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[bethelighthalazia]

SDIFJHWEDIPBPIEVBRIPWEJB!!!!

Did I let out a lil squeal when Mingi fireman carried y/n? absolutely!

This chapter again is so amazingly cute! I absolutely loved reading it <3

YOU PEOPLE! Go and read this wonderful series from my sunshine Lixie <3

When Eight Becomes Nine - Chapter Eighteen

I didn't think I'd go this long without posting for this, or at all, but life kinda killed me ngl, and so did school. But I'm alive and here's another chapter of our favorite boys, plus y/n!

Pairing: Ateez x 9th member!reader Summary: We get down to business, and y/n starts her first day as an official member of Ateez! wc: 1.6k AU: a/b/o Genre: Fluff/Angst warnings: pet names, fireman carrying, scenting, mentions of being anxious and embarrassed, I think that's it! masterlist

 Y/n was woken up by the sounds of footsteps in the dorms, opening her eyes to find that she was still embraced by San.

“Good morning baby, did you sleep well?” The beta asked her, already awake. A bit too disoriented still by the cacophony of noise, and still a bit overwhelmed from the last time she was awake, she just nodded. San chuckled before explaining the chaos, “It’s a bit loud, isn’t it? This is what mornings are like when we forget that we have to be up at a decent hour. You should go ahead and get up too, we have to go into the company today, for you, to start preparing for our next comeback.”

Y/n slowly sat up, watching as the others ran around the dorms, a couple of them running around from one part of the dorm to another, too busy to notice that she was awake. She groaned as she sat up further, feeling her body protest, but she sat up fully, as San’s hand came up to support her back. She smiles gratefully at the beta, before pushing herself off the couch, and reaching back to pull the bulkier man up as well.

“We should get dressed ourselves, shouldn’t we?” She asked him, to which he nodded in response.

The two of them walked down to her room, the beta leaving her there as he walked further down the hallway to his own room. She entered her room, finding that one of the others must have unpacked a few of her things, and from the organization of it all, it was Seonghwa who did so. She found that her clothes were still packed away, which she was grateful for the elder omega respecting her privacy.  She quickly picked out an outfit, finding one that was comfy yet also not too casual looking, and that was also easy to move in. She quickly packed up a bag with everything she needed, including another change of clothes, just to be on the safe side. Emerging from her room, she heard voices from the main room of the dorm, and once she got there, she found that everyone but Jongho was there.

“Good morning y/n-ah, how are you?” Seonghwa asked, coming over to her when she was noticed. “Good morning Seonghwa-oppa,” she said, “I’m doing well, I’m a bit nervous though.” She admitted, feeling able to share her feelings with her fellow omega.

“It will be okay. Today is mostly a show you the ropes day, and also for Hongjoong to try and insert you on the track as well, even if it might be a bit too late to get you in for any of the album material. But with an upcoming tour next year, it’s easier to get things done now, than to wait.” Seonghwa explained, trying to ease her nerves.

Hongjoong caught everyone’s attention as he stood up. “The vans are here,” he announced, “Everyone grab your things and head downstairs.” That spurred everyone into moving, as everyone shuffled to grab their bag or bags and leave the apartment. Y/n slung her own bag onto her shoulder, and with Seonghwa’s guidance, left the apartment. Yunho followed behind the two of them, and when they reached the first floor, headed into the second of two vans. When y/n climbed in, she found that San was the only one inside. He beckoned here to sit next to him, and she did.

“Did Seonghwa-hyung tell you what we���re doing today?” He asked, turning to look at her. Y/n nodded, replying, “He told me that today was getting me used to what will happen now, and also for Hongjoong to play around with where I’ll fit in for your songs.” “For our songs,” Yunho interjected, before going back to scenting Seonghwa in the row ahead of where y/n and San sat.

And with Yunho’s words, the car fell silent for a little while, everyone focusing on their phones or the view outside, since they would likely be locked away in the company building for the rest of the day.

Seonghwa leaned his head on Yunho’s shoulder as the alpha’s arm wrapped itself around the pack omega’s shoulders, while San silently showed y/n his social media, while also explaining the likelihood that she would be getting access to her own accounts and the like over the next few days, once the company had created them. Yunho glanced back at the two behind them, before looking down at Seonghwa. “You’re worried for her, aren’t you?” “Of course I am. Just like I worry for the rest of you,” Seonghwa replied, “She’s one of us now, so one of mine to take care of and worry over.” “I know. But you have us to help, so please don’t try and take it on all by yourself, hyung.” Yunho reminded him, and before Seonghwa could reply, the van was pulling in front of KQ.

The other van had already arrived and the other members had already headed inside, so the four quickly climbed out of the van and made their way inside. The others thankfully hadn’t gone far, finding them standing around the elevator, seeming waiting for them to arrive. Hongjoong came up to Seonghwa first, scenting the omega like Yunho had in the car, and once he was satisfied, moved onto scenting Yunho, the other alpha melting under his pack alpha’s actions.

Hongjoong moved to stand in front of y/n, smiling at her. “Would you like me to scent you as well?” He asked, slightly unsure. Y/n thought about it for a moment. They did say last night that she could have it if she wanted, and she really did. His scent was so nice and the thought of having him scent her sounded so good right now. She found herself eagerly nodding in reply to his question, her face heating up when he chuckled at her enthusiasm. “Come here then,” he said, beckoning for her to come a bit closer and she did.

His hands reached out, scenting her wrists with his, smiling and relaxing as both of their scents bloomed, before he slowly leaned in, scenting her neck as well. Y/n could feel herself becoming putty in the alpha’s hands, reaching out and gripping his hoodie for some stability. Hongjoong pulled away once he noticed her grip on him, as the omega in front of him whined at the distance between them now, enjoying the closeness. By the time y/n had gotten her wits back, the other members were standing behind Hongjoong, smiling at her, though there were a few chuckles at her reaction. She looked away, a bit embarrassed by how quickly she melted.

“Awww, it’s okay,” San comforted her, “We all had the same reaction when hyung scented us for the first time.” Still flustered, she looked down, until Wooyoung came up next to her and grabbed her hand.

“It’s okay, baby omega. We find it cute how you melted into hyung.” He told her, tugging her into a hug.

“Well, now we should get down to business, yes?” Yunho said, stepping in and pulling the attention away from y/n.

“Yes, and we’ll be stealing y/n to go over choreography,” San said, with Yeosang and Wooyoung nodding in agreement, with the latter moving to stand behind her, his hands moving to rest on her hips. “Wait, we need to take y/n to go over her lines for the upcoming comeback.” Hongjoong cut in, to which the three whined in protest.

“That can be done later, hyung. We should get y/nnie up to speed with the choreography, since she likely can’t be added into the official tracks right now.” San said. In an almost seemingly planned out move, Mingi appeared in front of y/n, swooping the omega off of her feet and up over his shoulder. As the tall rapper moved into the elevator that had just opened up, she could see Hongjoong follow them, telling the others, “We’ll see you later!” before joining Mingi and her in the empty elevator car. Once the door was shut, Mingi set her gently back down on her feet.

