

notes: This is the masterlist post for the “Loveless” Series for my skz Mafia au. I do not know much more about anything regarding the mafia and what´s going on in there, other than what I have read/watched about in novels and movies.

other links?:   << prev  masterlist  next >>

© by bethelighthalazia. Do not repost, copy or translate. Unless stated otherwise, those works are mine and born from my own ideas. I don't have any claim on the mentioned real existing Idols whatsoever.

Chapter 1 - Arrival

Chapter 2 - 

Chapter 3 -

Chapter 4 -

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intro post (finally)

ive debated making an intro post because first off ive been on tumblr for two years and I never got around to it and secondly I am really really horrible at talking about myself because what is to much info and what it to little info and the cycle continues but im giving it a shot because I feel like my mutuals have no idea who I am lmao

HAI my name is Charlie im 15 (18+ I dont mind if you follow me but please dont dm me thank you :]) I use jasper as an online name kind of (at this point its just reserved for my best friend ace but I dont mind if other people call me jasper since I still love the name)

my pronouns are he/him but im also perfectly comfortable with common neopronouns (it/its xey/xem) if you wanna get funky with it.

im a self diagnosed autistic and ARFID (if you dont know what that is its an eating disorder where certain factors make you avoidant and restrictive of the food you eat and it has nothing to do with physical appearance. for me its linked to my autistic sensory issues(ALSO OCD NOW?!!? WHAT THE FUCK?!!?)) I have depression and anxiety and the only reason I mention this is because I relate my mental health to my fav characters in tv shows and books and stuff so if you see me posting about them like everything is connected lol

(my a03 is ghostwithfeet if you want to see me be silly and project my weird life onto fictional characters (I am the most inconsistent updater in the world please expect nothing from me if you even ask about a project it will scare me and like I turtle I will crawl into my shell never to see the light of day again))

my interests really vary about current hyperfixations but heres the master list

current hyperfixs

stranger things specifically Byler but mostly mike wheeler (this has turned into a special interest(I DO NOT support Noah schnapp or another of the other cast members who are in support of the inhumane actions the Israel government are doing. I am pro saving innocent civilians. I know that this can be controversial to be such a big fan of this show and honestly I have a lot of complex feelings on the matter but im autistic as previously mentioned and its my special interest and It won't leave my brain even if im not directly interacting with the media so im gonna yap about it on my blog thank you.))

also just Finn wolf hard for some reason (check out his band the Aubreys its awesome. also check out a recent movie he was in called when you finished Saving the world. it means a lot to me)

donna tarts the goldfinch book

old special interests/hyperfixs

the percy Jackson universe specifically nico di Angelo

the IT universe specifically reddie and Beverly marsh but more leaning towards richie tozier (see what I mean with the Finn wolf hard thing)

dead boy detectives !!

doctor who (I haven't even finished David tenants doctor yet so please no spoilers)

Alice oseman content (never read loveless or iwbft but ive read all of her other stuff)

paper girls graphic novel

other interests

the good place tv show

Kathleen Glasgows book girl in pieces

the walking dead comics including the clementine spin off graphic novels

um yeah thats all I can think of for now

my fav musicians/bands

florence and the machine

indigo de Souza

Kevin Atwater

searows

the Aubreys

sadurn

the cranberries

soccer mommy

runo plum

nep

lala lala

the smiths

hospital bracelet

Chappell roan

AURORA

Madilyn Mei!

Elliot smith

(my music taste is all over the place and is also very seasonal and I have a bunch of underground artists I dont listen to but I am here to give good recs I promise my playlists are fire)

we've gotten to the part of the intro post where im wondering if this is way to much information so sorry if I overshared idk but hope we can be silly mutuals or friends if you want (never be scared to shoot the friendship shot I would love to yap with y'all)

also since this is taking over my other pinned post I just want to put this as an honorary spot and let everyone know that my old pinned post was a quote from radio silence and that Aled last is me and I am him and the February Friday plot line is actually me and it makes me sick how much I resonate with that book

[haveyoulistenedtothisalbum-poll]

Tracklist:

LOVELESS • ROSIER • FACE TO FACE • CIVILIZE • GENESIS OF MIND ~夢の彼方へ~ • AURORA • IN FUTURE • FAKE • TRUE BLUE • MOTHER

Spotify (only available in JP) ♪ YouTube

[anxiety-lemsbian]

‧͙⁺˚･˖ ࣪⭑☾[ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ ʜᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴀʙʙɪᴛꜱ ɢʟᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴀꜱ ᴡᴇ ᴅʀᴏᴠᴇ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴏᴀᴅ? ᴊᴇᴀʟᴏᴜꜱ, ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ, ᴏʀ ꜱᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ. ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ ʜᴇʀ ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡɪɴᴅᴏᴡ ᴛᴏ ᴅʀᴏᴘ. ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴀᴛɪɴ ɴᴀᴍᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴏx ɪꜱ ᴠᴜʟᴘᴇꜱ ᴠᴜʟᴘᴇꜱ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ꜱᴏᴜɴᴅᴇᴅ ɴɪᴄᴇ.]☽˖ ࣪⭑･˚⁺‧͙

hi! i'm aster.

she/they, minor, ENG + some ESP and Auslan, poet, audhd, sapphic ace, careless man’s careful daughter, infj, shark lover, sylvia plath stan, lucy dacus listener, aries sun, gemini moon, pisces rising, #1 boygenius (+ solo careers) obsessor, ravenclaw but FUCK JKR, pinterest princess (androgynous), aspiring forest witch, chronic fatigue + generalized anxiety disorder + depression sufferer, greek salad lover

FREE PALESTINE 🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸

current hyperfixation/talk to me about:

the ark x boygenius parallels

special interests:

sylvia plath, boygenius, bluey, sharks

fandoms:

everything sucks, boygenius (+solo careers), jucy, gilmore girls, brooklyn 99, heartbreak high, bluey, bridgerton, osemanverse, sunflowers and lavender, kiki’s delivery service, hamilton, matilda the musical, ruby redfort, aurora cycle (zila's my GIRL), nevermoor, stargirl, agggtm, biac, wednesday, lady bird, the owl house

books:

the anthropocene reviewed, the bell jar, stargirl, loveless, radio silence, death sets sail, goddess girls series, dear poppy, aurora cycle, anne of green gables series, sick bay, henry hamlet’s heart, hani and ishu’s guide to fake dating, nevermoor, iwbft, heartstopper, solitare

ships:

wenclair, lumity, cazzie, emisue,

artists:

lucy dacus, chappell roan, hozier, florence and the machine, radiohead, phoebe bridgers, julien baker, gracie abrams, noah kahan, boygenius, taylor swift? (melbourne n3), lorde, cavetown, mitski, eliza and the delusionals, boyish, beabadoobee

songs:

claw machine, nuvole bianche, leonard cohen, garden song, there it goes, triple dog dare, home by now, no surprises, cartwheel, me and my dog, american teenager, good news, scorpio rising, townie, last words of a shooting star, strawberry blond, we’re in love

playlist:

psa: when i use 'girl' in relation to me (crafty girl summer, etc.) i mean it androdgynously :))

my sideblogs are:

@leftfromrightfromwrong : boygenius and sometimes art

@listen2yourownvoice : radio silence+ a bit of general osemanverse

tags: # aster writes- poetry. #aster writes i guess- more poetry. #asters saved posts- saved posts. #aster loves boygenius- me loving boygenius. #aster's lyric rambles- when i just post a bunch of song lyrics in a format. #aster bawls on the floor- due to sadness, cringiness or laughter, i am on the floor and out for the count. # aster thinks (not really) - what it sounds like pretty much # it’s me i’m the girlfriend - can’t even explain this one actually #percy <3- literally just @trashmeowcan #ari 🌻 - @waitingforthesunrise

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link to my old intro post:

[princesssarisa]

I've noticed that a lot of Sleeping Beauty adaptations side-step the issue of the title character's passive personality by focusing instead on the fairies or sometimes the prince. Do you think it's possible to make Sleeping Beauty an active player in her own story? And what are the trends you've noticed in how adaptations characterize her when she is awake?

I just recently watched the 1978 Czech adaptation Jak se budí princezny, or How to Wake a Princess: you can read my review here. This is a version that focuses more on the heroine than most other versions do. Like Disney's, it ultimately reduces her sleep from a hundred years to just a day or two – with the threat that if her prince fails to reach her and kiss her, she'll sleep forever, and the evil fairy (who in this version is her own aunt) determined to stop him. Really, I think that choice is a good first step in any version that wants to make Sleeping Beauty an active player (even though when Disney did it, they still focused mainly on the fairies), because it lets her have a fleshed-out romance with the Prince who's destined to wake her.

Another twist in How to Wake a Princess is that Princess Růženka knows about the curse. Most versions keep it hidden from her so she can naïvely touch the spindle, but in this version she knows, and the knowledge adds weight to her decisions. Her parents arrange for her to marry a neighboring kingdom's crown prince, because the curse only has power within their own land, so if she leaves, she'll be safe. But Růženka falls in love with the crown prince's younger brother instead; yet the brothers' royal parents would never agree to let her marry their younger son, because their spoiled firstborn heir always gets the first and best of everything. So Růženka has to choose between protecting herself with a loveless marriage and following her heart, and she ultimately chooses the latter, which leaves her vulnerable to being tricked by her aunt into pricking her finger.

But even in this version, once Růženka falls asleep, the focus shifts to Prince Jaroslav as he fights to reach her and wake her. Even if Sleeping Beauty is the story's active, principle player for three-fourths of the story, it's obviously hard to keep the focus on her when the plot hinges on her falling asleep. One retelling that subverts that issue is Robin McKinley's novel Spindle's End. That version follows Disney's example of having the princess raised as a peasant by the fairies to protect her from the curse. But the big twist is that in her peasant life, "Rosie" (as they call her) becomes best friends with a real peasant girl, Peony. Since the royal court and the evil fairy don't know what the grown-up princess looks like, Peony sacrifices herself for Rosie by masquerading as the princess, touching the spindle, and falling asleep in her place. (The curse was never softened from death to sleep in this version, so if Rosie had touched the spindle, she would have died; but Peony just falls asleep because she's not the real princess.) So Peony becomes Sleeping Beauty, while the real princess Rosie takes on the role that mirrors Disney's Prince Phillip, fighting the evil fairy and waking her friend with a kiss.

But maybe that's cheating a little bit, by shifting the Sleeping Beauty role from the princess to a supporting character.