“Sorry for that, firecracker, but they would have done the same thing if we had let them.” Mingi apologized, reaching out and ruffling her hair, to which y/n batted his hands away. This made the man chuckle, though before the omega could say anything in retort, the doors opened and Hongjoong reached for her hand, pulling the younger one out of the car and down a familiar hallway. She recognized where they were, and realized that she was back in the same hallway that they had been guided down to see the two idols that first day at the company.

However this time, she was led past the other studio, to a door a little farther down. “This is my studio, and where we’ll be working today,” Hongjoong explained. “My studio is two doors down,” Mingi cut in, as they all ushered themselves into the studio.

Hongjoong sat down in his chair, as Mingi took the one next to him, while y/n stood, unsure of where to go or sit. The leader turned around in his chair, smiling at her to try and ease her nerves. “Sit down on the couch, yeah?” And after she had done so, he spoke once again, “Now, let’s figure out where exactly you fit in our songs.”

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[bethelighthalazia]

Fun Story to Share.

I got my (now 18-year-old) daughter into Ao3 back in 2021. I taught her she should always comment - even if the fic looks old or abandoned or whatever. She did.

Well - she got this email this morning:

The fic was written in 2014 and essentially abandoned.

Bethy read and reviewed in 2021 (and was actually the only person who had commented at all).

Today in 2025 - the final chapter was posted by the author and this was her reply to Bethy’s comment.

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Never question whether a fic is too old to comment on.

[bethelighthalazia]

Oh gosh, I absolutely love it <3

I'm honestly laying in bed and am sobbing right now. This fic was really the comfort I needed just now. Thank you so so much <3

Baked Kisses. || Jeong Yunho, Song Mingi.

Summary: coming home completely spent and exhausted to a whole mess caused by your lovely boyfriends almost tripped you over the edge. luckily, the universe rewarded you with two partners who were nothing but gentle and patient with you.

Pairing: jeong yunho x reader x song mingi

Genre: hurt/comfort, fluff

Wordcount: 1.4k

Warnings: reader being upset at yungi (very briefly), short breakdown

A/N: hello @bethelighthalazia here's a short and sweet yungi drabble just for you, i hope you like it <33 also im sorry y'all for being so inactive (again) divider credits once again to @firefly-graphics!

Taglist: @ghstzzn, @kyukyustar, @hwapetals, @foxinnie8, @preciouswoozi, @aussiekpopginger, @kitten4sannie, @hanjisungs-bigtittyg0thgf, @therealcuppicake

Available here on AO3.

The door creaked open, and almost immediately the familiar weight of the day weighing on your shoulders dissolved into the air. Your bag slid off your arm and hit the floor with a dull thud, mirroring the exhaustion pooling in your chest. You stepped inside, half-praying for quiet, for peace, for just five minutes where the world outside didn’t exist.

But peace had no place here in the L/N-Jeong-Song household.

“Babe!” Mingi’s voice broke through your clouded mind, and your head barely had time to lift before his tall frame appeared around the corner. He was holding something - a spatula? - and his face was covered in what looked like flour. Maybe powdered sugar. Whatever it was, it was smeared across his nose, in his hair, and somehow streaked on his entire shirt. His smile was as bright as ever, and his eyes had that little mischievous glint in them that made you a little bit… apprehensive.

“Welcome home!” Yunho’s voice followed, softer but no less energetic, and sure enough, he appeared a second later, his equally tall frame crowding the hallway. He held a mixing bowl in one hand and a whisk in the other. His apron - a ridiculous pastel pink thing that said Kiss the Chef - was completely stained.

You dropped your keys into the dish by the door and sighed. “What…what are you two doing?”

“We’re making cookies!” Mingi answered, like it was the most obvious thing in the world. He waved the spatula and pointed it at you. “For you.”

“Because you’ve been so stressed,” Yunho added, and his eyes were filled with a tenderness that made your heart clench, even as you felt yourself getting close to a breakdown. “We thought this might cheer you up.”

Your gaze flicked to the kitchen, where an apocalyptic mess awaited. Flour dusted the counters, eggshells littered the floor, and there was something unidentifiable dripping from the edge of the island. The smell of burnt sugar hung in the air like a warning.

“You thought this would cheer me up?” Your voice cracked, and you had to take a deep breath to calm your nerves.

Mingi blinked at you, a pout forming on his lips. “It’s the thought that counts, right?”

“Right,” Yunho agreed earnestly, his smile so warm, so genuine, that it almost worked. Almost.

The silence that followed was thick, and you could feel the weight of their gazes on you, waiting - hoping - for a reaction. Normally, you might have laughed. Might have shaken your head, rolled your eyes, and let them pull you into a long and warm hug. But today, the exhaustion sat too deep, making it impossible to breathe, let alone pretend.

So, you didn’t.

Wordlessly, you turned on your heel, stepping over a rogue eggshell as you made your way down the hall.

“Babe?” Mingi called, his voice suddenly uncertain, like he wasn’t sure if he’d done something wrong. “Where are you going?”

You didn’t answer. You just couldn’t.

The bathroom door shut behind you with a quiet click, and the second you turned the lock, something inside you cracked. Your hands trembled as you reached for the shower, twisting the knob until steam curled into the air, fogging the mirror before you could catch sight of yourself.

You stripped quickly, your limbs heavy, your mind hazy. The second the hot water hit your skin, you let out a shuddering breath and leaned tiredly against the cool tiles. And then - finally - your body gave in.

A sob tore through you, and then another, and suddenly, you couldn’t stop.

You hated this. Hated how easily the exhaustion swallowed you whole. Hated that you had nothing left to give, not even to the people who loved you most. Mingi and Yunho had only wanted to make you happy, and you had walked away.

They must’ve been so excited. You could picture it now - Mingi sheepishly laughing as he flicked flour at Yunho, Yunho pretending to be annoyed but smiling anyway because he could never be mad at his boyfriend. How they were planning everything just for you. And you hadn’t even said thank you.

Another cry escaped you, your fingers pressing against your mouth as if you could hold the sound in, but it was useless. The hot water ran down your back, washing away the physical pain of the day, but it couldn’t touch the guilt clinging to your whole being.

The water had long since turned lukewarm by the time you finally shut it off. Your eyes were swollen, your limbs heavy, but you finally felt like you could breathe again, if only slightly. You moved slowly, wrapping yourself in a towel and dragging yourself to your bedroom and getting dressed.

It was then, when you wanted to leave again, that you noticed just how quiet it was. You totally expected to hear the usual chaos outside, but when you stepped into the hallway, the apartment was eerily quiet.

Too quiet.

Your brows furrowed as you made your way toward the kitchen, already bracing yourself for the chaos in your beloved kitchen that awaited you. But when you stepped into the room, your stomach twisted.

The mess was gone.

The counters were wiped clean, the floor swept, every trace of their failed baking adventure erased. Even the lingering scent of burnt sugar had disappeared, instead replaced by the faint freshness of lemon-scented cleaner.

But worst of all: Mingi and Yunho were gone too.

Your heart sank.

They must be upset. You had barely looked at them before walking away, and now - now they’d cleaned up, and just… left.

No. No, no, no.

You scrambled for your phone, your hands shaking as you tapped Yunho’s contact first. The line rang once, twice, yet he didn't answer-

And then, the front door clicked open.

You turned around instantly, just as your two boyfriends stepped inside, arms full of plastic bags from the 24/7 convenience store down the block.

Mingi grinned first, kicking the door shut behind him. “Hey, you’re out,” he said, like they hadn’t just disappeared and scared you half to death.

Yunho’s eyes flickered over your face, taking in your damp hair, the slight redness around your eyes, and his expression softened immediately. He shifted his bags to one arm and reached out, his large hand resting warm and reassuring against your cheek. “Are you okay?”

You swallowed hard. “I-I thought you left because you were mad.”

Mingi’s eyes widened almost comically. “Mad?” he repeated, like the mere idea was completely foreign to him. “Why would we be mad?”

“You guys did something so sweet, and I just-” You swallowed past the lump in your throat. “I walked away. I didn’t even say thank you.”

Yunho smiled, shaking his head as his thumb brushed over your cheek. You closed your eyes and leaned into his touch. “Babe. You were exhausted. You needed space. That’s okay.”

Mingi nodded enthusiastically, lifting his bags. “Yeah! We just figured that, you know, if homemade cookies weren’t working, maybe store-bought ones would. And we got you Buldak ramen. And snacks.”

At that, you started to tear up again, but for an entirely different reason.

“You didn’t have to-”

“But we wanted to,” Yunho interrupted softly. “Because we love you.”

Mingi stepped closer, pressing a kiss to your temple before resting his chin on top of your head. “But next time, just tell us when you need quiet, yeah?”

You exhaled shakily, nodding against his chest, and before you could say anything, Yunho leaned in too, caging you between them in a warm, solid embrace.

“I'm sorry,” you muttered, “I-I'll communicate better next time.”

Yunho chuckled, before tilting your chin up with gentle fingers to meet his gaze. “No more apologies,” he murmured, his voice a soft command you couldn't say no to. Then, without hesitation, he leaned in, pressing a tender, lingering kiss to your lips, and you immediately went putty in his arms.

Mingi huffed dramatically beside you. “No fair,” he whined, shifting his weight impatiently. The second Yunho pulled back, Mingi was already moving, cupping your face and pressing his own kiss to your lips - less controlled than Yunho’s, a little needier, but no less affectionate.

When he finally pulled back, a cute pount still lingered on his face. “Don’t ever think we’d be mad at you for something like this,” he grumbled. “We just wanna take care of you, babe.”

Yunho smiled, brushing his knuckles against your cheek. “So,” he said, “cookies, ramen and snacks in bed?”

Mingi perked up immediately. “And cuddles?”

You let out a soft, breathy laugh, nodding enthusiastically. “And cuddles.”

[bethelighthalazia]

Help?

Hey my lovely lights <3

Now that i have your attention: I want to ask you all something as if anyone even reads my stuff anymore.

Which of my series would you all love to see to be continued?

[bethelighthalazia]

to a dying? atinyblr

i don't usually speak about these things, but a lot of blogs (amazing writers) are leaving this platform or taking time off bc of lack of engagement which serves as a big demotivating factor. especially and specifically in this atiny fandom, some things have come to my attention and i just want all readers and writers to take a look at this post and refresh some reading and writing etiquettes, as well as revive the essence of being a part of this fandom.

feedback:

i understand that there are a lot of silent readers on here, but since tumblr is dying and our fandom is not very huge, the least you can do to show the writers some support is like the post. 

which brings me to the point that the like function didn't even exist in the past. this site still runs on reblogs. as readers, to show your favourite writers some semblance of support, you should be reblogging with tags. a simple ‘#ateez x reader’ or ‘#ateez fics’ is enough. it's literally not asking for much– reblogs are the only way writers can get reach.

if you cannot do that bc of your blog's aesthetic or whatever, side blogs exist. if you still cannot do that, a simple anon ask appreciating the writer sometimes saves them.

also, what has happened to the quality of reblogs? readers consume years of writers’ work and efforts in mere hours and don’t even leave any feedback? art in general in all forms is very underappreciated and with all sorts of problems like plagiarism, ai writing and everything, true art and writing is dying and needs to be appreciated now more than ever. we’re literally the last generation witnessing ai take over in all fields of arts. appreciate content creators before it’s too late, don’t be a content glutton!

updates and requests:

asking writers for updates when they specifically mention that they would prefer posting at their pace is wrong for so many reasons– we all have a real life. you, the reader, do too. just like you don't always have time to read, writers don't always have time to write. do you ever see the writers asking their readers 'why have you not read my latest chapter?' 

most of the times, writers mention in their bio/faq post or elsewhere that they do mind being asked about updates. respect your writers, please, and do a little scroll before you send such demanding asks (also, sugarcoating when asking for updates does not make it any better!)

if you are only asking about updates, it demotivates a lot of writers bc these same people will disappear when it is time for feedback. writing is a form of art. we can write, artists can paint, musicians can compose music, but all of it has no meaning unless it is shared with an audience and appreciated. readers are just as important as the writers but there is no way of knowing fics are valued unless feedback is given.

the same goes for requests. you can only send a request when the requests are open, which is usually mentioned in the writer’s bio/faq post. it’s literally not that hard to check if requests are open and it’s basic decency to not send a request when the writers specifically mention that requests are closed. when sending a request, please be courteous. a ‘please’ or ‘thank you’ are examples of being courteous when sending requests.

the fanfics in atinyblr:

i understand that you can read whatever you like, but why is it that in the atiny fandom, fics that do not contain smut hardly ever get attention? as a writer, i enjoy writing and reading smut, and while i am not specifically a smut blog, i have noticed how fics containing smut get far more reach than fics that do not contain smut– not just in my case, but other amazing writers as well. 

there are such amazing fictions in this fandom. all fics are crafted with dedication and care, yet stories without smut often get sidelined. writers are not able to express themselves in their writing freely anymore and they simply conform to a genre they know readers will consume, as they are forced to consider adding smut to their stories so they can get more reach in this fandom. i have heard accounts from a lot of writers who were inclined to add smut to an otherwise smut-free fic just for reach.

this is by no means hate to the smut writers. i am also not placing blame on them. smut drabbles have always been in this fandom, and there are amazing smut writers out there, doing their thing. it is the readers here who are failing the writers. readers are quick to talk about the lack of ‘good fics’ or ‘plot’ yet will not even bother searching for these works. there used to be a good balance and appreciation for all genres alike.

i know that smut is what's hot and trendy these days, and drabbles in general, no matter the genre, are easier to read when you want to take a short break. but there is such a lack of longfics in this fandom, especially as of lately, and as someone who has personally witnessed the ratio of longfics decrease exponentially, i felt the need to point this out. appreciate all writers! appreciate all genres! longfic writers need as much validation and encouragement as drabble writers, and vice versa! don't be too harsh on longfic writers for not pumping out fics at the same speed as shortfic writers.