Personally, if I ever write a retelling of the story, I'll think I'll keep Sleeping Beauty active even while she's asleep by having her communicate with the Prince telepathically. This idea is inspired by two things: (a) the fact that many versions imply that as she sleeps, she has prophetic dreams of the Prince, so she knows exactly who he is and already loves him when she wakes up, and (b) that in Tchaikovsky's ballet, the Lilac Fairy shows a vision of Aurora to Prince Désiré before she leads him to her. I would give the Prince recurring dreams of Sleeping Beauty, in which they talk, get to know each other, and fall in love, and eventually reveal that they really have been communicating – in her sleep she's been having identical dreams about him. In this way she could give the Prince advice that helps him conquer the obstacles that bar his way to the castle. It could also resolve the story's issue of consent, as she herself could instruct him to kiss her when he finds her asleep in the real world.

As for how Sleeping Beauty is characterized when she's awake, I have noticed a few trends in the different adaptations I've seen so far. One common trend is for her to be lively, outgoing, and playful. More so than either Cinderella or Snow White. I suppose there are three factors in this: (a) a lively, inquisitive girl is all the more likely to explore an unfamiliar tower, and then try her hand at something new, like spinning, (b) the more full of life and joy she is, then the sadder it is when she falls into her deathlike sleep, and (c) unlike Snow White or Cinderella, whether she's raised by her parents or by the fairies, she's traditionally grown up in a happy, loving home, not abused by a wicked stepmother. Another quality often seen in her is loneliness and longing to be free to see the world and meet new people. Her parents or guardians tend to be very protective, maybe overprotective, and she's typically never been outside the castle grounds or the forest where they live and never had any friends her own age. While she loves her parents or guardians and isn't unhappy, she longs for companionship (especially romantic love), new experiences, and to be allowed to grow up. If we view the story as an allegory for growing up, with the spindle prick representing the end of Sleeping Beauty's childhood and her awakening by the Prince's kiss as the beginning of womanhood, then this characterization makes perfect sense. Like many parents, the King and Queen or the fairies would like to shelter her forever and stop her from growing up, but of course that's impossible. She also tends to have a beautiful singing voice, and is often a good dancer and/or plays a musical instrument too – even though it's not essential to the plot, musical talent is very often one of her gifts from the fairies. And she's usually very kind and generous, even in the versions where she's had the most privileged royal upbringing, treating the castle servants as close friends and giving gifts of clothes or food to the poor.

I still have many more adaptations to watch, but these are the trends I've noticed so far.

[miela]

“𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 𝐛𝐲 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐠𝐧𝐢𝐳𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐲 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭.”── Edgar Allen Poe

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✧ audio reading: all the young dudes, mskingbean89

✧ listening to: {message from the clergy} - ghost

✧ watching: bridgerton (season i), the boys (season 4)

✧ writing: shattered memories 

✧ playing: hogwarts legacy (gryffindor run)

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marauders / hogwarts 1970s ✧ spiderman/spiderverse ✧ sailor moon ✧ atiny ✧ swiftie ✧ bvb army ✧ the dragon prince ✧ avatar: the last airbender ✧ shxtou guildie ✧ arcane/league of legends ✧ genshin impact ✧ demon slayer ✧ stranger things ✧ dungeons and dragons ✧ superheroes ✧ alt music ✧ kpop ✧ and many, many more!

✧ 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐂 ✧ 

I listen to all types of music. literally anything and everything from around the world. here are some of the artists and groups i listen to to get an idea ✧ lindsey stirling ✧ ateez ✧ dreamcatcher ✧ one ok rock ✧ rolling quartz ✧ conquer divide ✧ starset ✧ black veil brides ✧ poppy ✧ hatsune miku ✧ paramore ✧ loveless ✧ honey revenge ✧ good kid ✧ conan gray ✧ olivia rodrigo ✧ coldplay ✧ aurora ✧ aidoneus ✧ evanescence ✧ meet me @ the altar ✧ waterparks ✧ ghost ✧ switchblade symphony ✧ banshee ✧ kordhell ✧ panic priest ✧ babychaos ✧ taylor swift ✧ hozier ✧ skott ✧ the oh hellos ✧  kero kero bonito ✧ gorillaz ✧ maneskin ✧ fleetwood mac ✧  billy idol ✧ nova twins ✧ odetari ✧ scarlxrd ✧ scene queen ✧ fka rayne ✧ upsahl ✧ twenty one pilots ✧ bibi ✧ jackson wang ✧ astari nite ✧ modern alibi ✧ muse ✧ pvris and many, many more.

✧ 𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐒 ✧

 lily evans {crimson rivers} ✧ regulus black {crimson rivers} ✧ pandora lestrange-rosier {marauders} ✧ robin buckley {stranger things} ✧ eddie munson {stranger things} ✧ gorou {genshin impact} ✧ venti {genshin impact} ✧ denki {chainsaw man}  ✧ usagi {sailor moon} ✧ minako {sailor moon} ✧ claudia {the dragon prince} ✧ zenitsu {demon slayer} ✧ eloise bridgerton {bridgerton} ✧ lexi howard {euphoria} ✧ {more to come}

✧ 𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐒 ✧

{more will be added as time goes on}

✧ asks {all those who wonder}: ask mae ✧ mutuals {fellow garden dwellers}: moots ✧ music {what birds whisper}: mae’s playlist ✧ writing {ink-stained dagger}: mae writes ✧ artworks {color-stained wands}: mae draws ✧ moodboards {petals of a flower}: mae’s pov ✧ original characters {born from the storm cauldron}: mae’s ocs ✧ thoughts {brain flutters}: mae speaks, mae thinks, mae yaps

[flamingplay]

Got tagged by @2-trees, @pitchforkhead and @blueberry-beanie weeks ago! Thank you all so much for caring and involving me in some fun games! <3

Rules: Spell your username with song titles and then tag as many people as there are letters!