and on that note, smut drabble writers experience a lack of quality feedback despite the high engagement, so readers, please don't hesitate to point out exactly what you liked about a fic, even if it's a short drabble! be kind to those writers, give them time to write and be kind when sending requests! they may post more often but they, too, have a life.

tags:

this is specifically for the people who will post a very normal picture of a member, no caption, but tag it something like #ateez smut, #ateez hard hours, #ateez x reader. and for the people who tag their asks with irrelevant tags– literally learn to tag your post properly, and stop crowding the wrong tags. you're just proving the point that if you don't tag a post with the smut tag or something similar, it won't get reach. if you've posted with a caption, that makes sense (though it still doesn't warrant some of the tags being used there).

as for writers, also learn to use your tags appropriately. fics that do not contain smut should not be tagged with smut related tags. believe in yourself. i get that there is the problem of reach but do not overcrowd tags with irrelevant material.

disclaimer:

this is by no means about me. if i cared about the notes, or lack thereof, i would have stopped writing a while ago. while it is challenging to be a writer here, especially as of lately, i still enjoy posting whatever i write no matter the genre or the word count. but it's a bit disappointing that my planned out fics get much less attention than a simple smut headcanons post that i wrote in the heat of the moment with my friend in literally a few hours as a joke (which has reached almost 10k notes btw in a span of 2 years). sure, it has exposed my blog to new readers but that's about it.

this post is for all the amazing writers who have left, are thinking of leaving, or are struggling to voice these problems because they are afraid of being marked as 'problematic' or a 'hater' or something worse. i am not afraid to voice my opinion on here, and if you think that i am wrong, feel free to interact with this post and correct me because i am not claiming that i am right about this.

these are just the observations i have made as someone who has been actively writing on this platform for about 4 years now, and since i have a decent number of followers, i hope this post gets more reach. do not be afraid to reblog this if you agree, and even if you do not, reblog this so someone else gets educated. i may have missed some points so feel free to add if you want too.

[bethelighthalazia]

might as well try. wish me luck :3

[bethelighthalazia]

OHHH!

This sounds very intriguing! I'm excited to read it whenever you finished it <3

hi hi sunshine <3

I MIGHT be curious about this one from your wips:

"Sugar Daddies Choi"

would you maybe share something about this wip of yours? <3

hihi sunflower! <3 hehe I can share something about it yes. Well, it basically came into existence as a result of a conversation between @callmeghostly and @rems-writing when we were discussing the Chois and some of their US tour pics that had come out last year, when this all started lol. But basically Jongho and San are husbands who are reader's sugar daddies and there's not much plot to it yet, because I believe this will quickly devolve into smut.

and of course a lil snippet of it hehe (below the cut because I feel like it's kinda suggestive-ish, so I'm taking precautions)

“Are you going to tell me why you’re here or just continue staring at me, darling?” Jongho asked you, standing up and walking towards you, his chest being revealed as he finished unbuttoning the final two buttons on his way over.

“Well I can’t help staring if you look like that. Plus I never thought I’d see the day where the very plain dressing Choi Jongho wears leopard print.” You said in return.

The CEO raised an eyebrow at your words, daring you to say more. You’re about to, not one to back down from a challenge, when you both hear the front door to the apartment open, and San’s voice rings out.

“Where are you two? I know you’re both here.”

You turn to Jongho with a cheeky smile, having seemingly won this round, before turning to leave the room to find your other sugar daddy.

You find him in the living room, laying back on the couch with his legs spread open. The perfect amount of space for you to kneel in between his thighs, you thought as you crossed the room to greet him.

“Hi Sannie,” you greeted him as you sat on the couch next to the man. Though you were quickly pulled into his lap instead.

[bethelighthalazia]

Ohh, thank you for tagging me <3

I don´t have many wips with names (i think)...But here they are:

Red Moon Siren “Chapter 2 - what are you?”

HALA chapter 2

9th member ateez chapter 3

“Memories and Family” dad!San

“Warmth of summer” dad!Yunho

“Halloween shenanigans” dad!Seonghwa 

“Hairpins, roller skates and bandaids” dad!Yeosang

“Traditions and cherry blossoms” San x fem!reader

“Skateboarding at night” Gunil x fem!reader

“Parent trap” Jongho & reader

“The CEO and his kitten” Jongho x fem!reader

“Freaky Friday” Ateez ot8-reaction

“Body swapped” Soobin x fem!reader

“Carved in Beauty” psycho!Yunho x fem!reader

“Princes of lust and pride” Matz x fem!Reader

“Cloned by fate?” (WIP title) Bff!Woosan & fem!reader

“Loveless” mafia!BangChan x fem!reader Chapter 2

“On your knees babygirl” Mingi x fem!reader

“Display of Jealousy” Yunho x fem!reader

“Roommates with benefits” Hongjoong x fem!reader

“Cursed love” cursed!Jimin x fem!reader

“Comfort cutie” bff! Wooyoung x fem!reader (request)

“Hunted” Yunho x fem!reader

“Our Sweetheart” skz OT8 x fem!reader

“Home Run” svt Woozi x fem!reader

“Be my good boy~” sub!Jongho x fem!reader

 “Doll play” sub!Hongjoong x fem!reader

"bunny baby" hybrid!SH x fem!reader

 'Precious' dragon!Hyunjin X fem!reader

okay, I lied. I do have a few more than I thought xD

I honestly don´t know who to tag, so I´ll actually just leave it open for anyone who wants to join in <3

🗂️ wip tag game! 🗂️

make a new post with the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. tag as many people as you have WIPs. people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, then post a little snippet or tell them something about it!

Thank you @shuadotcom for the tag! I have well over 60+ wips so I'm just gonna put a few up here:

"Open Windows"

"i still love her though"

"Say His Name"

"Scream 96' "

"Dark Whispers"

"Body"

"My Pretty Boy"

"Stay Forever"

"Care For Me"

"Within You"

"Devil I Know"

"Love You Like Me"

Tagging: @brownsugarbaybee, @hee0soo, @bad-euph0ria, @andysorbit, @calibabii21, @frenchkisstheabyss, @multifandomslxt, @agust-june, @welcometomyoasis, @potatomountain, @ja3hwa, @smileysuh

no pressure y'all <3

[bethelighthalazia]

please 🙏 i have noticed A LOT of spam liking recently. and as much as i appreciate the support, please remember that reblog and replies and messages are a much more genuine way to interact with content on tumblr.

a couple likes isn’t an issue. but when it is every fic on my masterlist and there’s never any feedback, it really sucks 😓

i promise you, most writers/creators would rather have 10 people leave nice comments that 100 likes and nobody saying a thing.

[bethelighthalazia]

Me while reading this!!

It's soon cute 🥺

The catty side of the story

》 Pairing: cat hybrid!San x cat familiar!reader

》 Genre: Fluff

》 Wordcount: 815 words

》 Rating: pg-13

Nets: @mirohs-aurora-society @othersideoutlawsnetwork @illusionnet

Prompt from Illusion Net: *You realize this is the perfect weather for stories by the fire, right?*

This is an extended fic of my Kiki's Delivery Service au YunGi fic. In case anyone was confused, familiars (doesn't matter on the animal) can outlive humans and even hybrids due to their magical lifespan

Taglist: @bethelighthalazia @bunnliix @potatomountain @xomakara @acupoftaewithsomesuga

It was snowing in the quaint town with an ocean view. Since the townsfolk weren’t used to such snowy weather, they all stayed indoors, leaving Mingi’s delivery service to be on hold until the snow cleared up. Granted, he would’ve still done it since his main transportation was a broom, but then again, he had to counter in the fact that perhaps the snowy weather would intensify. The last thing Yunho, his boyfriend, wanted was to have the witch be stuck in the snow. Speaking of Yunho, he was currently staying with Mingi since the snow was so heavy that he couldn’t walk through it even if he tried. It felt like he swapped places with you since you were currently somewhere else and in that different place, you were forced to stay in until the snow cleared up. Not that you didn’t mind of course. 

After all, you had a hot man to look out for you. 

Choi San was a cat hybrid whom you bumped into when you were giving Yunho and Mingi some privacy as they were sharing their first kiss. In the time that you got to know him, you learned that San was adopted by the rich couple that settled down in this quaint town when they retired. 

Mr. Park Seonghwa and his husband, Mr. Kim Hongjoong. 

You’ve seen them around before when you went with Mingi to make deliveries, yet you’ve never seen San around before. You figured he must’ve been recently adopted, but that was beside the point. In the time that you two were together, you found yourself falling for him and were relieved when he felt the same way. When it started snowing, San was more than happy to keep you in his arms until it let up. Seonghwa and Hongjoong were more than happy to keep you around as well. They were fond of you and assured Mingi that you will be well taken care of. Currently, you were in the kitchen making hot cocoa for you and San. As you carried the mugs, you saw where he was sitting and it made you panic a bit. 

He was sitting by that weird place with a huge fire blazing inside it. 

Truth be told, you weren’t used to fireplaces. The only time you’d somewhat been near a fire was either near the coal furnace sitting in the corner of your master’s home or the brick oven Wooyoung used to bake bread and pastries. To have San casually laying on the couch and swishing his fluffy white tail dangerously near the fireplace made you feel a bit apprehensive. Despite the multiple assurances that he was ok, you couldn’t help but be afraid of him hurting himself. 

“You do realize that this is the perfect time and weather for stories near the fire. Right, kitty?”

You chuckled nervously and nodded slowly as you neared him carefully, setting the mugs of hot cocoa down on the coffee table and sitting at a distance where you were still near him yet you were away from the fireplace. Even though you were shivering, you remained adamant in not sitting near the fire. San’s excited smile dropped when he subtly smelled the nerves on you. He sighed lightly and grabbed your waist before pulling you close to him. He wrapped his arms around you and kissed the side of your head before laying it on his chest. Hearing his steady heartbeat made you relax. 

“I’ll be ok, kitty. And I’ll make sure to protect you.”

The softness and reassurance in San’s voice made your heart swell with adoration. Even though deep down, you knew you were going to outlive San, you would make sure that you spend your life with him by your side. You snuggled closer to him and left a light kiss on his jaw, to which he hummed in content since he loved those types of kisses from you. 

“What tales do you want to regale, hmm? I actually want to know the story of how Mr. Mingi found you.”

You nodded in agreement before proceeding to retell the story of how you met your master. As you droned on and on, the fire dimmed down slowly yet you didn’t care. You kept talking and he kept listening. It truly was the perfect time to cozy up by the fire. When you finished, San couldn’t stop giggling and gushing about how your story was truly endearing. You blushed and thanked him for his kind words before letting out a small yawn. The warmth the fire provided left you feeling sleepy and San noticed this. He adjusted your position so your head was tucked in the crook of his neck and he could tighten his hold on you. He leaned down to whisper one final thing in your ear before you dozed off. 

“Happy holidays, kitty. I love you.”

[bethelighthalazia]

What the hell do they mean with toy top?! I'm confused...

I don't know who to tag, so, everyone feel free to do it or not <3

Making a chain cause why not!? Hdisiwisjs

Put your name/nickname in the Character Headcanon Generator and see what you get!

Link!

Erm...so-

@starsinthenigth @mxnaceo @duckp0t + Anyone who wants to do it! (No pressure)

[bethelighthalazia]

Mingi's Delivery Service

Pairing: non-idol!Yunho x witch!Mingi (slight mention of cat familiar!reader x Mingi [platonic] and reader with a special guest at the end)

Genre/AU: Fluff/Kiki's Delivery Service AU

Wordcount: 2,462 words

Rating: pg-13

Nets: @mirohs-aurora-society @othersideoutlawsnetwork @illusionnet

Yes I am doing a fic based loosely off of Kiki's Delivery Service. I'm quite proud of this one :)

“MASTER, YOU HAVE TO GET UP!”

Nothing. 

“MASTER~”

A low grunt was heard from the pile of blankets on the single cot.

“MINGI, GET YOUR ASS UP!” 

“OW! OK OK FINE!”

You stood there with crossed arms and a victorious smirk on your face as a huge figure emerged from the blanket pile. A tall man sat up fully and stretched, yawning as he did so. The shirt he was wearing was a tad bit small on him so when he stretched, it rose up a bit, revealing a sliver of his stomach. His bleary eyes, still laced with a bit of sleep, looked around until they landed on your form. He motioned for you to come closer to him and you obeyed, knowing he couldn’t start the day without hugging his favorite cat. You stood in between his legs and wrapped your arms around his neck while he wrapped his arms around your waist and held you close to him. The warmth of his body caused you to emit a low purr of contentment and Mingi chuckled upon hearing the sound, knowing you were comfortable in this position. You pulled away slightly and swished your tail back and forth as you stared down at your owner. 

“Morning, master!”

“Morning, little one.”

That was Mingi’s nickname for you ever since he adopted you and made you his familiar. Mingi wasn’t a powerful witch, but he certainly wasn’t normal. Ever since he discovered his powers at a young age, he’s been trying out all sorts of new things. The last thing he had learned thus far was how to ride a broomstick. 

That was his main mode of transportation, especially if he had to do deliveries. 

Oh yeah.

Mingi was a delivery man.  

Ever since you and Mingi have stumbled upon this quaint little town right next to the ocean, you’ve been helping out this local bakery run by the Jung family. Their head baker was Wooyoung. At first, Mingi only did these deliveries for free when he first offered to help. However, more and more people demanded his services and Mingi was happy to oblige while Wooyoung couldn’t be happier knowing this little (big) wizard’s powers helped him raise his sales through the roof. 

“Come on! We have to go greet Mr. Wooyoung! He’s probably throwing a hissy fit right now!”