Fire and Wings by White Lies

Lonely by Moyka

All I Can Think About is You by Coldplay

Mermaids by Florence + the Machine

I'm a Man by Black Honey

Naive by Theodore

Gentle Earthquakes by AURORA

Pagan Poetry by Björk

Loveless by Lo Moon

A Fever Dream by Everything Everything

Youth by Daughter

Would like to tag @whereiwantedtogo, @swallowedinthestars, @thisworldisntrealhoney, @faaallout, @lisanek, @guyisthedrug if you still weren't tagged on this

[introvert-celeste]

Pink Diamond/Rose Quartz playlist of songs I listen to because I love her and she causes me immense pain <3:

Primadonna - Marina and the Diamonds

Stupid Love - Lady Gaga

911 - Lady Gaga

Homemade Dynamite - Lorde

Hard Feelings/Loveless - Lorde

Warrior - Aurora

A Temporary High - Aurora

All This and Heaven Too - Florence and the Machine

The End of Love - Florence and the Machine

No Choir - Florence and the Machine

[thatnerdyqueer]

okay *deep breath* I think it's time we made a new intro post because I lost the old one lol

some trigger warnings:

i swear

discussions mental health stuff (suicide, sh, ed and body image)

global issues eg war, poverty, climate change, discrimination of all kinds

occaisional mentions of rape, substance abuse, domestic abuse (but this is fairly rare)

I do reblog stuff with mentions of sex in it, but nothing graphic

Things I post about (its so chaotic lol):

mostly multifandom

political stuff (see the tws for specifics)

The arts (linguistics - learning francais and gaeilge, philosophy, music! - I teach and play violin, and sing - film/theatre, writing)

random memes

queer stuff, lots of queer stuff

neurodivergence as well because my brain weird as hell

Things I'm a fan of (buckle up guys):

books:

Good omens

Project Hail Mary

Arc of a Scythe

LOTR, hobbit, and silm

osemanverse (ESPECIALLY LOVELESS)

Agatha christie

grishaverse

Percy Jackson

classics (oscar wilde, jane austen, nietzche, victor hugo)

Musicals and stage plays:

les mis (AND THE BOOK)

moulin rouge

natasha pierre and the great comet of 1812

hadestown

Rent

you know what I could go on and on about musicals lmao so we'll leave it there

Edward ii (christopher marlowe, essentially shakespeare but gayer)

Shakespeare, especially HAMLET

Oscar wiiiiiiilde (slay king)

Film/tv:

DOCTOR WHOOOOOO

GOOD OMENS

Merlin BBC

LOTR

Star wars (especially the tv shows)

Hugo Cabret (also read the book ofc)

Loki

Dead poets society (guys I swear im mentally stable)

Star trekkkkkkk

Music:

Hozier

Classicallllll (tchaikovsky, beethoven, barber, saint-saens, schubert, rachmaninoff, shosty)

AURORA

Queen

Broadway stuff as well ofc

Fave conductor of course bernstein (ik I'm a basic bitch)

[fletcher-bailey]

Full Name: Fletcher Owen Bailey

Nicknames: Fletch

Pronouns and Gender: He/Him, Cis Male

Age and Birthday: 32 years old, March 23rd

Birth place: Blooming Glen, PA, grew up in Philadelphia

Sexuality: Biromantic Bisexual

Status: Taken (npc named Cynthia)

Occupation: Server at All Nighter Diner

Education: High School Diploma

Residence: Seabrook

Time in Aurora Bay: 3+ years

Family: Owen Bailey (father), Erica Bailey (mother), Hunter Bailey, Max Bailey, Joshua Bailey (older brothers), Oliver Bailey (his son)

Face claim: Logan Lerman

(teenage pregnancy, abortion mention, loveless marriage, unhealthy family dynamics)

HISTORY —

Fletcher had been the fourth son born to a couple in Blooming Glen, Pennsylvania. With a seven year gap between Fletcher and the last born boy it led to him being excluded from older activities as well as taunted by the two middle sons just all for the fun of it.

His only solace was his eldest brother who had matured faster than the other two, and his mother. And oh, Fletcher most loved his mother, who was soft and tender and was the only one who would focus on him when he tried to talk at the dinner table. He did his best to linger behind to help clean up after meals and stick by her side because she made him feel known. Every day his father had to come look for him to try and put him to work around the farm.

Now his father wasn’t a kind man. Not to him nor to his mother. Never was domestic violence an issue in the household, but even at as young as five years old Fletcher understood an absence of love in their marriage. His mother was a quiet and timid woman so looking back it made sense why she stuck around, but then he’d always wondered and he’d wonder more so when he got the brunt of his father’s nasty side brought out by his habitual drinking.

(One of his brother’s would say it had been because Fletch had been the son of the milk man. The other would insist he’d been dropped off in a FEDEX package. He never understood either at that age.)

It was when he turned twelve that he decided he was fed up with how things worked in his house. He packed his duffel bag and walked off the farm to never look back, finding a bus stop and taking on to Philadelphia. His father lividly reminded him their house didn’t have a revolving door despite his mother’s pleading to get him to come home. As much as Fletcher missed her, he had no intention of returning ever.

In Philadelphia, Fletcher’s aunt of his had a spare bedroom - his mother had contacted her sister to ensure he had a roof over his head. Fletcher always knew even if it wasn’t said that she was doing her best to keep him taken care of, and he had a good relationship with his aunt anyway. This opportunity granted him the chance to build life in a busier city, immerse himself in public schooling, and to finally seek out his purpose.