“Relax, little one. It’s still a bit early and Woo’s bakery doesn’t open until eight. It’s only 7:30.”

You pouted and Mingi chuckled as he ruffled your hair, occasionally scratching behind the black cat ears that sat atop your head. You leaned into his touch and Mingi kissed your forehead before retracting his hand, which you protested at. Mingi smiled fondly at you before motioning you to come along so you two could get ready for the day. 

“WHERE’S THE SOAP?!”

“IT’S RIGHT BEHIND YOU!”

“DO WE STILL HAVE CONDITIONER?!”

“NO?! I DON’T THINK SO! I’LL BUY SOME LATER!”

“WHERE’S MY RED BOW?!”

“LITERALLY ON YOUR HEAD, STUPID!”

After the chaotic morning routine, you two exited your little house and went straight through the back door of the bakery. The smell of freshly baked bread and other sweet pastries filled the air and you sniffed every single scent. Despite staying here for almost months now, you could never get tired of the aroma the bakery provides. As you shifted into your cat form and curled up on Mingi’s lap, Wooyoung came barging in with flour on his face, messy hair, and flour all over his clothes even though he had an apron on. 

“MINGI! GOOD MORNING!”

“Oi! Not so loud. I’m barely waking up.”

Wooyoung giggled mischieviously and knelt down to pet you. His hand, which was a bit veiny and looked good with the black and red nail polish he had on, gently patted the top of your head before moving his fingers so he could gently scratch behind your ears. You purred in content once more, causing the man to giggle quietly and bend down so he could kiss the top of your head. When he stood up straight, you sat on your hind legs and meowed in protest at the loss of touch. You waved your paws around, wanting to be petted again, but Wooyoung shook his head. 

“Sorry, cutie. I got to serve you guys breakfast. The hag here gets grumpy if he doesn’t eat.”

“Man, shut up.”

Even though Mingi was the actual witch, Wooyoung sure knew how to laugh like one. At least he didn’t cackle. That would’ve given Mingi the ick. Wooyoung always called Mingi a hag since a lot of witches were stereotyped to be old hags with wrinkly skin, gnarly fingernails on their bony fingers, grey hair, a hunched over form covered by a black cloack, snaggly teeth, and warts all over their face. However, Mingi was far from looking like a hag. Wooyoung just loved to tease him like that. 

“BREAKFAST IS SERVED!”

Mingi received a plate full of eggs, bacon, and pancakes with coffee and orange juice on the side while you received a bowl of milk. While you leapt down from Mingi’s lap and onto the floor so you could eat, Wooyoung sat across from Mingi and showed him today’s schedule. 

“I’m on it.”

Wooyoung grinned happily at Mingi’s confirmation and left the two of you to finish eating while he tended to the customers that preferred to physically go to the bakery to pick up their orders. Once you and Mingi were finished, Mingi used his powers to put the dishes in the sink, wash them, and stack them in the dishwasher before retrieving his broom, scooping you up in his arms, and bolting out the front door so he could get started on the deliveries. 

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“This is only the morning batch and I’m already tuckered out! You would think I’d be used to this by now, but still!”

You giggled as Mingi laid down on the grass and caught his breath. You two found a grassy hillside to relax and decompress before moving on to the next batch of deliveries. You reached into the basket and pulled out the sandwiches that Wooyoung’s mom made before handing one to Mingi. Today’s sandwich consisted of almond butter and orange marmalade. As you bit into the sandwich, you squealed in delight by how amazing it tasted. Your tail swished back and forth in excitement while Mingi watched and grinned fondly at you, taking bites of his sandwich every now and then. 

“Um… excuse me. I hope you don’t mind, but… may I sit with you guys?”

Upon hearing an unfamiliar voice, you shifted back into a cat quickly and hid behind Mingi. Mingi looked up and his breath hitched when his eyes landed on the handsome man staring down at him nervously, occasionally fidgeting with the handlebars of his bike and adjusting his glasses. He wore a bright orange and white striped shirt and his light brown hair looked so fluffy and soft. Mingi wondered what it would feel like to run his fingers through that hair. He was so lost in his daydream that you had to nudge him to answer the poor boy’s question. He snapped out of his daze and nodded rapidly. 

“Yeah sure.”

Mingi scooted to the side a bit so the man could sit next to him. He thanked Mingi shyly and looked out into the distance. Despite you not being fond of strangers, you could tell this young boy wasn’t a threat. You took the extra sandwich out of the picnic basket and walked over to the young boy before plopping it down onto his lap. 

Along with yourself. 

“Gah! Y/N! Get off! He could be allergic!”

You hissed at Mingi quietly, indicating that you got this. You turned back to the boy and pawed at his chest, wanting attention from him. The young boy giggled and started petting you. You relaxed under his touch and Mingi watched in awe at how easy you warmed up to him. 

“Aww! She’s so cute! I’m assuming she’s yours?”

“Yeah. She is. But I’m sorry if she just dropped herself onto you without warning. I didn’t know if you were allergic or not.”

“It’s ok. You don’t see me breaking out in hives or coughing violently right?”

The boy’s teasing tone made Mingi relax, but his face was dusted with pink from embarrassment. If you were human, you would laugh at his expense. You climbed the boy’s body and perched yourself onto his shoulder, nuzzling his cheek before jumping off and landing right on Mingi’s shoulder. The witch grabbed you and kept you trapped in his arms before looking back up at the boy. 

“I’m Mingi by the way. I run a delivery service for Wooyoung’s bakery.”

The boy shyly took Mingi’s hand and shook it before retracting just as quickly. A smile was on his face and Mingi melted at the sight. Now he was thinking of ways to make the boy smile every day. 

“Nice to meet you. I’m Yunho.”

The two exchanged pleasantries and soon talked for a few hours before bidding goodbye. As Mingi mounted his broomstick, he gave Yunho one last look before flying off into the air so he could finish the last batch of deliveries. 

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“I’m not going in there!”

“Yes you are!”

“No I’m not!”

“YES YOU ARE!”

“NO I’M NOT!” 

“YES YOU ARE!”

Patrons of a small restaurant looked towards the front entrance as you dragged your master inside. Long story short, Yunho asked out Mingi on a date, Mingi said yes, and on the actual date day, which was right now, Mingi decided to back out at the last minute due to his nerves. Feeling tired of his yearning and longing for the slightly taller boy, you downed a strength potion and dragged him to this place. You scouted the area and spotted Yunho looking out the view through the window before dragging the witch once more and plopping his heavy body onto the seat across from Yunho before quickly turning into a cat and running out the side door of the restaurant. 

“Hey! You made it!”

Mingi chuckled nervously as he straightened himself out, but grew stiff as Yunho grabbed his hands. He relaxed under the older boy’s touch and smiled dopily. On the other hand, you were watching from afar, making sure that this date doesn’t end in disaster. 

“Did I arrive late?”

“No no! You made it on time!”

Soon, the date proceeded. You watched with astonishment as Mingi impressed Yunho with his witchy powers and even pulled some small pranks on a few servers. They soon fell into conversation and they talked for hours on end until it was closing time. Yunho paid the bill and led Mingi out of the restaurant so the two could go on a romantic walk under the moonlight. You trailed behind so you could keep an eye on Mingi. You looked up to the sky and felt relieved when it wasn’t a full moon yet. 

During a full moon, Mingi’s powers went haywire. 

After the two stopped at the same hillside where they first met, they laid beside each other in a comfortable silence whilst staring up at the night sky filled with many shining stars. Yunho pointed out a few constellations here and there and Mingi told him the history about them, impressing the boy with his astrological knowledge. Yunho then pointed out a shooting star and begged Mingi to make a wish, to which the witch complied. After Mingi made his wish, he turned so he could tell Yunho to do the same. 

Only to end up kissing him since he was so close to him. 

Sparks of electricity shot out from Mingi’s fingertips and into the night sky, creating fireworks that held beautiful colors and made the sky appear brighter than before. You smiled as Yunho and Mingi shared their first kiss and decided to give them some privacy. You went back into town and shifted into human form before you looked up to admire the lit-up sky. 

‘Hopefully, Master doesn’t burn the grass since his palm is flat on the ground. Then again, he’s a witch experiencing love for the first time so yeah. I’m definitely going to tease him though when he gets home.’

As you made your way back home, you accidentally bumped into someone. Your face rammed into his chest and you fell back. You would’ve hit the ground if strong arms didn’t wrap around your waist. You felt something brush against you and you looked down to see a fluffy white tail swishing against your own. You then looked up to see two white cat ears sitting atop a head full of black hair. Finally, you looked down to see this hybrid’s face. 

If you had magic, electric sparks would definitely shoot out your fingertips as well. 

The man’s face was structured to perfection. Warm brown eyes filled with worry, a cute nose, lips that were pursed to match his worrisome eyes, and a sharp jawline. His eyes scrutinized you, seeing if you were hurt anywhere. You weren’t. But he still had to ask. 

“Are you ok, kitty?”

His voice was airy and warm, but his tone was filled with concern. You nodded slowly and he smiled in relief. That smile revealed a dimple he had and you found it endearing when his smile became so big that his eyes formed crescents. 

Just like your master’s. 

You then got a good look at the rest of his body. He was wearing a baggy white sweater  that showed off bits of his collarbone, blue jeans that fit his legs well, and brown work boots. When your hands were on his chest earlier, you knew that it was broad. As you pulled away, your hands accidentally trailed down towards his waist, which was slim. You took a good look at his shoulders and noticed that they were broad and wide. 

‘How was he a cat hybrid?!’

“I’M Y/N! PLEASED TO MEET YOU!”

You cringed at the way your voice sounded loud and way too eager. However, the hybrid didn’t seem to mind as he took your hand in his and firmly shook it. He then pulled you towards him again, smirking at the way you yelped in surprise. He caressed your cheek with his ring clad hand (he had on a singular gold band on his index finger) while he leaned in to kiss your other cheek. Usually, you would cringe at such affection (aside from your master and Wooyoung of course), but for some reason, you wanted him to keep doing that. As he pulled away, he smiled softly. 

“Nice to meet you, Y/N. I’m San.”

[bethelighthalazia]

SUNSHINE STOOOP!

I´m crying! That´s such a sweet chapter. they are all so adorable and caring with Ynnie! I absolutely love it <3

When Eight Becomes Nine - Chapter Seventeen

This chapter gets to the bottom of y/n and why she's feeling this way, as well as a good few talks about feelings, and now we will be on our way to getting y/n as an idol and part of Ateez proper!

Pairing: Ateez x 9th member!reader  Summary: Matz has a talk with y/n about her feelings, and we get some words from the rest of the pack too wc: 1.7k AU: a/b/o  Genre: Fluff/Angst  warnings: talking about feelings, anxiety and worries, reader feeling not good enough, doubt, crying, I think that's it? let me know if I've missed anything! masterlist

The sun had gone down by the time that y/n had woken up for the third time that day, and she found herself between Seonghwa and Hongjoong this time around, the others having disappeared. She groaned as she slowly stretched, alerting the two older men to the fact that she was awake.

“You’re awake, hmm?” Seonghwa asked, looking down at her.

She nodded, looking up at him, and then turning to look at Hongjoong, who was looking down at her with both a caring and concerned look on his face, making for an interesting combination of emotions. She was confused at the concerned look on his face, wondering why he was feeling that way. 

She must have said it out loud, as the alpha chuckled before his face turned serious.

“I am worried about you,” he said, looking at her, his tone conveying that this wasn’t a joking matter.

“Why are you worried?” She asked, confused still.

Seonghwa cut in, “Because you were sad earlier when you were with Hongjoong, and from what you told the others, it doesn’t account for why you were sad earlier today.”

Y/n became quiet at the mention of her time alone with Hongjoong in the studio earlier that day. How do you admit that you felt undeserving and that you were being allowed to do things that really, only pack should do. And no matter how much she wished she was, in her short time of knowing these men personally, she was not part of their pack.

Y/n-ah, talk to us please?” Hongjoong asked, his voice taking on a pleading tone.

“I,” she said, stopping to take a deep breath before she admitted anything, “I was sad earlier because what you were doing should be reserved for packs and packmates. Things you should do with Seonghwa-oppa and Wooyoung-ssi. Not me, an omega you barely know who’s not even a park of your pack.”

She couldn’t bear to look up at either man, she didn’t want to see the pity on their faces. She watched her hands twitch in her lap, before a hand covered them, lacing their fingers together. She slightly hated that she knew they were Seonghwa’s just by seeing them. She watched as her hand was taken from her lap into his, before her face was turned to look at Hongjoong, the captain’s hand on her cheek.

To her surprise, there was no sign of pity on his face, just sadness in his eyes. Why would he be sad over this? She was confused by his actions.

“Y/n-ah,” he started, before reaching out to grab her other hand, “I’m sorry we’ve made you feel that way. I never wanted to hurt you, and it wasn’t intentional, but I’m still sorry that it happened in the first place. I want you to know that we don’t think of you as an outsider. And regardless if you are or aren’t in our pack, we do and will care for you. I’m responsible for you now, and I want you to feel comfortable with me, to feel like you can talk to me if you’re feeling like that, or if there’s anything you want or need. I felt comfortable with you earlier, I want you to know that. I wanted to be that close with you, no matter if it was something that most people think should be reserved for pack only.”

Seonghwa tugged on her hand lightly, garnering her attention, “I agree with what Hongjoong-ah said. But y/n-ah, baby omega,” he pauses for a moment before continuing, “are you feeling this way for any particular reason? Would you want to be a part of our pack? Properly a part of it?”

Y/n broke eye contact with him, it seems he really was perceptive, he already saw through to what she really wanted. She had only known them for a few days, but their pack was what she had wanted, they were all so sweet and caring with each other, and despite their subgenders, no one acted better than anyone else. It was a lot different than the packs she had seen back home, and honestly the kind of pack she had wished for since she was little. But she didn’t want to intrude on what they already had. They had been together since their debut, and she didn’t want to mess that up.