Fletcher wasn’t a star student with a low G.P.A., struggling with Cs and Ds (his only A being his phys. ed. class), which left him unqualified to join any after school sports. Instead, he spent most of his time sitting on the floor of a local bookstore reading comic books. Socially withdrawn, it took almost a full school year until he made his first friend that introduced him into a bigger circle.

Fletcher found he adored each and every one of them, hanging onto every detail of the stories they told and admiring the caliber of life they all experienced. Aside from that they also brought adventure into his life in the form of spontaneous late-night drives, getting drunk on hiking trails outside of the city, and eating their weight’s worth in fast food after midnight. It was all simple, but it was more than he got to be involved in while in Blooming Glen.

In that time, Fletcher had also met his high school sweetheart. He may have been only sixteen, but he was sure he found The One. The unraveled around their senior year, when they were both eighteen and a positive pregnancy test brought two very different reactions from them. Fletch, wanting to keep the baby, and his partner wanting freedom in her future. Her decision to go through with a medical abortion clashed with his excitement turned disappointment, and it created an irreparable rift. They didn’t last long after graduation. 

Fletcher aimed for community college, but that lasted about a year before he dropped. He lost his drive and immersed himself in the same late nights filled with drunken antics that he indulged in while in high school. At twenty, he saved up enough money to get a snug studio apartment outside of West Philadelphia. He sought employment at the nearest tavern and started as a dishwasher, then moved up to bartender within the year.

With no goal in mind, Fletcher stuck it out there. It wasn’t all that fulfilling, but the money was good enough. The restlessness inside of him had to be ignored when responsibility was needed to keep off the streets. Fletcher just found value in his friendships and the experiences shared with them for the time-being.

When Fletcher was twenty-five, met a girl on one of his shifts, she swept him up into a whirlwind of a romance. She reminded him of his high school sweetheart a bit, and in many ways she was different. In those ways, it was exciting and new, and they moved fast. A little too fast, to those on the outside, and just like candles that burn too bright at the start, they burnt out fast.

The thing was, a couple of months after the break-up, Fletch was hit with the news of her pregnancy. With the choice up to her, Fletcher knew that should she keep it, he would be involved in some way. The thing was, when the baby was born - a son, he'd been delighted - he became very involved, very quickly.

She wanted nothing to do with being a mother, admitted to being pressured by her parents to keep it, and with the baby in her arms came the realization that she didn't want to do it. The moment adoption was brought up, Fletcher instantly threw out the suggestion of giving him full custody, and lo and behold, that's how Oliver became a very prominent part of his life.

There had been no regrets with the decision, Fletcher fashioned a life around being a father, and when he was twenty-eight, he moved out to California. Philadelphia was dangerous, and he figured a fresh start while Oliver was young enough would make it easy for him to acclimate to the West Coast. He settled in Aurora Bay - a safe, small town - and after a brief stretch of time at the local Sweet Nothings Bakery, he started a job at the Four Leaf as a bartender until the conflict of schedule with Cynthia’s absence made it difficult in regard to Oliver’s school schedule. He’s more recently, in the last three months, started a job at the diner.

TRAITS.

+ observant, intuitive

+/- down-to-earth, passive

- melancholic, insecure

HEADCANONS.

✧ Fletcher does know how to ride a horse, and he knows basic homesteading. Very very basic, as he’d been young when he dipped out on the cattle farm. I.e. canning, making dummy pickles, growing a small herb garden over the back of his kitchen sink. ✧ One of his favorite places to visit in Philadelphia was the Mutter Museum. ✧ Fletcher is a very enthusiastic Philadelphia Flyers fan, and he loves Gritty — as can be seen in the various bits of Gritty apparel in his closet, the coffee mug in the cabinet, and the sticker on the back of his car. ✧ Fletcher is allergic to strawberries. ✧ He will only drink Fiji water. No Smart water, no Dasani, no Poland Springs or Deer Park. None of it. He wants Fiji. ✧ He’s terrified of spider crickets (or camel crickets, whichever is the name you know them by). ✧ His son is from a relationship prior to his current girlfriend, and he is six years old. He has full custody, not for any reason other than his ex-girlfriend deciding that she didn't want to be a mother. ✧ Says water like 'wooder', as one example of his a typical Philadelphia accent. ✧ He met Cynthia in California. They were together here on the west coast, but she had to return to New York for work for a while, and they decided long distance is feasible as there will be an end to her time there. That, and he can travel and lives returning to the East Coast from time to time. ✧ Fletch initially worked at Sweet Nothing's when he arrived until he could get himself more established. After seven months, he then sought employment at the Four Leaf for better pay until there were schedule conflicts. He now works at the All Nighter solely due to Cynthia temporary returning to New York as having a kid with a night job schedule was difficult, and the diner allowed more flexibility.

CONNECTIONS. 

Fletcher is not open for any new romantic connections currently being he is in a long-distance relationship. He can use friends from the last several years, if anyone wants a negative connect please hmu. Neighbors in Seabrook, regulars at the Four Leaf, and even old regulars he'd met when he previously worked at the bakery.

♡ @shilohsharma - neighbor on one side, emergency fill in babysitter when fletch is in a pinch.

♡ @leomlarson - one of fletch's first friends when he moved to aurora bay, earned the honorary title of 'uncle leo' from oliver.

♡ @santiagodeleons - previous boss, a man fletch holds a deep respect and appreciation for.

♡ @noralevin - ex-coworker, entertainer of oliver when fletch had to bring him into work.

♡ @laureljacobs - neighbor on the other side, often a target to fletcher's incessant small talk.

♡ @greengideon - current boss, more tbd.

♡ @priyaxdesai - coworker at the diner, more tbd.

♡ @tabithaxking - coworker at the diner, more tbd.

♡ @xxx - xxx.

pinterest: [ here ] His personal fave songs : [ here ] playlist about fletch: [ here ] inspo/about fletch tag: [ here ]

@aurorabayaesthetic

[cocajimmycola]

RunRosongic

a gender which is/is related to or can be expressed through the song Running Out of Roses by Alan walker

Aurorasongic

a gender which is/is related to or can be expressed through the song Aurora by K-391

Strutopiasongic

a gender which is/is related to or can be expressed through the song Strange Utopia by Axel Johansson

all 3 requested by : @mogai-sunflowers

TAGLIST ! (lmk if you want to be added/removed) : @gender-darling @genderserpentine @botbinary @hoardicboy @mogai-sunflowers @noxwithoutstars @the-almond-and-the-apple @boxesofnoxes @aetherive @karkitz @reveseke @revenant-chaos @donniesbf @corbybug @heart-valentin3 @checkers-entertainments @loveless-lovesickness @waliwiwige @nepetaisms @begendered-mogai @diary-of-apathy @radiomogai @bpd-hoardic @faunfaced @pullerofstrings @kiruliom @gummysharko @imvasic @nyan-editmaidcafe

[alto-tenure]

dude the misogyny in pl is so bad. like just off the top of my head there's like twice the amount of plot-relavent women/girls who are dead (sophia, claire (x2), melina, rachel, aurora, des's wife, des's daughter) to the plot-relavent men who are dead (augustus, duke herzen, evan barde) like. they really took the girls behind the shed and put them down to further the men's characters 😭😭😭

it really fucking sucks like. fandom is Not Immune to Misogyny either but at least the people I've encountered over here believe the female characters deserved better (at least Flora if no one else)

(spoilers for: plvpw, lmj, lbmr, azran legacy, and miracle mask under the cut)

and there are a lot of different types of misogyny in the games too -- it isn't just the amount of female characters that are fridged (though I will say: Newton Belduke gets added to the count of male characters, and while both Mrs. Belduke and Mrs. Cantabella are dead, neither of them really fit the bill for fridging, since they're barely relevant beyond "this is how Eve and Espella exist", which is a Different misogynist trope but not fridging...) it's also:

the mishandling of Flora in DB and UF, who was shafted out of a character arc

characters like Espella and Aurora, which while prominent don't have much going for them in terms of characterization since they're more "mystery" than "character" -- you can read my essay about that here

and the fact that characters like them exist shows that PL knows they had issues with female characters and rather than actually Fixing The Problem they were like "oh! we'll just give female characters more screen time! this will fix everything!"

there's these two NPCs in Diabolical Box you interact with on the Molentary Express. they're named Steve and Mitzi. they're husband and wife. Steve has about double the amount of lines as Mitzi, despite the fact that you interact with both simultaneously. this was the example that made me want to graph the amount of lines female characters have versus the amount male characters had

why was Katrielle's game almost marketed as "Lady Layton" I know it's to give her a fancy title like Professor but like. Changing it to Layton's Mystery Journey was the right move imo, Lady Layton sounds like it's "puzzles: girl edition"

Diane Makepeace should have been the final villain of Mystery Room actually. She should have gotten to take in how completely wrong she was about Alfendi and watched her conceptions of the case crumble. It doesn't even necessarily have to be a redemption arc. She doesn't have to express remorse about killing those at least five other people. (And yes I acknowledge the racist tones of the whole "Mariana Etista" thing, these are not mutually exclusive)

this is localization specific but according to a couple friends of mine who are collaborating on a comparison between the EU-US-JP versions of Last Specter/Spectre's Call Emmy's character is very different in the US version, she speaks a lot more passively in the US version compared to the EU version which uh. Yikes

Katia's family history being mansplained by Layton since it's the "mystery" of DB

just like. they never acknowledge Hoogland's deal? like the women that were ""sacrificed to the dragonlord"" were running away from loveless marriages, sure, but why did those marriages exist to begin with? and now we (the protagonists) have taken away that escape route for women trapped in (probably) abusive relationships because the dragonlord was a lie and azran tech was causing the wind. sure we might have fixed the natural disasters but we sure didn't fix the other problems!

(I think the crossover does slightly better here by not portraying becoming a Shade as an escape for women but as kind of an empty existence, but witch burnings are always gonna be a little :/)

the general lack of female antagonists. Darklaw and Diane go a good ways towards filling that but Diane dying is :/ and while I'm fine with Darklaw being not the "final boss" because she’s also an Ace Attorney Prosecutor they just don't like girlbosses. women can be evil too

Marina Triton deserved better than what she got she is actually kind of a BAMF (going undercover in a cult that kidnapped her for years, hello??) but the ONLY reason she couldn't rescue Luke and Layton earlier was because Katrielle needed to be there in a Doyalist sense, which makes Marina knowing how to get them out of the cryochambers even weirder because if she KNEW why couldn't she have freed them EARLIER