Seonghwa didn’t let her stay quiet for long, “Hey, it’s okay if that’s what you want. I can see how well you’ve meshed with all of us, even stubborn Joongie here.” He paused for a moment as Hongjoong protested Hwa’s words, “I don’t think Wooyoung would let us let you go at this point, he’d be upset with us forever. Probably wouldn’t let us do anything with him.”

She looked up at him, her eyes wide. She knew that she had connected well with the idols, and she knew that Wooyoung had attached himself to her, so Seonghwa probably wasn’t wrong about him being upset with the rest of the group. But for Seonghwa, and maybe even Hongjoong, by the pack alpha’s lack of protest, to say that it’s okay for her to join their pack, she wasn’t expecting that at this point. And as much as she yearned to jump right in, she knew it probably wouldn’t be the best idea.

“I think Wooyoung-oppa would be upset with you if you told him that I had to leave,” she said, trying to joke around to break the tension a bit.

“I don’t think he’d let any of us forget it, if we made the mistake of letting you out of our grasp,” Hongjoong said, completely serious.

“The mistake?” Y/n said, knowing by the tone of his voice, the man was serious, but still wanting that little bit of extra reassurance. She was anxious and feeling a bit caught off guard, so that reassurance would help.

“It would be a mistake to let you leave us.” Seonghwa said, pulling her attention back to him.

Before either of them could say another word, a head popped into the room from one of the hallways. 

“Is everything okay out here? I smell sadness,” San asked, his voice low so as to not wake any of the others who are resting in the pack nest.

“We’re just talking with y/nnie here,” Seonghwa assured him.

San walked into the room, moved to kneel in front of y/n. He looked up at her with care in his eyes, though, just like he had interrupted Seonghwa and Hongjoong from saying anything else, he himself was interrupted by Yunho and Mingi stumbling into the room as they rubbed the sleep out of their eyes.

“What’s goin’ on?” Yunho asked as the duo made their way over to the four already in the room.

“They’re all being sad and having conversations out here without us.” San said before either of the elder men could say a word.

“Why are you all sad?” Mingi asked, his eyes wide as he furrowed his eyebrows, worried for his hyungs and y/n.

Seonghwa looked at you for a reaction before he started speaking, “Y/n feels like she doesn’t deserve some of the attention she’s been given, specifically from Hongjoong-ah. She feels undeserving of it because she views these actions as pack-only things, and since she’s not that, she feels sad that no matter how happy this might make her feel in the moment, she still is not part of our pack.”

“Baby omega is already pack, isn’t she?!” Wooyoung says, bursting into the living room.

Jongho and Yeosang follow behind him, both of them nodding in agreement. Wooyoung settled right next to San, in front of y/n, while the other two gravitated towards Mingi and Yunho.

“Y/n is part of us, in whatever way she wants to be,” Sannie says, with a tone of finality.

“We didn’t think we were missing anyone, but we were, and now that we have you, y/n, we couldn’t think about losing you.” Jongho piped up, making everyone turn to look at the normally quiet beta.

Tears welled up in the omega’s eyes as she sniffled, causing San to stand up and lean in, wrapping his arms around her, before he whispered to her, “Wooyoung’s words don’t just speak for himself, they speak for a good number of us, baby omega.”

“She’s one of us now,” Mingi said, before turning to look at y/n where she was held by San, “so y/n-ah, you’re allowed to take the comfort and affection we give you. You’re a firecracker in your own right, and I want to see you grow and stand on your own two feet.”

“I think you have a lot of potential, and I want to nurture that potential. And you just fit in with us, even if it’s only been a few days since you came here.” Yunho said, smiling.

“She’s my baby omega,” Wooyoung started, before looking up at you where you peeked out from over San’s shoulder,” and you’re also really sweet and I can tell that you care so much about others, so much that I’m not sure how you do it. And I can’t let you go now, you’ve become someone I like a lot.” “You and I can understand each other, maybe more so than some of the others, and I think you’re an amazing addition to Ateez, of course, but also to all of us as a pack, and as individuals. You bring out something new in each of us, and I think you’re what we’ve been missing, even without knowing it at first.” Yeosang spoke, his words making y/n tear up even further.

Hearing from all eight of them about what they thought of her and that they wanted her to be a part of them just as much as she wished to be was surreal. But it was so real, real as the feeling of San’s arms around her, and as much as fans daydreamed of this exact situation, she couldn’t believe that this was her reality now. Her tears spilled over, running down her cheeks as she held onto San tightly. The pack beta held onto her just as tightly in return, whispering sweet reassurances into her ear as the seven others watched the two of them embrace.

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OMG I´m so fuckin proud of you, sunshine <3

You´re doing so well and I am so happy for you! You got this, and those other 3 classes will be going well too for you <3

This is me celebrating because I just got my grades back for my second to last semester of university for my degree, and I passed all of my classes!! I only have 3 more classes and I will be graduating university, which is crazy to me honestly. I didn't think I'd make it to this point, but here I am, like not even 6 months away from walking across the stage to get my bachelor's degree.

[bethelighthalazia]

AHHHHHHHHHH

if I'd have voice, I'd have screamed!!

I'm so excited for this new chapter!! I so hope she'll open up to Joongie and Seonghwa <3

When Eight Becomes Nine - Chapter 17 Preview

Since I have a tiny bit written for this chapter, and I'm trying to get it done before Christmas, here's a tiny sneak peek!

Pairing: Ateez x 9th member!reader  wc: 216 AU: a/b/o  Genre: Fluff/Angst warnings: talking about feelings, feeling like you don't deserve things, reader is sad, but also so is matz masterlist

“You’re awake, hmm?” Seonghwa asked, looking down at her.

She nodded, looking up at him, and then turning to look at Hongjoong, who was looking down at her with both a caring and concerned look on his face, making for an interesting combination of emotions. She was confused at the concerned look on his face, wondering why he was feeling that way. 

She must have said it out loud, as the alpha chuckled before his face turned serious.

“I am worried about you,” he said, looking at her, his tone conveying that this wasn’t a joking matter.

“Why are you worried?” She asked, confused still.

Seonghwa cut in, “Because you were sad earlier when you were with Hongjoong, and from what you told the others, it doesn’t account for why you were sad earlier today.”

Y/n became quiet at the mention of her time alone with Hongjoong in the studio earlier that day. How do you admit that you felt undeserving and that you were being allowed to do things that really, only pack should do. And no matter how much she wished she was, in her short time of knowing these men personally, she was not part of their pack.

Y/n-ah, talk to us please?” Hongjoong asked, his voice taking on a pleading tone.

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Hey hope you're doing well! Will you continue your hala story ?

Hi lovely anonnie!

I am doing alright, thank you!

Yes, I am still working on my Hala story, the next chapter is in progress, it's just taking quite long because of things happening in my private life which drains my energy and motivation to write.

But I promise, it's still being worked on <3