Angela and Flora (in DB) being replaced by a male villain for a lot of their screentime (Angela was replaced by Descole after the first present-day conversation, so in all subsequent present-day scenes she’s Not There. Despite Flora being replaced by Don Paolo fairly early on in DB she actually speaks the third-most lines out of the female characters in that game...and I took out all the DP lines for that count)

but yeah the fridging is a problem, even one that persists into LMJ -- a major part of Ernest/Miles's motivations are that his mother died 🙃

[writingmochi]

! "show off your favorite albums!" tag game !

rules: go to this link and search your 4 favorite albums/eps (all time favs or current favs [maybe both if you dare or even more]), screenshot and crop the pic and upload it here, then tag other peeps

tagged by: yerin from @itz-yerin fame! thanks for tagging me <3 you tagged the right person as i love music for heck sake

p.s. this is gonna be hard for me to curate cause i love so many albums. but i'll try my best

i added a new context for the rules inspired by the reblogs on the og tag game. credits to @/smileyerim *wink*

left side: all-time favorite albums/eps from top left to bottom right: ok computer by radiohead (1997), synchronicity by the police (1983), loveless by my bloody valentine (1991), fake it flowers by beabadoobee (2020)

right side: current favorite albums/eps from top left to bottom right: moodswings in to order by dpr ian (2022), awaken, my love by childish gambino (2016), the name chapter: temptation by txt (2023), post by björk (1995)

tagging: @kookthief @boba-beom @tyunlatte @heart2beom @s-uwu-binie @euphor1a @lovejoshua @junniieesbby and anyone who wants join! (no pressure!)

bonuses for kpop listeners!

all-time favorite kpop albums & eps

from top left to bottom right: the dream chapter: magic by txt (2019), treasure ep.fin: all to action by ateez (2019), new jeans by newjeans (2022), love yourself: tear by bts (2018)

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all-time favorite kpop album

from top left to bottom right: the dream chapter: magic by txt (2019), love yourself: tear by bts (2018), treasure ep.fin: all to action by ateez (2019), teen,age by seventeen (2017). notable songs per release: can't we just let this monster alive? & run away & new rules; 134340 & fake love; dazzling light & wonderland & mist; lillili yabbay & trauma

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all-time favorite kpop eps

from top left to bottom right: new jeans by newjeans (2022), the dream chapter: eternity by txt (2020), treasure ep.3: one to all by ateez (2019), al1 by seventeen (2017). notable songs per release: attention & hype boy; all tracks cause it is *that* good; utopia & wave & aurora; don't wanna cry & habit & my i

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recommended kpop albums and eps

from top left to bottom right: city of onf by onf (2021), pink tape by f(x) (2013), director's cut by seventeen (2018), [x x] by loona (2019). notable songs per release: my genesis & beautiful beautiful & the realist; shadow & rum pum pum pum & airplane; thanks & run to you; butterfly & satellite & colors & hi high & heat(9) & favorite

^ i swear if you listen/have listened to these four releases, send me an ask and we can fangirl together aafsfajf

[biggsodorcitystories]

I wanted to share a little of my TUGS AU with you, along with a little message for those feeling alone on this Valentine's Day.

Please read to the end!

Not everyone is going to find their Happy Ever After as a teenager or young adult. It can be disheartening, but it is not the end of the world if you don't.

In my AU, Sea Rogue did have a teenage sweetheart in Bright Dawn Starr, only for her to essentially disappear from his life. Twenty years later, Bright Dawn reappeared, with Sunshine and Aurora in tow and carrying heavy mental and emotional scars from her failed relationships. Both are now pushing 50 and have missed out on the lifetime they had dreamed of together, but are both content and happy to have found one another again.

Until recently, Zorran would have been convinced that he had struck gold in the romance department. He married his first proper girlfriend and had provided her and their five children with a home and good life. There was no chance of any disharmony for him... until his wife left him for another man, revealing years of adultery and taking the children with her. Zorran's rosy visions of being the ideal family man disintegrated around him as his ex-wife tried (and failed) to paint him as a cruel and abusive father and husband throughout their divorce. He managed to pull through with partial custody of the children and only minimal damage to his name, but was left bitter and very wary of trying to start again in a new relationship. He was content to be single until the arrival of Serenity Green - a bubbly upriver tug who took a shine to him - convinced him that he deserved another chance to be happy. Not only has Zorran found love with Serenity, but he has actually come to understand just how loveless his first marriage was.

My whole point is that as upsetting as being single can be, it is not so important to be in a relationship as to be in the right relationship. Being in a loveless relationship feels far worse than being alone, regardless of what society and social media try to teach us. It is better to wait for the right person to come along than to enter into/stay in a relationship with the wrong person just because that's the 'done thing.'

If you are single, it is always going to suck on this ludicrously commercial day. But remember that Valentine's Day is now largely reduced to just that: a day that companies will try to get you spending money for. There will be other years when you have someone to buy presents for and receive gifts from. Don't beat yourself up because you don't this year.

Also, remember this: February 15th is usually Cheap Chocolate Day, when the Valentine's Day stuff is reduced. I have always observed Cheap Chocolate Day!

[whimsicalpoet44]

Do you have any song recommendations if you're up to it? Thank you!

Absolutely! Music is one of my special interests and I have a very vast musical taste. 😂 I think the only genre I do not like is Country.

There's so many different ways I can do this post, but I think I'll settle on doing songs associated with my big 3!

Before I begin...please look up Ryan Caraveo if you're neurodivergent, a fire Sun, or an 8th/12th houser. His music is literally amazing. Like, if I could only listen to one artist for the rest of my life, it would be him, hands down. (A lot of his songs will be in my recs 😂)

Songs that I like as a Pisces Moon | 12th House Stellium

As a Pisces Moon, I like to make myself sad sometimes. (Hello enneagram number four) So these are what get me up in my feels. (please don't judge me 😂)

🎶 Neptune by Sleeping at Last

🎶 Four by Sleeping at Last

🎶 Peanut Butter Waffles by Ryan Caraveo

🎶 Hear Me by Imagine Dragons (Saturn in the 3rd | 12th Houser | Chiron Gemini would relate)

🎶 Destroy Myself Just For You by Montell Fish

🎶 Hello My Old Heart by the oh hellos

🎶 The Ghost on the Shore by Lord Huron

🎶 Get to Choose by Ryan Caraveo

🎶 Atlantis by Seafret

🎶 Galaxies by Ryan Caraveo

🎶 Cradles by Sub Urban

🎶 Deceived by Ryan Caraveo (Sunset driving with a lot on your mind. It's a whole vibe)

🎶 All Time Low by Jon Bellion

🎶 Believe by Mumford & Sons

🎶 Control by Halsey

🎶 Nate by NF (trigger warning. If you grew up with a narcissistic mom, this is the one. It does talk about addiction)

🎶 Bottom of the Ocean by blink-182

🎶 Nutcase by Ryan Caraveo

🎶 Dandelions by Ruth B. (It gives off that "the world is so beautiful and so are you" vibes)

🎶 My Head Gets Loud by Ryan Caraveo

🎶 Literally anything by Hoizer

🎶 Are You With Me by nilu

🎶 Family Line by Conan Grey (LOL if you know, you know)

🎶 Angels on the Moon by Thriving Ivory (helped me grieve my dad)

🎶 Sun by Loveless

🎶 Doctor by Truslow (Trigger warning: It's describing a really bad maniac episode that leads to hospitalization, but it sounds really happy. It got me through some really difficult days in college when my mental health was trashed. Before I got diagnosed with ADHD)

🎶 Better by One Republic (Same as above. Pluto in the 12th probs.)

🎶 Hold on tight by Aloe Blacc (This song always makes me ridiculously happy when I'm struggling)

🎶 Sing of the Moon by The Collection

🎶 All My Life by Ryan Caraveo

🎶 I feel 2 much by blackbear.

🎶 Someday You Will Be Loved by Death Cab for Cutie

🎶 I will follow you into the dark by Death Cab for Cutie (I feel like everyone knows this song, but it's such a 12th house vibe 😂)

🎶 Is it me by Loveless

🎶 I Miss the Days by NF (helped me heal. Made me sob. It was nice)

🎶 Wake Me Up by Avicci

🎶 Ghost by Ryan Caraveo

🎶 If I could i would feel nothing by blackbear.

🎶 Fallout by Marianas Trench

🎶 Stupid Deep by Jon Bellion

🎶 Unclear by Kodaline

Songs that I like as a Sagittarius Sun

🎶 Soulmate by Lizzo (It's such a vibe and so empowering)

🎶 Ashes by Stellar

🎶 Play with fire by Sam Tinnesz and Yacht Money

🎶 Burning Pile by Mother Mother

🎶 Blame by Bastille

🎶 Outta My Head by Khalid

🎶 Nightmare by Halsey (I get chills listening to this song)

🎶 Believer by Imagine Dragons

🎶 Finale (Can't wait to see what you do next) by AJR

🎶 Willow by Jasmine Thompson

🎶 Arsonist's Lullaby by Hoizer

🎶 Venom by Little Simz

🎶 I've Had Enough by Melina KB (If you're healing from an abusive relationship, this is the one)

🎶 Castle by Halsey

🎶 Go Easy by Matt Maeson

🎶 Never Did by Ryan Caraveo (When I say this song got me through the grief and anger when I went no contact with my mom!)

🎶 cinderella's dead by emeline

🎶 Middle Fingers by Aston

🎶 Permanent Red by Ryan Caraveo

🎶 Sleep on the Floor by the Lumineers

🎶 Wake Me Up by Avicii

🎶 Truth Hurts by Lizzo

🎶 Patient by Ryan Caraveo

🎶 No More Tears by Jez Dior

🎶 The Anthem by Good Charlotte

🎶 Day N' Nite by Kid Cudi

🎶 I Love Me by Demi Lovato

🎶 Runaway by Aurora

🎶 The Kitchen by Tow'rs

Songs that I like as a Capricorn Rising

🎶 Saturn by Sleeping at Last

🎶 Perfect World by Ryan Caraveo (If you're a poet or a musician that grew up in a toxic household, you'll appreciate this one)

🎶 god sent me as karma by emlyn

🎶 Get to Choose by Ryan Caraveo

🎶 I Am (ft. Flo Milli) by Baby Tate

🎶 Can't Pretend by Tom Odell

🎶 Daddy Issues by the Neighbourhood 😂

🎶 Killing Me to Love You by Vancouver Sleep Clinic

🎶 Won't Stop Yet by the collection

🎶 Theme Song by Ryan Caraveo

🎶 Motion Sickness by Phoebe Bridgers

🎶 lovely by Billie Eilish and Khalid

🎶 Deep End by Fousheé

🎶 I am not a woman, I'm a god by Halsey

🎶 Older than I am by Lennon Stella

🎶 Go Time by Ryan Caraveo

🎶 Panic Room by Au/Ra

🎶 Praying by Kesha

🎶 Let you down by NF

🎶 To My Younger Self by Britton

🎶 I hope your miserable until ur dead by nessa barrett